He was born in the houseman’s
lodge; she in the great mansion. He did not know
who his father was; she was the daughter of Grim of
Skogli, and she was the only daughter he had.
They were carried to baptism on the same day, and
he was called Truls, because they had to call him
something; she received the name of Borghild, because
that had been the name of every eldest born daughter
in the family for thirty generations. They both
cried when the pastor poured the water on their heads;
his mother hushed him, blushed, and looked timidly
around her; but the woman who carried Borghild lifted
her high up in her arms so that everybody could see
her, and the pastor smiled benignly, and the parishioners
said that they had never seen so beautiful a child.
That was the way in which they began life he
as a child of sin, she as the daughter of a mighty
race.
They grew up together. She had
round cheeks and merry eyes, and her lips were redder
than the red rose. He was of slender growth, his
face was thin and pale, and his eyes had a strange,
benumbed gaze, as if they were puzzling themselves
with some sad, life-long riddle which they never hoped
to solve. On the strand where they played the
billows came and went, and they murmured faintly with
a sound of infinite remoteness. Borghild laughed
aloud, clapped her hands and threw stones out into
the water, while he sat pale and silent, and saw the
great white-winged sea-birds sailing through the blue
ocean of the sky.
“How would you like to live
down there in the deep green water?” she asked
him one day, as they sat watching the eider-ducks which
swam and dived, and stood on their heads among the
sea-weeds.
“I should like it very well,”
he answered, “if you would follow me.”
“No, I won’t follow you,”
she cried. “It is cold and wet down in the
water. And I should spoil the ribbons on my new
bodice. But when I grow up and get big and can
braid my hair, then I shall row with the young lads
to the church yonder on the headland, and there the
old pastor will marry me, and I shall wear the big
silver crown which my mother wore when she was married.”
“And may I go with you?” asked he, timidly.
“Yes, you may steer my boat
and be my helmsman, or you may be my bridegroom,
if you would like that better.”
“Yes, I think I should rather
be your bridegroom,” and he gave her a long,
strange look which almost frightened her.
The years slipped by, and before Borghild
knew it, she had grown into womanhood. The down
on Truls’s cheeks became rougher, and he, too,
began to suspect that he was no longer a boy.
When the sun was late and the breeze murmured in the
great, dark-crowned pines, they often met by chance,
at the well, on the strand, or on the saeter-green.
And the oftener they met the more they found to talk
about; to be sure, it was she who did the talking,
and he looked at her with his large wondering eyes
and listened. She told him of the lamb which had
tumbled down over a steep precipice and still was
unhurt, of the baby who pulled the pastor’s
hair last Sunday during the baptismal ceremony, or
of the lumberman, Lars, who drank the kerosene his
wife gave him for brandy, and never knew the difference.
But, when the milkmaids passed by, she would suddenly
forget what she had been saying, and then they sat
gazing at each other in silence. Once she told
him of the lads who danced with her at the party at
Houg; and she thought she noticed a deeper color on
his face, and that he clinched both his fists and thrust
them into his pockets. That set her thinking,
and the more she thought, the more curious she grew.
He played the violin well; suppose she should ask him
to come and fiddle at the party her father was to give
at the end of the harvest. She resolved to do
it, and he, not knowing what moved her, gave his promise
eagerly. It struck her, afterward, that she had
done a wicked thing, but, like most girls, she had
not the heart to wrestle with an uncomfortable thought;
she shook it off and began to hum a snatch of an old
song.
“O’er the
billows the fleet-footed storm-wind rode,
The billows
blue are the merman’s abode,
So strangely
that harp was sounding.”
The memory of old times came back
to her, the memory of the morning long years ago,
when they sat together on the strand, and he said;
“I think I would rather be your bridegroom,
Borghild.” The memory was sweet but it
was bitter too; and the bitterness rose and filled
her heart. She threw her head back proudly, and
laughed a strange, hollow laugh. “A bastard’s
bride, ha, ha! A fine tale were that for the parish
gossips.” A yellow butterfly lighted on
her arm, and with a fierce frown on her face she caught
it between her fingers. Then she looked pityingly
on the dead wings, as they lay in her hand, and murmured
between her teeth: “Poor thing! Why
did you come in my way, unbidden?”
The harvest was rich, and the harvest
party was to keep pace with the harvest. The
broad Skogli mansion was festively lighted (for it
was already late in September); the tall, straight
tallow candles, stuck in many-armed candlesticks,
shone dimly through a sort of misty halo, and only
suffused the dusk with a faint glimmering of light.
And every time a guest entered, the flames of the
candles flickered and twisted themselves with the
wind, struggling to keep erect. And Borghild’s
courage, too, rose and fell with the flickering motion
of a flame which wrestles with the wind. Whenever
the latch clicked she lifted her eyes and looked for
Truls, and one moment she wished that she might never
see his face again, and in the next she sent an eager
glance toward the door. Presently he came, threw
his fiddle on a bench, and with a reckless air walked
up to her and held out his hand. She hesitated
to return his greeting, but when she saw the deep
lines of suffering in his face, her heart went forward
with a great tenderness toward him, a tenderness such
as one feels for a child who is sick, and suffers
without hope of healing. She laid her hand in
his, and there it lay for a while listlessly; for
neither dared trust the joy which the sight of the
other enkindled. But when she tried to draw her
hand away, he caught it quickly, and with a sudden
fervor of voice he said:
“The sight of you, Borghild,
stills the hunger which is raging in my soul.
Beware that you do not play with a life, Borghild,
even though it be a worthless one.”
There was something so hopelessly
sad in his words, that they stung her to the quick.
They laid bare a hidden deep in her heart, and she
shrank back st the sight of her own vileness.
How could she repair the injury she had done him?
How could she heal the wound she had inflicted?
A number of guests came up to greet her and among
them Syvert Stein, a bold-looking young man, who,
during that summer, had led her frequently in the
dance. He had a square face, strong features,
and a huge crop of towy hair. His race was far-famed
for wit and daring.
“Tardy is your welcome, Borghild
of Skogli,” quoth he. “But what a
faint heart does not give a bold hand can grasp, and
what I am not offered I take unbidden.”
So saying, he flung his arm about
her waist, lifted her from the floor and put her down
in the middle of the room. Truls stood and gazed
at them with large, bewildered eyes. He tried
hard to despise the braggart, but ended with envying
him.
“Ha, fiddler, strike up a tune
that shall ring through marrow and bone,” shouted
Syvert Stein, who struck the floor with his heels and
moved his body to the measure of a spring-dance.
Truls still followed them with his
eyes; suddenly he leaped up, and a wild thought burned
in his breast. But with an effort he checked
himself, grasped his violin, and struck a wailing chord
of lament. Then he laid his ear close to the
instrument, as if he were listening to some living
voice hidden there within, ran warily with the bow
over the strings, and warbled, and caroled, and sang
with maddening glee, and still with a shivering undercurrent
of woe. And the dusk which slept upon the black
rafters was quickened and shook with the weird sound;
every pulse in the wide hall beat more rapidly, and
every eye kindled with a bolder fire. Pressently{sic}
a Strong male voice sang out to the measure of the
violin:
“Come, fairest
maid, tread the dance with me;
O
heigh ho!”
And a clear, tremulous
treble answered:
“So gladly tread
I the dance with thee;
O
heigh ho!”
Truls knew the voices only too well;
it was Syvert Stein and Borghild who were singing
a stave.
Syvert Like
brier-roses thy red cheeks blush,
Borghild And
thine are rough like the thorny bush;
Both An’
a heigho!
Syvert So
fresh and green is the sunny lea;
O
heigh ho!
Borghild The
fiddle twangeth so merrily;
O
heigh ho!
Syvert So
lightly goeth the lusty reel,
Borghild And
round we whirl like a spinning-wheel;
Both An’
a heigho!
Syvert Thine
eyes are bright like the sunny fjord;
O
heigh ho!
Borghild And
thine do flash like a Viking’s sword;
O
heigh ho!
Syvert So
lightly trippeth thy foot along,
Borghild The
air is teeming with joyful song;
Both An’
a heigh ho!
Syvert Then
fairest maid, while the woods are green,
O
heigh ho!
Borghild And
thrushes sing the fresh leaves between;
O
heigh ho!
Syvert Come,
let us dance in the gladsome day,
Borghild Dance
hate, and sorrow, and care away;
Both An’
a heigh ho!
The stave was at an end. The
hot and flushed dancers straggled over the floor by
twos and threes, and the big beer-horns were passed
from hand to hand. Truls sat in his corner hugging
his violin tightly to his bosom, only to do something,
for he was vaguely afraid of himself afraid
of the thoughts that might rise afraid of
the deed they might prompt. He ran his fingers
over his forehead, but he hardly felt the touch of
his own hand. It was as if something was dead
within him as if a string had snapped in
his breast, and left it benumbed and voiceless.
Presently he looked up and saw Borghild
standing before him; she held her arms akimbo, her
eyes shone with a strange light, and her features
wore an air of recklessness mingled with pity.
“Ah, Borghild, is it you?”
said he, in a hoarse voice. “What do you
want with me? I thought you had done with me
now.”
“You are a very unwitty fellow,”
answered she, with a forced laugh. “The
branch that does not bend must break.”
She turned quickly on her heel and
was lost in the crowd. He sat long pondering
on her words, but their meaning remained hidden to
him. The branch that does not bend must break.
Was he the branch, and must he bend or break?
By-and-by he put his hands on his knees, rose with
a slow, uncertain motion, and stalked heavily toward
the door. The fresh night air would do him good.
The thought breathes more briskly in God’s free
nature, under the broad canopy of heaven. The
white mist rose from the fields, and made the valley
below appear like a white sea whose nearness you feel,
even though you do not see it. And out of the
mist the dark pines stretched their warning hands
against the sky, and the moon was swimming, large
and placid, between silvery islands of cloud.
Truls began to beat his arms against his sides, and
felt the warm blood spreading from his heart and thawing
the numbness of his limbs. Not caring whither
he went, he struck the path leading upward to the
mountains. He took to humming an old air which
happened to come into his head, only to try if there
was life enough left in him to sing. It was the
ballad of Young Kirsten and the Merman:
“The billows fall and the billows swell,
In the night so lone,
In the billows blue doth the merman
dwell,
And strangely that harp was sounding.”
He walked on briskly for a while,
and, looking back upon the pain he had endured but
a moment ago, he found it quite foolish and irrational.
An absurd merriment took possession of him; but all
the while he did not know where his foot stepped;
his head swam, and his pulse beat feverishly.
About midway between the forest and the mansion, where
the field sloped more steeply, grew a clump of birch-trees,
whose slender stems glimmered ghostly white in the
moonlight. Something drove Truls to leave the
beaten road, and, obeying the impulse, he steered toward
the birches. A strange sound fell upon his ear,
like the moan of one in distress. It did not
startle him; indeed, he was in a mood when nothing
could have caused him wonder. If the sky had suddenly
tumbled down upon him, with moon and all, he would
have taken it as a matter of course. Peering
for a moment through the mist, he discerned the outline
of a human figure. With three great strides he
reached the birch-tree; at his feet sat Borghild rocking
herself to and fro and weeping piteously. Without
a word he seated himself at her side and tried to catch
a glimpse of her face; but she hid it from him and
went on sobbing. Still there could be no doubt
that it was Borghild one hour ago so merry,
reckless, and defiant, now cowering at his feet and
weeping like a broken-hearted child.
“Borghild,” he said, at
last, putting his arm gently about her waist, “you
and I, I think, played together when we were children.”
“So we did, Truls,” answered
she, struggling with her tears.
“And as we grew up, we spent
many a pleasant hour with each other.”
“Many a pleasant hour.”
She raised her head, and he drew her more closely
to him.
“But since then I have done
you a great wrong,” began she, after a while.
“Nothing done that cannot yet be undone,”
he took heart to answer.
It was long before her thoughts took
shape, and, when at length they did, she dared not
give them utterance. Nevertheless, she was all
the time conscious of one strong desire, from which
her conscience shrank as from a crime; and she wrestled
ineffectually with her weakness until her weakness
prevailed.
“I am glad you came,”
she faltered. “I knew you would come.
There was something I wished to say to you.”
“And what was it, Borghild?”
“I wanted to ask you to forgive me ”
“Forgive you ”
He sprang up as if something had stung him.
“And why not?” she pleaded, piteously.
“Ah, girl, you know not what
you ask,” cried he, with a sternness which startled
her. “If I had more than one life to waste but
you caress with one hand and stab with the other.
Fare thee well, Borghild, for here our paths separate.”
He turned his back upon her and began to descend the
slope.
“For God’s sake, stay,
Truls,” implored she, and stretched her arms
appealingly toward him; “tell me, oh, tell me
all.”
With a leap he was again at her side,
stooped down over her, and, in a hoarse, passionate
whisper, spoke the secret of his life in her ear.
She gazed for a moment steadily into his face, then,
in a few hurried words, she pledged him her love,
her faith, her all. And in the stillness of that
summer night they planned together their flight to
a greater and freer land, where no world-old prejudice
frowned upon the union of two kindred souls.
They would wait in patience and silence until spring;
then come the fresh winds from the ocean, and, with
them, the birds of passage which awake the longings
in the Norsemen’s breasts, and the American
vessels which give courage to many a sinking spirit,
strength to the wearied arm, hope to the hopeless
heart.
During that winter Truls and Borghild
seldom saw each other. The parish was filled
with rumors, and after the Christmas holiday it was
told for certain that the proud maiden of Skogli had
been promised in marriage to Syvert Stein. It
was the general belief that the families had made the
match, and that Borghild, at least, had hardly had
any voice in the matter. Another report was that
she had flatly refused to listen to any proposal from
that quarter, and that, when she found that resistance
was vain, she had cried three days and three nights,
and refused to take any food. When this rumor
reached the pastor’s ear, he pronounced it an
idle tale; “for,” said he, “Borghild
has always been a proper and well-behaved maiden,
and she knows that she must honor father and mother,
that it may be well with her, and she live long upon
the land.”
But Borghild sat alone in her gable
window and looked longingly toward the ocean.
The glaciers glittered, the rivers swelled, the buds
of the forest burst, and great white sails began to
glimmer on the far western horizon.
If Truls, the Nameless, as scoffers
were wont to call him, had been a greater personage
in the valley, it would, no doubt, have shocked the
gossips to know that one fine morning he sold his cow,
his gun and his dog, and wrapped sixty silver dollars
in a leathern bag, which he sewed fast to the girdle
he wore about his waist. That same night some
one was heard playing wildly up in the birch copse
above the Skogli mansion; now it sounded like a wail
of distress, then like a fierce, defiant laugh, and
now again the music seemed to hush itself into a heart-broken,
sorrowful moan, and the people crossed themselves,
and whispered: “Our Father;” but
Borghild sat at her gable window and listened long
to the weird strain. The midnight came, but she
stirred not. With the hour of midnight the music
ceased. From the windows of hall and kitchen the
light streamed out into the damp air, and the darkness
stood like a wall on either side; within, maids and
lads were busy brewing, baking, and washing, for in
a week there was to be a wedding on the farm.
The week went and the wedding came.
Truls had not closed his eyes all that night, and
before daybreak he sauntered down along the beach and
gazed out upon the calm fjord, where the white-winged
sea-birds whirled in great airy surges around the
bare crags. Far up above the noisy throng an
ospray sailed on the blue expanse of the sky, and quick
as thought swooped down upon a halibut which had ventured
to take a peep at the rising sun. The huge fish
struggled for a moment at the water’s edge,
then, with a powerful stroke of its tail, which sent
the spray hissing through the air, dived below the
surface. The bird of prey gave a loud scream,
flapped fiercely with its broad wings, and for several
minutes a thickening cloud of applauding ducks and
seagulls and showers of spray hid the combat from
the observer’s eye. When the birds
scattered, the ospray had vanished, and the waters
again glittered calmly in the morning sun. Truls
stood long, vacantly staring out upon the scene of
the conflict, and many strange thoughts whirled through
his head.
“Halloo, fiddler!” cried
a couple of lads who had come to clear the wedding
boats, “you are early on foot to-day. Here
is a scoop. Come on and help us bail the boats.”
Truls took the scoop, and looked at
it as if he had never seen such a thing before; he
moved about heavily, hardly knowing what he did, but
conscious all the while of his own great misery.
His limbs seemed half frozen, and a dull pain gathered
about his head and in his breast in fact,
everywhere and nowhere.
About ten o’clock the bridal
procession descended the slope to the fjord.
Syvert Stein, the bridegroom, trod the earth with a
firm, springy step, and spoke many a cheery word to
the bride, who walked, silent and with downcast eyes,
at his side. She wore the ancestral bridal crown
on her head, and the little silver disks around its
edge tinkled and shook as she walked. They hailed
her with firing of guns and loud hurrahs as she stepped
into the boat; still she did not raise her eyes, but
remained silent. A small cannon, also an heir-loom
in the family, was placed amidships, and Truls, with
his violin, took his seat in the prow. A large
solitary cloud, gold-rimmed but with thunder in its
breast, sailed across the sky and threw its shadow
over the bridal boat as it was pushed out from the
shore, and the shadow fell upon the bride’s
countenance too; and when she lifted it, the mother
of the bridegroom, who sat opposite her, shrank back,
for the countenance looked hard, as if carved in stone in
the eyes a mute, hopeless appeal; on the lips a frozen
prayer. The shadow of thunder upon a life that
was opening it was an ill omen, and its
gloom sank into the hearts of the wedding guests.
They spoke in undertones and threw pitying glances
at the bride. Then at length Syvert Stein lost
his patience.
“In sooth,” cried he,
springing up from his seat, “where is to-day
the cheer that is wont to abide in the Norseman’s
breast? Methinks I see but sullen airs and ill-boding
glances. Ha, fiddler, now move your strings lustily!
None of your funeral airs, my lad, but a merry tune
that shall sing through marrow and bone, and make
the heart leap in the bosom.”
Truls heard the words, and in a slow,
mechanical way he took the violin out of its case
and raised it to his chin. Syvert in the mean
while put a huge silver beer-jug to his mouth, and,
pledging his guests, emptied it even to the dregs.
But the bride’s cheek was pale; and it was so
still in the boat that every man could hear his own
breathing.
“Ha, to-day is Syvert Stein’s
wedding-day!” shouted the bridegroom, growing
hot with wrath. “Let us try if the iron
voice of the cannon can wake my guests from their
slumber.”
He struck a match and put it to the
touch-hole of the cannon; a long boom rolled away
over the surface of the waters and startled the echoes
of the distant glaciers. A faint hurrah sounded
from the nearest craft, but there came no response
from the bridal boat. Syvert pulled the powder-horn
from his pocket, laughed a wild laugh, and poured the
whole contents of the horn into the mouth of the cannon.
“Now may the devil care for
his own,” roared he, and sprang up upon the
row-bench. Then there came a low murmuring strain
as of wavelets that ripple against a sandy shore.
Borghild lifted her eyes, and they met those of the
fiddler.
“Ah, I think I should rather
be your bridegroom,” whispered she, and a ray
of life stole into her stony visage.
And she saw herself as a little rosy-cheeked
girl sitting at his side on the beach fifteen years
ago. But the music gathered strength from her
glance, and onward it rushed through the noisy years
of boyhood, shouting with wanton voice in the lonely
glen, lowing with the cattle on the mountain pastures,
and leaping like the trout at eventide in the brawling
rapids; but through it all there ran a warm strain
of boyish loyalty and strong devotion, and it thawed
her frozen heart; for she knew that it was all for
her and for her only. And it seemed such a beautiful
thing, this long faithful life, which through sorrow
and joy, through sunshine and gloom, for better for
worse, had clung so fast to her. The wedding
guests raised their heads, and a murmur of applause
ran over the waters.
“Bravo!” cried the bridegroom.
“Now at last the tongues are loosed.”
Truls’s gaze dwelt with tender
sadness on the bride. Then came from the strings
some airy quivering chords, faintly flushed like the
petals of the rose, and fragrant like lilies of the
valley; and they swelled with a strong, awakening
life, and rose with a stormy fullness until they seemed
on the point of bursting, when again they hushed themselves
and sank into a low, disconsolate whisper. Once
more the tones stretched out their arms imploringly,
and again they wrestled despairingly with themselves,
fled with a stern voice of warning, returned once more,
wept, shuddered, and were silent.
“Beware that thou dost not play
with a life!” sighed the bride, “even
though it be a worthless one.”
The wedding guests clapped their hands
and shouted wildly against the sky. The bride’s
countenance burned with a strange feverish glow.
The fiddler arose in the prow of the boat, his eyes
flamed, he struck the strings madly, and the air trembled
with melodious rapture. The voice of that music
no living tongue can interpret. But the bride
fathomed its meaning; her bosom labored vehemently,
her lips quivered for an instant convulsively, and
she burst into tears. A dark suspicion shot through
the bridegroom’s mind. He stared intently
upon the weeping Borghild then turned his gaze to
the fiddler, who, still regarding her, stood playing,
with a half-frenzied look and motion.
“You cursed wretch!” shrieked
Syvert, and made a leap over two benches to where
Truls was standing. It came so unexpectedly that
Truls had no time to prepare for defense; so he merely
stretched out the hand in which he held the violin
to ward off the blow which he saw was coming; but
Syvert tore the instrument from his grasp and dashed
it against the cannon, and, as it happened, just against
the touch-hole. With a tremendous crash something
black darted through the air and a white smoke brooded
over the bridal boat. The bridegroom stood pale
and stunned. At his feet lay Borghild lay
for a moment still, as if lifeless, then rose on her
elbows, and a dark red current broke from her breast.
The smoke scattered. No one saw how it was done;
but a moment later Truls, the Nameless, lay kneeling
at Borghild’s side.
“It was a worthless life,
beloved,” whispered he, tenderly. “Now
it is at an end.”
And he lifted her up in his arms as
one lifts a beloved child, pressed a kiss on her pale
lips, and leaped into the water. Like lead they
fell into the sea. A throng of white bubbles
whirled up to the surface. A loud wail rose from
the bridal fleet, and before the day was at an end
it filled the valley; but the wail did not recall Truls,
the Nameless, or Borghild his bride.
What life denied them, would to God
that death may yield them!