I-
It was quite by half-past five after
the two men had been together in Madame de Vionnet’s
drawing-room not more than a dozen minutes that
Chad, with a look at his watch and then another at
their hostess, said genially, gaily: “I’ve
an engagement, and I know you won’t complain
if I leave him with you. He’ll interest
you immensely; and as for her,” he declared
to Strether, “I assure you, if you’re at
all nervous, she’s perfectly safe.”
He had left them to be embarrassed
or not by this guarantee, as they could best manage,
and embarrassment was a thing that Strether wasn’t
at first sure Madame de Vionnet escaped. He escaped
it himself, to his surprise; but he had grown used
by this time to thinking of himself as brazen.
She occupied, his hostess, in the Rue de Bellechasse,
the first floor of an old house to which our visitors
had had access from an old clean court. The
court was large and open, full of revelations, for
our friend, of the habit of privacy, the peace of intervals,
the dignity of distances and approaches; the house,
to his restless sense, was in the high homely style
of an elder day, and the ancient Paris that he was
always looking for sometimes intensely felt,
sometimes more acutely missed was in the
immemorial polish of the wide waxed staircase and
in the fine boiseries, the medallions, mouldings,
mirrors, great clear spaces, of the greyish-white salon
into which he had been shown. He seemed at the
very outset to see her in the midst of possessions
not vulgarly numerous, but hereditary cherished charming.
While his eyes turned after a little from those of
his hostess and Chad freely talked not
in the least about him, but about other people,
people he didn’t know, and quite as if he did
know them he found himself making out,
as a background of the occupant, some glory, some
prosperity of the First Empire, some Napoleonic glamour,
some dim lustre of the great legend; elements clinging
still to all the consular chairs and mythological
brasses and sphinxes’ heads and faded surfaces
of satin striped with alternate silk.
The place itself went further back that
he guessed, and how old Paris continued in a manner
to echo there; but the post-revolutionary period,
the world he vaguely thought of as the world of Chateaubriand,
of Madame de Stael, even of the young Lamartine, had
left its stamp of harps and urns and torches, a stamp
impressed on sundry small objects, ornaments and relics.
He had never before, to his knowledge, had present
to him relics, of any special dignity, of a private
order little old miniatures, medallions,
pictures, books; books in leather bindings, pinkish
and greenish, with gilt garlands on the back, ranged,
together with other promiscuous properties, under the
glass of brass-mounted cabinets. His attention
took them all tenderly into account. They were
among the matters that marked Madame de Vionnet’s
apartment as something quite different from Miss Gostrey’s
little museum of bargains and from Chad’s lovely
home; he recognised it as founded much more on old
accumulations that had possibly from time to time
shrunken than on any contemporary method of acquisition
or form of curiosity. Chad and Miss Gostrey
had rummaged and purchased and picked up and exchanged,
sifting, selecting, comparing; whereas the mistress
of the scene before him, beautifully passive under
the spell of transmission transmission
from her father’s line, he quite made up his
mind had only received, accepted and been
quiet. When she hadn’t been quiet she
had been moved at the most to some occult charity for
some fallen fortune. There had been objects
she or her predecessors might even conceivably have
parted with under need, but Strether couldn’t
suspect them of having sold old pieces to get “better”
ones. They would have felt no difference as
to better or worse. He could but imagine their
having felt perhaps in emigration, in proscription,
for his sketch was slight and confused the
pressure of want or the obligation of sacrifice.
The pressure of want whatever
might be the case with the other force was,
however, presumably not active now, for the tokens
of a chastened ease still abounded after all, many
marks of a taste whose discriminations might perhaps
have been called eccentric. He guessed at intense
little preferences and sharp little exclusions, a deep
suspicion of the vulgar and a personal view of the
right. The general result of this was something
for which he had no name on the spot quite ready,
but something he would have come nearest to naming
in speaking of it as the air of supreme respectability,
the consciousness, small, still, reserved, but none
the less distinct and diffused, of private honour.
The air of supreme respectability that
was a strange blank wall for his adventure to have
brought him to break his nose against. It had
in fact, as he was now aware, filled all the approaches,
hovered in the court as he passed, hung on the staircase
as he mounted, sounded in the grave rumble of the
old bell, as little electric as possible, of which
Chad, at the door, had pulled the ancient but neatly-kept
tassel; it formed in short the clearest medium of
its particular kind that he had ever breathed.
He would have answered for it at the end of a quarter
of an hour that some of the glass cases contained swords
and épaulettes of ancient colonels and generals;
medals and orders once pinned over hearts that had
long since ceased to beat; snuff-boxes bestowed on
ministers and envoys; copies of works presented, with
inscriptions, by authors now classic. At bottom
of it all for him was the sense of her rare unlikeness
to the women he had known. This sense had grown,
since the day before, the more he recalled her, and
had been above all singularly fed by his talk with
Chad in the morning. Everything in fine made
her immeasurably new, and nothing so new as the old
house and the old objects. There were books,
two or three, on a small table near his chair, but
they hadn’t the lemon-coloured covers with which
his eye had begun to dally from the hour of his arrival
and to the opportunity of a further acquaintance with
which he had for a fortnight now altogether succumbed.
On another table, across the room, he made out the
great Revue; but even that familiar face, conspicuous
in Mrs. Newsome’s parlours, scarce counted here
as a modern note. He was sure on the spot and
he afterwards knew he was right that this
was a touch of Chad’s own hand. What would
Mrs. Newsome say to the circumstance that Chad’s
interested “influence” kept her paper-knife
in the Revue? The interested influence
at any rate had, as we say, gone straight to the point had
in fact soon left it quite behind.
She was seated, near the fire, on
a small stuffed and fringed chair one of the few modern
articles in the room, and she leaned back in it with
her hands clasped in her lap and no movement, in all
her person, but the fine prompt play of her deep young
face. The fire, under the low white marble,
undraped and academic, had burnt down to the silver
ashes of light wood, one of the windows, at a distance,
stood open to the mildness and stillness, out of which,
in the short pauses, came the faint sound, pleasant
and homely, almost rustic, of a plash and a clatter
of sabots from some coach-house on the other side
of the court. Madame de Vionnet, while Strether
sat there, wasn’t to shift her posture by an
inch. “I don’t think you seriously
believe in what you’re doing,” she said;
“but all the same, you know, I’m going
to treat you quite as if I did.”
“By which you mean,” Strether
directly replied, “quite as if you didn’t!
I assure you it won’t make the least difference
with me how you treat me.”
“Well,” she said, taking
that menace bravely and philosophically enough, “the
only thing that really matters is that you shall get
on with me.”
“Ah but I don’t!” he immediately
returned.
It gave her another pause; which,
however, she happily enough shook off. “Will
you consent to go on with me a little provisionally as
if you did?”
Then it was that he saw how she had
decidedly come all the way; and there accompanied
it an extraordinary sense of her raising from somewhere
below him her beautiful suppliant eyes. He might
have been perched at his door-step or at his window
and she standing in the road. For a moment he
let her stand and couldn’t moreover have spoken.
It had been sad, of a sudden, with a sadness that
was like a cold breath in his face. “What
can I do,” he finally asked, “but listen
to you as I promised Chadwick?”
“Ah but what I’m asking
you,” she quickly said, “isn’t what
Mr. Newsome had in mind.” She spoke at
present, he saw, as if to take courageously all
her risk. “This is my own idea and a different
thing.”
It gave poor Strether in truth uneasy
as it made him too something of the thrill
of a bold perception justified. “Well,”
he answered kindly enough, “I was sure a moment
since that some idea of your own had come to you.”
She seemed still to look up at him,
but now more serenely. “I made out you
were sure and that helped it to come.
So you see,” she continued, “we do get
on.”
“Oh but it appears to me I don’t
at all meet your request. How can I when I don’t
understand it?”
“It isn’t at all necessary
you should understand; it will do quite well enough
if you simply remember it. Only feel I trust
you and for nothing so tremendous after
all. Just,” she said with a wonderful
smile, “for common civility.”
Strether had a long pause while they
sat again face to face, as they had sat, scarce less
conscious, before the poor lady had crossed the stream.
She was the poor lady for Strether now because clearly
she had some trouble, and her appeal to him could
only mean that her trouble was deep. He couldn’t
help it; it wasn’t his fault; he had done nothing;
but by a turn of the hand she had somehow made their
encounter a relation. And the relation profited
by a mass of things that were not strictly in it or
of it; by the very air in which they sat, by the high
cold delicate room, by the world outside and the little
plash in the court, by the First Empire and the relics
in the stiff cabinets, by matters as far off as those
and by others as near as the unbroken clasp of her
hands in her lap and the look her expression had of
being most natural when her eyes were most fixed.
“You count upon me of course for something
really much greater than it sounds.”
“Oh it sounds great enough too!” she laughed
at this.
He found himself in time on the point
of telling her that she was, as Miss Barrace called
it, wonderful; but, catching himself up, he said something
else instead. “What was it Chad’s
idea then that you should say to me?”
“Ah his idea was simply what
a man’s idea always is to put every
effort off on the woman.”
“The ’woman’ ?” Strether
slowly echoed.
“The woman he likes and
just in proportion as he likes her. In proportion
too for shifting the trouble as
she likes him.”
Strether followed it; then with an
abruptness of his own: “How much do you
like Chad?”
“Just as much as that to
take all, with you, on myself.” But she
got at once again away from this. “I’ve
been trembling as if we were to stand or fall by what
you may think of me; and I’m even now,”
she went on wonderfully, “drawing a long breath and,
yes, truly taking a great courage from
the hope that I don’t in fact strike you as impossible.”
“That’s at all events,
clearly,” he observed after an instant, “the
way I don’t strike you.”
“Well,” she so far assented,
“as you haven’t yet said you won’t
have the little patience with me I ask for ”
“You draw splendid conclusions?
Perfectly. But I don’t understand them,”
Strether pursued. “You seem to me to ask
for much more than you need. What, at the worst
for you, what at the best for myself, can I after
all do? I can use no pressure that I haven’t
used. You come really late with your request.
I’ve already done all that for myself the case
admits of. I’ve said my say, and here I
am.”
“Yes, here you are, fortunately!”
Madame de Vionnet laughed. “Mrs. Newsome,”
she added in another tone, “didn’t think
you can do so little.”
He had an hesitation, but he brought
the words out. “Well, she thinks so now.”
“Do you mean by that ?” But she
also hung fire.
“Do I mean what?”
She still rather faltered. “Pardon
me if I touch on it, but if I’m saying extraordinary
things, why, perhaps, mayn’t I? Besides,
doesn’t it properly concern us to know?”
“To know what?” he insisted
as after thus beating about the bush she had again
dropped.
She made the effort. “Has she given you
up?”
He was amazed afterwards to think
how simply and quietly he had met it. “Not
yet.” It was almost as if he were a trifle
disappointed had expected still more of
her freedom. But he went straight on. “Is
that what Chad has told you will happen to me?”
She was evidently charmed with the
way he took it. “If you mean if we’ve
talked of it most certainly. And the
question’s not what has had least to do with
my wishing to see you.”
“To judge if I’m the sort of man a woman
can ?”
“Precisely,” she exclaimed “you
wonderful gentleman! I do judge I
have judged. A woman can’t.
You’re safe with every right to be.
You’d be much happier if you’d only believe
it.”
Strether was silent a little; then
he found himself speaking with a cynicism of confidence
of which even at the moment the sources were strange
to him. “I try to believe it. But
it’s a marvel,” he exclaimed, “how
you already get at it!”
Oh she was able to say. “Remember
how much I was on the way to it through Mr. Newsome before
I saw you. He thinks everything of your strength.”
“Well, I can bear almost anything!”
our friend briskly interrupted. Deep and beautiful
on this her smile came back, and with the effect of
making him hear what he had said just as she had heard
it. He easily enough felt that it gave him away,
but what in truth had everything done but that?
It had been all very well to think at moments that
he was holding her nose down and that he had coerced
her: what had he by this time done but let her
practically see that he accepted their relation?
What was their relation moreover though
light and brief enough in form as yet but
whatever she might choose to make it? Nothing
could prevent her certainly he couldn’t from
making it pleasant. At the back of his head,
behind everything, was the sense that she was there,
before him, close to him, in vivid imperative form one
of the rare women he had so often heard of, read of,
thought of, but never met, whose very presence, look,
voice, the mere contemporaneous fact of whom,
from the moment it was at all presented, made a relation
of mere recognition. That was not the kind of
woman he had ever found Mrs. Newsome, a contemporaneous
fact who had been distinctly slow to establish herself;
and at present, confronted with Madame de Vionnet,
he felt the simplicity of his original impression of
Miss Gostrey. She certainly had been a fact of
rapid growth; but the world was wide, each day was
more and more a new lesson. There were at any
rate even among the stranger ones relations and relations.
“Of course I suit Chad’s grand way,”
he quickly added. “He hasn’t had
much difficulty in working me in.”
She seemed to deny a little, on the
young man’s behalf, by the rise of her eyebrows,
an intention of any process at all inconsiderate.
“You must know how grieved he’d be if
you were to lose anything. He believes you can
keep his mother patient.”
Strether wondered with his eyes on
her. “I see. That’s then
what you really want of me. And how am I to
do it? Perhaps you’ll tell me that.”
“Simply tell her the truth.”
“And what do you call the truth?”
“Well, any truth about
us all that you see yourself. I leave
it to you.”
“Thank you very much.
I like,” Strether laughed with a slight harshness,
“the way you leave things!”
But she insisted kindly, gently, as
if it wasn’t so bad. “Be perfectly
honest. Tell her all.”
“All?” he oddly echoed.
“Tell her the simple truth,” Madame de
Vionnet again pleaded.
“But what is the simple truth?
The simple truth is exactly what I’m trying
to discover.”
She looked about a while, but presently
she came back to him. “Tell her, fully
and clearly, about us.”
Strether meanwhile had been staring.
“You and your daughter?”
“Yes little Jeanne
and me. Tell her,” she just slightly quavered,
“you like us.”
“And what good will that do
me? Or rather” he caught himself
up “what good will it do you?”
She looked graver. “None, you believe,
really?”
Strether debated. “She didn’t send
me out to ‘like’ you.”
“Oh,” she charmingly contended, “she
sent you out to face the facts.”
He admitted after an instant that
there was something in that. “But how
can I face them till I know what they are? Do
you want him,” he then braced himself to ask,
“to marry your daughter?”
She gave a headshake as noble as it was prompt.
“No not that.”
“And he really doesn’t want to himself?”
She repeated the movement, but now
with a strange light in her face. “He likes
her too much.”
Strether wondered. “To
be willing to consider, you mean, the question of
taking her to America?”
“To be willing to do anything
with her but be immensely kind and nice really
tender of her. We watch over her, and you must
help us. You must see her again.”
Strether felt awkward. “Ah
with pleasure she’s so remarkably
attractive.”
The mother’s eagerness with
which Madame de Vionnet jumped at this was to come
back to him later as beautiful in its grace.
“The dear thing did please you?”
Then as he met it with the largest “Oh!”
of enthusiasm: “She’s perfect.
She’s my joy.”
“Well, I’m sure that if
one were near her and saw more of her she’d
be mine.”
“Then,” said Madame de Vionnet, “tell
Mrs. Newsome that!”
He wondered the more. “What
good will that do you?” As she appeared unable
at once to say, however, he brought out something else.
“Is your daughter in love with our friend?”
“Ah,” she rather startlingly
answered, “I wish you’d find out!”
He showed his surprise. “I? A stranger?”
“Oh you won’t be a stranger presently.
You shall see her quite, I assure you, as if you
weren’t.”
It remained for him none the less
an extraordinary notion. “It seems to
me surely that if her mother can’t ”
“Ah little girls and their mothers
to-day!” she rather inconsequently broke in.
But she checked herself with something she seemed
to give out as after all more to the point.
“Tell her I’ve been good for him.
Don’t you think I have?”
It had its effect on him more
than at the moment he quite measured. Yet he
was consciously enough touched. “Oh if
it’s all you !”
“Well, it may not be ‘all,’”
she interrupted, “but it’s to a great
extent. Really and truly,” she added in
a tone that was to take its place with him among things
remembered.
“Then it’s very wonderful.”
He smiled at her from a face that he felt as strained,
and her own face for a moment kept him so. At
last she also got up. “Well, don’t
you think that for that ”
“I ought to save you?”
So it was that the way to meet her and
the way, as well, in a manner, to get off came
over him. He heard himself use the exorbitant
word, the very sound of which helped to determine
his flight. “I’ll save you if I can.”
II-
In Chad’s lovely home, however,
one evening ten days later, he felt himself present
at the collapse of the question of Jeanne de Vionnet’s
shy secret. He had been dining there in the company
of that young lady and her mother, as well as of other
persons, and he had gone into the petit salon, at
Chad’s request, on purpose to talk with her.
The young man had put this to him as a favour “I
should like so awfully to know what you think of her.
It will really be a chance for you,” he had
said, “to see the jeune fille I
mean the type as she actually is, and I
don’t think that, as an observer of manners,
it’s a thing you ought to miss. It will
be an impression that whatever else you
take you can carry home with you, where
you’ll find again so much to compare it with.”
Strether knew well enough with what
Chad wished him to compare it, and though he entirely
assented he hadn’t yet somehow been so deeply
reminded that he was being, as he constantly though
mutely expressed it, used. He was as far as
ever from making out exactly to what end; but he was
none the less constantly accompanied by a sense of
the service he rendered. He conceived only that
this service was highly agreeable to those who profited
by it; and he was indeed still waiting for the moment
at which he should catch it in the act of proving
disagreeable, proving in some degree intolerable, to
himself. He failed quite to see how his situation
could clear up at all logically except by some turn
of events that would give him the pretext of disgust.
He was building from day to day on the possibility
of disgust, but each day brought forth meanwhile a
new and more engaging bend of the road. That
possibility was now ever so much further from sight
than on the eve of his arrival, and he perfectly felt
that, should it come at all, it would have to be at
best inconsequent and violent. He struck himself
as a little nearer to it only when he asked himself
what service, in such a life of utility, he was after
all rendering Mrs. Newsome. When he wished to
help himself to believe that he was still all right
he reflected and in fact with wonder on
the unimpaired frequency of their correspondence;
in relation to which what was after all more natural
than that it should become more frequent just in proportion
as their problem became more complicated?
Certain it is at any rate that he
now often brought himself balm by the question, with
the rich consciousness of yesterday’s letter,
“Well, what can I do more than that what
can I do more than tell her everything?” To
persuade himself that he did tell her, had told her,
everything, he used to try to think of particular things
he hadn’t told her. When at rare moments
and in the watches of the night he pounced on one
it generally showed itself to be to a deeper
scrutiny not quite truly of the essence.
When anything new struck him as coming up, or anything
already noted as reappearing, he always immediately
wrote, as if for fear that if he didn’t he would
miss something; and also that he might be able to
say to himself from time to time “She knows it
now even while I worry.”
It was a great comfort to him in general not to have
left past things to be dragged to light and explained;
not to have to produce at so late a stage anything
not produced, or anything even veiled and attenuated,
at the moment. She knew it now: that was
what he said to himself to-night in relation to the
fresh fact of Chad’s acquaintance with the two
ladies not to speak of the fresher one
of his own. Mrs. Newsome knew in other words
that very night at Woollett that he himself knew Madame
de Vionnet and that he had conscientiously been to
see her; also that he had found her remarkably attractive
and that there would probably be a good deal more to
tell. But she further knew, or would know very
soon, that, again conscientiously, he hadn’t
repeated his visit; and that when Chad had asked him
on the Countess’s behalf Strether
made her out vividly, with a thought at the back of
his head, a Countess if he wouldn’t
name a day for dining with her, he had replied lucidly:
“Thank you very much impossible.”
He had begged the young man would present his excuses
and had trusted him to understand that it couldn’t
really strike one as quite the straight thing.
He hadn’t reported to Mrs. Newsome that he
had promised to “save” Madame de Vionnet;
but, so far as he was concerned with that reminiscence,
he hadn’t at any rate promised to haunt her
house. What Chad had understood could only, in
truth, be inferred from Chad’s behaviour, which
had been in this connexion as easy as in every other.
He was easy, always, when he understood; he was easier
still, if possible, when he didn’t; he had replied
that he would make it all right; and he had proceeded
to do this by substituting the present occasion as
he was ready to substitute others for any,
for every occasion as to which his old friend should
have a funny scruple.
“Oh but I’m not a little
foreign girl; I’m just as English as I can be,”
Jeanne de Vionnet had said to him as soon as, in the
petit salon, he sank, shyly enough on his own side,
into the place near her vacated by Madame Gloriani
at his approach. Madame Gloriani, who was in
black velvet, with white lace and powdered hair, and
whose somewhat massive majesty melted, at any contact,
into the graciousness of some incomprehensible tongue,
moved away to make room for the vague gentleman, after
benevolent greetings to him which embodied, as he
believed, in baffling accents, some recognition of
his face from a couple of Sundays before. Then
he had remarked making the most of the
advantage of his years that it frightened
him quite enough to find himself dedicated to the
entertainment of a little foreign girl. There
were girls he wasn’t afraid of he
was quite bold with little Americans. Thus it
was that she had defended herself to the end “Oh
but I’m almost American too. That’s
what mamma has wanted me to be I mean like
that; for she has wanted me to have lots of freedom.
She has known such good results from it.”
She was fairly beautiful to him a
faint pastel in an oval frame: he thought of
her already as of some lurking image in a long gallery,
the portrait of a small old-time princess of whom
nothing was known but that she had died young.
Little Jeanne wasn’t, doubtless, to die young,
but one couldn’t, all the same, bear on her lightly
enough. It was bearing hard, it was bearing
as he, in any case, wouldn’t bear, to concern
himself, in relation to her, with the question of a
young man. Odious really the question of a young
man; one didn’t treat such a person as a maid-servant
suspected of a “follower.” And then
young men, young men well, the thing was
their business simply, or was at all events hers.
She was fluttered, fairly fevered to the
point of a little glitter that came and went in her
eyes and a pair of pink spots that stayed in her cheeks with
the great adventure of dining out and with the greater
one still, possibly, of finding a gentleman whom she
must think of as very, very old, a gentleman with eye-glasses,
wrinkles, a long grizzled moustache. She spoke
the prettiest English, our friend thought, that he
had ever heard spoken, just as he had believed her
a few minutes before to be speaking the prettiest French.
He wondered almost wistfully if such a sweep of the
lyre didn’t react on the spirit itself; and
his fancy had in fact, before he knew it, begun so
to stray and embroider that he finally found himself,
absent and extravagant, sitting with the child in
a friendly silence. Only by this time he felt
her flutter to have fortunately dropped and that she
was more at her ease. She trusted him, liked
him, and it was to come back to him afterwards that
she had told him things. She had dipped into
the waiting medium at last and found neither surge
nor chill nothing but the small splash
she could herself make in the pleasant warmth, nothing
but the safety of dipping and dipping again.
At the end of the ten minutes he was to spend with
her his impression with all it had thrown
off and all it had taken in was complete.
She had been free, as she knew freedom, partly to
show him that, unlike other little persons she knew,
she had imbibed that ideal. She was delightfully
quaint about herself, but the vision of what she had
imbibed was what most held him. It really consisted,
he was soon enough to feel, in just one great little
matter, the fact that, whatever her nature, she was
thoroughly he had to cast about for the
word, but it came bred. He couldn’t
of course on so short an acquaintance speak for her
nature, but the idea of breeding was what she had
meanwhile dropped into his mind. He had never
yet known it so sharply presented. Her mother
gave it, no doubt; but her mother, to make that less
sensible, gave so much else besides, and on neither
of the two previous occasions, extraordinary woman,
Strether felt, anything like what she was giving tonight.
Little Jeanne was a case, an exquisite case of education;
whereas the Countess, whom it so amused him to think
of by that denomination, was a case, also exquisite,
of well, he didn’t know what.
“He has wonderful taste, nôtre
jeune homme”: this was what Gloriani
said to him on turning away from the inspection of
a small picture suspended near the door of the room.
The high celebrity in question had just come in,
apparently in search of Mademoiselle de Vionnet, but
while Strether had got up from beside her their fellow
guest, with his eye sharply caught, had paused for
a long look. The thing was a landscape, of no
size, but of the French school, as our friend was glad
to feel he knew, and also of a quality which
he liked to think he should also have guessed; its
frame was large out of proportion to the canvas, and
he had never seen a person look at anything, he thought,
just as Gloriani, with his nose very near and quick
movements of the head from side to side and bottom
to top, examined this feature of Chad’s collection.
The artist used that word the next moment smiling
courteously, wiping his nippers and looking round him
further paying the place in short by the
very manner of his presence and by something Strether
fancied he could make out in this particular glance,
such a tribute as, to the latter’s sense, settled
many things once for all. Strether was conscious
at this instant, for that matter, as he hadn’t
yet been, of how, round about him, quite without him,
they were consistently settled. Gloriani’s
smile, deeply Italian, he considered, and finely inscrutable,
had had for him, during dinner, at which they were
not neighbours, an indefinite greeting; but the quality
in it was gone that had appeared on the other occasion
to turn him inside out; it was as if even the momentary
link supplied by the doubt between them had snapped.
He was conscious now of the final reality, which was
that there wasn’t so much a doubt as a difference
altogether; all the more that over the difference
the famous sculptor seemed to signal almost condolingly,
yet oh how vacantly! as across some great flat sheet
of water. He threw out the bridge of a charming
hollow civility on which Strether wouldn’t have
trusted his own full weight a moment. That idea,
even though but transient and perhaps belated, had
performed the office of putting Strether more at his
ease, and the blurred picture had already dropped dropped
with the sound of something else said and with his
becoming aware, by another quick turn, that Gloriani
was now on the sofa talking with Jeanne, while he
himself had in his ears again the familiar friendliness
and the elusive meaning of the “Oh, oh, oh!”
that had made him, a fortnight before, challenge Miss
Barrace in vain. She had always the air, this
picturesque and original lady, who struck him, so
oddly, as both antique and modern she had
always the air of taking up some joke that one had
already had out with her. The point itself,
no doubt, was what was antique, and the use she made
of it what was modern. He felt just now that
her good-natured irony did bear on something, and
it troubled him a little that she wouldn’t be
more explicit only assuring him, with the pleasure
of observation so visible in her, that she wouldn’t
tell him more for the world. He could take refuge
but in asking her what she had done with Waymarsh,
though it must be added that he felt himself a little
on the way to a clue after she had answered that this
personage was, in the other room, engaged in conversation
with Madame de Vionnet. He stared a moment at
the image of such a conjunction; then, for Miss Barrace’s
benefit, he wondered. “Is she too then
under the charm ?”
“No, not a bit” Miss
Barrace was prompt. “She makes nothing
of him. She’s bored. She won’t
help you with him.”
“Oh,” Strether laughed, “she can’t
do everything.
“Of course not wonderful
as she is. Besides, he makes nothing of her.
She won’t take him from me though
she wouldn’t, no doubt, having other affairs
in hand, even if she could. I’ve never,”
said Miss Barrace, “seen her fail with any one
before. And to-night, when she’s so magnificent,
it would seem to her strange if she minded.
So at any rate I have him all. Je suis
tranquille!”
Strether understood, so far as that
went; but he was feeling for his clue. “She
strikes you to-night as particularly magnificent?”
“Surely. Almost as I’ve
never seen her. Doesn’t she you? Why
it’s for you.”
He persisted in his candour. “‘For’
me ?”
“Oh, oh, oh!” cried Miss
Barrace, who persisted in the opposite of that quality.
“Well,” he acutely admitted,
“she is different. She’s gay.”
“She’s gay!” Miss
Barrace laughed. “And she has beautiful
shoulders though there’s nothing different
in that.”
“No,” said Strether, “one
was sure of her shoulders. It isn’t her
shoulders.”
His companion, with renewed mirth
and the finest sense, between the puffs of her cigarette,
of the drollery of things, appeared to find their
conversation highly delightful. “Yes, it
isn’t her shoulders .”
“What then is it?” Strether earnestly
enquired.
“Why, it’s she simply.
It’s her mood. It’s her charm.”
“Of course it’s her charm,
but we’re speaking of the difference.”
“Well,” Miss Barrace explained, “she’s
just brilliant, as we used to say. That’s
all. She’s various. She’s fifty
women.”
“Ah but only one” Strether
kept it clear “at a time.”
“Perhaps. But in fifty times !”
“Oh we shan’t come to
that,” our friend declared; and the next moment
he had moved in another direction. “Will
you answer me a plain question? Will she ever
divorce?”
Miss Barrace looked at him through
all her tortoise-shell. “Why should she?”
It wasn’t what he had asked
for, he signified; but he met it well enough.
“To marry Chad.”
“Why should she marry Chad?”
“Because I’m convinced
she’s very fond of him. She has done wonders
for him.”
“Well then, how could she do
more? Marrying a man, or woman either,”
Miss Barrace sagely went on, “is never the wonder
for any Jack and Jill can bring that off.
The wonder is their doing such things without marrying.”
Strether considered a moment this
proposition. “You mean it’s so beautiful
for our friends simply to go on so?”
But whatever he said made her laugh. “Beautiful.”
He nevertheless insisted. “And that
because it’s disinterested?”
She was now, however, suddenly tired
of the question. “Yes then call
it that. Besides, she’ll never divorce.
Don’t, moreover,” she added, “believe
everything you hear about her husband.”
“He’s not then,” Strether asked,
“a wretch?”
“Oh yes. But charming.”
“Do you know him?”
“I’ve met him. He’s bien
aimable.”
“To every one but his wife?”
“Oh for all I know, to her too to
any, to every woman. I hope you at any rate,”
she pursued with a quick change, “appreciate
the care I take of Mr. Waymarsh.”
“Oh immensely.” But
Strether was not yet in line. “At all events,”
he roundly brought out, “the attachment’s
an innocent one.”
“Mine and his? Ah,” she laughed,
“don’t rob it of all interest!”
“I mean our friend’s here to
the lady we’ve been speaking of.”
That was what he had settled to as an indirect but
none the less closely involved consequence of his
impression of Jeanne. That was where he meant
to stay. “It’s innocent,” he
repeated “I see the whole thing.”
Mystified by his abrupt declaration,
she had glanced over at Gloriani as at the unnamed
subject of his allusion, but the next moment she had
understood; though indeed not before Strether had noticed
her momentary mistake and wondered what might possibly
be behind that too. He already knew that the
sculptor admired Madame de Vionnet; but did this admiration
also represent an attachment of which the innocence
was discussable? He was moving verily in a strange
air and on ground not of the firmest. He looked
hard for an instant at Miss Barrace, but she had already
gone on. “All right with Mr. Newsome?
Why of course she is!” and she got
gaily back to the question of her own good friend.
“I dare say you’re surprised that I’m
not worn out with all I see it being so
much! of Sitting Bull. But I’m
not, you know I don’t mind him; I
bear up, and we get on beautifully. I’m
very strange; I’m like that; and often I can’t
explain. There are people who are supposed interesting
or remarkable or whatever, and who bore me to death;
and then there are others as to whom nobody can understand
what anybody sees in them in whom I see
no end of things.” Then after she had
smoked a moment, “He’s touching, you know,”
she said.
“’Know’?”
Strether echoed “don’t I, indeed?
We must move you almost to tears.”
“Oh but I don’t mean you!”
she laughed.
“You ought to then, for the
worst sign of all as I must have it for
you is that you can’t help me.
That’s when a woman pities.”
“Ah but I do help you!” she cheerfully
insisted.
Again he looked at her hard, and then after a pause:
“No you don’t!”
Her tortoise-shell, on its long chain,
rattled down. “I help you with Sitting
Bull. That’s a good deal.”
“Oh that, yes.” But Strether hesitated.
“Do you mean he talks of me?”
“So that I have to defend you? No, never.’
“I see,” Strether mused. “It’s
too deep.”
“That’s his only fault,”
she returned “that everything, with
him, is too deep. He has depths of silence which
he breaks only at the longest intervals by a remark.
And when the remark comes it’s always something
he has seen or felt for himself never a
bit banal that would be what one might have feared
and what would kill me But never.” She
smoked again as she thus, with amused complacency,
appreciated her acquisition. “And never
about you. We keep clear of you. We’re
wonderful. But I’ll tell you what he does
do,” she continued: “he tries to
make me presents.”
“Presents?” poor Strether
echoed, conscious with a pang that he hadn’t
yet tried that in any quarter.
“Why you see,” she explained,
“he’s as fine as ever in the victoria;
so that when I leave him, as I often do almost for
hours he likes it so at the
doors of shops, the sight of him there helps me, when
I come out, to know my carriage away off in the rank.
But sometimes, for a change, he goes with me into
the shops, and then I’ve all I can do to prevent
his buying me things.”
“He wants to ‘treat’
you?” Strether almost gasped at all he himself
hadn’t thought of. He had a sense of admiration.
“Oh he’s much more in the real tradition
than I. Yes,” he mused, “it’s the
sacred rage.”
“The sacred rage, exactly!” and
Miss Barrace, who hadn’t before heard this term
applied, recognised its bearing with a clap of her
gemmed hands. “Now I do know why he’s
not banal. But I do prevent him all the same and
if you saw what he sometimes selects from
buying. I save him hundreds and hundreds.
I only take flowers.”
“Flowers?” Strether echoed
again with a rueful reflexion. How many nosegays
had her present converser sent?
“Innocent flowers,” she
pursued, “as much as he likes. And he sends
me splendours; he knows all the best places he
has found them for himself; he’s wonderful.”
“He hasn’t told them to
me,” her friend smiled, “he has a life
of his own.” But Strether had swung back
to the consciousness that for himself after all it
never would have done. Waymarsh hadn’t
Mrs. Waymarsh in the least to consider, whereas Lambert
Strether had constantly, in the inmost honour of his
thoughts, to consider Mrs. Newsome. He liked
moreover to feel how much his friend was in the real
tradition. Yet he had his conclusion. “What
a rage it is!” He had worked it out. “It’s
an opposition.”
She followed, but at a distance.
“That’s what I feel. Yet to what?”
“Well, he thinks, you know,
that I’ve a life of my own. And I
haven’t!”
“You haven’t?”
She showed doubt, and her laugh confirmed it.
“Oh, oh, oh!”
“No not for myself.
I seem to have a life only for other people.”
“Ah for them and with them! Just now
for instance with ”
“Well, with whom?” he asked before she
had had time to say.
His tone had the effect of making
her hesitate and even, as he guessed, speak with a
difference. “Say with Miss Gostrey.
What do you do for her?” It really made
him wonder. “Nothing at all!”
III-
Madame de Vionnet, having meanwhile
come in, was at present close to them, and Miss Barrace
hereupon, instead of risking a rejoinder, became again
with a look that measured her from top to toe all mere
long-handled appreciative tortoise-shell. She
had struck our friend, from the first of her appearing,
as dressed for a great occasion, and she met still
more than on either of the others the conception reawakened
in him at their garden-party, the idea of the femme
du monde in her habit as she lived. Her bare
shoulders and arms were white and beautiful; the materials
of her dress, a mixture, as he supposed, of silk and
crape, were of a silvery grey so artfully composed
as to give an impression of warm splendour; and round
her neck she wore a collar of large old emeralds,
the green note of which was more dimly repeated, at
other points of her apparel, in embroidery, in enamel,
in satin, in substances and textures vaguely rich.
Her head, extremely fair and exquisitely festal,
was like a happy fancy, a notion of the antique, on
an old precious medal, some silver coin of the Renaissance;
while her slim lightness and brightness, her gaiety,
her expression, her decision, contributed to an effect
that might have been felt by a poet as half mythological
and half conventional. He could have compared
her to a goddess still partly engaged in a morning
cloud, or to a sea-nymph waist-high in the summer
surge. Above all she suggested to him the reflexion
that the femme du monde in these finest
developments of the type was, like Cleopatra
in the play, indeed various and multifold. She
had aspects, characters, days, nights or
had them at least, showed them by a mysterious law
of her own, when in addition to everything she happened
also to be a woman of genius. She was an obscure
person, a muffled person one day, and a showy person,
an uncovered person the next. He thought of
Madame de Vionnet to-night as showy and uncovered,
though he felt the formula rough, because, thanks to
one of the short-cuts of genius she had taken all
his categories by surprise. Twice during dinner
he had met Chad’s eyes in a longish look; but
these communications had in truth only stirred up
again old ambiguities so little was it
clear from them whether they were an appeal or an
admonition. “You see how I’m fixed,”
was what they appeared to convey; yet how he was fixed
was exactly what Strether didn’t see. However,
perhaps he should see now.
“Are you capable of the very
great kindness of going to relieve Newsome, for a
few minutes, of the rather crushing responsibility
of Madame Gloriani, while I say a word, if he’ll
allow me, to Mr. Strether, of whom I’ve a question
to ask? Our host ought to talk a bit to those
other ladies, and I’ll come back in a minute
to your rescue.” She made this proposal
to Miss Barrace as if her consciousness of a special
duty had just flickered-up, but that lady’s recognition
of Strether’s little start at it as
at a betrayal on the speaker’s part of a domesticated
state was as mute as his own comment; and
after an instant, when their fellow guest had good-naturedly
left them, he had been given something else to think
of. “Why has Maria so suddenly gone?
Do you know?” That was the question Madame
de Vionnet had brought with her.
“I’m afraid I’ve
no reason to give you but the simple reason I’ve
had from her in a note the sudden obligation
to join in the south a sick friend who has got worse.”
“Ah then she has been writing you?”
“Not since she went I
had only a brief explanatory word before she started.
I went to see her,” Strether explained “it
was the day after I called on you but she
was already on her way, and her concierge told me
that in case of my coming I was to be informed she
had written to me. I found her note when I got
home.”
Madame de Vionnet listened with interest
and with her eyes on Strether’s face; then her
delicately decorated head had a small melancholy motion.
“She didn’t write to me. I
went to see her,” she added, “almost immediately
after I had seen you, and as I assured her I would
do when I met her at Gloriani’s. She hadn’t
then told me she was to be absent, and I felt at her
door as if I understood. She’s absent with
all respect to her sick friend, though I know indeed
she has plenty so that I may not see her.
She doesn’t want to meet me again. Well,”
she continued with a beautiful conscious mildness,
“I liked and admired her beyond every one in
the old time, and she knew it perhaps that’s
precisely what has made her go and I dare
say I haven’t lost her for ever.”
Strether still said nothing; he had a horror, as
he now thought of himself, of being in question between
women was in fact already quite enough on
his way to that, and there was moreover, as it came
to him, perceptibly, something behind these allusions
and professions that, should he take it in, would square
but ill with his present resolve to simplify.
It was as if, for him, all the same, her softness
and sadness were sincere. He felt that not less
when she soon went on: “I’m extremely
glad of her happiness.” But it also left
him mute sharp and fine though the imputation
it conveyed. What it conveyed was that he
was Maria Gostrey’s happiness, and for the least
little instant he had the impulse to challenge the
thought. He could have done so however only
by saying “What then do you suppose to be between
us?” and he was wonderfully glad a moment later
not to have spoken. He would rather seem stupid
any day than fatuous, and he drew back as well, with
a smothered inward shudder, from the consideration
of what women of highly-developed type in
particular might think of each other.
Whatever he had come out for he hadn’t come
to go into that; so that he absolutely took up nothing
his interlocutress had now let drop. Yet, though
he had kept away from her for days, had laid wholly
on herself the burden of their meeting again, she hadn’t
a gleam of irritation to show him. “Well,
about Jeanne now?” she smiled it
had the gaiety with which she had originally come in.
He felt it on the instant to represent her motive
and real errand. But he had been schooling her
of a truth to say much in proportion to his little.
“Do you make out that she has a sentiment?
I mean for Mr. Newsome.”
Almost resentful, Strether could at
last be prompt. “How can I make out such
things?”
She remained perfectly good-natured.
“Ah but they’re beautiful little things,
and you make out don’t pretend everything
in the world. Haven’t you,” she asked,
“been talking with her?”
“Yes, but not about Chad. At least not
much.”
“Oh you don’t require
’much’!” she reassuringly declared.
But she immediately changed her ground. “I
hope you remember your promise of the other day.”
“To ‘save’ you, as you called it?”
“I call it so still. You will?”
she insisted. “You haven’t repented?”
He wondered. “No but I’ve
been thinking what I meant.”
She kept it up. “And not, a little, what
I did?”
“No that’s
not necessary. It will be enough if I know what
I meant myself.”
“And don’t you know,” she asked,
“by this time?”
Again he had a pause. “I
think you ought to leave it to me. But how long,”
he added, “do you give me?”
“It seems to me much more a
question of how long you give me. Doesn’t
our friend here himself, at any rate,” she went
on, “perpetually make me present to you?”
“Not,” Strether replied, “by ever
speaking of you to me.”
“He never does that?”
“Never.”
She considered, and, if the fact was
disconcerting to her, effectually concealed it.
The next minute indeed she had recovered. “No,
he wouldn’t. But do you need that?”
Her emphasis was wonderful, and though
his eyes had been wandering he looked at her longer
now. “I see what you mean.”
“Of course you see what I mean.”
Her triumph was gentle, and she really
had tones to make justice weep. “I’ve
before me what he owes you.”
“Admit then that that’s
something,” she said, yet still with the same
discretion in her pride.
He took in this note but went straight
on. “You’ve made of him what I see,
but what I don’t see is how in the world you’ve
done it.”
“Ah that’s another question!”
she smiled. “The point is of what use is
your declining to know me when to know Mr. Newsome as
you do me the honour to find him is
just to know me.”
“I see,” he mused, still
with his eyes on her. “I shouldn’t
have met you to-night.”
She raised and dropped her linked
hands. “It doesn’t matter.
If I trust you why can’t you a little trust
me too? And why can’t you also,”
she asked in another tone, “trust yourself?”
But she gave him no time to reply. “Oh
I shall be so easy for you! And I’m glad
at any rate you’ve seen my child.”
“I’m glad too,” he said; “but
she does you no good.”
“No good?” Madame
de Vionnet had a clear stare. “Why she’s
an angel of light.”
“That’s precisely the
reason. Leave her alone. Don’t try
to find out. I mean,” he explained, “about
what you spoke to me of the way she feels.”
His companion wondered. “Because one really
won’t?”
“Well, because I ask you, as
a favour to myself, not to. She’s the
most charming creature I’ve ever seen.
Therefore don’t touch her. Don’t
know don’t want to know. And
moreover yes you won’t.”
It was an appeal, of a sudden, and
she took it in. “As a favour to you?”
“Well since you ask me.”
“Anything, everything you ask,”
she smiled. “I shan’t know then never.
Thank you,” she added with peculiar gentleness
as she turned away.
The sound of it lingered with him,
making him fairly feel as if he had been tripped up
and had a fall. In the very act of arranging
with her for his independence he had, under pressure
from a particular perception, inconsistently, quite
stupidly, committed himself, and, with her subtlety
sensitive on the spot to an advantage, she had driven
in by a single word a little golden nail, the sharp
intention of which he signally felt. He hadn’t
detached, he had more closely connected himself, and
his eyes, as he considered with some intensity this
circumstance, met another pair which had just come
within their range and which struck him as reflecting
his sense of what he had done. He recognised
them at the same moment as those of little Bilham,
who had apparently drawn near on purpose to speak
to him, and little Bilham wasn’t, in the conditions,
the person to whom his heart would be most closed.
They were seated together a minute later at the angle
of the room obliquely opposite the corner in which
Gloriani was still engaged with Jeanne de Vionnet,
to whom at first and in silence their attention had
been benevolently given. “I can’t
see for my life,” Strether had then observed,
“how a young fellow of any spirit such
a one as you for instance can be admitted
to the sight of that young lady without being hard
hit. Why don’t you go in, little Bilham?”
He remembered the tone into which he had been betrayed
on the garden-bench at the sculptor’s reception,
and this might make up for that by being much more
the right sort of thing to say to a young man worthy
of any advice at all. “There would
be some reason.”
“Some reason for what?”
“Why for hanging on here.”
“To offer my hand and fortune to Mademoiselle
de Vionnet?”
“Well,” Strether asked,
“to what lovelier apparition could you offer
them? She’s the sweetest little thing I’ve
ever seen.”
“She’s certainly immense.
I mean she’s the real thing. I believe
the pale pink petals are folded up there for some
wondrous efflorescence in time; to open, that is,
to some great golden sun. I’m unfortunately
but a small farthing candle. What chance in
such a field for a poor little painter-man?”
“Oh you’re good enough,” Strether
threw out.
“Certainly I’m good enough.
We’re good enough, I consider, nous autres,
for anything. But she’s too good.
There’s the difference. They wouldn’t
look at me.”
Strether, lounging on his divan and
still charmed by the young girl, whose eyes had consciously
strayed to him, he fancied, with a vague smile Strether,
enjoying the whole occasion as with dormant pulses
at last awake and in spite of new material thrust
upon him, thought over his companion’s words.
“Whom do you mean by ‘they’?
She and her mother?”
“She and her mother. And
she has a father too, who, whatever else he may be,
certainly can’t be indifferent to the possibilities
she represents. Besides, there’s Chad.”
Strether was silent a little.
“Ah but he doesn’t care for her not,
I mean, it appears, after all, in the sense I’m
speaking of. He’s not in love with
her.”
“No but he’s
her best friend; after her mother. He’s
very fond of her. He has his ideas about what
can be done for her.”
“Well, it’s very strange!”
Strether presently remarked with a sighing sense of
fulness.
“Very strange indeed.
That’s just the beauty of it. Isn’t
it very much the kind of beauty you had in mind,”
little Bilham went on, “when you were so wonderful
and so inspiring to me the other day? Didn’t
you adjure me, in accents I shall never forget, to
see, while I’ve a chance, everything I can? and
really to see, for it must have been that only
you meant. Well, you did me no end of good, and
I’m doing my best. I do make it out
a situation.”
“So do I!” Strether went
on after a moment. But he had the next minute
an inconsequent question. “How comes Chad
so mixed up, anyway?”
“Ah, ah, ah!” and
little Bilham fell back on his cushions.
It reminded our friend of Miss Barrace,
and he felt again the brush of his sense of moving
in a maze of mystic closed allusions. Yet he
kept hold of his thread. “Of course I
understand really; only the general transformation
makes me occasionally gasp. Chad with such a
voice in the settlement of the future of a little
countess no,” he declared, “it
takes more time! You say moreover,” he resumed,
“that we’re inevitably, people like you
and me, out of the running. The curious fact
remains that Chad himself isn’t. The situation
doesn’t make for it, but in a different one
he could have her if he would.”
“Yes, but that’s only
because he’s rich and because there’s a
possibility of his being richer. They won’t
think of anything but a great name or a great fortune.”
“Well,” said Strether,
“he’ll have no great fortune on these
lines. He must stir his stumps.”
“Is that,” little Bilham
enquired, “what you were saying to Madame de
Vionnet?”
“No I don’t
say much to her. Of course, however,” Strether
continued, “he can make sacrifices if he likes.”
Little Bilham had a pause. “Oh
he’s not keen for sacrifices; or thinks, that
is, possibly, that he has made enough.”
“Well, it is virtuous,”
his companion observed with some decision.
“That’s exactly,”
the young man dropped after a moment, “what I
mean.”
It kept Strether himself silent a
little. “I’ve made it out for myself,”
he then went on; “I’ve really, within the
last half-hour, got hold of it. I understand
it in short at last; which at first when
you originally spoke to me I didn’t.
Nor when Chad originally spoke to me either.”
“Oh,” said little Bilham,
“I don’t think that at that time you believed
me.”
“Yes I did; and I
believed Chad too. It would have been odious
and unmannerly as well as quite perverse if
I hadn’t. What interest have you in deceiving
me?”
The young man cast about. “What interest
have I?”
“Yes. Chad might have. But
you?”
“Ah, ah, ah!” little Bilham exclaimed.
It might, on repetition, as a mystification,
have irritated our friend a little, but he knew, once
more, as we have seen, where he was, and his being
proof against everything was only another attestation
that he meant to stay there. “I couldn’t,
without my own impression, realise. She’s
a tremendously clever brilliant capable woman, and
with an extraordinary charm on top of it all the
charm we surely all of us this evening know what to
think of. It isn’t every clever brilliant
capable woman that has it. In fact it’s
rare with any woman. So there you are,”
Strether proceeded as if not for little Bilham’s
benefit alone. “I understand what a relation
with such a woman what such a high fine
friendship may be. It can’t
be vulgar or coarse, anyway and that’s
the point.”
“Yes, that’s the point,”
said little Bilham. “It can’t be
vulgar or coarse. And, bless us and save us,
it ISn’t! It’s, upon my word, the
very finest thing I ever saw in my life, and the most
distinguished.”
Strether, from beside him and leaning
back with him as he leaned, dropped on him a momentary
look which filled a short interval and of which he
took no notice. He only gazed before him with
intent participation. “Of course what
it has done for him,” Strether at all events
presently pursued, “of course what it has done
for him that is as to how it has so
wonderfully worked isn’t a thing I
pretend to understand. I’ve to take it
as I find it. There he is.”
“There he is!” little
Bilham echoed. “And it’s really and
truly she. I don’t understand either, even
with my longer and closer opportunity. But I’m
like you,” he added; “I can admire and
rejoice even when I’m a little in the dark.
You see I’ve watched it for some three years,
and especially for this last. He wasn’t
so bad before it as I seem to have made out that you
think ”
“Oh I don’t think anything
now!” Strether impatiently broke in: “that
is but what I do think! I mean that originally,
for her to have cared for him ”
“There must have been stuff
in him? Oh yes, there was stuff indeed, and
much more of it than ever showed, I dare say, at home.
Still, you know,” the young man in all fairness
developed, “there was room for her, and that’s
where she came in. She saw her chance and took
it. That’s what strikes me as having been
so fine. But of course,” he wound up,
“he liked her first.”
“Naturally,” said Strether.
“I mean that they first met
somehow and somewhere I believe in some
American house and she, without in the least
then intending it, made her impression. Then
with time and opportunity he made his; and after that
she was as bad as he.”
Strether vaguely took it up. “As ’bad’?”
“She began, that is, to care to
care very much. Alone, and in her horrid position,
she found it, when once she had started, an interest.
It was, it is, an interest, and it did it
continues to do a lot for herself as well.
So she still cares. She cares in fact,”
said little Bilham thoughtfully “more.”
Strether’s theory that it was
none of his business was somehow not damaged by the
way he took this. “More, you mean, than
he?” On which his companion looked round at
him, and now for an instant their eyes met.
“More than he?” he repeated.
Little Bilham, for as long, hung fire.
“Will you never tell any one?”
Strether thought. “Whom should I tell?”
“Why I supposed you reported regularly ”
“To people at home?” Strether
took him up. “Well, I won’t tell
them this.”
The young man at last looked away.
“Then she does now care more than he.”
“Oh!” Strether oddly exclaimed.
But his companion immediately met
it. “Haven’t you after all had your
impression of it? That’s how you’ve
got hold of him.”
“Ah but I haven’t got hold of him!”
“Oh I say!” But it was all little Bilham
said.
“It’s at any rate none
of my business. I mean,” Strether explained,
“nothing else than getting hold of him is.”
It appeared, however, to strike him as his business
to add: “The fact remains nevertheless
that she has saved him.”
Little Bilham just waited. “I thought
that was what you were to do.”
But Strether had his answer ready.
“I’m speaking in connexion
with her of his manners and morals, his
character and life. I’m speaking of him
as a person to deal with and talk with and live with speaking
of him as a social animal.”
“And isn’t it as a social animal that
you also want him?”
“Certainly; so that it’s as if she had
saved him for us.”
“It strikes you accordingly
then,” the young man threw out, “as for
you all to save her?”
“Oh for us ’all’ !”
Strether could but laugh at that. It brought
him back, however, to the point he had really wished
to make. “They’ve accepted their
situation hard as it is. They’re
not free at least she’s not; but
they take what’s left to them. It’s
a friendship, of a beautiful sort; and that’s
what makes them so strong. They’re straight,
they feel; and they keep each other up. It’s
doubtless she, however, who, as you yourself have
hinted, feels it most.”
Little Bilham appeared to wonder what
he had hinted. “Feels most that they’re
straight?”
“Well, feels that she is,
and the strength that comes from it. She keeps
him up she keeps the whole thing up.
When people are able to it’s fine. She’s
wonderful, wonderful, as Miss Barrace says; and he
is, in his way, too; however, as a mere man, he may
sometimes rebel and not feel that he finds his account
in it. She has simply given him an immense moral
lift, and what that can explain is prodigious.
That’s why I speak of it as a situation.
It is one, if there ever was.” And
Strether, with his head back and his eyes on the ceiling,
seemed to lose himself in the vision of it.
His companion attended deeply.
“You state it much better than I could.”
“Oh you see it doesn’t concern you.”
Little Bilham considered. “I
thought you said just now that it doesn’t concern
you either.”
“Well, it doesn’t a bit
as Madame de Vionnet’s affair. But as we
were again saying just now, what did I come out for
but to save him?”
“Yes to remove him.”
“To save him by removal; to
win him over to himself thinking it best he shall
take up business thinking he must immediately
do therefore what’s necessary to that end.”
“Well,” said little Bilham
after a moment, “you have won him over.
He does think it best. He has within a day or
two again said to me as much.”
“And that,” Strether asked,
“is why you consider that he cares less than
she?”
“Cares less for her than she
for him? Yes, that’s one of the reasons.
But other things too have given me the impression.
A man, don’t you think?” little Bilham
presently pursued, “Can’t, in such
conditions, care so much as a woman. It takes
different conditions to make him, and then perhaps
he cares more. Chad,” he wound up, “has
his possible future before him.”
“Are you speaking of his business future?”
“No on the contrary;
of the other, the future of what you so justly call
their situation. M. de Vionnet may live for ever.”
“So that they can’t marry?”
The young man waited a moment.
“Not being able to marry is all they’ve
with any confidence to look forward to. A woman a
particular woman may stand that strain.
But can a man?” he propounded.
Strether’s answer was as prompt
as if he had already, for himself, worked it out.
“Not without a very high ideal of conduct.
But that’s just what we’re attributing
to Chad. And how, for that matter,” he
mused, “does his going to America diminish the
particular strain? Wouldn’t it seem rather
to add to it?”
“Out of sight out of mind!”
his companion laughed. Then more bravely:
“Wouldn’t distance lessen the torment?”
But before Strether could reply, “The thing
is, you see, Chad ought to marry!” he wound up.
Strether, for a little, appeared to
think of it. “If you talk of torments
you don’t diminish mine!” he then broke
out. The next moment he was on his feet with
a question. “He ought to marry whom?”
Little Bilham rose more slowly.
“Well, some one he can some
thoroughly nice girl.”
Strether’s eyes, as they stood
together, turned again to Jeanne. “Do you
mean her?”
His friend made a sudden strange face.
“After being in love with her mother?
No.”
“But isn’t it exactly
your idea that he ISn’t in love with her mother?”
His friend once more had a pause.
“Well, he isn’t at any rate in love with
Jeanne.”
“I dare say not.”
“How can he be with any other woman?”
“Oh that I admit. But
being in love isn’t, you know, here” little
Bilham spoke in friendly reminder “thought
necessary, in strictness, for marriage.”
“And what torment to
call a torment can there ever possibly be
with a woman like that?” As if from the interest
of his own question Strether had gone on without hearing.
“Is it for her to have turned a man out so
wonderfully, too, only for somebody else?” He
appeared to make a point of this, and little Bilham
looked at him now. “When it’s for
each other that people give things up they don’t
miss them.” Then he threw off as with
an extravagance of which he was conscious: “Let
them face the future together!”
Little Bilham looked at him indeed.
“You mean that after all he shouldn’t
go back?”
“I mean that if he gives her up !”
“Yes?”
“Well, he ought to be ashamed
of himself.” But Strether spoke with a
sound that might have passed for a laugh.
Volume II