Remember? Yes, I remember well
that time when the disagreement arose between Sam
Buckley and Cecil, and how it was mended. You
are wrong about one thing, General; no words ever
passed between those two young men: death was
between them before they had time to speak.
I will tell you the real story, old
as I am, as well as either of them could tell it for
themselves; and as I tell it I hear the familiar roar
of the old snowy river in my ears, and if I shut my
eyes I can see the great mountain, Lanyngerin, bending
down his head like a thorough-bred horse with a curb
in his mouth; I can see the long grey plains, broken
with the outlines of the solitary volcanoes Widderin
and Monmot. Ah, General Halbert! I will
go back there next year, for I am tired of England,
and I will leave my bones there; I am getting old,
and I want peace, as I had it in Australia. As
for the story you speak of, it is simply this:
Four or five miles up the river from
Garoopna stood a solitary hut, sheltered by a lofty
bare knoll, round which the great river chafed among
the boulders. Across the stream was the forest
sloping down in pleasant glades from the mountain;
and behind the hut rose the plain four or five hundred
feet overhead, seeming to be held aloft by the blue-stone
columns which rose from the river-side.
In this cottage resided a shepherd,
his wife, and one little boy, their son, about eight
years old, a strange, wild little bush child,
able to speak articulately, but utterly without knowledge
or experience of human creatures, save of his father
and mother; unable to read a line; without religion
of any sort or kind; as entire a little savage, in
fact, as you could find in the worst den in your city,
morally speaking, and yet beautiful to look on; as
active as a roe, and, with regard to natural objects,
as fearless as a lion.
As yet unfit to begin labour; all
the long summer he would wander about the river bank,
up and down the beautiful rock-walled paradise where
he was confined, sometimes looking eagerly across
the water at the waving forest boughs, and fancying
he could see other children far up the vistas beckoning
to him to cross and play in that merry land of shifting
lights and shadows.
It grew quite into a passion with
the poor little man to get across and play there;
and one day when his mother was shifting the hurdles,
and he was handing her the strips of green hide which
bound them together, he said to her,
“Mother, what country is that across the river?”
“The forest, child.”
“There’s plenty of quantongs
over there, eh, mother, and raspberries? Why
mayn’t I get across and play there?”
“The river is too deep, child,
and the Bunyip lives in the water under the stones.”
“Who are the children that play across there?”
“Black children, likely.”
“No white children?”
“Pixies; don’t go near
’em, child; they’ll lure you on, Lord knows
where. Don’t get trying to cross the river,
now, or you’ll be drowned.”
But next day the passion was stronger
on him than ever. Quite early on the glorious
cloudless midsummer day he was down by the river-side,
sitting on a rock, with his shoes and stockings off,
paddling his feet in the clear tepid water, and watching
the million fish in the shallows black
fish and grayling leaping and flashing in
the sun.
There is no pleasure that I have ever
experienced like a child’s midsummer holiday, the
time, I mean, when two or three of us used to go away
up the brook, and take our dinners with us, and come
home at night tired, dirty, happy, scratched beyond
recognition, with a great nosegay, three little trout
and one shoe, the other having been used for a boat
till it had gone down with all hands out of soundings.
How poor our Derby days, our Greenwich dinners, our
evening parties, where there are plenty of nice girls,
are, after that! Depend on it, a man never experiences
such pleasure or grief after fourteen as he does before:
unless in some cases in his first love-making, when
the sensation is new to him.
But, meanwhile, there sat our child,
barelegged, watching the forbidden ground beyond the
river. A fresh breeze was moving the trees, and
making the whole a dazzling mass of shifting light
and shadow. He sat so still that a glorious violet
and red kingfisher perched quite close, and, dashing
into the water, came forth with a fish, and fled like
a ray of light along the winding of the river.
A colony of little shell parrots, too, crowded on
a bough, and twittered and ran to and fro quite busily,
as though they said to him, “We don’t mind
you, my dear; you are quite one of us.”
Never was the river so low. He
stepped in; it scarcely reached his ankle. Now
surely he might get across. He stripped himself,
and, carrying his clothes, waded through, the water
never reaching his middle, all across the long, yellow
gravelly shallow. And there he stood, naked and
free, on the forbidden ground.
He quickly dressed himself, and began
examining his new kingdom, rich beyond his utmost
hopes. Such quantongs, such raspberries, surpassing
imagination; and when tired of them, such fern boughs,
six or eight feet long! He would penetrate this
region, and see how far it extended.
What tales he would have for his father
to-night! He would bring him here, and show him
all the wonders, and perhaps he would build a new hut
over here, and come and live in it? Perhaps the
pretty young lady, with the feathers in her hat, lived
somewhere here, too?
There! There is one of those
children he has seen before across the river.
Ah! ah! it is not a child at all, but a pretty grey
beast, with big ears. A kangaroo, my lad; he
won’t play with you, but skips away slowly,
and leaves you alone.
There is something like the gleam
of water on that rock. A snake! Now a sounding
rush through the wood, and a passing shadow. An
eagle! He brushes so close to the child, that
he strikes at the bird with a stick, and then watches
him as he shoots up like a rocket, and, measuring the
fields of air in ever-widening circles, hangs like
a motionless speck upon the sky; though, measure his
wings across, and you will find he is nearer fifteen
feet than fourteen.
Here is a prize, though! A wee
little native bear, barely a foot long, a
little grey beast, comical beyond expression, with
broad flapped ears, sits on a tree within
reach. He makes no resistance, but cuddles into
the child’s bosom, and eats a leaf as they go
along; while his mother sits aloft, and grunts indignant
at the abstraction of her offspring, but, on the whole,
takes it pretty comfortably, and goes on with her
dinner of peppermint leaves.
What a short day it has been!
Here is the sun getting low, and the magpies and jackasses
beginning to tune up before roosting.
He would turn and go back to the river. Alas!
which way?
He was lost in the bush. He turned
back and went, as he thought, the way he had come,
but soon arrived at a tall, precipitous cliff, which,
by some infernal magic, seemed to have got between
him and the river. Then he broke down, and that
strange madness came on him which comes even on strong
men when lost in the forest; a despair, a confusion
of intellect, which has cost many a man his life.
Think what it must be with a child!
He was fully persuaded that the cliff
was between him and home, and that he must climb it.
Alas! every step he took aloft carried him further
from the river and the hope of safety; and when he
came to the top, just at dark, he saw nothing but
cliff after cliff, range after range, all around him.
He had been wandering through steep gullies all day
unconsciously, and had penetrated far into the mountains.
Night was coming down, still and crystal clear, and
the poor little lad was far away from help or hope,
going his last long journey alone.
Partly perhaps walking, and partly
sitting down and weeping, he got through the night;
and when the solemn morning came up, again he was
still tottering along the leading range, bewildered;
crying, from time to time, “Mother, mother!”
still nursing his little bear, his only companion,
to his bosom, and holding still in his hand a few poor
flowers he had gathered the day before. Up and
on all day, and at evening, passing out of the great
zone of timber, he came on the bald, thunder-smitten
summit ridge, where one ruined tree held up its skeleton
arms against the sunset, and the wind came keen and
frosty. So, with failing, feeble legs, upward
still, towards the region of the granite and the snow;
towards the eyrie of the kite and the eagle.
Brisk as they all were at Garoopna,
none were so brisk as Cecil and Sam. Charles
Hawker wanted to come with them, but Sam asked him
to go with Jim; and, long before the others were ready,
our two had strapped their blankets to their saddles,
and followed by Sam’s dog Rover, now getting
a little grey about the nose, cantered off up the river.
Neither spoke at first. They
knew what a solemn task they had before them; and,
while acting as though everything depended on speed,
guessed well that their search was only for a little
corpse, which, if they had luck, they would find stiff
and cold under some tree or cray.
Cecil began: “Sam, depend
on it that child has crossed the river to this side.
If he had been on the plains, he would have been seen
from a distance in a few hours.”
“I quite agree,” said
Sam. “Let us go down on this side till we
are opposite the hut, and search for marks by the
river-side.”
So they agreed; and in half an hour
were opposite the hut, and, riding across to it to
ask a few questions, found the poor mother sitting
on the door-step, with her apron over her head, rocking
herself to and fro.
“We have come to help you, mistress,”
said Sam. “How do you think he is gone?”
She said, with frequent bursts of
grief, that “some days before he had mentioned
having seen white children across the water, who beckoned
him to cross and play; that she, knowing well that
they were fairies, or perhaps worse, had warned him
solemnly not to mind them; but that she had very little
doubt that they had helped him over and carried him
away to the forest; and that her husband would not
believe in his having crossed the river.”
“Why, it is not knee-deep across the shallow,”
said Cecil.
“Let us cross again,”
said Sam: “he may be drowned, but
I don’t think it.”
In a quarter of an hour from starting
they found, slightly up the stream, one of the child’s
socks, which in his hurry to dress he had forgotten.
Here brave Rover took up the trail like a bloodhound,
and before evening stopped at the foot of a lofty
cliff.
“Can he have gone up here?”
said Sam, as they were brought up by the rock.
“Most likely,” said Cecil.
“Lost children always climb from height to height.
I have heard it often remarked by old bush hands.
Why they do so, God, who leads them, only knows; but
the fact is beyond denial. Ask Rover what he
thinks?”
The brave old dog was half-way up,
looking back for them. It took them nearly till
dark to get their horses up; and, as there was no moon,
and the way was getting perilous, they determined
to camp, and start again in the morning.
They spread their blankets and lay
down side by side. Sam had thought, from Cecil’s
proposing to come with him in preference to the others,
that he would speak of a subject nearly concerning
them both; but Cecil went off to sleep and made no
sign; and Sam, ere he dozed, said to himself, “If
he don’t speak this journey, I will. It
is unbearable that we should not come to some understanding.
Poor Cecil!”
At early dawn they caught up their
horses, which had been hobbled with the stirrup leathers,
and started afresh. Both were more silent than
ever, and the dog, with his nose to the ground, led
them slowly along the rocky rib of the mountain, ever
going higher and higher.
“It is inconceivable,”
said Sam, “that the poor child can have come
up here. There is Tuckerimbid close to our right,
five thousand feet above the river. Don’t
you think we must be mistaken?”
“The dog disagrees with you,”
said Cecil. “He has something before him
not very far off. Watch him.”
The trees had become dwarfed and scattered;
they were getting out of the region of trees; the
real forest zone was now below them, and they saw
they were emerging towards a bald elevated down, and
that a few hundred yards before them was a dead tree,
on the highest branch of which sat an eagle.
“The dog has stopped,” said Cecil; “the
end is near.”
“See,” said Sam, “there is a hand-kerchief
under the tree.”
“That is the boy himself,” said Cecil.
They were up to him and off in a moment.
There he lay, dead and stiff, one hand still grasping
the flowers he had gathered on his last happy play-day,
and the other laid as a pillow, between the soft cold
cheek and the rough cold stone. His midsummer
holiday was over, his long journey was ended.
He had found out at last what lay beyond the shining
river he had watched so long.
That is the whole story, General Halbert;
and who should know it better than I, Geoffry Hamlyn?