A prime reason, we must add, why sundry
impressions were not to be fully present to the girl
till later on was that they yielded at this stage,
with an effect of sharp supersession, to a detached
quarter of an hour her only one with
Lord Mark. “Have you seen the picture in
the house, the beautiful one that’s so like you?” he
was asking that as he stood before her; having come
up at last with his smooth intimation that any wire
he had pulled and yet wanted not to remind her of
wasn’t quite a reason for his having no joy at
all.
“I’ve been through rooms
and I’ve seen pictures. But if I’m
‘like’ anything so beautiful as most of
them seemed to me !” It needed
in short for Milly some evidence, which he only wanted
to supply. She was the image of the wonderful
Bronzino, which she must have a look at on every ground.
He had thus called her off and led her away; the more
easily that the house within was above all what had
already drawn round her its mystic circle. Their
progress, meanwhile, was not of the straightest; it
was an advance, without haste, through innumerable
natural pauses and soft concussions, determined for
the most part by the appearance before them of ladies
and gentlemen, singly, in couples, in groups, who
brought them to a stand with an inveterate “I
say, Mark.” What they said she never quite
made out; it was their all so domestically knowing
him, and his knowing them, that mainly struck her,
while her impression, for the rest, was but of fellow-strollers
more vaguely afloat than themselves, supernumeraries
mostly a little battered, whether as jaunty males
or as ostensibly elegant women. They might have
been moving a good deal by a momentum that had begun
far back, but they were still brave and personable,
still warranted for continuance as long again, and
they gave her, in especial collectively, a sense of
pleasant voices, pleasanter than those of actors, of
friendly, empty words and kind, lingering eyes.
The lingering eyes looked her over, the lingering
eyes were what went, in almost confessed simplicity,
with the pointless “I say, Mark “; and
what was really most sensible of all was that, as
a pleasant matter of course, if she didn’t mind,
he seemed to suggest their letting people, poor dear
things, have the benefit of her.
The odd part was that he made her
herself believe, for amusement, in the benefit, measured
by him in mere manner for wonderful, of
a truth, was, as a means of expression, his slightness
of emphasis that her present good-nature
conferred. It was, as she could easily see, a
mild common carnival of good-nature a mass
of London people together, of sorts and sorts, but
who mainly knew each other and who, in their way,
did, no doubt, confess to curiosity. It had gone
round that she was there; questions about her would
be passing; the easiest thing was to run the gauntlet
with him just as the easiest thing
was in fact to trust him generally. Couldn’t
she know for herself, passively, how little harm they
meant her? to that extent that it made no
difference whether or not he introduced them.
The strangest thing of all for Milly was perhaps the
uplifted assurance and indifference with which she
could simply give back the particular bland stare that
appeared in such cases to mark civilisation at its
highest. It was so little her fault, this oddity
of what had “gone round” about her, that
to accept it without question might be as good a way
as another of feeling life. It was inevitable
to supply the probable description that
of the awfully rich young American who was so queer
to behold, but nice, by all accounts, to know; and
she had really but one instant of speculation as to
fables or fantasies perchance originally launched.
She asked herself once only if Susie could, inconceivably,
have been blatant about her; for the question, on
the spot, was really blown away for ever. She
knew in fact on the spot and with sharpness just why
she had “elected” Susan Shepherd:
she had had from the first hour the conviction of her
being precisely the person in the world least possibly
a trumpeter. So it wasn’t their fault,
it wasn’t their fault, and anything might happen
that would, and everything now again melted together,
and kind eyes were always kind eyes if
it were never to be worse than that! She got
with her companion into the house; they brushed, beneficently,
past all their accidents. The Bronzino was, it
appeared, deep within, and the long afternoon light
lingered for them on patches of old colour and waylaid
them, as they went, in nooks and opening vistas.
It was all the while for Milly as
if Lord Mark had really had something other than this
spoken pretext in view; as if there were something
he wanted to say to her and were only consciously
yet not awkwardly, just delicately hanging
fire. At the same time it was as if the thing
had practically been said by the moment they came
in sight of the picture; since what it appeared to
amount to was “Do let a fellow who isn’t
a fool take care of you a little.” The
thing somehow, with the aid of the Bronzino, was done;
it hadn’t seemed to matter to her before if he
were a fool or no; but now, just where they were,
she liked his not being; and it was all moreover none
the worse for coming back to something of the same
sound as Mrs. Lowder’s so recent reminder.
She too wished to take care of her and
wasn’t it, a peu près what all the people
with the kind eyes were wishing? Once more things
melted together the beauty and the history
and the facility and the splendid midsummer glow:
it was a sort of magnificent maximum, the pink dawn
of an apotheosis, coming so curiously soon. What
in fact befell was that, as she afterwards made out,
it was Lord Mark who said nothing in particular it
was she herself who said all. She couldn’t
help that it came; and the reason it came
was that she found herself, for the first moment,
looking at the mysterious portrait through tears.
Perhaps it was her tears that made it just then so
strange and fair as wonderful as he had
said: the face of a young woman, all magnificently
drawn, down to the hands, and magnificently dressed;
a face almost livid in hue, yet handsome in sadness
and crowned with a mass of hair rolled back and high,
that must, before fading with time, have had a family
resemblance to her own. The lady in question,
at all events, with her slightly Michaelangelesque
squareness, her eyes of other days, her full lips,
her long neck, her recorded jewels, her brocaded and
wasted reds, was a very great personage only
unaccompanied by a joy. And she was dead, dead,
dead. Milly recognised her exactly in words that
had nothing to do with her. “I shall never
be better than this.”
He smiled for her at the portrait.
“Than she? You’d scarce need to be
better, for surely that’s well enough. But
you are, one feels, as it happens, better;
because, splendid as she is, one doubts if she was
good.”
He hadn’t understood. She
was before the picture, but she had turned to him,
and she didn’t care if, for the minute, he noticed
her tears. It was probably as good a moment as
she should ever have with him. It was perhaps
as good a moment as she should have with any one, or
have in any connection whatever. “I mean
that everything this afternoon has been too beautiful,
and that perhaps everything together will never be
so right again. I’m very glad therefore
you’ve been a part of it.”
Though he still didn’t understand
her he was as nice as if he had; he didn’t ask
for insistence, and that was just a part of his looking
after her. He simply protected her now from herself,
and there was a world of practice in it. “Oh,
we must talk about these things!”
Ah, they had already done that, she
knew, as much as she ever would; and she was shaking
her head at her pale sister the next moment with a
world, on her side, of slowness. “I wish
I could see the resemblance. Of course her complexion’s
green,” she laughed; “but mine’s
several shades greener.”
“It’s down to the very hands,” said
Lord Mark.
“Her hands are large,”
Milly went on, “but mine are larger. Mine
are huge.”
“Oh, you go her, all round,
’one better’ which is just what
I said. But you’re a pair. You must
surely catch it,” he added as if it were important
to his character as a serious man not to appear to
have invented his plea.
“I don’t know one never
knows one’s self. It’s a funny fancy,
and I don’t imagine it would have occurred ”
“I see it has occurred” he
has already taken her up. She had her back, as
she faced the picture, to one of the doors of the room,
which was open, and on her turning, as he spoke, she
saw that they were in the presence of three other
persons, also, as appeared, interested inquirers.
Kate Croy was one of these; Lord Mark had just become
aware of her, and she, all arrested, had immediately
seen, and made the best of it, that she was far from
being first in the field. She had brought a lady
and a gentleman to whom she wished to show what Lord
Mark was showing Milly, and he took her straightway
as a reinforcement. Kate herself had spoken,
however, before he had had time to tell her so.
"You had noticed too?” she
smiled at him without looking at Milly. “Then
I’m not original which one always
hopes one has been. But the likeness is so great.”
And now she looked at Milly for whom again
it was, all round indeed, kind, kind eyes. “Yes,
there you are, my dear, if you want to know.
And you’re superb.” She took now but
a glance at the picture, though it was enough to make
her question to her friends not too straight.
“Isn’t she superb?”
“I brought Miss Theale,”
Lord Mark explained to the latter, “quite off
my own bat.”
“I wanted Lady Aldershaw,”
Kate continued to Milly, “to see for herself.”
"Les grands esprits se rencontrent!"
laughed her attendant gentleman, a high, but slightly
stooping, shambling and wavering person, who represented
urbanity by the liberal aid of certain prominent front
teeth and whom Milly vaguely took for some sort of
great man.
Lady Aldershaw meanwhile looked at
Milly quite as if Milly had been the Bronzino and
the Bronzino only Milly. “Superb, superb.
Of course I had noticed you. It is wonderful,”
she went on with her back to the picture, but with
some other eagerness which Milly felt gathering, directing
her motions now. It was enough they
were introduced, and she was saying “I wonder
if you could give us the pleasure of coming ”
She was not fresh, for she was not young, even though
she denied at every pore that she was old; but she
was vivid and much bejewelled for the midsummer daylight;
and she was all in the palest pinks and blues.
She didn’t think, at this pass, that she could
“come” anywhere Milly didn’t;
and she already knew that somehow Lord Mark was saving
her from the question. He had interposed, taking
the words out of the lady’s mouth and not caring
at all if the lady minded. That was clearly the
right way to treat her at least for him;
as she had only dropped, smiling, and then turned
away with him. She had been dealt with it
would have done an enemy good. The gentleman still
stood, a little helpless, addressing himself to the
intention of urbanity as if it were a large loud whistle;
he had been signing sympathy, in his way, while the
lady made her overture; and Milly had, in this light,
soon arrived at their identity. They were Lord
and Lady Aldershaw, and the wife was the clever one.
A minute or two later the situation had changed, and
she knew it afterwards to have been by the subtle operation
of Kate. She was herself saying that she was
afraid she must go now if Susie could be found; but
she was sitting down on the nearest seat to say it.
The prospect, through opened doors, stretched before
her into other rooms, down the vista of which Lord
Mark was strolling with Lady Aldershaw, who, close
to him and much intent, seemed to show from behind
as peculiarly expert. Lord Aldershaw, for his
part, had been left in the middle of the room, while
Kate, with her back to him, was standing before her
with much sweetness of manner. The sweetness was
all for her; she had the sense of the poor gentleman’s
having somehow been handled as Lord Mark had handled
his wife. He dangled there, he shambled a little;
then he bethought himself of the Bronzino, before
which, with his eyeglass, he hovered. It drew
from him an odd, vague sound, not wholly distinct
from a grunt, and a “Humph most remarkable!”
which lighted Kate’s face with amusement.
The next moment he had creaked away, over polished
floors, after the others, and Milly was feeling as
if she had been rude. But Lord Aldershaw
was in every way a detail, and Kate was saying to
her that she hoped she wasn’t ill.
Thus it was that, aloft there in the
great gilded historic chamber and the presence of
the pale personage on the wall, whose eyes all the
while seemed engaged with her own, she found herself
suddenly sunk in something quite intimate and humble
and to which these grandeurs were strange
enough witnesses. It had come up, in the form
in which she had had to accept it, all suddenly, and
nothing about it, at the same time, was more marked
than that she had in a manner plunged into it to escape
from something else. Something else, from her
first vision of her friend’s appearance three
minutes before, had been present to her even through
the call made by the others on her attention; something
that was perversely there, she was more and
more uncomfortably finding, at least for the first
moments and by some spring of its own, with every
renewal of their meeting. “Is it the way
she looks to him?" she asked herself the
perversity being that she kept in remembrance that
Kate was known to him. It wasn’t a fault
in Kate nor in him assuredly; and she had
a horror, being generous and tender, of treating either
of them as if it had been. To Densher himself
she couldn’t make it up he was too
far away; but her secondary impulse was to make it
up to Kate. She did so now with a strange soft
energy the impulse immediately acting.
“Will you render me to-morrow a great service?”
“Any service, dear child, in the world.”
“But it’s a secret one nobody
must know. I must be wicked and false about it.”
“Then I’m your woman,”
Kate smiled, “for that’s the kind of thing
I love. Do let us do something bad. You’re
impossibly without sin, you know.”
Milly’s eyes, on this, remained
a little with their companion’s. “Ah,
I shan’t perhaps come up to your idea.
It’s only to deceive Susan Shepherd.”
“Oh!” said Kate as if this were indeed
mild.
“But thoroughly as thoroughly as
I can.”
“And for cheating,” Kate
asked, “my powers will contribute? Well,
I’ll do my best for you.” In accordance
with which it was presently settled between them that
Milly should have the aid and comfort of her presence
for a visit to Sir Luke Strett. Kate had needed
a minute for enlightenment, and it was quite grand
for her comrade that this name should have said nothing
to her. To Milly herself it had for some days
been secretly saying much. The personage in question
was, as she explained, the greatest of medical lights
if she had got hold, as she believed (and she had
used to this end the wisdom of the serpent) of the
right, the special man. She had written to him
three days before, and he had named her an hour, eleven-twenty;
only it had come to her, on the eve, that she couldn’t
go alone. Her maid, on the other hand, wasn’t
good enough, and Susie was too good. Kate had
listened, above all, with high indulgence. “And
I’m betwixt and between, happy thought!
Too good for what?”
Milly thought. “Why, to
be worried if it’s nothing. And to be still
more worried I mean before she need be if
it isn’t.”
Kate fixed her with deep eyes.
“What in the world is the matter with you?”
It had inevitably a sound of impatience, as if it had
been a challenge really to produce something; so that
Milly felt her for the moment only as a much older
person, standing above her a little, doubting the
imagined ailments, suspecting the easy complaints,
of ignorant youth. It somewhat checked her, further,
that the matter with her was what exactly as yet she
wanted knowledge about; and she immediately declared,
for conciliation, that if she were merely fanciful
Kate would see her put to shame. Kate vividly
uttered, in return, the hope that, since she could
come out and be so charming, could so universally
dazzle and interest, she wasn’t all the while
in distress or in anxiety didn’t
believe herself, in short, to be in any degree seriously
menaced. “Well, I want to make out to
make out!” was all that this consistently produced.
To which Kate made clear answer: “Ah then,
let us by all means!”
“I thought,” Milly said,
“you would like to help me. But I must ask
you, please, for the promise of absolute silence.”
“And how, if you are
ill, can your friends remain in ignorance?”
“Well, if I am, it must of course
finally come out. But I can go for a long time.”
Milly spoke with her eyes again on her painted sister’s almost
as if under their suggestion. She still sat there
before Kate, yet not without a light in her face.
“That will be one of my advantages. I think
I could die without its being noticed.”
“You’re an extraordinary
young woman,” her friend, visibly held by her,
declared at last. “What a remarkable time
to talk of such things!”
“Well, we won’t talk,
precisely” Milly got herself together
again. “I only wanted to make sure of you.”
“Here in the midst of !”
But Kate could only sigh for wonder almost
visibly too for pity.
It made a moment during which her
companion waited on her word; partly as if from a
yearning, shy but deep, to have her case put to her
just as Kate was struck by it; partly as if the hint
of pity were already giving a sense to her whimsical
“shot,” with Lord Mark, at Mrs. Lowder’s
first dinner. Exactly this the handsome
girl’s compassionate manner, her friendly descent
from her own strength was what she had
then foretold. She took Kate up as if positively
for the deeper taste of it. “Here in the
midst of what?”
“Of everything. There’s
nothing you can’t have. There’s nothing
you can’t do.”
“So Mrs. Lowder tells me.”
It just kept Kate’s eyes fixed
as possibly for more of that; then, however, without
waiting, she went on. “We all adore you.”
“You’re wonderful you dear
things!” Milly laughed.
“No, it’s you."
And Kate seemed struck with the real interest of it.
“In three weeks!”
Milly kept it up. “Never
were people on such terms! All the more reason,”
she added, “that I shouldn’t needlessly
torment you.”
“But me? what becomes of me?" said Kate.
“Well, you ”
Milly thought “if there’s anything
to bear, you’ll bear it.”
“But I won’t bear it!” said
Kate Croy.
“Oh yes, you will: all
the same! You’ll pity me awfully, but you’ll
help me very much. And I absolutely trust you.
So there we are.” There they were, then,
since Kate had so to take it; but there, Milly felt,
she herself in particular was; for it was just the
point at which she had wished to arrive. She
had wanted to prove to herself that she didn’t
horribly blame her friend for any reserve; and what
better proof could there be than this quite special
confidence? If she desired to show Kate that
she really believed the latter liked her, how could
she show it more than by asking her for help?