Upon the battlefield of the human
soul two masters are ever contending for the crown
of supremacy, for the kingship and dominion of the
heart; the master of self, called also the “Prince
of this world,” and the master of Truth, called
also the Father God. The master self is that rebellious
one whose weapons are passion, pride, avarice, vanity,
self-will, implements of darkness; the master Truth
is that meek and lowly one whose weapons are gentleness,
patience, purity, sacrifice, humility, love, instruments
of Light.
In every soul the battle is waged,
and as a soldier cannot engage at once in two opposing
armies, so every heart is enlisted either in the ranks
of self or of Truth. There is no half-and-half
course; “There is self and there is Truth; where
self is, Truth is not, where Truth is, self is not.”
Thus spake Buddha, the teacher of Truth, and Jesus,
the manifested Christ, declared that “No man
can serve two masters; for either he will hate the
one and love the other; or else he will hold to the
one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God
and Mammon.”
Truth is so simple, so absolutely
undeviating and uncompromising that it admits of no
complexity, no turning, no qualification. Self
is ingenious, crooked, and, governed by subtle and
snaky desire, admits of endless turnings and qualifications,
and the deluded worshipers of self vainly imagine
that they can gratify every worldly desire, and at
the same time possess the Truth. But the lovers
of Truth worship Truth with the sacrifice of self,
and ceaselessly guard themselves against worldliness
and self-seeking.
Do you seek to know and to realize
Truth? Then you must be prepared to sacrifice,
to renounce to the uttermost, for Truth in all its
glory can only be perceived and known when the last
vestige of self has disappeared.
The eternal Christ declared that he
who would be His disciple must “deny himself
daily.” Are you willing to deny yourself,
to give up your lusts, your prejudices, your opinions?
If so, you may enter the narrow way of Truth, and
find that peace from which the world is shut out.
The absolute denial, the utter extinction, of self
is the perfect state of Truth, and all religions and
philosophies are but so many aids to this supreme
attainment.
Self is the denial of Truth.
Truth is the denial of self. As you let self
die, you will be reborn in Truth. As you cling
to self, Truth will be hidden from you.
Whilst you cling to self, your path
will be beset with difficulties, and repeated pains,
sorrows, and disappointments will be your lot.
There are no difficulties in Truth, and coming to
Truth, you will be freed from all sorrow and disappointment.
Truth in itself is not hidden and
dark. It is always revealed and is perfectly
transparent. But the blind and wayward self cannot
perceive it. The light of day is not hidden except
to the blind, and the Light of Truth is not hidden
except to those who are blinded by self.
Truth is the one Reality in the universe,
the inward Harmony, the perfect Justice, the eternal
Love. Nothing can be added to it, nor taken from
it. It does not depend upon any man, but all
men depend upon it. You cannot perceive the beauty
of Truth while you are looking out through the eyes
of self. If you are vain, you will color everything
with your own vanities. If lustful, your heart
and mind will be so clouded with the smoke and flames
of passion, that everything will appear distorted through
them. If proud and opinionative, you will see
nothing in the whole universe except the magnitude
and importance of your own opinions.
There is one quality which pre-eminently
distinguishes the man of Truth from the man of self,
and that is humility. To be not only free
from vanity, stubbornness and egotism, but to regard
one’s own opinions as of no value, this indeed
is true humility.
He who is immersed in self regards
his own opinions as Truth, and the opinions of other
men as error. But that humble Truth-lover who
has learned to distinguish between opinion and Truth,
regards all men with the eye of charity, and does
not seek to defend his opinions against theirs, but
sacrifices those opinions that he may love the more,
that he may manifest the spirit of Truth, for Truth
in its very nature is ineffable and can only be lived.
He who has most of charity has most of Truth.
Men engage in heated controversies,
and foolishly imagine they are defending the Truth,
when in reality they are merely defending their own
petty interests and perishable opinions. The follower
of self takes up arms against others. The follower
of Truth takes up arms against himself. Truth,
being unchangeable and eternal, is independent of your
opinion and of mine. We may enter into it, or
we may stay outside; but both our defense and our
attack are superfluous, and are hurled back upon ourselves.
Men, enslaved by self, passionate,
proud, and condemnatory, believe their particular
creed or religion to be the Truth, and all other religions
to be error; and they proselytize with passionate
ardor. There is but one religion, the religion
of Truth. There is but one error, the error of
self. Truth is not a formal belief; it is an
unselfish, holy, and aspiring heart, and he who has
Truth is at peace with all, and cherishes all with
thoughts of love.
You may easily know whether you are
a child of Truth or a worshiper of self, if you will
silently examine your mind, heart, and conduct.
Do you harbor thoughts of suspicion, enmity, envy,
lust, pride, or do you strenuously fight against these?
If the former, you are chained to self, no matter
what religion you may profess; if the latter, you are
a candidate for Truth, even though outwardly you may
profess no religion. Are you passionate, self-willed,
ever seeking to gain your own ends, self-indulgent,
and self-centered; or are you gentle, mild, unselfish,
quit of every form of self-indulgence, and are ever
ready to give up your own? If the former, self
is your master; if the latter, Truth is the object
of your affection. Do you strive for riches?
Do you fight, with passion, for your party? Do
you lust for power and leadership? Are you given
to ostentation and self-praise? Or have you given
up the love of riches? Have you relinquished
all strife? Are you content to take the lowest
place, and to be passed by unnoticed? And have
you ceased to talk about yourself and to regard yourself
with self-complacent pride? If the former, even
though you may imagine you worship God, the god of
your heart is self. If the latter, even though
you may withhold your lips from worship, you are dwelling
with the Most High.
The signs by which the Truth-lover is known are unmistakable.
Hear the Holy Krishna declare them, in Sir Edwin Arnolds beautiful rendering of
the Bhagavad Gita":
“Fearlessness, singleness
of soul, the will
Always to strive for wisdom;
opened hand
And governed appetites; and
piety,
And love of lonely study;
humbleness,
Uprightness, heed to injure
nought which lives
Truthfulness, slowness unto
wrath, a mind
That lightly letteth go what
others prize;
And equanimity, and charity
Which spieth no man’s
faults; and tenderness
Towards all that suffer; a
contented heart,
Fluttered by no desires; a
bearing mild,
Modest and grave, with manhood
nobly mixed,
With patience, fortitude and
purity;
An unrevengeful spirit, never
given
To rate itself too high such
be the signs,
O Indian Prince! of him whose
feet are set
On that fair path which leads
to heavenly birth!”
When men, lost in the devious ways
of error and self, have forgotten the “heavenly
birth,” the state of holiness and Truth, they
set up artificial standards by which to judge one
another, and make acceptance of, and adherence to,
their own particular theology, the test of Truth; and
so men are divided one against another, and there
is ceaseless enmity and strife, and unending sorrow
and suffering.
Reader, do you seek to realize the
birth into Truth? There is only one way:
Let self die. All those lusts, appetites,
desires, opinions, limited conceptions and prejudices
to which you have hitherto so tenaciously clung, let
them fall from you. Let them no longer hold you
in bondage, and Truth will be yours. Cease to
look upon your own religion as superior to all others,
and strive humbly to learn the supreme lesson of charity.
No longer cling to the idea, so productive of strife
and sorrow, that the Savior whom you worship is the
only Savior, and that the Savior whom your brother
worships with equal sincerity and ardor, is an impostor;
but seek diligently the path of holiness, and then
you will realize that every holy man is a savior of
mankind.
The giving up of self is not merely
the renunciation of outward things. It consists
of the renunciation of the inward sin, the inward error.
Not by giving up vain clothing; not by relinquishing
riches; not by abstaining from certain foods; not
by speaking smooth words; not by merely doing these
things is the Truth found; but by giving up the spirit
of vanity; by relinquishing the desire for riches;
by abstaining from the lust of self-indulgence; by
giving up all hatred, strife, condemnation, and self-seeking,
and becoming gentle and pure at heart; by doing these
things is the Truth found. To do the former,
and not to do the latter, is pharisaism and hypocrisy,
whereas the latter includes the former. You may
renounce the outward world, and isolate yourself in
a cave or in the depths of a forest, but you will
take all your selfishness with you, and unless you
renounce that, great indeed will be your wretchedness
and deep your delusion. You may remain just where
you are, performing all your duties, and yet renounce
the world, the inward enemy. To be in the world
and yet not of the world is the highest perfection,
the most blessed peace, is to achieve the greatest
victory. The renunciation of self is the way of
Truth, therefore,
“Enter the Path; there
is no grief like hate,
No pain like passion,
no deceit like sense;
Enter the Path; far hath he
gone whose foot
Treads down one
fond offense.”
As you succeed in overcoming self
you will begin to see things in their right relations.
He who is swayed by any passion, prejudice, like or
dislike, adjusts everything to that particular bias,
and sees only his own delusions. He who is absolutely
free from all passion, prejudice, preference, and
partiality, sees himself as he is; sees others as they
are; sees all things in their proper proportions and
right relations. Having nothing to attack, nothing
to defend, nothing to conceal, and no interests to
guard, he is at peace. He has realized the profound
simplicity of Truth, for this unbiased, tranquil,
blessed state of mind and heart is the state of Truth.
He who attains to it dwells with the angels, and sits
at the footstool of the Supreme. Knowing the
Great Law; knowing the origin of sorrow; knowing the
secret of suffering; knowing the way of emancipation
in Truth, how can such a one engage in strife or condemnation;
for though he knows that the blind, self-seeking world,
surrounded with the clouds of its own illusions, and
enveloped in the darkness of error and self, cannot
perceive the steadfast Light of Truth, and is utterly
incapable of comprehending the profound simplicity
of the heart that has died, or is dying, to self,
yet he also knows that when the suffering ages have
piled up mountains of sorrow, the crushed and burdened
soul of the world will fly to its final refuge, and
that when the ages are completed, every prodigal will
come back to the fold of Truth. And so he dwells
in goodwill toward all, and regards all with that
tender compassion which a father bestows upon his
wayward children.
Men cannot understand Truth because
they cling to self, because they believe in and love
self, because they believe self to be the only reality,
whereas it is the one delusion.
When you cease to believe in and love
self you will desert it, and will fly to Truth, and
will find the eternal Reality.
When men are intoxicated with the
wines of luxury, and pleasure, and vanity, the thirst
of life grows and deepens within them, and they delude
themselves with dreams of fleshly immortality, but
when they come to reap the harvest of their own sowing,
and pain and sorrow supervene, then, crushed and humiliated,
relinquishing self and all the intoxications of
self, they come, with aching hearts to the one immortality,
the immortality that destroys all delusions, the spiritual
immortality in Truth.
Men pass from evil to good, from self
to Truth, through the dark gate of sorrow, for sorrow
and self are inseparable. Only in the peace and
bliss of Truth is all sorrow vanquished. If you
suffer disappointment because your cherished plans
have been thwarted, or because someone has not come
up to your anticipations, it is because you are clinging
to self. If you suffer remorse for your conduct,
it is because you have given way to self. If you
are overwhelmed with chagrin and regret because of
the attitude of someone else toward you, it is because
you have been cherishing self. If you are wounded
on account of what has been done to you or said of
you, it is because you are walking in the painful
way of self. All suffering is of self. All
suffering ends in Truth. When you have entered
into and realized Truth, you will no longer suffer
disappointment, remorse, and regret, and sorrow will
flee from you.
“Self is the only prison
that can ever bind the soul;
Truth is the only angel that
can bid the gates unroll;
And when he comes to call
thee, arise and follow fast;
His way may lie through darkness,
but it leads to light at last.”
The woe of the world is of its own
making. Sorrow purifies and deepens the soul,
and the extremity of sorrow is the prelude to Truth.
Have you suffered much? Have
you sorrowed deeply? Have you pondered seriously
upon the problem of life? If so, you are prepared
to wage war against self, and to become a disciple
of Truth.
The intellectual who do not see the
necessity for giving up self, frame endless theories
about the universe, and call them Truth; but do thou
pursue that direct line of conduct which is the practice
of righteousness, and thou wilt realize the Truth
which has no place in theory, and which never changes.
Cultivate your heart. Water it continually with
unselfish love and deep-felt pity, and strive to shut
out from it all thoughts and feelings which are not
in accordance with Love. Return good for evil,
love for hatred, gentleness for ill-treatment, and
remain silent when attacked. So shall you transmute
all your selfish desires into the pure gold of Love,
and self will disappear in Truth. So will you
walk blamelessly among men, yoked with the easy yoke
of lowliness, and clothed with the divine garment
of humility.
O come, weary brother! thy
struggling and striving
End thou in the
heart of the Master of ruth;
Across self’s drear
desert why wilt thou be driving,
Athirst for the
quickening waters of Truth
When here, by the path of
thy searching and sinning,
Flows Life’s
gladsome stream, lies Love’s oasis green?
Come, turn thou and rest;
know the end and beginning,
The sought and
the searcher, the seer and seen.
Thy Master sits not in the
unapproached mountains,
Nor dwells in
the mirage which floats on the air,
Nor shalt thou discover His
magical fountains
In pathways of
sand that encircle despair.
In selfhood’s dark desert
cease wearily seeking
The odorous tracks
of the feet of thy King;
And if thou wouldst hear the
sweet sound of His speaking,
Be deaf to all
voices that emptily sing.
Flee the vanishing places;
renounce all thou hast;
Leave all that
thou lovest, and, naked and bare,
Thyself at the shrine of the
Innermost cast;
The Highest, the
Holiest, the Changeless is there.
Within, in the heart of the
Silence He dwelleth;
Leave sorrow and
sin, leave thy wanderings sore;
Come bathe in His Joy, whilst
He, whispering, telleth
Thy soul what
it seeketh, and wander no more.
Then cease, weary brother,
thy struggling and striving;
Find peace in
the heart of the Master of ruth.
Across self’s dark desert
cease wearily driving;
Come; drink at
the beautiful waters of Truth.