“Three stormy nights
and stormy days
We tossed
upon the raging main;
And long we strove our
barque to save,
But all
our striving was in vain.” LOWE.
I was born, the first child of this
marriage, on the 10th day of October 1802, in the
low, long house built by my great-grandfather the
buccaneer. My memory awoke early. I have
recollections which date several months ere the completion
of my third year; but, like those of the golden age
of the world, they are chiefly of a mythologic character.
I remember, for instance, getting out unobserved one
day to my father’s little garden, and seeing
there a minute duckling covered with soft yellow hair,
growing out of the soil by its feet, and beside it
a plant that bore as its flowers a crop of little
mussel shells of a deep red colour. I know not
what prodigy of the vegetable kingdom produced the
little duckling; but the plant with the shells must,
I think, have been a scarlet runner, and the shells
themselves the papilionaceous blossoms. I have
a distinct recollection, too, but it belongs
to a later period, of seeing my ancestor,
old John Feddes the buccaneer, though he must have
been dead at the time considerably more than half a
century. I had learned to take an interest in
his story, as preserved and told in the antique dwelling
which he had built more than a hundred years before.
To forget a love disappointment, he had set out early
in life for the Spanish Main, where, after giving
and receiving some hard blows, he succeeded in filling
a little bag with dollars and doubloons; and then
coming home, he found his old sweetheart a widow, and
so much inclined to listen to reason, that she ultimately
became his wife. There were some little circumstances
in his history which must have laid hold of my imagination;
for I used over and over to demand its repetition;
and one of my first attempts at a work of art was to
scrabble his initials with my fingers, in red paint,
on the house-door. One day, when playing all
alone at the stair-foot for the inmates
of the house had gone out something extraordinary
had caught my eye on the landing-place above; and
looking up, there stood John Feddes for
I somehow instinctively divined that it was none other
than he in the form of a large, tall, very
old man, attired in a light-blue greatcoat He seemed
to be steadfastly regarding me with apparent complacency;
but I was sadly frightened; and for years after, when
passing through the dingy, ill-lighted room out of
which I inferred he had come, I used to feel not at
all sure that I might not tilt against old John in
the dark.
I retain vivid recollections of the
joy which used to light up the household on my father’s
arrival; and I remember that I learned to distinguish
for myself his sloop when in the offing, by the two
slim stripes of white which ran along her sides, and
her two square topsails. I have my golden memories,
too, of splendid toys that he used to bring home with
him, among the rest, of a magnificent four-wheeled
waggon of painted tin, drawn by four wooden horses
and a string; and of getting it into a quiet corner,
immediately on its being delivered over to me, and
there breaking up every wheel and horse, and the vehicle
itself, into their original bits, until not two of
the pieces were left sticking together. Further,
I still remember my disappointment at not finding
something curious within at least the horses and the
wheels; and as unquestionably the main enjoyment derivable
from such things is to be had in the breaking of them,
I sometimes wonder that our ingenious toymen do not
fall upon the way of at once extending their trade,
and adding to its philosophy, by putting some of their
most brilliant things where nature puts the nut-kernel, inside.
I shall advert to but one other recollection of this
period. I have a dreamlike memory of a busy time,
when men with gold lace on their breasts, and at least
one gentleman with golden epaulets on his shoulders,
used to call at my father’s house, and fill
my newly acquired pockets with coppers; and how they
wanted, it was said, to bring my father along with
them, to help them to sail their great vessel; but
he preferred remaining, it was added, with his own
little one. A ship of war, under the guidance
of an unskilful pilot, had run aground on a shallow
flat on the opposite side of the Firth, known as the
Inches; and as the flood of a stream tide was
at its height at the time, and straightway began to
fall off, it was found, after lightening her of her
guns and the greater part of her stores, that she
still stuck fast. My father, whose sloop had been
pressed into the service, and was loaded to the gunwale
with the ordnance, had betrayed an unexpected knowledge
of the points of a large war-vessel; and the commander,
entering into conversation with him, was so impressed
by his skill, that he placed his ship under his charge,
and had his confidence repaid by seeing her hauled
off into deep water in a single tide. Knowing
the nature of the bottom, a soft arenaceous
mud, which if beat for some time by the foot or hand,
resolved itself into a sort of quicksand, half-sludge,
half-water, which, when covered by a competent depth
of sea, could offer no effectual resistance to a ship’s
keel, the master had set half the crew to
run in a body from side to side, till, by the motion
generated in this way, the portion of the bank immediately
beneath was beaten soft; and then the other moiety
of the men, tugging hard on kedge and haulser, drew
the vessel off a few feet at a time, till at length,
after not a few repetitions of the process, she floated
free. Of course, on a harder bottom the expedient
would not have availed; but so struck was the commander
by its efficacy and originality, and by the extent
of the master’s professional resources, that
he strongly recommended him to part with his sloop,
and enter the navy, where he thought he had influence
enough, he said, to get him placed in a proper position.
But as the master’s previous experience of the
service had been of a very disagreeable kind, and as
his position, as at once master and owner of the vessel
he sailed, was at least an independent one, he declined
acting on the advice.
Such are some of my earlier recollections.
But there was a time of sterner memories at hand.
The kelp trade had not yet attained to the importance
which it afterwards acquired, ere it fell before the
first approaches of Free Trade; and my father, in
collecting a supply for the Leith Glass Works, for
which he occasionally acted both as agent and shipmaster,
used sometimes to spend whole months amid the Hebrides,
sailing from station to station, and purchasing here
a few tons and there a few hundredweights, until he
had completed his cargo. In his last kelp voyage
he had been detained in this way from the close of
August till the end of October; and at length, deeply
laden, he had threaded his way round Cape Wrath, and
through the Pentland and across the Moray Firths,
when a severe gale compelled him to seek shelter in
the harbour of Peterhead. From that port, on the
9th of November 1807, he wrote my mother the last
letter she ever received from him; for on the day
after he sailed from it there arose a terrible tempest,
in which many seamen perished, and he and his crew
were never more heard of. His sloop was last
seen by a brother townsman and shipmaster, who, ere
the storm came on, had been fortunate enough to secure
an asylum for his barque in an English harbour on
an exposed portion of the coast. Vessel after
vessel had been coming ashore during the day; and the
beach was strewed with wrecks and dead bodies; but
he had marked his townsman’s sloop in the offing
from mid-day till near evening, exhausting every nautical
shift and expedient to keep aloof from the shore; and
at length, as the night was falling, the skill and
perseverance exerted seemed successful; for, clearing
a formidable headland that had lain on the lee for
hours, and was mottled with broken ships and drowned
men, the sloop was seen stretching out in a long tack
into the open sea. “Miller’s seamanship
has saved him once more!” said Matheson, the
Cromarty skipper, as, quitting his place of outlook,
he returned to his cabin; but the night fell tempestuous
and wild, and no vestige of the hapless sloop was
ever after seen. It was supposed that, heavy laden,
and labouring in a mountainous sea, she must have started
a plank and foundered. And thus perished, to
borrow from the simple eulogium of his seafaring friends,
whom I heard long after condoling with my mother, “one
of the best sailors that ever sailed the Moray Firth.”
The fatal tempest, as it had prevailed
chiefly on the eastern coasts of England and the south
of Scotland, was represented in the north by but a
few bleak, sullen days, in which, with little wind,
a heavy ground-swell came rolling in coastwards from
the cast, and sent up its surf high against the precipices
of the Northern Sutor. There were no forebodings
in the master’s dwelling; for his Peterhead letter a
brief but hopeful missive had been just
received; and my mother was sitting, on the evening
after, beside the household fire, plying the cheerful
needle, when the house door, which had been left unfastened,
fell open, and I was despatched from her side to shut
it. What follows must be regarded as simply the
recollection, though a very vivid one, of a boy who
had completed his fifth year only a mouth before.
Day had not wholly disappeared, but it was fast posting
on to night, and a grey haze spread a neutral tint
of dimness over every more distant object, but left
the nearer ones comparatively distinct, when I saw
at the open door, within less than a yard of my breast,
as plainly as ever I saw anything, a dissevered hand
and arm stretched towards me. Hand and arm were
apparently those of a female: they bore a livid
and sodden appearance; and directly fronting me, where
the body ought to have been, there was only blank,
transparent space, through which I could see the dim
forms of the objects beyond. I was fearfully
startled, and ran shrieking to my mother, telling
what I had seen; and the house-girl whom she next sent
to shut the door, apparently affected by my terror,
also returned frightened, and said that she too had
seen the woman’s hand; which, however, did not
seem to be the case. And finally, my mother going
to the door, saw nothing, though she appeared much
impressed by the extremeness of my terror and the
minuteness of my description. I communicate the
story, as it lies fixed in my memory, without attempting
to explain it. The supposed apparition may have
been merely a momentary affection of the eye, of the
nature described by Sir Walter Scott in his “Demonology,”
and Sir David Brewster in his “Natural Magic.”
But if so, the affection was one of which I experienced
no after-return; and its coincidence, in the case,
with the probable time of my father’s death,
seems at least curious.
There followed a dreary season, on
which I still look back in memory, as on a prospect
which, sunshiny and sparkling for a time, has become
suddenly enveloped in cloud and storm. I remember
my mother’s long fits of weeping, and the general
gloom of the widowed household; and how, after she
had sent my two little sisters to bed, for
such had been the increase of the family, and
her hands were set free for the evening, she used
to sit up late at night engaged as a seamstress, in
making pieces of dress for such of the neighbours
as chose to employ her. My father’s new
house lay untenanted at the time; and though his sloop
had been partially insured, the broker with whom he
dealt was, it would seem, on the verge of insolvency,
and having raised objections to paying the money,
it was long ere any part of it could be realized.
And so, with all my mother’s industry, the household
would have fared out ill, had it not been for the
assistance lent her by her two brothers, industrious,
hard-working men, who lived with their aged parents,
and an unmarried sister, about a bow-shot away, and
now not only advanced her money as she needed it,
but also took her second child, the elder of my two
sisters, a docile little girl of three years, to live
with them. I remember I used to go wandering
disconsolately about the harbour at this season, to
examine the vessels which had come in during the night;
and that I oftener than once set my mother a-crying,
by asking her why the shipmasters who, when my father
was alive, used to stroke my head and slip halfpence
into my pockets, never now took any notice of me, or
gave me anything? She well knew that the shipmasters not
an ungenerous class of men had simply failed
to recognise their old comrade’s child; but
the question was only too suggestive, notwithstanding,
of both her own loss and mine. I used, too, to
climb, day after day, a grassy protuberance of the
old coast-line immediately behind my mother’s
house, that commands a wide reach of the Moray Firth,
and to look wistfully out, long after every one else
had ceased to hope, for the sloop with the two stripes
of white and the two square topsails. But months
and years passed by, and the white stripes and the
square topsails I never saw.
The antecedents of my father’s
life impressed me more powerfully during my boyhood
than at least aught I acquired at school; and I have
submitted them to the reader at considerable length,
as not only curious in themselves, but as forming
a first chapter in the story of my education.
And the following stanzas, written at a time when,
in opening manhood, I was sowing my wild oats in verse,
may serve to show that they continued to stand out
in bold relief on my memory, even after I had grown
up:
“Round Albyn’s
western shores, a lonely skiff
Is coasting slow: the
adverse winds detain:
And now she rounds
secure the dreaded cliff,
Whose horrid ridge
beats back the northern main;
And now the whirling
Pentland roars in rain
Her stern beneath,
for favouring breezes rise;
The green isles
fade, whitens the watery plain.
O’er the
vexed waves with meteor speed she flies.
Till Moray’s distant
hills o’er the blue waves arise.
Who guides that
vessel’s wanderings o’er the wave;
A patient, hardy
man, of thoughtful brow;
Serene and warm
of heart, and wisely brave,
And sagely skill’d,
when gurly breezes blow,
To press through
angry waves the adventurous prow.
Age hath not quell’d
his strength, nor quench’d desire
Of generous deed,
nor chill’d his bosom’s glow;
Yet to a better
world his hopes aspire.
Ah! this must sure be thee!
All hail, my honoured Sire!
Alas! thy latest
voyage draws near a close,
For Death broods
voiceless in the darkening sky;
Subsides the breeze;
the untroubled waves repose;
The scene is peaceful
all. Can Death be nigh,
When thus, mute
and unarm’d, his vassals lie?
Mark ye that cloud!
There toils the imprisoned gale;
E’en now
it comes, with voice uplifted high;
Resound the shores,
harsh screams the rending sail,
And roars th’ amazed
wave, and bursts the thunder peal!
Three days the
tempest raged; on Scotia’s shore
Wreck piled on
wreck, and corse o’er corse was thrown;
Her rugged cliffs
were red with clotted gore;
Her dark caves
echoed back th’ expiring moan;
And luckless maidens
mourned their lovers gone,
And friendless
orphans cried in vain for bread;
And widow’d
mothers wandered forth alone;
Restore, O wave,
they cried, restore our dead!
And then the breast they bared,
and beat th’ unsheltered head.
Of thee, my Sire,
what mortal tongue can tell!
No friendly bay
thy shattered barque received;
Ev’n when
thy dust reposed in ocean cell,
Strange baseless
tales of hope thy friends deceived
Which oft they
doubted sad, or gay believed.
At length, when
deeper, darker, wax’d the gloom,
Hopeless they
grieved; but ’twas in vain they grieved:
If God be truth,
’tis sure no voice of doom,
That bids the accepted soul
its robes of joy assume.”
I had been sent, previous to my father’s
death, to a dame’s school, where I was taught
to pronounce my letters to such effect in the old
Scottish mode, that still, when I attempt spelling
a word aloud, which is not often, for I
find the process a perilous one, the aa’s
and ee’s, and uh’s and vaus,
return upon me and I have to translate them with no
little hesitation as I go along, into the more modish
sounds. A knowledge of the letters themselves
I had already acquired by studying the signposts of
the place, rare works of art, that excited
my utmost admiration, with jugs, and glasses, and
bottles, and ships, and loaves of bread upon them;
all of which could, as the artists had intended, be
actually recognised. During my sixth year I spelt
my way, under the dame, through the Shorter Catechism,
the Proverbs, and the New Testament, and then entered
upon her highest form, as a member of the Bible class;
but all the while the process of acquiring learning
had been a dark one, which I slowly mastered, in humble
confidence in the awful wisdom of the schoolmistress,
not knowing whither it tended, when at once my mind
awoke to the meaning of that most delightful of all
narratives, the story of Joseph. Was
there ever such a discovery made before! I actually
found out for myself, that the art of reading is the
art of finding stories in books, and from that moment
reading became one of the most delightful of my amusements.
I began by getting into a corner at the dismissal
of the school, and there conning over to myself the
new-found story of Joseph; nor did one perusal serve;
the other Scripture stories followed, in
especial, the story of Samson and the Philistines,
of David and Goliath, of the prophets Elijah and Elisha;
and after these came the New Testament stories and
parables. Assisted by my uncles, I began to collect
a library in a box of birch-bark about nine inches
square, which I found quite large enough to contain
a great many immortal works, Jack the Giant-Killer,
and Jack and the Bean-Stalk, and the Yellow Dwarf,
and Blue Beard, and Sinbad the Sailor, and Beauty
and the Beast, and Aladdin and the Wonderful Lamp,
with several others of resembling character.
Those intolerable nuisances the useful-knowledge books
had not yet arisen, like tenebrious stars, on the
educational horizon, to darken the world, and shed
their blighting influence on the opening intellect
of the “youth-hood;” and so, from my rudimental
books books that made themselves truly such
by their thorough assimilation with the rudimental
mind I passed on, without being conscious
of break or line of division, to books on which the
learned are content to write commentaries and dissertations,
but which I found to be quite as nice children’s
books as any of the others. Old Homer wrote admirably
for little folk, especially in the Odyssey; a copy
of which, in the only true translation extant, for,
judging from its surpassing interest, and the wrath
of critics, such I hold that of Pope to be, I
found in the house of a neighbour. Next came the
Iliad; not, however, in a complete copy, but represented
by four of the six volumes of Bernard Lintot.
With what power, and at how early an age, true genius
impresses! I saw, even at this immature period,
that no other writer could cast a javelin with half
the force of Homer. The missiles went whizzing
athwart his pages; and I could see the momentary gleam
of the steel, ere it buried itself deep in brass and
bull-hide. I next succeeded in discovering for
myself a child’s book, of not less interest
than even the Iliad, which might, I was told, be read
on Sabbaths, in a magnificent old edition of the “Pilgrim’s
Progress,” printed on coarse whity-brown paper,
and charged with numerous woodcuts, each of which
occupied an entire page, that, on principles of economy,
bore letter-press on the other side. And such
delightful prints as these were! It must have
been some such volume that sat for its portrait to
Wordsworth, and which he so exquisitely describes as
“Profuse in garniture
of wooden cuts,
Strange and uncouth; dire
faces, figures dire,
Sharp-knee’d, sharp
elbow’d, and lean-ankled too,
With long and ghastly shanks, forms
which, once seen,
Could never be forgotten.”
In process of time I had devoured,
besides these genial works Robinson Crusoe, Gulliver’s
Travels, Ambrose on Angels, the “judgment chapter”
in Howie’s Scotch Worthies, Byron’s Narrative,
and the Adventures of Philip Quarll, with a good many
other adventures and voyages, real and fictitious,
part of a very miscellaneous collection of books made
by my father. It was a melancholy little library
to which I had fallen heir. Most of the missing
volumes had been with the master aboard his vessel
when he perished. Of an early edition of Cook’s
Voyages, all the volumes were now absent save the
first; and a very tantalizing romance, in four volumes, Mrs.
Ratcliff’s “Mysteries of Udolpho,”
was represented by only the earlier two. Small
as the collection was, it contained some rare books, among
the rest, a curious little volume, entitled “The
Miracles of Nature and Art,” to which we find
Dr. Johnson referring, in one of the dialogues chronicled
by Boswell, as scarce even in his day, and which had
been published, he said, some time in the seventeenth
century by a bookseller whose shop hung perched on
Old London Bridge, between sky and water. It
contained, too, the only copy I ever saw of the “Memoirs
of a Protestant condemned to the Galleys of France
for his Religion,” a work interesting
from the circumstance that though it bore
another name on its title-page it had been
translated from the French for a few guineas by poor
Goldsmith, in his days of obscure literary drudgery,
and exhibited the peculiar excellencies of his style.
The collection boasted, besides, of a curious old book,
illustrated by very uncouth plates, that detailed
the perils and sufferings of an English sailor who
had spent his best years of life as a slave in Morocco.
It had its volumes of sound theology, too, and of stiff
controversy, Flavel’s Works, and Henry’s
Commentary, and Hutchinson on the Lesser Prophets,
and a very old treatise on the Revelation, with the
title-page away, and blind Jameson’s volume on
the Hierarchy, with first editions of Naphthali, the
Cloud of Witnesses, and the Hind let Loose. But
with these solid authors I did not venture to grapple
until long after this time. Of the works of fact
and incident which it contained, those of the voyagers
were my especial favourites. I perused with avidity
the voyages of Anson, Drake, Raleigh, Dampier, and
Captain Woods Rogers; and my mind became so filled
with conceptions of what was to be seen and done in
foreign parts, that I wished myself big enough to be
a sailor, that I might go and see coral islands and
burning mountains, and hunt wild beasts and fight
battles. I have already made mention of my two
maternal uncles; and referred, at least incidentally,
to their mother, as the friend and relative of my
fathers aged cousin, and, like her, a great-grand-child
of the last curate of Nigg. The curate’s
youngest daughter had been courted and married by a
somewhat wild young farmer, of the clan Ross, but
who was known, like the celebrated Highland outlaw,
from the colour of his hair, as Roy, or the Red.
Donald Roy was the best club-player in the district;
and as King James’s “Book of Sports”
was not deemed a very bad one in the semi-Celtic parish
of Nigg, the games in which Donald took part were
usually played on the Sabbath. About the time
of the Revolution, however, he was laid hold of by
strong religious convictions, heralded, say the traditions
of the district, by events that approximated in character
to the supernatural; and Donald became the subject
of a mighty change. There is a phase of the religious
character, which in the south of Scotland belongs to
the first two ages of Presbytery, but which disappeared
ere its third establishment under William of Nassau,
that we find strikingly exemplified in the Welches,
Pedens, and Cargills of the times of the persecution,
and in which a sort of wild machinery of the supernatural
was added to the commoner aspects of a living Christianity.
The men in whom it was exhibited were seers of visions
and dreamers of dreams; and, standing on the very
verge of the natural world, they looked far into the
world of spirits, and had at times their strange glimpses
of the distant and the future. To the north of
the Grampians, as if born out of due season, these
seers pertain to a later age. They flourished
chiefly in the early part of the last century; for
it is a not uninstructive fact, that in the religious
history of Scotland, the eighteenth century of the
Highland and semi-Highland districts of the north corresponded
in many of its traits to the seventeenth century of
the Saxon-peopled districts of the south; and Donald
Roy was one of the most notable of the class.
The anecdotes regarding him which still float among
the old recollections of Ross-shire, if transferred
to Peden or Welch, would be found entirely in character
with the strange stories that inlay the biographies
of these devoted men, and live so enduringly in the
memory of the Scottish people. Living, too, in
an age in which, like the Covenanters of a former
century, the Highlander still retained his weapons,
and knew how to use them, Donald had, like the Pâtons,
Hackstons, and Balfours of the south, his dash of the
warlike spirit; and after assisting his minister,
previous to the rebellion of 1745, in what was known
as the great religious revival of Nigg, he had to assist
him, shortly after, in pursuing a band of armed Caterans,
that, descending from the hills, swept the parish
of its cattle. And coming up with the outlaws
in the gorge of a wild Highland glen, no man of his
party was more active in the fray that followed than
old Donald, or exerted himself to better effect in
re-capturing the cattle. I need scarce add, that
he was an attached member of the Church of Scotland:
but he was not destined to die in her communion.
Donald’s minister, John Balfour
of Nigg a man whose memory is still honoured
in the north died in middle life, and an
unpopular presentee was obtruded on the people.
The policy of Robertson prevailed at the time; Gillespie
had been deposed only four years previous, for refusing
to assist in the disputed settlement of Inverkeithing;
and four of the Nigg Presbytery, overawed by the stringency
of the precedent, repaired to the parish church to
conduct the settlement of the obnoxious licentiate,
and introduce him to the parishioners. They found,
however, only an empty building; and, notwithstanding
the ominous absence of the people, they were proceeding
in shame and sorrow with their work, when a venerable
man, far advanced in life, suddenly appeared before
them, and, solemnly protesting against the utter mockery
of such a proceeding, impressively declared, “that
if they settled a man to the walls of that
kirk, the blood of the parish of Nigg would be required
at their hands.” Both Dr. Hetherington
and Dr. Merle d’Aubigne record the event; but
neither of these accomplished historians seems to have
been aware of the peculiar emphasis which a scene
that would have been striking in any circumstances
derived from the character of the protester old
Donald Roy. The Presbytery, appalled, stopt short
in the middle of its work; nor was it resumed till
an after day, when, at the command of the Moderate
majority of the Church a command not unaccompanied
by significant reference to-the fate of Gillespie the
forced settlement was consummated. Donald, who
carried the entire parish with him, continued to cling
to the National Church for nearly ten years after,
much befriended by one of the most eminent and influential
divines of the north Fraser of Alness the
author of a volume on Sanctification, still regarded
as a standard work by Scottish theologians. But
as neither the people nor their leader ever entered
on any occasion the parish church, or heard the obnoxious
presentee, the Presbytery at length refused to tolerate
the irregularity by extending to them as before the
ordinary Church privileges; and so they were lost to
the Establishment, and became Seceders. And in
the communion of that portion of the Secession known
as the Burghers, Donald died several years after,
at a patriarchal old age.
Among his other descendants, he had
three grand-daughters, who were left orphans at an
early age by the death of both their parents, and whom
the old man, on their bereavement, had brought to his
dwelling to live with him. They had small portions
apiece, derived from his son-in-law, their father,
which did not grow smaller under the care of Donald;
and as each of the three was married in succession
out of his family, he added to all his other kindnesses
the gift of a gold ring. They had been brought
up under his eye sound in the faith; and Donald’s
ring had, in each case, a mystic meaning; they
were to regard it, he told them, as the wedding ring
of their other Husband, the Head of the Church,
and to be faithful spouses to Him in their several
households. Nor did the injunction, nor the significant
symbol with which it was accompanied, prove idle in
the end. They all brought the savour of sincere
piety into their families. The grand-daughter
with whom the writer was more directly connected,
had been courted and married by an honest and industrious
but somewhat gay young tradesman, but she proved, under
God, the means of his conversion; and their children,
of whom eight grew up to be men and women, were reared
in decent frugality, and the exercise of honest principles
carefully instilled. Her husband’s family
had, like that of my paternal ancestors, been a seafaring
one. His father, after serving for many years
on shipboard, passed the latter part of his life as
one of the armed boatmen that, during the last century,
guarded the coasts in behalf of the revenue; and his
only brother, the boatman’s son, an adventurous
young sailor had engaged in Admiral Vernon’s
unfortunate expedition, and left his bones under the
walls of Carthagena; but he himself pursued the peaceful
occupation of a shoemaker, and, in carrying on his
trade, usually employed a few journeymen, and kept
a few apprentices. In course of time the elder
daughters of the family married, and got households
of their own; but the two sons, my uncles, remained
under the roof of their parents, and at the time when
my father perished, they were both in middle life.
And, deeming themselves called on to take his place
in the work of instruction and discipline, I owed
to them much more of my real education than to any
of the teachers whose schools I afterwards attended.
They both bore a marked individuality of character,
and were much the reverse of commonplace or vulgar
men.
My elder uncle, James, added to a
clear head and much native sagacity, a singularly
retentive memory, and great thirst of information.
He was a harness-maker, and wrought for the farmers
of an extensive district of country; and as he never
engaged either journeyman or apprentice, but executed
all his work with his own hands, his hours of labour,
save that he indulged in a brief pause as the twilight
came on, and took a mile’s walk or so, were
usually protracted from six o’clock in the morning
till ten at night. Such incessant occupation
left him little time for reading; but he often found
some one to read beside him during the day; and in
the winter evenings his portable bench used to be brought
from his shop at the other end of the dwelling, into
the family sitting-room, and placed beside the circle
round the hearth, where his brother Alexander, my
younger uncle, whose occupation left his evenings free,
would read aloud from some interesting volume for the
general benefit, placing himself always
at the opposite side of the bench, so as to share
in the light of the worker. Occasionally the family
circle would be widened by the accession of from two
to three intelligent neighbours, who would drop in
to listen; and then the book, after a space, would
be laid aside, in order that its contents might be
discussed in conversation. In the summer months
Uncle James always spent some time in the country,
in looking after and keeping in repair the harness
of the farmers for whom he wrought; and during his
journeys and twilight walks on these occasions there
was not an old castle, or hill-fort, or ancient encampment,
or antique ecclesiastical edifice, within twenty miles
of the town, which he had not visited and examined
over and over again. He was a keen local antiquary;
knew a good deal about the architectural styles of
the various ages, at a time when these subjects were
little studied or known; and possessed more traditionary
lore, picked up chiefly in his country journeys, than
any man I ever knew. What he once heard he never
forgot; and the knowledge which he had acquired he
could communicate pleasingly and succinctly, in a style
which, had he been a writer of books, instead of merely
a reader of them, would have had the merit of being
clear and terse, and more laden with meaning than
words. From his reputation for sagacity, his advice
used to be much sought after by the neighbours in every
little difficulty that came their way; and the counsel
given was always shrewd and honest. I never knew
a man more entirely just in his dealings than Uncle
James, or who regarded every species of meanness with
a more thorough contempt. I soon learned to bring
my story-books to his workshop, and became, in a small
way, one of his readers, greatly
more, however, as may be supposed, on my own account
than his. My books were not yet of the kind which
he would have chosen for himself; but he took an interest
in my interest; and his explanations of all
the hard words saved me the trouble of turning over
a dictionary. And when tired of reading, I never
failed to find rare delight in his anecdotes and old-world
stories, many of which were not to be found in books,
and all of which, without apparent effort on his own
part, he could render singularly amusing. Of
these narratives, the larger part died with him; but
a portion of them I succeeded in preserving in a little
traditionary work published a few years after his
death. I was much a favourite with Uncle James, even
more, I am disposed to think, on my father’s
account than on that of his sister, my mother.
My father and he had been close friends for years;
and in the vigorous and energetic sailor he had found
his beau-ideal of a man.
My Uncle Alexander was of a different
cast from his brother both in intellect and temperament;
but he was characterized by the same strict integrity;
and his religious feelings, though quiet and unobtrusive,
were perhaps more deep. James was somewhat of
a humorist, and fond of a good joke. Alexander
was grave and serious; and never, save on one solitary
occasion, did I know him even attempt a jest.
On hearing an intelligent but somewhat eccentric neighbour
observe, that “all flesh is grass,” in
a strictly physical sense, seeing that all the flesh
of the herbivorous animals is elaborated from vegetation,
and all the flesh of the carnivorous animals from
that of the herbivorous ones, Uncle Sandy remarked
that, knowing, as he did, the piscivorous habits of
the Cromarty folk, he should surely make an exception
in his generalization, by admitting that in at least
one village “all flesh is fish.” My
uncle had acquired the trade of the cartwright, and
was employed in a workshop at Glasgow at the time
the first war of the French Revolution broke out;
when, moved by some such spirit as possessed his uncle, the
victim of Admiral Vernon’s unlucky expedition, or
Old Donald Roy, when he buckled himself to his Highland
broadsword, and set out in pursuit of the Caterans, he
entered the navy. And during the eventful period
which intervened between the commencement of the war
and the peace of 1802, there was little either suffered
or achieved by his countrymen in which he had not
a share. He sailed with Nelson; witnessed the
mutiny at the Nore; fought under Admiral Duncan at
Camperdown, and under Sir John Borlase Warren at Loch
Swilly; assisted in capturing the Generoux and Guillaume
Tell, two French ships of the line; was one of the
seamen who, in the Egyptian expedition, were drafted
out of Lord Keith’s fleet to supply the lack
of artillerymen in the army of Sir Ralph Abercromby;
had a share in the danger and glory of the landing
in Egypt; and fought in the battle of 13th March,
and in that which deprived our country of one of her
most popular generals. He served, too, at the
siege of Alexandria. And then, as he succeeded
in procuring his discharge during the short peace
of 1802, he returned home with a small sum of hardly-earned
prize-money, heartily sick of war and bloodshed.
I was asked not long ago by one of his few surviving
comrades, whether my uncle had ever told me that their
gun was the first landed in Egypt, and the first dragged
up the sand-bank immediately over the beach, and how
hot it grew under their hands, as, with a rapidity
unsurpassed along the line, they poured out in thick
succession its iron discharges upon the enemy.
I had to reply in the negative. All my uncle’s
narratives were narratives of what he had seen not
of what he had done; and when, perusing, late in life,
one of his favourite works Dr. Keith’s
“Signs of the Times” he came
to the chapter in which that excellent writer describes
the time of hot naval warfare which immediately followed
the breaking out of war, as the period in which the
second vial was poured out on the sea, and in which
the waters “became as the blood of a dead man,
so that every living soul died in the sea,” I
saw him bend his head in reverence as he remarked,
“Prophecy, I find, gives to all our glories
but a single verse, and it is a verse of judgment.”
Uncle Sandy, however, did not urge the peace principles
which he had acquired amid scenes of death and carnage,
into any extravagant consequences; and on the breaking
out, in 1803, of the second war of the Revolution,
when Napoleon threatened invasion from Brest and Boulogne,
he at once shouldered his musket as a volunteer.
He had not his brother’s fluency of speech;
but his narratives of what he had seen were singularly
truthful and graphic; and his descriptions of foreign
plants and animals, and of the aspect of the distant
regions which he had visited, had all the careful
minuteness of those of a Dampier. He had a decided
turn for natural history. My collection contains
a murex, not unfrequent in the Mediterranean, which
he found time enough to transfer, during the heat
of the landing in Egypt, from the beach to his pocket;
and the first ammonite I ever saw was a specimen,
which I still retain, that he brought home with him
from one of the Liassic deposits of England.
Early on the Sabbath evenings I used
regularly to attend at my uncle’s with two of
my maternal cousins, boys of about my own age, and
latterly with my two sisters, to be catechized, first
on the Shorter Catechism, and then on the Mother’s
Catechism of Willison. On Willison my uncles
always cross-examined us, to make sure that we understood
the short and simple questions; but, apparently regarding
the questions of the Shorter Catechism as seed sown
for a future day, they were content with having them
well fixed in our memories. There was a Sabbath
class taught in the parish church at the time by one
of the elders; but Sabbath-schools my uncles regarded
as merely compensatory institutions, highly creditable
to the teachers, but very discreditable indeed to the
parents and relatives of the taught; and so they of
course never thought of sending us there. Later
in the evening, after a short twilight walk, for which
the sedentary occupation of my Uncle James formed an
apology, but in which my Uncle Alexander always shared,
and which usually led them into solitary woods, or
along an unfrequented sea-shore, some of the old divines
were read; and I used to take my place in the circle,
though, I am afraid, not to much advantage. I
occasionally caught a fact, or had my attention arrested
for a moment by a simile or metaphor; but the trains
of close argument, and the passages of dreary “application,”
were always lost.