By
Henry James
We had been talking about the masters
who had achieved but a single masterpiece the
artists and poets who but once in their lives had known
the divine afflatus and touched the high level of perfection.
Our host had been showing us a charming little cabinet
picture by a painter whose name we had never heard,
and who, after this single spasmodic bid for fame,
had apparently relapsed into obscurity and mediocrity.
There was some discussion as to the frequency of
this phenomenon; during which, I observed, H –
sat silent, finishing his cigar with a meditative air,
and looking at the picture which was being handed
round the table. “I don’t know how
common a case it is,” he said at last, “but
I have seen it. I have known a poor fellow who
painted his one masterpiece, and” he
added with a smile “he didn’t
even paint that. He made his bid for fame and
missed it.” We all knew H –
for a clever man who had seen much of men and manners,
and had a great stock of reminiscences. Some
one immediately questioned him further, and while
I was engrossed with the raptures of my neighbour
over the little picture, he was induced to tell his
tale. If I were to doubt whether it would bear
repeating, I should only have to remember how that
charming woman, our hostess, who had left the table,
ventured back in rustling rose-colour to pronounce
our lingering a want of gallantry, and, finding us
a listening circle, sank into her chair in spite of
our cigars, and heard the story out so graciously
that, when the catastrophe was reached, she glanced
across at me and showed me a tear in each of her beautiful
eyes.
It relates to my youth, and to Italy:
two fine things! (H – began).
I had arrived late in the evening at Florence, and
while I finished my bottle of wine at supper, had
fancied that, tired traveller though I was, I might
pay the city a finer compliment than by going vulgarly
to bed. A narrow passage wandered darkly away
out of the little square before my hotel, and looked
as if it bored into the heart of Florence. I
followed it, and at the end of ten minutes emerged
upon a great piazza, filled only with the mild autumn
moonlight. Opposite rose the Palazzo Vecchio,
like some huge civic fortress, with the great bell-tower
springing from its embattled verge as a mountain-pine
from the edge of a cliff. At its base, in its
projected shadow, gleamed certain dim sculptures which
I wonderingly approached. One of the images,
on the left of the palace door, was a magnificent
colossus, shining through the dusky air like a sentinel
who has taken the alarm. In a moment I recognised
him as Michael Angelo’s David.
I turned with a certain relief from his sinister strength
to a slender figure in bronze, stationed beneath the
high light loggia, which opposes the free and elegant
span of its arches to the dead masonry of the palace;
a figure supremely shapely and graceful; gentle, almost,
in spite of his holding out with his light nervous
arm the snaky head of the slaughtered Gorgon.
His name is Perseus, and you may read his story,
not in the Greek mythology, but in the memoirs of
Benvenuto Cellini. Glancing from one of these
fine fellows to the other, I probably uttered some
irrepressible commonplace of praise, for, as if provoked
by my voice, a man rose from the steps of the loggia,
where he had been sitting in the shadow, and addressed
me in good English a small, slim personage,
clad in a sort of black velvet tunic (as it seemed),
and with a mass of auburn hair, which gleamed in the
moonlight, escaping from a little mediaeval birretta.
In a tone of the most insinuating deference he asked
me for my “impressions.” He seemed
picturesque, fantastic, slightly unreal. Hovering
there in this consecrated neighbourhood, he might
have passed for the genius of aesthetic hospitality if
the genius of aesthetic hospitality were not commonly
some shabby little custode, flourishing a calico
pocket-handkerchief and openly resentful of the divided
franc. This analogy was made none the less complete
by the brilliant tirade with which he greeted my embarrassed
silence.
“I have known Florence long,
sir, but I have never known her so lovely as tonight.
It’s as if the ghosts of her past were abroad
in the empty streets. The present is sleeping;
the past hovers about us like a dream made visible.
Fancy the old Florentines strolling up in couples
to pass judgment on the last performance of Michael,
of Benvenuto! We should come in for a precious
lesson if we might overhear what they say. The
plainest burgher of them, in his cap and gown, had
a taste in the matter! That was the prime of
art, sir. The sun stood high in heaven, and his
broad and equal blaze made the darkest places bright
and the dullest eyes clear. We live in the evening
of time! We grope in the gray dusk, carrying
each our poor little taper of selfish and painful wisdom,
holding it up to the great models and to the dim idea,
and seeing nothing but overwhelming greatness and
dimness. The days of illumination are gone!
But do you know I fancy I fancy” and
he grew suddenly almost familiar in this visionary
fervour “I fancy the light of that
time rests upon us here for an hour! I have
never seen the David so grand, the Perseus so fair!
Even the inferior productions of John of Bologna and
of Baccio Bandinelli seem to realise the artist’s
dream. I feel as if the moonlit air were charged
with the secrets of the masters, and as if, standing
here in religious attention, we might we
might witness a revelation!” Perceiving at
this moment, I suppose, my halting comprehension reflected
in my puzzled face, this interesting rhapsodist paused
and blushed. Then with a melancholy smile, “You
think me a moonstruck charlatan, I suppose.
It’s not my habit to bang about the piazza and
pounce upon innocent tourists. But tonight, I
confess, I am under the charm. And then, somehow,
I fancied you too were an artist!”
“I am not an artist, I am sorry
to say, as you must understand the term. But
pray make no apologies. I am also under the charm;
your eloquent remarks have only deepened it.”
“If you are not an artist you
are worthy to be one!” he rejoined, with an
expressive smile. “A young man who arrives
at Florence late in the evening, and, instead of going
prosaically to bed, or hanging over the traveller’s
book at his hotel, walks forth without loss of time
to pay his devoirs to the beautiful, is a young man
after my own heart!”
The mystery was suddenly solved; my
friend was an American! He must have been, to
take the picturesque so prodigiously to heart.
“None the less so, I trust,” I answered,
“if the young man is a sordid New Yorker.”
“New Yorkers have been munificent
patrons of art!” he answered, urbanely.
For a moment I was alarmed.
Was this midnight reverie mere Yankee enterprise,
and was he simply a desperate brother of the brush
who had posted himself here to extort an “order”
from a sauntering tourist? But I was not called
to defend myself. A great brazen note broke suddenly
from the far-off summit of the bell-tower above us,
and sounded the first stroke of midnight. My
companion started, apologised for detaining me, and
prepared to retire. But he seemed to offer so
lively a promise of further entertainment that I was
indisposed to part with him, and suggested that we
should stroll homeward together. He cordially
assented; so we turned out of the Piazza, passed down
before the statued arcade of the Uffizi, and
came out upon the Arno. What course we took I
hardly remember, but we roamed slowly about for an
hour, my companion delivering by snatches a sort of
moon-touched aesthetic lecture. I listened in
puzzled fascination, and wondered who the deuce he
was. He confessed with a melancholy but all-respectful
head-shake to his American origin.
“We are the disinherited of
Art!” he cried. “We are condemned
to be superficial! We are excluded from the
magic circle. The soil of American perception
is a poor little barren artificial deposit. Yes!
we are wedded to imperfection. An American,
to excel, has just ten times as much to learn as a
European. We lack the deeper sense. We
have neither taste, nor tact, nor power. How
should we have them? Our crude and garish climate,
our silent past, our deafening present, the constant
pressure about us of unlovely circumstance, are as
void of all that nourishes and prompts and inspires
the artist, as my sad heart is void of bitterness
in saying so! We poor aspirants must live in
perpetual exile.”
“You seem fairly at home in
exile,” I answered, “and Florence seems
to me a very pretty Siberia. But do you know
my own thought? Nothing is so idle as to talk
about our want of a nutritive soil, of opportunity,
of inspiration, and all the rest of it. The
worthy part is to do something fine! There is
no law in our glorious Constitution against that.
Invent, create, achieve! No matter if you have
to study fifty times as much as one of these!
What else are you an artist for? Be you our
Moses,” I added, laughing, and laying my hand
on his shoulder, “and lead us out of the house
of bondage!”
“Golden words golden
words, young man!” he cried, with a tender smile.
“‘Invent, create, achieve!’ Yes,
that’s our business; I know it well. Don’t
take me, in Heaven’s name, for one of your barren
complainers impotent cynics who have neither
talent nor faith! I am at work!” and
he glanced about him and lowered his voice as if this
were a quite peculiar secret “I’m
at work night and day. I have undertaken a creation!
I am no Moses; I am only a poor patient artist; but
it would be a fine thing if I were to cause some slender
stream of beauty to flow in our thirsty land!
Don’t think me a monster of conceit,”
he went on, as he saw me smile at the avidity with
which he adopted my illustration; “I confess
that I am in one of those moods when great things seem
possible! This is one of my nervous nights I
dream waking! When the south wind blows over
Florence at midnight it seems to coax the soul from
all the fair things locked away in her churches and
galleries; it comes into my own little studio with
the moonlight, and sets my heart beating too deeply
for rest. You see I am always adding a thought
to my conception! This evening I felt that I
couldn’t sleep unless I had communed with the
genius of Buonarotti!”
He seemed deeply versed in local history
and tradition, and he expatiated con amore
on the charms of Florence. I gathered that he
was an old resident, and that he had taken the lovely
city into his heart. “I owe her everything,”
he declared. “It’s only since I came
here that I have really lived, intellectually.
One by one, all profane desires, all mere worldly
aims, have dropped away from me, and left me nothing
but my pencil, my little note-book” (and he
tapped his breast-pocket), “and the worship
of the pure masters those who were pure
because they were innocent, and those who were pure
because they were strong!”
“And have you been very productive
all this time?” I asked sympathetically.
He was silent a while before replying.
“Not in the vulgar sense!” he said at
last. “I have chosen never to manifest
myself by imperfection. The good in every performance
I have re-absorbed into the generative force of new
creations; the bad there is always plenty
of that I have religiously destroyed.
I may say, with some satisfaction, that I have not
added a mite to the rubbish of the world. As
a proof of my conscientiousness” and
he stopped short, and eyed me with extraordinary candour,
as if the proof were to be overwhelming “I
have never sold a picture! ‘At least no
merchant traffics in my heart!’ Do you remember
that divine line in Browning? My little studio
has never been profaned by superficial, feverish,
mercenary work. It’s a temple of labour,
but of leisure! Art is long. If we work
for ourselves, of course we must hurry. If we
work for her, we must often pause. She can wait!”
This had brought us to my hotel door,
somewhat to my relief, I confess, for I had begun
to feel unequal to the society of a genius of this
heroic strain. I left him, however, not without
expressing a friendly hope that we should meet again.
The next morning my curiosity had not abated; I was
anxious to see him by common daylight. I counted
upon meeting him in one of the many pictorial haunts
of Florence, and I was gratified without delay.
I found him in the course of the morning in the Tribune
of the Uffizi that little treasure-chamber
of world-famous things. He had turned his back
on the Venus de’ Medici, and with his arms resting
on the rail-mug which protects the pictures, and his
head buried in his hands, he was lost in the contemplation
of that superb triptych of Andrea Mantegna a
work which has neither the material splendour nor the
commanding force of some of its neighbours, but which,
glowing there with the loveliness of patient labour,
suits possibly a more constant need of the soul.
I looked at the picture for some time over his shoulder;
at last, with a heavy sigh, he turned away and our
eyes met. As he recognised me a deep blush rose
to his face; he fancied, perhaps, that he had made
a fool of himself overnight. But I offered him
my hand with a friendliness which assured him I was
not a scoffer. I knew him by his ardent chevelure;
otherwise he was much altered. His midnight mood
was over, and he looked as haggard as an actor by
daylight. He was far older than I had supposed,
and he had less bravery of costume and gesture.
He seemed the quiet, poor, patient artist he had
proclaimed himself, and the fact that he had never
sold a picture was more obvious than glorious.
His velvet coat was threadbare, and his short slouched
hat, of an antique pattern, revealed a rustiness which
marked it an “original,” and not one of
the picturesque reproductions which brethren of his
craft affect. His eye was mild and heavy, and
his expression singularly gentle and acquiescent;
the more so for a certain pallid leanness of visage,
which I hardly knew whether to refer to the consuming
fire of genius or to a meagre diet. A very little
talk, however, cleared his brow and brought back his
eloquence.
“And this is your first visit
to these enchanted halls?” he cried. “Happy,
thrice happy youth!” And taking me by the arm,
he prepared to lead me to each of the pre-eminent
works in turn and show me the cream of the gallery.
But before we left the Mantegna he pressed my arm
and gave it a loving look. “He was not
in a hurry,” he murmured. “He knew
nothing of ‘raw Haste, half-sister to Delay!’”
How sound a critic my friend was I am unable to say,
but he was an extremely amusing one; overflowing with
opinions, theories, and sympathies, with disquisition
and gossip and anecdote. He was a shade too sentimental
for my own sympathies, and I fancied he was rather
too fond of superfine discriminations and of discovering
subtle intentions in shallow places. At moments,
too, he plunged into the sea of metaphysics, and floundered
a while in waters too deep for intellectual security.
But his abounding knowledge and happy judgment told
a touching story of long attentive hours in this worshipful
company; there was a reproach to my wasteful saunterings
in so devoted a culture of opportunity. “There
are two moods,” I remember his saying, “in
which we may walk through galleries the
critical and the ideal. They seize us at their
pleasure, and we can never tell which is to take its
turn. The critical mood, oddly, is the genial
one, the friendly, the condescending. It relishes
the pretty trivialities of art, its vulgar cleverness,
its conscious graces. It has a kindly greeting
for anything which looks as if, according to his light,
the painter had enjoyed doing it for the
little Dutch cabbages and kettles, for the taper fingers
and breezy mantles of late-coming Madonnas, for the
little blue-hilled, pastoral, sceptical Italian landscapes.
Then there are the days of fierce, fastidious longing solemn
church feasts of the intellect when all
vulgar effort and all petty success is a weariness,
and everything but the best the best of
the best disgusts. In these hours
we are relentless aristocrats of taste. We will
not take Michael Angelo for granted, we will not swallow
Raphael whole!”
The gallery of the Uffizi is
not only rich in its possessions, but peculiarly fortunate
in that fine architectural accident, as one may call
it, which unites it with the breadth of
river and city between them to those princely
chambers of the Pitti Palace. The Louvre and
the Vatican hardly give you such a sense of sustained
inclosure as those long passages projected over street
and stream to establish a sort of inviolate transition
between the two palaces of art. We passed along
the gallery in which those precious drawings by eminent
hands hang chaste and gray above the swirl and murmur
of the yellow Arno, and reached the ducal saloons
of the Pitti. Ducal as they are, it must be confessed
that they are imperfect as show-rooms, and that, with
their deep-set windows and their massive mouldings,
it is rather a broken light that reaches the pictured
walls. But here the masterpieces hang thick,
and you seem to see them in a luminous atmosphere
of their own. And the great saloons, with their
superb dim ceilings, their outer wall in splendid shadow,
and the sombre opposite glow of mellow canvas and
dusky gilding, make, themselves, almost as fine a
picture as the Titians and Raphaels they imperfectly
reveal. We lingered briefly before many a Raphael
and Titian; but I saw my friend was impatient, and
I suffered him at last to lead me directly to the
goal of our journey the most tenderly fair
of Raphael’s virgins, the Madonna in the Chair.
Of all the fine pictures of the world, it seemed
to me this is the one with which criticism has least
to do. None betrays less effort, less of the
mechanism of success and of the irrepressible discord
between conception and result, which shows dimly in
so many consummate works. Graceful, human, near
to our sympathies as it is, it has nothing of manner,
of method, nothing, almost, of style; it blooms there
in rounded softness, as instinct with harmony as if
it were an immediate exhalation of genius. The
figure melts away the spectator’s mind into
a sort of passionate tenderness which he knows not
whether he has given to heavenly purity or to earthly
charm. He is intoxicated with the fragrance of
the tenderest blossom of maternity that ever bloomed
on earth.
“That’s what I call a
fine picture,” said my companion, after we had
gazed a while in silence. “I have a right
to say so, for I have copied it so often and so carefully
that I could repeat it now with my eyes shut.
Other works are of Raphael: this is Raphael
himself. Others you can praise, you can qualify,
you can measure, explain, account for: this you
can only love and admire. I don’t know
in what seeming he walked among men while this divine
mood was upon him; but after it, surely, he could
do nothing but die; this world had nothing more to
teach him. Think of it a while, my friend, and
you will admit that I am not raving. Think of
his seeing that spotless image, not for a moment, for
a day, in a happy dream, or a restless fever-fit;
not as a poet in a five minutes’ frenzy time
to snatch his phrase and scribble his immortal stanza;
but for days together, while the slow labour of the
brush went on, while the foul vapours of life interposed,
and the fancy ached with tension, fixed, radiant,
distinct, as we see it now! What a master, certainly!
But ah! what a seer!”
“Don’t you imagine,”
I answered, “that he had a model, and that some
pretty young woman ”
“As pretty a young woman as
you please! It doesn’t diminish the miracle!
He took his hint, of course, and the young woman, possibly,
sat smiling before his canvas. But, meanwhile,
the painter’s idea had taken wings. No
lovely human outline could charm it to vulgar fact.
He saw the fair form made perfect; he rose to the
vision without tremor, without effort of wing; he
communed with it face to face, and resolved into finer
and lovelier truth the purity which completes it as
the fragrance completes the rose. That’s
what they call idealism; the word’s vastly abused,
but the thing is good. It’s my own creed,
at any rate. Lovely Madonna, model at once and
muse, I call you to witness that I too am an idealist!”
“An idealist, then,” I
said, half jocosely, wishing to provoke him to further
utterance, “is a gentleman who says to Nature
in the person of a beautiful girl, ’Go to, you
are all wrong! Your fine is coarse, your bright
is dim, your grace is gaucherie. This
is the way you should have done it!’ Is not
the chance against him?”
He turned upon me almost angrily,
but perceiving the genial savour of my sarcasm, he
smiled gravely. “Look at that picture,”
he said, “and cease your irreverent mockery!
Idealism is that! There’s no explaining
it; one must feel the flame! It says nothing
to Nature, or to any beautiful girl, that they will
not both forgive! It says to the fair woman,
’Accept me as your artist friend, lend me your
beautiful face, trust me, help me, and your eyes shall
be half my masterpiece!’ No one so loves and
respects the rich realities of nature as the artist
whose imagination caresses and flatters them.
He knows what a fact may hold (whether Raphael knew,
you may judge by his portrait, behind us there, of
Tommaso Inghirami); bad his fancy hovers above
it, as Anal hovered above the sleeping prince.
There is only one Raphael, bad an artist may still
be an artist. As I said last night, the days
of illumination are gone; visions are rare; we have
to look long to see them. But in meditation we
may still cultivate the ideal; round it, smooth it,
perfect it. The result the result,”
(here his voice faltered suddenly, and he fixed his
eyes for a moment on the picture; when they met my
own again they were full of tears) “the
result may be less than this; but still it may be
good, it may be great!” he cried with
vehemence. “It may hang somewhere, in
after years, in goodly company, and keep the artist’s
memory warm. Think of being known to mankind
after some such fashion as this! of hanging here through
the slow centuries in the gaze of an altered world;
living on and on in the cunning of an eye and hand
that are part of the dust of ages, a delight and a
law to remote generations; making beauty a force and
purity an example!”
“Heaven forbid,” I said,
smiling, “that I should take the wind out of
your sails! But doesn’t it occur to you
that, besides being strong in his genius, Raphael
was happy in a certain good faith of which we have
lost the trick? There are people, I know, who
deny that his spotless Madonnas are anything more
than pretty blondes of that period enhanced by the
Raphaelesque touch, which they declare is a profane
touch. Be that as it may, people’s religious
and aesthetic needs went arm in arm, and there was,
as I may say, a demand for the Blessed Virgin, visible
and adorable, which must have given firmness to the
artist’s hand. I am afraid there is no
demand now.”
My companion seemed painfully puzzled;
he shivered, as it were, in this chilling blast of
scepticism. Then shaking his head with sublime
confidence “There is always a demand!”
he cried; “that ineffable type is one of the
eternal needs of man’s heart; but pious souls
long for it in silence, almost in shame. Let
it appear, and their faith grows brave. How should
it appear in this corrupt generation? It cannot
be made to order. It could, indeed, when the
order came, trumpet-toned, from the lips of the Church
herself, and was addressed to genius panting with
inspiration. But it can spring now only from
the soil of passionate labour and culture. Do
you really fancy that while, from time to time, a
man of complete artistic vision is born into the world,
that image can perish? The man who paints it
has painted everything. The subject admits of
every perfection form, colour, expression,
composition. It can be as simple as you please,
and yet as rich; as broad and pure, and yet as full
of delicate detail. Think of the chance for flesh
in the little naked, nestling child, irradiating divinity;
of the chance for drapery in the chaste and ample
garment of the mother! think of the great story you
compress into that simple theme! Think, above
all, of the mother’s face and its ineffable
suggestiveness, of the mingled burden of joy and trouble,
the tenderness turned to worship, and the worship turned
to far-seeing pity! Then look at it all in perfect
line and lovely colour, breathing truth and beauty
and mastery!”
“Anch’ io son
pittore!” I cried. “Unless I
am mistaken, you have a masterpiece on the stocks.
If you put all that in, you will do more than Raphael
himself did. Let me know when your picture is
finished, and wherever in the wide world I may be,
I will post back to Florence and pay my respects to the
Madonna of the future!”
He blushed vividly and gave a heavy
sigh, half of protest, half of resignation.
“I don’t often mention my picture by name.
I detest this modern custom of premature publicity.
A great work needs silence, privacy, mystery even.
And then, do you know, people are so cruel, so frivolous,
so unable to imagine a man’s wishing to paint
a Madonna at this time of day, that I have been laughed
at laughed at, sir!” and his blush
deepened to crimson. “I don’t know
what has prompted me to be so frank and trustful with
you. You look as if you wouldn’t laugh
at me. My dear young man” and
he laid his hand on my arm “I am worthy
of respect. Whatever my talents may be, I am
honest. There is nothing grotesque in a pure
ambition, or in a life devoted to it.”
There was something so sternly sincere
in his look and tone that further questions seemed
impertinent. I had repeated opportunity to ask
them, however, for after this we spent much time together.
Daily for a fortnight, we met by appointment, to
see the sights. He knew the city so well, he
had strolled and lounged so often through its streets
and churches and galleries, he was so deeply versed
in its greater and lesser memories, so imbued with
the local genius, that he was an altogether ideal
valet de place, and I was glad enough to leave
my Murray at home, and gather facts and opinions alike
from his gossiping commentary. He talked of
Florence like a lover, and admitted that it was a very
old affair; he had lost his heart to her at first
sight. “It’s the fashion to talk
of all cities as feminine,” he said, “but,
as a rule, it’s a monstrous mistake. Is
Florence of the same sex as New York, as Chicago?
She is the sole perfect lady of them all; one feels
towards her as a lad in his teens feels to some beautiful
older woman with a ‘history.’ She
fills you with a sort of aspiring gallantry.”
This disinterested passion seemed to stand my friend
in stead of the common social ties; he led a lonely
life, and cared for nothing but his work. I was
duly flattered by his having taken my frivolous self
into his favour, and by his generous sacrifice of
precious hours to my society. We spent many of
these hours among those early paintings in which Florence
is so rich, returning ever and anon, with restless
sympathies, to wonder whether these tender blossoms
of art had not a vital fragrance and savour more precious
than the full-fruited knowledge of the later works.
We lingered often in the sepulchral chapel of San
Lorenzo, and watched Michael Angelo’s dim-visaged
warrior sitting there like some awful Genius of Doubt
and brooding behind his eternal mask upon the mysteries
of life. We stood more than once in the little
convent chambers where Fra Angelico wrought
as if an angel indeed had held his hand, and gathered
that sense of scattered dews and early bird-notes
which makes an hour among his relics seem like a morning
stroll in some monkish garden. We did all this
and much more wandered into dark chapels,
damp courts, and dusty palace-rooms, in quest of lingering
hints of fresco and lurking treasures of carving.
I was more and more impressed with
my companion’s remarkable singleness of purpose.
Everything was a pretext for some wildly idealistic
rhapsody or reverie. Nothing could be seen or
said that did not lead him sooner or later to a glowing
discourse on the true, the beautiful, and the good.
If my friend was not a genius, he was certainly a monomaniac;
and I found as great a fascination in watching the
odd lights and shades of his character as if he had
been a creature from another planet. He seemed,
indeed, to know very little of this one, and lived
and moved altogether in his own little province of
art. A creature more unsullied by the world
it is impossible to conceive, and I often thought it
a flaw in his artistic character that he had not a
harmless vice or two. It amused me greatly at
times to think that he was of our shrewd Yankee race;
but, after all, there could be no better token of
his American origin than this high aesthetic fever.
The very heat of his devotion was a sign of conversion;
those born to European opportunity manage better to
reconcile enthusiasm with comfort. He had, moreover,
all our native mistrust for intellectual discretion,
and our native relish for sonorous superlatives.
As a critic he was very much more generous than just,
and his mildest terms of approbation were “stupendous,”
“transcendent,” and “incomparable.”
The small change of admiration seemed to him no coin
for a gentleman to handle; and yet, frank as he was
intellectually, he was personally altogether a mystery.
His professions, somehow, were all half-professions,
and his allusions to his work and circumstances left
something dimly ambiguous in the background.
He was modest and proud, and never spoke of his domestic
matters. He was evidently poor; yet he must
have had some slender independence, since he could
afford to make so merry over the fact that his culture
of ideal beauty had never brought him a penny.
His poverty, I supposed, was his motive for neither
inviting me to his lodging nor mentioning its whereabouts.
We met either in some public place or at my hotel,
where I entertained him as freely as I might without
appearing to be prompted by charity. He seemed
always hungry, and this was his nearest approach to
human grossness. I made a point of asking no
impertinent questions, but, each time we met, I ventured
to make some respectful allusion to the magnum opus,
to inquire, as it were, as to its health and progress.
“We are getting on, with the Lord’s help,”
he would say, with a grave smile. “We are
doing well. You see, I have the grand advantage
that I lose no time. These hours I spend with
you are pure profit. They are suggestive!
Just as the truly religious soul is always at worship,
the genuine artist is always in labour. He takes
his property wherever he finds it, and learns some
precious secret from every object that stands up in
the light. If you but knew the rapture of observation!
I gather with every glance some hint for light, for
colour, or relief! When I get home, I pour out
my treasures into the lap of toy Madonna. Oh,
I am not idle! Nulla dies sine linea.”
I was introduced in Florence to an
American lady whose drawing-room had long formed an
attractive place of reunion for the foreign residents.
She lived on a fourth floor, and she was not rich;
but she offered her visitors very good tea, little
cakes at option, and conversation not quite to match.
Her conversation had mainly an aesthetic flavour,
for Mrs. Coventry was famously “artistic.”
Her apartment was a sort of Pitti Palace au petit
pied. She possessed “early masters”
by the dozen a cluster of Peruginos in
her dining-room, a Giotto in her boudoir, an Andrea
del Sarto over her drawing-room chimney-piece.
Surrounded by these treasures, and by innumerable
bronzes, mosaics, majolica dishes, and little worm-eaten
diptychs covered with angular saints on gilded backgrounds,
our hostess enjoyed the dignity of a sort of high-priestess
of the arts. She always wore on her bosom a huge
miniature copy of the Madonna della Seggiola.
Gaining her ear quietly one evening, I asked her
whether she knew that remarkable man, Mr. Theobald.
“Know him!” she exclaimed;
“know poor Theobald! All Florence knows
him, his flame-coloured locks, his black velvet coat,
his interminable harangues on the beautiful, and his
wondrous Madonna that mortal eye has never seen, and
that mortal patience has quite given up expecting.”
“Really,” I cried, “you don’t
believe in his Madonna?”
“My dear ingenuous youth,”
rejoined my shrewd friend, “has he made a convert
of you? Well, we all believed in him once; he
came down upon Florence and took the town by storm.
Another Raphael, at the very least, had been born
among men, and the poor dear United States were to
have the credit of him. Hadn’t he the
very hair of Raphael flowing down on his shoulders?
The hair, alas, but not the head! We swallowed
him whole, however; we hung upon his lips and proclaimed
his genius on the house-tops. The women were
all dying to sit to him for their portraits and be
made immortal, like Leonardo’s Joconde.
We decided that his manner was a good deal like Leonardo’s mysterious,
and inscrutable, and fascinating. Mysterious
it certainly was; mystery was the beginning and the
end of it. The months passed by, and the miracle
hung fire; our master never produced his masterpiece.
He passed hours in the galleries and churches, posturing,
musing, and gazing; he talked more than ever about
the beautiful, but he never put brush to canvas.
We had all subscribed, as it were, to the great performance;
but as it never came off people began to ask for their
money again. I was one of the last of the faithful;
I carried devotion so far as to sit to him for my
head. If you could have seen the horrible creature
he made of me, you would admit that even a woman with
no more vanity than will tie her bonnet straight must
have cooled off then. The man didn’t know
the very alphabet of drawing! His strong point,
he intimated, was his sentiment; but is it a consolation,
when one has been painted a fright, to know it has
been done with peculiar gusto? One by one, I
confess, we fell away from the faith, and Mr. Theobald
didn’t lift his little finger to preserve us.
At the first hint that we were tired of waiting,
and that we should like the show to begin, he was
off in a huff. ’Great work requires time,
contemplation, privacy, mystery! O ye of little
faith!’ We answered that we didn’t insist
on a great work; that the five-act tragedy might come
at his convenience; that we merely asked for something
to keep us from yawning, some inexpensive little lever
de rideau. Hereupon the poor man took his
stand as a genius misconceived and persecuted, an âme
meconnue, and washed his hands of us from that
hour! No, I believe he does me the honour to
consider me the head and front of the conspiracy formed
to nip his glory in the bud a bud that
has taken twenty years to blossom. Ask him if
he knows me, and he will tell you I am a horribly ugly
old woman, who has vowed his destruction because he
won’t paint her portrait as a pendant to Titian’s
Flora. I fancy that since then he has had none
but chance followers, innocent strangers like yourself,
who have taken him at his word. The mountain
is still in labour; I have not heard that the mouse
has been born. I pass him once in a while in
the galleries, and he fixes his great dark eyes on
me with a sublimity of indifference, as if I were
a bad copy of a Sassoferrato! It is a long time
ago now that I heard that he was making studies for
a Madonna who was to be a resume of all the
other Madonnas of the Italian school like
that antique Venus who borrowed a nose from one great
image and an ankle from another. It’s
certainly a masterly idea. The parts may be fine,
but when I think of my unhappy portrait I tremble
for the whole. He has communicated this striking
idea under the pledge of solemn secrecy to fifty chosen
spirits, to every one he has ever been able to button-hole
for five minutes. I suppose he wants to get
an order for it, and he is not to blame; for Heaven
knows how he lives. I see by your blush,”
my hostess frankly continued, “that you have
been honoured with his confidence. You needn’t
be ashamed, my dear young man; a man of your age is
none the worse for a certain generous credulity.
Only allow me to give you a word of advice:
keep your credulity out of your pockets! Don’t
pay for the picture till it’s delivered.
You have not been treated to a peep at it, I imagine!
No more have your fifty predecessors in the faith.
There are people who doubt whether there is any picture
to be seen. I fancy, myself, that if one were
to get into his studio, one would find something very
like the picture in that tale of Balzac’s a
mere mass of incoherent scratches and daubs, a jumble
of dead paint!”
I listened to this pungent recital
in silent wonder. It had a painfully plausible
sound, and was not inconsistent with certain shy suspicions
of my own. My hostess was not only a clever
woman, but presumably a generous one. I determined
to let my judgment wait upon events. Possibly
she was right; but if she was wrong, she was cruelly
wrong! Her version of my friend’s eccentricities
made me impatient to see him again and examine him
in the light of public opinion. On our next meeting
I immediately asked him if he knew Mrs. Coventry.
He laid his hand on my arm and gave me a sad smile.
“Has she taxed your gallantry at last?”
he asked. “She’s a foolish woman.
She’s frivolous and heartless, and she pretends
to be serious and kind. She prattles about Giotto’s
second manner and Vittoria Colonna’s liaison
with ’Michael’ one would think
that Michael lived across the way and was expected
in to take a hand at whist but she knows
as little about art, and about the conditions of production,
as I know about Buddhism. She profanes sacred
words,” he added more vehemently, after a pause.
“She cares for you only as some one to band
teacups in that horrible mendacious little parlour
of hers, with its trumpery Peruginos! If you
can’t dash off a new picture every three days,
and let her hand it round among her guests, she tells
them in plain English that you are an impostor!”
This attempt of mine to test Mrs.
Coventry’s accuracy was made in the course of
a late afternoon walk to the quiet old church of San
Miniato, on one of the hill-tops which directly
overlook the city, from whose gates you are guided
to it by a stony and cypress-bordered walk, which
seems a very fitting avenue to a shrine. No spot
is more propitious to lingering repose than the broad
terrace in front of the church, where, lounging against
the parapet, you may glance in slow alternation from
the black and yellow marbles of the church façade,
seamed and cracked with time and wind-sown with a
tender flora of its own, down to the full domes and
slender towers of Florence and over to the blue sweep
of the wide-mouthed cup of mountains into whose hollow
the little treasure city has been dropped. I
had proposed, as a diversion from the painful memories
evoked by Mrs. Coventry’s name, that Theobald
should go with me the next evening to the opera, where
some rarely-played work was to be given. He
declined, as I half expected, for I observed that he
regularly kept his evenings in reserve, and never
alluded to his manner of passing them. “You
have reminded me before,” I said, smiling, “of
that charming speech of the Florentine painter in
Alfred de Musset’s ‘Lorenzaccio’:
’I do no harm to anyone. I pass my days
in my studio, On Sunday I go to the Annunziata or
to Santa Mario; the monks think I have a voice; they
dress me in a white gown and a red cap, and I take
a share in the choruses; sometimes I do a little solo:
these are the only times I go into public. In
the evening, I visit my sweetheart; when the night
is fine, we pass it on her balcony.’ I
don’t know whether you have a sweetheart, or
whether she has a balcony. But if you are so
happy, it’s certainly better than trying to
find a charm in a third-rate prima donna.”
He made no immediate response, but
at last he turned to me solemnly. “Can
you look upon a beautiful woman with reverent eyes?”
“Really,” I said, “I
don’t pretend to be sheepish, but I should be
sorry to think I was impudent.” And I
asked him what in the world he meant. When at
last I had assured him that I could undertake to temper
admiration with respect, he informed me, with an air
of religious mystery, that it was in his power to
introduce me to the most beautiful woman in Italy “A
beauty with a soul!”
“Upon my word,” I cried,
“you are extremely fortunate, and that is a most
attractive description.”
“This woman’s beauty,”
he went on, “is a lesson, a morality, a poem!
It’s my daily study.”
Of course, after this, I lost no time
in reminding him of what, before we parted, had taken
the shape of a promise. “I feel somehow,”
he had said, “as if it were a sort of violation
of that privacy in which I have always contemplated
her beauty. This is friendship, my friend.
No hint of her existence has ever fallen from my
lips. But with too great a familiarity we are
apt to lose a sense of the real value of things, and
you perhaps will throw some new light upon it and
offer a fresher interpretation.”
We went accordingly by appointment
to a certain ancient house in the heart of Florence the
precinct of the Mercato Vecchio and
climbed a dark, steep staircase, to the very summit
of the edifice. Theobald’s beauty seemed
as loftily exalted above the line of common vision
as his artistic ideal was lifted above the usual practice
of men. He passed without knocking into the
dark vestibule of a small apartment, and, flinging
open an inner door, ushered me into a small saloon.
The room seemed mean and sombre, though I caught
a glimpse of white curtains swaying gently at an open
window. At a table, near a lamp, sat a woman
dressed in black, working at a piece of embroidery.
As Theobald entered she looked up calmly, with a
smile; but seeing me she made a movement of surprise,
and rose with a kind of stately grace. Theobald
stepped forward, took her hand and kissed it, with
an indescribable air of immemorial usage. As
he bent his head she looked at me askance, and I thought
she blushed.
“Behold the Serafina!”
said Theobald, frankly, waving me forward. “This
is a friend, and a lover of the arts,” he added,
introducing me. I received a smile, a curtsey,
and a request to be seated.
The most beautiful woman in Italy
was a person of a generous Italian type and of a great
simplicity of demeanour. Seated again at her
lamp, with her embroidery, she seemed to have nothing
whatever to say. Theobald, bending towards her
in a sort of Platonic ecstasy, asked her a dozen paternally
tender questions as to her health, her state of mind,
her occupations, and the progress of her embroidery,
which he examined minutely and summoned me to admire.
It was some portion of an ecclesiastical vestment yellow
satin wrought with an elaborate design of silver and
gold. She made answer in a full rich voice, but
with a brevity which I hesitated whether to attribute
to native reserve or to the profane constraint of
my presence. She had been that morning to confession;
she had also been to market, and had bought a chicken
for dinner. She felt very happy; she had nothing
to complain of except that the people for whom she
was making her vestment, and who furnished her materials,
should be willing to put such rotten silver thread
into the garment, as one might say, of the Lord.
From time to time, as she took her slow stitches,
she raised her eyes and covered me with a glance which
seemed at first to denote a placid curiosity, but in
which, as I saw it repeated, I thought I perceived
the dim glimmer of an attempt to establish an understanding
with me at the expense of our companion. Meanwhile,
as mindful as possible of Theobald’s injunction
of reverence, I considered the lady’s personal
claims to the fine compliment he had paid her.
That she was indeed a beautiful woman
I perceived, after recovering from the surprise of
finding her without the freshness of youth. Her
beauty was of a sort which, in losing youth, loses
little of its essential charm, expressed for the most
part as it was in form and structure, and, as Theobald
would have said, in “composition.”
She was broad and ample, low-browed and large-eyed,
dark and pale. Her thick brown hair hung low
beside her cheek and ear, and seemed to drape her head
with a covering as chaste and formal as the veil of
a nun. The poise and carriage of her head were
admirably free and noble, and they were the more effective
that their freedom was at moments discreetly corrected
by a little sanctimonious droop, which harmonised
admirably with the level gaze of her dark and quiet
eye. A strong, serene, physical nature, and the
placid temper which comes of no nerves and no troubles,
seemed this lady’s comfortable portion.
She was dressed in plain dull black, save for a sort
of dark blue kerchief which was folded across her bosom
and exposed a glimpse of her massive throat.
Over this kerchief was suspended a little silver
cross. I admired her greatly, and yet with a
large reserve. A certain mild intellectual apathy
belonged properly to her type of beauty, and had always
seemed to round and enrich it; but this bourgeoise
Egeria, if I viewed her right, betrayed a rather vulgar
stagnation of mind. There might have been once
a dim spiritual light in her face; but it had long
since begun to wane. And furthermore, in plain
prose, she was growing stout. My disappointment
amounted very nearly to complete disenchantment when
Theobald, as if to facilitate my covert inspection,
declaring that the lamp was very dim, and that she
would ruin her eyes without more light, rose and fetched
a couple of candles from the mantelpiece, which he
placed lighted on the table. In this brighter
illumination I perceived that our hostess was decidedly
an elderly woman. She was neither haggard, nor
worn, nor gray; she was simply coarse. The “soul”
which Theobald had promised seemed scarcely worth making
such a point of; it was no deeper mystery than a sort
of matronly mildness of lip and brow. I should
have been ready even to declare that that sanctified
bend of the head was nothing more than the trick of
a person constantly working at embroidery. It
occurred to me even that it was a trick of a less
innocent sort; for, in spite of the mellow quietude
of her wits, this stately needlewoman dropped a hint
that she took the situation rather less seriously
than her friend. When he rose to light the candles
she looked across at me with a quick, intelligent smile,
and tapped her forehead with her forefinger; then,
as from a sudden feeling of compassionate loyalty
to poor Theobald, I preserved a blank face, she gave
a little shrug and resumed her work.
What was the relation of this singular
couple? Was he the most ardent of friends or
the most reverent of lovers? Did she regard him
as an eccentric swain, whose benevolent admiration
of her beauty she was not ill pleased to humour at
this small cost of having him climb into her little
parlour and gossip of summer nights? With her
decent and sombre dress, her simple gravity, and that
fine piece of priestly needlework, she looked like
some pious lay-member of a sisterhood, living by special
permission outside her convent walls. Or was
she maintained here aloft by her friend in comfortable
leisure, so that he might have before him the perfect,
eternal type, uncorrupted and untarnished by the struggle
for existence? Her shapely hands, I observed,
wore very fair and white; they lacked the traces of
what is called honest toil.
“And the pictures, how do they
come on?” she asked of Theobald, after a long
pause.
“Finely, finely! I have
here a friend whose sympathy and encouragement give
me new faith and ardour.”
Our hostess turned to me, gazed at
me a moment rather inscrutably, and then tapping her
forehead with the gesture she had used a minute before,
“He has a magnificent genius!” she said,
with perfect gravity.
“I am inclined to think so,” I answered,
with a smile.
“Eh, why do you smile?”
she cried. “If you doubt it, you must see
the bambino!” And she took the lamp
and conducted me to the other side of the room, where
on the wall, in a plain black frame, hung a large drawing
in red chalk. Beneath it was fastened a little
howl for holy water. The drawing represented
a very young child, entirely naked, half nestling
back against his mother’s gown, but with his
two little arms outstretched, as if in the act of
benediction. It was executed with singular freedom
and power, and yet seemed vivid with the sacred bloom
of infancy. A sort of dimpled elegance and grace,
mingled with its boldness, recalled the touch of Correggio.
“That’s what he can do!” said my
hostess. “It’s the blessed little
boy whom I lost. It’s his very image,
and the Signor Teobaldo gave it me as a gift.
He has given me many things besides!”
I looked at the picture for some time
and admired it immensely. Turning back to Theobald
I assured him that if it were hung among the drawings
in the Uffizi and labelled with a glorious name
it would hold its own. My praise seemed to give
him extreme pleasure; he pressed my hands, and his
eyes filled with tears. It moved him apparently
with the desire to expatiate on the history of the
drawing, for he rose and made his adieux to our companion,
kissing her band with the same mild ardour as before.
It occurred to me that the offer of a similar piece
of gallantry on my own part might help me to know
what manner of woman she was. When she perceived
my intention she withdrew her hand, dropped her eyes
solemnly, and made me a severe curtsey. Theobald
took my arm and led me rapidly into the street.
“And what do you think of the
divine Serafina?” he cried with fervour.
“It is certainly an excellent
style of good looks!” I answered.
He eyed me an instant askance, and
then seemed hurried along by the current of remembrance.
“You should have seen the mother and the child
together, seen them as I first saw them the
mother with her head draped in a shawl, a divine trouble
in her face, and the bambino pressed to her bosom.
You would have said, I think, that Raphael had found
his match in common chance. I was coming in,
one summer night, from a long walk in the country,
when I met this apparition at the city gate.
The woman held out her hand. I hardly knew whether
to say, ‘What do you want?’ or to fall
down and worship. She asked for a little money.
I saw that she was beautiful and pale; she might
have stepped out of the stable of Bethlehem!
I gave her money and helped her on her way into the
town. I had guessed her story. She, too,
was a maiden mother, and she had been turned out into
the world in her shame. I felt in all my pulses
that here was my subject marvellously realised.
I felt like one of the old monkish artists who had
had a vision. I rescued the poor creatures,
cherished them, watched them as I would have done some
precious work of art, some lovely fragment of fresco
discovered in a mouldering cloister. In a month as
if to deepen and sanctify the sadness and sweetness
of it all the poor little child died.
When she felt that he was going she held him up to
me for ten minutes, and I made that sketch. You
saw a feverish haste in it, I suppose; I wanted to
spare the poor little mortal the pain of his position.
After that I doubly valued the mother. She is
the simplest, sweetest, most natural creature that
ever bloomed in this brave old land of Italy.
She lives in the memory of her child, in her gratitude
for the scanty kindness I have been able to show her,
and in her simple religion! She is not even
conscious of her beauty; my admiration has never made
her vain. Heaven knows that I have made no secret
of it. You must have observed the singular transparency
of her expression, the lovely modesty of her glance.
And was there ever such a truly virginal brow, such
a natural classic elegance in the wave of the hair
and the arch of the forehead? I have studied
her; I may say I know her. I have absorbed her
little by little; my mind is stamped and imbued, and
I have determined now to clinch the impression; I shall
at last invite her to sit for me!”
“’At last at
last’?” I repeated, in much amazement.
“Do you mean that she has never done so yet?”
“I have not really had a a
sitting,” said Theobald, speaking very slowly.
“I have taken notes, you know; I have got my
grand fundamental impression. That’s the
great thing! But I have not actually had her
as a model, posed and draped and lighted, before my
easel.”
What had become for the moment of
my perception and my tact I am at a loss to say; in
their absence I was unable to repress a headlong exclamation.
I was destined to regret it. We had stopped
at a turning, beneath a lamp. “My poor
friend,” I exclaimed, laying my hand on his
shoulder, “you have dawdled! She’s
an old, old woman for a Madonna!”
It was as if I had brutally struck
him; I shall never forget the long, slow, almost ghastly
look of pain, with which he answered me.
“Dawdled? old, old?” he stammered.
“Are you joking?”
“Why, my dear fellow, I suppose
you don’t take her for a woman of twenty?”
He drew a long breath and leaned against
a house, looking at me with questioning, protesting,
reproachful eyes. At last, starting forward,
and grasping my arm “Answer me solemnly:
does she seem to you truly old? Is she wrinkled,
is she faded, am I blind?”
Then at last I understood the immensity
of his illusion how, one by one, the noiseless years
had ebbed away and left him brooding in charmed inaction,
for ever preparing for a work for ever deferred.
It seemed to me almost a kindness now to tell him
the plain truth. “I should be sorry to
say you are blind,” I answered, “but I
think you are deceived. You have lost time in
effortless contemplation. Your friend was once
young and fresh and virginal; but, I protest, that
was some years ago. Still, she has de beaux
restes. By all means make her sit for you!”
I broke down; his face was too horribly reproachful.
He took off his hat and stood passing
his handkerchief mechanically over his forehead.
“De beaux restes? I thank you for
sparing me the plain English. I must make up
my Madonna out of de beaux restes! What
a masterpiece she will be! Old old!
Old old!” he murmured.
“Never mind her age,”
I cried, revolted at what I had done, “never
mind my impression of her! You have your memory,
your notes, your genius. Finish your picture
in a month. I pronounce it beforehand a masterpiece,
and I hereby offer you for it any sum you may choose
to ask.”
He stared, but he seemed scarcely
to understand me. “Old old!”
he kept stupidly repeating. “If she is
old, what am I? If her beauty has faded, where where
is my strength? Has life been a dream?
Have I worshipped too long have I loved
too well?” The charm, in truth, was broken.
That the chord of illusion should have snapped at
my light accidental touch showed how it had been weakened
by excessive tension. The poor fellow’s
sense of wasted time, of vanished opportunity, seemed
to roll in upon his soul in waves of darkness.
He suddenly dropped his head and burst into tears.
I led him homeward with all possible
tenderness, but I attempted neither to check his grief,
to restore his equanimity, nor to unsay the hard truth.
When we reached my hotel I tried to induce him to
come so.
“We will drink a glass of wine,”
I said, smiling, “to the completion of the Madonna.”
With a violent effort he held up his
head, mused for a moment with a formidably sombre
frown, and then giving me his hand, “I will finish
it,” he cried, “in a month! No,
in a fortnight! After all, I have it here!”
And he tapped his forehead. “Of course
she’s old! She can afford to have it said
of her a woman who has made twenty years
pass like a twelvemonth! Old old!
Why, sir, she shall be eternal!”
I wished to see him safely to his
own door, but he waved me back and walked away with
an air of resolution, whistling and swinging his cane.
I waited a moment, and then followed him at a distance,
and saw him proceed to cross the Santa Trinità
Bridge. When he reached the middle he suddenly
paused, as if his strength had deserted him, and leaned
upon the parapet gazing over into the river.
I was careful to keep him in sight; I confess that
I passed ten very nervous minutes. He recovered
himself at last, and went his way, slowly and with
hanging head.
That I had really startled poor Theobald
into a bolder use of his long-garnered stores of
knowledge and taste, into the vulgar effort and hazard
of production, seemed at first reason enough for his
continued silence and absence; but as day followed
day without his either calling or sending me a line,
and without my meeting him in his customary haunts,
in the galleries, in the Chapel at San Lorenzo, or
strolling between the Arno side and the great hedge-screen
of verdure which, along the drive of the Cascine,
throws the fair occupants of barouche and phaeton into
such becoming relief as for more than a
week I got neither tidings nor sight of him, I began
to fear that I had fatally offended him, and that,
instead of giving a wholesome impetus to his talent,
I had brutally paralysed it. I had a wretched
suspicion that I had made him ill. My stay at
Florence was drawing to a close, and it was important
that, before resuming my journey, I should assure
myself of the truth. Theobald, to the last, had
kept his lodging a mystery, and I was altogether at
a loss where to look for him. The simplest course
was to make inquiry of the beauty of the Mercato
Vecchio, and I confess that unsatisfied curiosity
as to the lady herself counselled it as well.
Perhaps I had done her injustice, and she was as immortally
fresh and fair as be conceived her. I was, at
any rate, anxious to behold once more the ripe enchantress
who had made twenty years pass as a twelvemonth.
I repaired accordingly, one morning, to her abode,
climbed the interminable staircase, and reached her
door. It stood ajar, and as I hesitated whether
to enter, a little serving-maid came clattering out
with an empty kettle, as if she had just performed
some savoury errand. The inner door, too, was
open; so I crossed the little vestibule and entered
the room in which I had formerly been received.
It had not its evening aspect. The table, or
one end of it, was spread for a late breakfast, and
before it sat a gentleman an individual,
at least, of the male sex doing execution
upon a beefsteak and onions, and a bottle of wine.
At his elbow, in friendly proximity, was placed the
lady of the house. Her attitude, as I entered,
was not that of an enchantress. With one hand
she held in her lap a plate of smoking maccaroni; with
the other she had lifted high in air one of the pendulous
filaments of this succulent compound, and was in the
act of slipping it gently down her throat. On
the uncovered end of the table, facing her companion,
were ranged half a dozen small statuettes, of
some snuff-coloured substance resembling terra-cotta.
He, brandishing his knife with ardour, was apparently
descanting on their merits.
Evidently I darkened the door.
My hostess dropped liner maccaroni into
her mouth, and rose hastily with a harsh exclamation
and a flushed face. I immediately perceived that
the Signora Serafina’s secret was even better
worth knowing than I had supposed, and that the way
to learn it was to take it for granted. I summoned
my best Italian, I smiled and bowed and apologised
for my intrusion; and in a moment, whether or no I
had dispelled the lady’s irritation, I had at
least stimulated her prudence. I was welcome,
she said; I must take a seat. This was another
friend of hers also an artist, she declared
with a smile which was almost amiable. Her companion
wiped his moustache and bowed with great civility.
I saw at a glance that he was equal to the situation.
He was presumably the author of the statuettes
on the table, and he knew a money-spending forestière
when he saw one. He was a small wiry man, with
a clever, impudent, tossed-up nose, a sharp little
black eye, and waxed ends to his moustache.
On the side of his head he wore jauntily a little
crimson velvet smoking-cap, and I observed that his
feet were encased in brilliant slippers. On
Serafina’s remarking with dignity that I was
the friend of Mr. Theobald, he broke out into that
fantastic French of which certain Italians are so
insistently lavish, and declared with fervour that
Mr. Theobald was a magnificent genius.
“I am sure I don’t know,”
I answered with a shrug. “If you are in
a position to affirm it, you have the advantage of
me. I have seen nothing from his hand but the
bambino yonder, which certainly is fine.”
He declared that the bambino was a
masterpiece, a pure Corregio. It was only
a pity, he added with a knowing laugh, that the sketch
had not been made on some good bit of honeycombed
old panel. The stately Serafina hereupon protested
that Mr. Theobald was the soul of honour, and that
he would never lend himself to a deceit. “I
am not a judge of genius,” she said, “and
I know nothing of pictures. I am but a poor simple
widow; but I know that the Signor Teobaldo has the
heart of an angel and the virtue of a saint.
He is my benefactor,” she added sententiously.
The after-glow of the somewhat sinister flush with
which she had greeted me still lingered in her cheek,
and perhaps did not favour her beauty; I could not
but fancy it a wise custom of Theobald’s to visit
her only by candle-light. She was coarse, and
her pour adorer was a poet.
“I have the greatest esteem
for him,” I said; “it is for this reason
that I have been uneasy at not seeing him for ten
days. Have you seen him? Is he perhaps
ill?”
“Ill! Heaven forbid!”
cried Serafina, with genuine vehemence.
Her companion uttered a rapid expletive,
and reproached her with not having been to see him.
She hesitated a moment; then she simpered the least
bit and bridled. “He comes to see me without
reproach! But it would not be the same for me
to go to him, though, indeed, you may almost call
him a man of holy life.”
“He has the greatest admiration
for you,” I said. “He would have
been honoured by your visit.”
She looked at me a moment sharply.
“More admiration than you. Admit that!”
Of course I protested with all the eloquence at my
command, and my mysterious hostess then confessed
that she had taken no fancy to me on my former visit,
and that, Theobald not having returned, she believed
I had poisoned his mind against her. “It
would be no kindness to the poor gentleman, I can
tell you that,” she said. “He has
come to see me every evening for years. It’s
a long friendship! No one knows him as well as
I.”
“I don’t pretend to know
him or to understand him,” I said. “He’s
a mystery! Nevertheless, he seems to me a little ”
And I touched my forehead and waved my hand in the
air.
Serafina glanced at her companion
a moment, as if for inspiration. He contented
himself with shrugging his shoulders as he filled his
glass again. The padrona hereupon gave
me a more softly insinuating smile than would have
seemed likely to bloom on so candid a brow. “It’s
for that that I love him!” she said. “The
world has so little kindness for such persons.
It laughs at them, and despises them, and cheats them.
He is too good for this wicked life! It’s
his fancy that he finds a little Paradise up here
in my poor apartment. If he thinks so, how can
I help it? He has a strange belief really,
I ought to be ashamed to tell you that
I resemble the Blessed Virgin: Heaven forgive
me! I let him think what he pleases, so long
as it makes him happy. He was very kind to me
once, and I am not one that forgets a favour.
So I receive him every evening civilly, and ask after
his health, and let him look at me on this side and
that! For that matter, I may say it without vanity,
I was worth looking at once! And he’s
not always amusing, poor man! He sits sometimes
for an hour without speaking a word, or else he talks
away, without stopping, on art and nature, and beauty
and duty, and fifty fine things that are all so much
Latin to me. I beg you to understand that he
has never said a word to me that I mightn’t decently
listen to. He may be a little cracked, but he’s
one of the blessed saints.”
“Eh!” cried the man, “the
blessed saints were all a little cracked!”
Serafina, I fancied, left part of
her story untold; but she told enough of it to make
poor Theobald’s own statement seem intensely
pathetic in its exalted simplicity. “It’s
a strange fortune, certainly,” she went on,
“to have such a friend as this dear man a
friend who is less than a lover and more than a friend.”
I glanced at her companion, who preserved an impenetrable
smile, twisted the end of his moustache, and disposed
of a copious mouthful. Was he less than
a lover? “But what will you have?”
Serafina pursued. “In this hard world one
must not ask too many questions; one must take what
comes and keep what one gets. I have kept my
good friend for twenty years, and I do hope that, at
this time of day, signore, you have not come to turn
him against me!”
I assured her that I had no such design,
and that I should vastly regret disturbing Mr. Theobald’s
habits or convictions. On the contrary, I was
alarmed about him, and I should immediately go in search
of him. She gave me his address, and a florid
account of her sufferings at his non-appearance.
She had not been to him for various reasons; chiefly
because she was afraid of displeasing him, as he had
always made such a mystery of his home. “You
might have sent this gentleman!” I ventured to
suggest.
“Ah,” cried the gentleman,
“he admires the Signora Serafina, but he wouldn’t
admire me.” And then, confidentially, with
his finger on his nose, “He’s a purist!”
I was about to withdraw, after having
promised that I would inform the Signora Serafina
of my friend’s condition, when her companion,
who had risen from table and girded his loins apparently
for the onset, grasped me gently by the arm, and led
me before the row of statuettes. “I
perceive by your conversation, signore, that you are
a patron of the arts. Allow me to request your
honourable attention for these modest products of
my own ingenuity. They are brand-new, fresh from
my atelier, and have never been exhibited in public.
I have brought them here to receive the verdict of
this dear lady, who is a good critic, for all she
may pretend to the contrary. I am the inventor
of this peculiar style of statuette of
subject, manner, material, everything. Touch
them, I pray you; handle them freely you
needn’t fear. Delicate as they look, it
is impossible they should break! My various
creations have met with great success. They
are especially admired by Americans. I have sent
them all over Europe to London, Paris,
Vienna! You may have observed some little specimens
in Paris, on the Boulevard, in a shop of which they
constitute the specialty. There is always a
crowd about the window. They form a very pleasing
ornament for the mantel-shelf of a gay young bachelor,
for the boudoir of a pretty woman. You couldn’t
make a prettier present to a person with whom you
wished to exchange a harmless joke. It is not
classic art, signore, of course; but, between ourselves,
isn’t classic art sometimes rather a bore?
Caricature, burlesque, la charge, as the French
say, has hitherto been confined to paper, to the pen
and pencil. Now, it has been my inspiration to
introduce it into statuary. For this purpose
I have invented a peculiar plastic compound which you
will permit me not to divulge. That’s
my secret, signore! It’s as light, you
perceive, as cork, and yet as firm as alabaster!
I frankly confess that I really pride myself as much
on this little stroke of chemical ingenuity as upon
the other element of novelty in my creations my
types. What do you say to my types, signore?
The idea is bold; does it strike you as happy?
Cats and monkeys monkeys and cats all
human life is there! Human life, of course, I
mean, viewed with the eye of the satirist! To
combine sculpture and satire, signore, has been my
unprecedented ambition. I flatter myself that
I have not egregiously failed.”
As this jaunty Juvenal of the chimney-piece
delivered himself of his persuasive allocution, he
took up his little groups successively from the table,
held them aloft, turned them about, rapped them with
his knuckles, and gazed at them lovingly, with his
head on one side. They consisted each of a cat
and a monkey, fantastically draped, in some preposterously
sentimental conjunction. They exhibited a certain
sameness of motive, and illustrated chiefly the different
phases of what, in delicate terms, may be called gallantry
and coquetry; but they were strikingly clever and
expressive, and were at once very perfect cats and
monkeys and very natural men and women. I confess,
however, that they failed to amuse me. I was
doubtless not in a mood to enjoy them, for they seemed
to me peculiarly cynical and vulgar. Their imitative
felicity was revolting. As I looked askance at
the complacent little artist, brandishing them between
finger and thumb and caressing them with an amorous
eye, he seemed to me himself little more than an exceptionally
intelligent ape. I mustered an admiring grin,
however, and he blew another blast. “My
figures are studied from life! I have a little
menagerie of monkeys whose frolics I contemplate by
the hour. As for the cats, one has only to look
out of one’s back window! Since I have
begun to examine these expressive little brutes, I
have made many profound observations. Speaking,
signore, to a man of imagination, I may say that my
little designs are not without a philosophy of their
own. Truly, I don’t know whether the cats
and monkeys imitate us, or whether it’s we who
imitate them.” I congratulated him on
his philosophy, and he resumed: “You will
do use the honour to admit that I have handled my subjects
with delicacy. Eh, it was needed, signore!
I have been free, but not too free eh?
Just a hint, you know! You may see as much
or as little as you please. These little groups,
however, are no measure of my invention. If you
will favour me with a call at my studio, I think that
you will admit that my combinations are really infinite.
I likewise execute figures to command. You have
perhaps some little motive the fruit of
your philosophy of life, signore which
you would like to have interpreted. I can promise
to work it up to your satisfaction; it shall be as
malicious as you please! Allow me to present
you with my card, and to remind you that my prices
are moderate. Only sixty francs for a little
group like that. My statuettes are as durable
as bronze aère perennius, signore and,
between ourselves, I think they are more amusing!”
As I pocketed his card I glanced at
Madonna Serafina, wondering whether she had an eye
for contrasts. She had picked up one of the little
couples and was tenderly dusting it with a feather
broom.
What I had just seen and heard had
so deepened my compassionate interest in my deluded
friend that I took a summary leave, making my way directly
to the house designated by this remarkable woman.
It was in an obscure corner of the opposite side
of the town, and presented a sombre and squalid appearance.
An old woman in the doorway, on my inquiring for
Theobald, ushered me in with a mumbled blessing and
an expression of relief at the poor gentleman having
a friend. His lodging seemed to consist of a
single room at the top of the house. On getting
no answer to my knock, I opened the door, supposing
that he was absent, so that it gave me a certain shock
to find him sitting there helpless and dumb.
He was seated near the single window, facing an easel
which supported a large canvas. On my entering
he looked up at me blankly, without changing his position,
which was that of absolute lassitude and dejection,
his arms loosely folded, his legs stretched before
him, his head hanging on his breast. Advancing
into the room I perceived that his face vividly corresponded
with his attitude. He was pale, haggard, and
unshaven, and his dull and sunken eye gazed at me without
a spark of recognition. I had been afraid that
he would greet me with fierce reproaches, as the cruelly
officious patron who had turned his contentment to
bitterness, and I was relieved to find that my appearance
awakened no visible resentment. “Don’t
you know me?” I asked, as I put out my hand.
“Have you already forgotten me?”
He made no response, kept his position
stupidly, and left me staring about the room.
It spoke most plaintively for itself. Shabby,
sordid, naked, it contained, beyond the wretched bed,
but the scantiest provision for personal comfort.
It was bedroom at once and studio a grim
ghost of a studio. A few dusty casts and prints
on the walls, three or four old canvases turned face
inward, and a rusty-looking colour-box, formed, with
the easel at the window, the sum of its appurtenances.
The place savoured horribly of poverty. Its
only wealth was the picture on the easel, presumably
the famous Madonna. Averted as this was from
the door, I was unable to see its face; but at last,
sickened by the vacant misery of the spot, I passed
behind Theobald, eagerly and tenderly. I can
hardly say that I was surprised at what I found a
canvas that was a mere dead blank, cracked and discoloured
by time. This was his immortal work! Though
not surprised, I confess I was powerfully moved, and
I think that for five minutes I could not have trusted
myself to speak. At last my silent nearness
affected him; he stirred and turned, and then rose
and looked at me with a slowly kindling eye.
I murmured some kind ineffective nothings about his
being ill and needing advice and care, but he seemed
absorbed in the effort to recall distinctly what had
last passed between us. “You were right,”
he said, with a pitiful smile, “I am a dawdler!
I am a failure! I shall do nothing more in this
world. You opened my eyes; and, though the truth
is bitter, I bear you no grudge. Amen!
I have been sitting here for a week, face to face
with the truth, with the past, with my weakness and
poverty and nullity. I shall never touch a brush!
I believe I have neither eaten nor slept. Look
at that canvas!” he went on, as I relieved my
emotion in an urgent request that he would come home
with me and dine. “That was to have contained
my masterpiece! Isn’t it a promising foundation?
The elements of it are all here.”
And he tapped his forehead with that mystic confidence
which had marked the gesture before. “If
I could only transpose them into some brain that has
the hand, the will! Since I have been sitting
here taking stock of my intellects, I have come to
believe that I have the material for a hundred masterpieces.
But my hand is paralysed now, and they will never
be painted. I never began! I waited and
waited to be worthier to begin, and wasted my life
in preparation. While I fancied my creation was
growing it was dying. I have taken it all too
hard! Michael Angelo didn’t, when he went
at the Lorenzo! He did his best at a venture,
and his venture is immortal. That’s mine!”
And he pointed with a gesture I shall never forget
at the empty canvas. “I suppose we are
a genus by ourselves in the providential scheme we
talents that can’t act, that can’t do nor
dare! We take it out in talk, in plans and promises,
in study, in visions! But our visions, let me
tell you,” he cried, with a toss of his head,
“have a way of being brilliant, and a man has
not lived in vain who has seen the things I have seen!
Of course you will not believe in them when that bit
of worm-eaten cloth is all I have to show for them;
but to convince you, to enchant and astound the world,
I need only the hand of Raphael. His brain I
already have. A pity, you will say, that I haven’t
his modesty! Ah, let me boast and babble now;
it’s all I have left! I am the half of
a genius! Where in the wide world is my other
half? Lodged perhaps in the vulgar soul, the
cunning, ready fingers of some dull copyist or some
trivial artisan, who turns out by the dozen his easy
prodigies of touch! But it’s not for me
to sneer at him; he at least does something.
He’s not a dawdler! Well for me if I had
been vulgar and clever and reckless, if I could have
shut my eyes and taken my leap.”
What to say to the poor fellow, what
to do for him, seemed hard to determine; I chiefly
felt that I must break the spell of his present inaction,
and remove him from the haunted atmosphere of the little
room it was such a cruel irony to call a studio.
I cannot say I persuaded him to come out with me;
he simply suffered himself to be led, and when we
began to walk in the open air I was able to appreciate
his pitifully weakened condition. Nevertheless,
he seemed in a certain way to revive, and murmured
at last that he should like to go to the Pitti Gallery.
I shall never forget our melancholy stroll through
those gorgeous halls, every picture on whose walls
seemed, even to my own sympathetic vision, to glow
with a sort of insolent renewal of strength and lustre.
The eyes and lips of the great portraits appeared
to smile in ineffable scorn of the dejected pretender
who had dreamed of competing with their triumphant
authors; the celestial candour, even, of the Madonna
of the Chair, as we paused in perfect silence before
her, was tinged with the sinister irony of the women
of Leonardo. Perfect silence, indeed, marked
our whole progress the silence of a deep
farewell; for I felt in all my pulses, as Theobald,
leaning on my arm, dragged one heavy foot after the
other, that he was looking his last. When we
came out he was so exhausted that instead of taking
him to my hotel to dine, I called a carriage and drove
him straight to his own poor lodging. He had
sunk into an extraordinary lethargy; he lay back in
the carriage, with his eyes closed, as pale as death,
his faint breathing interrupted at intervals by a sudden
gasp, like a smothered sob or a vain attempt to speak.
With the help of the old woman who had admitted me
before, and who emerged from a dark back court, I
contrived to lead him up the long steep staircase and
lay him on his wretched bed. To her I gave him
in charge, while I prepared in all haste to seek a
physician. But she followed me out of the room
with a pitiful clasping of her hands.
“Poor, dear, blessed gentleman,”
she murmured; “is he dying?”
“Possibly. How long has he been thus?”
“Since a certain night he passed
ten days ago. I came up in the morning to make
his poor bed, and found him sitting up in his clothes
before that great canvas he keeps there. Poor,
dear, strange man, he says his prayers to it!
He had not been to bed, nor since then, properly!
What has happened to him? Has he found out
about the Serafina?” she whispered, with a glittering
eye and a toothless grin.
“Prove at least that one old
woman can be faithful,” I said, “and watch
him well till I come back.” My return was
delayed, through the absence of the English physician,
who was away on a round of visits, and whom I vainly
pursued from house to house before I overtook him.
I brought him to Theobald’s bedside none too
soon. A violent fever had seized our patient,
and the case was evidently grave. A couple of
hours later I knew that he had brain fever.
From this moment I was with him constantly; but I
am far from wishing to describe his illness.
Excessively painful to witness, it was happily brief.
Life burned out in delirium. One night in particular
that I passed at his pillow, listening to his wild
snatches of regret, of aspiration, of rapture and awe
at the phantasmal pictures with which his brain seemed
to swarm, comes back to my memory now like some stray
page from a lost masterpiece of tragedy. Before
a week was over we had buried him in the little Protestant
cemetery on the way to Fiesole. The Signora Serafina,
whom I had caused to be informed of his illness, had
come in person, I was told, to inquire about its progress;
but she was absent from his funeral, which was attended
by but a scanty concourse of mourners. Half a
dozen old Florentine sojourners, in spite of the prolonged
estrangement which had preceded his death, had felt
the kindly impulse to honour his grave. Among
them was my friend Mrs. Coventry, whom I found, on
my departure, waiting in her carriage at the gate
of the cemetery.
“Well,” she said, relieving
at last with a significant smile the solemnity of
our immediate greeting, “and the great Madonna?
Have you seen her, after all?”
“I have seen her,” I said;
“she is mine by bequest. But
I shall never show her to you.”
“And why not, pray?”
“My dear Mrs. Coventry, you would not understand
her!”
“Upon my word, you are polite.”
“Excuse me; I am sad and vexed
and bitter.” And with reprehensible rudeness
I marched away. I was excessively impatient to
leave Florence; my friend’s dark spirit seemed
diffused through all things. I had packed my
trunk to start for Rome that night, and meanwhile,
to beguile my unrest, I aimlessly paced the streets.
Chance led me at last to the church of San Lorenzo.
Remembering poor Theobald’s phrase about Michael
Angelo “He did his best at a venture” I
went in and turned my steps to the chapel of the tombs.
Viewing in sadness the sadness of its immortal treasures,
I fancied, while I stood there, that they needed no
ampler commentary than these simple words. As
I passed through the church again to leave it, a woman,
turning away from one of the side altars, met me face
to face. The black shawl depending from her head
draped picturesquely the handsome visage of Madonna
Serafina. She stopped as she recognised me,
and I saw that she wished to speak. Her eye was
bright, and her ample bosom heaved in a way that seemed
to portend a certain sharpness of reproach.
But the expression of my own face, apparently, drew
the sting from her resentment, and she addressed me
in a tone in which bitterness was tempered by a sort
of dogged resignation. “I know it was
you, now, that separated us,” she said.
“It was a pity he ever brought you to see me!
Of course, you couldn’t think of me as he did.
Well, the Lord gave him, the Lord has taken him.
I have just paid for a nine days’ mass for
his soul. And I can tell you this, signore I
never deceived him. Who put it into his head
that I was made to live on holy thoughts and fine
phrases? It was his own fancy, and it pleased
him to think so. Did he suffer much?”
she added more softly, after a pause.
“His sufferings were great, but they were short.”
“And did he speak of me?”
She had hesitated and dropped her eyes; she raised
them with her question, and revealed in their sombre
stillness a gleam of feminine confidence which, for
the moment, revived and illumined her beauty.
Poor Theobald! Whatever name he had given his
passion, it was still her fine eyes that had charmed
him.
“Be contented, madam,” I answered, gravely.
She dropped her eyes again and was
silent. Then exhaling a full rich sigh, as she
gathered her shawl together “He was
a magnificent genius!”
I bowed, and we separated.
Passing through a narrow side street
on my way back to my hotel, I perceived above a doorway
a sign which it seemed to me I had read before.
I suddenly remembered that it was identical with the
superscription of a card that I had carried for an
hour in my waistcoat pocket. On the threshold
stood the ingenious artist whose claims to public favour
were thus distinctly signalised, smoking a pipe in
the evening air, and giving the finishing polish with
a bit of rag to one of his inimitable “combinations.”
I caught the expressive curl of a couple of tails.
He recognised me, removed his little red cap with
a most obsequious bow, and motioned me to enter his
studio. I returned his salute and passed on,
vexed with the apparition. For a week afterwards,
whenever I was seized among the ruins of triumphant
Rome with some peculiarly poignant memory of Theobald’s
transcendent illusions and deplorable failure, I seemed
to hear a fantastic, impertinent murmur, “Cats
and monkeys, monkeys and cats; all human life there!”