Undoubtedly Esther slept better that
night for the thought of the new doctor. It cannot
be said that the doctor slept better because of her.
In fact he lay awake thinking of her. He did not
want to think of her; he wanted to go to sleep.
Twice only had he seen her. Once upon the occasion
of the red pump and once when casually passing her
on the main street. There was no reason why her
white-rose face with its strange blue eyes and its
smile-curved lips should float about in the darkness
of Mrs. Sykes’ best room. Yet there it was.
It was the eyes, perhaps. The doctor admitted
that they were peculiar eyes, startlingly blue.
Dark blue in the shade of the lashes, flashing out
light blue fire when the lashes lifted. But Mrs.
Sykes’ boarder did not want to think about eyes.
He wanted to go to sleep. He did not want to think
about hair either. Although Miss Coombe had very
nice hair cloudy hair, with little ways
of growing about the temple and at the curve of the
neck which a blind man could not help noticing.
In the peaceful shadows of the room it seemed a still
softer shadow framing the vivid girlish face.
Still, on the whole, sleep would have
been better company and when at last he did drop off
he did not relish being wakened by the voice of Ann
at his door.
“Doc-ter, doc-ter! Are you awake?
Can I come in?”
“I am not awake. Go away.”
Ann’s giggle came clearly through the keyhole.
“You’ve got a visitor,”
she whispered piercingly through the same medium.
“A man. A well man, not a sick one.
He came on the train. He came on the milk train ”
“You may come in, Ann.”
The doctor slipped on his dressing gown with a resigned
sigh. “What man and why milk?”
“I don’t know. Aunt
Sykes kept him on the veranda till she was sure he
wasn’t an agent. Now he’s in the parlour.
Aunt hopes you’ll hurry, for you never can tell.
He may be different from what he looks.”
“What does he look?”
Ann’s small hands made an expressive
gesture which seemed to envisage something long and
lean.
“Queer like that.
He’s not old, but he’s bald. His eyes
screw into you. His nose,” another formative
gesture, “is like that. A nawful big nose.
He didn’t tell his name.”
“If he looks like that, perhaps
he hasn’t any name. Perhaps he is a button-moulder.
In fact I’m almost certain he is other
name Willits. Occupation, professor.”
“But if he is a button-maker,
he can’t be a professor,” said Ann shrewdly.
“Oh, yes he can. Button-moulding
is what he professes. His line is a specialty
in spoiled buttons. He makes them over.”
“Second-hand?”
“Better than new.”
Ann fidgeted idly with the doctor’s
cuff-links and then with a flash of her odd childish
comprehension, “You love him a lot, don’t
you?” she said jealously.
The doctor adjusted a collar button.
“England expects that every
man shall deny the charge of loving another,”
he said, “but between you and me, I do rather
like old Willits. You see I was rather a worn-out
button once and he made me over. Where did you
say he was?”
“In the parlour there’s Aunt!
She said I wasn’t to stay. I’ll get
it.”
Indeed the voice of Mrs. Sykes could be heard on the
stairs.
“Ann! Where’s that
child? Doctor, you’d think that child had
never been taught no manners. You’ll have
to take a firm stand with Ann, Doctor. Land Sakes,
I don’t want to make her out worse’n she
is, but you might as well know that your life won’t
be worth living if you don’t set on Ann.”
“All right, Mrs. Sykes.
Painful as it may be, I shall do it. Are you
sure it’s safe to leave a stranger in the parlour?”
Mrs. Sykes looked worried. “I
hope to goodness it’s all right, Doctor.
He’s been in the parlour half an hour. I
don’t think he’s an agent, hasn’t
got a case or a book anywhere. But agents are
getting cuter every day. Naturally I didn’t
like to go so far as to ask his name. And I’m
not asking it now. Curiosity was never a fault
of mine though I do say it. Still a woman does
like to know who’s setting in her front parlour.”
“And you shall,” declared
Callandar kindly. “Just hang on a few moments
longer, dear Mrs. Sykes, and your non-existent but
very justifiable curiosity shall be satisfied.”
The parlour at Mrs. Sykes opened to
the right of the narrow hall. Its two windows,
distinguished by eternally half-drawn blinds of yellow,
looked out upon the veranda, permitting a decorous
gloom to envelop the sacred precincts. Mrs. Sykes
was too careful a housekeeper to take risks with her
carpet and too proud of her possessions to care to
hide their glories altogether; hence the blinds were
never wholly drawn and never raised more than half
way. In the yellow gloom, one might feast one’s
eyes at leisure upon the centre table, draped in red
damask, mystic, wonderful, and on its wealth of mathematically
arranged books, the Bible, the “Indian Mutiny”
and “Water Babies” in blue and gold.
This last had been a gift to Ann and was considered
by Mrs. Sykes to be the height of foolishness.
Still, a book is a book, especially when bound in
blue and gold.
Upon the gaily papered walls hung
a framed silver name-plate and two pictures.
One a gorgeously coloured print of the lamented Queen
Victoria in a deep gold frame, and the other a representation
of an entrancing allegorical theme entitled “The
Two Paths,” illustrating the ascent of the saint
into heaven and the descent of the sinner into hell.
At the top of this picture was the legend, “Which
will you choose?” implying a possible
but regrettable lack of taste on the part of the chooser.
Into this abode of the arts and muses
came Callandar, alert and smiling. It was hardly
his fault that he stumbled over the visitor who, whether
in awe or fear of these unveiled splendours, had retreated
as far as possible toward the door.
“Don’t mind me!” said the visitor
meekly.
“Willits! by Jove, I thought
it would be you! Say, would you mind not sitting
on that chair? It’s just glued!”
The visitor arose with conspicuous
alacrity. He was a tall man with a domelike head,
piercing eyes and formidable nose. Ann’s
description had been terribly accurate. He observed
the tail of his coat carefully and finding no damage,
seemed relieved.
“Sit here,” said Callandar
affably. “And don’t expect me to make
you welcome, because you aren’t. What misfortunate
chance has brought you to Coombe?”
“Neither fortune nor chance
had anything at all to do with it,” declared
the visitor. “I followed your luggage.
I wanted to see you.”
“Well, take a good look.”
“I think you can guess why.”
“Yes,” with a sigh.
“I was always a good guesser. And, frankly,
Willits, I wish you hadn’t.”
“I do not doubt it. But,
first, is there any other place where we can talk?”
“Don’t you like this?” innocently.
The Button-Moulder’s look of
surprised anguish was sufficient answer. Callandar
laughed.
“You always were a bit narrow
in your views, Willits. How often have I impressed
upon you that beauty depends upon understanding?
I don’t suppose you have even tried to understand
this room? No? Will it help any if I tell
you that Mrs. Sykes went without a spring bonnet that
she might purchase the deep gold frame which enshrines
Victoria the Good, or if I explain that Joseph Sykes,
deceased, whose name you see yonder upon that engraved
plate, was the most worthless rogue unhung. Yet
the silver which displays ”
“Not in the least,” interrupted
the other hastily. “The place is a nightmare.
Nothing can excuse it! And you how
you stand it I cannot see.”
“My dear man, I don’t
stand it. I am not allowed to. It’s
only upon special occasions that any one is allowed
to stand this room. You are a special occasion.
But as you seem so unappreciative we can adjourn to
my office if you wish.”
“You have an office?”
“Certainly. A doctor has to have an office.
This way.”
Callandar strode across the room and
opened a door in the opposite wall. It led into
another room, smaller, with no veranda in front of
it, yet with a window looking toward the road and
two side windows through which the after flush of
sunrise streamed. Its door opened upon a small
stone stoop set in the grass of the front lawn.
The furniture of the room was plain, not to say severe.
Cool matting covered the painted floor, hemstitched
curtains of linen scrim hung at the windows. There
was a businesslike desk, a couch, a reclining chair,
a stool by the door; another chair, straight and uncompromising,
behind the desk. That was all.
Willits looked around him in a kind
of dazed surprise. “Office!” he kept
murmuring. “Office!”
“All rather plain, you see,”
said Callandar regretfully. “But for a
beginner with his way to make, not so bad. My
patients, three up to date, quite understand and conceal
their commiseration with perfect good breeding.
Also, the room has natural advantages, it is in the
nature of an annex, you see, with a door of its own.
Quite cut off from the rest of the house save-for
the door by which we entered, the parlour door, which
Mrs. Sykes informs me I may lock if I choose although
she feels sure that I know her too well to imagine
any undue liberties being taken!”
The Button-Moulder with a gesture
of despair made as if to sit down upon the nearest
chair, but was prevented with kindly firmness by his
host.
“Not that chair, please.
It may not be quite dry. I glued ”
The voice of the visitor suddenly
returned. It was a very dry voice; threadlike,
but determined.
“Then if you will kindly find
me a chair which you have not glued I shall sit down
and dispose of a few burning thoughts. Callandar,
as soon as you have finished playing the fool ”
“Consider it finished, old man.”
“Then what does this, all this” with
a sweeping hand wave “mean? You
cannot seriously intend to stay here?”
“Why not?”
“Your question is absurd.”
“No, it isn’t. Let
it sink in. Why should I not stay here? Examine
the facts. I am ordered change, rest, interest,
good air a year at least must elapse before
I take up my life again. I must spend that year
somewhere. Why not here? It is healthy, high,
piney, quiet. I had become utterly tired of my
tramping tour. All the good I can get from it
I have got. Chance, or whatever you like to call
it, leads me to this place. A place which needs
a doctor and which this particular doctor needs.
There is nothing absurd about it.”
The tall man observed his friend in
interested silence. Apparently he required time
to adjust his mind to the fact that Callandar was in
earnest. The badinage he brushed aside.
“Then you really intend but
how about this office? If it is not a torn-fool
office, where does the necessary rest come in?”
“Rest doesn’t mean idleness.
I should die of loafing. As a matter of fact
since coming here I have rested as I have not rested
for a year. Look at me! Can’t you
see it? Or is the renovation not yet visible to
the naked eye? Great Scott! I don’t
need to vegetate in order to rest, do I?”
“No.” Another pause
ensued during which the gimlet eyes of the professor
were busy. Then he seemed suddenly to leap to
the heart of the matter.
“And Lorna?” He asked crisply.
It was the other’s turn to be
silent. He flushed, looked embarrassed, and drummed
with his fingers upon the table.
“Of course I have no right to ask,” added
Willits primly.
“Yes, you have, old man.
Every right. But I knew you had come to ask that
question and I didn’t like it. The answer
is not a flattering one to me. Nor
is it what you expected. To be brief, Lorna won’t
have me. Refused me flat!”
Blank surprise portrayed itself upon
the professor’s face.
“The devil she did!”
“Confess now!” said Callandar,
smiling. “You thought I was the one to
blame? There was retributive justice in your eye,
don’t deny it!”
“But, I don’t understand! I thought I
was sure ”
“I know. But she doesn’t! Not
in that way. As a sister ”
“That’s enough! I Accept
my apology. I feel very sorry, Henry.”
Again that look of embarrassment and guilt upon the
doctor’s face.
“No. Don’t feel sorry!
See here, let’s be frank about the whole thing.
It was a mistake, from the very beginning, a mistake.
Miss Sinnet, Lorna, is a girl in a thousand.
But I did not care for her as a man should
care for the woman he makes his wife. Nor did
she care for me wait, I’m not denying
that there was a chance. We were very congenial.
She might have cared if if I had cared more
greatly.”
“Henry Callandar! Are you a cad?”
“No. Merely a man speaking
the exact truth. I thought I might risk it, with
you. Lorna Sinnet is not a woman to give her love
and take a half-love in return. She was more
clear-sighted than you or I. We should both have been
very miserable.”
Elliott Willits sighed. He was
a very sensible man. He prided himself upon being
devoid of sentiment, but even the most sensible of
men, entirely devoid of sentiment, do not like to
see their well laid plans go wrong.
“Well,” he said, “I
was mistaken. Let us say no more about it.”
Callandar’s eyes softened, melted
into misty grey. He laid his arm affectionately
over the other’s thin shoulders. “Only
this,” he said. “That no man ever
had a better friend! I know you, old Button-Moulder.
I know your ambition to make of me a ’shining
button on the vest of the world!’ You thought
that Lorna might help. But I failed you there.
I’m sorry. That was really the bitterness
of the whole thing –to fail you!”
“You owe me nothing,” gruffly.
“Only my life my sanity.”
“I shall doubt the latter if you stay here.”
“No, you will see it triumphantly
vindicated. I tell you I am better already.
Look at my hand! Do you remember how it shook
the last time I held it out for you. A few more
months of this and it will be steady as a rock.
Ah! it’s good to be feeling fit again! And
it isn’t only a physical improvement.”
His smile faded and rising he began to pace the room.
“I doubt if even you fully understand the mental
depression that was dragging me down. No wonder
Lorna would have none of me! Strange, that I
cannot understand my own case as I understand the cases
of others. Do what I would, I could not heal
myself, the soul of the matter persistently escaped
me. I was beginning to be as much the victim of
an obsession as any of the poor creatures whom I tried
to cure.”
“You never told me of that.”
“No, I was afraid to speak of
it. It would have made it seem more real.
But I can tell you now, if you are sure you will not
be bored.”
“I shall not be bored,” said Willits quietly.