She met him at the door.
“I did not think you would be so early.”
“It is half past eight.”
He looked at his watch. “The train leaves
at 9.12.”
He was very businesslike, until he
saw her lips tremble as she abruptly turned and led
the way.
“It’ll be all right, little
woman,” he said soothingly. “Doctor
Bodineau’s the man. He’ll pull him
through, you’ll see.”
They entered the living-room.
His glance quested apprehensively about, then turned
to her.
“Where’s Al?”
She did not answer, but with a sudden
impulse came close to him and stood motionless.
She was a slender, dark-eyed woman, in whose face
was stamped the strain and stress of living. But
the fine lines and the haunted look in the eyes were
not the handiwork of mere worry. He knew whose
handiwork it was as he looked upon it, and she knew
when she consulted her mirror.
“It’s no use, Mary,”
he said. He put his hand on her shoulder.
“We’ve tried everything. It’s
a wretched business, I know, but what else can we
do? You’ve failed. Doctor Bodineau’s
all that’s left.”
“If I had another chance...” she began
falteringly.
“We’ve threshed that all
out,” he answered harshly. “You’ve
got to buck up, now. You know what conclusion
we arrived at. You know you haven’t the
ghost of a hope in another chance.”
She shook her head. “I
know it. But it is terrible, the thought of his
going away to fight it out alone.”
“He won’t be alone.
There’s Doctor Bodineau. And besides, it’s
a beautiful place.”
She remained silent.
“It is the only thing,” he said.
“It is the only thing,” she repeated mechanically.
He looked at his watch. “Where’s
Al?”
“I’ll send him.”
When the door had closed behind her,
he walked over to the window and looked out, drumming
absently with his knuckles on the pane.
“Hello.”
He turned and responded to the greeting
of the man who had just entered. There was a
perceptible drag to the man’s feet as he walked
across toward the window and paused irresolutely halfway.
“I’ve changed my mind,
George,” he announced hurriedly and nervously.
“I’m not going.”
He plucked at his sleeve, shuffled
with his feet, dropped his eyes, and with a strong
effort raised them again to confront the other.
George regarded him silently, his
nostrils distending and his lean fingers unconsciously
crooking like an eagle’s talons about to clutch.
In line and feature, there was much
of resemblance between the two men; and yet, in the
strongest resemblances there was a radical difference.
Theirs were the same black eyes, but those of the man
at the window were sharp and straight looking, while
those of the man in the middle of the room were cloudy
and furtive. He could not face the other’s
gaze, and continually and vainly struggled with himself
to do so. The high cheek bones with the hollows
beneath were the same, yet the texture of the hollows
seemed different. The thin-lipped mouths were
from the same mould, but George’s lips were
firm and muscular, while Al’s were soft and
loose the lips of an ascetic turned voluptuary.
There was also a sag at the corners. His flesh
hinted of grossness, especially so in the eagle-like
aquiline nose that must once have been like the other’s,
but that had lost the austerity the other’s
still retained.
Al fought for steadiness in the middle
of the floor. The silence bothered him.
He had a feeling that he was about to begin swaying
back and forth. He moistened his lips with his
tongue.
“I’m going to stay,” he said desperately.
He dropped his eyes and plucked again at his sleeve.
“And you are only twenty-six
years old,” George said at last. “You
poor, feeble old man.”
“Don’t be so sure of that,” Al retorted,
with a flash of belligerence.
“Do you remember when we swam that mile and
a half across the channel?”
“Well, and what of it?”
A sullen expression was creeping across Al’s
face.
“And do you remember when we boxed in the barn
after school?”
“I could take all you gave me.”
“All I gave you!” George’s
voice rose momentarily to a higher pitch. “You
licked me four afternoons out of five. You were
twice as strong as I three times as strong.
And now I’d be afraid to land on you with a
sofa cushion; you’d crumple up like a last year’s
leaf. You’d die, you poor, miserable old
man.”
“You needn’t abuse me
just because I’ve changed my mind,” the
other protested, the hint of a whine in his voice.
His wife entered, and he looked appealingly
to her; but the man at the window strode suddenly
up to him and burst out
“You don’t know your own
mind for two successive minutes! You haven’t
any mind, you spineless, crawling worm!”
“You can’t make me angry.”
Al smiled with cunning, and glanced triumphantly at
his wife. “You can’t make me angry,”
he repeated, as though the idea were thoroughly gratifying
to him. “I know your game. It’s
my stomach, I tell you. I can’t help it.
Before God, I can’t! Isn’t it my
stomach, Mary?”
She glanced at George and spoke composedly,
though she hid a trembling hand in a fold of her skirt.
“Isn’t it time?” she asked softly.
Her husband turned upon her savagely.
“I’m not going to go!” he cried.
“That’s just what I’ve been telling...
him. And I tell you again, all of you, I’m
not going. You can’t bully me.”
“Why, Al, dear, you said ”
she began.
“Never mind what I said!”
he broke out. “I’ve said something
else right now, and you’ve heard it, and that
settles it.”
He walked across the room and threw
himself with emphasis into a Morris chair. But
the other man was swiftly upon him. The talon-like
fingers gripped his shoulders, jerked him to his feet,
and held him there.
“You’ve reached the limit,
Al, and I want you to understand it. I’ve
tried to treat you like... like my brother, but hereafter
I shall treat you like the thing that you are.
Do you understand?”
The anger in his voice was cold.
The blaze in his eyes was cold. It was vastly
more effective than any outburst, and Al cringed under
it and under the clutching hand that was bruising
his shoulder muscles.
“It is only because of me that
you have this house, that you have the food you eat.
Your position? Any other man would have been shown
the door a year ago two years ago.
I have held you in it. Your salary has been charity.
It has been paid out of my pocket. Mary... her
dresses... that gown she has on is made over; she
wears the discarded dresses of her sisters, of my
wife. Charity do you understand?
Your children they are wearing the discarded
clothes of my children, of the children of my neighbours
who think the clothes went to some orphan asylum.
And it is an orphan asylum... or it soon will be.”
He emphasized each point with an unconscious
tightening of his grip on the shoulder. Al was
squirming with the pain of it. The sweat was
starting out on his forehead.
“Now listen well to me,”
his brother went on. “In three minutes you
will tell me that you are going with me. If you
don’t, Mary and the children will be taken away
from you to-day. You needn’t
ever come to the office. This house will be closed
to you. And in six months I shall have the pleasure
of burying you. You have three minutes to make
up your mind.”
Al made a strangling movement, and
reached up with weak fingers to the clutching hand.
“My heart... let me go... you’ll
be the death of me,” he gasped.
The hand thrust him down forcibly
into the Morris chair and released him.
The clock on the mantle ticked loudly.
George glanced at it, and at Mary. She was leaning
against the table, unable to conceal her trembling.
He became unpleasantly aware of the feeling of his
brother’s fingers on his hand. Quite unconsciously
he wiped the back of the hand upon his coat.
The clock ticked on in the silence. It seemed
to George that the room reverberated with his voice.
He could hear himself still speaking.
“I’ll go,” came from the Morris
chair.
It was a weak and shaken voice, and
it was a weak and shaken man that pulled himself out
of the Morris chair. He started toward the door.
“Where are you going?” George demanded.
“Suit case,” came the
response. “Mary’ll send the trunk
later. I’ll be back in a minute.”
The door closed after him. A
moment later, struck with sudden suspicion, George
was opening the door. He glanced in. His
brother stood at a sideboard, in one hand a decanter,
in the other hand, bottom up and to his lips, a whisky
glass.
Across the glass Al saw that he was
observed. It threw him into a panic. Hastily
he tried to refill the glass and get it to his lips;
but glass and decanter were sent smashing to the floor.
He snarled. It was like the sound of a wild beast.
But the grip on his shoulder subdued and frightened
him. He was being propelled toward the door.
“The suit case,” he gasped.
“It’s there in that room. Let me get
it.”
“Where’s the key?”
his brother asked, when he had brought it.
“It isn’t locked.”
The next moment the suit case was
spread open, and George’s hand was searching
the contents. From one side it brought out a bottle
of whisky, from the other side a flask. He snapped
the case to.
“Come on,” he said.
“If we miss one car, we miss that train.”
He went out into the hallway, leaving
Al with his wife. It was like a funeral, George
thought, as he waited.
His brother’s overcoat caught
on the knob of the front door and delayed its closing
long enough for Mary’s first sob to come to their
ears. George’s lips were very thin and
compressed as he went down the steps. In one
hand he carried the suit case. With the other
hand he held his brother’s arm.
As they neared the corner, he heard
the electric car a block away, and urged his brother
on. Al was breathing hard. His feet dragged
and shuffled, and he held back.
“A hell of a brother you are,” he
panted.
For reply, he received a vicious jerk
on his arm. It reminded him of his childhood
when he was hurried along by some angry grown-up.
And like a child, he had to be helped up the car step.
He sank down on an outside seat, panting, sweating,
overcome by the exertion. He followed George’s
eyes as the latter looked him up and down.
“A hell of a brother you
are,” was George’s comment when he had
finished the inspection.
Moisture welled into Al’s eyes.
“It’s my stomach,” he said with
self-pity.
“I don’t wonder,”
was the retort. “Burnt out like the crater
of a volcano. Fervent heat isn’t a circumstance.”
Thereafter they did not speak.
When they arrived at the transfer point, George came
to himself with a start. He smiled. With
fixed gaze that did not see the houses that streamed
across his field of vision, he had himself been sunk
deep in self-pity. He helped his brother from
the car, and looked up the intersecting street.
The car they were to take was not in sight.
Al’s eyes chanced upon the corner
grocery and saloon across the way. At once he
became restless. His hands passed beyond his control,
and he yearned hungrily across the street to the door
that swung open even as he looked and let in a happy
pilgrim. And in that instant he saw the white-jacketed
bartender against an array of glittering glass.
Quite unconsciously he started to cross the street.
“Hold on.” George’s hand was
on his arm.
“I want some whisky,” he answered.
“You’ve already had some.”
“That was hours ago. Go
on, George, let me have some. It’s the last
day. Don’t shut off on me until we get there God
knows it will be soon enough.”
George glanced desperately up the street. The
car was in sight.
“There isn’t time for a drink,”
he said.
“I don’t want a drink.
I want a bottle.” Al’s voice became
wheedling. “Go on, George. It’s
the last, the very last.”
“No.” The denial was as final as
George’s thin lips could make it.
Al glanced at the approaching car.
He sat down suddenly on the curbstone.
“What’s the matter?” his brother
asked, with momentary alarm.
“Nothing. I want some whisky. It’s
my stomach.”
“Come on now, get up.”
George reached for him, but was anticipated,
for his brother sprawled flat on the pavement, oblivious
to the dirt and to the curious glances of the passers-by.
The car was clanging its gong at the crossing, a block
away.
“You’ll miss it,”
Al grinned from the pavement. “And it will
be your fault.”
George’s fists clenched tightly.
“For two cents I’d give you a thrashing.”
“And miss the car,” was the triumphant
comment from the pavement.
George looked at the car. It
was halfway down the block. He looked at his
watch. He debated a second longer.
“All right,” he said.
“I’ll get it. But you get on that
car. If you miss it, I’ll break the bottle
over your head.”
He dashed across the street and into
the saloon. The car came in and stopped.
There were no passengers to get off. Al dragged
himself up the steps and sat down. He smiled
as the conductor rang the bell and the car started.
The swinging door of the saloon burst open. Clutching
in his hand the suit case and a pint bottle of whisky,
George started in pursuit. The conductor, his
hand on the bell cord, waited to see if it would be
necessary to stop. It was not. George swung
lightly aboard, sat down beside his brother, and passed
him the bottle.
“You might have got a quart,” Al said
reproachfully.
He extracted the cork with a pocket corkscrew, and
elevated the bottle.
“I’m sick... my stomach,”
he explained in apologetic tones to the passenger
who sat next to him.
In the train they sat in the smoking-car.
George felt that it was imperative. Also, having
successfully caught the train, his heart softened.
He felt more kindly toward his brother, and accused
himself of unnecessary harshness. He strove to
atone by talking about their mother, and sisters,
and the little affairs and interests of the family.
But Al was morose, and devoted himself to the bottle.
As the time passed, his mouth hung looser and looser,
while the rings under his eyes seemed to puff out
and all his facial muscles to relax.
“It’s my stomach,”
he said, once, when he finished the bottle and dropped
it under the seat; but the swift hardening of his brother’s
face did not encourage further explanations.
The conveyance that met them at the
station had all the dignity and luxuriousness of a
private carriage. George’s eyes were keen
for the ear marks of the institution to which they
were going, but his apprehensions were allayed from
moment to moment. As they entered the wide gateway
and rolled on through the spacious grounds, he felt
sure that the institutional side of the place would
not jar upon his brother. It was more like a
summer hotel, or, better yet, a country club.
And as they swept on through the spring sunshine,
the songs of birds in his ears, and in his nostrils
the breath of flowers, George sighed for a week of
rest in such a place, and before his eyes loomed the
arid vista of summer in town and at the office.
There was not room in his income for his brother and
himself.
“Let us take a walk in the grounds,”
he suggested, after they had met Doctor Bodineau and
inspected the quarters assigned to Al. “The
carriage leaves for the station in half an hour, and
we’ll just have time.”
“It’s beautiful,”
he remarked a moment later. Under his feet was
the velvet grass, the trees arched overhead, and he
stood in mottled sunshine. “I wish I could
stay for a month.”
“I’ll trade places with you,” Al
said quickly.
George laughed it off, but he felt a sinking of the
heart.
“Look at that oak!” he cried. “And
that woodpecker! Isn’t he a beauty!”
“I don’t like it here,” he heard
his brother mutter.
George’s lips tightened in preparation for the
struggle, but he said
“I’m going to send Mary
and the children off to the mountains. She needs
it, and so do they. And when you’re in shape,
I’ll send you right on to join them. Then
you can take your summer vacation before you come back
to the office.”
“I’m not going to stay
in this damned hole, for all you talk about it,”
Al announced abruptly.
“Yes you are, and you’re
going to get your health and strength back again,
so that the look of you will put the colour in Mary’s
cheeks where it used to be.”
“I’m going back with you.”
Al’s voice was firm. “I’m going
to take the same train back. It’s about
time for that carriage, I guess.”
“I haven’t told you all
my plans,” George tried to go on, but Al cut
him off.
“You might as well quit that.
I don’t want any of your soapy talking.
You treat me like a child. I’m not a child.
My mind’s made up, and I’ll show you how
long it can stay made up. You needn’t talk
to me. I don’t care a rap for what you’re
going to say.”
A baleful light was in his eyes, and
to his brother he seemed for all the world like a
cornered rat, desperate and ready to fight. As
George looked at him he remembered back to their childhood,
and it came to him that at last was aroused in Al
the same old stubborn strain that had enabled him,
as a child, to stand against all force and persuasion.
George abandoned hope. He had
lost. This creature was not human. The last
fine instinct of the human had fled. It was a
brute, sluggish and stolid, impossible to move just
the raw stuff of life, combative, rebellious, and
indomitable. And as he contemplated his brother
he felt in himself the rising up of a similar brute.
He became suddenly aware that his fingers were tensing
and crooking like a thug’s, and he knew the
desire to kill. And his reason, turned traitor
at last, counselled that he should kill, that it was
the only thing left for him to do.
He was aroused by a servant calling
to him through the trees that the carriage was waiting.
He answered. Then, looking straight before him,
he discovered his brother. He had forgotten it
was his brother. It had been only a thing the
moment before. He began to talk, and as he talked
the way became clear to him. His reason had not
turned traitor. The brute in him had merely orientated
his reason.
“You are no earthly good, Al,”
he said. “You know that. You’ve
made Mary’s life a hell. You are a curse
to your children. And you have not made life
exactly a paradise for the rest of us.”
“There’s no use your talking,”
Al interjected. “I’m not going to
stay here.”
“That’s what I’m
coming to,” George continued. “You
don’t have to stay here.” (Al’s
face brightened, and he involuntarily made a movement,
as though about to start toward the carriage.) “On
the other hand, it is not necessary that you should
return with me. There is another way.”
George’s hand went to his hip
pocket and appeared with a revolver. It lay along
his palm, the butt toward Al, and toward Al he extended
it. At the same time, with his head, he indicated
the near-by thicket.
“You can’t bluff me,” Al snarled.
“It is not a bluff, Al.
Look at me. I mean it. And if you don’t
do it for yourself, I shall have to do it for you.”
They faced each other, the proffered
revolver still extended. Al debated for a moment,
then his eyes blazed. With a quick movement he
seized the revolver.
“My God! I’ll do
it,” he said. “I’ll show you
what I’ve got in me.”
George felt suddenly sick. He
turned away. He did not see his brother enter
the thicket, but he heard the passage of his body through
the leaves and branches.
“Good-bye, Al,” he called.
“Good-bye,” came from the thicket.
George felt the sweat upon his forehead.
He began mopping his face with his handkerchief.
He heard, as from a remote distance, the voice of
the servant again calling to him that the carriage
was waiting. The woodpecker dropped down through
the mottled sunshine and lighted on the trunk of a
tree a dozen feet away. George felt that it was
all a dream, and yet through it all he felt supreme
justification. It was the right thing to do.
It was the only thing.
His whole body gave a spasmodic start,
as though the revolver had been fired. It was
the voice of Al, close at his back.
“Here’s your gun,” Al said.
“I’ll stay.”
The servant appeared among the trees,
approaching rapidly and calling anxiously. George
put the weapon in his pocket and caught both his brother’s
hands in his own.
“God bless you, old man,”
he murmured; “and” with a final
squeeze of the hands “good luck!”
“I’m coming,” he
called to the servant, and turned and ran through the
trees toward the carriage.