Two hours later the wedding took place
in the church where Leonard had been baptized and
confirmed. Little Herbert thought he had never
been to such a strange party. He didn’t
care if he never went to one again. No one was
dressed up but himself. His mother and father
and Marjorie wore their everyday clothes, but their
faces were different. He wouldn’t have
believed it was a party at all, except for their faces,
which wore an expression he associated with Christmas
and birthdays.
The church was dark, and it seemed
to Herbert so vast and strange at this late hour.
Candles gleamed on the altar, at the end of a long,
shadowy aisle. Their footsteps made no sound on
the velvet carpet as they walked under the dim arches
to the front seat. His aunts and his uncles and
his brother’s big friends from the training camp
seemed suddenly to appear out of the shadows and silently
fill the front rows. In the queer light he kept
recognizing familiar faces that smiled and nodded
at him in the dimness. Even Miss Shake and Nannie
looked queer in the pew behind. Nannie was dressed
in her “day-off” clothes. She was
crying. Herbert looked about him wonderingly:
yes, Miss Shake was crying, too and that
lady in the black veil over there: oh, how she
was crying! No; he didn’t like this party.
Through a little space between his
father’s arm and a stone pillar he could see
Leonard’s back. Leonard was standing on
the white stone steps, very straight. Then he
kneeled down, and Herbert heard his sword click on
the stone floor. The minister, dressed in a white
and purple robe, with one arm out-stretched, was talking
to him in a sing-song voice. Herbert couldn’t
see Marjorie, the pillar was in the way; but he felt
that she was there. Leonard’s voice sounded
frightened and muffled, not a bit like himself, but
he heard Marjorie’s voice just as plain as anything
“Till death us do part.”
Presently the choir began to sing,
and his mother found the place in the hymn-book.
Herbert couldn’t read, but he knew the hymn.
Each verse ended,
“Rejoice, rejoice,
Rejoice, give thanks, and
sing.”
Herbert looked on the hymn-book and
pretended he was reading. The book trembled.
Leonard and Marjorie were passing close to the pew.
They looked, oh, so pleased! Leonard smiled at
his mother, and she smiled back. She lifted Herbert
up on the seat and he watched them pass down the dark
aisle together and out through the shadowy doorway
at the very end. The little boy felt a vague
sensation of distress. He looked up at his mother
and the distress grew. She was still singing,
but her mouth kept getting queerer and queerer as
she came to the line,
“ give thanks,
and sing.”
He had never seen his mother cry before.
He didn’t suppose she could cry. She was
grown up. You don’t expect grown-up people,
like your mother, to cry except, of course,
Nannie and Miss Shake.
“Rejoice, rejoice,
Rejoice, give thanks, and
sing.”
He sang it for her. The voices
of the choir seemed suddenly to have traveled a long
way off and the tones of the organ were hushed.
He heard his own voice echoing in the silent church.
The words seemed to come out all wrong. He felt
a terrible sense of oppression in the region of his
stomach, and he wondered if he were going to be ill.
It was a relief to hear himself crying at the top
of his lungs, and to have Nannie scolding him lovingly,
and leading him out of the church. He drove home,
sniffing but comforted, in his father’s lap.
“He felt it,” old Nannie
said to Burns, as she lifted him out of the carriage.
“The child understood, bless him!”
“There wasn’t a dry eye
come out ’f the church,” said Burns, “except
them two selves.”
“I wonder where they’ve
gone?” said Nannie, eyeing Burns jealously.
“They must have took a train, I suppose?”
“That’s telling,”
said the old man, whipping up the horses that were
covered with foam.