There was a dignity in the manners
of M. de Lambert to me formidable and oppressive.
It showed in his tall, erect figure, his deep tone,
his silvered hair and mustache. There was a merry
word between the kisses of one daughter; between those
of the other only tears and a broken murmur.
“Oh, papa,” said Louison,
as she greeted him, “I do love you-but
I dread that-tickly old mustache.
Mon Dieu! what a lover-you must have been!”
Then she presented me, and put her
hand upon my arm, looking proudly at her father.
“My captain!” said she.
“Did you ever see a handsomer Frenchman?”
“There are many, and here is
one,” said he, turning to the young count, who
stood behind him-a fine youth, tall, strong-built,
well-spoken, with blond hair and dark, keen eyes.
I admit frankly I had not seen a better figure of
a man. I assure you, he had the form of Hercules,
the eye of Mars. It was an eye to command-women;
for I had small reason to admire his courage when I
knew him better. He took a hand of each young
lady, and kissed it with admirable gallantry.
“Dieu! it is not so easy always
to agree with one’s father,” said Louison.
We went riding that afternoon-Therese
and her marquis and Louison and I. The first two
went on ahead of us; we rode slowly, and for a time
no word was spoken. Winds had stripped the timber,
and swept its harvest to the walls and hollows, where
it lay bleaching in the sun. Birch and oak and
maple were holding bared arms to the wind, as if to
toughen them for storm and stress. I felt a mighty
sadness, wondering if my own arms were quite seasoned
for all that was to come. The merry-hearted
girl beside me was ever like a day of June-the
color of the rose in her cheek, its odor always in
her hair and lace. There was never an hour of
autumn in her life.
“Alas, you are a very silent
man!” said she, presently, with a little sigh.
“Only thinking,” I said.
“Of what?”
“Dieu! of the dead summer,” I continued.
“Believe me, it does not pay
to think,” she interrupted. “I tried
it once, and made a sad discovery.”
“Of what?”
“A fool!” said she, laughing.
“I should think it-it might have
been a coquette,” said I, lightly.
“Why, upon my word,” said
she, “I believe you misjudge me. Do you
think me heartless?”
For the first time I saw a shadow in her face.
“No; but you are young and-and beautiful,
and-”
“What?” she broke in impatiently, as I
hesitated. “I long to know.”
“Men will love you in spite of all you can do,”
I added.
“Captain!” said she, turning her face
away.
“Many will love you, and-and
you can choose only one-a very hard thing
to do-possibly.”
“Not hard,” said she,
“if I see the right one-and-and-he
loves me also.”
I had kept myself well in hand, for
I was full of doubts that day; but the clever girl
came near taking me, horse, foot, and guns, that moment.
She spoke so charmingly, she looked so winning, and
then, was it not easy to ask if I were the lucky one?
She knew I loved her, I knew that she had loved me,
and I might as well confess. But no; I was not
ready.
“You must be stern with the
others; you must not let them tell you,” I went
on.
“Ciel!” said she, laughing,
“one might as well go to a nunnery. May
not a girl enjoy her beauty? It is sweet to her.”
“But do not make it bitter for
the poor men. Dieu! I am one of them, and
know their sorrows.”
“And you-you have been in love?”
“Desperately,” I answered,
clinging by the finger-tips. Somehow we kept
drifting into fateful moments when a word even might
have changed all that has been-our life
way, the skies above us, the friends we have known,
our loves, our very souls.
She turned, smiling, her beauty flashing
up at me with a power quite irresistible. I
shut my eyes a moment, summoning all my forces.
There was only a step between me and-God
knows what!
“Captain, you are a foolish
fellow,” said she, with a little shudder.
“And I-well, I am cold. Parbleu!
feel my hand.”
She had drawn her glove quickly, and
held out her hand, white and beautiful, a dainty finger
in a gorget of gems. That little cold, trembling
hand seemed to lay hold of my heart and pull me to
her. As my lips touched the palm I felt its mighty
magic. Dear girl! I wonder if she planned
that trial for me.
“We must-ride-faster.
You-you-are cold,” I stammered.
She held her hand so that the sunlight
flashed in the jewels, and looked down upon it proudly.
“Do you think it beautiful?” she asked.
“Yes, and wonderful,”
I said. “But, mark me, it is all a sacred
trust-the beauty you have.”
“Sacred?”
“More sacred than the power of kings,”
I said.
“Preacher!” said she,
with a smile. “You should give yourself
to the church.”
“I can do better with the sword of steel,”
I said.
“But do not be sad. Cheer
up, dear fellow!” she went on, patting my elbow
with a pretty mockery. “We women are not-not
so bad. When I find the man I love-”
Her voice faltered as she began fussing with her stirrup.
I turned with a look of inquiry, changing
quickly to one of admiration.
“I shall make him love me, if I can,”
she went on soberly.
“And if he does?” I queried, my blood
quickening as our eyes met.
“Dieu! I would do anything for him,”
said she.
I turned away, looking off at the
brown fields. Ah, then, for a breath, my heart
begged my will for utterance. The first word
passed my lips when there came a sound of galloping
hoofs and Theresa and the marquis.
“Come, dreamers,” said
the former, as they pulled up beside us. “A
cold dinner is the worst enemy of happiness.”
“And he is the worst robber
that shortens the hour of love,” said the marquis,
smiling.
We turned, following them at a swift
gallop. They had helped me out of that mire
of ecstasy, and now I was glad, for, on my soul, I
believed the fair girl had found one more to her liking,
and was only playing for my scalp. And at last
I had begun to know my own heart, or thought I had.
D’ri came over that evening
with a letter from General Brown. He desired
me to report for duty next day at two.
“War-it is forever
war,” said Therese, when I told her at dinner.
“There is to be a coaching-party to-morrow, and
we shall miss you, captain.”
“Can you not soon return?” said the baroness.
“I fear not,” was my answer. “It
is to be a long campaign.”
“Oh, the war! When will it ever end?”
said Louise, sighing.
“When we are all dead,” said Louison.
“Of loneliness?” said the old count, with
a smile.
“No; of old age,” said Louison, quickly.
“When the army goes into Canada
it will go into trouble,” said the Comte de
Chaumont, speaking in French. “We shall
have to get you out of captivity, captain.”
“Louise would rescue him,”
said her sister. “She has influence there.”
“Would you pay my ransom?” I inquired,
turning to her.
“With my life,” said she, solemnly.
“Greater love hath no man than
this,” said the good Pere Joulin, smiling as
the others laughed.
“And none has greater obligation,”
said Louise, blushing with embarrassment. “Has
he not brought us three out of captivity?”
“Well, if I am taken,”
I said, “nothing can bring me back unless it
be-”
“A miracle?” the baroness prompted as
I paused.
“Yes; even a resurrection,”
was my answer. “I know what it means for
a man to be captured there these days.”
Louise sat beside me, and I saw what
others failed to notice-her napkin stop
quickly on its way to her lips, her hand tighten as
it held the white linen. It made me regretful
of my thoughtless answer, but oddly happy for a moment.
Then they all besought me for some adventure of those
old days in the army. I told them the story
of the wasps, and, when I had finished, our baroness
told of the trouble it led to-their capture
and imprisonment.
“It was very strange,”
said she, in conclusion. “That Englishman
grew kinder every day we were there, until we began
to feel at home.”
They were all mystified, but I thought
I could understand it. We had a long evening
of music, and I bade them all good-by before going
to bed, for they were to be off early.
Well, the morning came clear, and
before I was out of bed I heard the coach-horn, the
merry laughter of ladies under my window, the prancing
hoofs, and the crack of the whip as they all went away.
It surprised me greatly to find Louise at the breakfast
table when I came below-stairs; I shall not try to
say how much it pleased me. She was gowned in
pink, a red rose at her bosom. I remember, as
if it were yesterday, the brightness of her big eyes,
the glow in her cheeks, the sweet dignity of her tall,
fine figure when she rose and gave me her hand.
“I did feel sorry, ma’m’selle,
that I could not go; but now-now I am happy,”
was my remark.
“Oh, captain, you are very gallant,”
said she, as we took seats. “I was not
in the mood for merrymaking, and then, I am reading
a book.”
“A book! May its covers
be the gates of happiness,” I answered.
“Eh bien! it is a tale of love,”
said she.
“Of a man for a woman?” I inquired.
“Of a lady that loved two knights, and knew
not which the better.”
“Is it possible and-and
reasonable?” I inquired. “In a tale
things should go as-well, as God plans them.”
“Quite possible,” said
she, “for in such a thing as love who knows
what-what may happen?”
“Except he have a wide experience,” I
answered.
“And have God’s eyes,”
said she. “Let me tell you. They
were both handsome, brave, splendid, of course, but
there was a difference: the one had a more perfect
beauty of form and face, the other a nobler soul.”
“And which will she favor?”
“Alas! I have not read,
and do not know her enough to judge,” was her
answer; “but I shall hate her if she does not
take him with the better soul.”
“And why?” I could hear my heart beating.
“Love is not love unless it
be-” She paused, thinking.
“Dieu! from soul to soul,” she added feelingly.
She was looking down, a white, tapered
finger stirring the red petals of the rose.
Then she spoke in a low, sweet tone that trembled
with holy feeling and cut me like a sword of the spirit
going to its very hilt in my soul.
“Love looks to what is noble,”
said she, “or it is vain-it is wicked;
it fails; it dies in a day, like the rose. True
love, that is forever.”
“What if it be hopeless?” I whispered.
“Ah! then it is very bitter,”
said she, her voice diminishing. “It may
kill the body, but-but love does not die.
When it comes-” There was a breath
of silence that had in it a strange harmony not of
this world.
“’When it comes’?” I whispered.
“You see the coming of a great
king,” said she, looking down thoughtfully,
her chin, upon her hand.
“And all people bow their heads,” I said.
“Yes,” she added, with
a sigh, “and give their bodies to be burned,
if he ask it. The king is cruel-sometimes.”
“Dieu!” said I. “He has many
captives.”
She broke a sprig of fern, twirling
it in her fingers; her big eyes looked up at me, and
saw, I know, to the bottom of my soul.
“But long live the king!”
said she, her lips trembling, her cheeks as red as
the rose upon her bosom.
“Long live the king!” I murmured.
We dared go no farther. Sweet
philosopher, inspired of Heaven, I could not bear
the look of her, and rose quickly with dim eyes and
went out of the open door. A revelation had come
to me. Mere de Dieu! how I loved that woman
so fashioned in thy image! She followed me,
and laid her hand upon my arm tenderly, while I shook
with emotion.
“Captain,” said she, in
that sweet voice, “captain, what have I done?”
It was the first day of the Indian
summer, a memorable season that year, when, according
to an old legend, the Great Father sits idly on the
mountain-tops and blows the smoke of his long pipe
into the valleys. In a moment I was quite calm,
and stood looking off to the hazy hollows of the far
field. I gave her my arm without speaking, and
we walked slowly down a garden path. For a time
neither broke the silence.
“I did not know-I
did not know,” she whispered presently.
“And I-must-tell
you,” I said brokenly, “that I-that
I-”
“Hush-sh-sh!” she whispered,
her hand over my lips. “Say no more! say
no more! If it is true, go-go quickly,
I beg of you!”
There was such a note of pleading
in her voice, I hear it, after all this long time,
in the hushed moments of my life, night or day.
“Go-go quickly, I beg of you!”
We were both near breaking down.
“Vive lé roi!” I whispered,
taking her hand.
“Vive lé roi!” she whispered,
turning away.