It was three days later that Pen came
home one evening, alert of step, bright-eyed, his
countenance beaming with satisfaction and delight.
“Well, mother,” he cried
as he entered the house; “it’s settled.
I’m going!”
She looked up in surprise and alarm.
“What’s settled, Pen? Where are you
going?”
“I’m going to war.”
She dropped the work at which she
had been busy and sat down weakly in a chair by her
dining-room table. He went to her and laid an
affectionate hand on her shoulder.
“Pardon me, mother!” he
continued, “I didn’t mean to frighten you,
but I’m so happy over it.”
She looked up into his face.
“To war, Pen? What war?”
“The big war, mother. The
war in France. Do you remember the other night
when I told you I had an idea?”
“Yes, I remember.”
“Well, that was it. It
occurred to me, then, that if I couldn’t fight
for my own country, under my own flag, I would fight
for those other countries, under their flags.
They are making a desperate and a splendid war to
uphold the rights of civilized nations.”
He stood there, erect, manly, resolute,
his face lighted with the glow of his enthusiasm.
She could but admire him, even though her heart sank
under the weight of his announced purpose. Many
times, of an evening, they had talked together of
the mighty conflict in Europe. From the very
first Pen’s sympathies had been with France and
her Allies. He could not get over denouncing
the swiftness and savagery of the raid into Belgium,
the wanton destruction of her cities and her monuments
of art, the hardships and brutalities imposed upon
her people. The Bryce report, with its details
of outrage and crime, stirred his nature to its depths.
The tragedy of the Lusitania filled him with
indignation and horror. Now, suddenly, had come
the desire and the opportunity to fight with those
peoples who were struggling to save their ideals from
destruction.
“I’m going to Canada,”
he continued, “to enlist in the American Legion.
They say hundreds and thousands of young men from the
United States who are willing to fight under the Union
Jack, have gone up into Canada for training and are
this very minute facing the gray coats of the German
enemy in northern France.”
“But, Pen,” she protested,
“this is such a horrible war. The soldiers
live in the muddiest, foulest kinds of trenches.
They kill each other with gases and blazing oil.
They slaughter each other by thousands with guns that
go by machinery. It’s simply terrible!”
“I know, mother. It’s
modern warfare. It’s up to date. It’s
no pink tea as some one has said. But the more
awful it is the sooner it’ll be over, and the
more credit there’ll be to us who fight in it.”
“And you’ll be so far away.”
She looked up at him, pale-faced,
with appealing eyes. He knew how uncontrollably
she shrank from the thought of losing him in this wild
vortex of savagery. He patted her cheek tenderly.
“But you’ll be a good
patriot,” he said, “and let me go.
It’s my duty to fight, and it’s your duty
to let me fight. There isn’t any doubt
about that. Besides, this isn’t really France’s
war nor England’s war any more than it is our
war, or any more than it is the war of any country
that wants to maintain the ideals of modern civilization.
I shall be serving my country almost the same as though
I were fighting under the Stars and Stripes.
And I’ll be answering in the only way it’s
possible for me to answer, those people who have been
charging me with disloyalty to the flag. Oh,
I must show you what Grandfather Butler says.
He made a speech yesterday at the flag-raising at
Chestnut Valley, and it’s all in the Lowbridge
Citizen this morning. Listen! Here’s
the way he winds up.”
He drew a newspaper from his pocket and read:
“’So, fellow citizens,
let me predict that before this great war shall come
to an end the Stars and Stripes will wave over every
battlefield in Europe. Sooner or later we must
enter the conflict; and the sooner the better.
For it’s our war. It’s the war of
every country that loves liberty and justice.
Up to this moment the Allies have been fighting for
the freedom of the world, your freedom and mine, my
friends, as well as their own. It is high time
the Government at Washington, impelled by the patriotic
ardor of our thinking citizens, declared the enemies
of England and France to be our enemies, and joined
hands with those heroic countries to stamp out forever
the teutonic menace to liberty and civilization.
In the meantime I say to the red-blooded youth of
America: Glory awaits you on the war-scarred
fields of France. Go forth! There is no barrier
in the way. Remember that when the ragged troops
of Washington were locked in a death-grip with the
red-coated soldiers of King George, Lafayette, Rochambeau
and de Grasse came to our aid with six and twenty
thousand of the bravest sons of France. It is
your turn now to spring to the aid of this stricken
land and prove that you are worthy descendants of the
grateful patriots of old.’”
Pen finished his reading and laid
down the paper. There had been a tremor in his
voice at the end, and his eyes were wet.
“That’s grandfather,”
he said, “all over. I knew he’d feel
that way about it. I had decided to go before
I read that speech. Now I couldn’t stay
at home if I tried. I’m his grandson yet,
mother, and I shall answer his call to arms.”
After that he sat down quietly and
unfolded to his mother all of his plans. He told
her that he had gone to Major Starbird and had confided
to him his desire to serve with the Allied armies.
The old soldier, veteran of many battles, had sympathized
with his ambition and had procured for him the necessary
information concerning enlistment and training in
Canada. He was to go to New York and report to
a certain confidential agent there at an address which
had been given him, where he would receive the necessary
credentials for enlistment in the new American Legion
then in process of formation. And Major Starbird
had said to him that when he returned, if at all,
his place at the mill would still be open to him and
he would be welcomed back. He told it all with
a quiet enthusiasm that evidenced not only his fixed
purpose, but also the fact that his whole heart was
in the adventure, and that there would be no turning
back.
And his mother gave her consent that
he should go. What else was there for her to
do? Mothers have sent their sons to war from time
immemorial. It is thus that they suffer and bleed
for their country. And who shall say that their
sacrifice is not as great in its way as is the sacrifice
of those who offer up their lives in battle? But
that night, through sleepless hours, when she thought
of the loneliness that would be hers, and the hazards
and horrors that would be his, and of how, after all,
he was such a mere boy, to be petted and spoiled and
kept at home rather than to be sent out to meet the
trials and terrors of the most cruel war in history,
her heart failed her, and she wept in unspeakable
dread. It is the women, in the long run, who
are the greater sufferers from the armed clash of nations!
The mother who conceals her
grief
While to her breast
her son she presses,
Then breathes a few brave
words and brief,
Kissing the patriot
brow she blesses,
With no one but her secret
God
To know the pain
that weighs upon her,
Sheds holy blood as e’er
the sod
Received on Freedom’s
field of honor!
It was three days later that Pen went
away. There were many little matters to which
he must attend before going. His mother must be
safeguarded and her comfort looked after during his
absence. His own private affairs must be left
in such shape that in the event of his not returning
they could easily be closed up. He permitted nothing
to remain at loose ends. But to no one save to
his employer and his mother did he confide his plans.
He did not care to publish a purpose that lay so near
to his heart. He went on the early morning train.
Major Starbird was at the station to wring his hand
and bid him Godspeed and wish him a safe return.
But his mother was not there. She was in her
room at home, her white face against the window, gazing
with tear-wet eyes toward the south. She heard
the distant rumble of the cars as they came, and the
blasts from the far away whistle fell softly on her
ears. And, by and by, the ever lengthening and
fading line of smoke against the far horizon told
her that the train bearing her only child to unknown
and possibly dreadful destiny was on its way.
Pen had been in New York before.
On several memorable occasions, as a boy, he had accompanied
his grandfather Butler to the city and had enjoyed
the sights and sounds of the great metropolis, and
had learned something of its ways and byways.
He had no difficulty, therefore, in finding the address
that had been given him by Major Starbird, and, having
found it, he was made welcome there. He learned,
what indeed he already knew, that Canada was not averse
to filling out her quota of loyal troops for the great
war by enlisting and training young men of good character
and robust physique from the States. Armed with
confidential letters of introduction and commendation,
and certain other requisite documents, he left the
quiet office on the busy street feeling that at last
the desire of his heart was to be fully gratified.
It was now late afternoon. He was to take a night
train from the Grand Central station which would carry
him by way of Albany to Toronto. Borne along
by the crowd of home-going people he found himself
on Broadway facing Trinity Church. The dusk of
evening was already falling, and here and there the
glow of electric lamps began to pierce the gloom.
On one occasion he had wandered, with his grandfather,
through Trinity Churchyard, and had read and been
thrilled by inscriptions on ancient tomb-stones marking
the graves of those who had served their country well
in her early and struggling years. Had it been
still day he would not have been able to resist the
impulse to repeat that experience of his boyhood.
As it was, he stood, for many minutes, peering through
the iron railing that separated the living, hurrying
throngs on the pavement from the narrow homes of those
who, more than a century before, had served their generation
by the will of God and had fallen on sleep.
As he turned his eyes away from the
deepening shadows of the graveyard it occurred to
him that he would go to a hotel formerly frequented
by Colonel Butler, and get his dinner there before
going to the train. It would seem like old times,
for it was there that they had stayed when he had
accompanied his grandfather on those trips of his boyhood.
To be sure the colonel would not be there, but delightful
memories would be stirred by revisiting the place,
and he felt that those memories would be most welcome
this night.
Ever more and more, in these latter
days, his thoughts had turned toward his boyhood home.
After six years of absence and estrangement there
was still no tenderer spot in his heart, save
the one occupied by his mother, than the spot in which
reposed his memories of his childhood’s hero,
the master of Bannerhall. He wished that there
might have been a reconciliation between them before
he went to war. He would have given much if only
he could have seen the stern face with its gray moustache
and its piercing eyes, if he could have felt the warm
grasp of the hand, if he could have heard the firm
and kindly voice speak to him one word of farewell
and Godspeed. He sighed as he turned in at the
subway kiosk and descended the steps to the platform
to join the pushing and the jostling crowd on its homeward
way. At the Grand Central Station he procured
his railway tickets and checked his baggage and then
came out into Forty-second street. After a few
minutes of bewildered turning he located himself and
made his way without further trouble to his hotel.
But the place seemed strange to him now; not as spacious
as when he was a boy, not as ornate, not as wonderful.
It was only after he had eaten his dinner and come
out again into the lobby that it took on any kind
of a familiar air, and not until he was ready to depart
that he could have imagined the erect form of Colonel
Butler, with its imposing and attractive personality,
approaching him through the crowd as he had so often
seen it in other years.
Then, as he turned toward the street
door, a strange thing happened. A familiar figure
emerged from a side corridor and came out into the
main lobby in full view of the departing boy.
It needed no second glance to convince Pen that this
was indeed his grandfather. The stern face, the
white, drooping moustache, the still soldierly bearing,
could belong to no one else. The colonel stopped
for a minute to make inquiry and obtain information
from a hotel attendant, then, having apparently learned
what he wished to know, he stood looking searchingly
about him.
Pen stood still in his tracks and
wondered what he should do. The vision had come
upon him so suddenly that it had quite taken away his
breath. But it did not take long for him to decide.
He would do the obvious and manly thing and let the
consequences take care of themselves. He stepped
forward and held out his hand.
“How do you do, grandfather,” he said.
Colonel Butler turned an unrecognizing glance on the
boy.
“You have the advantage of me, sir,” he
replied. “I
He stopped speaking suddenly, his
face flushed, and a look of glad surprise came into
his eyes.
“Why, Penfield!” he exclaimed, “is
this you?”
But, before Pen had time to respond,
either by word or movement, to the greeting, the old
man’s gloved hand which had been thrust partly
forward, fell back to his side, the light of recognition
left his eyes, and he stood, as stern-faced and determined
as he had stood on that February night, years ago,
asking about a boy and a flag.
“Yes, grandfather,” said Pen, “it
is I.”
The colonel did not turn away, nor
did any harsh word come to his lips. He spoke
with cold courtesy, as he might have spoken to any
casual acquaintance.
“This is a surprise, sir. I had not expected
to see you here.”
He made a brave effort to control
his voice, but it trembled in spite of him.
Pen’s heart was stirred with
sudden pity. He saw as he looked on his grandfather’s
face, that age and sorrow had made sad inroads during
these few years. The hair and moustache, iron-gray
before, were now completely white, the countenance
was deep-lined and sallow, the eyes had lost their
piercing brightness. But Pen did not permit his
surprise, or his sorrow, or his grief at the manner
of his reception, to show itself by any word or look.
“Nor did I expect to see you,”
he said. “Have you been long in the city?”
“I arrived less than an hour
ago. I expect to meet here my friend Colonel
Marshall with whom I shall discuss the state of the
country.”
“Did did you come alone?”
It was the wrong thing to say, and
Pen knew it the moment he had said it. But the
old man’s appearance of feebleness had aroused
in him the sudden thought that he ought not to be
traveling alone, and, impulsively, he had given expression
to the thought. Colonel Butler straightened his
shoulders and turned upon his grandson a look of fine
scorn.
“I came alone, sir,” he
replied. “How else did you expect me to
come?”
“Why, I thought possibly Aunt
Milly might have come along.”
“In troublous times like these
the woman’s place is at the fire-side.
The man’s duty should lead him wherever his country
calls, or wherever he can be of service to a people
defending themselves against the onslaught of armed
autocracy.”
“Yes, grandfather.”
“I am therefore here to take
counsel with certain men of judgment concerning the
participation of this country in the bloody struggle
that is going on abroad. After that I shall proceed
to Washington to urge upon the heads of our government
my belief that the time is ripe to throw the weight
of our influence, and the weight of our wealth, and
the weight of our armies, into the scale with France
and Great Britain for the subjugation of those central
powers that are waging upon these gallant countries
a most unjust and unrighteous war.”
“Yes, grandfather; I agree with you.”
“Of course you do, sir.
No right-minded man could fail to agree with me.
And I shall tender my sword and my services, to be
at the disposal of my country, in whatever branch
of the service the Secretary of War may see fit to
assign me as soon as war is declared. As a matter
of fact, sir, we are already at war with Germany.
Both by land and sea she has, for the last year, been
making open war upon our commerce, on our citizens,
on the integrity of our government. It is exasperating,
sir, exasperating beyond measure, to see the authorities
at Washington drifting aimlessly and unpreparedly into
an armed conflict which is bound to come. Our
president should demand from congress at once a declaration
that a state of war exists with Germany, and with
that declaration should go a system of organized preparedness,
and then, sir, we should go to Europe and fight, and,
thus fighting, help our Allies and save our native
land. It shall be my errand to Washington to
urge such an aggressive course.”
Of his belief in his theory there
could be no doubt. Of his earnestness in advocating
it there was not the slightest question. His
profound sympathy with the Allies did credit to his
heart as well as his judgment. And the devotion
of this one-armed and enfeebled veteran to the cause
of his own country, his eagerness to serve her in the
field and his confidence in his ability still to do
so, were pathetic as well as inspiring. It was
all so big, and patriotic, and splendid, even in its
childish egotism and simplicity, that the pure absurdity
of it found no place in the mind of this affectionate
and manly-hearted boy.
“I believe you are right, grandfather,”
he said, “and it’s noble of you to offer
your services that way.”
“Thank you, sir!”
The colonel turned as if to move toward
the information desk at the office, and then turned
back.
“Pardon me!” he said,
“but I forgot to inquire concerning your own
errand in the city.”
“I am on my way to Canada, grandfather.”
A look of surprise came into the old
man’s eyes, followed at once by an expression
of infinite scorn. He remembered that, in the
days of the civil war, slackers and rebel sympathizers
who wished to evade the draft made their way across
the national border into Canada. They had received
the contempt of their own generation and had drawn
a figurative bar-sinister across the shield of their
descendants. Could it be possible that this grandchild
of his was about to add disgrace to disloyalty?
That, in addition to heaping insults on the flag of
his country as a boy, he was now, as a man, taking
time by the forelock and escaping to the old harbor
of safety to avoid some possible future conscription?
The absurdity and impracticability of such a proposition
did not occur to him at the moment, only the humiliation
and the horror of it.
“To Canada, sir?” he demanded;
“the refuge of cowards and copperheads!
Why to Canada, sir, in the face of this impending crisis
in your country’s affairs?”
His voice rose at the end in angry
protest. The look of scorn that blazed from under
his gray eye-brows was withering in its intensity.
Pen, who was sufficiently familiar with the history
of the civil war to know what lay in his grandfather’s
mind, answered quickly but quietly:
“I am going to Canada to enlist.”
“To to what? Enlist?”
“Yes; in the American Legion;
to fight under the Union Jack in France.”
A pillar stood near by, and the colonel
backed up against it for support. The shock of
the surprise, the sudden revulsion of feeling, left
him nerveless.
“And you you are going to war?”
He could not quite believe it yet. He wanted
confirmation.
“Yes, grandfather; I’m
going to war. I couldn’t stay out of it.
Until my own country takes up arms I’ll fight
under another flag. When she does get into it
I hope to fight under the Stars and Stripes.”
A wonderful look came into the old
man’s face, a look of pride, of satisfaction,
of unadulterated joy. His mouth twitched as though
he desired to speak and could not. Then, suddenly,
he thrust out his one arm and seized Pen’s hand
in a mighty and affectionate grip. In that moment
the sorrow, the bitterness, the estrangement of years
vanished, never to return.
“I am proud of you, sir!”
he said. “You are worthy of your illustrious
ancestors. You are maintaining the best traditions
of Bannerhall.”
“I’m glad you’re pleased, grandfather.”
“Pleased is too mild an expression.
I am rejoiced. It is the proudest moment of my
life.” He stepped away from the pillar,
straightened his shoulders, and gazed benignantly
on his grandson. “Not that I especially
desire,” he added after a moment, “that
you should be subjected to the hazards and the hardships
of a soldier’s life. That goes without
saying. But it is the hazards and the hardships
he faces that make the soldier a hero. Death
itself has no terrors for the patriotic brave. ‘Dulce
et decorum est pro patria mori.’”
His eyes wandered away into some alluring
distance and his thought into the fields of memory,
and for a moment he was silent. Nor did Pen speak.
He felt that the occasion was too momentous, the event
too sacred to be spoiled by unnecessary words from
him.
It was the colonel who at last broke the silence.
“It is not an opportune time,”
he said, “to speak of the past. But, as
to the future, you may rest in confidence. While
you are absent your mother shall be looked after.
Her every want shall be supplied. It will be
my delight to attend to the matter personally.”
Swift tears sprang to Pen’s
eyes. Surely the beautiful, the tender side of
life was again turning toward him. It was with
difficulty that he was able sufficiently to control
his voice to reply:
“Thank you, grandfather! You are very good
to us.”
“Do not mention it! How
about your own wants? Have you money sufficient
to carry you to your destination?”
“Thank you! I have all the money I need.”
“Very well. I shall communicate
with you later, and see that you lack nothing for
your comfort. Will you kindly send me your address
when you are permanently located in your training
camp?”
“Yes, I will.”
Pen glanced at his watch and saw that
he had but a few minutes left in which to catch his
train.
“I’m sorry, grandfather,”
he said, “but when I met you I was just starting
for the station to take my train north; and now, if
I don’t hurry, I’ll get left.”
He held out his hand and the old man grasped it anew.
“Penfield, my boy;” his
voice was firm and brave as he spoke. “Penfield,
my boy, quit yourself like the man that you are!
Remember whose blood courses in your veins! Remember
that you are an American citizen and be proud of it.
Farewell!”
He parted his white moustache, bent
over, pressed a kiss upon his grandson’s forehead,
swung him about to face the door, and watched his
form as he retreated. When he turned again he
found his friend, Colonel Marshall, standing at his
side.
“I have just bidden farewell,”
he said proudly, “to my grandson, Master Penfield
Butler, who is leaving on the next train for Canada
where he will go into training with the American Legion,
and eventually fight under the Union Jack, on the
war-scarred fields of France.”
“He is a brave and patriotic
boy,” replied Colonel Marshall.
“It is in his blood and breeding,
sir. No Butler of my line was ever yet a coward,
or ever failed to respond to a patriotic call.”
And as for Pen, midnight found him
speeding northward with a heart more full and grateful,
and a purpose more splendidly fixed, than his life
had ever before known.