The storm gave place to still weather the day before Miss Ethel’s funeral. But that was all now over, so was the Sunday morning sermon wherein the Vicar referred to the good works of the departed, and during which members of the congregation felt for their pocket-handkerchiefs who had not troubled to go near the Cottage for months, or perhaps years.

Though this had happened some days ago the fine weather still held, and Laura had persuaded Mrs. Bradford to come down to the now deserted promenade for a little change of scene. They sat silent on the long bench; Mrs. Bradford a little overdone in her heavy black clothes on such an unexpectedly warm morning, and Laura looking at a sea which once more broke in harmless little glittering waves on the firm sand. The storm had dashed the water right up to the sea-wall, washing away all traces of the Thorhaven season from that part of the shore, while on the promenade itself butterflies fluttered among the flower beds devastated by wind and rain. Far away down the beach, she saw the donkeys which had been ridden by children all the summer to the hootings of donkey boys, but they now plodded sedately with gravel in panniers on their backs up the cliff path, just as their ancestors had done for centuries past. It seemed really as if some power too immense for constant interference had grown suddenly tired of bands, visitors, tents, buckets and spades, and had swept them all away with a gesture, leaving only the stretch of shore; much as it was before Thorhaven existed, and as it would be when Thorhaven was under the sea like the other village beyond, which coast erosion had taken.

Perhaps Laura may have found this contrast between permanence and fleetingness depressing; anyway, her face was sad as she sat quietly there, looking in front of her. After a while she turned round to look inland, where the hall and the cafe and the pay-box were all shuttered and closed already appearing somehow desolate. Then Mrs. Bradford, having regained her breath, felt that gratitude made a remark necessary.

“Your loss is my gain, my dear,” she said. “If you had not put off your wedding again, you would not be here to keep me company. When is it to be now?”

The blood deepened in Laura’s face right up to the roots of her hair, but she smiled and answered easily: “Oh, no exact time has been fixed.”

“Ah, well; I daresay you are right. You can’t enjoy anything even getting married when you are in bad health. I was told the postponement might have something to do with Godfrey’s financial difficulties,” Mrs. Bradford added, “but I felt sure there was nothing in that report.” Still she glanced curiously at the girl by her side.

“No, it was not that.” Laura paused, then went on: “Every business man who is making his way occasionally takes on more business than he has capital for. But I am sure he will get through all right. It was only temporary.”

“I’m glad of that, I’m sure,” said Mrs. Bradford. Then she lowered her voice confidentially: “But if I were you, I should see that my own money was securely tied up. Godfrey may be a Wilson, but he is human. I know poor Ethel would not have said this to you, because she always thought so much of the family. I don’t blame her poor Ethel! but being married naturally gives one a wider view.” And having thus triumphed over Miss Ethel, even in her grave, Mrs. Bradford relapsed into silence. Laura seemed equally inclined to sit quiet, so nothing more was said for a considerable time. At last three girls came walking briskly along the promenade, stimulating a further effort at conversation.

“I’m glad Caroline has decided to stay with us until our things are sold,” said Mrs. Bradford.

“Yes. She has been very obliging,” said Laura. Then Mrs. Bradford’s thoughts went evenly inward again. “I have arranged to keep my own chair. The proprietress of the boarding-house at Scarborough has been very obliging about having it placed in a corner out of the draught. They like a permanent boarder who is well recommended, and I shall be quite comfortable so long as I have my own chair in a nice corner, and my book and my knitting. You see, the sale of the house and furniture will enable me to take a good room on the first floor. I have no doubt I shall be all right there” she paused “as right as I can be now, that is to say,” she added, her lip trembling.

During the silence which followed, the three girls passed once more heads erect and neatly-shod feet stepping lightly on the hard path. Mrs. Bradford looked after them with a sort of dull aversion. “Two of those girls’ mothers were in service. Why aren’t they?”

“I suppose they prefer other employment,” said Laura.

“They’d be far better off in domestic service. Now they are only doing what men can do. But men can’t do what the girls’ mothers used to do,” said Mrs. Bradford. “I can’t see that they are doing any good in the world at all.”

“Can’t you?” Laura hesitated a moment, piecing together her own thoughts. “Well, do you know, Mrs. Bradford I didn’t think of it before but I really do believe girls like those are achieving something rather wonderful, after all. I believe they are reaching up to a stage of manners and speech which will soon cause them to merge with the girls of our own class, so that you can’t feel any difference. Then we shall get the real equality which people are always talking about. They’re doing it the right way, too, levelling up, not levelling down.”

“Oh! Is that how you look at Caroline?” said Mrs. Bradford.

Laura waited for a moment. “Yes,” she said then, “Caroline is one of those I mean.”

Mrs. Bradford relapsed into silence again, and they sat so for a long time. Then Laura rose abruptly: “Oh, here are the Grahams! Do let us move on.”

Mrs. Bradford also rose, impelled by the urgency of her companion’s tone, but wondering in her dull way what it was that made Laura turn so red, and seem so anxious to get away all of a sudden. Surely Laura could not have quarrelled with the Grahams? Then being very curious like the majority of stupid people she sat obstinately down again. “I must have a word or two with Mr. and Mrs. Graham,” she said. “They have been so kind. But don’t you wait, Laura, unless you like. I dare say you have other things to do.”

“Oh no, I am not busy this morning: besides, it is too late to do anything now before lunch.” And she also sat down again.

The Grahams came up and immediately began to explain in subdued tones about Mr. Graham’s sore throat, which was so bad on the day of the funeral that his wife absolutely threatened to lock the front door if he attempted to attend. It was equally unfortunate that one of Mrs. Graham’s prostrating sick headaches obliged her husband to forbid her paying that last token of respect and affection to dear Miss Ethel.

Mrs. Bradford murmured a vague reply, wiping her eyes, and saying that the cross of early chrysanthemums was very beautiful it was nice of them to remember that poor Ethel liked chrysanthemums. Then after a pause she mentioned the delicious fruit and potted meats which the Grahams had sent her almost daily, for indeed they were very kind when it did not hurt them.

Laura said little, but the occasion was not one for discussing her affairs, so that denoted nothing; and very soon the Grahams went off, without satisfying Mrs. Bradford’s curiosity in any way.

Mrs. Bradford’s legs retained the same inability to do anything their owner did not wish as had distinguished them during Miss Ethel’s lifetime, so towards sunset she sent Caroline to do various errands in the village.

As the girl went along, she had on her right the old grey tower of the church standing with a sort of noble repose against the red and orange sunset. It made her think of Miss Ethel, laid to rest in the old churchyard in the middle of the village among friends and neighbours of her youth. The churchyard was now only used by those who had the old family graves there, so that Caroline had never been at a funeral exactly like Miss Ethel’s before, and those in the new cemetery had not made the same impression on her mind.

But her attention was diverted now by the sight of the carrier with his trolley, who had brought her box to the Cottage that day in the spring. And as she began to run after him, her flying figure was caught here and there by the glow of the sunset, giving her a slight momentary resemblance to the nymph on fire that Wilson’s fancy had once seen in her.

Wilson, himself, may even have been reminded of this as he stood looking after her; but he turned up the road leading to Laura Temple’s, and Caroline remained unaware that he had been anywhere near.

She had a long run before the carrier heard her calling: then he pulled up his old white horse and waited at the top of the little hill, the air about them seeming almost iridescent with the gold and red of the autumn sunset shining through it.

“Here you are again, then,” he said as she came up. “Where do you want your box moved to this time? You see, you stopped on at the Cottage, after all.”

“I’m not going yet not for another fortnight.” She was panting slightly, a little out of breath. “I want you to take a typewriter for me to Mr. Wilson’s lodgings. It’s one he left at the Cottage for me to practise on.”

“All right. I’ll call round to-morrow,” he replied.

“Oh! I do wish you could come to-night,” she said. “I particularly want it to go back to-night.”

The carrier laughed good-naturedly, looking down at her. “Oh, that’s it, is it?” he said. “Well, you’re in the right on it. One lass is enough for any man. Gee-up.” And he shouted back as he went: “I’ll call round in an hour or so.”

Caroline stood still in the road as he jolted round out of sight, forgetting to move, her bodily sensations all swamped by the tumult of her mind. How dare he say such a thing! she said to herself; then she burst forth, aloud: “I aren’t going to have it. I aren’t going to have it!”

But behind all that, she felt the iron touch of reality. Life was not to be as she wanted it, just because she was herself as she had felt in the past. No matter how she might rebel, she’d got to “have it.” The people in Thorhaven must pity her or laugh at her as they liked: she could not prevent them from destroying the steps she had hewn with such careful pains on the side of that steep hill which led to everything she desired. With all her fun and easy friendliness she had always kept herself a little “nice” a little carefully unsmirched holding her head up among the other girls And now they had the laugh of her. Now, she thought standing there, digging her finger-nails into her palms now they’d giggle and talk about her as they did about all those others who had been made fools of and left in the lurch. And she could not get away from it all. Despite her fine talk about never entering Uncle Creddle’s house again, she had found that it would be literally impossible to live in Flodmouth on what she earned at first, and she would be obliged to lodge with Aunt Creddle, going in and out by train every day.

Suddenly, the thought swept over her of how she had gloried in the idea of travelling with the other girls who were off to places of business in Flodmouth all so neat, and nicely dressed, and so independent. Now that was spoilt, like everything else.

Then the sudden hooting of a motor-bicycle caused her to start aside, and Wilf careered past cap correctly poised, slim young body bent forward. The next moment, he swerved round with a dash and swirl, shouting out:

“Hello! hello! You’ll be getting run down one of these days!” But it was to show his new motor-bicycle, and what he had gained by her “turning him down,” as well as what she had lost.

Caroline was conscious of his triumphant attitude, though she only felt a sort of incredulous wonder that she could ever have thought of him as a lover. It seemed, somehow, to have happened in another life, so far off it appeared from her present experiences.

After that two girls whom she knew passed, laughing and talking together on the other side of the road, and she immediately felt sure that they were making fun of her. No doubt it was all over the town that she had been “carrying on” with Wilson a man just about to be married to Miss Temple, whom everybody respected and liked. There would be no pity there only contempt. So she called out “good night” and went on as fast as she could, fancying what the girls were saying to each other. “Well, I wouldn’t have done such a thing! And I never reckoned to be as particular as Carrie Raby. But pride will have a fall

She could almost hear them say it as she hurried on, her ambition as well as her love so deeply wounded that she could scarcely bear herself. Revolting, fighting having to find out with exasperated agony like every one else that those who fight against destiny only hurt themselves. But as she passed the short street leading to the promenade a strong current of sea-air blew down it and she turned her hot face towards the breeze, looking up towards the pay-box which stood silent and deserted in the fading light. It took on for her now that strange quality which belongs to places where we have felt a great deal as if the walls had absorbed some of the currents of emotion which had been given out there. She both loved the little wooden erection, and longed never to see it again. Beyond it, the Flamborough lights swung out across the sea: white white red. How unhappy life was! And contempt did not kill love, as she had always understood from the novels in the pretty paper covers which she liked to read so much. It had killed trust; but the ache in her went on just the same, even though Godfrey had been threatened by Uncle Creddle with a big stick, and had shown such a cowardly anxiety to escape a row.

She drew in deep breaths of the salt air cold, invigorating as it always was here after sunset on the warmest days; and all her mind was bent on despising him as he deserved. She tried to put her contempt into words, so as to make it more real. “He’s no good. I’m well rid of him. I wouldn’t have anything to do with him now, not if he were to crawl after me on his hands and knees from here to Flamborough.”

But the silence of the evening gave back an answer which she was obliged to hear in her heart; and she told herself, though with less certainty: “I won’t care; I will end by not caring. He’s not worth it.”

But at last she did manage to flick the raw place until she was really bitter against him. For the sudden thought came to her that he dare not have behaved to a girl of his own sort in the same way as he had done to her. It was because he looked down on her that he could do it.

Then she saw the two girls coming her way down the road again, and hurried up the side street in order to escape them. But they followed, evidently going to the promenade, so she turned down to the shore where she was certain of being alone at this season and this hour. As she went along, a most vivid sense of this waste of her youth’s bright happiness came across her. “I will forget him! I aren’t going to be made miserable just by falling in love,” she said to herself, half sobbing a little figure running along through the twilight by the edge of the sea like a leaf driven by the wind, flinging defiance at the god of love whom no change can displace.