A thick yellow fog lay over London;
at five o’clock in the Victoria Station the
dawn had not penetrated, and the great globes of electricity
in the murky ceiling shed an uncertain light.
Through the usual somber and preoccupied din of the
early morning traffic, came the steady, rhythmic tread
of marching feet. Lost in the smoke and fog, a
band was playing “Rule Britannia.”
Marjorie and Leonard were standing
in the very centre of the vast dingy shed. Heavy-eyed,
they looked about them with an unseeing, bewildered
gaze, that kept reverting to each other. Marjorie
had both her hands about one of Leonard’s, and
was holding it convulsively in the pocket of his great-coat.
Many times she had pictured this last scene to herself,
anticipating every detail. Even in these nightmares,
she had always seen herself, with a sick heart, bearing
up bravely for Leonard’s sake, making it easier
for him.
A hunchback, dodging under the elbows
of the crowd, stared at her, and smiled queerly and
whispered to himself. Marjie shivered, then forgot
him as a spasmodic gasp ran through the crowd; a sound
suddenly seemed to envelop her like a wave, breaking,
gathering itself, then breaking again just
two words: “Good-bye Good-bye Good-bye.”
She looked into Leonard’s face,
and saw that the moment had arrived; he was going.
She was gripped with a sense of suffocation and panic.
It was the same feeling that she had experienced as
a child when she had gone in wading and had slipped
into the water over her head. She clung to Leonard
now just as she had clung to her rescuer then.
“Don’t go! Don’t go! I
can’t bear it! O Leonard!”
His hand, disengaging itself from
her fingers, increased her panic. He put his
arm about her.
“Marjie,” he said, in
a steady voice, which yet sounded unreal, not like
his own, “I’m going. Good-bye.
I love you with my whole soul; I always will.
I shan’t be able to hear from you, but I’ll
write you as often as I can. Don’t worry
if there are long intervals between letters. And,
Marjie, don’t believe too easily that I’m
dead. If you hear I’m missing, there is
still a good chance; even if I’m on the lists,
keep on hoping. I’m coming back. Good-bye.”
He kissed her, then paused, and put his dark head
close to hers. “Marjie, if we should have
one, if it’s a boy, I
want it brought up in England; and in case we should promise
me to take the best care of yourself promise!
That’s right. Now stop trembling.”
Marjorie nodded, with white lips,
but continued to tremble. Leonard’s face
became equally white. He set his quivering mouth
and turned away, but Marjorie clutched wildly at his
sleeve.
“I’m coming with you as
far as the boat, Leonard, just as far as the boat.
See, those women are going. Oh, let me, Leonard!”
He hesitated, and in that empty moment
a voice behind them said, “The average life
of an officer in the Dardanelles is eleven days.”
Leonard frowned; then glared at the
hunchback, who was still peering at them.
“O Leonard, please, please!”
“You couldn’t come back
with them,” he said painfully, averting his eyes
from hers.
“Eleven days!” repeated an incredulous
voice.
“I will come I
will come!” gasped Marjorie, trying to
squeeze past Leonard through the gates.
He pushed her back peremptorily.
His boyish face was pitiful in its determination.
“You go back,” he said.
He beckoned to a young officer who was standing in
the crowd. “Stuart,” he said, “will
you see my wife to her carriage? She doesn’t
feel well. I’m going.”
The soldier advanced. Marjorie
glared at him with the eyes of an animal who sees
her young taken away from her, and he drew back, his
face full of pity. She threw one last despairing
look at Leonard as he turned down the platform, and
in that last glimpse of his strangely numb face she
saw how he was suffering. She had a revulsion
of feeling; a sense of desolate shame swept over her
which, for a moment, surmounted her terror.
She had failed him! Behaved like
a coward. Made it terrible for him at the very
last. Oh, if he would only look at her again!
The whole force of her despair went into that wish and
Leonard turned. A few yards farther down the
platform he swung suddenly about, and finding her face
among the crowd, he tilted his chin and flashed his
white smile at her while his eyes lighted and his
lips framed the word “Smile.”
The band, which had been gathering
impetus for the last moment, pealed forth “Rule
Britannia.” Marjorie smiled, smiled as she
never had before, and kissed her hand. He waved
his cap. It was among a forest of caps.
The whistle shrieked. The guards slammed the doors.
Through the fog the train was moving.
“Rule, Britannia!
Britannia rules the waves!
Britons never shall be slaves.”
The crowds cheered. There came
an acrid rush of smoke, which swallowed up the moving
train with its cargo of khaki-clad boys. Above
the cheering the hunchback, still dodging under the
elbows of the crowd, was calling loudly,
“I came that they might have Life Life Life!”
The people stared down at the little sardonic face.
“Crazy?” they muttered.
The cripple shouted with laughter.
“Life Life Life!”
he said.
When the smoke had cleared again,
the tracks were empty, stretching away into blackness.