It became quickly known in Coombe
that, owing to Mrs. Coombe’s delicate health,
the wedding would take place much sooner than had been
expected. A sea voyage, it was conceded, was
the necessary thing and as Dr. Callandar would not
allow his fiancee to go away alone it seemed only
fair that he should make haste to go with her.
Comment on all these points was much more restrained
than usual because, just at this time, Coombe withstood
the shock of finding out that Dr. Callandar was no
less than Dr. Henry Chedridge Callandar of Montreal.
No, not his brother, nor his cousin, but the man himself!
Of course Coombe had suspected this
all along. Never for a moment had it been really
deceived. Over and over again it had said:
“My dear, that young man is not a mere local
practitioner, mark my words!” From the first,
Coombe had observed the marks of true distinction in
him. He was so odd! He seemed to care nothing
at all for appearances, and, as everybody knows, this
comfortable attitude of mind is the privilege of the
famous few. Besides, there was the matter of the
marriage. Coombe had been right in thinking that
Mary Coombe had not gone into the matter blindfold.
She had known very well upon which side her bread was
buttered, and as to her giving way to his whims in
the absurd way she did that, too, was understandable
under the circumstances.
What puzzled Coombe, now, was how
she had managed it. She was not pretty, at least
not very pretty. She was not young, at least only
comparatively young. And goodness knows, she was
not clever! Hardly a mother in Coombe but had
at least one daughter prettier, younger and cleverer;
a daughter, in fact, who could give Mary Coombe aces
and kings and still win out. Why had the doctor
not been attached to one of these? It was incomprehensible.
Even if, through a misplaced devotion to his profession,
he had determined to marry into a doctor’s family there
was Esther! Esther Coombe was a fine girl and
quite nice looking before she had begun to “go
off.” Even as it was she had more to recommend
her than her step-mother. There seemed to be
a general impression that all men are fools.
“If they would only let some
woman with sense choose their wives for them,”
declared the eldest Miss Sinclair in a burst of confidence,
“they might get along fairly well. But
if ever a man gets married to the right woman, it
happens by accident.”
Nevertheless, at a special meeting
of the Ladies’ Aid, called for the purpose,
it was decided to give the bride a present. They
had not intended to do it for fear of establishing
a precedent. But when it came out who Dr. Callandar
was, it hardly seemed right to let one of their best
known members go from them to a more exalted sphere
in a city (which many of them might, from time to
time, feel inclined to visit) without showing her
by some small token how very highly she was held in
their regard. Every one could see the sense of
this and the vote was unanimous. In regard to
the nature of the gift there was more diversity of
opinion, but it was finally decided that, as the value
of this kind of thing lies not in the gift but in
the spirit of the giving, a brown jar with the word
“Biscuits” in silver lettering would do
very well. Carving knives were thought of but
as Mrs. Atkins very fitly said, “Everybody is
sure to give carving knives” a phenomenon
which all the ladies accepted as a commonplace.
Of the prospective bride herself,
Coombe saw little. She remained very much at
home. She had lost much of her spasmodic energy,
was inclined to be moody and even rude. Her state
of health accounted naturally for this and also for
the arrival of a new inmate at the Elms, a cool and
capable looking person who was discovered, after much
amazed enquiry, to be a trained nurse. Not a
hospital nurse exactly but a kind of special nurse
whose duties included massage, and the giving of certain
baths and things which the doctor thought strengthening.
Her name was Miss Philps. Coombe never got behind
that. No one could ever boast that she knew more
of Miss Philps than her name. She was, and remains
to this day, a mystery.
There are people like that, although
this was Coombe’s first experience of one.
Miss Philps was not a recluse. Everywhere Mrs.
Coombe went, Miss Philps went too. Even Esther
was not more assiduous in her attentions. She
was not a silent person either, far from it. She
bubbled over with precise and cheerful comment, she
appeared to talk even more than was absolutely necessary
and it was only upon her departure that her entertainers
noticed that she had said nothing at all. A very
baffling person to deal with. Coombe could not
manage to “take to” her at all and great
sympathy was felt for Mrs. Coombe when she was reported
to have said to Miss Milligan that going out with
Miss Philps felt exactly like a jail delivery whatever
that might be!
But if Miss Philps was not appreciated
at large it was different in her own immediate circle.
She had not been at the Elms a day before Esther recognised
the doctor’s wisdom in getting her. She
was discreet, capable, kindly. The burden upon
the girl’s shoulders grew momentarily lighter.
Miss Philps, with her matter of fact cheeriness, her
strength and her experience, was exactly what that
house of overstrained nerves needed.
“Dear me,” she said, “you’re
all as fidgety as corn in a popper. And no need
for it. I’ve nursed dozens worse than your
mother, Miss Esther, and had them right as a trivet
before I got through. As long as we can keep
her hands off the stuff and that’s
what I’m here for. So don’t worry!”
Esther drew a deep breath. It
was certainly good to feel the strain lifting, to
have time for dreams again. The time was so pitifully
short now. Two more weeks and she would leave
Coombe behind her. The old life would be definitely
over and done with. Looking back, she could see
that it had been a happy life, and the future looked
so dark. In youth, all life’s happenings
seem so terribly final. Every parting feels like
a parting forever. Esther felt quite sure that
she would never return to Coombe.
In the week before the wedding, freed
from her continual attendance upon her mother, she
unobtrusively paid farewell to all her old haunts and
favourite places. It was a sweet sadness.
She did not taste the sweet, but it was there.
As one grows older, one does not linger over sad moments.
It is because the sweet has vanished, only the bitter
remains. But in untried youth sadness has a touch
of beauty, a glamour of romance which shrouds its
deepest pain. It is as if something within us,
infinitely wise, were smiling, knowing well that for
the young there is always to-morrow.
The maple by the schoolhouse turned
early that year. When Esther, in her pilgrimage,
came to say good-bye it welcomed her with all the glory
of autumn. Against its greener brothers it stood
out, naming, defiant. Beside it, the red pump
seemed no longer red. Red and yellow, its falling
leaves tossed themselves into the girl’s lap
as she sat upon the porch steps. It is almost
certain that, as Esther gathered them, she compared
her sad heart to a leaf which had fluttered from the
tree of happy life. There seemed no outlook for
her. She could not see through winter into spring.
The school children with their new
teacher (whom Esther could not help but feel was sadly
incompetent) had all gone home and it was very quiet
on the porch steps. She closed her eyes and dreamed
and clearly through her dream she heard, as she had
heard that first morning in early summer, a determinedly
cheerful, yet husky, voice singing. Some one was
coming down the hill.
“From Wimbleton
to Wombleton is fifteen miles;
From Wombleton
to Wimbleton is fifteen miles;
From Wimbleton
to Wombleton, from Wombleton to Wimbleton,
From Wimbleton
to Wombleton, ”
The song trailed off into silence
as it had done before. The girl’s closed
eyes smarted with tears “Oh, it is
a very long way!” she murmured, and burying
her face in fallen leaves she felt that at last she
knew the meaning of despair.
But though his voice had echoed through
Esther’s dream, Callandar was not on the long
hill nor anywhere near it. Unlike Esther, he paid
no farewells during these last days. He avoided
the hill particularly and drove past the schoolhouse
seldom and always at top speed. If the sight
of the turning maples moved him at all it was not because
he compared his lost happiness to a fallen leaf.
Callandar was long past such gentle sadnesses as these.
Every day he filled as full of work as possible.
He walked far and hard in hope of tiring himself into
dreamless sleep at night. And every day his face
grew older, greyer, more sternly set.
At the very last, and as if inspired
by some special imp of the perverse, Mary declared
that she must have a church wedding. Opposition
was useless. With all the distorted force of her
drug-ridden brain, she desired this one thing.
She wept, she coaxed, she raved. Every woman,
she stormed, had a right to a proper wedding.
She had always been cheated, she had been a pawn shoved
about at the bidding of others, her own wishes never
consulted. Was there any reason, any reason at
all, why she should not be properly married in the
church?
He ventured quietly to remind her
that there were peculiar circumstances in the case.
But she burst out at that. He was ashamed of her.
Ashamed of his own wife. If there were peculiar
circumstances whose fault were they? Not hers,
surely? Would she be where she was now if he had
not neglected her all those years? Anyway, peculiar
circumstances or not, she would be married decently
or she would not be married at all.
With set lips, the doctor gave in.
Opposition maddened her, and, after all, one farce
more or less could not matter much.
“Very well,” he said, “make your
own arrangements.”
Immediately, Mary became amiable.
She was quite polite to Miss Philps, almost pleasant
to Esther. Into the preparations for the wedding
she entered with some of her old spasmodic energy.
The occasion, she determined, should be a talked of
one in Coombe. She made plans, a fresh one every
day, and talked of them continually.
Only there was one plan
of which she did not speak. There was one unsaid
thing which matured quietly, covered by the noise of
much talking. Yet this plan more than any other
would have to do with the success of her last appearance
in Coombe. It would be foolish indeed, she decided,
to let any promise, however well-meant, stand in the
way of this success. She could not, and would
not, face a crowded church feeling as she felt now.
That was absurd! She would need some little stimulant
to help her carry it off. A very slightly increased
dose would do it. Only sufficient to banish that
horrible craving, to give her a long, satisfying sleep
and then just a touch more, very little, to brace
her in the morning. Enough to send warm tingling
thrills of well being through her tired body, to brighten
her eyes, to clear her brain and steady her shaking
nerves to make her young again, young and
a bride.
Only this once! Never again.
Of what use to continue the sophistries
which justified her treachery to herself! Perhaps
of the three it was she who suffered most during that
last week. She lived in an agony of anticipation,
a hell of desire for which a sane pen has no description.
Yet no one must suspect that she anticipated or desired
anything not the cool-eyed Miss Philps,
not Esther, not the doctor, not even Jane. The
mask must not slip for one single moment. So
far, they suspected nothing; but they were always on
their guard, always. A careless look, an unconsidered
movement might betray her, and then !
She raved in her room sometimes when she thought of
a possible balking of her purpose.
She was very clever. She still
had self-control when it was necessary to have it
in the furtherance of the one devouring passion.
Only when she was quite alone did she ever give way.
The doctor thought her wonderfully docile and took
heart of hope. A month or two alone with her
in Prance and all would be well. In the meantime,
patience! Naturally she was full of childish
whims. He smiled at her indulgently when she
asked him to request Miss Philps to stay outside of
the fitting room at Miss Milligan’s. “For
you know,” she said, “it is bad luck, very
bad luck, for any person to see one, in one’s
wedding gown before the proper time. And anyway,”
the grey eyes filled with easy tears, “I’m
sure it isn’t good for me never to be trusted,
not even with silly Miss Milligan.”
The plea seemed genuine. It was
like Mary to be concerned about the wedding-dress
superstition. And what possible danger could there
be? Miss Milligan in all probability had never
heard the fatal names of opium and cocaine save as
unpleasant things associated with Chinese and tooth-drawing.
It was absurd to imagine Mary coming to harm there.
From this you will see that, upon
the occasion of the last discovery, Mary had lied
desperately and well. The “cache”
in the bird-house had been found, but Miss Milligan’s
name had never been connected in the most remote way
with that relapse. Mary had sworn that the new
supply had not been new at all but had formed part
of an old cache which she had hidden, in a place which
even she had forgotten, all quite accidentally.
And although many supplementary enquiries were made,
the real truth had remained undiscovered.
So in the simplest way in the world,
Mary secured several uninterrupted “fittings”
with Miss Milligan while the excellent Miss Philps
sat without and waited.
“This is positively the last
time I shall have to trouble you, dear Miss Milligan,”
said her customer sweetly. “Of course, as
soon as we are married, I am going to tell Dr. Callandar
all about it and when he sees how very much better
my medicine has made me, he will be quite ready to
withdraw his objections. In the meantime I am
sure you feel, as I do, that our little ruse has been
quite justifiable!”
Miss Milligan did. She felt quite
proud of her part in it. It is something to help
a fellow woman and still more to get the better of
a fellow man. Especially such a celebrated man
as Dr. Callandar! She would order the fresh supply
at once, that very afternoon, by the first mail.
And as soon as the packet came she would see that Mrs.
Coombe had it in person. “There is certain
to be a few last touches necessary to the dress after
it has been sent home,” she remarked with a smile
of truly Machiavellian subtlety.
“Yes!” said Mary.
“That night after the dress comes
home!” She spoke sharply, unnaturally.
Her face turned a dull, pasty white. She shook
so that Miss Milligan was thoroughly frightened.
But presently she controlled herself and forced a
pathetic smile.
“You see, dear Miss Milligan, how much I need
it.”
“Indeed a blind bat could see
that!” said the dressmaker pityingly. “Shall
I call the nurse?”
But Mrs. Coombe would not hear of
Miss Milligan calling the nurse!