The promenade at Thorhaven was reached by a short, wide street where a wind blew always, even on the stillest days, and the hall in which the young people of the little town danced weekly stood straight in front of the approaching visitor, entirely blocking out the view and the sea. Some people thought this must have happened by accident, but others felt sure that some subtle brain on the Urban District Council had correctly gauged what the cherished Visitor the Council naturally thought of him or her with a capital letter really considered a most important feature of an up-to-date seaside resort.

The hall itself was a glass erection, and it was in design so like those miniature forcing-houses placed over cherished plants in a garden border that no one with any imagination could avoid feeling momentarily that it must have been placed there by some good-natured giant well disposed towards Thorhaven for the express purpose of making the Visitor “come on” during the seaside holiday.

At the entrance gate stood a sort of sentry-box where two girls sat in turn from ten to ten. These girls were chosen by an optimistic Committee who hoped they would possess amiability, endurance, and particularly a gift for remembering faces: because the inhabitants of Thorhaven felt that their promenade was first of all theirs and that no assistant employed at the gate had a right not to know them by sight when they entered the precincts for which their own rates and taxes had paid. Therefore though this led to occasional abuse it was found necessary to municipal harmony to let inhabitants in “on the nod.”

Two young ladies of blameless reputation who were supposed to possess the required gifts had already been engaged for the season. One had filled the post before, and another was new to the job but promising. But time and love wait on the convenience of none not even so important a body as the Thorhaven Amusements Committee and girl number one unexpectedly ran away with a ship’s engineer, while girl number two developed bronchial tendencies which made the pay-box unsuitable. So there were none.

On this bleak, bright day at the end of March, the pay-box with the wind howling round it did indeed look a bracing place to spend the day in, nor was it by any means an object which any would be likely to watch for five minutes at a stretch in a strong north-easter. But that was exactly what a palish girl with freckles on her nose had been doing for that length of time, and so intent was she on her own thoughts that she held a loose strand of hair in her hand instead of tucking it under her cap while she stood there with eyes fixed intently on the little ticket-window.

Her eyes were light a greenish-grey flecked with gold but they were very bright with dark lashes and themselves appeared quite dark when she was moved or excited. Nobody ever seemed to know what colour they were, not even the young fellow with whom she had been “going” ever since she left school, and she was generally considered in Thorhaven to have brown eyes.

After some time she withdrew that eager gaze, swerved round as if on a pivot, and started at a tremendous pace up the short, windy street that led to the main road. “I’ll do it!” she said to herself young lips tightly pressed, and nails biting into her palms even through her gloves. “I don’t care what aunt says. It’s my life, not hers. It’s nobody’s business but my own.”

At the corner she stood a moment, searching the long grey road that led to the church. After a while she saw a cart in the distance laden with parcels and boxes, and she began to run after it, calling as she went: “Hi! Mr. Willis! Mr. Willis! Please stop! I want my box back. I don’t want it taken to Miss Wilson’s.”

Mr. Willis pulled up and looked back over his shoulder. He had a weather-beaten, humorous face and was very slow in his habit of speech. “Quarrelled with Miss Ethel before you get there?” he said. “That’s a bit quicker work than usual. Servant lasses generally let me get their boxes over the doorstep before they want to come away, even nowadays.”

“Well, I don’t mean to live servant with anybody,” said Caroline, frowning. “I’ve changed my mind all of a sudden because I only heard of another opening this morning. I never wanted to go to the Cottage; it was all Aunt Creddle. She always promised I should, when I got to be nineteen, and I didn’t seem as if I could get out of it.”

“Well!” He jerked the reins. “Appears to me you might have spread some of your thinking over the last four years instead of doing it all since breakfast this morning.” And he added over his shoulder: “I’m to leave your box at Mrs. Creddle’s, as I come back, then?”

“Yes, please,” said Caroline, fumbling with her purse.

Mr. Willis’s face wrinkled up into many little lines and bosses as he looked down at her running beside the cart, with her coppers held out. “No, no. Put it in your pocket. You told me to take your box to Miss Wilson’s. I don’t want money for work I haven’t done.” Then he whipped up the horse so that she could not keep pace with it.

She paused to take breath and stood looking after him, thinking it was no wonder Dan Willis had never got on in the world; but she did not know how many things in the world he enjoyed which people who must hunt the last farthing all the time are obliged to miss. He was indeed a happy bachelor, lodging over a little bread shop in the old part of the village, and his sixty years sat lightly on him because he had always found so much to see and to admire in the streets of Thorhaven.

But as Caroline turned to hurry down Emerald Avenue she immediately forgot all about him, for in nearly every house some acquaintance was making ready for the advent of the Visitor either hanging curtains or washing covers or standing furniture outside to beat and she could have written a most valuable book entitled “Hint to Lodging Seekers.” She possessed recondite, first-hand information, such as no outsider can know; as, for instance, the more white mats, spotless covers and antimacassars in April, the more stains and flies towards the end of August. But fortunately for the few slatterns in Thorhaven, she did not use her power.

Now she was racing in a whirl of emotion down Emerald Avenue and round the next turn into Pearl Terrace, where her aunt Mrs. Creddle lived. Strangers wondered to see the newer streets in Thorhaven all named after precious stones, but the reason was simple enough. A member of the Council had been inspired one warm June evening after three bottles of ginger-beer to name the first of these red rows of houses Cornelian Crescent. But that bold flight of fancy exhausted the afflatus, and it seemed easier to go on to Sapphire Road than to think of anything fresh. Now after a lapse of years Thorhaven’s city fathers had begun to be proud of this street nomenclature, and to believe they had meant it from the very first.

Number 10 Pearl Terrace was a house on the north side of the road, and Caroline had been “day-girl” with the wife of a small grocer just round the corner from the age of fifteen and a half to the present time. Before she went there at eight and after her return at six, she had helped Mrs. Creddle during the crises constantly recurring in a family of four little girls under twelve years old. Indeed, as her aunt said, she formed another example of good coming out of evil for evil it seemed, when the Creddles had been obliged to take in Caroline among their increasing brood after the death of her father and mother.

Not that there had ever been any question about it. “You couldn’t let the poor little lass go to the workhouse,” said Mrs. Creddle when anyone spoke to her on the subject. “Bless you, we’ve never missed the bit she used to eat before she began to make aught, and she’s earned her keep with us over and over again since then.”

Mr. Creddle also expressed the same meaning, though in different terms, when pals ventured with a smile to hint that he had lasses enough under his roof without getting in any from outside. “That’s my business,” he would say. “I don’t see as anybody has a right to pass a remark. I’d rather have four lasses than a red nose, anyway.”

If the person addressed happened to possess the outward and visible signs of alcoholic excess, so much the worse for him Mr. Creddle was touchy on the subject of his family and did not wish to please. His own nose was slightly rubicund, but it was solely owing to the east winds which constantly blew across it as he worked for the Council on the long roads near the sea; for he was a sober man, and when he did have a glass of beer on a Saturday night, he brought it home in a jug to share with his wife.

For years, indeed, when the babies were arriving, that was their only little festival from week’s end to week’s end. They would stand the jug on the table, and Mrs. Creddle would bring out some freshly baked “pie”; with thick crust above and below, and apples or currants and sugar, or gooseberries inside; and with the house all clean for Sunday, they would take their hour of ease late on Saturday night.

So Caroline had been brought up in an atmosphere of kindness, though Mr. Creddle had once threatened to strap her if she ran about with the lads again after dark. He had caught her racing with streaming hair round some half-built houses in Emerald Avenue, among a party of boys who ought to have been in bed, and his brief comments as he escorted her home were Elizabethan and to the point. Oddly enough, they burnt deeper into her mind than the whole of Mrs. Creddle’s cautious advice.

All that, however, was long ago. Now demure and slim Caroline would no more have thought of racing round half-built houses at night than Mrs. Creddle herself. But she flung open the front door of Number 10 with the same certainty of warm interest she had always felt on entering that house, for Mrs. Creddle might be “put out,” unhappy, anxious but never coldly indifferent.

“Aunt!” called Caroline from the foot of the stairs in the excited voice which she strove to keep calm.

Mrs. Creddle emerged from a bedroom, with her usual air of being a little too warm, whatever the weather, and her clear-skinned, jolly face a little perturbed. “What’s the matter, Carrie? You know Miss Ethel’s expecting you. You ought to be there by now.”

Caroline drew back a pace, then let her missile fly. “I aren’t” But even in this stress of emotion she paused from force of habit to correct her speech “I’m not going to Miss Wilson’s.”

“What!” Mrs. Creddle came down the stairs with the peculiar buoyancy of active stout people. “I’ve just sent your box. Whatever are you talking about, Carrie?”

“I met Mr. Brook he’s the one that has to do with the Amusements Committee: and he said if I applied for Maggie Wake’s job, I should get it. They want somebody steady and respectable that knows how to behave.”

“But you can’t apply for it!” said Mrs. Creddle, breathing sharply as if from the impact of an actual blow. “You’ve promised for years to go to Miss Wilson’s when Ellen left, and they’ve waited for you ever since November. You can’t behave like this to them now, Carrie. I can understand your being tempted, but you can’t do it. You promised faithful.”

“No, I didn’t,” said Caroline. “I never promised anything. It was you that promised for me. And I always hated the thought of living in, and being tied up at nights in their old kitchen; only you and Aunt Ellen fixed it all up when I was a kid, and I somehow never thought of going against you. It seemed one of the things that had to be like putting your hair up and such like but I never wanted to do it my own self.”

“Well, you can’t run back now,” said Mrs. Creddle. “After all that Miss Ethel and Mrs. Bradford have done for us in the past, I should be ashamed to think of such a thing. Why, this very dress I have on came from Mrs. Bradford, and your blouse was made from a print skirt of Miss Ethel’s. And when you had whooping cough, they sent jelly and oranges and I don’t know what. I don’t understand how you can want to behave so badly to them, Carrie.”

“Oh, I’ve not forgotten all that!” said Carrie, working herself up into a defiant rage because she wanted to feel a counter-irritant to a secret uneasiness which lurked at the bottom of her mind. “But spare food and old clothes ought not to buy a girl, body and soul. Anyway, I price myself higher than that. I’m not going to sacrifice a job I fancy, and thirty shillings a week, to be general servant to those two old women, and that’s flat.”

“But the ticket-collecting only lasts until the end of September,” urged Mrs. Creddle, flushed and perturbed. “What shall you do then?”

“I don’t know,” said Caroline. “I mean to learn typewriting and shorthand somehow, and then I shall be a clerk.”

“Clerk indeed!” cried Mrs. Creddle, losing her temper. “And what does that lead to, I should like to know? No girl clerk earns enough to buy food and lodging such as you would get at Miss Wilson’s. I don’t understand where the charm comes in, I’m sure, unless you want to be considered a lady. But you aren’t one and you’ll never be one though you do go out every morning and come back at night, and have a leather bag and a powdered nose instead of a cap and apron.”

“Then I can tell you,” said Caroline, pale and bright-eyed. “The charm is freedom. I’d starve before I’d ask permission to go to the pillar-box, and spend my nights in that old kitchen by myself.”

“You know perfectly well that Miss Ethel would let you go out nearly every night,” ejaculated Mrs. Creddle. “You’re talking just for the sake of talking.” Then she suddenly began to cry. “I can’t bear for one of mine to behave like that and I’ve always looked on you as my own child,” she said, whimpering through a corner of her apron. “I’ve been poor all my life, but my word’s been my bond. I never behaved shabby nor dishonourable to anybody that I knows on.”

“I’m sorry, Aunt,” said Caroline, flushing with distressful impatience. “But you have to think of yourself in these days, or get left. It’s the rule all over the world now. And if everybody did the same, we should be all all right. Don’t you see?”

Mrs. Creddle shook her head. “It might work out all right if the pushing-est sort was always the best,” she said. Then, after a pause, she added, turning back towards the stairs: “Well, you may go and tell them yourself. I can’t!”

“I don’t want you to. I’m not afraid of those two old ladies,” said Caroline, “if you are. So long!”

But as she went down the terrace again, it was not her own brilliant future which she saw before her mind’s eye, but the desponding curve of Mrs. Creddle’s figure going upstairs again to finish the bedrooms. Steadfastness, patience, endurance without being actually aware of it, she saw those things embodied in that middle-aged woman’s figure. Then her own spirit revolted from the suggestion. “Aunt doesn’t understand,” she said, half aloud. “You have to think of yourself first in these days.”

Such was her mood as she emerged from Emerald Avenue into the main road, walked past the long field where the square board caught the eye at once amid all that springing verdure, and entered the garden of the Cottage. Immediately afterwards the front door opened and Miss Ethel stepped briskly forth. “Oh, there you are, Caroline. I am very pleased to see you. I suppose Willis will be bringing your box shortly, but in the meantime

“I aren’t coming. I have only come to say I aren’t coming,” interrupted Caroline the measure of her disturbance shown by the fact that she did not correct this lapse into the Holderness dialect. “I’m applying to be ticket collector on the promenade,” she added, with a sort of defiant rudeness in her tone. She sub-consciously wanted Miss Ethel to be “horrid,” feeling that it would make the situation easier to carry off with satisfaction to herself.

But Miss Ethel had been working since half-past six at unaccustomed blacking of the kitchen stove and such-like tasks in order that the new maid should see how things ought to be kept and maintain the same high standard, and she was too utterly weary and disappointed now, to do anything but reply with a very slight trembling of the lip: “I think you might have let me know before this, Caroline.” For she felt that if she let herself go, she might burst into ignoble, undignified tears before this impertinent child she, who never “gave way” even at a wedding or a funeral.

Caroline’s quick eyes, however, had caught that passing quiver of the lips, and for one moment all her dreams of independence trembled in the balance. She was feeling deeply as even Mrs. Creddle could wish that she was behaving badly. Then Miss Ethel chanced to notice Caroline’s blouse, which was made from her own summer dress of twenty years ago, and an irrepressible wave of hurt exasperation swept over her, rousing her to active resentment. “I must say I think you are treating me abominably, Caroline. Surely your Aunt Creddle is not a party to this?” she said in her sharpest tone. And though she would not have mentioned the blouse or any other benefit bestowed for the world, some thought of it must have rushed along the taut wires between her own mind and Caroline’s, for the girl instantly flushed crimson and became defiant again. So the wavering balance crashed down on the side of the job on the promenade. Her whole future course, indeed, was decided in that instant, just by a look and a tone though neither was aware of what had happened.

“Aunt had no idea I was trying for the place on the prom. until this morning,” said Caroline quietly. “She’s very upset about it, and tried her best to make me come to live with you after all, only I wouldn’t. Nobody can blame her.”

Miss Ethel opened her lips to administer a rebuke; then she felt it was no good and stood looking drearily in front of her. In so doing, her glance fell on the square board over the privet hedge, and that seemed somehow the visible sign of everything else that was happening in her life. Everything was changed. Without another word she turned back into the house, telling herself that it was of no use to fight against change; but at the bottom of her soul, she knew she would fight, so long as there was breath left in her.

“Stop a minute, Miss Ethel,” said Caroline. “I am very sorry indeed I couldn’t let you know before, and I have nothing against you or the place. It’s only that I don’t want to be a servant at all. Everybody must do the best they can for themselves in these days.”

“I understand that you are like the rest of them. You want to go gadding about every night, no doubt,” said Miss Ethel.

“And if I do?” said Caroline. “Where’s the harm in it? Of course I want my freedom, Miss Ethel. We all do. That’s why there aren’t any servants to be had. You’re free yourself and always have been. That’s why you don’t understand.”

Miss Ethel felt a groping thought in the back of her mind. She free! The long chain seemed to rattle through the empty years since childhood as she paused, though she thought she only heard the wind in the branches. “Oh, well; I suppose it is no use my saying any more. I trust for Mrs. Creddle’s sake that you may be successful in your new employment. Good morning.”

But in going over the threshold she swayed a little, because she had one of her bilious headaches and had eaten nothing since rising. Those headaches had been a feature of the establishment ever since Caroline would remember, and she recalled “Aunt Ellen” arraying a spotless tray in the kitchen while she herself sat eating gingerbread by the table. So all the kindnesses she had experienced in that house came back to war with this new spirit of prickly independence, and as she was fundamentally good-natured, she felt impelled to say impulsively: “Miss Ethel, I’ll tell you what I could do. I might sleep here for a week or two and light the fire, and get breakfast ready and do any odd jobs for you. I should have time for that before I went out. One fortnight in the month I should only act as supply during meal hours and that will leave me a lot of time during the day. I’ll be glad to come and do that for my board and lodging, if you like: I’m not a big eater. Only I must have my nights free and no fixed time for getting in, of course.”

Miss Ethel put her hand to her swimming head. Even in this extremity she could hardly bring herself to consider such a proposal. But the thought of washing up those greasy dishes after lunch was so intolerable that everything else faded into the background, and she had to humiliate herself for the sake of necessity. “Very well,” she said faintly. “I shall be glad to accept your offer for the time being. We will talk about the remuneration later, but I think you can trust Mrs. Bradford and myself not to treat you unfairly.”

“I’m not afraid of that,” said Caroline, half ashamed: still she had to have it clear about her freedom. “You do understand about the evenings, though? Because I may want to go with Wilf he’s my friend, you know to one of those dances on the prom., and then I shouldn’t be back until after twelve.”

“Yes, I understand,” said Miss Ethel. “I’m much obliged to you,” she forced herself to add, trying to rise above the dizziness which made her unable to think clearly.

“Then I’ll be off and see if I can catch Willis with my box,” said Caroline, hurrying away down the path.

Miss Ethel watched her go, wondering in a heavy sort of way if the girl would come back. It would not be in the least surprising if she failed to do so. Well, you could only take things as they came. Nothing was as it used to be. You couldn’t calculate at all on what would happen in this strange new world. . . .

Caroline, hastening down the road, had the same thought; but to her it brought a glorious sense of fresh vistas opening, of splendid conflicts in which she and her sort were bound to be victorious she saw already a sun rising which would really warm rich and poor alike, and would make every one in the end happy and good.

No wonder Mr. Willis smiled at her when she went flying after him once more, all wind-blown hair and eyes a-shine; but he pulled up with a pretence of grumpiness, saying over his shoulder: “Well, what is it now? Have you rued throwing up your place?”

“No; I’m only going to help them a bit until they get a girl. You can’t help being sorry for Miss Ethel.”

“I’m to take your box on to the Cottage after all, then?” he said in a teasing way. “Well, well, it’s a queer thing how women like to change their minds. I expect they’re made so.”

“I’m not,” said Caroline. “I knew my own mind right enough: only I couldn’t leave Miss Ethel with one of her bad headaches and nobody to do a thing for her. You’d be the first to blame me.”

But he had whipped up his horse before she finished her sentence, and was already rattling away in the direction of the Cottage.