One afternoon at the turn of the tide,
a sort of transformation scene took place along the
sands and on the promenade; a bank of cold vapour
advanced from the sea, through which the sun glimmered
faintly yellow, then disappeared. The girls’
thin blouses began to flap limply against their chilled
arms; matrons turned a little red or blue about the
nose; children’s hair either curled more tightly
or hung limp, while their cheeks took on a lovely
colour in the cool dampness; tiny beads of moisture
hung on everybody’s eyelashes. Those who
had come out to the seaside from the hot streets of
Flodmouth felt when they emerged from the railway
station, as if they were plunging into a cold vapour
bath.
When Caroline went to relieve her
colleague Lillie at tea-time, she was met by a stream
of nurses, protesting infants and middle-aged women
on their way home. And as the men who had just
arrived from a day’s business in the city made
straight for their lodgings, Thorhaven in the very
midst of the season took on an air of exclusion of
remoteness. You could notice the wash of the
waves again now.
The mist crept steadily along inland,
muffling the church, the trees beyond almost
hiding the privet hedge from Miss Ethel as she glanced
out of the window.
“A heavy roke. I hope
it won’t last,” she said; but she was not
really thinking of what she was saying because her
attention was engrossed by the noises on the other
side of the hedge. Never the same continuously,
but always changing, so that the ear never became dulled
by knowing what to expect. A sharply whistled
tune. Voices. The knock, knock, knock
of a tool on a hard substance. A sound of scraping.
Then blessed silence for a few seconds. Then
knock, knock, knock again. She turned impatiently
to Mrs. Bradford, who sat close up to the window reading
the paper. “Thank goodness, it is nearly
five; the men will be gone directly.”
“You should try to get used
to it,” said Mrs. Bradford. “You
have let it get on your nerves.” And she
returned at once to the newspaper in which she was
reading a minutely-reported divorce case; for though
a stolid and intensely respectable woman she loved
to read these reports. “It is plain to
see that the husband wants to get rid of his wife,”
she said after a while.
“Well, that seems easily done
nowadays,” said Miss Ethel, listening still
as she spoke. “Perhaps women don’t
realize that though they can easily get rid of an
unsatisfactory husband, it will be just as easy for
a satisfactory husband to get rid of them.”
But Mrs. Bradford did not care for
abstract questions. “I expect the Marchioness
will have the custody of the children,” she said.
So Miss Ethel took up the other half
of the paper to try and distract her mind from the
noises over the hedge. But every head-line seemed
to dart at her sore consciousness as if it were a
snake’s head with a sting in it. Murder.
Unrest. Strikes. Dissatisfactions.
Change. The whole outlook was indescribably
comfortless and depressing to her. She felt something
akin to the vague, apprehensive misery beyond
reason or common sense which people feel
during the rumble of a distant earthquake.
“I hate reading the papers,”
she said, flinging the sheet down.
“You shouldn’t read the
parts that worry you. I don’t,” said
Mrs. Bradford. “But you always were one
to work yourself up about things. I remember
once how you fretted over some little newsboys with
no stockings on, when we went into Flodmouth as children
to see the pantomime. You worried yourself and
everybody else to death. But they were used
to it, as dear father said, and it did them no harm.
You are of the worrying sort, Ethel, and you should
try to hold yourself in.”
“Poor world if nobody worried,”
said Miss Ethel; then she rose abruptly and carried
out the tea-tray.
Soon she was back again with a duster
in her hand, beginning to dust the large bookshelf,
which had been overlooked for a day or two. As
her duster passed over the red-leather backs of the
old bound volumes of Punch she saw with a wistful
inner eye as if she looked back to a Promised
Land on which the gate was shut for ever that
world of swells and belles, of croquet and sunshine,
of benevolence to the “poor” and fingers
touching forelocks, black being black and white white.
Then Mrs. Bradford spoke again.
“Why not leave that dusting, Ethel? You
have been at it all day.”
“Somebody must,” said Miss Ethel, going
on dusting.
“Well, I only wish I could do
more,” said Mrs. Bradford, comfortably turning
her page with a rustling crackle. “But
my legs have given way ever since I was married.
I don’t know why, I’m sure; but marriage
does seem to affect the constitution in queer ways.”
Miss Ethel felt as she
was intended to feel that it was not within
her power to comprehend the mysteries of the conjugal
state; so acquiescing from long habit in her sister’s
torpidity, she went on with her dusting.
But her head ached appallingly, and
she looked at the clock-hands nearing five with a
feeling that she could bear the sounds of building
so long and no longer. If they lasted a single
minute beyond that time something inside her head
would snap. Knock knock knock;
scrape scrape; the thud of something thrown
down. She felt her breath coming fast as she
waited for the moment when her aching senses would
be lulled by the cessation of it all when
she would rest on a blissful silence.
“Thank God, it’s five
o’clock!” she said, flinging down her duster.
“Yes. The men will be
leaving work now,” said Mrs. Bradford.
Miss Ethel continued her work again,
moving quietly about the room. Wave after wave
of wet salt air was rolling in from the sea, pressing
upon that which travelled slowly inland, so that the
roke grew very dense, and the little house seemed
to be cut off from all the world.
Miss Ethel sat down and leaned her
head back with her eyes shut: Mrs. Bradford continued
to read the paper, then rustled a page and looked at
her sister over it. As she did so, Miss Ethel
sat up with a jerk and stared across the room.
“Bless me!” said Mrs.
Bradford, “what are you staring at me like that
for, Ethel? Do I look ill?” And she began
to wonder if she felt ill, for she always feared a
stroke.
“Listen!” said Miss Ethel
in an odd tone. “Don’t you hear them?
They are working overtime.”
Mrs. Bradford took her paper up irritably.
“Goodness! Is that all.” She
also listened, then added: “What nonsense
you talk, Ethel! There is not a sound.
They have stopped work for the night.”
Miss Ethel walked to the window where
the grey air clung to the glass and stood there a
moment, listening intently. It was true.
She could hear nothing.
But as soon as she sat down by the
fire and was not thinking, it began again knock,
knock, knock. . . .
“They are there still,” she said.
“They must be.”
“I tell you they are not,”
said Mrs. Bradford. “You have simply got
the noise on your nerves. If you don’t
take care, you will be really ill. You think
about the noise morning, noon and night, until you
fancy you hear it.”
“I’m not a fool,”
said Miss Ethel. “Surely I know whether
I hear a noise or not.”
“I don’t know about that,”
said Mrs. Bradford. “I saw a case in the
paper of a man who fancied he heard a drum beating
when there was nothing at all, really.”
“But I’m not ‘a
case,’” said Miss Ethel, tartly, pressing
her hand to her forehead. “And I’m
going to see if the men really have left or
not.”
Mrs. Bradford glanced out of the window.
“Well, you must want something to do,”
she said. “You might just hand me that
sheet you were reading, as you go out.”
The door banged. Miss Ethel’s
dim form was visible for a moment as she passed the
window then the mist hid her altogether.
Caroline was also engulfed in it as
soon as she came out of the little shelter at the
entrance of the promenade. She could taste it
on her lips, the wet drops clung to her eyelashes.
Lillie, who had just arrived to take her place, looked
all out of curl like a moulting bird, but both of
them were spiritualized by the grey mist which blurred
their outlines and through which their lips and eyes
showed fresh and wistful.
“Pity you’ve got your
new hat on, Carrie,” said Lillie, shaking out
her knitted cap. Then she giggled. “But
I suppose you were expecting to meet your boy at the
train.”
Carrie shook her head. “No,
I’m going back home first. I have to see
about supper.”
“I expect you’ll take
the place on altogether when the season’s over,”
said the girl.
“Not me!” said Caroline,
answering the faint echo of condescension in the other’s
tone. “I’ve told you time and again,
Lillie, how it was I went there. What’s
more, I’m telling Miss Ethel to-night that I
can’t stop any longer.”
She had not meant to do it precisely
on this evening, but suddenly found herself in possession
of a full-fledged decision.
“What are you going to do after
the prom. closes then,” said Lillie.
“Take a post in an office in Flodmouth,”
said Caroline.
“But you can’t do typewriting
or shorthand,” said Lillie, unimpressed.
“You won’t find it so easy. I know
I had my work set to get a decent job to go to in
October, and I’m thoroughly trained. I
only took to this on account of my health. I
never
“You’ve told me that before,”
interposed Caroline shortly. “And I can
do typewriting. I have been taking lessons with
Miss Wannock.”
“Well, I wish you luck, I’m
sure,” said Lillie shortly, shutting down the
little window with a click to keep out the damp.
She was sufficiently good-hearted, but the trades
union spirit was in her and she did not like the idea
that another girl should find a post without going
through exactly the same training as herself.
Caroline turned towards the main road
where nobody could be distinguished twenty yards away
and men looked like trees walking; but after a minute
or two she noticed something in the general shape and
gait of a man coming her way which made her feel sure
it was Wilson. She wondered whether he would
speak if he caught her up, or whether he would fail
to recognize her in the mist, or would give a brief
good afternoon and pass on. She slackened speed
a little, for though she was still angry with him
it would be a “bit of fun” to hear what
he had to say. There was also another and far
more potent reason. If he walked with her, Lillie
would be proved in the wrong; for he would not walk
and talk with one whom he regarded as his relatives’
maid-servant. But he was nearly past and did
not look her way.
“Good evening, Mr. Wilson,”
she piped then; her voice sounding crudely loud to
herself in the grey stillness. But she had to
prove her place in the world make certain
of it, lest she should lose it.
“Oh!” He swung round,
peering into her face at first not remembering
her. Then something in her bright glance reminded
him. “So it is you, is it? Hurrying
home to get ready to dance again to-night, I suppose?”
He spoke indifferently, disinclined for adventure in
the chill, damp atmosphere of this late afternoon.
Still he went on, being by nature somewhat expansive.
“Is Miss Wilson at home this afternoon, do you
know?” then fell into step by Caroline’s
side without thinking of it.
Yes. Were you wanting to see her? said Caroline; but
underneath, she was saying to herself: If Id done what Aunt Creddle
wanted, and been a servant out and out, I should never have walked with Mr.
Wilson like this. She felt consciously proud of being a business girl
one of the great company that had every evening free, and could wear low necks
and powder their faces. But there was more than that in it
Wilson glanced sideways at her, vaguely
satisfied with the lightness of her step by his side
and the look of her lips and eyes through the mist.
His interest was beginning to wake again. “I
am going to the Cottage with some tickets for that
Garden Fête for the Hospital which Miss Ethel and
Miss Temple are helping to get up.”
“Oh, can I take them?” said Caroline.
“No, thank you. I have
a message from Miss Temple to deliver as well,”
he answered.
There was practically no one to be
seen on the road only a few distant objects
moving in the mist and it would have been
awkward for either of them to leave the other, so
they settled down to walk all the way to the Cottage
together.
She spoke abruptly, nervously.
“I’m leaving soon, you know. I’m
going into an office. I can type, but I can’t
do shorthand. Still, I aren’t afraid of
work. If only I could get a bit more practice
I should be a very quick typist the teacher
says so.”
He walked on, saying nothing, and
she thought she had offended him no doubt
he feared she was going to ask him to give her a job.
She flushed crimson and added quickly: “I
shall find a job all right. A friend of mine
is looking round for me.”
He turned to her, smiling, and his
tone was slightly more familiar than it would have
been to a girl of his ordinary acquaintance.
“I see. The friend I saw you with at the
dance. Well, I hope he’ll find what you
want.”
“I have no doubt he will, thank you,”
said Caroline.
Wilson was silent for a few minutes.
“Look here,” he said, “I think we
have a spare machine at the office that I could lend
you for a time to practise on. You must have
practice.”
Then he waited complacently for her
to swing round towards him as she did her
eyes and voice filled with surprised gratitude:
for he was getting on well in the world himself, and
he liked sometimes to feel what a good-hearted fellow
he was, in spite of it.
“Oh, that’s all right,”
he said. “But I am sorry you have to leave
Miss Wilson.”
“So am I, in a way. But
you must look after yourself in these days,”
said Caroline, repeating her formula. “Things
aren’t like they used to be.” She
paused. “My goodness, I’m glad they
aren’t! Fancy if I had had to be another
Aunt Ellen all my life.”
He laughed, pleased with himself and
her. “Well, I must own that I’m
glad I was not born into a stagnant world.”
A sense of power of vitality
heightened by the stormy times in which they lived,
ran through them both as they spoke. It was rather
like the feeling of a strong swimmer in a roughish
sea, with fitful sunshine and little breakers far
out towards the horizon.
By this time they had reached the
Cottage and Caroline went in to announce Wilson’s
arrival. Mrs. Bradford was still reading her
paper, but Miss Ethel had not yet returned from her
errand to see if the workmen were still working at
the new houses.
“I can’t think,”
said Mrs. Bradford, “what Ethel means by going
on like this. She just ran out with a shawl
round her, and has been absent three-quarters of an
hour. I told her the men had stopped work, but
she would go to see for herself. I am afraid
she may have fallen over a brick or something in the
fog.” She turned to Caroline. “I
wish you would just go and see.”
Caroline went out at once and Wilson
followed her with a word to Mrs. Bradford. As
they crossed the garden the privet hedge loomed like
a wall, and above it could be seen the dim outline
of brickwork left jaggedly unfinished. Caroline
stumbled as she went through the little side gate
beyond the hedge, but righted herself immediately,
and Wilson withdrew the hand he had put out to help
her. Then they walked cautiously among the bricks
in the long grass, calling out: “Are you
there? Are you there?” But all was dead
silence. At last Caroline caught her foot on
something soft dreadful. She had yet
no idea why it was dreadful. Then she bent closer.
“Miss Ethel! It’s Miss Ethel!”
She went down on her knees in the long grass.
“Miss Ethel! Are you hurt?”
There was no answer, and Caroline
said over her shoulder in a quick, low voice:
“You’d better go and fetch a doctor.
We must not move her until we know if she has broken
anything. Send Mrs. Bradford with some rugs.”
And though she was so terribly sorry,
she was also pleased with her self-control.
Aunt Ellen and Aunt Creddle would not have been able
to take it like this when they were nineteen.
This was what darted through Caroline’s mind,
even while she spoke.
But the next moment Miss Ethel moaned
a little and began to sit up, looking round her affrightedly
at the half-built walls in the mist. “What’s
the matter? What’s the matter? I’m
on the wrong side of the hedge.” Then
she remembered and began to shiver violently from head
to foot. “I know. I came to see
if the men were working. But they were not.
The field was all empty. It I was
so sure I heard them it startled me not
to find them here. I think I must have fainted.”
“Hush! Don’t bother
to talk now, Miss Ethel,” said Caroline.
“You are all right now.”
“You are sure you have not broken
any bones?” said Wilson.
“Bones? No.”
Miss Ethel was recovering herself quickly. “It’s
nothing. I shall be all right in a minute or
two. Here, give me your hand, Caroline.”
“I daresay you tripped over
a brick, Miss Ethel; I very nearly did,” said
Caroline, helping her to rise.
“Yes, that was it, that was
it!” said Miss Ethel, speaking with a sort of
exhausted eagerness.
At first as they went up the field
she held Wilson’s arm, but soon released it
and went forward alone. “I’m all
right now,” she insisted. “Quite
all right.”
Mrs. Bradford came out into the hall
as they entered, and billows of salt mist followed
them in. “Shut the door, please,”
she said. “Then you were not lost, Ethel.
What on earth were you doing out there? I began
to get quite uneasy about you.”
Miss Ethel, turning quickly, gave
a look at the two who followed her, but she herself
had no idea of its pathos and urgency. “I
just tripped on a brick and was stunned for a few
minutes nothing to matter.”
So Caroline and Wilson knew they were
to let it go at that.
“And had the men gone?” said Mrs. Bradford.
“Yes.” She paused. “I
thought I would just have a look round.”
“You are so restless, Ethel;
why can’t you keep quiet like me?” said
Mrs. Bradford fretfully. “It is a great
mercy you didn’t break a leg.”
Caroline went out of the room to make
a cup of tea for Miss Ethel, and when she was lighting
the gas-ring Wilson came in hurriedly, saying in a
low voice: “I say, you won’t mention
anything about leaving them to-night, will you!”
“What do you take me for?” whispered Caroline
back.
“A girl with her head screwed
on the right way,” he said. “Then
you’ll stay and look after them for a little
while longer, anyway? I may tell Miss Temple
that, may I?”
“You can tell who you like.
I shall not mention leaving until Miss Ethel is better,”
said Caroline.
“Good girl! And I won’t
forget the typewriting machine,” he answered.
“One good turn deserves another. That sounds
like Miss Panton, doesn’t it?” And with
that he hurried out of the kitchen.