Time and the tide wear through
the longest day.
SHAKSPEARE.
“At last, I have thee, Julia!”
Mighty indeed was the effort of the
mind, which enabled that fair slight girl to bear
up with an undaunted lip and serene eye against the
presence of that atrocious villain; and hope, never-dying
hope, was the spirit which nerved her to that effort.
It was strange, knowing as she did
the character of that atrocious and bloodthirsty tyrant,
that she should not have given way entirely to feminine
despair and terror, or sought by tears and prayers
to disarm his purpose.
But her high blood cried out from
every vein and artery of her body; and she stood calm
and sustained by conscious virtue, even in that extremity
of peril; neither tempting assault by any display of
coward weakness, nor provoking it by any show of defiance.
There is nothing, perhaps, so difficult
to any one who is not a butcher or an executioner
by trade, with sensibilities blunted by the force of
habit, as to attack or injure any thing, which neither
flies, nor resists, neither braves, nor trembles.
And Catiline himself, savage and brutal
as he was, full of ungoverned impulse and unbridled
passion, felt, though he knew not wherefore, this
difficulty at this moment.
Had she fallen at his feet, trembling,
and tearful, and implored his mercy, he would have
gloated on her terrors, laughed tears and prayers to
scorn, yea! torn her from an altar's foot, to pour
out upon her the vials of agony and foul pollution.
Had she defied, or braved his violence,
his fury would have trampled her to the earth in an
instant, and murder would have followed in the footsteps
of worse violence.
But as she stood there, firm, cold,
erect, and motionless as a statue of rare marble,
with scarcely a pulse throbbing in her veins, and her
clear azure eyes fixed on him with a cold and steady
gaze, as if she would have fascinated him by their
serene chaste influence, he likewise stood and gazed
upon her with a strange mixture of impressions, wherein
something akin to love and admiration were blent with
what, in minds of better mould, should have been reverence
and awe.
He felt, in short, that he lacked
'a spur to prick the sides of his intent,' a provocation
to insult and aggression yet stronger than the passion
and hot thirst of vengeance, which had been well nigh
chilled by her severe and icy fortitude.
'Tis said that
a lion will turn and flee,
From a maid in
the pride of her purity;
and here a fiercer and more dangerous
savage stood powerless and daunted for the moment,
by the same holy influence of virtue, which, it is
said, has potency to tame the pinched king of the
desert.
It was not, however, in the nature
of that man to yield himself up long to any influence,
save that of his own passions, and after standing mute
for perhaps a minute, during which the flush on his
sallow cheek, and the glare of his fiery eye, were
blanched and dimmed somewhat, he advanced a step or
two toward her, repeating the words,
“I have thee; thou art mine, Julia.”
Thy prisoner, Catiline, she replied quietly if you make women prisoners.”
“My slave, minion.”
“I am free-born, and noble.
A patrician of a house as ancient as thine own.
My ancestors, I have heard say, fought side by side
with Sergius Silo.”
“The more cause, that their
daughter should sleep side by side with Sergius Catiline!”
he replied with bitter irony; but there was less of
actual passion in his tones, than of a desire to lash
himself into fury.
“The less cause that a free-born
lady should be disgraced by the grandson of his comrade
in arms, who gave her father being.”
Thus far her replies had been conducted
in the spirit most likely to control, if any thing
could control, the demon that possessed him; but seeing
that her words had produced more effect on him than
she had deemed possible, she made an effort to improve
her advantage, and added, looking him firmly in the
eye,
“I have heard tell that thou
art proud, Catiline, as thou art nobly born.
Let, then, thine own pride
“Proud! Proud! Ha!
minion! What have your nobles left me that
I should glory in what of which I may still be proud?
A name of the grandest, blasted by their base lies,
and infamous! Service converted into shame! valor
warped into crime! At home poverty, degradation,
ruin! Abroad, debt, mockery, disgrace! Proud!
proud! By Nemesis! fond girl. I am proud to
be the thing that they have made me, a terror, and
a curse to all who call themselves patrician.
For daring, remorseless! for brave, cruel! for voluptuous,
sensual! for fearless, ruthless! for enterprising,
reckless! for ambitious, desperate! for a man, a monster!
for a philosopher, an atheist! Ha! ha! ha! ha!
I am proud, minion, proud to be that I am that which
thou, Julia, shalt soon find me!”
She perceived, when it was too late,
the error which she had made, and fearful of incensing
him farther, answered nothing. But he was not
so to be set at naught, for he had succeeded now in
lashing himself into a fit of fury, and advancing
upon her, with a face full of all hideous passions,
a face that denoted his fell purpose, as plainly as
any words could declare them.
“Dost hear me, girl, I say? Thou art mine,
Julia.”
“Thy prisoner, Catiline,”
she again repeated in the same steady tone as at first;
but the charm had now failed of its effect, and it
was fortunate for the sweet girl, that the fell wretch
before whom she stood defenceless, had so much of
the cat-like, tiger-like spirit in his nature, so
much that prompted him to tantalize and torment before
striking, to teaze and harass and break down the mind,
before doing violence to the body of his subject enemies,
or of those whom he chose to deem such.
Had he suspected at this moment that
any chance of succor was at hand, however remote,
he lacked neither the will nor the occasion to destroy
her. He fancied that she was completely at his
mercy; and perceiving that, in despite of her assumed
coolness, she writhed beneath the terrors of his tongue,
he revelled in the fiendish pleasure of triumphing
in words over her spirit, before wreaking his vengeance
on her person.
“My slave! Julia.
My slave, soul and body! my slave, here and for ever!
Slave to my passions, and my pleasures! Wilt yield,
or resist, fair girl? Resist, I do beseech thee!
Let some fire animate those lovely eyes, even if it
be the fire of fury some light kindle those pallid
cheeks, even if it be the light of hatred! I
am aweary of tame conquests.”
“Then wherefore conquer; or
conquering, wherefore not spare? she answered.
“I conquer, to slake my thirst
of vengeance. I spare not, for the wise man's
word to the fallen, is still, VÃ VICTIS. Wilt
yield, or resist, Julia? wilt be the sharer, or the
victim of my pleasures? speak, I say, speak!”
he shouted savagely, perceiving that she sought to
evade a direct answer. “Speak and reply,
directly, or I will do to thee forthwith what most
thou dreadest! and then wipe out thy shame by agonies
of death, to which the tortures of old Regulus were
luxury.”
“If I must choose, the victim!”
she replied steadily. “But I believe you
will not so disgrace your manhood.”
“Ha! you believe so, you shall
feel soon and know. One question more, wilt thou
yield or resist?
“Resist,” she answered,
“to the last, and when dishonored, die, and by
death, like Lucretia, win back greater honor!
Lucretia's death had witnesses, and her tale found
men's ears.”
“Thy death shall be silent,
thy shame loud. I will proclaim the first my
deed, the last thy voluntary .”
“Proclaim it! she interrupted him, with her eyes flashing bright
indignation, and her lip curling with ineffable disdain; as she forgot all
prudence in the scorn called forth by his injurious words Proclaim it to the world! who will believe
it?
“The world. Frailty's name is woman!
“And Falsehood's Catiline!
“By Hades! and he sprang
upon her with a bound like that of a tiger, and twined
his arms about her waist, clasping her to his breast
with brutal violence, and striving to press his foul
lips on her innocent mouth; but she, endowed with
momentary strength, infinitely unwonted and unnatural,
the strength of despair and frenzy, caught his bare
throat with both her hands, and writhing herself back
to the full length of her arms, uttered a volume of
shrieks, so awfully shrill and piercing, that they
struck terror into the souls of the brutal rebels
without, and harrowed up the spirits of her friends,
who lay concealed within earshot, waiting, now almost
in despair, an opportunity to aid her.
So strong was the clutch which her
small hands had fixed upon his throat, that ere he
could release himself, sufficiently to draw a full
breath, he was compelled to let her go; and ere he
fully recovered himself, she had made a spring back
toward the window, with the evident purpose of throwing
herself out into the yawning gulf below it.
But something caught her eye which
apparently deterred her, and turning her back upon
it quickly, she faced her persecutor once again.
At this moment, there was a loud and
angry bustle in the outer court, immediately followed
by a violent knocking at the door; but so terrible
was the excitement of both these human beings, her's
the excitement of innocence in trial, his of atrocity
triumphant, that neither heard it, though it was sudden
and strong enough to have startled any sleepers, save
those of the grave.
“Ha! but this charms me!
I knew not that you had so much of the Tigress to
fit you for the Tiger's mate. But what a fool
you are to waste your breath in yells and your strength
in struggles, like to those, when there are none to
hear, or to witness them.”
“Witnesses are found to all
crimes right early and avengers!” she exclaimed
with the high mien of a prophetess; and still that
vehement knocking continued, unheeded as the earthquake
which reeled unnoticed beneath the feet of the combatants
at Thrasymene.
“To this at least there are
no witnesses! there shall be no avengers!”
“The Gods are my witnesses! shall be my avengers!”
“Tush! there are no Gods, Julia!”
And again he rushed on her and caught
her in his arms. But as he spoke those impious
words, sprang to do that atrocious deed, a witness
was found, and it might be an avenger.
Unnoticed by the traitor in the fierce
whirlwind of his passion, that hunter boy stood forth
on the further brink; revealed, a boy no longer; for
the Phrygian bonnet had fallen off, and the redundant
raven tresses of a girl flowed back on the wind.
Her attitude and air were those of Diana as she bent
her good bow against the ravisher Orion. Her right
foot advanced firmly, her right hand drawn back to
the ear, her fine eye glaring upon the arrow which
bore with unerring aim full on the breast of her own
corrupter, her own father, Catiline.
Who had more wrongs to avenge than Lucia?
Another second, and the shaft would
have quivered in the heart of the arch villain, sped
by the hand from which he deserved it the most dearly.
The room within was brighter than day from the red
torch light which filled it, falling full on the gaunt
form and grim visage of the monster. Her hand
was firm, her eye steady, her heart pitiless.
But in the better course of her changed life, heaven
spared her the dread crime of parricide.
Just as the chord was at the tightest,
just as the feathers quivered, and the barb thrilled,
about to leap from the terse string, the tall form
of the soldier sprang up into the clear moonlight
from the underwood, and crying “Hold! hold!”
mastered her bowhand, with the speed of light, and
dragged her down into the covert.
Well was it that he did so. For
just as Catiline seized Julia the second time in his
resistless grasp, and ere his lips had contaminated
her sweet mouth, the giant Crispus, who had so long
been knocking unheeded, rushed into the room, and
seized his leader by the shoulder unseen, until he
literally touched him.
“Another time for this;”
he said, “Catiline. There are tidings from
Rome; which
“To Tartarus with thy tidings! Let them
tarry!”
They will not tarry, Catiline, replied the smith, who was as pale as a
ghost and almost trembling least of all for such painted woman's
flesh as this is!”
“Get thee away! It were
better, wiser, safer to stand between the Lion and
his prey, than between Catiline and Julia.”
“Then have it!” shouted
the smith. “All is discovered! all undone!
Lentulus and Cethegus, Gabinius and Statilius, and
Caeparius all dead by the hangman's noose in the
Tullianum!”
“The idiots! is that all? thy
precious tidings! See! how I will avenge them.”
And he struggled to shake himself free from the grasp
of Crispus.
But the smith held him firmly, and
replied, “It is not all, Catiline. Metellus
Celer is within ten leagues of the camp, at the
foot of the mountains. We have no retreat left
into Gaul. Come! come! speak to the soldiers!
You can deal with this harlotry hereafter.”
Catiline glared upon him, as if he
would have stabbed him to the heart; but seeing the
absolute necessity of enquiring into the truth of this
report, he turned to leave the room.
“The Gods be praised! the Gods
have spoken loud! The Gods have saved me!”
cried Julia falling on her knees. “Are there
no Gods now, O Catiline?”
“To Hades! with thy Gods!”
and, striking the unhappy girl a coward blow, which
felled her to the ground senseless, he rushed from
the room with his confederate in crime, barring the
outer door behind him.