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“I’ve come, you know,
to make you break with everything, neither more nor
less, and take you straight home; so you’ll be
so good as immediately and favourably to consider
it!” Strether, face to face with
Chad after the play, had sounded these words almost
breathlessly, and with an effect at first positively
disconcerting to himself alone. For Chad’s
receptive attitude was that of a person who had been
gracefully quiet while the messenger at last reaching
him has run a mile through the dust. During
some seconds after he had spoken Strether felt as
if he had made some such exertion; he was not
even certain that the perspiration wasn’t on
his brow. It was the kind of consciousness for
which he had to thank the look that, while the strain
lasted, the young man’s eyes gave him.
They reflected and the deuce of the thing
was that they reflected really with a sort of shyness
of kindness his momentarily disordered
state; which fact brought on in its turn for our friend
the dawn of a fear that Chad might simply “take
it out” take everything out in
being sorry for him. Such a fear, any fear,
was unpleasant. But everything was unpleasant;
it was odd how everything had suddenly turned so.
This however was no reason for letting the least
thing go. Strether had the next minute proceeded
as roundly as if with an advantage to follow up.
“Of course I’m a busybody, if you want
to fight the case to the death; but after all mainly
in the sense of having known you and having given you
such attention as you kindly permitted when you were
in jackets and knickerbockers. Yes it
was knickerbockers, I’m busybody enough to remember
that; and that you had, for your age I speak
of the first far-away time tremendously
stout legs. Well, we want you to break.
Your mother’s heart’s passionately set
upon it, but she has above and beyond that excellent
arguments and reasons. I’ve not put them
into her head I needn’t remind you
how little she’s a person who needs that.
But they exist you must take it from me
as a friend both of hers and yours for
myself as well. I didn’t invent them, I
didn’t originally work them out; but I understand
them, I think I can explain them by which
I mean make you actively do them justice; and that’s
why you see me here. You had better know the
worst at once. It’s a question of an immediate
rupture and an immediate return. I’ve been
conceited enough to dream I can sugar that pill.
I take at any rate the greatest interest in the question.
I took it already before I left home, and I don’t
mind telling you that, altered as you are, I take it
still more now that I’ve seen you. You’re
older and I don’t know what to call
it! more of a handful; but you’re
by so much the more, I seem to make out, to our purpose.”
“Do I strike you as improved?”
Strether was to recall that Chad had at this point
enquired.
He was likewise to recall and
it had to count for some time as his greatest comfort that
it had been “given” him, as they said at
Woollett, to reply with some presence of mind:
“I haven’t the least idea.”
He was really for a while to like thinking he had
been positively hard. On the point of conceding
that Chad had improved in appearance, but that to
the question of appearance the remark must be confined,
he checked even that compromise and left his reservation
bare. Not only his moral, but also, as it were,
his aesthetic sense had a little to pay for this,
Chad being unmistakeably and wasn’t
it a matter of the confounded grey hair again? handsomer
than he had ever promised. That however fell
in perfectly with what Strether had said. They
had no desire to keep down his proper expansion, and
he wouldn’t be less to their purpose for not
looking, as he had too often done of old, only bold
and wild. There was indeed a signal particular
in which he would distinctly be more so. Strether
didn’t, as he talked, absolutely follow himself;
he only knew he was clutching his thread and that
he held it from moment to moment a little tighter;
his mere uninterruptedness during the few minutes
helped him to do that. He had frequently for
a month, turned over what he should say on this very
occasion, and he seemed at last to have said nothing
he had thought of everything was so totally
different.
But in spite of all he had put the
flag at the window. This was what he had done,
and there was a minute during which he affected himself
as having shaken it hard, flapped it with a mighty
flutter, straight in front of his companion’s
nose. It gave him really almost the sense of
having already acted his part. The momentary
relief as if from the knowledge that nothing
of that at least could be undone sprang
from a particular cause, the cause that had flashed
into operation, in Miss Gostrey’s box, with
direct apprehension, with amazed recognition, and
that had been concerned since then in every throb of
his consciousness. What it came to was that with
an absolutely new quantity to deal with one simply
couldn’t know. The new quantity was represented
by the fact that Chad had been made over. That
was all; whatever it was it was everything.
Strether had never seen the thing so done before it
was perhaps a speciality of Paris. If one had
been present at the process one might little by little
have mastered the result; but he was face to face,
as matters stood, with the finished business.
It had freely been noted for him that he might be
received as a dog among skittles, but that was on
the basis of the old quantity. He had originally
thought of lines and tones as things to be taken,
but these possibilities had now quite melted away.
There was no computing at all what the young man
before him would think or feel or say on any subject
whatever. This intelligence Strether had afterwards,
to account for his nervousness, reconstituted as he
might, just as he had also reconstituted the promptness
with which Chad had corrected his uncertainty.
An extraordinarily short time had been required for
the correction, and there had ceased to be anything
negative in his companion’s face and air as
soon as it was made. “Your engagement to
my mother has become then what they call here a fait
accompli?” it had consisted, the
determinant touch, in nothing more than that.
Well, that was enough, Strether had
felt while his answer hung fire. He had felt
at the same time, however, that nothing could less
become him than that it should hang fire too long.
“Yes,” he said brightly, “it was
on the happy settlement of the question that I started.
You see therefore to what tune I’m in your
family. Moreover,” he added, “I’ve
been supposing you’d suppose it.”
“Oh I’ve been supposing
it for a long time, and what you tell me helps me
to understand that you should want to do something.
To do something, I mean,” said Chad, “to
commemorate an event so what do they call
it? so auspicious. I see you make
out, and not unnaturally,” he continued, “that
bringing me home in triumph as a sort of wedding-present
to Mother would commemorate it better than anything
else. You want to make a bonfire in fact,”
he laughed, “and you pitch me on. Thank
you, thank you!” he laughed again.
He was altogether easy about it, and
this made Strether now see how at bottom, and in spite
of the shade of shyness that really cost him nothing,
he had from the first moment been easy about everything.
The shade of shyness was mere good taste. People
with manners formed could apparently have, as one
of their best cards, the shade of shyness too.
He had leaned a little forward to speak; his elbows
were on the table; and the inscrutable new face that
he had got somewhere and somehow was brought by the
movement nearer to his critics There was a fascination
for that critic in its not being, this ripe physiognomy,
the face that, under observation at least, he had
originally carried away from Woollett. Strether
found a certain freedom on his own side in defining
it as that of a man of the world a formula
that indeed seemed to come now in some degree to his
relief; that of a man to whom things had happened
and were variously known. In gleams, in glances,
the past did perhaps peep out of it; but such lights
were faint and instantly merged. Chad was brown
and thick and strong, and of old Chad had been rough.
Was all the difference therefore that he was actually
smooth? Possibly; for that he was smooth
was as marked as in the taste of a sauce or in the
rub of a hand. The effect of it was general it
had retouched his features, drawn them with a cleaner
line. It had cleared his eyes and settled his
colour and polished his fine square teeth the
main ornament of his face; and at the same time that
it had given him a form and a surface, almost a design,
it had toned his voice, established his accent, encouraged
his smile to more play and his other motions to less.
He had formerly, with a great deal of action, expressed
very little; and he now expressed whatever was necessary
with almost none at all. It was as if in short
he had really, copious perhaps but shapeless, been
put into a firm mould and turned successfully out.
The phenomenon Strether kept eyeing it
as a phenomenon, an eminent case was marked
enough to be touched by the finger. He finally
put his hand across the table and laid it on Chad’s
arm. “If you’ll promise me here
on the spot and giving me your word of honour to
break straight off, you’ll make the future the
real right thing for all of us alike. You’ll
ease off the strain of this decent but none the less
acute suspense in which I’ve for so many days
been waiting for you, and let me turn in to rest.
I shall leave you with my blessing and go to bed
in peace.”
Chad again fell back at this and,
his hands pocketed, settled himself a little; in which
posture he looked, though he rather anxiously smiled,
only the more earnest. Then Strether seemed to
see that he was really nervous, and he took that as
what he would have called a wholesome sign.
The only mark of it hitherto had been his more than
once taking off and putting on his wide-brimmed crush
hat. He had at this moment made the motion again
to remove it, then had only pushed it back, so that
it hung informally on his strong young grizzled crop.
It was a touch that gave the note of the familiar the
intimate and the belated to their quiet
colloquy; and it was indeed by some such trivial aid
that Strether became aware at the same moment of something
else. The observation was at any rate determined
in him by some light too fine to distinguish from
so many others, but it was none the less sharply determined.
Chad looked unmistakeably during these instants well,
as Strether put it to himself, all he was worth.
Our friend had a sudden apprehension of what that
would on certain sides be. He saw him in a flash
as the young man marked out by women; and for a concentrated
minute the dignity, the comparative austerity, as he
funnily fancied it, of this character affected him
almost with awe. There was an experience on his
interlocutor’s part that looked out at him from
under the displaced hat, and that looked out moreover
by a force of its own, the deep fact of its quantity
and quality, and not through Chad’s intending
bravado or swagger. That was then the way men
marked out by women were and also the
men by whom the women were doubtless in turn sufficiently
distinguished. It affected Strether for thirty
seconds as a relevant truth, a truth which, however,
the next minute, had fallen into its relation.
“Can’t you imagine there being some questions,”
Chad asked, “that a fellow however
much impressed by your charming way of stating things would
like to put to you first?”
“Oh yes easily.
I’m here to answer everything. I think
I can even tell you things, of the greatest interest
to you, that you won’t know enough to ask me.
We’ll take as many days to it as you like.
But I want,” Strether wound up, “to go
to bed now.”
“Really?”
Chad had spoken in such surprise that
he was amused. “Can’t you believe
it? with what you put me through?”
The young man seemed to consider.
“Oh I haven’t put you through much yet.”
“Do you mean there’s so
much more to come?” Strether laughed.
“All the more reason then that I should gird
myself.” And as if to mark what he felt
he could by this time count on he was already on his
feet.
Chad, still seated, stayed him, with
a hand against him, as he passed between their table
and the next. “Oh we shall get on!”
The tone was, as who should say, everything
Strether could have desired; and quite as good the
expression of face with which the speaker had looked
up at him and kindly held him. All these things
lacked was their not showing quite so much as the fruit
of experience. Yes, experience was what Chad
did play on him, if he didn’t play any grossness
of defiance. Of course experience was in a manner
defiance; but it wasn’t, at any rate rather
indeed quite the contrary! grossness; which
was so much gained. He fairly grew older, Strether
thought, while he himself so reasoned. Then with
his mature pat of his visitor’s arm he also
got up; and there had been enough of it all by this
time to make the visitor feel that something was
settled. Wasn’t it settled that he had
at least the testimony of Chad’s own belief
in a settlement? Strether found himself treating
Chad’s profession that they would get on as a
sufficient basis for going to bed. He hadn’t
nevertheless after this gone to bed directly; for
when they had again passed out together into the mild
bright night a check had virtually sprung from nothing
more than a small circumstance which might have acted
only as confirming quiescence. There were people,
expressive sound, projected light, still abroad, and
after they had taken in for a moment, through everything,
the great clear architectural street, they turned
off in tacit union to the quarter of Strether’s
hotel. “Of course,” Chad here abruptly
began, “of course Mother’s making things
out with you about me has been natural and
of course also you’ve had a good deal to go upon.
Still, you must have filled out.”
He had stopped, leaving his friend
to wonder a little what point he wished to make; and
this it was that enabled Strether meanwhile to make
one. “Oh we’ve never pretended to
go into detail. We weren’t in the least
bound to that. It was ‘filling out’
enough to miss you as we did.”
But Chad rather oddly insisted, though
under the high lamp at their corner, where they paused,
he had at first looked as if touched by Strether’s
allusion to the long sense, at home, of his absence.
“What I mean is you must have imagined.”
“Imagined what?”
“Well horrors.”
It affected Strether: horrors
were so little superficially at least in
this robust and reasoning image. But he was none
the less there to be veracious. “Yes,
I dare say we have imagined horrors. But
where’s the harm if we haven’t been wrong?”
Chad raised his face to the lamp,
and it was one of the moments at which he had, in
his extraordinary way, most his air of designedly
showing himself. It was as if at these instants
he just presented himself, his identity so rounded
off, his palpable presence and his massive young manhood,
as such a link in the chain as might practically amount
to a kind of demonstration. It was as if and
how but anomalously? he couldn’t
after all help thinking sufficiently well of these
things to let them go for what they were worth.
What could there be in this for Strether but the
hint of some self-respect, some sense of power, oddly
perverted; something latent and beyond access, ominous
and perhaps enviable? The intimation had the next
thing, in a flash, taken on a name a name
on which our friend seized as he asked himself if
he weren’t perhaps really dealing with an irreducible
young Pagan. This description he quite
jumped at it had a sound that gratified
his mental ear, so that of a sudden he had already
adopted it. Pagan yes, that was,
wasn’t it? what Chad would logically be.
It was what he must be. It was what he was.
The idea was a clue and, instead of darkening the
prospect, projected a certain clearness. Strether
made out in this quick ray that a Pagan was perhaps,
at the pass they had come to, the thing most wanted
at Woollett. They’d be able to do with
one a good one; he’d find an opening yes;
and Strether’s imagination even now prefigured
and accompanied the first appearance there of the
rousing personage. He had only the slight discomfort
of feeling, as the young man turned away from the
lamp, that his thought had in the momentary silence
possibly been guessed. “Well, I’ve
no doubt,” said Chad, “you’ve come
near enough. The details, as you say, don’t
matter. It has been generally the case that
I’ve let myself go. But I’m coming
round I’m not so bad now.”
With which they walked on again to Strether’s
hotel.
“Do you mean,” the latter
asked as they approached the door, “that there
isn’t any woman with you now?”
“But pray what has that to do with it?”
“Why it’s the whole question.”
“Of my going home?” Chad
was clearly surprised. “Oh not much!
Do you think that when I want to go any one will have
any power ”
“To keep you” Strether
took him straight up “from carrying
out your wish? Well, our idea has been that
somebody has hitherto or a good many persons
perhaps kept you pretty well from ‘wanting.’
That’s what if you’re in anybody’s
hands may again happen. You don’t
answer my question” he kept it up;
“but if you aren’t in anybody’s hands
so much the better. There’s nothing then
but what makes for your going.”
Chad turned this over. “I
don’t answer your question?” He spoke
quite without resenting it. “Well, such
questions have always a rather exaggerated side.
One doesn’t know quite what you mean by being
in women’s ‘hands.’ It’s
all so vague. One is when one isn’t.
One isn’t when one is. And then one can’t
quite give people away.” He seemed kindly
to explain. “I’ve never got
stuck so very hard; and, as against anything
at any time really better, I don’t think I’ve
ever been afraid.” There was something
in it that held Strether to wonder, and this gave
him time to go on. He broke out as with a more
helpful thought. “Don’t you know
how I like Paris itself?”
The upshot was indeed to make our
friend marvel. “Oh if that’s
all that’s the matter with you !”
It was he who almost showed resentment.
Chad’s smile of a truth more
than met it. “But isn’t that enough?”
Strether hesitated, but it came out.
“Not enough for your mother!” Spoken,
however, it sounded a trifle odd the effect
of which was that Chad broke into a laugh. Strether,
at this, succumbed as well, though with extreme brevity.
“Permit us to have still our theory. But
if you are so free and so strong you’re
inexcusable. I’ll write in the morning,”
he added with decision. “I’ll say
I’ve got you.”
This appeared to open for Chad a new
interest. “How often do you write?”
“Oh perpetually.”
“And at great length?”
Strether had become a little impatient.
“I hope it’s not found too great.”
“Oh I’m sure not. And you hear as
often?”
Again Strether paused. “As often as I
deserve.”
“Mother writes,” said Chad, “a lovely
letter.”
Strether, before the closed porte-cochère,
fixed him a moment. “It’s more, my
boy, than you do! But our suppositions don’t
matter,” he added, “if you’re actually
not entangled.”
Chad’s pride seemed none the
less a little touched. “I never was
that let me insist. I always had my
own way.” With which he pursued:
“And I have it at present.”
“Then what are you here for?
What has kept you,” Strether asked, “if
you have been able to leave?”
It made Chad, after a stare, throw
himself back. “Do you think one’s
kept only by women?” His surprise and his verbal
emphasis rang out so clear in the still street that
Strether winced till he remembered the safety of their
English speech. “Is that,” the young
man demanded, “what they think at Woollett?”
At the good faith in the question Strether had changed
colour, feeling that, as he would have said, he had
put his foot in it. He had appeared stupidly
to misrepresent what they thought at Woollett; but
before he had time to rectify Chad again was upon
him. “I must say then you show a low mind!”
It so fell in, unhappily for Strether,
with that reflexion of his own prompted in him by
the pleasant air of the Boulevard Malesherbes, that
its disconcerting force was rather unfairly great.
It was a dig that, administered by himself and
administered even to poor Mrs. Newsome was
no more than salutary; but administered by Chad and
quite logically it came nearer drawing
blood. They HADn’t a low mind nor
any approach to one; yet incontestably they had worked,
and with a certain smugness, on a basis that might
be turned against them. Chad had at any rate
pulled his visitor up; he had even pulled up his admirable
mother; he had absolutely, by a turn of the wrist and
a jerk of the far-flung noose, pulled up, in a bunch,
Woollett browsing in its pride. There was no
doubt Woollett had insisted on his coarseness;
and what he at present stood there for in the sleeping
street was, by his manner of striking the other note,
to make of such insistence a preoccupation compromising
to the insisters. It was exactly as if they
had imputed to him a vulgarity that he had by a mere
gesture caused to fall from him. The devil of
the case was that Strether felt it, by the same stroke,
as falling straight upon himself. He had been
wondering a minute ago if the boy weren’t a
Pagan, and he found himself wondering now if he weren’t
by chance a gentleman. It didn’t in the
least, on the spot, spring up helpfully for him that
a person couldn’t at the same time be both.
There was nothing at this moment in the air to challenge
the combination; there was everything to give it on
the contrary something of a flourish. It struck
Strether into the bargain as doing something to meet
the most difficult of the questions; though perhaps
indeed only by substituting another. Wouldn’t
it be precisely by having learned to be a gentleman
that he had mastered the consequent trick of looking
so well that one could scarce speak to him straight?
But what in the world was the clue to such a prime
producing cause? There were too many clues then
that Strether still lacked, and these clues to clues
were among them. What it accordingly amounted
to for him was that he had to take full in the face
a fresh attribution of ignorance. He had grown
used by this time to reminders, especially from his
own lips, of what he didn’t know; but he had
borne them because in the first place they were private
and because in the second they practically conveyed
a tribute. He didn’t know what was bad,
and as others didn’t know how little
he knew it he could put up with his state.
But if he didn’t know, in so important a particular,
what was good, Chad at least was now aware he didn’t;
and that, for some reason, affected our friend as
curiously public. It was in fact an exposed
condition that the young man left him in long enough
for him to feel its chill till he saw fit,
in a word, generously again to cover him. This
last was in truth what Chad quite gracefully did.
But he did it as with a simple thought that met the
whole of the case. “Oh I’m all right!”
It was what Strether had rather bewilderedly to go
to bed on.
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It really looked true moreover from
the way Chad was to behave after this. He was
full of attentions to his mother’s ambassador;
in spite of which, all the while, the latter’s
other relations rather remarkably contrived to assert
themselves. Strether’s sittings pen in
hand with Mrs. Newsome up in his own room were broken,
yet they were richer; and they were more than ever
interspersed with the hours in which he reported himself,
in a different fashion, but with scarce less earnestness
and fulness, to Maria Gostrey. Now that, as he
would have expressed it, he had really something to
talk about he found himself, in respect to any oddity
that might reside for him in the double connexion,
at once more aware and more indifferent. He had
been fine to Mrs. Newsome about his useful friend,
but it had begun to haunt his imagination that Chad,
taking up again for her benefit a pen too long disused,
might possibly be finer. It wouldn’t at
all do, he saw, that anything should come up for him
at Chad’s hand but what specifically was to
have come; the greatest divergence from which would
be precisely the element of any lubrication of their
intercourse by levity It was accordingly to forestall
such an accident that he frankly put before the young
man the several facts, just as they had occurred, of
his funny alliance. He spoke of these facts,
pleasantly and obligingly, as “the whole story,”
and felt that he might qualify the alliance as funny
if he remained sufficiently grave about it. He
flattered himself that he even exaggerated the wild
freedom of his original encounter with the wonderful
lady; he was scrupulously definite about the absurd
conditions in which they had made acquaintance their
having picked each other up almost in the street;
and he had (finest inspiration of all!) a conception
of carrying the war into the enemy’s country
by showing surprise at the enemy’s ignorance.
He had always had a notion that this
last was the grand style of fighting; the greater
therefore the reason for it, as he couldn’t
remember that he had ever before fought in the grand
style. Every one, according to this, knew Miss
Gostrey: how came it Chad didn’t know
her? The difficulty, the impossibility, was really
to escape it; Strether put on him, by what he took
for granted, the burden of proof of the contrary.
This tone was so far successful as that Chad quite
appeared to recognise her as a person whose fame had
reached him, but against his acquaintance with whom
much mischance had worked. He made the point
at the same time that his social relations, such as
they could be called, were perhaps not to the extent
Strether supposed with the rising flood of their compatriots.
He hinted at his having more and more given way to
a different principle of selection; the moral of which
seemed to be that he went about little in the “colony.”
For the moment certainly he had quite another interest.
It was deep, what he understood, and Strether, for
himself, could only so observe it. He couldn’t
see as yet how deep. Might he not all too soon!
For there was really too much of their question that
Chad had already committed himself to liking.
He liked, to begin with, his prospective stepfather;
which was distinctly what had not been on the cards.
His hating him was the untowardness for which Strether
had been best prepared; he hadn’t expected the
boy’s actual form to give him more to do than
his imputed. It gave him more through suggesting
that he must somehow make up to himself for not being
sure he was sufficiently disagreeable. That
had really been present to him as his only way to
be sure he was sufficiently thorough. The point
was that if Chad’s tolerance of his thoroughness
were insincere, were but the best of devices for gaining
time, it none the less did treat everything as tacitly
concluded.
That seemed at the end of ten days
the upshot of the abundant, the recurrent talk through
which Strether poured into him all it concerned him
to know, put him in full possession of facts and figures.
Never cutting these colloquies short by a minute,
Chad behaved, looked and spoke as if he were rather
heavily, perhaps even a trifle gloomily, but none
the less fundamentally and comfortably free.
He made no crude profession of eagerness to yield,
but he asked the most intelligent questions, probed,
at moments, abruptly, even deeper than his friend’s
layer of information, justified by these touches the
native estimate of his latent stuff, and had in every
way the air of trying to live, reflectively, into
the square bright picture. He walked up and down
in front of this production, sociably took Strether’s
arm at the points at which he stopped, surveyed it
repeatedly from the right and from the left, inclined
a critical head to either quarter, and, while he puffed
a still more critical cigarette, animadverted to his
companion on this passage and that. Strether
sought relief there were hours when he
required it in repeating himself; it was
in truth not to be blinked that Chad had a way.
The main question as yet was of what it was a way
to. It made vulgar questions no more easy;
but that was unimportant when all questions save those
of his own asking had dropped. That he was free
was answer enough, and it wasn’t quite ridiculous
that this freedom should end by presenting itself
as what was difficult to move. His changed state,
his lovely home, his beautiful things, his easy talk,
his very appetite for Strether, insatiable and, when
all was said, flattering what were such
marked matters all but the notes of his freedom?
He had the effect of making a sacrifice of it just
in these handsome forms to his visitor; which was
mainly the reason the visitor was privately, for the
time, a little out of countenance. Strether was
at this period again and again thrown back on a felt
need to remodel somehow his plan. He fairly
caught himself shooting rueful glances, shy looks
of pursuit, toward the embodied influence, the definite
adversary, who had by a stroke of her own failed him
and on a fond theory of whose palpable presence he
had, under Mrs. Newsome’s inspiration, altogether
proceeded. He had once or twice, in secret,
literally expressed the irritated wish that she
would come out and find her.
He couldn’t quite yet force
it upon Woollett that such a career, such a perverted
young life, showed after all a certain plausible side,
did in the case before them flaunt something
like an impunity for the social man; but he could
at least treat himself to the statement that would
prepare him for the sharpest echo. This echo as
distinct over there in the dry thin air as some shrill
“heading” above a column of print seemed
to reach him even as he wrote. “He says
there’s no woman,” he could hear Mrs.
Newsome report, in capitals almost of newspaper size,
to Mrs. Pocock; and he could focus in Mrs. Pocock the
response of the reader of the journal. He could
see in the younger lady’s face the earnestness
of her attention and catch the full scepticism of
her but slightly delayed “What is there then?”
Just so he could again as little miss the mother’s
clear decision: “There’s plenty
of disposition, no doubt, to pretend there isn’t.”
Strether had, after posting his letter, the whole
scene out; and it was a scene during which, coming
and going, as befell, he kept his eye not least upon
the daughter. He had his fine sense of the conviction
Mrs. Pocock would take occasion to reaffirm a
conviction bearing, as he had from the first deeply
divined it to bear, on Mr. Strether’s essential
inaptitude. She had looked him in his conscious
eyes even before he sailed, and that she didn’t
believe he would find the woman had been written
in her book. Hadn’t she at the best but
a scant faith in his ability to find women? It
wasn’t even as if he had found her mother so
much more, to her discrimination, had her mother performed
the finding. Her mother had, in a case her private
judgement of which remained educative of Mrs. Pocock’s
critical sense, found the man. The man owed
his unchallenged state, in general, to the fact that
Mrs. Newsome’s discoveries were accepted at
Woollett; but he knew in his bones, our friend did,
how almost irresistibly Mrs. Pocock would now be moved
to show what she thought of his own. Give her
a free hand, would be the moral, and the woman would
soon be found.
His impression of Miss Gostrey after
her introduction to Chad was meanwhile an impression
of a person almost unnaturally on her guard. He
struck himself as at first unable to extract from her
what he wished; though indeed of what he wished
at this special juncture he would doubtless have contrived
to make but a crude statement. It sifted and
settled nothing to put to her, tout bêtement,
as she often said, “Do you like him, eh?” thanks
to his feeling it actually the least of his needs
to heap up the evidence in the young man’s favour.
He repeatedly knocked at her door to let her have
it afresh that Chad’s case whatever
else of minor interest it might yield was
first and foremost a miracle almost monstrous.
It was the alteration of the entire man, and was
so signal an instance that nothing else, for the intelligent
observer, could could it? signify.
“It’s a plot,” he declared “there’s
more in it than meets the eye.” He gave
the rein to his fancy. “It’s a plant!”
His fancy seemed to please her. “Whose
then?”
“Well, the party responsible
is, I suppose, the fate that waits for one, the dark
doom that rides. What I mean is that with such
elements one can’t count. I’ve but
my poor individual, my modest human means. It
isn’t playing the game to turn on the uncanny.
All one’s energy goes to facing it, to tracking
it. One wants, confound it, don’t you
see?” he confessed with a queer face “one
wants to enjoy anything so rare. Call it then
life” he puzzled it out “call
it poor dear old life simply that springs the surprise.
Nothing alters the fact that the surprise is paralysing,
or at any rate engrossing all, practically,
hang it, that one sees, that one can see.”
Her silences were never barren, nor
even dull. “Is that what you’ve
written home?”
He tossed it off. “Oh dear, yes!”
She had another pause while, across
her carpets, he had another walk. “If you
don’t look out you’ll have them straight
over.”
“Oh but I’ve said he’ll go back.”
“And will he?” Miss Gostrey asked.
The special tone of it made him, pulling
up, look at her long. “What’s that
but just the question I’ve spent treasures of
patience and ingenuity in giving you, by the sight
of him after everything had led up every
facility to answer? What is it but just the thing
I came here to-day to get out of you? Will he?”
“No he won’t,” she said
at last. “He’s not free.”
The air of it held him. “Then you’ve
all the while known ?”
“I’ve known nothing but
what I’ve seen; and I wonder,” she declared
with some impatience, “that you didn’t
see as much. It was enough to be with him there ”
“In the box? Yes,” he rather blankly
urged.
“Well to feel sure.”
“Sure of what?”
She got up from her chair, at this,
with a nearer approach than she had ever yet shown
to dismay at his dimness. She even, fairly pausing
for it, spoke with a shade of pity. “Guess!”
It was a shade, fairly, that brought
a flush into his face; so that for a moment, as they
waited together, their difference was between them.
“You mean that just your hour with him told you
so much of his story? Very good; I’m not
such a fool, on my side, as that I don’t understand
you, or as that I didn’t in some degree understand
him. That he has done what he liked most
isn’t, among any of us, a matter the least in
dispute. There’s equally little question
at this time of day of what it is he does like most.
But I’m not talking,” he reasonably explained,
“of any mere wretch he may still pick up.
I’m talking of some person who in his present
situation may have held her own, may really have counted.”
“That’s exactly what I
am!” said Miss Gostrey. But she as quickly
made her point. “I thought you thought or
that they think at Woollett that that’s
what mere wretches necessarily do. Mere wretches
necessarily don’t!” she declared with
spirit. “There must, behind every appearance
to the contrary, still be somebody somebody
who’s not a mere wretch, since we accept the
miracle. What else but such a somebody can such
a miracle be?”
He took it in. “Because the fact itself
is the woman?”
“A woman. Some woman or
other. It’s one of the things that have
to be.”
“But you mean then at least a good one.”
“A good woman?” She threw
up her arms with a laugh. “I should call
her excellent!”
“Then why does he deny her?”
Miss Gostrey thought a moment.
“Because she’s too good to admit!
Don’t you see,” she went on, “how
she accounts for him?”
Strether clearly, more and more, did
see; yet it made him also see other things.
“But isn’t what we want that he shall account
for her?”
“Well, he does. What you
have before you is his way. You must forgive
him if it isn’t quite outspoken. In Paris
such debts are tacit.”
Strether could imagine; but still !
“Even when the woman’s good?”
Again she laughed out. “Yes,
and even when the man is! There’s always
a caution in such cases,” she more seriously
explained “for what it may seem to
show. There’s nothing that’s taken
as showing so much here as sudden unnatural goodness.”
“Ah then you’re speaking
now,” Strether said, “of people who are
not nice.”
“I delight,” she replied,
“in your classifications. But do you want
me,” she asked, “to give you in the matter,
on this ground, the wisest advice I’m capable
of? Don’t consider her, don’t judge
her at all in herself. Consider her and judge
her only in Chad.”
He had the courage at least of his
companion’s logic. “Because then
I shall like her?” He almost looked, with his
quick imagination as if he already did, though seeing
at once also the full extent of how little it would
suit his book. “But is that what I came
out for?”
She had to confess indeed that it
wasn’t. But there was something else.
“Don’t make up your mind. There
are all sorts of things. You haven’t seen
him all.”
This on his side Strether recognised;
but his acuteness none the less showed him the danger.
“Yes, but if the more I see the better he seems?”
Well, she found something. “That
may be but his disavowal of her isn’t,
all the same, pure consideration. There’s
a hitch.” She made it out. “It’s
the effort to sink her.”
Strether winced at the image. “To ’sink’ ?”
“Well, I mean there’s
a struggle, and a part of it is just what he hides.
Take time that’s the only way not
to make some mistake that you’ll regret.
Then you’ll see. He does really want to
shake her off.”
Our friend had by this time so got
into the vision that he almost gasped. “After
all she has done for him?”
Miss Gostrey gave him a look which
broke the next moment into a wonderful smile.
“He’s not so good as you think!”
They remained with him, these words,
promising him, in their character of warning, considerable
help; but the support he tried to draw from them found
itself on each renewal of contact with Chad defeated
by something else. What could it be, this disconcerting
force, he asked himself, but the sense, constantly
renewed, that Chad was quite in fact
insisted on being as good as he thought?
It seemed somehow as if he couldn’t but
be as good from the moment he wasn’t as bad.
There was a succession of days at all events when
contact with him and in its immediate effect,
as if it could produce no other elbowed
out of Strether’s consciousness everything but
itself. Little Bilham once more pervaded the
scene, but little Bilham became even in a higher degree
than he had originally been one of the numerous forms
of the inclusive relation; a consequence promoted,
to our friend’s sense, by two or three incidents
with which we have yet to make acquaintance.
Waymarsh himself, for the occasion, was drawn into
the eddy; it absolutely, though but temporarily, swallowed
him down, and there were days when Strether seemed
to bump against him as a sinking swimmer might brush
a submarine object. The fathomless medium held
them Chad’s manner was the fathomless
medium; and our friend felt as if they passed each
other, in their deep immersion, with the round impersonal
eye of silent fish. It was practically produced
between them that Waymarsh was giving him then his
chance; and the shade of discomfort that Strether
drew from the allowance resembled not a little the
embarrassment he had known at school, as a boy, when
members of his family had been present at exhibitions.
He could perform before strangers, but relatives
were fatal, and it was now as if, comparatively, Waymarsh
were a relative. He seemed to hear him say “Strike
up then!” and to enjoy a foretaste of conscientious
domestic criticism. He had struck up, so
far as he actually could; Chad knew by this time in
profusion what he wanted; and what vulgar violence
did his fellow pilgrim expect of him when he had really
emptied his mind? It went somehow to and fro
that what poor Waymarsh meant was “I told you
so that you’d lose your immortal soul!”
but it was also fairly explicit that Strether had
his own challenge and that, since they must go to
the bottom of things, he wasted no more virtue in watching
Chad than Chad wasted in watching him. His dip
for duty’s sake where was it worse
than Waymarsh’s own? For he needn’t
have stopped resisting and refusing, needn’t
have parleyed, at that rate, with the foe.
The strolls over Paris to see something
or call somewhere were accordingly inevitable and
natural, and the late sessions in the wondrous troisième,
the lovely home, when men dropped in and the picture
composed more suggestively through the haze of tobacco,
of music more or less good and of talk more or less
polyglot, were on a principle not to be distinguished
from that of the mornings and the afternoons.
Nothing, Strether had to recognise as he leaned back
and smoked, could well less resemble a scene of violence
than even the liveliest of these occasions.
They were occasions of discussion, none the less,
and Strether had never in his life heard so many opinions
on so many subjects. There were opinions at
Woollett, but only on three or four. The differences
were there to match; if they were doubtless deep,
though few, they were quiet they were, as
might be said, almost as shy as if people had been
ashamed of them. People showed little diffidence
about such things, on the other hand, in the Boulevard
Malesherbes, and were so far from being ashamed of
them or indeed of anything else that
they often seemed to have invented them to avert those
agreements that destroy the taste of talk. No
one had ever done that at Woollett, though Strether
could remember times when he himself had been tempted
to it without quite knowing why. He saw why at
present he had but wanted to promote intercourse.
These, however, were but parenthetic
memories, and the turn taken by his affair on the
whole was positively that if his nerves were on the
stretch it was because he missed violence. When
he asked himself if none would then, in connexion
with it, ever come at all, he might almost have passed
as wondering how to provoke it. It would be too
absurd if such a vision as that should have to
be invoked for relief; it was already marked enough
as absurd that he should actually have begun with
flutters and dignities on the score of a single accepted
meal. What sort of a brute had he expected Chad
to be, anyway? Strether had occasion to
make the enquiry but was careful to make it in private.
He could himself, comparatively recent as it was it
was truly but the fact of a few days since focus
his primal crudity; but he would on the approach of
an observer, as if handling an illicit possession,
have slipped the reminiscence out of sight. There
were echoes of it still in Mrs. Newsome’s letters,
and there were moments when these echoes made him
exclaim on her want of tact. He blushed of course,
at once, still more for the explanation than for the
ground of it: it came to him in time to save
his manners that she couldn’t at the best become
tactful as quickly as he. Her tact had to reckon
with the Atlantic Ocean, the General Post-Office and
the extravagant curve of the globe. Chad had
one day offered tea at the Boulevard Malesherbes to
a chosen few, a group again including the unobscured
Miss Barrace; and Strether had on coming out walked
away with the acquaintance whom in his letters to
Mrs. Newsome he always spoke of as the little artist-man.
He had had full occasion to mention him as the other
party, so oddly, to the only close personal alliance
observation had as yet detected in Chad’s existence.
Little Bilham’s way this afternoon was not
Strether’s, but he had none the less kindly
come with him, and it was somehow a part of his kindness
that as it had sadly begun to rain they suddenly found
themselves seated for conversation at a cafe in which
they had taken refuge. He had passed no more
crowded hour in Chad’s society than the one just
ended; he had talked with Miss Barrace, who had reproached
him with not having come to see her, and he had above
all hit on a happy thought for causing Waymarsh’s
tension to relax. Something might possibly be
extracted for the latter from the idea of his success
with that lady, whose quick apprehension of what might
amuse her had given Strether a free hand. What
had she meant if not to ask whether she couldn’t
help him with his splendid encumbrance, and mightn’t
the sacred rage at any rate be kept a little in abeyance
by thus creating for his comrade’s mind even
in a world of irrelevance the possibility of a relation?
What was it but a relation to be regarded as so decorative
and, in especial, on the strength of it, to be whirled
away, amid flounces and feathers, in a coupe lined,
by what Strether could make out, with dark blue brocade?
He himself had never been whirled away never
at least in a coupe and behind a footman; he had driven
with Miss Gostrey in cabs, with Mrs. Pocock, a few
times, in an open buggy, with Mrs. Newsome in a four-seated
cart and, occasionally up at the mountains, on a buckboard;
but his friend’s actual adventure transcended
his personal experience. He now showed his companion
soon enough indeed how inadequate, as a general monitor,
this last queer quantity could once more feel itself.
“What game under the sun is
he playing?” He signified the next moment that
his allusion was not to the fat gentleman immersed
in dominoes on whom his eyes had begun by resting,
but to their host of the previous hour, as to whom,
there on the velvet bench, with a final collapse of
all consistency, he treated himself to the comfort
of indiscretion. “Where do you see him
come out?”
Little Bilham, in meditation, looked
at him with a kindness almost paternal. “Don’t
you like it over here?”
Strether laughed out for
the tone was indeed droll; he let himself go.
“What has that to do with it? The only
thing I’ve any business to like is to feel that
I’m moving him. That’s why I ask
you whether you believe I am? Is the creature” and
he did his best to show that he simply wished to ascertain “honest?”
His companion looked responsible,
but looked it through a small dim smile. “What
creature do you mean?”
It was on this that they did have
for a little a mute interchange. “Is it
untrue that he’s free? How then,”
Strether asked wondering “does he arrange his
life?”
“Is the creature you mean Chad
himself?” little Bilham said.
Strether here, with a rising hope,
just thought, “We must take one of them at a
time.” But his coherence lapsed.
“Is there some woman? Of whom he’s
really afraid of course I mean or who does
with him what she likes.”
“It’s awfully charming
of you,” Bilham presently remarked, “not
to have asked me that before.”
“Oh I’m not fit for my job!”
The exclamation had escaped our friend,
but it made little Bilham more deliberate. “Chad’s
a rare case!” he luminously observed. “He’s
awfully changed,” he added.
“Then you see it too?”
“The way he has improved?
Oh yes I think every one must see it.
But I’m not sure,” said little Bilham,
“that I didn’t like him about as well
in his other state.”
“Then this is really a new state altogether?”
“Well,” the young man
after a moment returned, “I’m not sure
he was really meant by nature to be quite so good.
It’s like the new edition of an old book that
one has been fond of revised and amended,
brought up to date, but not quite the thing one knew
and loved. However that may be at all events,”
he pursued, “I don’t think, you know, that
he’s really playing, as you call it, any game.
I believe he really wants to go back and take up
a career. He’s capable of one, you know,
that will improve and enlarge him still more.
He won’t then,” little Bilham continued
to remark, “be my pleasant well-rubbed old-fashioned
volume at all. But of course I’m beastly
immoral. I’m afraid it would be a funny
world altogether a world with things the
way I like them. I ought, I dare say, to go
home and go into business myself. Only I’d
simply rather die simply. And I’ve
not the least difficulty in making up my mind not
to, and in knowing exactly why, and in defending my
ground against all comers. All the same,”
he wound up, “I assure you I don’t say
a word against it for himself, I mean to
Chad. I seem to see it as much the best thing
for him. You see he’s not happy.”
“Do I?” Strether
stared. “I’ve been supposing I see
just the opposite an extraordinary case
of the equilibrium arrived at and assured.”
“Oh there’s a lot behind it.”
“Ah there you are!” Strether
exclaimed. “That’s just what I want
to get at. You speak of your familiar volume
altered out of recognition. Well, who’s
the editor?”
Little Bilham looked before him a
minute in silence. “He ought to get married.
That would do it. And he wants to.”
“Wants to marry her?”
Again little Bilham waited, and, with
a sense that he had information, Strether scarce knew
what was coming. “He wants to be free.
He isn’t used, you see,” the young man
explained in his lucid way, “to being so good.”
Strether hesitated. “Then
I may take it from you that he is good?”
His companion matched his pause, but
making it up with a quiet fulness. “Do
take it from me.”
“Well then why isn’t he
free? He swears to me he is, but meanwhile does
nothing except of course that he’s
so kind to me to prove it; and couldn’t
really act much otherwise if he weren’t.
My question to you just now was exactly on this queer
impression of his diplomacy: as if instead of
really giving ground his line were to keep me on here
and set me a bad example.”
As the half-hour meanwhile had ebbed
Strether paid his score, and the waiter was presently
in the act of counting out change. Our friend
pushed back to him a fraction of it, with which, after
an emphatic recognition, the personage in question
retreated. “You give too much,”
little Bilham permitted himself benevolently to observe.
“Oh I always give too much!”
Strether helplessly sighed. “But you don’t,”
he went on as if to get quickly away from the contemplation
of that doom, “answer my question. Why
isn’t he free?”
Little Bilham had got up as if the
transaction with the waiter had been a signal, and
had already edged out between the table and the divan.
The effect of this was that a minute later they had
quitted the place, the gratified waiter alert again
at the open door. Strether had found himself
deferring to his companion’s abruptness as to
a hint that he should be answered as soon as they
were more isolated. This happened when after
a few steps in the outer air they had turned the next
comer. There our friend had kept it up.
“Why isn’t he free if he’s good?”
Little Bilham looked him full in the
face. “Because it’s a virtuous attachment.”
This had settled the question so effectually
for the time that is for the next few days that
it had given Strether almost a new lease of life.
It must be added however that, thanks to his constant
habit of shaking the bottle in which life handed him
the wine of experience, he presently found the taste
of the lees rising as usual into his draught.
His imagination had in other words already dealt with
his young friend’s assertion; of which it had
made something that sufficiently came out on the very
next occasion of his seeing Maria Gostrey. This
occasion moreover had been determined promptly by a
new circumstance a circumstance he was
the last man to leave her for a day in ignorance of.
“When I said to him last night,” he immediately
began, “that without some definite word from
him now that will enable me to speak to them over
there of our sailing or at least of mine,
giving them some sort of date my responsibility
becomes uncomfortable and my situation awkward; when
I said that to him what do you think was his reply?”
And then as she this time gave it up: “Why
that he has two particular friends, two ladies, mother
and daughter, about to arrive in Paris coming
back from an absence; and that he wants me so furiously
to meet them, know them and like them, that I shall
oblige him by kindly not bringing our business to
a crisis till he has had a chance to see them again
himself. Is that,” Strether enquired, “the
way he’s going to try to get off? These
are the people,” he explained, “that he
must have gone down to see before I arrived.
They’re the best friends he has in the world,
and they take more interest than any one else in what
concerns him. As I’m his next best he sees
a thousand reasons why we should comfortably meet.
He hasn’t broached the question sooner because
their return was uncertain seemed in fact
for the present impossible. But he more than
intimates that if you can believe it their
desire to make my acquaintance has had to do with their
surmounting difficulties.”
“They’re dying to see you?” Miss
Gostrey asked.
“Dying. Of course,”
said Strether, “they’re the virtuous attachment.”
He had already told her about that had seen
her the day after his talk with little Bilham; and
they had then threshed out together the bearing of
the revelation. She had helped him to put into
it the logic in which little Bilham had left it slightly
deficient Strether hadn’t pressed him as to
the object of the preference so unexpectedly described;
feeling in the presence of it, with one of his irrepressible
scruples, a delicacy from which he had in the quest
of the quite other article worked himself sufficiently
free. He had held off, as on a small principle
of pride, from permitting his young friend to mention
a name; wishing to make with this the great point
that Chad’s virtuous attachments were none of
his business. He had wanted from the first not
to think too much of his dignity, but that was no reason
for not allowing it any little benefit that might
turn up. He had often enough wondered to what
degree his interference might pass for interested;
so that there was no want of luxury in letting it
be seen whenever he could that he didn’t interfere.
That had of course at the same time not deprived
him of the further luxury of much private astonishment;
which however he had reduced to some order before communicating
his knowledge. When he had done this at last
it was with the remark that, surprised as Miss Gostrey
might, like himself, at first be, she would probably
agree with him on reflexion that such an account of
the matter did after all fit the confirmed appearances.
Nothing certainly, on all the indications, could
have been a greater change for him than a virtuous
attachment, and since they had been in search of the
“word” as the French called it, of that
change, little Bilham’s announcement though
so long and so oddly delayed would serve
as well as another. She had assured Strether
in fact after a pause that the more she thought of
it the more it did serve; and yet her assurance hadn’t
so weighed with him as that before they parted he hadn’t
ventured to challenge her sincerity. Didn’t
she believe the attachment was virtuous? he
had made sure of her again with the aid of that question.
The tidings he brought her on this second occasion
were moreover such as would help him to make surer
still.
She showed at first none the less
as only amused. “You say there are two?
An attachment to them both then would, I suppose,
almost necessarily be innocent.”
Our friend took the point, but he
had his clue. “Mayn’t he be still
in the stage of not quite knowing which of them, mother
or daughter, he likes best?”
She gave it more thought. “Oh
it must be the daughter at his age.”
“Possibly. Yet what do
we know,” Strether asked, “about hers?
She may be old enough.”
“Old enough for what?”
“Why to marry Chad. That
may be, you know, what they want. And if Chad
wants it too, and little Bilham wants it, and even
we, at a pinch, could do with it that is
if she doesn’t prevent repatriation why
it may be plain sailing yet.”
It was always the case for him in
these counsels that each of his remarks, as it came,
seemed to drop into a deeper well. He had at
all events to wait a moment to hear the slight splash
of this one. “I don’t see why if
Mr. Newsome wants to marry the young lady he hasn’t
already done it or hasn’t been prepared with
some statement to you about it. And if he both
wants to marry her and is on good terms with them why
isn’t he ’free’?”
Strether, responsively, wondered indeed.
“Perhaps the girl herself doesn’t like
him.”
“Then why does he speak of them to you as he
does?”
Strether’s mind echoed the question,
but also again met it. “Perhaps it’s
with the mother he’s on good terms.”
“As against the daughter?”
“Well, if she’s trying
to persuade the daughter to consent to him, what could
make him like the mother more? Only,” Strether
threw out, “why shouldn’t the daughter
consent to him?”
“Oh,” said Miss Gostrey,
“mayn’t it be that every one else isn’t
quite so struck with him as you?”
“Doesn’t regard him you
mean as such an ‘eligible’ young man?
Is that what I’ve come to?” he audibly
and rather gravely sought to know. “However,”
he went on, “his marriage is what his mother
most desires that is if it will help.
And oughtn’t any marriage to help?
They must want him” he had already
worked it out “to be better off.
Almost any girl he may marry will have a direct interest
in his taking up his chances. It won’t
suit her at least that he shall miss them.”
Miss Gostrey cast about. “No you
reason well! But of course on the other hand
there’s always dear old Woollett itself.”
“Oh yes,” he mused “there’s
always dear old Woollett itself.”
She waited a moment. “The
young lady mayn’t find herself able to swallow
that quantity. She may think it’s
paying too much; she may weigh one thing against another.”
Strether, ever restless in such debates,
took a vague turn “It will all depend on who
she is. That of course the proved
ability to deal with dear old Woollett, since I’m
sure she does deal with it is what makes
so strongly for Mamie.”
“Mamie?”
He stopped short, at her tone, before
her; then, though seeing that it represented not vagueness,
but a momentary embarrassed fulness, let his exclamation
come. “You surely haven’t forgotten
about Mamie!”
“No, I haven’t forgotten
about Mamie,” she smiled. “There’s
no doubt whatever that there’s ever so much
to be said for her. Mamie’s my girl!”
she roundly declared.
Strether resumed for a minute his
walk. “She’s really perfectly lovely,
you know. Far prettier than any girl I’ve
seen over here yet.”
“That’s precisely on what
I perhaps most build.” And she mused a
moment in her friend’s way. “I should
positively like to take her in hand!”
He humoured the fancy, though indeed
finally to deprecate it. “Oh but don’t,
in your zeal, go over to her! I need you most
and can’t, you know, be left.”
But she kept it up. “I wish they’d
send her out to me!”
“If they knew you,” he returned, “they
would.”
“Ah but don’t they? after
all that, as I’ve understood you you’ve
told them about me?”
He had paused before her again, but
he continued his course “They will before,
as you say, I’ve done.” Then he came
out with the point he had wished after all most to
make. “It seems to give away now his game.
This is what he has been doing keeping
me along for. He has been waiting for them.”
Miss Gostrey drew in her lips.
“You see a good deal in it!”
“I doubt if I see as much as
you. Do you pretend,” he went on, “that
you don’t see ?”
“Well, what?” she pressed him
as he paused.
“Why that there must be a lot
between them and that it has been going
on from the first; even from before I came.”
She took a minute to answer.
“Who are they then if it’s
so grave?”
“It mayn’t be grave it
may be gay. But at any rate it’s marked.
Only I don’t know,” Strether had to confess,
“anything about them. Their name for instance
was a thing that, after little Bilham’s information,
I found it a kind of refreshment not to feel obliged
to follow up.”
“Oh,” she returned, “if you think
you’ve got off !”
Her laugh produced in him a momentary
gloom. “I don’t think I’ve
got off. I only think I’m breathing for
about five minutes. I dare say I shall
have, at the best, still to get on.” A
look, over it all, passed between them, and the next
minute he had come back to good humour. “I
don’t meanwhile take the smallest interest in
their name.”
“Nor in their nationality? American,
French, English, Polish?”
“I don’t care the least
little ‘hang,’” he smiled, “for
their nationality. It would be nice if they’re
Polish!” he almost immediately added.
“Very nice indeed.”
The transition kept up her spirits. “So
you see you do care.”
He did this contention a modified
justice. “I think I should if they were
Polish. Yes,” he thought “there
might be joy in that.”
“Let us then hope for it.”
But she came after this nearer to the question.
“If the girl’s of the right age of course
the mother can’t be. I mean for the virtuous
attachment. If the girl’s twenty and
she can’t be less the mother must
be at least forty. So it puts the mother out.
She’s too old for him.”
Strether, arrested again, considered
and demurred. “Do you think so? Do
you think any one would be too old for him? I’m
eighty, and I’m too young. But perhaps
the girl,” he continued, “ISn’t twenty.
Perhaps she’s only ten but such a
little dear that Chad finds himself counting her in
as an attraction of the acquaintance. Perhaps
she’s only five. Perhaps the mother’s
but five-and-twenty a charming young widow.”
Miss Gostrey entertained the suggestion.
“She is a widow then?”
“I haven’t the least idea!”
They once more, in spite of this vagueness, exchanged
a look a look that was perhaps the longest
yet. It seemed in fact, the next thing, to require
to explain itself; which it did as it could.
“I only feel what I’ve told you that
he has some reason.”
Miss Gostrey’s imagination had
taken its own flight. “Perhaps she’s
not a widow.”
Strether seemed to accept the possibility
with reserve. Still he accepted it. “Then
that’s why the attachment if it’s
to her is virtuous.”
But she looked as if she scarce followed.
“Why is it virtuous if since she’s
free there’s nothing to impose on
it any condition?”
He laughed at her question.
“Oh I perhaps don’t mean as virtuous as
that! Your idea is that it can be virtuous in
any sense worthy of the name only if she’s
not free? But what does it become then,”
he asked, “for her?”
“Ah that’s another matter.”
He said nothing for a moment, and she soon went on.
“I dare say you’re right, at any rate,
about Mr. Newsome’s little plan. He has
been trying you has been reporting on you
to these friends.”
Strether meanwhile had had time to
think more. “Then where’s his straightness?”
“Well, as we say, it’s
struggling up, breaking out, asserting itself as it
can. We can be on the side, you see, of his straightness.
We can help him. But he has made out,”
said Miss Gostrey, “that you’ll do.”
“Do for what?”
“Why, for them for
ces dames. He has watched you, studied
you, liked you and recognised that they
must. It’s a great compliment to you, my
dear man; for I’m sure they’re particular.
You came out for a success. Well,” she
gaily declared, “you’re having it!”
He took it from her with momentary
patience and then turned abruptly away. It was
always convenient to him that there were so many fine
things in her room to look at. But the examination
of two or three of them appeared soon to have determined
a speech that had little to do with them. “You
don’t believe in it!”
“In what?”
“In the character of the attachment. In
its innocence.”
But she defended herself. “I
don’t pretend to know anything about it.
Everything’s possible. We must see.”
“See?” he echoed with a groan. “Haven’t
we seen enough?”
“I haven’t,” she smiled.
“But do you suppose then little Bilham has lied?”
“You must find out.”
It made him almost turn pale. “Find out
any more?”
He had dropped on a sofa for dismay;
but she seemed, as she stood over him, to have the
last word. “Wasn’t what you came
out for to find out all?”