Miss Ethel was sawing off the dead
branch of a tree that threatened to fall on the path
when Mrs. Bradford came out of the house and walked
slowly across the garden, saying as she passed:
“I don’t know what you want to do that
for, Ethel. You look quite overheated.
Why don’t you get a man to do it?”
Miss Ethel beads of perspiration
on her flushed forehead and hands trembling with exertion
so that she could scarcely hold the saw replied
with pardonable acerbity: “I didn’t
get a man because I couldn’t. You know
that. Talk about unemployment! I only know
you can’t get a jobbing gardener for half a
day, even if you put your pride in your pocket and
crawl all round Thorhaven on your hands and knees
asking one to come as a favour besides,
what would he charge?”
“Well, leave the branch, then,”
said Mrs. Bradford. “You do worry yourself
so, Ethel.”
“Somebody must worry,”
retorted Miss Ethel. Then the bough split unexpectedly
and fell, causing her to graze her hand so that it
bled. Immediately afterwards there came a loud
crash from the other side of the hedge, and for a
moment the two women felt their hearts jump with the
old sense of helpless, defiant waiting on fate which
they had experienced when bombs fell from enemy aircraft
during the war. But the next second they remembered
they were safe though that had ceased to
be a thing to thank God for.
“It’s only a cartload
of bricks being tipped,” said Mrs. Bradford
rather faintly.
“Only!” said Miss Ethel.
“Don’t you know that means they are beginning
to build? And just on the other side of our hedge!
And then you calmly stand there and say ‘Only!’
I wish I were made like you, Marion.”
But she very obviously entertained
no such desire, and Mrs. Bradford walked on, saying
over her shoulder: “I really came out to
remind you about going to Laura Temple’s.
If you really want to see her, it’s high time
you went.”
Miss Ethel pulled her watch out of
her belt, glanced at it and hurried indoors, but came
out again almost immediately in a hat, with a bundle
of papers in her hand. As she went down the road,
she like every one else being
unable to take in all the impressions that pressed
round her, only absorbed those which fed the dominant
idea in her mind, automatically neglecting the rest.
So when she turned out of the garden gate and caught
a glimpse of the cornfields beyond the Cottage where
a lark was singing, she missed the idea of permanence seed-time
and harvest never failing which might have
soothed her mind, and only thought how soon these
fields too would be built over and spoilt.
Change change everywhere;
not only thrones falling and ancient estates going
to the hammer, but little people like herself and Marion
all over the world made to feel it every hour.
The very spire pointing upwards against the blue-grey
sky reminded her less of the eternal message than
of something in the service which was different from
what it used to be when she was a girl.
But at last she reached a part of
Thorhaven which did unconsciously soothe and console
her, for it remained just the same: white cottages
clustered under high trees and a little house facing
the road where Laura Temple lived with an old governess.
The house was plain, built close on to the pavement
after the old Yorkshire village fashion; and a flagged
passage led through it to the garden behind; so when
the doors stood open, as now, a blaze of sunlight
and clear colour was framed in the further doorway.
While Miss Ethel stood waiting on
the step, Laura entered from the garden with some
flowers in her hands. “Oh! Do come
in, Miss Wilson,” she said. “This
is nice of you.” And she led the way into
a square room hung with white curtains and light chintz
covers; not an “artistic” room at all,
but one which somehow matched the garden outside,
as well as Laura herself.
In a well-cushioned chair by the sunny
window sat a short, stout lady with very pretty pink
hands and faded blue eyes, who rose up from her knitting
to greet the visitor. She was the old governess
who lived with Laura, and her real name was Panton,
but she had always been “Nanty” in the
far-off nursery days, and so she was called still by
intimates of the family whose various branches she
had trained to read and spell. Now she was as
she herself said eating the bread of idleness;
her two great and absorbing interests in life being
Laura and knitting. She had been afflicted doubtless
with adenoids in her own childhood, but at that time
they were not generally considered removable.
At all events, she now confused her M’s and
B’s intermittently, as she always had done,
and never troubled herself about it, being an easy-going
person.
She did not mind, for instance, telling
anyone how Laura called to see her one day when she
was living in lodgings in Flodmouth, and there and
then invited her to come and keep house. But
she could not tell what caused this sudden impulse,
because she did not know. As a matter of fact,
it was just one of those trifles which do influence
human conduct by touching the emotions and
always will, let cynics say what they may. And
the ridiculous thing which touched this hidden spring
in Laura was a very stale, untouched, highly ornamented
cake which Miss Panton cut with fingers that trembled
from eagerness so pleased and excited was
she by having a visitor at last. “I rather
thought I might have had a good bany callers my
papa was so well down here in the old days.
But there does not seeb to be anybody left.”
The familiar “seeb” the
sudden picture of poor old Nanty waiting there for
those callers, descendants of her papa’s substantial
circle, who never came the glow of a generous
girl newly engaged who wants to make everybody else
happy all this had influenced Laura to say,
without waiting to think: “Come and live
with me until I am married. I’d simply
love to have you, Nanty. Miss Wilson is always
saying I ought to have a chaperone since I ceased
wandering about and went to live in my own little
house at Thorhaven.”
So that was how Miss Panton came to
be sitting in that pleasant corner of the sunny room,
doing her knitting and listening while Laura talked
to Miss Ethel about the nursing fund in which they
were both interested. Occasionally Miss Panton
would push forward mechanically a conversational counter
from the little store she kept always by her.
Thus when Miss Ethel spoke of the bricks that had arrived
on the other side of the privet hedge, Nanty glanced
up for a second to remark in her throaty little voice:
“It is hard. That lovely garden of yours,
Miss Ethel But tibe and tide
wait for no ban!” Then she sighed and resumed
her absorbing occupation, satisfied that she had taken
her due part in the social amenities.
This habit of using ready-made platitudes
arose no doubt from laziness of mind, as well as from
the natural timidity produced by being a nursery governess
in days when such unfortunate young females hovered
ever uncertainly between basement and drawing-room.
She had got into the way then of making remarks at
the luncheon table which she knew must be correct,
because they were in all the copy-books.
Now she and Laura lived very happily
together, and this pleasant feeling was intensified
by the rather exaggerated adoration of the girl’s
lover which such a situation is apt to produce.
The little household circled round his goings and
comings, and the young mistress of it lavished on
Wilson all the family affection she had at the disposal
of a large circle, if she had been blest with one,
as well as the pure passion of a woman deeply in love.
At last Miss Ethel finished her business,
closed her little notebook and made a brisk remark
about the building in the next field, because she
was always very careful not to hurt Miss Panton’s
feelings.
“Delightful! Delightful!”
said Nanty, seeking the appropriate conversational
counter “at least, I bean”
She paused, breathed hard, and added with a rush:
“I’m sure Mr. Wilson was deeply distressed
at being obliged to be the one to sell it. But
if he had not done so, somebody else would.
Business is business,” she concluded, pink to
the nose-end with the effort.
Laura’s colour also rose a little.
“Yes. I know Godfrey was sorry.
Only he is tremendously keen to get on, of course,
and you can’t afford I sometimes
think he is too keen.”
But Miss Ethel was not going to have
that. It must be made plain at once, that though
she, herself, might run down her own second
cousin, he was the sort of man whom any girl ought
to be proud to marry, even though she did possess
an agreeable sum of money at her own sole disposal.
“I have always considered Godfrey a gentleman if
that is what you mean?” she said stiffly.
But Laura was looking out of the window
and did not listen. “Oh, here is Godfrey!”
she said, jumping up. “Will you excuse
me a moment, Miss Ethel?” And she hurried off
to prevent an awkward meeting.
But before she reached the door, Godfrey
was already in the room alert, buoyant,
with his air of being well fed, well bathed, well
groomed and entirely certain of himself. Immediately
after greeting Laura, he turned to Miss Ethel.
“I am very glad to have come across you,”
he said, “I am afraid you felt hurt about that
field before your house; but the Warringborns meant
to sell, so of course I couldn’t tell them to
take their business elsewhere. And they were
urgent, so the whole thing was arranged hurriedly.”
Miss Ethel drew down her mouth but
said nothing; and before Laura could make some trivial
remark Miss Panton nervously filled in the pause by
murmuring: “Quite so. Delays are dadegerous.”
Then Miss Ethel rose to go, and having
recovered herself a little she did manage to say a
civil word to Wilson about the weather because
after all he was her kinsman, and must be supported
here as such.
A few minutes later, Wilson and Laura
followed along the same road. “Then I suppose
we may take it that diplomatic relations have now been
resumed?” he said with a grin.
Laura smiled but kindly feeling
some pity for Miss Ethel. “After all,
it is hard to have people looking over your hedge when
you have always had the place absolutely private.
Only she will make such a tragedy of the inevitable.”
But Godfrey was not greatly concerned
with Miss Ethel’s feelings. “I say,
Laura,” he began eagerly, pointing to some new
houses. “There are tremendous opportunities
in Thorhaven for a man with capital. If only
I had twenty thousand pounds at my disposal, I could
be a rich man in ten years’ time.”
She looked up at him quickly, flushing
a little. “Well, you can have, Godfrey.
I’d like you to have it. I get possession
of my money on my marriage, you know: and, thank
goodness, it is not in trust. My father had
a perfect horror of leaving things in trust.”
“I’m not sure I agree
with him there,” said Godfrey. “You
might have got hold of a chap who would make ducks
and drakes of your money. But as things are,
it is all right, of course. The only question
is shall you always be absolutely comfortable
about it? Because, if you would even feel the
very faintest
“But I don’t! I
never shall,” interposed Laura. “You
know I’d trust you with a million if I had it.”
He slipped his hand through her arm,
for just then they turned the corner and met the sea
wind full in their faces. “Dear old girl:
there are not many like you.”
Laura felt herself propelled along
so easily with his thick-set figure between her and
the wind from the sea; the warm vitality that came
out from him and seemed to run also through her veins,
making her feel stronger, gayer, more exuberantly
full of energy than she ever did when alone.
She wanted to tell him her feelings, after the way
of lovers, and so she turned to him with a little
quick pressure of his arm in hers as they neared the
pay-box. “Godfrey! I feel as if I
could jump over the moon. Don’t you?
It must be this lovely morning.”
He let his glance rove idly over the
promenade gardens and the road leading to it, which
certainly looked their best on this day of real summer,
when there was hot sunshine to warm the breeze, and
girls and children in pink and blue and white and
yellow playing on the sands. The sea was a sparkling
green and a couple of boys ran out into the surf,
shouting as they ran. . . . But though Wilson
had an eye for beauty, he was thinking chiefly of
the row of villas which could be built where a cornfield
now grew and lodging-houses on the cliff
top with steps down from the gardens to the shore and
the money rolling in. Then he heard Laura speaking
to the girl in the pay-box as she went through the
barrier; and with a sudden jolt of the memory the
nymph in the flame-coloured gown came back to mind,
though he had forgotten all about her from the night
of the promenade dance until the present moment.
He hesitated a few seconds, then he
also stepped forward and peered in at the little window
with Laura, who was still talking; and instantly,
his sudden curiosity fell flat like a bubble pricked.
For he saw just enough resemblance in this ordinary,
pale, alert little girl, with the bright eyes and
the freckles on her nose, to make sure she was the
same person, and after that one glance he stood looking
away to sea with his hands in his pockets, whistling
softly, awaiting his lady’s pleasure. He
was no longer curious.
Caroline, defiantly aware of all this,
answered Laura’s pleasant remarks at random.
She was not going to have him tell about the red
dress in his own way since he had evidently
never thought again of it or her making
a funny tale to amuse Miss Laura she’d
tell it in her way! “Miss Temple,
I wanted to tell you, I wore that flame-coloured dress
you gave Aunt Creddle at the promenade dance the other
night. She burnt mine ironing it out, so I borrowed
that at the last minute. But I did it no harm
and gave it back to her next day.” The
words came out breathlessly, in a little rush, and
the bright eyes peered defiantly through the little
window.
“Oh, what a pity to give it
back,” said Laura. “I expect it suited
you, and really I only gave it to Mrs. Creddle, because
Mr. Wilson disliked it so much.” She smiled
round at him, then turned again to Caroline.
“Do wear it again, and then I can let you have
the shoes and stockings to match. They are such
a peculiar shade that they will go with nothing else
I have.”
“No, thank you,” said
Caroline abruptly: but the next minute she smiled
into the face so near her own, softening her refusal for
she could not help feeling the charm of that open-eyed
kindness with which Laura had looked out at the world
since she was in the cradle. It was so real:
and yet it formed a weak spot in Laura’s nature.
For she wanted so much to be liked that she was as
some one had once said of her just a little
bit disappointed if a stray cat did not purr as she
went past. Now she answered quite eagerly, but
with a perfectly genuine eagerness: “Oh,
I do hope you’ll change your mind. Anyway,
I’ll send the shoes and stockings, though I’m
afraid the shoes will be too big for you.”
Then she went off, leaving Caroline
tingling from head to foot with annoyance against
Wilson. To think he should treat her in that
way, as if the dance the other night were something
to be ashamed of. Only wait until he tried to
speak to her when Miss Temple was not there, and he
should see what would happen.
But Wilson was walking by Laura’s
side on the promenade without the remotest intention
of talking to Caroline again: and he had so lost
interest in her that he was almost surprised to hear
his lady ask how the dress looked.
“I spoke to the girl because
I mistook her for you from the back,” he said.
“But did she look nice in it?” persisted
Laura.
“Nice?” He paused, and
she was so tall that his face was almost on a level
with her own. Then he glanced back at the pay-box.
“Poor little devil! She can’t have
known herself, if she happened to see her reflection
that night. The dress worked miracles.
I can hardly believe it was the same girl.”
“She is engaged to some young
man in an office in Flodmouth, I believe,” said
Laura. “I wonder if you could do anything
for him?”
“I’m afraid not.
We don’t interfere in each other’s office
arrangements in Flodmouth business circles,”
he said, teasing her, though he saw and appreciated
that kindness always welling up in her like a spring,
ready for every one. “All right, old girl.
If I have a chance, I’ll do what I can,”
he added, “but the youth only looks about nineteen,
so they have plenty of time yet.”
“Nobody has too much time to
be happy in,” said Laura, smiling at her lover.
“Fancy, if we had fallen in love with each other
and married ten years ago, we should have been all
that to the good.”
He laughed. “We might
have been all that to the bad,” he said.
“You don’t know what I was like at nineteen,
Laura.”
So they went along, very happy, laughing
and talking together, viewed with envy, contempt or
sympathy by the girls and women who read and worked
round the band-stand. A thin stream of music
drifted out with a sort of melancholy sprightliness
to join the deep sound of waves breaking and drawing
back from the gravel on the sands. In the distance
Caroline looked out from her little window at Wilson’s
broad back and hated them both, in spite of Laura’s
kindness. They’d everything everything.
What right had one girl to have so much more than
another? . . . Then a bevy of children came through
the barrier, and when she next looked the lovers had
vanished.
But later in the morning when Wilson
returned home alone by way of the promenade, he glanced
at Caroline in passing the barrier with the faintest
renewed stirring of curiosity. Surely there must
have been something he couldn’t quite
have imagined it all that night at the dance.
Then he saw a bill near the gate announcing another
dance this week, and that made him say lightly, as
he went through the iron turnstile: “Shall
you be at the dance on Thursday? You ought to
wear that red dress again.”
“No, I aren’t I’m
not going to wear the dress any more.”
She spoke rudely, abruptly saying to herself
that this was what she had expected.
He read her thoughts with ease, smiling
to himself, for he knew something about women.
But as he looked at her closely in the strong light,
he became aware of a velvety texture in her skin which
is usually seen only in children. She had a
powdering of freckles on her nose, and her pupils
had dilated with anger until her eyes looked black;
her head was very erect on her slim shoulders.
He thought to himself that here were traces of the
nymph after all –at least, here was
a girl who might conceivably look like one by artificial
light and in the right gown. And beyond that,
he was vaguely conscious of something in her that
was pliant yet unbreakable or almost unbreakable and
which defied him and all the world.
“What will your other cavalier
say to that?” he said. “I expect
he will want to see you take the shine out of all
the other girls once more.”
“Excuse me. There is some
one waiting to come through,” said Caroline
with immense aloofness.
But inwardly she was furious with
herself for feeling a just perceptible response to
his virile personality and his absolute sureness.
Anything he wanted Then
she bent her mind resolutely upon a respected inhabitant
of Thorhaven.
“Yes, lovely day, isn’t
it?” she said. “I suppose you’re
full up with visitors?”
The woman replied that she was full
up, and furthermore that she would remain in the same
happy condition until October, then said casually as
she moved off: “I didn’t know you
were living servant with Miss Wilson. I suppose
you’ll stop there altogether when this job on
the promenade is done?”
“I aren’t I’m
not living servant with her,” said Caroline sharply.
“Who’s been telling you that? I simply
went to light the fire for them in the morning and
do a few odd jobs until they could get somebody permanent.”
“But I always understood from
Mrs. Creddle you were going to be servant there,”
persisted the woman. “She once told me
your aunt Ellen promised years ago.”
“Very likely she did,”
said Caroline. “I can’t help that.
Everybody must do the best they can for themselves.”
“Well, you’re right there,”
answered the woman, and saying Amen thus to the creed
of her day, she took up her basket and went through
the turnstile.