IT was only an old deserted house,
perched half-way up the hillside and overlooking the
village. But it was none the less the village
theatre: the peep-hole through which the villagers
obtained a glimpse of many mysteries, and the stage
and drop-scene of half the legends of the thorp.
It was an old stone building which
evidently had once been a dwelling of importance,
but for quite a century it had been tenantless and
almost entirely dismantled: the home of the owl
and the lizard, of the spectre and the bat.
When the sunrise splashed across the
fragmentary panes of glass that here and there remained
in their frames, the farmer would stand still at his
ploughing on the hill-slope and glance up at the great
Argus-eyed building that had now, however,
more sockets than eyes and a world of memories,
of legends and superstitions, would buzz, with strange
bewilderment, through his brain.
The old house reminded him of his
mother and of his grandfather, and of those who had
been the village historians for his childhood, and
a musing gravity seemed to deepen in his mind.
He was aware of the brevity of life, and of the lapse
of the personality; of the tragedies of passion, with
their gravity and poignancy, and of the mystery that
broods at the back of all our thoughts. But most
of all he was aware that the building standing fronting
him was the very kernel of his individuality projected
into visibility: the one knot into which all his
memories were tied.
He would hold his children spell-bound
by the hour as he told them the ordinary folk-tales
of the hamlet, with that ruin on the hillside as the
stage for the majority of them; till his daughter Ruth,
who was young and sentimental, though with a streak
of passion running through her nature, learned to
contemplate the ruin with an awe akin to his, and
stared up wonderingly at it, so long and so often,
that at last it had become for her a necessary part
of life.
While Ruth was still a child, the
haunted ruin chiefly attracted her thoughts as the
scene and locality of uncanny occurrences that were
fanciful and unusual rather than sombre or suggestive.
It was the great haunted cheese in which the piskies
burrowed, and out of which they hopped with amusing
unexpectedness: it was the building to pass which
you must always turn your stocking, if you wished to
escape being pisky-ledden, or misguided:
it was the place to which the “Little Folks"
conveyed stolen children: above all, it was the
place of dark and cobwebbed corners, where naughty
children were put to live with snails and spiders
and with great big goggle-eyed buccaboos!
As she stood on her doorstep with
her bit of knitting in her hand a tiny
doll’s stocking, or a garter for herself little
Ruth would stare up at the great black building, with
the scarlet splendour of the sunset at its back, until
she almost fancied she could see the little winking
piskies grinning through the window-holes and clambering
across the roofs.
And by-and-by, when the rich yellow
sky began to darken and the flocks of rooks flew cawing
overhead, Ruth would shiver with a delicious sense
of security as she stood beneath the porch in the gathering
twilight and heard the wind begin to moan and sigh
mysteriously, as if it trembled at the thought of
spending the night on the hillside with no other company
than that “whisht owld house.”
As she grew older and became aware
of the drift of her wishes, feeling stirrings and
promptings at the roots of her life, her imagination
seized now on the passionate human tragedies which,
according to the legends, had been enacted in the
building. She had a sweetheart of her own, and
she could understand lovers; and something of the glamour
and mystery of a great heady passion she believed
she could interpret out of her own ripened life.
But Rastus Dabb, her sweetheart, was
as cloddish and unimaginative as the heavy-uddered
cows, with their great fleshy dewlaps, of which he
was prouder than he was of anything else in his world.
It was quite impossible to get his feet off the solid
earth: and apparently his mind was anchored firmly
to his feet. But Ruth had the attractiveness of
all young things she was fresh and cheerful,
with a heart as light as a feather and,
by the law of contrast, she suited him to a nicety,
more especially as she was an excellent little housewife
to boot. So the courting prospered sunnily; and
he let her “romance” as she pleased.
When she was a wife and mother, Ruth
presently became acquainted with that grim Shadow
who knows the secret of our tears their
source and the bitter in them and knows,
too, the secret of everlasting peace. And thereafter,
when at intervals his wings darkened the world for
her, her thoughts went out, with a strange yearning,
towards the dead who had once inhabited the ruin and
could now roam through it only as ghosts.
“Shall I one day have only such
a foothold as theirs in this dear green world of ours?”
she would ask herself, shiveringly. And the Sunday-evening’s
sermon could soothe her not a whit.
At last, in the waning afternoon of
life, when her smooth brown hair was as yet unstreaked
with grey and her cheeks had still a splash of colour
in them, she fell ill of some mysterious malady mysterious,
at least, to the sympathetic villagers and
one dreary day in the blustering autumn she was aware
in her heart that the Shadow was in the room.
“Draw back the curtains as far
as you can,” said she to Rastus, who stood helpless
by the bedside.
And when they were drawn, and she
could see the great gaunt ruin frowning blackly above
the slopes of the shadow-checkered hillside, she cried
out suddenly, “I’m going there among them,
Rastus! Oh, dear, hold me!” And with that
she passed.