Perhaps it did, but all the same,
six weeks later, toward the middle of June, the moment
when Mrs. Prest undertook her annual migration, I had
made no measurable advance. I was obliged to confess
to her that I had no results to speak of. My
first step had been unexpectedly rapid, but there
was no appearance that it would be followed by a second.
I was a thousand miles from taking tea with my hostesses that
privilege of which, as I reminded Mrs. Prest, we both
had had a vision. She reproached me with wanting
boldness, and I answered that even to be bold you
must have an opportunity: you may push on through
a breach but you can’t batter down a dead wall.
She answered that the breach I had already made was
big enough to admit an army and accused me of wasting
precious hours in whimpering in her salon when I ought
to have been carrying on the struggle in the field.
It is true that I went to see her very often, on the
theory that it would console me (I freely expressed
my discouragement) for my want of success on my own
premises. But I began to perceive that it did
not console me to be perpetually chaffed for my scruples,
especially when I was really so vigilant; and I was
rather glad when my derisive friend closed her house
for the summer. She had expected to gather amusement
from the drama of my intercourse with the Misses Bordereau,
and she was disappointed that the intercourse, and
consequently the drama, had not come off. “They’ll
lead you on to your ruin,” she said before she
left Venice. “They’ll get all your
money without showing you a scrap.” I think
I settled down to my business with more concentration
after she had gone away.
It was a fact that up to that time
I had not, save on a single brief occasion, had even
a moment’s contact with my queer hostesses.
The exception had occurred when I carried them according
to my promise the terrible three thousand francs.
Then I found Miss Tita waiting for me in the hall,
and she took the money from my hand so that I did not
see her aunt. The old lady had promised to receive
me, but she apparently thought nothing of breaking
that vow. The money was contained in a bag of
chamois leather, of respectable dimensions, which my
banker had given me, and Miss Tita had to make a big
fist to receive it. This she did with extreme
solemnity, though I tried to treat the affair a little
as a joke. It was in no jocular strain, yet it
was with simplicity, that she inquired, weighing the
money in her two palms: “Don’t you
think it’s too much?” To which I replied
that that would depend upon the amount of pleasure
I should get for it. Hereupon she turned away
from me quickly, as she had done the day before, murmuring
in a tone different from any she had used hitherto:
“Oh, pleasure, pleasure there’s
no pleasure in this house!”
After this, for a long time, I never
saw her, and I wondered that the common chances of
the day should not have helped us to meet. It
could only be evident that she was immensely on her
guard against them; and in addition to this the house
was so big that for each other we were lost in it.
I used to look out for her hopefully as I crossed the
sala in my comings and goings, but I was not
rewarded with a glimpse of the tail of her dress.
It was as if she never peeped out of her aunt’s
apartment. I used to wonder what she did there
week after week and year after year. I had never
encountered such a violent parti pris of seclusion;
it was more than keeping quiet it was like
hunted creatures feigning death. The two ladies
appeared to have no visitors whatever and no sort of
contact with the world. I judged at least that
people could not have come to the house and that Miss
Tita could not have gone out without my having some
observation of it. I did what I disliked myself
for doing (reflecting that it was only once in a way):
I questioned my servant about their habits and let
him divine that I should be interested in any information
he could pick up. But he picked up amazingly little
for a knowing Venetian: it must be added that
where there is a perpetual fast there are very few
crumbs on the floor. His cleverness in other ways
was sufficient, if it was not quite all that I had
attributed to him on the occasion of my first interview
with Miss Tita. He had helped my gondolier to
bring me round a boatload of furniture; and when these
articles had been carried to the top of the palace
and distributed according to our associated wisdom
he organized my household with such promptitude as
was consistent with the fact that it was composed
exclusively of himself. He made me in short as
comfortable as I could be with my indifferent prospects.
I should have been glad if he had fallen in love with
Miss Bordereau’s maid or, failing this, had taken
her in aversion; either event might have brought about
some kind of catastrophe, and a catastrophe might
have led to some parley. It was my idea that
she would have been sociable, and I myself on various
occasions saw her flit to and fro on domestic errands,
so that I was sure she was accessible. But I
tasted of no gossip from that fountain, and I afterward
learned that Pasquale’s affections were fixed
upon an object that made him heedless of other women.
This was a young lady with a powdered face, a yellow
cotton gown, and much leisure, who used often to come
to see him. She practiced, at her convenience,
the art of a stringer of beads (these ornaments are
made in Venice, in profusion; she had her pocket full
of them, and I used to find them on the floor of my
apartment), and kept an eye on the maiden in the house.
It was not for me of course to make the domestics
tattle, and I never said a word to Miss Bordereau’s
cook.
It seemed to me a proof of the old
lady’s determination to have nothing to do with
me that she should never have sent me a receipt for
my three months’ rent. For some days I
looked out for it and then, when I had given it up,
I wasted a good deal of time in wondering what her
reason had been for neglecting so indispensable and
familiar a form. At first I was tempted to send
her a reminder, after which I relinquished the idea
(against my judgment as to what was right in the particular
case), on the general ground of wishing to keep quiet.
If Miss Bordereau suspected me of ulterior aims she
would suspect me less if I should be businesslike,
and yet I consented not to be so. It was possible
she intended her omission as an impertinence, a visible
irony, to show how she could overreach people who
attempted to overreach her. On that hypothesis
it was well to let her see that one did not notice
her little tricks. The real reading of the matter,
I afterward perceived, was simply the poor old woman’s
desire to emphasize the fact that I was in the enjoyment
of a favor as rigidly limited as it had been liberally
bestowed. She had given me part of her house,
and now she would not give me even a morsel of paper
with her name on it. Let me say that even at
first this did not make me too miserable, for the whole
episode was essentially delightful to me. I foresaw
that I should have a summer after my own literary
heart, and the sense of holding my opportunity was
much greater than the sense of losing it. There
could be no Venetian business without patience, and
since I adored the place I was much more in the spirit
of it for having laid in a large provision. That
spirit kept me perpetual company and seemed to look
out at me from the revived immortal face in
which all his genius shone of the great
poet who was my prompter. I had invoked him and
he had come; he hovered before me half the time; it
was as if his bright ghost had returned to earth to
tell me that he regarded the affair as his own no less
than mine and that we should see it fraternally, cheerfully
to a conclusion. It was as if he had said, “Poor
dear, be easy with her; she has some natural prejudices;
only give her time. Strange as it may appear to
you she was very attractive in 1820. Meanwhile
are we not in Venice together, and what better place
is there for the meeting of dear friends? See
how it glows with the advancing summer; how the sky
and the sea and the rosy air and the marble of the
palaces all shimmer and melt together.”
My eccentric private errand became a part of the general
romance and the general glory I felt even
a mystic companionship, a moral fraternity with all
those who in the past had been in the service of art.
They had worked for beauty, for a devotion; and what
else was I doing? That element was in everything
that Jeffrey Aspern had written, and I was only bringing
it to the light.
I lingered in the sala when I
went to and fro; I used to watch as long
as I thought decent the door that led to
Miss Bordereau’s part of the house. A person
observing me might have supposed I was trying to cast
a spell upon it or attempting some odd experiment
in hypnotism. But I was only praying it would
open or thinking what treasure probably lurked behind
it. I hold it singular, as I look back, that I
should never have doubted for a moment that the sacred
relics were there; never have failed to feel a certain
joy at being under the same roof with them. After
all they were under my hand they had not
escaped me yet; and they made my life continuous,
in a fashion, with the illustrious life they had touched
at the other end. I lost myself in this satisfaction
to the point of assuming in my quiet extravagance that
poor Miss Tita also went back, went back, as I used
to phrase it. She did indeed, the gentle spinster,
but not quite so far as Jeffrey Aspern, who was simply
hearsay to her, quite as he was to me. Only she
had lived for years with Juliana, she had seen and
handled the papers and (even though she was stupid)
some esoteric knowledge had rubbed off on her.
That was what the old woman represented esoteric
knowledge; and this was the idea with which my editorial
heart used to thrill. It literally beat faster
often, of an evening, when I had been out, as I stopped
with my candle in the re-echoing hall on my way up
to bed. It was as if at such a moment as that,
in the stillness, after the long contradiction of the
day, Miss Bordereau’s secrets were in the air,
the wonder of her survival more palpable. These
were the acute impressions. I had them in another
form, with more of a certain sort of reciprocity,
during the hours that I sat in the garden looking
up over the top of my book at the closed windows of
my hostess. In these windows no sign of life ever
appeared; it was as if, for fear of my catching a
glimpse of them, the two ladies passed their days
in the dark. But this only proved to me that they
had something to conceal; which was what I had wished
to demonstrate. Their motionless shutters became
as expressive as eyes consciously closed, and I took
comfort in thinking that at all events through invisible
themselves they saw me between the lashes.
I made a point of spending as much
time as possible in the garden, to justify the picture
I had originally given of my horticultural passion.
And I not only spent time, but (hang it! as I said)
I spent money. As soon as I had got my rooms
arranged and could give the proper thought to the
matter I surveyed the place with a clever expert and
made terms for having it put in order. I was
sorry to do this, for personally I liked it better
as it was, with its weeds and its wild, rough tangle,
its sweet, characteristic Venetian shabbiness.
I had to be consistent, to keep my promise that I
would smother the house in flowers. Moreover
I formed this graceful project that by flowers I would
make my way I would succeed by big nosegays.
I would batter the old women with lilies I
would bombard their citadel with roses. Their
door would have to yield to the pressure when a mountain
of carnations should be piled up against it.
The place in truth had been brutally neglected.
The Venetian capacity for dawdling is of the largest,
and for a good many days unlimited litter was all
my gardener had to show for his ministrations.
There was a great digging of holes and carting about
of earth, and after a while I grew so impatient that
I had thoughts of sending for my bouquets to the nearest
stand. But I reflected that the ladies would
see through the chinks of their shutters that they
must have been bought and might make up their minds
from this that I was a humbug. So I composed
myself and finally, though the delay was long, perceived
some appearances of bloom. This encouraged me,
and I waited serenely enough till they multiplied.
Meanwhile the real summer days arrived and began to
pass, and as I look back upon them they seem to me
almost the happiest of my life. I took more and
more care to be in the garden whenever it was not
too hot. I had an arbor arranged and a low table
and an armchair put into it; and I carried out books
and portfolios (I had always some business of writing
in hand), and worked and waited and mused and hoped,
while the golden hours elapsed and the plants drank
in the light and the inscrutable old palace turned
pale and then, as the day waned, began to flush in
it and my papers rustled in the wandering breeze of
the Adriatic.
Considering how little satisfaction
I got from it at first it is remarkable that I should
not have grown more tired of wondering what mystic
rites of ennui the Misses Bordereau celebrated in their
darkened rooms; whether this had always been the tenor
of their life and how in previous years they had escaped
elbowing their neighbors. It was clear that they
must have had other habits and other circumstances;
that they must once have been young or at least middle-aged.
There was no end to the questions it was possible
to ask about them and no end to the answers it was
not possible to frame. I had known many of my
country-people in Europe and was familiar with the
strange ways they were liable to take up there; but
the Misses Bordereau formed altogether a new type
of the American absentee. Indeed it was plain
that the American name had ceased to have any application
to them I had seen this in the ten minutes
I spent in the old woman’s room. You could
never have said whence they came, from the appearance
of either of them; wherever it was they had long ago
dropped the local accent and fashion. There was
nothing in them that one recognized, and putting the
question of speech aside they might have been Norwegians
or Spaniards. Miss Bordereau, after all, had
been in Europe nearly three-quarters of a century;
it appeared by some verses addressed to her by Aspern
on the occasion of his own second absence from America verses
of which Cumnor and I had after infinite conjecture
established solidly enough the date that
she was even then, as a girl of twenty, on the foreign
side of the sea. There was an implication in
the poem (I hope not just for the phrase) that he
had come back for her sake. We had no real light
upon her circumstances at that moment, any more than
we had upon her origin, which we believed to be of
the sort usually spoken of as modest. Cumnor
had a theory that she had been a governess in some
family in which the poet visited and that, in consequence
of her position, there was from the first something
unavowed, or rather something positively clandestine,
in their relations. I on the other hand had hatched
a little romance according to which she was the daughter
of an artist, a painter or a sculptor, who had left
the western world when the century was fresh, to study
in the ancient schools. It was essential to my
hypothesis that this amiable man should have lost his
wife, should have been poor and unsuccessful and should
have had a second daughter, of a disposition quite
different from Juliana’s. It was also indispensable
that he should have been accompanied to Europe by these
young ladies and should have established himself there
for the remainder of a struggling, saddened life.
There was a further implication that Miss Bordereau
had had in her youth a perverse and adventurous, albeit
a generous and fascinating character, and that she
had passed through some singular vicissitudes.
By what passions had she been ravaged, by what sufferings
had she been blanched, what store of memories had she
laid away for the monotonous future?
I asked myself these things as I sat
spinning theories about her in my arbor and the bees
droned in the flowers. It was incontestable that,
whether for right or for wrong, most readers of certain
of Aspern’s poems (poems not as ambiguous as
the sonnets scarcely more divine, I think of
Shakespeare) had taken for granted that Juliana had
not always adhered to the steep footway of renunciation.
There hovered about her name a perfume of reckless
passion, an intimation that she had not been exactly
as the respectable young person in general. Was
this a sign that her singer had betrayed her, had
given her away, as we say nowadays, to posterity?
Certain it is that it would have been difficult to
put one’s finger on the passage in which her
fair fame suffered an imputation. Moreover was
not any fame fair enough that was so sure of duration
and was associated with works immortal through their
beauty? It was a part of my idea that the young
lady had had a foreign lover (and an unedifying tragical
rupture) before her meeting with Jeffrey Aspern.
She had lived with her father and sister in a queer
old-fashioned, expatriated, artistic Bohemia, in the
days when the aesthetic was only the academic and
the painters who knew the best models for a contadina
and pifferaro wore peaked hats and long hair.
It was a society less furnished than the coteries
of today (in its ignorance of the wonderful chances,
the opportunities of the early bird, with which its
path was strewn), with tatters of old stuff and fragments
of old crockery; so that Miss Bordereau appeared not
to have picked up or have inherited many objects of
importance. There was no enviable bric-a-brac,
with its provoking legend of cheapness, in the room
in which I had seen her. Such a fact as that
suggested bareness, but nonetheless it worked happily
into the sentimental interest I had always taken in
the early movements of my countrymen as visitors to
Europe. When Americans went abroad in 1820 there
was something romantic, almost heroic in it, as compared
with the perpetual ferryings of the present hour,
when photography and other conveniences have annihilated
surprise. Miss Bordereau sailed with her family
on a tossing brig, in the days of long voyages and
sharp differences; she had her emotions on the top
of yellow diligences, passed the night at inns where
she dreamed of travelers’ tales, and was struck,
on reaching the Eternal City, with the elegance of
Roman pearls and scarfs. There was something
touching to me in all that, and my imagination frequently
went back to the period. If Miss Bordereau carried
it there of course Jeffrey Aspern at other times had
done so a great deal more. It was a much more
important fact, if one were looking at his genius
critically, that he had lived in the days before the
general transfusion. It had happened to me to
regret that he had known Europe at all; I should have
liked to see what he would have written without that
experience, by which he had incontestably been enriched.
But as his fate had ordered otherwise I went with him I
tried to judge how the Old World would have struck
him. It was not only there, however, that I watched
him; the relations he had entertained with the new
had even a livelier interest. His own country
after all had had most of his life, and his muse,
as they said at that time, was essentially American.
That was originally what I had loved him for:
that at a period when our native land was nude and
crude and provincial, when the famous “atmosphere”
it is supposed to lack was not even missed, when literature
was lonely there and art and form almost impossible,
he had found means to live and write like one of the
first; to be free and general and not at all afraid;
to feel, understand, and express everything.