I
Crowded as was the steamer with cultured
Americans invading Europe, few knew that Rozenoffski
was on board, or even that Rozenoffski was a pianist.
The name, casually seen on the passengers’ list,
conveyed nothing but a strong Russian and a vaguer
Semitic flavour, and the mere outward man, despite
a leonine head, was of insignificant port and somewhat
shuffling gait, and drew scarcely a second glance.
He would not have had it otherwise,
he told himself, as he paced the almost deserted deck
after dinner—it was a blessing to escape
from the perpetual adulation of music-sick matrons
and schoolgirls—but every wounded fibre
in him was yearning for consolation after his American
failure.
Not that his fellow-passengers were
aware of his failure; he had not put himself to the
vulgar tests. His American expedition had followed
the lines recommended to him by friendly connoisseurs—to
come before the great public, if at all, only after
being launched by great hostesses at small parties;
to which end he had provided himself with unimpeachable
introductions to unexceptionable ladies from irresistible
personalities—a German Grand Duke, a Bulgarian
Ambassador, Countesses, both French and Italian, and
even a Belgian princess. But to his boundless
amazement—for he had always heard that
Americans were wax before titles—not one
of the social leaders had been of the faintest assistance
to him, not even the owner of the Chicago Palace,
to whom he had been recommended by the Belgian princess.
He had penetrated through one or two esoteric doors,
only to find himself outside them again. Not
once had he been asked to play. It was some weeks
before it even dawned upon the minor prophet of European
music-rooms that he was being shut out, still longer
before it permeated to his brain that he had been
shut out as a Jew!
Those barbarous Americans, so far
behind Europe after all! Had they not even discovered
that art levels all ranks and races? Poor bourgeois
money-mongers with their mushroom civilization.
It was not even as if he were really a Jew. Did
they imagine he wore phylacteries or earlocks, or
what? His few childish years in the Russian Pale—what
were they to the long years of European art and European
culture? And even if in Rome or Paris he had
foregathered with Jews like Schneemann or Leopold
Barstein, it was to the artist in them he had gravitated,
not the Jew. Did these Yankee ignoramuses suppose
he did not share their aversion from the gaberdine
or the three brass balls? Oh the narrow-souled
anti-Sémites!
The deck-steward stacked the chairs,
piled up the forgotten rugs and novels, tidying the
deck for the night, but still the embittered musician
tramped to and fro under the silent stars. Only
from the smoking-room where the amateur auctioneer
was still hilariously selling the numbers for a sweepstake,
came sounds in discord with the solemnity of sky and
sea, and the artist was newly jarred at this vulgar
gaiety flung in the face of the spacious and starry
mystery of the night. And these jocose, heavy-jowled,
smoke-soused gamblers were the Americans whose drawing-rooms
he would contaminate! He recalled the only party
to which he had been asked—’To meet
the Bright Lights’—and which to his
amazement turned out to be a quasi-public entertainment
with the guests seated in rows in a hall, and himself—with
the other Bright Lights—planted on a platform
and made to perform without a fee. The mean vulgarians!
But perhaps it was better they had left him untainted
with their dollars—better, comparatively
poor though he was, that America should have meant
pure loss to him. He had at least kept the spiritual
satisfaction of despising the despiser, the dignity
of righteous resentment, the artist’s pride
in the profitless. And this riot of ugliness and
diamonds and third-rate celebrities was the fashionable
society to which, forsooth, the Jew could not be permitted
access!
The aroma of an expensive cigar wafted
towards him, and the face between whose prominent
teeth it was stuck loomed vividly in the glare of
an electric light. Rozenoffski recognised those
teeth. He had seen countless pictures and caricatures
of them, for did they not almost hold the globe in
their grip? This, then was the notorious multi-millionaire,
‘the Napoleon in dollars,’ as a wit had
summed him up; and the first sight of Andrew P. Wilhammer
almost consoled the player for his poverty. Who,
even for an imperial income, would bear the burden
of those grotesque teeth, protruding like a sample
of wares in a dentist’s showcase? But as
the teeth came nearer and the great rubicund face
bore down upon him, the prominence of the notorious
incisors affected him less than their carnivorous capacity—he
felt himself almost swallowed up by this monstrous
beast of prey, so admirably equated to our small day
of large things, to that environment in which he,
poor degenerate artist, was but a little singing-bird.
The long-forgotten word Rishus came suddenly
into his mind—was not the man’s anti-Semitism
as obtruded as his teeth?—Rishus,
that wicked malice, which to a persecuted people had
become almost a synonym for Christianity. He had
left the thought behind him, as he had left the Hebrew
word, while he went sailing up into the rosy ether
of success, and Rishus had sunk into the mere
panic-word of the Ghetto’s stunted brood, shrinking
and quivering before phantasms, sinuously gliding
through a misunderstood world, if it was not, indeed,
rather a word conveniently cloaking from themselves
a multitude of their own sins. But now, as incarnated
in this millionaire mammoth, the shadowy word took
on a sudden solidity, to which his teeth gave the
necessary tearing and rending significance.
Yes, in very sooth—he remembered
it suddenly—was it not this man’s
wife on whom he had built his main hopes? Was
she not the leader of musical America, to whom the
Belgian princess had given him the scented and crested
note of introduction which was to open to him all
doors and all ears? Was it not in her marvellous
marble music-room—one of the boasts of
Chicago—that he had mentally seen himself
enthroned as the lord of the feast? And instead
of these Olympian visions, lo! a typewritten note
to clench his fist over—a note from a secretary
regretting that the state of Mrs. Wilhammer’s
health forbade the pleasure of receiving a maestro
with such credentials. Rishus—Rishus
indubitable!
II
Turning with morbid interest to look
after the retreating millionaire, he found him in
converse with a feminine figure at the open door of
a deck-cabin. Could this be the great She, the
arbitress of art? He moved nearer. Why,
this was but a girl—nay, unless his instinct
was at fault, a Jewish girl—a glorious
young Jewess, of that radiant red-haired type which
the Russian Pale occasionally flowered with.
What was she doing with this Christian Colossus?
He tried vainly to see her left hand; the mere possibility
that she might be Mrs. Wilhammer shocked his Semitic
instinct. Wilhammer disappeared within—the
relation was obviously intimate—but the
girl still stood at the door, a brooding magical figure.
Almost a sense of brotherhood moved
him to speak to her, but he conquered the abnormal
and incorrect impulse, contenting himself to walk
past her with a side-glance, while at the end of the
deck-promenade, instead of returning on his footsteps,
he even arched his path round to the windy side.
After some minutes of buffeting he returned chilled
to his prior pacing ground. She was still there,
but had moved under the same electric light which
had illuminated Wilhammer’s face, and she was
reading a letter. As his walk carried him past
her, he was startled to see tears rolling down those
radiant cheeks. A slight exclamation came involuntarily
from him; the girl, even more startled to be caught
thus, relaxed her grip of the letter—a
puff of wind hastened to whirl it aloft. Rozenoffski
grasped at it desperately, but it eluded him, and
then descending sailed sternwards. He gave chase,
stumbling over belated chairs and deck-quoits, but
at last it was safe in his clutch, and as he handed
it to the agitated owner whom he found at his elbow,
he noted with a thrill that the characters were cursive
Hebrew.
‘How can I zank you, sir!’
Her Teutonic-touched American gave him the courage
to reply gallantly in German:
‘By letting me help you more seriously.’
’Ach, mein Herr’—she
jumped responsively into German—’it
was for joy I was crying, not sorrow.’
As her American was Germanic, so was her German like
the Yiddish of his remote youth, and this, adding to
the sweetness of her voice, dissolved the musician’s
heart within his breast. He noted now with satisfaction
that her fingers were bare of rings.
‘Then I am rejoiced too,’ he ventured
to reply.
She smiled pathetically, and began
to walk back towards her cabin. ‘With us
Jews,’ she said, ‘tears and laughter are
very close.’
‘Us Jews!’ He winced a
little. It was so long since he had been thus
classed to his face by a stranger. But perhaps
he had misinterpreted her phrase; it was her way of
referring to her race, not necessarily to his.
‘It is a beautiful night,’
he murmured uneasily. But he only opened wider
the flood-gates of race-feeling.
‘Yes,’ she replied simply,
’and such a heaven of stars is beginning to
arise over the night of Israel. Is it not wonderful—the
transformation of our people? When I left Russia
as a girl—so young,’ she interpolated
with a sad smile, ’that I had not even been
married—I left a priest-ridden, paralysed
people, a cringing, cowering, contorted people—I
shall never forget the panic in our synagogue when
a troop of Cossacks rode in with a bogus blood-accusation.
Now it is a people alive with ideas and volitions;
the young generation dreams noble dreams, and, what
is stranger, dies to execute them. Our Bund
is the soul of the Russian revolution; our self-defence
bands are bringing back the days of Judas Maccabaeus.
In the olden times of massacre our people fled to
the synagogues to pray; now they march to the fight
like men.’
They had arrived at her door, and
she ended suddenly. The musician, fascinated,
feared she was about to fade away within.
‘But Jews can’t fight!’
he cried, half-incredulous, half to arrest her.
‘Not fight!’ She held
up the Hebrew letter. ’They have scouts,
ambulance corps, orderlies, surgeons, everything—my
cousin David Ben Amram, who is little more than a
boy, was told off to defend a large three-story house
inhabited by the families of factory-labourers who
were at work when the pogrom broke out.
The poor frenzied women and children had barricaded
themselves within at the first rumour, and hidden
themselves in cellars and attics. My cousin had
to climb to their defence over the neighbouring tiles
and through a window in the roof. Soon the house
was besieged by police, troops, and hooligans in devilish
league. With his one Browning revolver David held
them all at bay, firing from every window of the house
in turn, so as to give the besiegers an impression
of a large defensive force. At last his cartridges
were exhausted—to procure cartridges is
the greatest difficulty of our self-defence corps—they
began battering in the big front-door. David,
seeing further resistance was useless, calmly drew
back the bolts, to the mob’s amaze, and, as it
poured in, he cried: ‘Back! back!
They have bombs!’ and rushed into the street,
as if to escape the explosion. The others followed
wildly, and in the panic David ran down a dark alley,
and disappeared in search of a new post of defence.
Though the door stood open, and the cowering inhabitants
were at their mercy, the assailants, afraid to enter,
remained for over an hour at a safe distance firing
at the house, till it was riddled with bullets.
They counted nearly two hundred the next day, embedded
in the walls or strewn about the rooms. And not
a thing had been stolen—not a hooligan
had dared enter. But David is only a type of
the young generation—there are hundreds
of Davids equally ready to take the field against
Goliath. And shall I not rejoice, shall I not
exult even unto tears?’ Her eyes glowed, and
the musician was kindled to equal fire. It seemed
to him less a girl who was speaking than Truth and
Purity and some dead muse of his own. ’The
Pale that I left,’ she went on, ’was truly
a prison. But now—now it will be the
forging-place of a regenerated people! Oh, I am
counting the days till I can be back!’
‘You are going back to Russia!’ he gasped.
He had the sensation of cold steel
passing through his heart. The pogroms,
which had been as remote to him as the squabbles of
savages in Central Africa, became suddenly vivid and
near. And even vivider and nearer that greater
danger—the heroic Cousin David!
‘How can I live away from Russia
at such a moment?’ she answered quietly.
‘Who or what needs me in America?’
‘But to be massacred!’ he cried incoherently.
She smiled radiantly. ‘To live and die
with my own people.’
The fire in his veins seemed upleaping
in a sublime jet; he was like to crying, ‘Thy
people shall be my people,’ but all he found
himself saying was, ‘You must not, you must
not; what can a girl like you do?’
A bell rang sharply from the cabin.
‘I must go to my mistress. Güte Nacht, mein
Herr!’
His flame sank to sudden ashes. Only Mrs. Wilhammer’s
hireling!
III
The wind freshened towards the middle
of the night, and Rozenoffski, rocking in his berth,
cursed his encounter with the red-haired romanticist
who had stirred up such a pother in his brain that
he had not been able to fall asleep while the water
was still calm. Not that he suffered physically
from the sea; he was merely afraid of it. The
shuddering and groaning of the ship found an echo in
his soul. He could not shake off the conviction
that he was doomed to drown. At intervals, during
the tedious night, he found forgetfulness in translating
into sound his sense of the mystic, masterless waste
in which the continents swim like islands, but music
was soon swallowed up in terror.
‘No,’ he sighed, with
a touch of self-mockery. ’When I am safe
on shore again, I shall weave my symphony of the sea.’
Sleep came at last, but only to perturb
him with a Jewish Joan of Arc who—turned
Admiral—recaptured Zion from her battleship,
to the sound of Psalms droned by his dead grandfather.
And, though he did not see her the next day, and was,
indeed, rather glad not to meet a lady’s maid
in the unromantic daylight, the restlessness she had
engendered remained, replacing the settled bitterness
which was all he had brought back from America.
In the afternoon this restlessness drove him to the
piano in the deserted dining-hall, and his fever sought
to work itself off in a fury of practice. But
the inner turbulence persisted, and the new thoughts
clung round the old music. He was playing Schumann’s
Fantasiestuecke, but through the stormy passion
of In der Nacht he saw the red hair of the
heroic Jewess, and into the wistful, questioning Warum
insinuated itself not the world-question, but the
Jewish question—the sad, unending Jewish
question—surging up again and again in
every part of the globe, as Schumann’s theme
in every part of the piano—the same haunting
musical figure, never the same notes exactly, yet
essentially always the same, the wistful, questioning
Warum. Why all this ceaseless sorrow, this
footsore wandering, this rootless life, this eternal
curse?
Suddenly he became aware that he was
no longer alone—forms were seated at the
tables on the fixed dining-chairs, though there was
no meal but his music; and as he played on, with swift
side-peeps, other fellow-passengers entered into his
consciousness, some standing about, others hovering
on the stairs, and still others stealing in on reverent
tip-toe and taking favourable seats. His breast
filled with bitter satisfaction.
So they had to come, the arrogant
Americans; they had to swarm like rats to the pied
piper. He could draw them at will, the haughty
heathen—draw them by the magic of his finger-touch
on pieces of ivory. Lo, they were coming, more
and more of them! Through the corner of his eye
he espied the figures drifting in from the corridors,
peering in spellbound at the doors.
With a great crash on the keys, he
shook off his morbid mood, and plunged into Scarlatti’s
Sonata in A, his fingers frolicking all over the board,
bent on a dominating exhibition of technique.
As he stopped, there was a storm of hand-clapping.
Rozenoffski gave a masterly start of surprise, and
turned his leonine head in dazed bewilderment.
Was he not then alone? ‘Gott im Himmel!’
he murmured, and, furiously banging down the piano-lid,
stalked from these presumptuous mortals who had jarred
the artist’s soliloquy.
But the next afternoon found him again
at the public piano, devoting all the magic of his
genius to charming a contemptible Christendom.
He gave them Beethoven and Bach, Paradies
and Tschaikowski, unrolled to them the vast treasures
of his art and memory. And very soon, lo! the
Christian rats were pattering back again, only more
wisely and cautiously. They came crawling from
every part of the ship’s compass. Newcomers
were warned whisperingly to keep from applause.
In vain. An enraptured greenhorn shouted ‘Encore!’
The musician awoke from his trance, stared dreamily
at the Philistines; then, as the presence of listeners
registered itself upon his expressive countenance,
he rose again—but this time as more in
sorrow than in anger—and stalked sublimely
up the swarming stairs.
It became a tradition to post guards
at the doors to warn all comers as to the habits of
the great unknown, who could only beat his music out
if he imagined himself unheard. Scouts watched
his afternoon advance upon the piano in an empty hall,
and the word was passed to the little army of music-lovers.
Silently the rats gathered, scurrying in on noiseless
paws, stealing into the chairs, swarming about the
doorways, pricking up their ears in the corridors.
And through the awful hush rose the master’s
silvery notes in rapturous self-oblivion till the
day began to wane, and the stewards to appear with
the tea-cups.
And the larger his audience grew,
the fiercer grew his resentment against this complacent
Christendom which took so much from the Jew and gave
so little. ‘Shylocks!’ he would mutter
between his clenched teeth as he played—’Shylocks
all!’
IV
With no less punctuality did Rozenoffski
pace the silent deck each night in the hope of again
meeting the red-haired Jewess. He had soon recovered
from her menial office; indeed, the paradox of her
position in so anti-Semitic a household quickened
his interest in her. He wondered if she ever
listened to his playing, or had realized that she
had entertained an angel unawares.
But three nights passed without glimpse
of her. Nor was her mistress more visible.
The Wilhammers kept royally to themselves in their
palatial suite, though the husband sometimes deigned
to parade his fangs in the smoking-room, where with
the luck of the rich he won heavily in the pools.
It was not till the penultimate night of the voyage
that Rozenoffski caught his second glimpse of his red-haired
muse. He had started his nocturnal pacing much
earlier than usual, for the inevitable concert on
behalf of marine charities had sucked the loungers
from their steamer-chairs. He had himself, of
course, been approached by the programme-organizer,
a bouncing actress from ’Frisco, with an irresistible
air, but he had defeated her hopelessly with the mysterious
sarcasm: ‘To meet the Bright Lights?’
And his reward was to have the deck and the heavens
almost to himself, and presently to find the stars
outgleamed by a girl’s hair. Yes, there
she was, gazing pensively forth from the cabin window.
He guessed the mistress was out for once—presumably
at the concert. His heart beat faster as he came
to a standstill, yet the reminder that she was a lady’s
maid brought an involuntary note of condescension into
his voice.
‘I hope Mrs. Wilhammer hasn’t
been keeping you too imprisoned?’ he said.
She smiled faintly. ‘Not
so close as Neptune has kept her.’
‘Ill?’ he said, with a shade of malicious
satisfaction.
‘It is curious and even consoling
to see the limitations of Croesus,’ she replied.
‘But she is lucky—she just recovered
in time.’
‘In time for what?’
‘Can’t you hear?’
Indeed, the shrill notes of an amateur
soprano had been rending the air throughout, but they
had scarcely penetrated through his exaltation.
He now shuddered.
‘Do you mean it is she singing?’
The girl laughed outright. ’She
sing! No, no, she is a sensitive receiver.
She receives; she gives out nothing. She exploits
her soul as her husband exploits the globe. There
isn’t a sensation or an emotion she denies herself—unless
it is painful. It was to escape the concert that
she has left her couch—and sought refuge
in a friend’s cabin. You see, here sound
travels straight from the dining-hall, and a false
note, she says, gives her nerve-ache.’
‘Then she can’t return
till the close of the concert,’ he said eagerly.
’Won’t you come outside and walk a bit
under this beautiful moon?’
She came out without a word, with
the simplicity of a comrade.
‘Yes, it is a beautiful night,’
she said, ’and very soon I shall be in Russia.’
‘But is Mrs. Wilhammer going
to Russia, then?’ he asked, with a sudden thought,
wondering that it had never occurred to him before.
’Of course not! I only
joined her for this voyage. I have to work my
passage, you see, and Providence, on the eve of sailing,
robbed Mrs. Wilhammer of her maid.’
‘Oh!’ he murmured in relief.
His red-haired muse was going back to her social pedestal.
‘But you must have found it humiliating,’
he said.
‘Humiliating?’ She laughed
cheerfully. ‘Why more than manicuring her?’
The muse shivered again on the pedestal.
‘Manicuring?’ he echoed in dismay.
‘Sure!’ she laughed in
American. ’When, after a course of starvation
and medicine at Berne University, I found I had to
get a new degree for America....’
‘You are a doctor?’ he interrupted.
‘And, therefore, peculiarly serviceable as a
ship-maid.’
She smiled again, and her smile in
the moonlight reminded him of a rippling passage of
Chopin. Prosaic enough, however, was what she
went on to tell him of her struggle for life by day
and for learning by night. ’Of course,
I could only attend the night medical school.
I lived by lining cloaks with fur; my bed was the
corner of a room inhabited by a whole family.
A would-be graduate could not be seen with bundles;
for fetching and carrying the work my good landlady
extorted twenty cents to the dollar. When the
fur season was slack I cooked in a restaurant, worked
a typewriter, became a “hello girl”—at
a telephone, you know—reported murder cases—anything,
everything.’
‘Manicuring,’ he recalled tenderly.
‘Manicuring,’ she repeated
smilingly. ’And you ask me if it is humiliating
to wait upon an artistic sea-sick lady!’
‘Artistic!’ he sneered. His heart
was full of pity and indignation.
‘As surely as sea-sick!’
she rejoined laughingly. ’Why are you prejudiced
against her?’
He flushed. ‘Prej-prejudiced?’
he stammered. ’Why should I be prejudiced?
From all I hear it’s she that’s prejudiced.
It’s a wonder she took a Jewess into her service.’
‘Where’s the wonder?
Don’t the Southerners have negro servants?’
she asked quietly.
His flush deepened. ‘You compare Jews to
negroes!’
’I apologize to the negroes.
The blacks have at least Liberia. There is a
black President, a black Parliament. We have nothing,
nothing!’
‘We!’ Again that ambiguous
plural. But he still instinctively evaded co-classification.
‘Nothing?’ he retorted.
’I should have said everything. Every gift
of genius that Nature can shower from her cornucopia.’
‘Jewish geniuses!’ Her
voice had a stinging inflection. ’Don’t
talk to me of our geniuses; it is they that have betrayed
us. Every other people has its great men; but
our great men—they belong to every other
people. The world absorbs our sap, and damns us
for our putrid remains. Our best must pipe alien
tunes and dance to the measures of the heathen.
They build and paint; they write and legislate.
But never a song of Israel do they fashion, nor a
picture of Israel, nor a law of Israel, nor a temple
of Israel. Bah! What are they but hirelings?’
Again the passion of her patriotism
uplifted and enkindled him. Yes, it was true.
He, too, was but a hireling. But he would become
a Master; he would go back—back to the
Ghetto, and this noble Jewess should be his mate.
Thank God he had kept himself free for her. But
ere he could pour out his soul, the bouncing San Franciscan
actress appeared suddenly at his elbow, risking a
last desperate assault, discharging a pathetic tale
of a comedian with a cold. Rozenoffski repelled
the attack savagely, but before he could exhaust the
enemy’s volubility his red-haired companion
had given him a friendly nod and smile, and retreated
into her shrine of duty.
V
He spent a sleepless but happy night,
planning out their future together; her redemption
from her hireling status, their joint work for their
people. He was no longer afraid of the sea.
He was afraid of nothing—not even of the
pogroms that awaited them in Russia. Russia
itself became dear to him again—the beautiful
land of his boyhood, whose birds and whispering leaves
and waters had made his earliest music.
But dearer than all resurged his Jewish
memories. When he went almost mechanically to
the piano on the last afternoon, all these slumbering
forces wakened in him found vent in a rhapsody of synagogue
melody to which he abandoned himself, for once forgetting
his audience. When gradually he became aware
of the incongruity, it did but intensify his inspiration.
Let the heathen rats wallow in Hebrew music! But
soon all self-consciousness passed away again, drowned
in his deeper self.
It was a strange fantasia that poured
itself through his obedient fingers; it held the wistful
chants of ancient ritual, the festival roulades
and plaintive yearnings of melodious cantors, the sing-song
augmentation of Talmud-students oscillating in airless
study-houses, the long, melancholy drone of Psalm-singers
in darkening Sabbath twilights, the rustle of palm-branches
and sobbings of penitence, the long-drawn notes of
the ram’s horn pealing through the Terrible Days,
the passionate proclamation of the Unity, storming
the gates of heaven. And fused with these merely
physical memories, there flowed into the music the
peace of Sabbath evenings and shining candles, the
love and wonder of childhood’s faith, the fantasy
of Rabbinic legend, the weirdness of penitential prayers
in raw winter dawns, the holy joy of the promised
Zion, when God would wipe away the tears from all
faces.
There were tears to be wiped from
his own face when he ended, and he wiped them brazenly,
unresentful of the frenzied approval of the audience,
which now let itself go, out of stored-up gratitude,
and because this must be the last performance.
All his vanity, his artistic posing, was swallowed
up in utter sincerity. He did not shut the piano;
he sat brooding a moment or two in tender reverie.
Suddenly he perceived his red-haired muse at his side.
Ah, she had discovered him at last, knew him simultaneously
for the genius and the patriot, was come to pour out
her soul at his feet. But why was she mute?
Why was she tendering this scented letter? Was
it because she could not trust herself to speak before
the crowd? He tore open the delicate envelope.
Himmel! what was this? Would the maestro
honour Mrs. Wilhammer by taking tea in her cabin?
He stared dazedly at the girl, who
remained respectful and silent.
‘Did you not hear what I was playing?’
he murmured.
‘Oh yes—a synagogue
medley,’ she replied quietly. ’They
publish it on the East Side, nicht wahr?’
‘East Side?’ He was outraged.
‘I know nothing of East Side.’ Her
absolute unconsciousness of his spiritual tumult, her
stolidity before this spectacle of his triumphant
genius, her matter-of-fact acceptance of his racial
affinity, her refusal to be impressed by the heroism
of a Hebrew pianoforte solo, all she said and did
not say, jarred upon his quivering nerves, chilled
his high emotion. ’Will you say I shall
have much pleasure?’ he added coldly.
The red-haired maid nodded and was
gone. Rozenoffski went mechanically to his cabin,
scarcely seeing the worshippers he plodded through;
presently he became aware that he was changing his
linen, brushing his best frock-coat, thrilling with
pleasurable excitement.
Anon he was tapping at the well-known
door. A voice—of another sweetness—cried
‘Come!’ and instantly he had the sensation
that his touch on the handle had launched upon him,
as by some elaborate electric contrivance, a tall
and beautiful American, a rustling tea-gown, a shimmer
of rings, a reek of patchouli, and a flood of compliment.
’So delightful of you to come—I
know you men of genius are farouches—it
was awfully insolent of me, I know, but you have forgiven
me, haven’t you?’
‘The pleasure is mine, gracious
lady,’ he murmured in German.
‘Ach, so you are a German,’
she replied in the same tongue. ’I thought
no American or Englishman could have so much divine
fire. You see, mein Herr, I do not even
know your name—only your genius. Every
afternoon I have lain here, lapped in your music, but
I might never have had the courage to thank you had
you not played that marvellous thing just now—such
delicious heartbreak, such adorable gaiety, and now
and then the thunder of the gods! I’m afraid
you’ll think me very ignorant—it
wasn’t Grieg, was it?’
He looked uncomfortable. ’Nothing
so good, I fear—a mere impromptu of my
own.’
‘Your own!’ She clapped
her jewelled hands in girlish delight. ’Oh,
where can I get it?’
‘East Side,’ some mocking
demon tried to reply; but he crushed her down, and
replied uneasily: ’You can’t get it.
It just came to me this afternoon. It came—and
it has gone.’
‘What a pity!’ But she
was visibly impressed by this fecundity and riotous
extravagance of genius. ’I do hope you will
try to remember it.’
‘Impossible—it was just a mood.’
’And to think of all the other
moods I seem to have missed! Why have I not heard
you in America?’
He grew red. ‘I—I
haven’t been playing there,’ he murmured.
’You see, I’m not much known outside a
few European circles.’ Then, summoning up
all his courage, he threw down his name ‘Rozenoffski’
like a bomb, and the red of his cheeks changed to
the pallor of apprehension. But no explosion
followed, save of enthusiasm. Evidently, the episode
so lurid to his own memory, had left no impress on
hers.
’Oh, but America must
know you, Herr Rozenoffski. You must promise
me to come back in the fall, give me the glory of launching
you.’ And, seeing the cloud on his face,
she cried: ’You must, you must, you must!’
clapping her hands at each ‘must.’
He hesitated, distracted between rapture
and anxiety lest she should remember.
‘You have never heard of me,
of course,’ she persisted humbly; ’but
positively everybody has played at my house in Chicago.’
‘Ach so!’ he muttered.
Had he perhaps misinterpreted and magnified the attitude
of these Americans? Was it possible that Mrs.
Wilhammer had really been too ill to see him?
She looked frail and feverish behind all her brilliant
beauty. Or had she not even seen his letter?
had her secretary presumed to guard her from Semitic
invaders? Or was she deliberately choosing to
forget and forgive his Jewishness? In any case,
best let sleeping dogs lie. He was being sought;
it would be the silliest of social blunders to recall
that he had already been rejected.
‘It is years since Chicago had
a real musical sensation,’ pleaded the temptress.
‘I’m afraid my engagements
will not permit me to return this autumn,’ he
replied tactfully.
‘Do you take sugar?’ she
retorted unexpectedly; then, as she handed him his
cup, she smiled archly into his eyes. ’You
can’t shake me off, you know; I shall follow
you about Europe—to all your concerts.’
When he left her—after
inscribing his autograph, his permanent Munich address,
and the earliest possible date for his Chicago concert,
in a dainty diary brought in by her red-haired maid—his
whole being was swelling, expanding. He had burst
the coils of this narrow tribalism that had suddenly
retwined itself round him; he had got back again from
the fusty conventicles and the sunless Ghettos—back
to spacious salons and radiant hostesses and the great
free life of art. He drew deep breaths of sea-air
as he paced the deck, strewn so thickly with pleasant
passengers to whom he felt drawn in a renewed sense
of the human brotherhood. Rishus, forsooth!