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“The difficulty is,” Strether
said to Madame de Vionnet a couple of days later,
“that I can’t surprise them into the smallest
sign of his not being the same old Chad they’ve
been for the last three years glowering at across
the sea. They simply won’t give any, and
as a policy, you know what you call a parti
pris, a deep game that’s positively
remarkable.”
It was so remarkable that our friend
had pulled up before his hostess with the vision of
it; he had risen from his chair at the end of ten
minutes and begun, as a help not to worry, to move
about before her quite as he moved before Maria.
He had kept his appointment with her to the minute
and had been intensely impatient, though divided in
truth between the sense of having everything to tell
her and the sense of having nothing at all.
The short interval had, in the face of their complication,
multiplied his impressions it being meanwhile
to be noted, moreover, that he already frankly, already
almost publicly, viewed the complication as common
to them. If Madame de Vionnet, under Sarah’s
eyes, had pulled him into her boat, there was by this
time no doubt whatever that he had remained in it
and that what he had really most been conscious of
for many hours together was the movement of the vessel
itself. They were in it together this moment
as they hadn’t yet been, and he hadn’t
at present uttered the least of the words of alarm
or remonstrance that had died on his lips at the hotel.
He had other things to say to her than that she had
put him in a position; so quickly had his position
grown to affect him as quite excitingly, altogether
richly, inevitable. That the outlook, however given
the point of exposure hadn’t cleared
up half so much as he had reckoned was the first warning
she received from him on his arrival. She had
replied with indulgence that he was in too great a
hurry, and had remarked soothingly that if she knew
how to be patient surely he might be. He
felt her presence, on the spot, he felt her tone and
everything about her, as an aid to that effort; and
it was perhaps one of the proofs of her success with
him that he seemed so much to take his ease while
they talked. By the time he had explained to her
why his impressions, though multiplied, still baffled
him, it was as if he had been familiarly talking for
hours. They baffled him because Sarah well,
Sarah was deep, deeper than she had ever yet had a
chance to show herself. He didn’t say that
this was partly the effect of her opening so straight
down, as it were, into her mother, and that, given
Mrs. Newsome’s profundity, the shaft thus sunk
might well have a reach; but he wasn’t without
a resigned apprehension that, at such a rate of confidence
between the two women, he was likely soon to be moved
to show how already, at moments, it had been for him
as if he were dealing directly with Mrs. Newsome.
Sarah, to a certainty, would have begun herself to
feel it in him and this naturally put it
in her power to torment him the more. From the
moment she knew he could be tormented !
“But why can you be?” his
companion was surprised at his use of the word.
“Because I’m made so I think
of everything.”
“Ah one must never do that,”
she smiled. “One must think of as few
things as possible.”
“Then,” he answered, “one
must pick them out right. But all I mean is for
I express myself with violence that she’s
in a position to watch me. There’s an
element of suspense for me, and she can see me wriggle.
But my wriggling doesn’t matter,” he pursued.
“I can bear it. Besides, I shall wriggle
out.”
The picture at any rate stirred in
her an appreciation that he felt to be sincere.
“I don’t see how a man can be kinder to
a woman than you are to me.”
Well, kind was what he wanted to be;
yet even while her charming eyes rested on him with
the truth of this he none the less had his humour of
honesty. “When I say suspense I mean, you
know,” he laughed, “suspense about my
own case too!”
“Oh yes about your
own case too!” It diminished his magnanimity,
but she only looked at him the more tenderly.
“Not, however,” he went
on, “that I want to talk to you about that.
It’s my own little affair, and I mentioned it
simply as part of Mrs. Pocock’s advantage.”
No, no; though there was a queer present temptation
in it, and his suspense was so real that to fidget
was a relief, he wouldn’t talk to her about
Mrs. Newsome, wouldn’t work off on her the anxiety
produced in him by Sarah’s calculated omissions
of reference. The effect she produced of representing
her mother had been produced and that was
just the immense, the uncanny part of it without
her having so much as mentioned that lady. She
had brought no message, had alluded to no question,
had only answered his enquiries with hopeless limited
propriety. She had invented a way of meeting
them as if he had been a polite perfunctory
poor relation, of distant degree that made
them almost ridiculous in him. He couldn’t
moreover on his own side ask much without appearing
to publish how he had lately lacked news; a circumstance
of which it was Sarah’s profound policy not
to betray a suspicion. These things, all the
same, he wouldn’t breathe to Madame de Vionnet much
as they might make him walk up and down. And
what he didn’t say as well as what
she didn’t, for she had also her high decencies enhanced
the effect of his being there with her at the end
of ten minutes more intimately on the basis of saving
her than he had yet had occasion to be. It ended
in fact by being quite beautiful between them, the
number of things they had a manifest consciousness
of not saying. He would have liked to turn her,
critically, to the subject of Mrs. Pocock, but he
so stuck to the line he felt to be the point of honour
and of delicacy that he scarce even asked her what
her personal impression had been. He knew it,
for that matter, without putting her to trouble:
that she wondered how, with such elements, Sarah could
still have no charm, was one of the principal things
she held her tongue about. Strether would have
been interested in her estimate of the elements indubitably
there, some of them, and to be appraised according
to taste but he denied himself even the
luxury of this diversion. The way Madame de
Vionnet affected him to-day was in itself a kind of
demonstration of the happy employment of gifts.
How could a woman think Sarah had charm who struck
one as having arrived at it herself by such different
roads? On the other hand of course Sarah wasn’t
obliged to have it. He felt as if somehow Madame
de Vionnet was. The great question meanwhile
was what Chad thought of his sister; which was naturally
ushered in by that of Sarah’s apprehension of
Chad. That they could talk of, and with
a freedom purchased by their discretion in other senses.
The difficulty however was that they were reduced
as yet to conjecture. He had given them in the
day or two as little of a lead as Sarah, and Madame
de Vionnet mentioned that she hadn’t seen him
since his sister’s arrival.
“And does that strike you as such an age?”
She met it in all honesty. “Oh
I won’t pretend I don’t miss him.
Sometimes I see him every day. Our friendship’s
like that. Make what you will of it!”
she whimsically smiled; a little flicker of the kind,
occasional in her, that had more than once moved him
to wonder what he might best make of her.
“But he’s perfectly right,” she
hastened to add, “and I wouldn’t have
him fail in any way at present for the world.
I’d sooner not see him for three months.
I begged him to be beautiful to them, and he fully
feels it for himself.”
Strether turned away under his quick
perception; she was so odd a mixture of lucidity and
mystery. She fell in at moments with the theory
about her he most cherished, and she seemed at others
to blow it into air. She spoke now as if her
art were all an innocence, and then again as if her
innocence were all an art. “Oh he’s
giving himself up, and he’ll do so to the end.
How can he but want, now that it’s within reach,
his full impression? which is much more
important, you know, than either yours or mine.
But he’s just soaking,” Strether said
as he came back; “he’s going in conscientiously
for a saturation. I’m bound to say he
is very good.”
“Ah,” she quietly replied,
“to whom do you say it?” And then more
quietly still: “He’s capable of anything.”
Strether more than reaffirmed “Oh
he’s excellent. I more and more like,”
he insisted, “to see him with them;” though
the oddity of this tone between them grew sharper
for him even while they spoke. It placed the
young man so before them as the result of her interest
and the product of her genius, acknowledged so her
part in the phenomenon and made the phenomenon so
rare, that more than ever yet he might have been on
the very point of asking her for some more detailed
account of the whole business than he had yet received
from her. The occasion almost forced upon him
some question as to how she had managed and as to the
appearance such miracles presented from her own singularly
close place of survey. The moment in fact however
passed, giving way to more present history, and he
continued simply to mark his appreciation of the happy
truth. “It’s a tremendous comfort
to feel how one can trust him.” And then
again while for a little she said nothing as
if after all to her trust there might be a special
limit: “I mean for making a good show
to them.”
“Yes,” she thoughtfully
returned “but if they shut their eyes
to it!”
Strether for an instant had his own
thought. “Well perhaps that won’t
matter!”
“You mean because he probably do
what they will won’t like them?”
“Oh ’do what they will’ !
They won’t do much; especially if Sarah hasn’t
more well, more than one has yet made out to
give.”
Madame de Vionnet weighed it.
“Ah she has all her grace!” It was a
statement over which, for a little, they could look
at each other sufficiently straight, and though it
produced no protest from Strether the effect was somehow
as if he had treated it as a joke. “She
may be persuasive and caressing with him; she may
be eloquent beyond words. She may get hold of
him,” she wound up “well, as
neither you nor I have.”
“Yes, she may” and
now Strether smiled. “But he has spent
all his time each day with Jim. He’s still
showing Jim round.”
She visibly wondered. “Then how about
Jim?”
Strether took a turn before he answered.
“Hasn’t he given you Jim? Hasn’t
he before this ‘done’ him for you?”
He was a little at a loss. “Doesn’t
he tell you things?”
She hesitated. “No” and
their eyes once more gave and took. “Not
as you do. You somehow make me see them or
at least feel them. And I haven’t asked
too much,” she added; “I’ve of late
wanted so not to worry him.”
“Ah for that, so have I,”
he said with encouraging assent; so that as
if she had answered everything they were
briefly sociable on it. It threw him back on
his other thought, with which he took another turn;
stopping again, however, presently with something of
a glow. “You see Jim’s really immense.
I think it will be Jim who’ll do it.”
She wondered. “Get hold of him?”
“No just the other
thing. Counteract Sarah’s spell.”
And he showed now, our friend, how far he had worked
it out. “Jim’s intensely cynical.”
“Oh dear Jim!” Madame de Vionnet vaguely
smiled.
“Yes, literally dear
Jim! He’s awful. What he wants,
heaven forgive him, is to help us.”
“You mean” she was eager “help
me?”
“Well, Chad and me in the first
place. But he throws you in too, though without
as yet seeing you much. Only, so far as he does
see you if you don’t mind he
sees you as awful.”
“’Awful’?” she
wanted it all.
“A regular bad one though
of course of a tremendously superior kind. Dreadful,
delightful, irresistible.”
“Ah dear Jim! I should like to know him.
I must.”
“Yes, naturally. But will
it do? You may, you know,” Strether suggested,
“disappoint him.”
She was droll and humble about it.
“I can but try. But my wickedness then,”
she went on, “is my recommendation for him?”
“Your wickedness and the charms
with which, in such a degree as yours, he associates
it. He understands, you see, that Chad and I
have above all wanted to have a good time, and his
view is simple and sharp. Nothing will persuade
him in the light, that is, of my behaviour that
I really didn’t, quite as much as Chad, come
over to have one before it was too late. He
wouldn’t have expected it of me; but men of my
age, at Woollett and especially the least
likely ones have been noted as liable to
strange outbreaks, belated uncanny clutches at the
unusual, the ideal. It’s an effect that
a lifetime of Woollett has quite been observed as
having; and I thus give it to you, in Jim’s view,
for what it’s worth. Now his wife and
his mother-in-law,” Strether continued to explain,
“have, as in honour bound, no patience with such
phenomena, late or early which puts Jim,
as against his relatives, on the other side.
Besides,” he added, “I don’t think
he really wants Chad back. If Chad doesn’t
come ”
“He’ll have” Madame
de Vionnet quite apprehended “more
of the free hand?”
“Well, Chad’s the bigger man.”
“So he’ll work now, en dessous,
to keep him quiet?”
“No he won’t
‘work’ at all, and he won’t do anything
en dessous. He’s very decent
and won’t be a traitor in the camp. But
he’ll be amused with his own little view of
our duplicity, he’ll sniff up what he supposes
to be Paris from morning till night, and he’ll
be, as to the rest, for Chad well, just
what he is.”
She thought it over. “A warning?”
He met it almost with glee.
“You are as wonderful as everybody says!”
And then to explain all he meant: “I drove
him about for his first hour, and do you know what all
beautifully unconscious he most put before
me? Why that something like that is at bottom,
as an improvement to his present state, as in fact
the real redemption of it, what they think it may
not be too late to make of our friend.”
With which, as, taking it in, she seemed, in her recurrent
alarm, bravely to gaze at the possibility, he completed
his statement. “But it is too late.
Thanks to you!”
It drew from her again one of her
indefinite réflexions. “Oh ’me’ after
all!”
He stood before her so exhilarated
by his demonstration that he could fairly be jocular.
“Everything’s comparative. You’re
better than that.”
“You” she could
but answer him “are better than anything.”
But she had another thought. “Will
Mrs. Pocock come to me?”
“Oh yes she’ll
do that. As soon, that is, as my friend Waymarsh her
friend now leaves her leisure.”
She showed an interest. “Is
he so much her friend as that?”
“Why, didn’t you see it all at the hotel?”
“Oh” she was
amused “‘all’ is a good
deal to say. I don’t know I
forget. I lost myself in her.”
“You were splendid,” Strether
returned “but ‘all’ isn’t
a good deal to say: it’s only a little.
Yet it’s charming so far as it goes. She
wants a man to herself.”
“And hasn’t she got you?”
“Do you think she looked at
me or even at you as if she had?”
Strether easily dismissed that irony. “Every
one, you see, must strike her as having somebody.
You’ve got Chad and Chad has got
you.”
“I see” she
made of it what she could. “And you’ve
got Maria.”
Well, he on his side accepted that.
“I’ve got Maria. And Maria has
got me. So it goes.”
“But Mr. Jim whom has he got?”
“Oh he has got or it’s as if
he had the whole place.”
“But for Mr. Waymarsh” she
recalled “isn’t Miss Barrace
before any one else?”
He shook his head. “Miss
Barrace is a raffinee, and her amusement won’t
lose by Mrs. Pocock. It will gain rather especially
if Sarah triumphs and she comes in for a view of it.”
“How well you know us!”
Madame de Vionnet, at this, frankly sighed.
“No it seems to me
it’s we that I know. I know Sarah it’s
perhaps on that ground only that my feet are firm.
Waymarsh will take her round while Chad takes Jim and
I shall be, I assure you delighted for both of them.
Sarah will have had what she requires she
will have paid her tribute to the ideal; and he will
have done about the same. In Paris it’s
in the air so what can one do less?
If there’s a point that, beyond any other,
Sarah wants to make, it’s that she didn’t
come out to be narrow. We shall feel at least
that.”
“Oh,” she sighed, “the
quantity we seem likely to ‘feel’!
But what becomes, in these conditions, of the girl?”
“Of Mamie if we’re
all provided? Ah for that,” said Strether,
“you can trust Chad.”
“To be, you mean, all right to her?”
“To pay her every attention
as soon as he has polished off Jim. He wants
what Jim can give him and what Jim really
won’t though he has had it all, and
more than all, from me. He wants in short his
own personal impression, and he’ll get it strong.
But as soon as he has got it Mamie won’t suffer.”
“Oh Mamie mustn’t suffer!”
Madame de Vionnet soothingly emphasised.
But Strether could reassure her.
“Don’t fear. As soon as he has done
with Jim, Jim will fall to me. And then you’ll
see.”
It was as if in a moment she saw already;
yet she still waited. Then “Is she really
quite charming?” she asked.
He had got up with his last words
and gathered in his hat and gloves. “I
don’t know; I’m watching. I’m
studying the case, as it were and I dare
say I shall be able to tell you.”
She wondered. “Is it a case?”
“Yes I think so. At any rate
I shall see.’
“But haven’t you known her before?”
“Yes,” he smiled “but
somehow at home she wasn’t a case. She has
become one since.” It was as if he made
it out for himself. “She has become one
here.”
“So very very soon?”
He measured it, laughing. “Not sooner
than I did.”
“And you became one ?”
“Very very soon. The day I arrived.”
Her intelligent eyes showed her thought
of it. “Ah but the day you arrived you
met Maria. Whom has Miss Pocock met?”
He paused again, but he brought it out. “Hasn’t
she met Chad?”
“Certainly but not
for the first time. He’s an old friend.”
At which Strether had a slow amused significant headshake
that made her go on: “You mean that for
her at least he’s a new person that
she sees him as different?”
“She sees him as different.”
“And how does she see him?”
Strether gave it up. “How
can one tell how a deep little girl sees a deep young
man?”
“Is every one so deep? Is she too?”
“So it strikes me deeper than
I thought. But wait a little between
us we’ll make it out. You’ll judge
for that matter yourself.”
Madame de Vionnet looked for the moment
fairly bent on the chance. “Then she will
come with her? I mean Mamie with Mrs. Pocock?”
“Certainly. Her curiosity,
if nothing else, will in any case work that.
But leave it all to Chad.”
“Ah,” wailed Madame de
Vionnet, turning away a little wearily, “the
things I leave to Chad!”
The tone of it made him look at her
with a kindness that showed his vision of her suspense.
But he fell back on his confidence. “Oh
well trust him. Trust him all the
way.” He had indeed no sooner so spoken
than the queer displacement of his point of view appeared
again to come up for him in the very sound, which
drew from him a short laugh, immediately checked.
He became still more advisory. “When they
do come give them plenty of Miss Jeanne. Let
Mamie see her well.”
She looked for a moment as if she
placed them face to face. “For Mamie to
hate her?”
He had another of his corrective headshakes.
“Mamie won’t. Trust them.”
She looked at him hard, and then as
if it were what she must always come back to:
“It’s you I trust. But I was sincere,”
she said, “at the hotel. I did, I do,
want my child ”
“Well?” Strether
waited with deference while she appeared to hesitate
as to how to put it.
“Well, to do what she can for me.”
Strether for a little met her eyes
on it; after which something that might have been
unexpected to her came from him. “Poor
little duck!”
Not more expected for himself indeed
might well have been her echo of it. “Poor
little duck! But she immensely wants herself,”
she said, “to see our friend’s cousin.”
“Is that what she thinks her?”
“It’s what we call the young lady.”
He thought again; then with a laugh:
“Well, your daughter will help you.”
And now at last he took leave of her,
as he had been intending for five minutes. But
she went part of the way with him, accompanying him
out of the room and into the next and the next.
Her noble old apartment offered a succession of three,
the first two of which indeed, on entering, smaller
than the last, but each with its faded and formal
air, enlarged the office of the antechamber and enriched
the sense of approach. Strether fancied them,
liked them, and, passing through them with her more
slowly now, met a sharp renewal of his original impression.
He stopped, he looked back; the whole thing made a
vista, which he found high melancholy and sweet full,
once more, of dim historic shades, of the faint faraway
cannon-roar of the great Empire. It was doubtless
half the projection of his mind, but his mind was a
thing that, among old waxed parquets, pale
shades of pink and green, pseudo-classic candelabra,
he had always needfully to reckon with. They
could easily make him irrelevant. The oddity,
the originality, the poetry he didn’t
know what to call it of Chad’s connexion
reaffirmed for him its romantic side. “They
ought to see this, you know. They must.”
“The Pococks?” she
looked about in deprecation; she seemed to see gaps
he didn’t.
“Mamie and Sarah Mamie in particular.”
“My shabby old place? But their things !”
“Oh their things! You were talking of
what will do something for you ”
“So that it strikes you,”
she broke in, “that my poor place may? Oh,”
she ruefully mused, “that would be desperate!”
“Do you know what I wish?”
he went on. “I wish Mrs. Newsome herself
could have a look.”
She stared, missing a little his logic.
“It would make a difference?”
Her tone was so earnest that as he
continued to look about he laughed. “It
might!”
“But you’ve told her, you tell me ”
“All about you? Yes, a
wonderful story. But there’s all the indescribable what
one gets only on the spot.”
“Thank you!” she charmingly and sadly
smiled.
“It’s all about me here,”
he freely continued. “Mrs. Newsome feels
things.”
But she seemed doomed always to come
back to doubt. “No one feels so much as
you. No not any one.”
“So much the worse then for every one.
It’s very easy.”
They were by this time in the antechamber,
still alone together, as she hadn’t rung for
a servant. The antechamber was high and square,
grave and suggestive too, a little cold and slippery
even in summer, and with a few old prints that were
precious, Strether divined, on the walls. He
stood in the middle, slightly lingering, vaguely directing
his glasses, while, leaning against the door-post
of the room, she gently pressed her cheek to the side
of the recess. “You would have been
a friend.”
“I?” it startled him a little.
“For the reason you say.
You’re not stupid.” And then abruptly,
as if bringing it out were somehow founded on that
fact: “We’re marrying Jeanne.”
It affected him on the spot as a move
in a game, and he was even then not without the sense
that that wasn’t the way Jeanne should be married.
But he quickly showed his interest, though as
quickly afterwards struck him with an absurd
confusion of mind. “‘You’?
You and a not Chad?”
Of course it was the child’s father who made
the ‘we,’ but to the child’s father
it would have cost him an effort to allude.
Yet didn’t it seem the next minute that Monsieur
de Vionnet was after all not in question? since
she had gone on to say that it was indeed to Chad
she referred and that he had been in the whole matter
kindness itself.
“If I must tell you all, it
is he himself who has put us in the way. I mean
in the way of an opportunity that, so far as I can
yet see, is all I could possibly have dreamed of.
For all the trouble Monsieur de Vionnet will ever
take!” It was the first time she had spoken
to him of her husband, and he couldn’t have
expressed how much more intimate with her it suddenly
made him feel. It wasn’t much, in truth there
were other things in what she was saying that were
far more; but it was as if, while they stood there
together so easily in these cold chambers of the past,
the single touch had shown the reach of her confidence.
“But our friend,” she asked, “hasn’t
then told you?”
“He has told me nothing.”
“Well, it has come with rather
a rush all in a very few days; and hasn’t
moreover yet taken a form that permits an announcement.
It’s only for you absolutely you
alone that I speak; I so want you to know.”
The sense he had so often had, since the first hour
of his disembarkment, of being further and further
“in,” treated him again at this moment
to another twinge; but in this wonderful way of her
putting him in there continued to be something exquisitely
remorseless. “Monsieur de Vionnet will
accept what he must accept. He has proposed
half a dozen things each one more impossible
than the other; and he wouldn’t have found this
if he lives to a hundred. Chad found it,”
she continued with her lighted, faintly flushed, her
conscious confidential face, “in the quietest
way in the world. Or rather it found him for
everything finds him; I mean finds him right.
You’ll think we do such things strangely but
at my age,” she smiled, “one has to accept
one’s conditions. Our young man’s
people had seen her; one of his sisters, a charming
woman we know all about them had
observed her somewhere with me. She had spoken
to her brother turned him on; and we were
again observed, poor Jeanne and I, without our in
the least knowing it. It was at the beginning
of the winter; it went on for some time; it outlasted
our absence; it began again on our return; and it luckily
seems all right. The young man had met Chad,
and he got a friend to approach him as
having a decent interest in us. Mr. Newsome looked
well before he leaped; he kept beautifully quiet and
satisfied himself fully; then only he spoke.
It’s what has for some time past occupied us.
It seems as if it were what would do; really, really
all one could wish. There are only two or three
points to be settled they depend on her
father. But this time I think we’re safe.”
Strether, consciously gaping a little,
had fairly hung upon her lips. “I hope
so with all my heart.” And then he permitted
himself: “Does nothing depend on her?”
“Ah naturally; everything did.
But she’s pleased comme tout. She
has been perfectly free; and he our young
friend is really a combination. I
quite adore him.”
Strether just made sure. “You
mean your future son-in-law?”
“Future if we all bring it off.”
“Ah well,” said Strether
decorously, “I heartily hope you may.”
There seemed little else for him to say, though her
communication had the oddest effect on him.
Vaguely and confusedly he was troubled by it; feeling
as if he had even himself been concerned in something
deep and dim. He had allowed for depths, but
these were greater: and it was as if, oppressively indeed
absurdly he was responsible for what they
had now thrown up to the surface. It was through
something ancient and cold in it what he
would have called the real thing. In short his
hostess’s news, though he couldn’t have
explained why, was a sensible shock, and his oppression
a weight he felt he must somehow or other immediately
get rid of. There were too many connexions missing
to make it tolerable he should do anything else.
He was prepared to suffer before his own
inner tribunal for Chad; he was prepared
to suffer even for Madame de Vionnet. But he
wasn’t prepared to suffer for the little girl
So now having said the proper thing, he wanted to
get away. She held him an instant, however, with
another appeal.
“Do I seem to you very awful?”
“Awful? Why so?”
But he called it to himself, even as he spoke, his
biggest insincerity yet.
“Our arrangements are so different from yours.”
“Mine?” Oh he could dismiss that too!
“I haven’t any arrangements.”
“Then you must accept mine;
all the more that they’re excellent. They’re
founded on a vieille sagesse. There
will be much more, if all goes well, for you to hear
and to know, and everything, believe me, for you to
like. Don’t be afraid; you’ll be
satisfied.” Thus she could talk to him
of what, of her innermost life for that
was what it came to he must “accept”;
thus she could extraordinarily speak as if in such
an affair his being satisfied had an importance.
It was all a wonder and made the whole case larger.
He had struck himself at the hotel, before Sarah
and Waymarsh, as being in her boat; but where on earth
was he now? This question was in the air till
her own lips quenched it with another. “And
do you suppose he who loves her so would
do anything reckless or cruel?”
He wondered what he supposed. “Do you
mean your young man ?”
“I mean yours. I mean
Mr. Newsome.” It flashed for Strether the
next moment a finer light, and the light deepened
as she went on. “He takes, thank God, the
truest tenderest interest in her.”
It deepened indeed. “Oh I’m sure
of that!”
“You were talking,” she
said, “about one’s trusting him.
You see then how I do.”
He waited a moment it all
came. “I see I see.”
He felt he really did see.
“He wouldn’t hurt her
for the world, nor assuming she marries
at all risk anything that might make against
her happiness. And willingly, at least he
would never hurt me.”
Her face, with what he had by this
time grasped, told him more than her words; whether
something had come into it, or whether he only read
clearer, her whole story what at least he
then took for such reached out to him from
it. With the initiative she now attributed to
Chad it all made a sense, and this sense a
light, a lead, was what had abruptly risen before
him. He wanted, once more, to get off with these
things; which was at last made easy, a servant having,
for his assistance, on hearing voices in the hall,
just come forward. All that Strether had made
out was, while the man opened the door and impersonally
waited, summed up in his last word. “I
don’t think, you know, Chad will tell me anything.”
“No perhaps not yet.”
“And I won’t as yet speak to him.”
“Ah that’s as you’ll think best.
You must judge.”
She had finally given him her hand,
which he held a moment. “How much
I have to judge!”
“Everything,” said Madame
de Vionnet: a remark that was indeed with
the refined disguised suppressed passion of her face what
he most carried away.
II-
So far as a direct approach was concerned
Sarah had neglected him, for the week now about to
end, with a civil consistency of chill that, giving
him a higher idea of her social resource, threw him
back on the general reflexion that a woman could always
be amazing. It indeed helped a little to console
him that he felt sure she had for the same period
also left Chad’s curiosity hanging; though on
the other hand, for his personal relief, Chad could
at least go through the various motions and
he made them extraordinarily numerous of
seeing she had a good time. There wasn’t
a motion on which, in her presence, poor Strether
could so much as venture, and all he could do when
he was out of it was to walk over for a talk with
Maria. He walked over of course much less than
usual, but he found a special compensation in a certain
half-hour during which, toward the close of a crowded
empty expensive day, his several companions seemed
to him so disposed of as to give his forms and usages
a rest. He had been with them in the morning
and had nevertheless called on the Pococks in the
afternoon; but their whole group, he then found, had
dispersed after a fashion of which it would amuse
Miss Gostrey to hear. He was sorry again, gratefully
sorry she was so out of it she who had
really put him in; but she had fortunately always
her appetite for news. The pure flame of the
disinterested burned in her cave of treasures as a
lamp in a Byzantine vault. It was just now,
as happened, that for so fine a sense as hers a near
view would have begun to pay. Within three days,
precisely, the situation on which he was to report
had shown signs of an equilibrium; the effect of his
look in at the hotel was to confirm this appearance.
If the equilibrium might only prevail! Sarah was
out with Waymarsh, Mamie was out with Chad, and Jim
was out alone. Later on indeed he himself was
booked to Jim, was to take him that evening to the
Varieties which Strether was careful to
pronounce as Jim pronounced them.
Miss Gostrey drank it in. “What
then to-night do the others do?”
“Well, it has been arranged.
Waymarsh takes Sarah to dine at Bignons.”
She wondered. “And what
do they do after? They can’t come straight
home.”
“No, they can’t come straight
home at least Sarah can’t. It’s
their secret, but I think I’ve guessed it.”
Then as she waited: “The circus.”
It made her stare a moment longer,
then laugh almost to extravagance. “There’s
no one like you!”
“Like me?” he only wanted
to understand.
“Like all of you together like
all of us: Woollett, Milrose and their products.
We’re abysmal but may we never be
less so! Mr. Newsome,” she continued, “meanwhile
takes Miss Pocock ?”
“Precisely to the
Francais: to see what you took Waymarsh and me
to, a family-bill.”
“Ah then may Mr. Chad enjoy
it as I did!” But she saw so much in things.
“Do they spend their evenings, your young people,
like that, alone together?”
“Well, they’re young people but
they’re old friends.”
“I see, I see. And do they dine for
a difference at Brebant’s?”
“Oh where they dine is their
secret too. But I’ve my idea that it will
be, very quietly, at Chad’s own place.”
“She’ll come to him there alone?”
They looked at each other a moment.
“He has known her from a child. Besides,”
said Strether with emphasis, “Mamie’s remarkable.
She’s splendid.”
She wondered. “Do you mean she expects
to bring it off?”
“Getting hold of him? No I
think not.”
“She doesn’t want him
enough? or doesn’t believe in her
power?” On which as he said nothing she continued:
“She finds she doesn’t care for him?”
“No I think she finds
she does. But that’s what I mean by so
describing her. It’s if she does that
she’s splendid. But we’ll see,”
he wound up, “where she comes out.”
“You seem to show me sufficiently,”
Miss Gostrey laughed, “where she goes in!
But is her childhood’s friend,” she asked,
“permitting himself recklessly to flirt with
her?”
“No not that.
Chad’s also splendid. They’re all
splendid!” he declared with a sudden strange
sound of wistfulness and envy. “They’re
at least happy.”
“Happy?” it
appeared, with their various difficulties, to surprise
her.
“Well I seem to myself
among them the only one who isn’t.”
She demurred. “With your constant tribute
to the ideal?”
He had a laugh at his tribute to the
ideal, but he explained after a moment his impression.
“I mean they’re living. They’re
rushing about. I’ve already had my rushing.
I’m waiting.”
“But aren’t you,”
she asked by way of cheer, “waiting with me?”
He looked at her in all kindness.
“Yes if it weren’t for that!”
“And you help me to wait,”
she said. “However,” she went on,
“I’ve really something for you that will
help you to wait and which you shall have in a minute.
Only there’s something more I want from you
first. I revel in Sarah.”
“So do I. If it weren’t,”
he again amusedly sighed, “for that !”
“Well, you owe more to women
than any man I ever saw. We do seem to keep
you going. Yet Sarah, as I see her, must be great.”
“She is” Strether
fully assented: “great! Whatever
happens, she won’t, with these unforgettable
days, have lived in vain.”
Miss Gostrey had a pause. “You
mean she has fallen in love?”
“I mean she wonders if she hasn’t and
it serves all her purpose.”
“It has indeed,” Maria
laughed, “served women’s purposes before!”
“Yes for giving in.
But I doubt if the idea as an idea has
ever up to now answered so well for holding out.
That’s her tribute to the ideal we
each have our own. It’s her romance and
it seems to me better on the whole than mine.
To have it in Paris too,” he explained “on
this classic ground, in this charged infectious air,
with so sudden an intensity: well, it’s
more than she expected. She has had in short
to recognise the breaking out for her of a real affinity and
with everything to enhance the drama.”
Miss Gostrey followed. “Jim for instance?”
“Jim. Jim hugely enhances.
Jim was made to enhance. And then Mr. Waymarsh.
It’s the crowning touch it supplies
the colour. He’s positively separated.”
“And she herself unfortunately
isn’t that supplies the colour too.”
Miss Gostrey was all there. But somehow !
“Is he in love?”
Strether looked at her a long time;
then looked all about the room; then came a little
nearer. “Will you never tell any one in
the world as long as ever you live?”
“Never.” It was charming.
“He thinks Sarah really is.
But he has no fear,” Strether hastened to add.
“Of her being affected by it?”
“Of his being. He
likes it, but he knows she can hold out. He’s
helping her, he’s floating her over, by kindness.”
Maria rather funnily considered it.
“Floating her over in champagne? The kindness
of dining her, nose to nose, at the hour when all Paris
is crowding to profane delights, and in the well,
in the great temple, as one hears of it, of pleasure?”
“That’s just it,
for both of them,” Strether insisted “and
all of a supreme innocence. The Parisian place,
the feverish hour, the putting before her of a hundred
francs’ worth of food and drink, which they’ll
scarcely touch all that’s the dear
man’s own romance; the expensive kind, expensive
in francs and centimes, in which he abounds.
And the circus afterwards which is cheaper,
but which he’ll find some means of making as
dear as possible that’s also his
tribute to the ideal. It does for him.
He’ll see her through. They won’t
talk of anything worse than you and me.”
“Well, we’re bad enough
perhaps, thank heaven,” she laughed, “to
upset them! Mr. Waymarsh at any rate is a hideous
old coquette.” And the next moment she
had dropped everything for a different pursuit.
“What you don’t appear to know is that
Jeanne de Vionnet has become engaged. She’s
to marry it has been definitely arranged young
Monsieur de Montbron.”
He fairly blushed. “Then if
you know it it’s ’out’?”
“Don’t I often know things
that are not out? However,” she said,
“this will be out to-morrow. But I see
I’ve counted too much on your possible ignorance.
You’ve been before me, and I don’t make
you jump as I hoped.”
He gave a gasp at her insight.
“You never fail! I’ve had my
jump. I had it when I first heard.”
“Then if you knew why didn’t
you tell me as soon as you came in?”
“Because I had it from her as
a thing not yet to be spoken of.”
Miss Gostrey wondered. “From Madame de
Vionnet herself?”
“As a probability not
quite a certainty: a good cause in which Chad
has been working. So I’ve waited.”
“You need wait no longer,”
she returned. “It reached me yesterday roundabout
and accidental, but by a person who had had it from
one of the young man’s own people as
a thing quite settled. I was only keeping it
for you.”
“You thought Chad wouldn’t have told me?”
She hesitated. “Well, if he hasn’t ”
“He hasn’t. And
yet the thing appears to have been practically his
doing. So there we are.”
“There we are!” Maria candidly echoed.
“That’s why I jumped.
I jumped,” he continued to explain, “because
it means, this disposition of the daughter, that there’s
now nothing else: nothing else but him and the
mother.”
“Still it simplifies.”
“It simplifies” he
fully concurred. “But that’s precisely
where we are. It marks a stage in his relation.
The act is his answer to Mrs. Newsome’s demonstration.”
“It tells,” Maria asked, “the worst?”
“The worst.”
“But is the worst what he wants Sarah to know?”
“He doesn’t care for Sarah.”
At which Miss Gostrey’s eyebrows
went up. “You mean she has already dished
herself?”
Strether took a turn about; he had
thought it out again and again before this, to the
end; but the vista seemed each time longer. “He
wants his good friend to know the best. I mean
the measure of his attachment. She asked for
a sign, and he thought of that one. There it
is.”
“A concession to her jealousy?”
Strether pulled up. “Yes call
it that. Make it lurid for that makes
my problem richer.”
“Certainly, let us have it lurid for
I quite agree with you that we want none of our problems
poor. But let us also have it clear. Can
he, in the midst of such a preoccupation, or on the
heels of it, have seriously cared for Jeanne? cared,
I mean, as a young man at liberty would have cared?”
Well, Strether had mastered it.
“I think he can have thought it would be charming
if he could care. It would be nicer.”
“Nicer than being tied up to Marie?”
“Yes than the discomfort
of an attachment to a person he can never hope, short
of a catastrophe, to marry. And he was quite
right,” said Strether. “It would
certainly have been nicer. Even when a thing’s
already nice there mostly is some other thing that
would have been nicer or as to which we
wonder if it wouldn’t. But his question
was all the same a dream. He COULDn’t
care in that way. He is tied up to Marie.
The relation is too special and has gone too far.
It’s the very basis, and his recent lively
contribution toward establishing Jeanne in life has
been his definite and final acknowledgement to Madame
de Vionnet that he has ceased squirming. I doubt
meanwhile,” he went on, “if Sarah has
at all directly attacked him.”
His companion brooded. “But
won’t he wish for his own satisfaction to make
his ground good to her?”
“No he’ll leave
it to me, he’ll leave everything to me.
I ‘sort of’ feel” he
worked it out “that the whole thing
will come upon me. Yes, I shall have every inch
and every ounce of it. I shall be used for
it !” And Strether lost himself in the
prospect. Then he fancifully expressed the issue.
“To the last drop of my blood.”
Maria, however, roundly protested.
“Ah you’ll please keep a drop for me.
I shall have a use for it!” which
she didn’t however follow up. She had come
back the next moment to another matter. “Mrs.
Pocock, with her brother, is trusting only to her
general charm?”
“So it would seem.”
“And the charm’s not working?”
Well, Strether put it otherwise, “She’s
sounding the note of home which is the
very best thing she can do.”
“The best for Madame de Vionnet?”
“The best for home itself. The natural
one; the right one.”
“Right,” Maria asked, “when it fails?”
Strether had a pause. “The difficulty’s
Jim. Jim’s the note of home.”
She debated. “Ah surely not the note of
Mrs. Newsome.”
But he had it all. “The
note of the home for which Mrs. Newsome wants him the
home of the business. Jim stands, with his little
legs apart, at the door of that tent; and Jim
is, frankly speaking, extremely awful.”
Maria stared. “And you in, you poor thing,
for your evening with him?”
“Oh he’s all right for
me!” Strether laughed. “Any
one’s good enough for me. But Sarah
shouldn’t, all the same, have brought him.
She doesn’t appreciate him.”
His friend was amused with this statement
of it. “Doesn’t know, you mean,
how bad he is?”
Strether shook his head with decision. “Not
really.”
She wondered. “Then doesn’t Mrs.
Newsome?”
It made him frankly do the same. “Well,
no since you ask me.”
Maria rubbed it in. “Not really either?”
“Not at all. She rates
him rather high.” With which indeed, immediately,
he took himself up. “Well, he is good
too, in his way. It depends on what you want
him for.”
Miss Gostrey, however, wouldn’t
let it depend on anything wouldn’t
have it, and wouldn’t want him, at any price.
“It suits my book,” she said, “that
he should be impossible; and it suits it still better,”
she more imaginatively added, “that Mrs. Newsome
doesn’t know he is.”
Strether, in consequence, had to take
it from her, but he fell back on something else.
“I’ll tell you who does really know.”
“Mr. Waymarsh? Never!”
“Never indeed. I’m
not always thinking of Mr. Waymarsh; in fact I
find now I never am.” Then he mentioned
the person as if there were a good deal in it.
“Mamie.”
“His own sister?” Oddly
enough it but let her down. “What good
will that do?”
“None perhaps. But there as
usual we are!”
III-
There they were yet again, accordingly,
for two days more; when Strether, on being, at Mrs.
Pocock’s hotel, ushered into that lady’s
salon, found himself at first assuming a mistake on
the part of the servant who had introduced him and
retired. The occupants hadn’t come in,
for the room looked empty as only a room can look in
Paris, of a fine afternoon when the faint murmur of
the huge collective life, carried on out of doors,
strays among scattered objects even as a summer air
idles in a lonely garden. Our friend looked about
and hesitated; observed, on the evidence of a table
charged with purchases and other matters, that Sarah
had become possessed by no aid from him of
the last number of the salmon-coloured Revue; noted
further that Mamie appeared to have received a present
of Fromentin’s “Maitres d’Autrefois”
from Chad, who had written her name on the cover; and
pulled up at the sight of a heavy letter addressed
in a hand he knew. This letter, forwarded by
a banker and arriving in Mrs. Pocock’s absence,
had been placed in evidence, and it drew from the fact
of its being unopened a sudden queer power to intensify
the reach of its author. It brought home to
him the scale on which Mrs. Newsome for
she had been copious indeed this time was
writing to her daughter while she kept him in
durance; and it had altogether such an effect upon
him as made him for a few minutes stand still and breathe
low. In his own room, at his own hotel, he had
dozens of well-filled envelopes superscribed in that
character; and there was actually something in the
renewal of his interrupted vision of the character
that played straight into the so frequent question
of whether he weren’t already disinherited beyond
appeal. It was such an assurance as the sharp
downstrokes of her pen hadn’t yet had occasion
to give him; but they somehow at the present crisis
stood for a probable absoluteness in any decree of
the writer. He looked at Sarah’s name and
address, in short, as if he had been looking hard
into her mother’s face, and then turned from
it as if the face had declined to relax. But
since it was in a manner as if Mrs. Newsome were thereby
all the more, instead of the less, in the room, and
were conscious, sharply and sorely conscious, of himself,
so he felt both held and hushed, summoned to stay at
least and take his punishment. By staying, accordingly,
he took it creeping softly and vaguely
about and waiting for Sarah to come in. She would
come in if he stayed long enough, and he had now more
than ever the sense of her success in leaving him
a prey to anxiety. It wasn’t to be denied
that she had had a happy instinct, from the point of
view of Woollett, in placing him thus at the mercy
of her own initiative. It was very well to try
to say he didn’t care that she might
break ground when she would, might never break it
at all if she wouldn’t, and that he had no confession
whatever to wait upon her with: he breathed from
day to day an air that damnably required clearing,
and there were moments when he quite ached to precipitate
that process. He couldn’t doubt that,
should she only oblige him by surprising him just as
he then was, a clarifying scene of some sort would
result from the concussion.
He humbly circulated in this spirit
till he suddenly had a fresh arrest. Both the
windows of the room stood open to the balcony, but
it was only now that, in the glass of the leaf of
one of them, folded back, he caught a reflexion quickly
recognised as the colour of a lady’s dress.
Somebody had been then all the while on the balcony,
and the person, whoever it might be, was so placed
between the windows as to be hidden from him; while
on the other hand the many sounds of the street had
covered his own entrance and movements. If the
person were Sarah he might on the spot therefore be
served to his taste. He might lead her by a
move or two up to the remedy for his vain tension;
as to which, should he get nothing else from it, he
would at least have the relief of pulling down the
roof on their heads. There was fortunately no
one at hand to observe in respect to his
valour that even on this completed reasoning
he still hung fire. He had been waiting for Mrs.
Pocock and the sound of the oracle; but he had to gird
himself afresh which he did in the embrasure
of the window, neither advancing nor retreating before
provoking the revelation. It was apparently for
Sarah to come more into view; he was in that case there
at her service. She did however, as meanwhile
happened, come more into view; only she luckily came
at the last minute as a contradiction of Sarah.
The occupant of the balcony was after all quite another
person, a person presented, on a second look, by a
charming back and a slight shift of her position,
as beautiful brilliant unconscious Mamie Mamie
alone at home, Mamie passing her time in her own innocent
way, Mamie in short rather shabbily used, but Mamie
absorbed interested and interesting. With her
arms on the balustrade and her attention dropped to
the street she allowed Strether to watch her, to consider
several things, without her turning round.
But the oddity was that when he had
so watched and considered he simply stepped back into
the room without following up his advantage.
He revolved there again for several minutes, quite
as with something new to think of and as if the bearings
of the possibility of Sarah had been superseded.
For frankly, yes, it had bearings thus to find
the girl in solitary possession. There was something
in it that touched him to a point not to have been
reckoned beforehand, something that softly but quite
pressingly spoke to him, and that spoke the more each
time he paused again at the edge of the balcony and
saw her still unaware. Her companions were plainly
scattered; Sarah would be off somewhere with Waymarsh
and Chad off somewhere with Jim. Strether didn’t
at all mentally impute to Chad that he was with his
“good friend”; he gave him the benefit
of supposing him involved in appearances that, had
he had to describe them for instance to
Maria he would have conveniently qualified
as more subtle. It came to him indeed the next
thing that there was perhaps almost an excess of refinement
in having left Mamie in such weather up there alone;
however she might in fact have extemporised, under
the charm of the Rue de Rivoli, a little makeshift
Paris of wonder arid fancy. Our friend in any
case now recognised and it was as if at
the recognition Mrs. Newsome’s fixed intensity
had suddenly, with a deep audible gasp, grown thin
and vague that day after day he had been
conscious in respect to his young lady of something
odd and ambiguous, yet something into which he could
at last read a meaning. It had been at the most,
this mystery, an obsession oh an obsession
agreeable; and it had just now fallen into its place
as at the touch of a spring. It had represented
the possibility between them of some communication
baffled by accident and delay the possibility
even of some relation as yet unacknowledged.
There was always their old relation,
the fruit of the Woollett years; but that and
it was what was strangest had nothing whatever
in common with what was now in the air. As a
child, as a “bud,” and then again as a
flower of expansion, Mamie had bloomed for him, freely,
in the almost incessantly open doorways of home; where
he remembered her as first very forward, as then very
backward for he had carried on at one period,
in Mrs. Newsome’s parlours (oh Mrs. Newsome’s
phases and his own!) a course of English Literature
re-enforced by exams and teas and once
more, finally, as very much in advance. But he
had kept no great sense of points of contact; it not
being in the nature of things at Woollett that the
freshest of the buds should find herself in the same
basket with the most withered of the winter apples.
The child had given sharpness, above all, to his
sense of the flight of time; it was but the day before
yesterday that he had tripped up on her hoop, yet
his experience of remarkable women destined,
it would seem, remarkably to grow felt
itself ready this afternoon, quite braced itself, to
include her. She had in fine more to say to him
than he had ever dreamed the pretty girl of the moment
could have; and the proof of the circumstance
was that, visibly, unmistakeably, she had been able
to say it to no one else. It was something she
could mention neither to her brother, to her sister-in-law
nor to Chad; though he could just imagine that had
she still been at home she might have brought it out,
as a supreme tribute to age, authority and attitude,
for Mrs. Newsome. It was moreover something
in which they all took an interest; the strength of
their interest was in truth just the reason of her
prudence. All this then, for five minutes, was
vivid to Strether, and it put before him that, poor
child, she had now but her prudence to amuse her.
That, for a pretty girl in Paris, struck him, with
a rush, as a sorry state; so that under the impression
he went out to her with a step as hypocritically alert,
he was well aware, as if he had just come into the
room. She turned with a start at his voice; preoccupied
with him though she might be, she was just a scrap
disappointed. “Oh I thought you were Mr.
Bilham!”
The remark had been at first surprising
and our friend’s private thought, under the
influence of it, temporarily blighted; yet we are
able to add that he presently recovered his inward
tone and that many a fresh flower of fancy was to
bloom in the same air. Little Bilham since
little Bilham was, somewhat incongruously, expected appeared
behindhand; a circumstance by which Strether was to
profit. They came back into the room together
after a little, the couple on the balcony, and amid
its crimson-and-gold elegance, with the others still
absent, Strether passed forty minutes that he appraised
even at the time as far, in the whole queer connexion,
from his idlest. Yes indeed, since he had the
other day so agreed with Maria about the inspiration
of the lurid, here was something for his problem that
surely didn’t make it shrink and that was floated
in upon him as part of a sudden flood. He was
doubtless not to know till afterwards, on turning
them over in thought, of how many elements his impression
was composed; but he none the less felt, as he sat
with the charming girl, the signal growth of a confidence.
For she was charming, when all was said and
none the less so for the visible habit and practice
of freedom and fluency. She was charming, he
was aware, in spite of the fact that if he hadn’t
found her so he would have found her something he
should have been in peril of expressing as “funny.”
Yes, she was funny, wonderful Mamie, and without dreaming
it; she was bland, she was bridal with
never, that he could make out as yet, a bridegroom
to support it; she was handsome and portly and easy
and chatty, soft and sweet and almost disconcertingly
reassuring. She was dressed, if we might so
far discriminate, less as a young lady than as an old
one had an old one been supposable to Strether
as so committed to vanity; the complexities of her
hair missed moreover also the looseness of youth;
and she had a mature manner of bending a little, as
to encourage and reward, while she held neatly together
in front of her a pair of strikingly polished hands:
the combination of all of which kept up about her
the glamour of her “receiving,” placed
her again perpetually between the windows and within
sound of the ice-cream plates, suggested the enumeration
of all the names, all the Mr. Brookses and Mr. Snookses,
gregarious specimens of a single type, she was happy
to “meet.” But if all this was where
she was funny, and if what was funnier than the rest
was the contrast between her beautiful benevolent
patronage such a hint of the polysyllabic
as might make her something of a bore toward middle
age and her rather flat little voice, the
voice, naturally, unaffectedly yet, of a girl of fifteen;
so Strether, none the less, at the end of ten minutes,
felt in her a quiet dignity that pulled things bravely
together. If quiet dignity, almost more than
matronly, with voluminous, too voluminous clothes,
was the effect she proposed to produce, that was an
ideal one could like in her when once one had got
into relation. The great thing now for her visitor
was that this was exactly what he had done; it made
so extraordinary a mixture of the brief and crowded
hour. It was the mark of a relation that he
had begun so quickly to find himself sure she was,
of all people, as might have been said, on the side
and of the party of Mrs. Newsome’s original
ambassador. She was in his interest and not
in Sarah’s, and some sign of that was precisely
what he had been feeling in her, these last days,
as imminent. Finally placed, in Paris, in immediate
presence of the situation and of the hero of it by
whom Strether was incapable of meaning any one but
Chad she had accomplished, and really in
a manner all unexpected to herself, a change of base;
deep still things had come to pass within her, and
by the time she had grown sure of them Strether had
become aware of the little drama. When she knew
where she was, in short, he had made it out; and he
made it out at present still better; though with never
a direct word passing between them all the while on
the subject of his own predicament. There had
been at first, as he sat there with her, a moment
during which he wondered if she meant to break ground
in respect to his prime undertaking. That door
stood so strangely ajar that he was half-prepared
to be conscious, at any juncture, of her having, of
any one’s having, quite bounced in. But,
friendly, familiar, light of touch and happy of tact,
she exquisitely stayed out; so that it was for all
the world as if to show she could deal with him without
being reduced to well, scarcely anything.
It fully came up for them then, by
means of their talking of everything but Chad,
that Mamie, unlike Sarah, unlike Jim, knew perfectly
what had become of him. It fully came up that
she had taken to the last fraction of an inch the
measure of the change in him, and that she wanted
Strether to know what a secret she proposed to make
of it. They talked most conveniently as
if they had had no chance yet about Woollett;
and that had virtually the effect of their keeping
the secret more close. The hour took on for
Strether, little by little, a queer sad sweetness
of quality, he had such a revulsion in Mamie’s
favour and on behalf of her social value as might
have come from remorse at some early injustice.
She made him, as under the breath of some vague western
whiff, homesick and freshly restless; he could really
for the time have fancied himself stranded with her
on a far shore, during an ominous calm, in a quaint
community of shipwreck. Their little interview
was like a picnic on a coral strand; they passed each
other, with melancholy smiles and looks sufficiently
allusive, such cupfuls of water as they had saved.
Especially sharp in Strether meanwhile was the conviction
that his companion really knew, as we have hinted,
where she had come out. It was at a very particular
place only that she would never tell
him; it would be above all what he should have to
puzzle for himself. This was what he hoped for,
because his interest in the girl wouldn’t be
complete without it. No more would the appreciation
to which she was entitled so assured was
he that the more he saw of her process the more he
should see of her pride. She saw, herself, everything;
but she knew what she didn’t want, and that it
was that had helped her. What didn’t she
want? there was a pleasure lost for her
old friend in not yet knowing, as there would doubtless
be a thrill in getting a glimpse. Gently and
sociably she kept that dark to him, and it was as
if she soothed and beguiled him in other ways to make
up for it. She came out with her impression of
Madame de Vionnet of whom she had “heard
so much”; she came out with her impression of
Jeanne, whom she had been “dying to see”:
she brought it out with a blandness by which her
auditor was really stirred that she had been with
Sarah early that very afternoon, and after dreadful
delays caused by all sorts of things, mainly, eternally,
by the purchase of clothes clothes that
unfortunately wouldn’t be themselves eternal to
call in the Rue de Bellechasse.
At the sound of these names Strether
almost blushed to feel that he couldn’t have
sounded them first and yet couldn’t
either have justified his squeamishness. Mamie
made them easy as he couldn’t have begun to
do, and yet it could only have cost her more than he
should ever have had to spend. It was as friends
of Chad’s, friends special, distinguished, desirable,
enviable, that she spoke of them, and she beautifully
carried it off that much as she had heard of them though
she didn’t say how or where, which was a touch
of her own she had found them beyond her
supposition. She abounded in praise of them,
and after the manner of Woollett which
made the manner of Woollett a loveable thing again
to Strether. He had never so felt the true inwardness
of it as when his blooming companion pronounced the
elder of the ladies of the Rue de Bellechasse too
fascinating for words and declared of the younger
that she was perfectly ideal, a real little monster
of charm. “Nothing,” she said of
Jeanne, “ought ever to happen to her she’s
so awfully right as she is. Another touch will
spoil her so she oughtn’t to be
touched.”
“Ah but things, here in Paris,”
Strether observed, “do happen to little girls.”
And then for the joke’s and the occasion’s
sake: “Haven’t you found that
yourself?”
“That things happen ?
Oh I’m not a little girl. I’m a
big battered blowsy one. I don’t care,”
Mamie laughed, “What happens.”
Strether had a pause while he wondered
if it mightn’t happen that he should give her
the pleasure of learning that he found her nicer than
he had really dreamed a pause that ended
when he had said to himself that, so far as it at
all mattered for her, she had in fact perhaps already
made this out. He risked accordingly a different
question though conscious, as soon as he
had spoken, that he seemed to place it in relation
to her last speech. “But that Mademoiselle
de Vionnet is to be married I suppose you’ve
heard of that.” For all, he then found,
he need fear! “Dear, yes; the gentleman
was there: Monsieur de Montbron, whom Madame
de Vionnet presented to us.”
“And was he nice?”
Mamie bloomed and bridled with her
best reception manner. “Any man’s
nice when he’s in love.”
It made Strether laugh. “But
is Monsieur de Montbron in love already with
you?”
“Oh that’s not necessary it’s
so much better he should be so with her:
which, thank goodness, I lost no time in discovering
for myself. He’s perfectly gone and
I couldn’t have borne it for her if he hadn’t
been. She’s just too sweet.”
Strether hesitated. “And through being
in love too?”
On which with a smile that struck
him as wonderful Mamie had a wonderful answer.
“She doesn’t know if she is or not.”
It made him again laugh out. “Oh but you
do!”
She was willing to take it that way.
“Oh yes, I know everything.” And
as she sat there rubbing her polished hands and making
the best of it only holding her elbows
perhaps a little too much out the momentary
effect for Strether was that every one else, in all
their affair, seemed stupid.
“Know that poor little Jeanne
doesn’t know what’s the matter with her?”
It was as near as they came to saying
that she was probably in love with Chad; but it was
quite near enough for what Strether wanted; which
was to be confirmed in his certitude that, whether
in love or not, she appealed to something large and
easy in the girl before him. Mamie would be
fat, too fat, at thirty; but she would always be the
person who, at the present sharp hour, had been disinterestedly
tender. “If I see a little more of her,
as I hope I shall, I think she’ll like me enough for
she seemed to like me to-day to want me
to tell her.”
“And shall you?”
“Perfectly. I shall tell
her the matter with her is that she wants only too
much to do right. To do right for her, naturally,”
said Mamie, “is to please.”
“Her mother, do you mean?”
“Her mother first.”
Strether waited. “And then?”
“Well, ’then’ Mr. Newsome.”
There was something really grand for
him in the serenity of this reference. “And
last only Monsieur de Montbron?”
“Last only” she good-humouredly
kept it up.
Strether considered. “So that every one
after all then will be suited?”
She had one of her few hesitations,
but it was a question only of a moment; and it was
her nearest approach to being explicit with him about
what was between them. “I think I can speak
for myself. I shall be.”
It said indeed so much, told such
a story of her being ready to help him, so committed
to him that truth, in short, for such use as he might
make of it toward those ends of his own with which,
patiently and trustfully, she had nothing to do it
so fully achieved all this that he appeared to himself
simply to meet it in its own spirit by the last frankness
of admiration. Admiration was of itself almost
accusatory, but nothing less would serve to show her
how nearly he understood. He put out his hand
for good-bye with a “Splendid, splendid, splendid!”
And he left her, in her splendour, still waiting for
little Bilham.