I was seldom at home in the evening,
for when I attempted to occupy myself in my apartments
the lamplight brought in a swarm of noxious insects,
and it was too hot for closed windows. Accordingly
I spent the late hours either on the water (the moonlight
of Venice is famous), or in the splendid square which
serves as a vast forecourt to the strange old basilica
of Saint Mark. I sat in front of Florian’s
cafe, eating ices, listening to music, talking with
acquaintances: the traveler will remember how
the immense cluster of tables and little chairs stretches
like a promontory into the smooth lake of the Piazza.
The whole place, of a summer’s evening, under
the stars and with all the lamps, all the voices and
light footsteps on marble (the only sounds of the arcades
that enclose it), is like an open-air saloon dedicated
to cooling drinks and to a still finer dégustation that
of the exquisite impressions received during the day.
When I did not prefer to keep mine to myself there
was always a stray tourist, disencumbered of his Baedeker,
to discuss them with, or some domesticated painter
rejoicing in the return of the season of strong effects.
The wonderful church, with its low domes and bristling
embroideries, the mystery of its mosaic and sculpture,
looking ghostly in the tempered gloom, and the sea
breeze passed between the twin columns of the Piazzetta,
the lintels of a door no longer guarded, as gently
as if a rich curtain were swaying there. I used
sometimes on these occasions to think of the Misses
Bordereau and of the pity of their being shut up in
apartments which in the Venetian July even Venetian
vastness did not prevent from being stuffy. Their
life seemed miles away from the life of the Piazza,
and no doubt it was really too late to make the austere
Juliana change her habits. But poor Miss Tita
would have enjoyed one of Florian’s ices, I was
sure; sometimes I even had thoughts of carrying one
home to her. Fortunately my patience bore fruit,
and I was not obliged to do anything so ridiculous.
One evening about the middle of July
I came in earlier than usual I forget what
chance had led to this and instead of going
up to my quarters made my way into the garden.
The temperature was very high; it was such a night
as one would gladly have spent in the open air, and
I was in no hurry to go to bed. I had floated
home in my gondola, listening to the slow splash of
the oar in the narrow dark canals, and now the only
thought that solicited me was the vague reflection
that it would be pleasant to recline at one’s
length in the fragrant darkness on a garden bench.
The odor of the canal was doubtless at the bottom
of that aspiration and the breath of the garden, as
I entered it, gave consistency to my purpose.
It was delicious just such an air as must
have trembled with Romeo’s vows when he stood
among the flowers and raised his arms to his mistress’s
balcony. I looked at the windows of the palace
to see if by chance the example of Verona (Verona being
not far off) had been followed; but everything was
dim, as usual, and everything was still. Juliana,
on summer nights in her youth, might have murmured
down from open windows at Jeffrey Aspern, but Miss
Tita was not a poet’s mistress any more than
I was a poet. This however did not prevent my
gratification from being great as I became aware on
reaching the end of the garden that Miss Tita was
seated in my little bower. At first I only made
out an indistinct figure, not in the least counting
on such an overture from one of my hostesses; it even
occurred to me that some sentimental maidservant had
stolen in to keep a tryst with her sweetheart.
I was going to turn away, not to frighten her, when
the figure rose to its height and I recognized Miss
Bordereau’s niece. I must do myself the
justice to say that I did not wish to frighten her
either, and much as I had longed for some such accident
I should have been capable of retreating. It
was as if I had laid a trap for her by coming home
earlier than usual and adding to that eccentricity
by creeping into the garden. As she rose she spoke
to me, and then I reflected that perhaps, secure in
my almost inveterate absence, it was her nightly practice
to take a lonely airing. There was no trap, in
truth, because I had had no suspicion. At first
I took for granted that the words she uttered expressed
discomfiture at my arrival; but as she repeated them I
had not caught them clearly I had the surprise
of hearing her say, “Oh, dear, I’m so
very glad you’ve come!” She and her aunt
had in common the property of unexpected speeches.
She came out of the arbor almost as if she were going
to throw herself into my arms.
I hasten to add that she did nothing
of the kind; she did not even shake hands with me.
It was a gratification to her to see me and presently
she told me why because she was nervous
when she was out-of-doors at night alone. The
plants and bushes looked so strange in the dark, and
there were all sorts of queer sounds she
could not tell what they were like the
noises of animals. She stood close to me, looking
about her with an air of greater security but without
any demonstration of interest in me as an individual.
Then I guessed that nocturnal prowlings were not in
the least her habit, and I was also reminded (I had
been struck with the circumstance in talking with
her before I took possession) that it was impossible
to overestimate her simplicity.
“You speak as if you were lost
in the backwoods,” I said, laughing. “How
you manage to keep out of this charming place when
you have only three steps to take to get into it is
more than I have yet been able to discover. You
hide away mighty well so long as I am on the premises,
I know; but I had a hope that you peeped out a little
at other times. You and your poor aunt are worse
off than Carmelite nuns in their cells. Should
you mind telling me how you exist without air, without
exercise, without any sort of human contact?
I don’t see how you carry on the common business
of life.”
She looked at me as if I were talking
some strange tongue, and her answer was so little
of an answer that I was considerably irritated.
“We go to bed very early earlier than
you would believe.” I was on the point
of saying that this only deepened the mystery when
she gave me some relief by adding, “Before you
came we were not so private. But I never have
been out at night.”
“Never in these fragrant alleys,
blooming here under your nose?”
“Ah,” said Miss Tita,
“they were never nice till now!” There
was an unmistakable reference in this and a flattering
comparison, so that it seemed to me I had gained a
small advantage. As it would help me to follow
it up to establish a sort of grievance I asked her
why, since she thought my garden nice, she had never
thanked me in any way for the flowers I had been sending
up in such quantities for the previous three weeks.
I had not been discouraged there had been,
as she would have observed, a daily armful; but I
had been brought up in the common forms and a word
of recognition now and then would have touched me in
the right place.
“Why I didn’t know they were for me!”
“They were for both of you. Why should
I make a difference?”
Miss Tita reflected as if she might
by thinking of a reason for that, but she failed to
produce one. Instead of this she asked abruptly,
“Why in the world do you want to know us?”
“I ought after all to make a
difference,” I replied. “That question
is your aunt’s; it isn’t yours. You
wouldn’t ask it if you hadn’t been put
up to it.”
“She didn’t tell me to
ask you,” Miss Tita replied without confusion;
she was the oddest mixture of the shrinking and the
direct.
“Well, she has often wondered
about it herself and expressed her wonder to you.
She has insisted on it, so that she has put the idea
into your head that I am insufferably pushing.
Upon my word I think I have been very discreet.
And how completely your aunt must have lost every
tradition of sociability, to see anything out of the
way in the idea that respectable intelligent people,
living as we do under the same roof, should occasionally
exchange a remark! What could be more natural?
We are of the same country, and we have at least some
of the same tastes, since, like you, I am intensely
fond of Venice.”
My interlocutress appeared incapable
of grasping more than one clause in any proposition,
and she declared quickly, eagerly, as if she were
answering my whole speech: “I am not in
the least fond of Venice. I should like to go
far away!”
“Has she always kept you back
so?” I went on, to show her that I could be
as irrelevant as herself.
“She told me to come out tonight;
she has told me very often,” said Miss Tita.
“It is I who wouldn’t come. I don’t
like to leave her.”
“Is she too weak, is she failing?”
I demanded, with more emotion, I think, than I intended
to show. I judged this by the way her eyes rested
upon me in the darkness. It embarrassed me a little,
and to turn the matter off I continued genially:
“Do let us sit down together comfortably somewhere,
and you will tell me all about her.”
Miss Tita made no resistance to this.
We found a bench less secluded, less confidential,
as it were, than the one in the arbor; and we were
still sitting there when I heard midnight ring out
from those clear bells of Venice which vibrate with
a solemnity of their own over the lagoon and hold
the air so much more than the chimes of other places.
We were together more than an hour, and our interview
gave, as it struck me, a great lift to my undertaking.
Miss Tita accepted the situation without a protest;
she had avoided me for three months, yet now she treated
me almost as if these three months had made me an old
friend. If I had chosen I might have inferred
from this that though she had avoided me she had given
a good deal of consideration to doing so. She
paid no attention to the flight of time never
worried at my keeping her so long away from her aunt.
She talked freely, answering questions and asking
them and not even taking advantage of certain longish
pauses with which they inevitably alternated to say
she thought she had better go in. It was almost
as if she were waiting for something something
I might say to her and intended to give
me my opportunity. I was the more struck by this
as she told me that her aunt had been less well for
a good many days and in a way that was rather new.
She was weaker; at moments it seemed as if she had
no strength at all; yet more than ever before she
wished to be left alone. That was why she had
told her to come out not even to remain
in her own room, which was alongside; she said her
niece irritated her, made her nervous. She sat
still for hours together, as if she were asleep; she
had always done that, musing and dozing; but at such
times formerly she gave at intervals some small sign
of life, of interest, liking her companion to be near
her with her work. Miss Tita confided to me that
at present her aunt was so motionless that she sometimes
feared she was dead; moreover she took hardly any food one
couldn’t see what she lived on. The great
thing was that she still on most days got up; the
serious job was to dress her, to wheel her out of
her bedroom. She clung to as many of her old habits
as possible and she had always, little company as
they had received for years, made a point of sitting
in the parlor.
I scarcely knew what to think of all
this of Miss Tita’s sudden conversion
to sociability and of the strange circumstance that
the more the old lady appeared to decline toward her
end the less she should desire to be looked after.
The story did not hang together, and I even asked
myself whether it were not a trap laid for me, the
result of a design to make me show my hand. I
could not have told why my companions (as they could
only by courtesy be called) should have this purpose why
they should try to trip up so lucrative a lodger.
At any rate I kept on my guard, so that Miss Tita
should not have occasion again to ask me if I had
an arrière-pensee. Poor woman, before we
parted for the night my mind was at rest as to her
capacity for entertaining one.
She told me more about their affairs
than I had hoped; there was no need to be prying,
for it evidently drew her out simply to feel that I
listened, that I cared. She ceased wondering why
I cared, and at last, as she spoke of the brilliant
life they had led years before, she almost chattered.
It was Miss Tita who judged it brilliant; she said
that when they first came to live in Venice, years
and years before (I saw that her mind was essentially
vague about dates and the order in which events had
occurred), there was scarcely a week that they had
not some visitor or did not make some delightful passeggio
in the city. They had seen all the curiosities;
they had even been to the Lido in a boat (she spoke
as if I might think there was a way on foot); they
had had a collation there, brought in three baskets
and spread out on the grass. I asked her what
people they had known and she said, Oh! very nice ones the
Cavaliere Bombicci and the Contessa Altemura, with
whom they had had a great friendship. Also English
people the Churtons and the Goldies and
Mrs. Stock-Stock, whom they had loved dearly; she was
dead and gone, poor dear. That was the case with
most of their pleasant circle (this expression was
Miss Tita’s own), though a few were left, which
was a wonder considering how they had neglected them.
She mentioned the names of two or three Venetian old
women; of a certain doctor, very clever, who was so
kind he came as a friend, he had really
given up practice; of the avvocato Pochintesta,
who wrote beautiful poems and had addressed one to
her aunt. These people came to see them without
fail every year, usually at the capo d’anno,
and of old her aunt used to make them some little
present her aunt and she together:
small things that she, Miss Tita, made herself, like
paper lampshades or mats for the decanters of wine
at dinner or those woolen things that in cold weather
were worn on the wrists. The last few years there
had not been many presents; she could not think what
to make, and her aunt had lost her interest and never
suggested. But the people came all the same; if
the Venetians liked you once they liked you forever.
There was something affecting in the
good faith of this sketch of former social glories;
the picnic at the Lido had remained vivid through the
ages, and poor Miss Tita evidently was of the impression
that she had had a brilliant youth. She had in
fact had a glimpse of the Venetian world in its gossiping,
home-keeping, parsimonious, professional walks; for
I observed for the first time that she had acquired
by contact something of the trick of the familiar,
soft-sounding, almost infantile speech of the place.
I judged that she had imbibed this invertebrate dialect
from the natural way the names of things and people mostly
purely local rose to her lips. If she
knew little of what they represented she knew still
less of anything else. Her aunt had drawn in her
failing interest in the table mats and lampshades was
a sign of that and she had not been able
to mingle in society or to entertain it alone; so
that the matter of her reminiscences struck one as
an old world altogether. If she had not been
so decent her references would have seemed to carry
one back to the queer rococo Venice of Casanova.
I found myself falling into the error of thinking of
her too as one of Jeffrey Aspern’s contemporaries;
this came from her having so little in common with
my own. It was possible, I said to myself, that
she had not even heard of him; it might very well
be that Juliana had not cared to lift even for her
the veil that covered the temple of her youth.
In this case she perhaps would not know of the existence
of the papers, and I welcomed that presumption it
made me feel more safe with her until I
remembered that we had believed the letter of disavowal
received by Cumnor to be in the handwriting of the
niece. If it had been dictated to her she had
of course to know what it was about; yet after all
the effect of it was to repudiate the idea of any
connection with the poet. I held it probable
at all events that Miss Tita had not read a word of
his poetry. Moreover if, with her companion, she
had always escaped the interviewer there was little
occasion for her having got it into her head that
people were “after” the letters. People
had not been after them, inasmuch as they had not
heard of them; and Cumnor’s fruitless feeler
would have been a solitary accident.
When midnight sounded Miss Tita got
up; but she stopped at the door of the house only
after she had wandered two or three times with me round
the garden. “When shall I see you again?”
I asked before she went in; to which she replied with
promptness that she should like to come out the next
night. She added however that she should not come she
was so far from doing everything she liked.
“You might do a few things that
I like,” I said with a sigh.
“Oh, you I don’t
believe you!” she murmured at this, looking at
me with her simple solemnity.
“Why don’t you believe me?”
“Because I don’t understand you.”
“That is just the sort of occasion
to have faith.” I could not say more, though
I should have liked to, as I saw that I only mystified
her; for I had no wish to have it on my conscience
that I might pass for having made love to her.
Nothing less should I have seemed to do had I continued
to beg a lady to “believe in me” in an
Italian garden on a midsummer night. There was
some merit in my scruples, for Miss Tita lingered
and lingered: I perceived that she felt that she
should not really soon come down again and wished
therefore to protract the present. She insisted
too on making the talk between us personal to ourselves;
and altogether her behavior was such as would have
been possible only to a completely innocent woman.
“I shall like the flowers better
now that I know they are also meant for me.”
“How could you have doubted
it? If you will tell me the kind you like best
I will send a double lot of them.”
“Oh, I like them all best!”
Then she went on, familiarly: “Shall you
study shall you read and write when
you go up to your rooms?”
“I don’t do that at night,
at this season. The lamplight brings in the animals.”
“You might have known that when you came.”
“I did know it!”
“And in winter do you work at night?”
“I read a good deal, but I don’t
often write.” She listened as if these
details had a rare interest, and suddenly a temptation
quite at variance with the prudence I had been teaching
myself associated itself with her plain, mild face.
Ah yes, she was safe and I could make her safer!
It seemed to me from one moment to another that I could
not wait longer that I really must take
a sounding. So I went on: “In general
before I go to sleep very often in bed (it’s
a bad habit, but I confess to it), I read some great
poet. In nine cases out of ten it’s a volume
of Jeffrey Aspern.”
I watched her well as I pronounced
that name but I saw nothing wonderful. Why should
I indeed was not Jeffrey Aspern the property
of the human race?
“Oh, we read him we have read
him,” she quietly replied.
“He is my poet of poets I know him
almost by heart.”
For an instant Miss Tita hesitated;
then her sociability was too much for her.
“Oh, by heart that’s
nothing!” she murmured, smiling. “My
aunt used to know him to know him” she
paused an instant and I wondered what she was going
to say “to know him as a visitor.”
“As a visitor?” I repeated, staring.
“He used to call on her and take her out.”
I continued to stare. “My dear lady, he
died a hundred years ago!”
“Well,” she said mirthfully, “my
aunt is a hundred and fifty.”
“Mercy on us!” I exclaimed;
“why didn’t you tell me before? I
should like so to ask her about him.”
“She wouldn’t care for that she
wouldn’t tell you,” Miss Tita replied.
“I don’t care what she
cares for! She must tell me it’s
not a chance to be lost.”
“Oh, you should have come twenty
years ago: then she still talked about him.”
“And what did she say?” I asked eagerly.
“I don’t know that he liked
her immensely.”
“And she didn’t she like him?”
“She said he was a god.”
Miss Tita gave me this information flatly, without
expression; her tone might have made it a piece of
trivial gossip. But it stirred me deeply as she
dropped the words into the summer night; it seemed
such a direct testimony.
“Fancy, fancy!” I murmured.
And then, “Tell me this, please has
she got a portrait of him? They are distressingly
rare.”
“A portrait? I don’t
know,” said Miss Tita; and now there was discomfiture
in her face. “Well, good night!” she
added; and she turned into the house.
I accompanied her into the wide, dusky,
stone-paved passage which on the ground floor corresponded
with our grand sala. It opened at one end
into the garden, at the other upon the canal, and
was lighted now only by the small lamp that was always
left for me to take up as I went to bed. An extinguished
candle which Miss Tita apparently had brought down
with her stood on the same table with it. “Good
night, good night!” I replied, keeping beside
her as she went to get her light. “Surely
you would know, shouldn’t you, if she had one?”
“If she had what?” the
poor lady asked, looking at me queerly over the flame
of her candle.
“A portrait of the god.
I don’t know what I wouldn’t give to see
it.”
“I don’t know what she
has got. She keeps her things locked up.”
And Miss Tita went away, toward the staircase, with
the sense evidently that she had said too much.
I let her go I wished not
to frighten her and I contented myself with
remarking that Miss Bordereau would not have locked
up such a glorious possession as that a
thing a person would be proud of and hang up in a
prominent place on the parlor wall. Therefore
of course she had not any portrait. Miss Tita
made no direct answer to this and, candle in hand,
with her back to me, ascended two or three stairs.
Then she stopped short and turned round, looking at
me across the dusky space.
“Do you write do
you write?” There was a shake in her voice she
could scarcely bring out what she wanted to ask.
“Do I write? Oh, don’t
speak of my writing on the same day with Aspern’s!”
“Do you write about him do you
pry into his life?”
“Ah, that’s your aunt’s
question; it can’t be yours!” I said, in
a tone of slightly wounded sensibility.
“All the more reason then that
you should answer it. Do you, please?”
I thought I had allowed for the falsehoods
I should have to tell; but I found that in fact when
it came to the point I had not. Besides, now
that I had an opening there was a kind of relief in
being frank. Lastly (it was perhaps fanciful,
even fatuous), I guessed that Miss Tita personally
would not in the last resort be less my friend.
So after a moment’s hesitation I answered, “Yes,
I have written about him and I am looking for more
material. In heaven’s name have you got
any?”
“Santo Dio!” she exclaimed,
without heeding my question; and she hurried upstairs
and out of sight. I might count upon her in the
last resort, but for the present she was visibly alarmed.
The proof of it was that she began to hide again,
so that for a fortnight I never beheld her. I
found my patience ebbing and after four or five days
of this I told the gardener to stop the flowers.