I-
Strether rambled alone during these
few days, the effect of the incident of the previous
week having been to simplify in a marked fashion his
mixed relations with Waymarsh. Nothing had passed
between them in reference to Mrs. Newsome’s
summons but that our friend had mentioned to his own
the departure of the deputation actually at sea giving
him thus an opportunity to confess to the occult intervention
he imputed to him. Waymarsh however in the event
confessed to nothing; and though this falsified in
some degree Strether’s forecast the latter amusedly
saw in it the same depth of good conscience out of
which the dear man’s impertinence had originally
sprung. He was patient with the dear man now
and delighted to observe how unmistakeably he had
put on flesh; he felt his own holiday so successfully
large and free that he was full of allowances and
charities in respect to those cabined and confined’
his instinct toward a spirit so strapped down as Waymarsh’s
was to walk round it on tiptoe for fear of waking
it up to a sense of losses by this time irretrievable.
It was all very funny he knew, and but the difference,
as he often said to himself, of tweedledum and tweedledee an
emancipation so purely comparative that it was like
the advance of the door-mat on the scraper; yet the
present crisis was happily to profit by it and the
pilgrim from Milrose to know himself more than ever
in the right.
Strether felt that when he heard of
the approach of the Pococks the impulse of pity quite
sprang up in him beside the impulse of triumph.
That was exactly why Waymarsh had looked at him with
eyes in which the heat of justice was measured and
shaded. He had looked very hard, as if affectionately
sorry for the friend the friend of fifty-five whose
frivolity had had thus to be recorded; becoming, however,
but obscurely sententious and leaving his companion
to formulate a charge. It was in this general
attitude that he had of late altogether taken refuge;
with the drop of discussion they were solemnly sadly
superficial; Strether recognised in him the mere portentous
rumination to which Miss Barrace had so good-humouredly
described herself as assigning a corner of her salon.
It was quite as if he knew his surreptitious step
had been divined, and it was also as if he missed
the chance to explain the purity of his motive; but
this privation of relief should be precisely his small
penance: it was not amiss for Strether that he
should find himself to that degree uneasy. If
he had been challenged or accused, rebuked for meddling
or otherwise pulled up, he would probably have shown,
on his own system, all the height of his consistency,
all the depth of his good faith. Explicit resentment
of his course would have made him take the floor,
and the thump of his fist on the table would have
affirmed him as consciously incorruptible. Had
what now really prevailed with Strether been but a
dread of that thump a dread of wincing
a little painfully at what it might invidiously demonstrate?
However this might be, at any rate, one of the marks
of the crisis was a visible, a studied lapse, in Waymarsh,
of betrayed concern. As if to make up to his
comrade for the stroke by which he had played providence
he now conspicuously ignored his movements, withdrew
himself from the pretension to share them, stiffened
up his sensibility to neglect, and, clasping his large
empty hands and swinging his large restless foot,
clearly looked to another quarter for justice.
This made for independence on Strether’s
part, and he had in truth at no moment of his stay
been so free to go and come. The early summer
brushed the picture over and blurred everything but
the near; it made a vast warm fragrant medium in which
the elements floated together on the best of terms,
in which rewards were immediate and reckonings postponed.
Chad was out of town again, for the first time since
his visitor’s first view of him; he had explained
this necessity without detail, yet also
without embarrassment, the circumstance was one of
those which, in the young man’s life, testified
to the variety of his ties. Strether wasn’t
otherwise concerned with it than for its so testifying a
pleasant multitudinous image in which he took comfort.
He took comfort, by the same stroke, in the swing
of Chad’s pendulum back from that other swing,
the sharp jerk towards Woollett, so stayed by his
own hand. He had the entertainment of thinking
that if he had for that moment stopped the clock it
was to promote the next minute this still livelier
motion. He himself did what he hadn’t done
before; he took two or three times whole days off irrespective
of others, of two or three taken with Miss Gostrey,
two or three taken with little Bilham: he went
to Chartres and cultivated, before the front of the
cathedral, a general easy beatitude; he went to Fontainebleau
and imagined himself on the way to Italy; he went
to Rouen with a little handbag and inordinately spent
the night.
One afternoon he did something quite
different; finding himself in the neighbourhood of
a fine old house across the river, he passed under
the great arch of its doorway and asked at the porter’s
lodge for Madame de Vionnet. He had already
hovered more than once about that possibility, been
aware of it, in the course of ostensible strolls, as
lurking but round the corner. Only it had perversely
happened, after his morning at Notre Dame, that his
consistency, as he considered and intended it, had
come back to him; whereby he had reflected that the
encounter in question had been none of his making;
clinging again intensely to the strength of his position,
which was precisely that there was nothing in it for
himself. From the moment he actively pursued
the charming associate of his adventure, from that
moment his position weakened, for he was then acting
in an interested way. It was only within a few
days that he had fixed himself a limit: he promised
himself his consistency should end with Sarah’s
arrival. It was arguing correctly to feel the
title to a free hand conferred on him by this event.
If he wasn’t to be let alone he should be merely
a dupe to act with delicacy. If he wasn’t
to be trusted he could at least take his ease.
If he was to be placed under control he gained leave
to try what his position might agreeably give
him. An ideal rigour would perhaps postpone the
trial till after the Pococks had shown their spirit;
and it was to an ideal rigour that he had quite promised
himself to conform.
Suddenly, however, on this particular
day, he felt a particular fear under which everything
collapsed. He knew abruptly that he was afraid
of himself and yet not in relation to the
effect on his sensibilities of another hour of Madame
de Vionnet. What he dreaded was the effect of
a single hour of Sarah Pocock, as to whom he was visited,
in troubled nights, with fantastic waking dreams.
She loomed at him larger than life; she increased
in volume as she drew nearer; she so met his eyes
that, his imagination taking, after the first step,
all, and more than all, the strides, he already felt
her come down on him, already burned, under her reprobation,
with the blush of guilt, already consented, by way
of penance, to the instant forfeiture of everything.
He saw himself, under her direction, recommitted to
Woollett as juvenile offenders are committed to reformatories.
It wasn’t of course that Woollett was really
a place of discipline; but he knew in advance that
Sarah’s salon at the hotel would be. His
danger, at any rate, in such moods of alarm, was some
concession, on this ground, that would involve a sharp
rupture with the actual; therefore if he waited to
take leave of that actual he might wholly miss his
chance. It was represented with supreme vividness
by Madame de Vionnet, and that is why, in a word,
he waited no longer. He had seen in a flash that
he must anticipate Mrs. Pocock. He was accordingly
much disappointed on now learning from the portress
that the lady of his quest was not in Paris.
She had gone for some days to the country. There
was nothing in this accident but what was natural;
yet it produced for poor Strether a drop of all confidence.
It was suddenly as if he should never see her again,
and as if moreover he had brought it on himself by
not having been quite kind to her.
It was the advantage of his having
let his fancy lose itself for a little in the gloom
that, as by reaction, the prospect began really to
brighten from the moment the deputation from Woollett
alighted on the platform of the station. They
had come straight from Havre, having sailed from New
York to that port, and having also, thanks to a happy
voyage, made land with a promptitude that left Chad
Newsome, who had meant to meet them at the dock, belated.
He had received their telegram, with the announcement
of their immediate further advance, just as he was
taking the train for Havre, so that nothing had remained
for him but to await them in Paris. He hastily
picked up Strether, at the hotel, for this purpose,
and he even, with easy pleasantry, suggested the attendance
of Waymarsh as well Waymarsh, at the moment
his cab rattled up, being engaged, under Strether’s
contemplative range, in a grave perambulation of the
familiar court. Waymarsh had learned from his
companion, who had already had a note, delivered by
hand, from Chad, that the Pococks were due, and had
ambiguously, though, as always, impressively, glowered
at him over the circumstance; carrying himself in
a manner in which Strether was now expert enough to
recognise his uncertainty, in the premises, as to the
best tone. The only tone he aimed at with confidence
was a full tone which was necessarily difficult
in the absence of a full knowledge. The Pococks
were a quantity as yet unmeasured, and, as he had practically
brought them over, so this witness had to that extent
exposed himself. He wanted to feel right about
it, but could only, at the best, for the time, feel
vague. “I shall look to you, you know, immensely,”
our friend had said, “to help me with them,”
and he had been quite conscious of the effect of the
remark, and of others of the same sort, on his comrade’s
sombre sensibility. He had insisted on the fact
that Waymarsh would quite like Mrs. Pocock one
could be certain he would: he would be with her
about everything, and she would also be with him,
and Miss Barrace’s nose, in short, would find
itself out of joint.
Strether had woven this web of cheerfulness
while they waited in the court for Chad; he had sat
smoking cigarettes to keep himself quiet while, caged
and leonine, his fellow traveller paced and turned
before him. Chad Newsome was doubtless to be
struck, when he arrived, with the sharpness of their
opposition at this particular hour; he was to remember,
as a part of it, how Waymarsh came with him and with
Strether to the street and stood there with a face
half-wistful and half-rueful. They talked of
him, the two others, as they drove, and Strether put
Chad in possession of much of his own strained sense
of things. He had already, a few days before,
named to him the wire he was convinced their friend
had pulled a confidence that had made on
the young man’s part quite hugely for curiosity
and diversion. The action of the matter, moreover,
Strether could see, was to penetrate; he saw that is,
how Chad judged a system of influence in which Waymarsh
had served as a determinant an impression
just now quickened again; with the whole bearing of
such a fact on the youth’s view of his relatives.
As it came up between them that they might now take
their friend for a feature of the control of these
latter now sought to be exerted from Woollett, Strether
felt indeed how it would be stamped all over him,
half an hour later for Sarah Pocock’s eyes, that
he was as much on Chad’s “side”
as Waymarsh had probably described him. He was
letting himself at present, go; there was no denying
it; it might be desperation, it might be confidence;
he should offer himself to the arriving travellers
bristling with all the lucidity he had cultivated.
He repeated to Chad what he had been
saying in the court to Waymarsh; how there was no
doubt whatever that his sister would find the latter
a kindred spirit, no doubt of the alliance, based
on an exchange of views, that the pair would successfully
strike up. They would become as thick as thieves which
moreover was but a development of what Strether remembered
to have said in one of his first discussions with
his mate, struck as he had then already been with the
elements of affinity between that personage and Mrs.
Newsome herself. “I told him, one day,
when he had questioned me on your mother, that she
was a person who, when he should know her, would rouse
in him, I was sure, a special enthusiasm; and that
hangs together with the conviction we now feel this
certitude that Mrs. Pocock will take him into her boat.
For it’s your mother’s own boat that
she’s pulling.”
“Ah,” said Chad, “Mother’s
worth fifty of Sally!”
“A thousand; but when you presently
meet her, all the same you’ll be meeting your
mother’s representative just as I
shall. I feel like the outgoing ambassador,”
said Strether, “doing honour to his appointed
successor.” A moment after speaking as
he had just done he felt he had inadvertently rather
cheapened Mrs. Newsome to her son; an impression audibly
reflected, as at first seen, in Chad’s prompt
protest. He had recently rather failed of apprehension
of the young man’s attitude and temper remaining
principally conscious of how little worry, at the
worst, he wasted, and he studied him at this critical
hour with renewed interest. Chad had done exactly
what he had promised him a fortnight previous had
accepted without another question his plea for delay.
He was waiting cheerfully and handsomely, but also
inscrutably and with a slight increase perhaps of
the hardness originally involved in his acquired high
polish. He was neither excited nor depressed;
was easy and acute and deliberate unhurried
unflurried unworried, only at most a little less amused
than usual. Strether felt him more than ever
a justification of the extraordinary process of which
his own absurd spirit had been the arena; he knew
as their cab rolled along, knew as he hadn’t
even yet known, that nothing else than what Chad had
done and had been would have led to his present showing.
They had made him, these things, what he was, and
the business hadn’t been easy; it had taken
time and trouble, it had cost, above all, a price.
The result at any rate was now to be offered to Sally;
which Strether, so far as that was concerned, was
glad to be there to witness. Would she in the
least make it out or take it in, the result, or would
she in the least care for it if she did? He
scratched his chin as he asked himself by what name,
when challenged as he was sure he should
be he could call it for her. Oh those
were determinations she must herself arrive at; since
she wanted so much to see, let her see then and welcome.
She had come out in the pride of her competence,
yet it hummed in Strether’s inner sense that
she practically wouldn’t see.
That this was moreover what Chad shrewdly
suspected was clear from a word that next dropped
from him. “They’re children; they
play at life!” and the exclamation
was significant and reassuring. It implied that
he hadn’t then, for his companion’s sensibility,
appeared to give Mrs. Newsome away; and it facilitated
our friend’s presently asking him if it were
his idea that Mrs. Pocock and Madame de Vionnet should
become acquainted. Strether was still more sharply
struck, hereupon, with Chad’s lucidity.
“Why, isn’t that exactly to
get a sight of the company I keep what
she has come out for?”
“Yes I’m afraid it is,”
Strether unguardedly replied.
Chad’s quick rejoinder lighted
his precipitation. “Why do you say you’re
afraid?”
“Well, because I feel a certain
responsibility. It’s my testimony, I imagine,
that will have been at the bottom of Mrs. Pocock’s
curiosity. My letters, as I’ve supposed
you to understand from the beginning, have spoken
freely. I’ve certainly said my little say
about Madame de Vionnet.”
All that, for Chad, was beautifully
obvious. “Yes, but you’ve only spoken
handsomely.”
“Never more handsomely of any
woman. But it’s just that tone !”
“That tone,” said Chad,
“that has fetched her? I dare say; but
I’ve no quarrel with you about it. And
no more has Madame de Vionnet. Don’t you
know by this time how she likes you?”
“Oh!” and Strether
had, with his groan, a real pang of melancholy.
“For all I’ve done for her!”
“Ah you’ve done a great deal.”
Chad’s urbanity fairly shamed
him, and he was at this moment absolutely impatient
to see the face Sarah Pocock would present to a sort
of thing, as he synthetically phrased it to himself,
with no adequate forecast of which, despite his admonitions,
she would certainly arrive. “I’ve
done this!”
“Well, this is all right. She likes,”
Chad comfortably remarked, “to be liked.”
It gave his companion a moment’s
thought. “And she’s sure Mrs. Pocock
will ?”
“No, I say that for you.
She likes your liking her; it’s so much, as
it were,” Chad laughed, “to the good.
However, she doesn’t despair of Sarah either,
and is prepared, on her own side, to go all lengths.”
“In the way of appreciation?”
“Yes, and of everything else.
In the way of general amiability, hospitality and
welcome. She’s under arms,” Chad
laughed again; “she’s prepared.”
Strether took it in; then as if an
echo of Miss Barrace were in the air: “She’s
wonderful.”
“You don’t begin to know how wonderful!”
There was a depth in it, to Strether’s
ear, of confirmed luxury almost a kind
of unconscious insolence of proprietorship; but the
effect of the glimpse was not at this moment to foster
speculation: there was something so conclusive
in so much graceful and generous assurance. It
was in fact a fresh evocation; and the evocation had
before many minutes another consequence. “Well,
I shall see her oftener now. I shall see her
as much as I like by your leave; which is
what I hitherto haven’t done.”
“It has been,” said Chad,
but without reproach, “only your own fault.
I tried to bring you together, and she, my dear
fellow I never saw her more charming to
any man. But you’ve got your extraordinary
ideas.”
“Well, I did have,”
Strether murmured, while he felt both how they had
possessed him and how they had now lost their authority.
He couldn’t have traced the sequence to the
end, but it was all because of Mrs. Pocock.
Mrs. Pocock might be because of Mrs. Newsome, but that
was still to be proved. What came over him was
the sense of having stupidly failed to profit where
profit would have been precious. It had been
open to him to see so much more of her, and he had
but let the good days pass. Fierce in him almost
was the resolve to lose no more of them, and he whimsically
reflected, while at Chad’s side he drew nearer
to his destination, that it was after all Sarah who
would have quickened his chance. What her visit
of inquisition might achieve in other directions was
as yet all obscure only not obscure that
it would do supremely much to bring two earnest persons
together. He had but to listen to Chad at this
moment to feel it; for Chad was in the act of remarking
to him that they of course both counted on him he
himself and the other earnest person for
cheer and support. It was brave to Strether
to hear him talk as if the line of wisdom they had
struck out was to make things ravishing to the Pococks.
No, if Madame de Vionnet compassed that, compassed
the ravishment of the Pococks, Madame de Vionnet would
be prodigious. It would be a beautiful plan if
it succeeded, and it all came to the question of Sarah’s
being really bribeable. The precedent of his
own case helped Strether perhaps but little to consider
she might prove so; it being distinct that her character
would rather make for every possible difference.
This idea of his own bribeability set him apart for
himself; with the further mark in fact that his case
was absolutely proved. He liked always, where
Lambert Strether was concerned, to know the worst,
and what he now seemed to know was not only that he
was bribeable, but that he had been effectually bribed.
The only difficulty was that he couldn’t quite
have said with what. It was as if he had sold
himself, but hadn’t somehow got the cash.
That, however, was what, characteristically, would
happen to him. It would naturally be his kind
of traffic. While he thought of these things
he reminded Chad of the truth they mustn’t lose
sight of the truth that, with all deference
to her susceptibility to new interests, Sarah would
have come out with a high firm definite purpose.
“She hasn’t come out, you know, to be
bamboozled. We may all be ravishing nothing
perhaps can be more easy for us; but she hasn’t
come out to be ravished. She has come out just
simply to take you home.”
“Oh well, with her I’ll
go,” said Chad good-humouredly. “I
suppose you’ll allow that.”
And then as for a minute Strether said nothing:
“Or is your idea that when I’ve seen her
I shan’t want to go?” As this question,
however, again left his friend silent he presently
went on: “My own idea at any rate is that
they shall have while they’re here the best
sort of time.”
It was at this that Strether spoke.
“Ah there you are! I think if you really
wanted to go !”
“Well?” said Chad to bring it out.
“Well, you wouldn’t trouble
about our good time. You wouldn’t care
what sort of a time we have.”
Chad could always take in the easiest
way in the world any ingenious suggestion. “I
see. But can I help it? I’m too decent.”
“Yes, you’re too decent!”
Strether heavily sighed. And he felt for the
moment as if it were the preposterous end of his mission.
It ministered for the time to this
temporary effect that Chad made no rejoinder.
But he spoke again as they came in sight of the station.
“Do you mean to introduce her to Miss Gostrey?”
As to this Strether was ready. “No.”
“But haven’t you told me they know about
her?”
“I think I’ve told you your mother knows.”
“And won’t she have told Sally?”
“That’s one of the things I want to see.”
“And if you find she has ?”
“Will I then, you mean, bring them together?”
“Yes,” said Chad with
his pleasant promptness: “to show her there’s
nothing in it.”
Strether hesitated. “I
don’t know that I care very much what she may
think there’s in it.”
“Not if it represents what Mother thinks?”
“Ah what does your mother
think?” There was in this some sound of bewilderment.
But they were just driving up, and
help, of a sort, might after all be quite at hand.
“Isn’t that, my dear man, what we’re
both just going to make out?”
II-
Strether quitted the station half
an hour later in different company. Chad had
taken charge, for the journey to the hotel, of Sarah,
Mamie, the maid and the luggage, all spaciously installed
and conveyed; and it was only after the four had rolled
away that his companion got into a cab with Jim.
A strange new feeling had come over Strether, in
consequence of which his spirits had risen; it was
as if what had occurred on the alighting of his critics
had been something other than his fear, though his
fear had vet not been of an instant scene of violence.
His impression had been nothing but what was inevitable he
said that to himself; yet relief and reassurance had
softly dropped upon him. Nothing could be so
odd as to be indebted for these things to the look
of faces and the sound of voices that had been with
him to satiety, as he might have said, for years;
but he now knew, all the same, how uneasy he had felt;
that was brought home to him by his present sense
of a respite. It had come moreover in the flash
of an eye, it had come in the smile with which Sarah,
whom, at the window of her compartment, they had effusively
greeted from the platform, rustled down to them a
moment later, fresh and handsome from her cool June
progress through the charming land. It was only
a sign, but enough: she was going to be gracious
and unallusive, she was going to play the larger game which
was still more apparent, after she had emerged from
Chad’s arms, in her direct greeting to the valued
friend of her family.
Strether was then as much as
ever the valued friend of her family, it was something
he could at all events go on with; and the manner of
his response to it expressed even for himself how
little he had enjoyed the prospect of ceasing to figure
in that likeness. He had always seen Sarah gracious had
in fact rarely seen her shy or dry, her marked thin-lipped
smile, intense without brightness and as prompt to
act as the scrape of a safety-match; the protrusion
of her rather remarkably long chin, which in her case
represented invitation and urbanity, and not, as in
most others, pugnacity and defiance; the penetration
of her voice to a distance, the general encouragement
and approval of her manner, were all elements with
which intercourse had made him familiar, but which
he noted today almost as if she had been a new acquaintance.
This first glimpse of her had given a brief but vivid
accent to her resemblance to her mother; he could
have taken her for Mrs. Newsome while she met his
eyes as the train rolled into the station. It
was an impression that quickly dropped; Mrs. Newsome
was much handsomer, and while Sarah inclined to the
massive her mother had, at an age, still the girdle
of a maid; also the latter’s chin was rather
short, than long, and her smile, by good fortune,
much more, oh ever so much more, mercifully vague.
Strether had seen Mrs. Newsome reserved; he had literally
heard her silent, though he had never known her unpleasant.
It was the case with Mrs. Pocock that he had known
her unpleasant, even though he had never known
her not affable. She had forms of affability
that were in a high degree assertive; nothing for instance
had ever been more striking than that she was affable
to Jim.
What had told in any case at the window
of the train was her high clear forehead, that forehead
which her friends, for some reason, always thought
of as a “brow”; the long reach of her eyes it
came out at this juncture in such a manner as to remind
him, oddly enough, also of that of Waymarsh’s;
and the unusual gloss of her dark hair, dressed and
hatted, after her mother’s refined example, with
such an avoidance of extremes that it was always spoken
of at Woollett as “their own.” Though
this analogy dropped as soon as she was on the platform
it had lasted long enough to make him feel all the
advantage, as it were, of his relief. The woman
at home, the woman to whom he was attached, was before
him just long enough to give him again the measure
of the wretchedness, in fact really of the shame,
of their having to recognise the formation, between
them, of a “split.” He had taken
this measure in solitude and meditation: but
the catastrophe, as Sarah steamed up, looked for its
seconds unprecedentedly dreadful or proved,
more exactly, altogether unthinkable; so that his
finding something free and familiar to respond to
brought with it an instant renewal of his loyalty.
He had suddenly sounded the whole depth, had gasped
at what he might have lost.
Well, he could now, for the quarter
of an hour of their detention hover about the travellers
as soothingly as if their direct message to him was
that he had lost nothing. He wasn’t going
to have Sarah write to her mother that night that
he was in any way altered or strange. There
had been times enough for a month when it had seemed
to him that he was strange, that he was altered, in
every way; but that was a matter for himself; he knew
at least whose business it was not; it was not at all
events such a circumstance as Sarah’s own unaided
lights would help her to. Even if she had come
out to flash those lights more than yet appeared she
wouldn’t make much headway against mere pleasantness.
He counted on being able to be merely pleasant to
the end, and if only from incapacity moreover to formulate
anything different. He couldn’t even formulate
to himself his being changed and queer; it had taken
place, the process, somewhere deep down; Maria Gostrey
had caught glimpses of it; but how was he to fish
it up, even if he desired, for Mrs. Pocock?
This was then the spirit in which he hovered, and with
the easier throb in it much indebted furthermore to
the impression of high and established adequacy as
a pretty girl promptly produced in him by Mamie.
He had wondered vaguely turning over many
things in the fidget of his thoughts if
Mamie were as pretty as Woollett published her;
as to which issue seeing her now again was to be so
swept away by Woollett’s opinion that this consequence
really let loose for the imagination an avalanche
of others. There were positively five minutes
in which the last word seemed of necessity to abide
with a Woollett represented by a Mamie. This
was the sort of truth the place itself would feel;
it would send her forth in confidence; it would point
to her with triumph; it would take its stand on her
with assurance; it would be conscious of no requirements
she didn’t meet, of no question she couldn’t
answer.
Well, it was right, Strether slipped
smoothly enough into the cheerfulness of saying:
granted that a community might be best represented
by a young lady of twenty-two, Mamie perfectly played
the part, played it as if she were used to it, and
looked and spoke and dressed the character.
He wondered if she mightn’t, in the high light
of Paris, a cool full studio-light, becoming yet treacherous,
show as too conscious of these matters; but the next
moment he felt satisfied that her consciousness was
after all empty for its size, rather too simple than
too mixed, and that the kind way with her would be
not to take many things out of it, but to put as many
as possible in. She was robust and conveniently
tall; just a trifle too bloodlessly fair perhaps,
but with a pleasant public familiar radiance that affirmed
her vitality. She might have been “receiving”
for Woollett, wherever she found herself, and there
was something in her manner, her tone, her motion,
her pretty blue eyes, her pretty perfect teeth and
her very small, too small, nose, that immediately
placed her, to the fancy, between the windows of a
hot bright room in which voices were high up
at that end to which people were brought to be “presented.”
They were there to congratulate, these images, and
Strether’s renewed vision, on this hint, completed
the idea. What Mamie was like was the happy
bride, the bride after the church and just before going
away. She wasn’t the mere maiden, and
yet was only as much married as that quantity came
to. She was in the brilliant acclaimed festal
stage. Well, might it last her long!
Strether rejoiced in these things
for Chad, who was all genial attention to the needs
of his friends, besides having arranged that his servant
should reinforce him; the ladies were certainly pleasant
to see, and Mamie would be at any time and anywhere
pleasant to exhibit. She would look extraordinarily
like his young wife the wife of a honeymoon,
should he go about with her; but that was his own affair or
perhaps it was hers; it was at any rate something she
couldn’t help. Strether remembered how
he had seen him come up with Jeanne de Vionnet in
Gloriani’s garden, and the fancy he had had about
that the fancy obscured now, thickly overlaid
with others; the recollection was during these minutes
his only note of trouble. He had often, in spite
of himself, wondered if Chad but too probably were
not with Jeanne the object of a still and shaded flame.
It was on the cards that the child might be
tremulously in love, and this conviction now flickered
up not a bit the less for his disliking to think of
it, for its being, in a complicated situation, a complication
the more, and for something indescribable in Mamie,
something at all events straightway lent her by his
own mind, something that gave her value, gave her intensity
and purpose, as the symbol of an opposition.
Little Jeanne wasn’t really at all in question how
could she be? yet from the moment Miss
Pocock had shaken her skirts on the platform, touched
up the immense bows of her hat and settled properly
over her shoulder the strap of her morocco-and-gilt
travelling-satchel, from that moment little Jeanne
was opposed.
It was in the cab with Jim that impressions
really crowded on Strether, giving him the strangest
sense of length of absence from people among whom
he had lived for years. Having them thus come
out to him was as if he had returned to find them:
and the droll promptitude of Jim’s mental reaction
threw his own initiation far back into the past.
Whoever might or mightn’t be suited by what was
going on among them, Jim, for one, would certainly
be: his instant recognition frank
and whimsical of what the affair was for
him gave Strether a glow of pleasure. “I
say, you know, this is about my shape, and if
it hadn’t been for you !”
so he broke out as the charming streets met his healthy
appetite; and he wound up, after an expressive nudge,
with a clap of his companion’s knee and an “Oh
you, you you are doing it!”
that was charged with rich meaning. Strether felt
in it the intention of homage, but, with a curiosity
otherwise occupied, postponed taking it up.
What he was asking himself for the time was how Sarah
Pocock, in the opportunity already given her, had
judged her brother from whom he himself,
as they finally, at the station, separated for their
different conveyances, had had a look into which he
could read more than one message. However Sarah
was judging her brother, Chad’s conclusion about
his sister, and about her husband and her husband’s
sister, was at the least on the way not to fail of
confidence. Strether felt the confidence, and
that, as the look between them was an exchange, what
he himself gave back was relatively vague. This
comparison of notes however could wait; everything
struck him as depending on the effect produced by
Chad. Neither Sarah nor Mamie had in any way,
at the station where they had had after
all ample time broken out about it; which,
to make up for this, was what our friend had expected
of Jim as soon as they should find themselves together.
It was queer to him that he had that
noiseless brush with Chad; an ironic intelligence
with this youth on the subject of his relatives, an
intelligence carried on under their nose and, as might
be said, at their expense such a matter
marked again for him strongly the number of stages
he had come; albeit that if the number seemed great
the time taken for the final one was but the turn
of a hand. He had before this had many moments
of wondering if he himself weren’t perhaps changed
even as Chad was changed. Only what in Chad was
conspicuous improvement well, he had no
name ready for the working, in his own organism, of
his own more timid dose. He should have to see
first what this action would amount to. And for
his occult passage with the young man, after all,
the directness of it had no greater oddity than the
fact that the young man’s way with the three
travellers should have been so happy a manifestation.
Strether liked him for it, on the spot, as he hadn’t
yet liked him; it affected him while it lasted as he
might have been affected by some light pleasant perfect
work of art: to that degree that he wondered
if they were really worthy of it, took it in and did
it justice; to that degree that it would have been
scarce a miracle if, there in the luggage-room, while
they waited for their things, Sarah had pulled his
sleeve and drawn him aside. “You’re
right; we haven’t quite known what you mean,
Mother and I, but now we see. Chad’s magnificent;
what can one want more? If this is the kind
of thing !” On which they might, as
it were, have embraced and begun to work together.
Ah how much, as it was, for all her
bridling brightness which was merely general
and noticed nothing would they work
together? Strether knew he was unreasonable;
he set it down to his being nervous: people
couldn’t notice everything and speak of everything
in a quarter of an hour. Possibly, no doubt,
also, he made too much of Chad’s display.
Yet, none the less, when, at the end of five minutes,
in the cab, Jim Pocock had said nothing either hadn’t
said, that is, what Strether wanted, though he had
said much else it all suddenly bounced back
to their being either stupid or wilful. It was
more probably on the whole the former; so that that
would be the drawback of the bridling brightness.
Yes, they would bridle and be bright; they would make
the best of what was before them, but their observation
would fail; it would be beyond them; they simply wouldn’t
understand. Of what use would it be then that
they had come? if they weren’t to
be intelligent up to that point: unless
indeed he himself were utterly deluded and extravagant?
Was he, on this question of Chad’s improvement,
fantastic and away from the truth? Did he live
in a false world, a world that had grown simply to
suit him, and was his present slight irritation in
the face now of Jim’s silence in particular but
the alarm of the vain thing menaced by the touch of
the real? Was this contribution of the real
possibly the mission of the Pococks? had
they come to make the work of observation, as he
had practised observation, crack and crumble, and
to reduce Chad to the plain terms in which honest minds
could deal with him? Had they come in short to
be sane where Strether was destined to feel that he
himself had only been silly?
He glanced at such a contingency,
but it failed to hold him long when once he had reflected
that he would have been silly, in this case, with
Maria Gostrey and little Bilham, with Madame de Vionnet
and little Jeanne, with Lambert Strether, in fine,
and above all with Chad Newsome himself. Wouldn’t
it be found to have made more for reality to be silly
with these persons than sane with Sarah and Jim?
Jim in fact, he presently made up his mind, was individually
out of it; Jim didn’t care; Jim hadn’t
come out either for Chad or for him; Jim in short left
the moral side to Sally and indeed simply availed himself
now, for the sense of recreation, of the fact that
he left almost everything to Sally. He was nothing
compared to Sally, and not so much by reason of Sally’s
temper and will as by that of her more developed type
and greater acquaintance with the world. He
quite frankly and serenely confessed, as he sat there
with Strether, that he felt his type hang far in the
rear of his wife’s and still further, if possible,
in the rear of his sister’s. Their types,
he well knew, were recognised and acclaimed; whereas
the most a leading Woollett business-man could hope
to achieve socially, and for that matter industrially,
was a certain freedom to play into this general glamour.
The impression he made on our friend
was another of the things that marked our friend’s
road. It was a strange impression, especially
as so soon produced; Strether had received it, he
judged, all in the twenty minutes; it struck him at
least as but in a minor degree the work of the long
Woollett years. Pocock was normally and consentingly
though not quite wittingly out of the question.
It was despite his being normal; it was despite his
being cheerful; it was despite his being a leading
Woollett business-man; and the determination of his
fate left him thus perfectly usual as everything
else about it was clearly, to his sense, not less
so. He seemed to say that there was a whole
side of life on which the perfectly usual was
for leading Woollett business-men to be out of the
question. He made no more of it than that, and
Strether, so far as Jim was concerned, desired to make
no more. Only Strether’s imagination, as
always, worked, and he asked himself if this side
of life were not somehow connected, for those who
figured on it with the fact of marriage. Would
his relation to it, had he married ten years
before, have become now the same as Pocock’s?
Might it even become the same should he marry in a
few months? Should he ever know himself as much
out of the question for Mrs. Newsome as Jim knew himself in
a dim way for Mrs. Jim?
To turn his eyes in that direction
was to be personally reassured; he was different from
Pocock; he had affirmed himself differently and was
held after all in higher esteem. What none the
less came home to him, however, at this hour, was
that the society over there, that of which Sarah and
Mamie and, in a more eminent way, Mrs. Newsome
herself were specimens, was essentially
a society of women, and that poor Jim wasn’t
in it. He himself Lambert Strether, was
as yet in some degree which was an odd
situation for a man; but it kept coming back to him
in a whimsical way that he should perhaps find his
marriage had cost him his place. This occasion
indeed, whatever that fancy represented, was not a
time of sensible exclusion for Jim, who was in a state
of manifest response to the charm of his adventure.
Small and fat and constantly facetious, straw-coloured
and destitute of marks, he would have been practically
indistinguishable hadn’t his constant preference
for light-grey clothes, for white hats, for very big
cigars and very little stories, done what it could
for his identity. There were signs in him, though
none of them plaintive, of always paying for others;
and the principal one perhaps was just this failure
of type. It was with this that he paid, rather
than with fatigue or waste; and also doubtless a little
with the effort of humour never irrelevant
to the conditions, to the relations, with which he
was acquainted.
He gurgled his joy as they rolled
through the happy streets; he declared that his trip
was a regular windfall, and that he wasn’t there,
he was eager to remark, to hang back from anything:
he didn’t know quite what Sally had come for,
but he had come for a good time. Strether
indulged him even while wondering if what Sally wanted
her brother to go back for was to become like her
husband. He trusted that a good time was to be,
out and out, the programme for all of them; and he
assented liberally to Jim’s proposal that, disencumbered
and irresponsible his things were in the
omnibus with those of the others they should
take a further turn round before going to the hotel.
It wasn’t for him to tackle Chad it
was Sally’s job; and as it would be like her,
he felt, to open fire on the spot, it wouldn’t
be amiss of them to hold off and give her time.
Strether, on his side, only asked to give her time;
so he jogged with his companion along boulevards and
avenues, trying to extract from meagre material some
forecast of his catastrophe. He was quick enough
to see that Jim Pocock declined judgement, had hovered
quite round the outer edge of discussion and anxiety,
leaving all analysis of their question to the ladies
alone and now only feeling his way toward some small
droll cynicism. It broke out afresh, the cynicism it
had already shown a flicker in a but slightly
deferred: “Well, hanged if I would if I
were he!”
“You mean you wouldn’t in Chad’s
place ?”
“Give up this to go back and
boss the advertising!” Poor Jim, with his arms
folded and his little legs out in the open fiacre,
drank in the sparkling Paris noon and carried his
eyes from one side of their vista to the other.
“Why I want to come right out and live here
myself. And I want to live while I am here
too. I feel with you oh you’ve
been grand, old man, and I’ve twigged that
it ain’t right to worry Chad. I don’t
mean to persecute him; I couldn’t in conscience.
It’s thanks to you at any rate that I’m
here, and I’m sure I’m much obliged.
You’re a lovely pair.”
There were things in this speech that
Strether let pass for the time. “Don’t
you then think it important the advertising should
be thoroughly taken in hand? Chad will
be, so far as capacity is concerned,” he went
on, “the man to do it.”
“Where did he get his capacity,” Jim asked,
“over here?”
“He didn’t get it over
here, and the wonderful thing is that over here he
hasn’t inevitably lost it. He has a natural
turn for business, an extraordinary head. He
comes by that,” Strether explained, “honestly
enough. He’s in that respect his father’s
son, and also for she’s wonderful
in her way too his mother’s.
He has other tastes and other tendencies; but Mrs.
Newsome and your wife are quite right about his having
that. He’s very remarkable.”
“Well, I guess he is!”
Jim Pocock comfortably sighed. “But if
you’ve believed so in his making us hum, why
have you so prolonged the discussion? Don’t
you know we’ve been quite anxious about you?”
These questions were not informed
with earnestness, but Strether saw he must none the
less make a choice and take a line. “Because,
you see, I’ve greatly liked it. I’ve
liked my Paris, I dare say I’ve liked it too
much.”
“Oh you old wretch!” Jim gaily exclaimed.
“But nothing’s concluded,”
Strether went on. “The case is more complex
than it looks from Woollett.”
“Oh well, it looks bad enough
from Woollett!” Jim declared.
“Even after all I’ve written?”
Jim bethought himself. “Isn’t
it what you’ve written that has made Mrs. Newsome
pack us off? That at least and Chad’s not
turning up?”
Strether made a reflexion of his own.
“I see. That she should do something
was, no doubt, inevitable, and your wife has therefore
of course come out to act.”
“Oh yes,” Jim concurred “to
act. But Sally comes out to act, you know,”
he lucidly added, “every time she leaves the
house. She never comes out but she does
act. She’s acting moreover now for her
mother, and that fixes the scale.” Then
he wound up, opening all his senses to it, with a
renewed embrace of pleasant Paris. “We
haven’t all the same at Woollett got anything
like this.”
Strether continued to consider.
“I’m bound to say for you all that you
strike me as having arrived in a very mild and reasonable
frame of mind. You don’t show your claws.
I felt just now in Mrs. Pocock no symptom of that.
She isn’t fierce,” he went on. “I’m
such a nervous idiot that I thought she might be.”
“Oh don’t you know her
well enough,” Pocock asked, “to have noticed
that she never gives herself away, any more than her
mother ever does? They ain’t fierce, either
of ’em; they let you come quite close.
They wear their fur the smooth side out the
warm side in. Do you know what they are?”
Jim pursued as he looked about him, giving the question,
as Strether felt, but half his care “do
you know what they are? They’re about
as intense as they can live.”
“Yes” and Strether’s
concurrence had a positive precipitation; “they’re
about as intense as they can live.”
“They don’t lash about
and shake the cage,” said Jim, who seemed pleased
with his analogy; “and it’s at feeding-time
that they’re quietest. But they always
get there.”
“They do indeed they
always get there!” Strether replied with a laugh
that justified his confession of nervousness.
He disliked to be talking sincerely of Mrs. Newsome
with Pocock; he could have talked insincerely.
But there was something he wanted to know, a need
created in him by her recent intermission, by his
having given from the first so much, as now more than
ever appeared to him, and got so little. It
was as if a queer truth in his companion’s metaphor
had rolled over him with a rush. She had
been quiet at feeding-time; she had fed, and Sarah
had fed with her, out of the big bowl of all his recent
free communication, his vividness and pleasantness,
his ingenuity and even his eloquence, while the current
of her response had steadily run thin. Jim meanwhile
however, it was true, slipped characteristically into
shallowness from the moment he ceased to speak out
of the experience of a husband.
“But of course Chad has now
the advantage of being there before her. If he
doesn’t work that for all it’s worth !”
He sighed with contingent pity at his brother-in-law’s
possible want of resource. “He has worked
it on you, pretty well, eh?” and he asked
the next moment if there were anything new at the
Varieties, which he pronounced in the American manner.
They talked about the Varieties Strether
confessing to a knowledge which produced again on
Pocock’s part a play of innuendo as vague as
a nursery-rhyme, yet as aggressive as an elbow in his
side; and they finished their drive under the protection
of easy themes. Strether waited to the end, but
still in vain, for any show that Jim had seen Chad
as different; and he could scarce have explained the
discouragement he drew from the absence of this testimony.
It was what he had taken his own stand on, so far
as he had taken a stand; and if they were all only
going to see nothing he had only wasted his time.
He gave his friend till the very last moment, till
they had come into sight of the hotel; and when poor
Pocock only continued cheerful and envious and funny
he fairly grew to dislike him, to feel him extravagantly
common. If they were all going to see nothing! Strether
knew, as this came back to him, that he was also
letting Pocock represent for him what Mrs. Newsome
wouldn’t see. He went on disliking, in
the light of Jim’s commonness, to talk to him
about that lady; yet just before the cab pulled up
he knew the extent of his desire for the real word
from Woollett.
“Has Mrs. Newsome at all given way ?”
“’Given way’?” Jim
echoed it with the practical derision of his sense
of a long past.
“Under the strain, I mean, of
hope deferred, of disappointment repeated and thereby
intensified.”
“Oh is she prostrate, you mean?” he
had his categories in hand. “Why yes, she’s
prostrate just as Sally is. But they’re
never so lively, you know, as when they’re prostrate.”
“Ah Sarah’s prostrate?” Strether
vaguely murmured.
“It’s when they’re prostrate that
they most sit up.”
“And Mrs. Newsome’s sitting up?”
“All night, my boy for
you!” And Jim fetched him, with a vulgar
little guffaw, a thrust that gave relief to the picture.
But he had got what he wanted. He felt on the
spot that this was the real word from Woollett.
“So don’t you go home!” Jim added
while he alighted and while his friend, letting him
profusely pay the cabman, sat on in a momentary muse.
Strether wondered if that were the real word too.
III-
As the door of Mrs. Pocock’s
salon was pushed open for him, the next day, well
before noon, he was reached by a voice with a charming
sound that made him just falter before crossing the
threshold. Madame de Vionnet was already on
the field, and this gave the drama a quicker pace
than he felt it as yet though his suspense
had increased in the power of any act of
his own to do. He had spent the previous evening
with all his old friends together yet he would still
have described himself as quite in the dark in respect
to a forecast of their influence on his situation.
It was strange now, none the less, that in the light
of this unexpected note of her presence he felt Madame
de Vionnet a part of that situation as she hadn’t
even yet been. She was alone, he found himself
assuming, with Sarah, and there was a bearing in that somehow
beyond his control on his personal fate.
Yet she was only saying something quite easy and
independent the thing she had come, as
a good friend of Chad’s, on purpose to say.
“There isn’t anything at all ?
I should be so delighted.”
It was clear enough, when they were
there before him, how she had been received.
He saw this, as Sarah got up to greet him, from something
fairly hectic in Sarah’s face. He saw furthermore
that they weren’t, as had first come to him,
alone together; he was at no loss as to the identity
of the broad high back presented to him in the embrasure
of the window furthest from the door. Waymarsh,
whom he had to-day not yet seen, whom he only knew
to have left the hotel before him, and who had taken
part, the night previous, on Mrs. Pocock’s kind
invitation, conveyed by Chad, in the entertainment,
informal but cordial, promptly offered by that lady Waymarsh
had anticipated him even as Madame de Vionnet had
done, and, with his hands in his pockets and his attitude
unaffected by Strether’s entrance, was looking
out, in marked detachment, at the Rue de Rivoli.
The latter felt it in the air it was immense
how Waymarsh could mark things –that
he had remained deeply dissociated from the overture
to their hostess that we have recorded on Madame de
Vionnet’s side. He had, conspicuously,
tact, besides a stiff general view; and this was why
he had left Mrs. Pocock to struggle alone. He
would outstay the visitor; he would unmistakeably
wait; to what had he been doomed for months past but
waiting? Therefore she was to feel that she had
him in reserve. What support she drew from this
was still to be seen, for, although Sarah was vividly
bright, she had given herself up for the moment to
an ambiguous flushed formalism. She had had
to reckon more quickly than she expected; but it concerned
her first of all to signify that she was not to be
taken unawares. Strether arrived precisely in
time for her showing it. “Oh you’re
too good; but I don’t think I feel quite helpless.
I have my brother and these American friends.
And then you know I’ve been to Paris.
I know Paris,” said Sally Pocock in a tone
that breathed a certain chill on Strether’s heart.
“Ah but a woman, in this tiresome
place where everything’s always changing, a
woman of good will,” Madame de Vionnet threw
off, “can always help a woman. I’m
sure you ’know’ but we know
perhaps different things.” She too, visibly,
wished to make no mistake; but it was a fear of a
different order and more kept out of sight. She
smiled in welcome at Strether; she greeted him more
familiarly than Mrs. Pocock; she put out her hand
to him without moving from her place; and it came
to him in the course of a minute and in the oddest
way that yes, positively she
was giving him over to ruin. She was all kindness
and ease, but she couldn’t help so giving him;
she was exquisite, and her being just as she was poured
for Sarah a sudden rush of meaning into his own equivocations.
How could she know how she was hurting him?
She wanted to show as simple and humble in
the degree compatible with operative charm; but it
was just this that seemed to put him on her side.
She struck him as dressed, as arranged, as prepared
infinitely to conciliate with the very poetry
of good taste in her view of the conditions of her
early call. She was ready to advise about dressmakers
and shops; she held herself wholly at the disposition
of Chad’s family. Strether noticed her card
on the table her coronet and her “Comtesse” and
the imagination was sharp in him of certain private
adjustments in Sarah’s mind. She had never,
he was sure, sat with a “Comtesse”
before, and such was the specimen of that class he
had been keeping to play on her. She had crossed
the sea very particularly for a look at her; but he
read in Madame de Vionnet’s own eyes that this
curiosity hadn’t been so successfully met as
that she herself wouldn’t now have more than
ever need of him. She looked much as she had
looked to him that morning at Notre Dame; he noted
in fact the suggestive sameness of her discreet and
delicate dress. It seemed to speak perhaps
a little prematurely or too finely of the
sense in which she would help Mrs. Pocock with the
shops. The way that lady took her in, moreover,
added depth to his impression of what Miss Gostrey,
by their common wisdom, had escaped. He winced
as he saw himself but for that timely prudence ushering
in Maria as a guide and an example. There was
however a touch of relief for him in his glimpse,
so far as he had got it, of Sarah’s line.
She “knew Paris.” Madame de Vionnet
had, for that matter, lightly taken this up.
“Ah then you’ve a turn for that, an affinity
that belongs to your family. Your brother, though
his long experience makes a difference, I admit, has
become one of us in a marvellous way.” And
she appealed to Strether in the manner of a woman
who could always glide off with smoothness into another
subject. Wasn’t he struck with the
way Mr. Newsome had made the place his own, and hadn’t
he been in a position to profit by his friend’s
wondrous expertness?
Strether felt the bravery, at the
least, of her presenting herself so promptly to sound
that note, and yet asked himself what other note,
after all, she could strike from the moment she
presented herself at all. She could meet Mrs.
Pocock only on the ground of the obvious, and what
feature of Chad’s situation was more eminent
than the fact that he had created for himself a new
set of circumstances? Unless she hid herself
altogether she could show but as one of these, an illustration
of his domiciled and indeed of his confirmed condition.
And the consciousness of all this in her charming
eyes was so clear and fine that as she thus publicly
drew him into her boat she produced in him such a
silent agitation as he was not to fail afterwards to
denounce as pusillanimous. “Ah don’t
be so charming to me! for it makes us intimate,
and after all what is between us when I’ve
been so tremendously on my guard and have seen you
but half a dozen times?” He recognised once
more the perverse law that so inveterately governed
his poor personal aspects: it would be exactly
like the way things always turned out for him
that he should affect Mrs. Pocock and Waymarsh as
launched in a relation in which he had really never
been launched at all. They were at this very
moment they could only be attributing
to him the full licence of it, and all by the operation
of her own tone with him; whereas his sole licence
had been to cling with intensity to the brink, not
to dip so much as a toe into the flood. But the
flicker of his fear on this occasion was not, as may
be added, to repeat itself; it sprang up, for its
moment, only to die down and then go out for ever.
To meet his fellow visitor’s invocation and,
with Sarah’s brilliant eyes on him, answer,
was quite sufficiently to step into her boat.
During the rest of the time her visit lasted he felt
himself proceed to each of the proper offices, successively,
for helping to keep the adventurous skiff afloat.
It rocked beneath him, but he settled himself in
his place. He took up an oar and, since he was
to have the credit of pulling, pulled.
“That will make it all the pleasanter
if it so happens that we do meet,” Madame
de Vionnet had further observed in reference to Mrs.
Pocock’s mention of her initiated state; and
she had immediately added that, after all, her hostess
couldn’t be in need with the good offices of
Mr. Strether so close at hand. “It’s
he, I gather, who has learnt to know his Paris, and
to love it, better than any one ever before in so
short a time; so that between him and your brother,
when it comes to the point, how can you possibly want
for good guidance? The great thing, Mr. Strether
will show you,” she smiled, “is just to
let one’s self go.”
“Oh I’ve not let myself
go very far,” Strether answered, feeling quite
as if he had been called upon to hint to Mrs. Pocock
how Parisians could talk. “I’m only
afraid of showing I haven’t let myself go far
enough. I’ve taken a good deal of time,
but I must quite have had the air of not budging from
one spot.” He looked at Sarah in a manner
that he thought she might take as engaging, and he
made, under Madame de Vionnet’s protection,
as it were, his first personal point. “What
has really happened has been that, all the while,
I’ve done what I came out for.”
Yet it only at first gave Madame de
Vionnet a chance immediately to take him up.
“You’ve renewed acquaintance with your
friend you’ve learnt to know him
again.” She spoke with such cheerful helpfulness
that they might, in a common cause, have been calling
together and pledged to mutual aid.
Waymarsh, at this, as if he had been
in question, straightway turned from the window.
“Oh yes, Countess he has renewed
acquaintance with me, and he has, I guess,
learnt something about me, though I don’t know
how much he has liked it. It’s for Strether
himself to say whether he has felt it justifies his
course.”
“Oh but you,” said
the Countess gaily, “are not in the least what
he came out for is he really, Strether?
and I hadn’t you at all in my mind. I
was thinking of Mr. Newsome, of whom we think so much
and with whom, precisely, Mrs. Pocock has given herself
the opportunity to take up threads. What a pleasure
for you both!” Madame de Vionnet, with her eyes
on Sarah, bravely continued.
Mrs. Pocock met her handsomely, but
Strether quickly saw she meant to accept no version
of her movements or plans from any other lips.
She required no patronage and no support, which were
but other names for a false position; she would show
in her own way what she chose to show, and this she
expressed with a dry glitter that recalled to him a
fine Woollett winter morning. “I’ve
never wanted for opportunities to see my brother.
We’ve many things to think of at home, and great
responsibilities and occupations, and our home’s
not an impossible place. We’ve plenty
of reasons,” Sarah continued a little piercingly,
“for everything we do” and in
short she wouldn’t give herself the least little
scrap away. But she added as one who was always
bland and who could afford a concession: “I’ve
come because well, because we do come.”
“Ah then fortunately!” Madame
de Vionnet breathed it to the air. Five minutes
later they were on their feet for her to take leave,
standing together in an affability that had succeeded
in surviving a further exchange of remarks; only with
the emphasised appearance on Waymarsh’s part
of a tendency to revert, in a ruminating manner and
as with an instinctive or a precautionary lightening
of his tread, to an open window and his point of vantage.
The glazed and gilded room, all red damask, ormolu,
mirrors, clocks, looked south, and the shutters were
bowed upon the summer morning; but the Tuileries garden
and what was beyond it, over which the whole place
hung, were things visible through gaps; so that the
far-spreading presence of Paris came up in coolness,
dimness and invitation, in the twinkle of gilt-tipped
palings, the crunch of gravel, the click of hoofs,
the crack of whips, things that suggested some parade
of the circus. “I think it probable,”
said Mrs. Pocock, “that I shall have the opportunity
of going to my brother’s I’ve no doubt
it’s very pleasant indeed.” She spoke
as to Strether, but her face was turned with an intensity
of brightness to Madame de Vionnet, and there was
a moment during which, while she thus fronted her,
our friend expected to hear her add: “I’m
much obliged to you, I’m sure, for inviting
me there.” He guessed that for five seconds
these words were on the point of coming; he heard them
as clearly as if they had been spoken; but he presently
knew they had just failed knew it by a
glance, quick and fine, from Madame de Vionnet, which
told him that she too had felt them in the air, but
that the point had luckily not been made in any manner
requiring notice. This left her free to reply
only to what had been said.
“That the Boulevard Malesherbes
may be common ground for us offers me the best prospect
I see for the pleasure of meeting you again.”
“Oh I shall come to see you,
since you’ve been so good”: and Mrs.
Pocock looked her invader well in the eyes. The
flush in Sarah’s cheeks had by this time settled
to a small definite crimson spot that was not without
its own bravery; she held her head a good deal up,
and it came to Strether that of the two, at this moment,
she was the one who most carried out the idea of a
Countess. He quite took in, however, that she
would really return her visitor’s civility:
she wouldn’t report again at Woollett without
at least so much producible history as that in her
pocket.
“I want extremely to be able
to show you my little daughter.” Madame
de Vionnet went on; “and I should have brought
her with me if I hadn’t wished first to ask
your leave. I was in hopes I should perhaps find
Miss Pocock, of whose being with you I’ve heard
from Mr. Newsome and whose acquaintance I should so
much like my child to make. If I have the pleasure
of seeing her and you do permit it I shall venture
to ask her to be kind to Jeanne. Mr. Strether
will tell you” she beautifully kept
it up “that my poor girl is gentle
and good and rather lonely. They’ve made
friends, he and she, ever so happily, and he doesn’t,
I believe, think ill of her. As for Jeanne herself
he has had the same success with her that I know he
has had here wherever he has turned.” She
seemed to ask him for permission to say these things,
or seemed rather to take it, softly and happily, with
the ease of intimacy, for granted, and he had quite
the consciousness now that not to meet her at any
point more than halfway would be odiously, basely to
abandon her. Yes, he was with her, and,
opposed even in this covert, this semi-safe fashion
to those who were not, he felt, strangely and confusedly,
but excitedly, inspiringly, how much and how far.
It was as if he had positively waited in suspense
for something from her that would let him in deeper,
so that he might show her how he could take it.
And what did in fact come as she drew out a little
her farewell served sufficiently the purpose.
“As his success is a matter that I’m sure
he’ll never mention for himself, I feel, you
see, the less scruple; which it’s very good
of me to say, you know, by the way,” she added
as she addressed herself to him; “considering
how little direct advantage I’ve gained from
your triumphs with me. When does one ever
see you? I wait at home and I languish.
You’ll have rendered me the service, Mrs. Pocock,
at least,” she wound up, “of giving me
one of my much-too-rare glimpses of this gentleman.”
“I certainly should be sorry
to deprive you of anything that seems so much, as
you describe it, your natural due. Mr. Strether
and I are very old friends,” Sarah allowed,
“but the privilege of his society isn’t
a thing I shall quarrel about with any one.”
“And yet, dear Sarah,”
he freely broke in, “I feel, when I hear you
say that, that you don’t quite do justice to
the important truth of the extent to which as
you’re also mine I’m your natural
due. I should like much better,” he laughed,
“to see you fight for me.”
She met him, Mrs. Pocock, on this,
with an arrest of speech with a certain
breathlessness, as he immediately fancied, on the score
of a freedom for which she wasn’t quite prepared.
It had flared up for all the harm he had
intended by it because, confoundedly, he
didn’t want any more to be afraid about her
than he wanted to be afraid about Madame de Vionnet.
He had never, naturally, called her anything but
Sarah at home, and though he had perhaps never quite
so markedly invoked her as his “dear,”
that was somehow partly because no occasion had hitherto
laid so effective a trap for it. But something
admonished him now that it was too late unless
indeed it were possibly too early; and that he at
any rate shouldn’t have pleased Mrs. Pocock the
more by it. “Well, Mr. Strether !”
she murmured with vagueness, yet with sharpness, while
her crimson spot burned a trifle brighter and he was
aware that this must be for the present the limit of
her response. Madame de Vionnet had already,
however, come to his aid, and Waymarsh, as if for
further participation, moved again back to them.
It was true that the aid rendered by Madame de Vionnet
was questionable; it was a sign that, for all one
might confess to with her, and for all she might complain
of not enjoying, she could still insidiously show how
much of the material of conversation had accumulated
between them.
“The real truth is, you know,
that you sacrifice one without mercy to dear old Maria.
She leaves no room in your life for anybody else.
Do you know,” she enquired of Mrs. Pocock,
“about dear old Maria? The worst is that
Miss Gostrey is really a wonderful woman.”
“Oh yes indeed,” Strether
answered for her, “Mrs. Pocock knows about Miss
Gostrey. Your mother, Sarah, must have told you
about her; your mother knows everything,” he
sturdily pursued. “And I cordially admit,”
he added with his conscious gaiety of courage, “that
she’s as wonderful a woman as you like.”
“Ah it isn’t I who ‘like,’
dear Mr. Strether, anything to do with the matter!”
Sarah Pocock promptly protested; “and I’m
by no means sure I have from my mother
or from any one else a notion of whom you’re
talking about.”
“Well, he won’t let you
see her, you know,” Madame de Vionnet sympathetically
threw in. “He never lets me old
friends as we are: I mean as I am with Maria.
He reserves her for his best hours; keeps her consummately
to himself; only gives us others the crumbs of the
feast.”
“Well, Countess, I’ve
had some of the crumbs,” Waymarsh observed with
weight and covering her with his large look; which
led her to break in before he could go on.
“Comment donc, he
shares her with you?” she exclaimed in droll
stupefaction. “Take care you don’t
have, before you go much further, rather more of all
ces dames than you may know what to do with!”
But he only continued in his massive
way. “I can post you about the lady, Mrs.
Pocock, so far as you may care to hear. I’ve
seen her quite a number of times, and I was practically
present when they made acquaintance. I’ve
kept my eye on her right along, but I don’t know
as there’s any real harm in her.”
“’Harm’?”
Madame de Vionnet quickly echoed. “Why
she’s the dearest and cleverest of all the clever
and dear.”
“Well, you run her pretty close,
Countess,” Waymarsh returned with spirit; “though
there’s no doubt she’s pretty well up in
things. She knows her way round Europe.
Above all there’s no doubt she does love Strether.”
“Ah but we all do that we
all love Strether: it isn’t a merit!”
their fellow visitor laughed, keeping to her idea
with a good conscience at which our friend was aware
that he marvelled, though he trusted also for it,
as he met her exquisitely expressive eyes, to some
later light.
The prime effect of her tone, however and
it was a truth which his own eyes gave back to her
in sad ironic play could only be to make
him feel that, to say such things to a man in public,
a woman must practically think of him as ninety years
old. He had turned awkwardly, responsively red,
he knew, at her mention of Maria Gostrey; Sarah Pocock’s
presence the particular quality of it had
made this inevitable; and then he had grown still
redder in proportion as he hated to have shown anything
at all. He felt indeed that he was showing much,
as, uncomfortably and almost in pain, he offered up
his redness to Waymarsh, who, strangely enough, seemed
now to be looking at him with a certain explanatory
yearning. Something deep something
built on their old old relation passed,
in this complexity, between them; he got the side-wind
of a loyalty that stood behind all actual queer questions.
Waymarsh’s dry bare humour as it
gave itself to be taken gloomed out to
demand justice. “Well, if you talk of Miss
Barrace I’ve my chance too,” it appeared
stiffly to nod, and it granted that it was giving
him away, but struggled to add that it did so only
to save him. The sombre glow stared it at him
till it fairly sounded out “to save
you, poor old man, to save you; to save you in spite
of yourself.” Yet it was somehow just this
communication that showed him to himself as more than
ever lost. Still another result of it was to
put before him as never yet that between his comrade
and the interest represented by Sarah there was already
a basis. Beyond all question now, yes:
Waymarsh had been in occult relation with Mrs. Newsome out,
out it all came in the very effort of his face.
“Yes, you’re feeling my hand” he
as good as proclaimed it; “but only because this
at least I shall have got out of the damned Old
World: that I shall have picked up the pieces
into which it has caused you to crumble.”
It was as if in short, after an instant, Strether
had not only had it from him, but had recognised that
so far as this went the instant had cleared the air.
Our friend understood and approved; he had the sense
that they wouldn’t otherwise speak of it.
This would be all, and it would mark in himself a
kind of intelligent generosity. It was with grim
Sarah then Sarah grim for all her grace that
Waymarsh had begun at ten o’clock in the morning
to save him. Well if he could,
poor dear man, with his big bleak kindness!
The upshot of which crowded perception was that Strether,
on his own side, still showed no more than he absolutely
had to. He showed the least possible by saying
to Mrs. Pocock after an interval much briefer than
our glance at the picture reflected in him: “Oh
it’s as true as they please! There’s
no Miss Gostrey for any one but me not
the least little peep. I keep her to myself.”
“Well, it’s very good
of you to notify me,” Sarah replied without
looking at him and thrown for a moment by this discrimination,
as the direction of her eyes showed, upon a dimly
desperate little community with Madame de Vionnet.
“But I hope I shan’t miss her too much.”
Madame de Vionnet instantly rallied.
“And you know though it might occur
to one it isn’t in the least that
he’s ashamed of her. She’s really in
a way extremely good-looking.”
“Ah but extremely!” Strether
laughed while he wondered at the odd part he found
thus imposed on him.
It continued to be so by every touch
from Madame de Vionnet. “Well, as I say,
you know, I wish you would keep me a little more
to yourself. Couldn’t you name some day
for me, some hour and better soon than
late? I’ll be at home whenever it best
suits you. There I can’t say
fairer.”
Strether thought a moment while Waymarsh
and Mrs. Pocock affected him as standing attentive.
“I did lately call on you. Last week while
Chad was out of town.”
“Yes and I was away,
as it happened, too. You choose your moments
well. But don’t wait for my next absence,
for I shan’t make another,” Madame de
Vionnet declared, “while Mrs. Pocock’s
here.”
“That vow needn’t keep
you long, fortunately,” Sarah observed with
reasserted suavity. “I shall be at present
but a short time in Paris. I have my plans for
other countries. I meet a number of charming
friends” and her voice seemed to caress
that description of these persons.
“Ah then,” her visitor
cheerfully replied, “all the more reason!
To-morrow, for instance, or next day?” she continued
to Strether. “Tuesday would do for me beautifully.”
“Tuesday then with pleasure.”
“And at half-past five? or at six?”
It was ridiculous, but Mrs. Pocock
and Waymarsh struck him as fairly waiting for his
answer. It was indeed as if they were arranged,
gathered for a performance, the performance of “Europe”
by his confederate and himself. Well, the performance
could only go on. “Say five forty-five.”
“Five forty-five good.”
And now at last Madame de Vionnet must leave them,
though it carried, for herself, the performance a little
further. “I did hope so much also
to see Miss Pocock. Mayn’t I still?”
Sarah hesitated, but she rose equal.
“She’ll return your visit with me.
She’s at present out with Mr. Pocock and my
brother.”
“I see of course
Mr. Newsome has everything to show them. He has
told me so much about her. My great desire’s
to give my daughter the opportunity of making her
acquaintance. I’m always on the lookout
for such chances for her. If I didn’t
bring her to-day it was only to make sure first that
you’d let me.” After which the charming
woman risked a more intense appeal. “It
wouldn’t suit you also to mention some near
time, so that we shall be sure not to lose you?”
Strether on his side waited, for Sarah likewise had,
after all, to perform; and it occupied him to have
been thus reminded that she had stayed at home and
on her first morning of Paris while Chad
led the others forth. Oh she was up to her eyes;
if she had stayed at home she had stayed by an understanding,
arrived at the evening before, that Waymarsh would
come and find her alone. This was beginning
well for a first day in Paris; and the
thing might be amusing yet. But Madame de Vionnet’s
earnestness was meanwhile beautiful. “You
may think me indiscreet, but I’ve such
a desire my Jeanne shall know an American girl of the
really delightful kind. You see I throw myself
for it on your charity.”
The manner of this speech gave Strether
such a sense of depths below it and behind it as he
hadn’t yet had ministered in a way
that almost frightened him to his dim divinations
of reasons; but if Sarah still, in spite of it, faltered,
this was why he had time for a sign of sympathy with
her petitioner. “Let me say then, dear
lady, to back your plea, that Miss Mamie is of the
most delightful kind of all is charming
among the charming.”
Even Waymarsh, though with more to
produce on the subject, could get into motion in time.
“Yes, Countess, the American girl’s a
thing that your country must at least allow ours the
privilege to say we can show you. But her
full beauty is only for those who know how to make
use of her.”
“Ah then,” smiled Madame
de Vionnet, “that’s exactly what I want
to do. I’m sure she has much to teach us.”
It was wonderful, but what was scarce
less so was that Strether found himself, by the quick
effect of it, moved another way. “Oh that
may be! But don’t speak of your own exquisite
daughter, you know, as if she weren’t pure perfection.
I at least won’t take that from you. Mademoiselle
de Vionnet,” he explained, in considerable form,
to Mrs. Pocock, “Is pure perfection.
Mademoiselle de Vionnet is exquisite.”
It had been perhaps a little portentous,
but “Ah?” Sarah simply glittered.
Waymarsh himself, for that matter,
apparently recognised, in respect to the facts, the
need of a larger justice, and he had with it an inclination
to Sarah. “Miss Jane’s strikingly
handsome in the regular French style.”
It somehow made both Strether and
Madame de Vionnet laugh out, though at the very moment
he caught in Sarah’s eyes, as glancing at the
speaker, a vague but unmistakeable “You too?”
It made Waymarsh in fact look consciously over her
head. Madame de Vionnet meanwhile, however,
made her point in her own way. “I wish
indeed I could offer you my poor child as a dazzling
attraction: it would make one’s position
simple enough! She’s as good as she can
be, but of course she’s different, and the question
is now in the light of the way things seem
to go if she isn’t after all too
different: too different I mean from the splendid
type every one is so agreed that your wonderful country
produces. On the other hand of course Mr. Newsome,
who knows it so well, has, as a good friend, dear
kind man that he is, done everything he can to
keep us from fatal benightedness for my
small shy creature. Well,” she wound up
after Mrs. Pocock had signified, in a murmur still
a little stiff, that she would speak to her own young
charge on the question “well, we
shall sit, my child and I, and wait and wait and wait
for you.” But her last fine turn was for
Strether. “Do speak of us in such a way !”
“As that something can’t
but come of it? Oh something shall come
of it! I take a great interest!” he further
declared; and in proof of it, the next moment, he
had gone with her down to her carriage.