HIS FIRST VISIT TO CHALLIS COURT
I
“Shall you be able to help me
in collating your notes of the Tikopia observations
to-day, sir?” Lewes asked next morning.
He rose from the breakfast-table and lit a cigarette.
There was no ceremony between Challis and his secretary.
“You forget our engagement for
ten o’clock,” said Challis.
“Need that distract us?”
“It need not, but doesn’t
it seem to you that it may furnish us with valuable
material?”
“Hardly pertinent, sir, is it?”
“What line do you think of taking
up, Lewes?” asked Challis with apparent irrelevance.
“With regard to this-this phenomenon?”
“No, no. I was speaking
of your own ambitions.” Challis had sauntered
over to the window; he stood, with his back to Lewes,
looking out at the blue and white of the April sky.
Lewes frowned. He did not understand
the gist of the question. “I suppose there
is a year’s work on this book before me yet,”
he said.
“Quite, quite,” replied
Challis, watching a cloud shadow swarm up the slope
of Deane Hill. “Yes, certainly a year’s
work. I was thinking of the future.”
“I have thought of laboratory
work in connection with psychology,” said Lewes,
still puzzled.
“I thought I remembered your
saying something of the kind,” murmured Challis
absently. “We are going to have more rain.
It will be a late spring this year.”
“Had the question any bearing
on our engagement of this morning?” Lewes was
a little anxious, uncertain whether this inquiry as
to his future had not some particular significance;
a hint, perhaps, that his services would not be required
much longer.
“Yes; I think it had,”
said Challis. “I saw the governess cart
go up the road a few minutes since.”
“I suppose the boy will be here
in a quarter of an hour?” said Lewes by way
of keeping up the conversation. He was puzzled;
he did not know Challis in this mood. He did
not conceive it possible that Challis could be nervous
about the arrival of so insignificant a person as this
Stott child.
“It’s all very ridiculous,”
broke out Challis suddenly; and he turned away from
the window, and joined Lewes by the fire. “Don’t
you think so?”
“I’m afraid I don’t follow you,
sir.”
Challis laughed. “I’m
not surprised,” he said; “I was a trifle
inconsecutive. But I wish you were more interested
in this child, Lewes. The thought of him engrosses
me, and yet I don’t want to meet him. I
should be relieved to hear that he wasn’t coming.
Surely you, as a student of psychology ...”
he broke off with a lift of his heavy shoulders.
“Oh! Yes! I am
interested, certainly, as you say, as a student of
psychology. We ought to take some measurements.
The configuration of the skull is not abnormal otherwise
than in its relation to the development of the rest
of his body, but ...” Lewes meandered off
into somewhat abstruse speculation with regard to
the significance of craniology.
Challis nodded his head and murmured:
“Quite, quite,” occasionally. He
seemed glad that Lewes should continue to talk.
The lecture was interrupted by the
appearance of the governess cart.
“By Jove, he has come,”
ejaculated Challis in the middle of one of Lewes’s
periods. “You’ll have to see me through
this, my boy. I’m damned if I know how
to take the child.”
Lewes flushed, annoyed at the interruption
of his lecture. He had believed that he had been
interesting. “Curse the kid,” was
the thought in his mind as he followed Challis to
the window.
II
Jessop, the groom deputed to fetch
the Wonder from Pym, looked a little uneasy, perhaps
a little scared. When he drew up at the porch,
the child pointed to the door of the cart and indicated
that it was to be opened for him. He was evidently
used to being waited upon. When this command
had been obeyed, he descended deliberately and then
pointed to the front door.
“Open!” he said clearly,
as Jessop hesitated. The Wonder knew nothing of
bells or ceremony.
Jessop came down from the cart and rang.
The butler opened the door. He
was an old servant and accustomed to his master’s
eccentricities, but he was not prepared for the vision
of that strange little figure, with a large head in
a parti-coloured cricket-cap, an apparition that immediately
walked straight by him into the hall, and pointed
to the first door he came to.
“Oh, dear! Well, to be
sure,” gasped Heathcote. “Why, whatever -”
“Open!” commanded the
Wonder, and Heathcote obeyed, weak-kneed.
The door chanced to be the right one,
the door of the breakfast-room, and the Wonder walked
in, still wearing his cap.
Challis came forward to meet him with
a conventional greeting. “I’m glad
you were able to come ...” he began, but the
child took no notice; he looked rapidly round the
room, and not finding what he wanted, signified his
desire by a single word.
“Books,” he said, and looked at Challis.
Heathcote stood at the door, hesitating
between amazement and disapproval. “I’ve
never seen the like,” was how he phrased his
astonishment later, in the servants’ hall, “never
in all my born days. To see that melon-’eaded
himp in a cricket-cap hordering the master about.
Well, there -”
“Jessop says he fair got the
creeps drivin’ ’im over,” said the
cook. “’E says the child’s
not right in ’is ’ead.”
Much embroidery followed in the servants’ hall.
INTERLUDE
This brief history of the Hampdenshire
Wonder is marked by a stereotyped division into three
parts, an arbitrary arrangement dependent on the experience
of the writer. The true division becomes manifest
at this point. The life of Victor Stott was cut
into two distinct sections, between which there is
no correlation. The first part should tell the
story of his mind during the life of experience, the
time occupied in observation of the phenomena of life
presented to him in fact, without any specific teaching
on the theories of existence and progress, or on the
speculation as to ultimate destiny. The second
part should deal with his entry into the world of
books; into that account of a long series of collated
experiments and partly verified hypotheses we call
science; into the imperfectly developed system of
inductive and deductive logic which determines mathematics
and philosophy; into the long, inaccurate and largely
unverifiable account of human blindness and error known
as history; and into the realm of idealism, symbol,
and pitiful pride we find in the story of poetry,
letters, and religion.
I will confess that I once contemplated
the writing of such a history. It was Challis
who, in his courtly, gentle way, pointed out to me
that no man living had the intellectual capacity to
undertake so profound a work.
For some three months before I had
this conversation with Challis, I had been wrapped
in solitude, dreaming, speculating. I had been
uplifted in thought, I had come to believe myself
inspired as a result of my separation from the world
of men, and of the deep introspection and meditation
in which I had been plunged. I had arrived at
a point, perhaps not far removed from madness, at
which I thought myself capable of setting out the
true history of Victor Stott.
Challis broke the spell. He cleared
away the false glamour which was blinding and intoxicating
me and brought me back to a condition of open-eyed
sanity. To Challis I owe a great debt.
Yet at the moment I was sunk in depression.
All the glory of my vision had faded; the afterglow
was quenched in the blackness of a night that drew
out of the east and fell from the zenith as a curtain
of utter darkness.
Again Challis came to my rescue.
He brought me a great sheaf of notes.
“Look here,” he said,
“if you can’t write a true history of that
strange child, I see no reason why you should not
write his story as it is known to you, as it impinges
on your own life. After all, you, in many ways,
know more of him than any one. You came nearest
to receiving his confidence.”
“But only during the last few months,”
I said.
“Does that matter?” said
Challis with an upheaval of his shoulders-“shrug”
is far too insignificant a word for that mountainous
humping. “Is any biography founded on better
material than you have at command?”
He unfolded his bundle of notes.
“See here,” he said, “here is some
magnificent material for you-first-hand
observations made at the time. Can’t you
construct a story from that?”
Even then I began to cast my story
in a slightly biographical form. I wrote half
a dozen chapters, and read them to Challis.
“Magnificent, my dear fellow,”
was his comment, “magnificent; but no one will
believe it.”
I had been carried away by my own
prose, and with the natural vanity of the author,
I resented intensely his criticism.
For some weeks I did not see Challis
again, and I persisted in my futile endeavour, but
always as I wrote that killing suggestion insinuated
itself: “No one will believe you.”
At times I felt as a man may feel who has spent many
years in a lunatic asylum; and after his release is
for ever engaged in a struggle to allay the doubts
of a leering suspicion.
I gave up the hopeless task at last,
and sought out Challis again.
“Write it as a story,”
he suggested, “and give up the attempt to carry
conviction.”
And in that spirit, adopting the form
of a story, I did begin, and in that form I hope to
finish.
But here as I reach the great division,
the determining factor of Victor Stott’s life,
I am constrained to pause and apologise. I have
become uncomfortably conscious of my own limitations,
and the feeble, ephemeral methods I am using.
I am trifling with a wonderful story, embroidering
my facts with the tawdry detail of my own imagining.
I saw-I see-no other way.
This is, indeed, a preface, yet I
prefer to put it in this place, since it was at this
time I wrote it.
On the Common a faint green is coming
again like a mist among the ash-trees, while the oak
is still dead and bare. Last year the oak came
first.
They say we shall have a wet summer.