I
Men, fires, feasts, steps of temple,
fore-stone, lintel, step of white altar, fire
and after-fire, slaughter before, fragment
of burnt meat, deep mystery, grapple of mind to
reach the tense thought, power and wealth,
purpose and prayer alike, (men, fires, feasts,
temple steps) useless.
Useless to me who plant wide feet
on a mighty plinth, useless to me who sit, wide
of shoulder, great of thigh, heavy in gold, to
press gold back against solid back of the
marble seat: useless the dragons wrought
on the arms, useless the poppy-buds and the gold
inset of the spray of wheat.
Ah they have wrought me heavy and
great of limb she is slender of waist,
slight of breast, made of many fashions; they
have set her small feet on many a plinth;
she they have known, she they have spoken
with, she they have smiled upon, she they
have caught and flattered with praise and gifts.
But useless the flattery of the
mighty power they have granted me: for
I will not stay in her breast the great of limb,
though perfect the shell they have fashioned
me, these men!
Do I sit in the market place
do I smile, does a noble brow bend like the
brow of Zeus am I a spouse, his or
any, am I a woman, or goddess or queen, to
be met by a god with a smile and left?
II
Do you ask for a scroll, parchment,
oracle, prophecy, precedent; do you ask for tablets
marked with thought or words cut deep on the marble
surface, do you seek measured utterance or the
mystic trance?
Sleep on the stones of Delphi
dare the ledges of Pallas but keep me foremost,
keep me before you, after you, with you, never
forget when you start for the Delphic precipice,
never forget when you seek Pallas and meet
in thought yourself drawn out from yourself like
the holy serpent, never forget in thought
or mysterious trance I am greatest
and least.
Soft are the hands of Love, soft,
soft are his feet; you who have twined myrtle,
have you brought crocuses, white as the inner
stript bark of the osier, have you set black
crocus against the black locks of another?
III
Of whom do I speak?
Many the children of gods but first
I take Bromios, fostering prince, lift from
the ivy brake, a king.
Enough of the lightning, enough
of the tales that speak of the death of the mother:
strange tales of a shelter brought to the
unborn, enough of tale, myth, mystery, precedent
a child lay on the earth asleep.
Soft are the hands of Love, but
what soft hands clutched at the thorny ground,
scratched like a small white ferret or foraging
whippet or hound, sought nourishment and found
only the crackling of ivy, dead ivy leaf and
the white berry, food for a bird, no food
for this who sought, bending small head in a fever,
whining with little breath.
Ah, small black head, ah, the purple
ivy bush, ah, berries that shook and spilt on
the form beneath, who begot you and left?
Though I begot no man child all
my days, the child of my heart and spirit, is
the child the gods desert alike and the mother
in death the unclaimed Dionysios.
IV
What of her
mistress of Death?
Form of a golden wreath were my
hands that girt her head, fingers that strove
to meet, and met where the whisps escaped from
the fillet, of tenderest gold, small circlet and
slim were my fingers then.
Now they are wrought of iron to
wrest from earth secrets; strong to protect,
strong to keep back the winter when winter
tracks too soon blanch the forest: strong
to break dead things, the young tree, drained
of sap, the old tree, ready to drop, to lift
from the rotting bed of leaves, the old crumbling
pine tree stock, to heap bole and knot of fir
and pine and resinous oak, till fire shatter
the dark and hope of spring rise in the hearts
of men.
What of her
mistress of Death
what of his kiss?
Ah, strong were his arms to wrest slight
limbs from the beautiful earth, young hands that
plucked the first buds of the chill narcissus,
soft fingers that broke and fastened the thorny
stalk with the flower of wild acanthus.
Ah, strong were the arms that
took
(ah evil, the heart and graceless,)
but the kiss was less passionate!