“As one imprisoned that hath lain alone
  And dreamed of sunlight where no vagrant gleam
  Of sunlight pierces, being freed, must deem
  This too but dreaming, and must dread the sun
  Whose glory dazzles,-even as such-an-one
  Am I whose longing was but now supreme
  For this high hour, and, now it strikes, esteem
  I do but dream long dreamed-of goals are won.

  “Phyllis, I am not worthy of thy love. 
  I pray thee let no kindly word be said
  Of me at all, for in the train thereof,
  Whenas yet-parted lips, sigh-visited,
  End speech and wait, mine when I will to move,
  Such joy awakens that I grow afraid.” 
THOMAS ROWLAND. Triumphs of Phyllis.

I

They passed with incredible celerity, those next ten days-those strange, delicious, topsy-turvy days.  To Rudolph Musgrave it seemed afterward that he had dreamed them away in some vague Lotus Land-in a delectable country where, he remembered, there were always purple eyes that mocked you, and red lips that coaxed you now, and now cast gibes at you.

You felt, for the most part of your stay in this country, flushed and hot and uncomfortable and unbelievably awkward, and you were mercilessly bedeviled there; but not for all the accumulated wealth of Samarkand and Ind and Ophir would you have had it otherwise.  Ah, no, not otherwise in the least trifle.  For now uplifted to a rosy zone of acquiescence, you partook incuriously at table of nectar and ambrosia, and noted abroad, without any surprise, that you trod upon a more verdant grass than usual, and that someone had polished up the sun a bit; and, in fine, you snatched a fearful joy from the performance of the most trivial functions of life.

Yet always he remembered that it could not last; always he remembered that in the autumn Patricia was to marry Lord Pevensey.  She sometimes gave him letters to mail which were addressed to that nobleman.  He wondered savagely what was in them; he posted them with a vicious shove; and, for the time, they caused him acute twinges of misery.  But not for long; no, for, in sober earnest, if some fantastic sequence of events had made his one chance of winning Patricia Stapylton dependent on his spending a miserable half-hour in her company, Rudolph Musgrave could not have done it.

As for Miss Stapylton, she appeared to delight in the cloistered, easy-going life of Lichfield.  The quaint and beautiful old town fell short in nothing of her expectations, in spite of the fact that she had previously read John Charteris’s tales of Lichfield,-“those effusions which” (if the Lichfield Courier-Herald is to be trusted) “have builded, by the strength and witchery of record and rhyme, romance and poem, a myriad-windowed temple in Lichfield’s honor-exquisite, luminous, and enduring-for all the world to see.”

Miss Stapylton appeared to delight in the cloistered easy-going life of Lichfield,-that town which was once, as the outside world has half-forgotten now, the center of America’s wealth, politics and culture, the town to which Europeans compiling “impressions” of America devoted one of their longest chapters in the heyday of Elijah Pogram and Jefferson Brick.  But the War between the States has changed all that, and Lichfield endures to-day only as a pleasant backwater.

Very pleasant, too, it was in the days of Patricia’s advent.  There were strikingly few young men about, to be sure; most of them on reaching maturity had settled in more bustling regions.  But many maidens remained whom memory delights to catalogue,-tall, brilliant Lizzie Allardyce, the lovely and cattish Marian Winwood, to whom Felix Kennaston wrote those wonderful love-letters which she published when he married Kathleen Saumarez, the rich Baugh heiresses from Georgia, the Pride twins, and Mattie Ferneyhaugh, whom even rival beauties loved, they say, and other damsels by the score,-all in due time to be wooed and won, and then to pass out of the old town’s life.

Among the men of Rudolph Musgrave’s generation-those gallant oldsters who were born and bred, and meant to die, in Lichfield,-Patricia did not lack for admirers.  Tom May was one of them, of course; rarely a pretty face escaped the tribute of at least one proposal from Tom May.  Then there was Roderick Taunton, he with the leonine mane, who spared her none of his forensic eloquence, but found Patricia less tractable than the most stubborn of juries.  Bluff Walter Thurman, too, who was said to know more of Dickens, whist and criminal law than any other man living, came to worship at her shrine, as likewise did huge red-faced Ashby Bland, famed for that cavalry charge which history-books tell you that he led, and at which he actually was not present, for reasons all Lichfield knew and chuckled over.  And Courtney Thorpe and Charles Maupin, doctors of the flesh and the spirit severally, were others among the rivals who gathered about Patricia at decorous festivals when, candles lighted, the butler and his underlings came with trays of delectable things to eat, and the “nests” of tables were set out, and pleasant chatter abounded.

And among Patricia’s attendants Colonel Musgrave, it is needless to relate, was preeminently pertinacious.  The two found a deal to talk about, somehow, though it is doubtful if many of their comments were of sufficient importance or novelty to merit record.  Then, also, he often read aloud to her from lovely books, for the colonel read admirably and did not scruple to give emotional passages their value. Trilby, published the preceding spring in book form, was one of these books, for all this was at a very remote period; and the Rubaiyat was another, for that poem was as yet unhackneyed and hardly wellknown enough to be parodied in those happy days.

Once he read to her that wonderful sad tale of Hans Christian Andersen’s which treats of the china chimney-sweep and the shepherdess, who eloped from their bedizened tiny parlor-table, and were frightened by the vastness of the world outside, and crept ignominiously back to their fit home.  “And so,” the colonel ended, “the little china people remained together, and were thankful for the rivet in grandfather’s neck, and continued to love each other until they were broken to pieces.”

“It was really a very lucky thing,” Patricia estimated, “that the grandfather had a rivet in his neck and couldn’t nod to the billy-goat-legged person to take the shepherdess away into his cupboard.  I don’t doubt the little china people were glad of it.  But after climbing so far-and seeing the stars,-I think they ought to have had more to be glad for.”  Her voice was quaintly wistful.

“I will let you into a secret-er-Patricia.  That rivet was made out of the strongest material in the whole universe.  And the old grandfather was glad, at bottom, he had it in his neck so that he couldn’t nod and separate the shepherdess from the chimney-sweep.”

“Yes,-I guess he had been rather a rip among the bric-a-brac in his day and sympathized with them?”

“No, it wasn’t just that.  You see these little china people had forsaken their orderly comfortable world on the parlor table to climb very high.  It was a brave thing to do, even though they faltered and came back after a while.  It is what we all want to do, Patricia-to climb toward the stars,-even those of us who are too lazy or too cowardly to attempt it.  And when others try it, we are envious and a little uncomfortable, and we probably scoff; but we can’t help admiring, and there is a rivet in the neck of all of us which prevents us from interfering.  Oh, yes, we little china people have a variety of rivets, thank God, to prevent too frequent nodding and too cowardly a compromise with baseness,-rivets that are a part of us and force us into flashes of upright living, almost in spite of ourselves, when duty and inclination grapple.  There is always the thing one cannot do for the reason that one is constituted as one is.  That, I take it, is the real rivet in grandfather’s neck and everybody else’s.”

He spoke disjointedly, vaguely, but the girl nodded.  “I think I understand, Olaf.  Only, it is a two-edged rivet-to mix metaphors-and keeps us stiffnecked against all sorts of calls.  No, I am not sure that the thing one cannot do because one is what one is, proves to be always a cause for international jubilations and fireworks on the lawn.”

II

Thus Lichfield, as to its staid trousered citizenry, fell prostrate at Miss Stapylton’s feet, and as to the remainder of its adults, vociferously failed to see anything in the least remarkable in her appearance, and avidly took and compared notes as to her personal apparel.

“You have brought Asmodeus into Lichfield,” Colonel Musgrave one day rebuked Miss Stapylton, as they sat in the garden.  “The demon of pride and dress is rampant everywhere-er-Patricia.  Even Agatha does her hair differently now; and in church last Sunday I counted no less than seven duplicates of that blue hat of yours.”

Miss Stapylton was moved to mirth.  “Fancy your noticing a thing like that!” said she.  “I didn’t know you were even aware I had a blue hat.”

“I am no judge,” he conceded, gravely, “of such fripperies.  I don’t pretend to be.  But, on the other hand, I must plead guilty to deriving considerable harmless amusement from your efforts to dress as an example and an irritant to all Lichfield.”

“You wouldn’t have me a dowd, Olaf?” said she, demurely.  “I have to be neat and tidy, you know.  You wouldn’t have me going about in a continuous state of unbuttonedness and black bombazine like Mrs. Rabbet, would you?”

Rudolph Musgrave debated as to this.  “I dare say,” he at last conceded, cautiously, “that to the casual eye your appearance is somewhat -er-more pleasing than that of our rector’s wife.  But, on the other hand--”

“Olaf, I am embarrassed by such fulsome eulogy.  Mrs. Rabbet isn’t a day under forty-nine.  And you consider me somewhat better-looking than she is!”

He inspected her critically, and was confirmed in his opinion.

“Olaf”-coaxingly-“do you really think I am as ugly as that?”

“Pouf!” said the colonel airily; “I dare say you are well enough.”

“Olaf”-and this was even more cajoling-“do you know you’ve never told me what sort of a woman you most admire?”

“I don’t admire any of them,” said Colonel Musgrave, stoutly.  “They are too vain and frivolous-especially the pink-and-white ones,” he added, unkindlily.

“Cousin Agatha has told me all about your multifarious affairs of course.  She depicts you as a sort of cardiacal buccaneer and visibly gloats over the tale of your enormities.  She is perfectly dear about it.  But have you never-cared-for any woman, Olaf?”

Precarious ground, this!  His eyes were fixed upon her now.  And hers, for doubtless sufficient reasons, were curiously intent upon anything in the universe rather than Rudolph Musgrave.

“Yes,” said he, with a little intake of the breath; “yes, I cared once.”

“And-she cared?” asked Miss Stapylton.

She happened, even now, not to be looking at him.

“She!” Rudolph Musgrave cried, in real surprise.  “Why, God bless my soul, of course she didn’t!  She didn’t know anything about it.”

“You never told her, Olaf?”-and this was reproachful.  Then Patricia said:  “Well! and did she go down in the cellar and get the wood-ax or was she satisfied just to throw the bric-a-brac at you?”

And Colonel Musgrave laughed aloud.

“Ah!” said he; “it would have been a brave jest if I had told her, wouldn’t it?  She was young, you see, and wealthy, and-ah, well, I won’t deceive you by exaggerating her personal attractions!  I will serve up to you no praises of her sauced with lies.  And I scorn to fall back on the stock-in-trade of the poets,-all their silly metaphors and similes and suchlike nonsense.  I won’t tell you that her complexion reminded me of roses swimming in milk, for it did nothing of the sort.  Nor am I going to insist that her eyes had a fire like that of stars, or proclaim that Cupid was in the habit of lighting his torch from them.  I don’t think he was.  I would like to have caught the brat taking any such liberties with those innocent, humorous, unfathomable eyes of hers!  And they didn’t remind me of violets, either,” he pursued, belligerently, “nor did her mouth look to me in the least like a rosebud, nor did I have the slightest difficulty in distinguishing between her hands and lilies.  I consider these hyperbolical figures of speech to be idiotic.  Ah, no!” cried Colonel Musgrave, warming to his subject-and regarding it, too, very intently; “ah, no, a face that could be patched together at the nearest florist’s would not haunt a man’s dreams o’nights, as hers does!  I haven’t any need for praises sauced with lies!  I spurn hyperbole.  I scorn exaggeration.  I merely state calmly and judicially that she was God’s masterpiece,-the most beautiful and adorable and indescribable creature that He ever made.”

She smiled at this.  “You should have told her, Olaf,” said Miss Stapylton.  “You should have told her that you cared.”

He gave a gesture of dissent.  “She had everything,” he pointed out, “everything the world could afford her.  And, doubtless, she would have been very glad to give it all up for me, wouldn’t she?-for me, who haven’t youth or wealth or fame or anything?  Ah, I dare say she would have been delighted to give up the world she knew and loved,-the world that loved her,-for the privilege of helping me digest old county records!”

And Rudolph Musgrave laughed again, though not mirthfully.

But the girl was staring at him, with a vague trouble in her eyes.  “You should have told her, Olaf,” she repeated.

And at this point he noted that the arbutus-flush in her cheeks began to widen slowly, until, at last, it had burned back to the little pink ears, and had merged into the coppery glory of her hair, and had made her, if such a thing were possible-which a minute ago it manifestly was not,-more beautiful and adorable and indescribable than ever before.

“Ah, yes!” he scoffed, “Lichfield would have made a fitting home for her.  She would have been very happy here, shut off from the world with us,-with us, whose forefathers have married and intermarried with one another until the stock is worthless, and impotent for any further achievement.  For here, you know, we have the best blood in America, and -for utilitarian purposes-that means the worst blood.  Ah, we may prate of our superiority to the rest of the world,-and God knows, we do!-but, at bottom, we are worthless.  We are worn out, I tell you! we are effete and stunted in brain and will-power, and the very desire of life is gone out of us!  We are contented simply to exist in Lichfield.  And she-”

He paused, and a new, fierce light came into his eyes.  “She was so beautiful!” he said, half-angrily, between clenched teeth.

“You are just like the rest of them, Olaf,” she lamented, with a hint of real sadness.  “You imagine you are in love with a girl because you happen to like the color of her eyes, or because there is a curve about her lips that appeals to you.  That isn’t love, Olaf, as we women understand it.  Ah, no, a girl’s love for a man doesn’t depend altogether upon his fitness to be used as an advertisement for somebody’s ready-made clothing.”

“You fancy you know what you are talking about,” said Rudolph Musgrave, “but you don’t.  You don’t realize, you see, how beautiful she-was.”

And this time, he nearly tripped upon the tense, for her hand was on his arm, and, in consequence, a series of warm, delicious little shivers was running about his body in a fashion highly favorable to extreme perturbation of mind.

“You should have told her, Olaf,” she said, wistfully.  “Oh, Olaf, Olaf, why didn’t you tell her?”

She did not know, of course, how she was tempting him; she did not know, of course, how her least touch seemed to waken every pulse in his body to an aching throb, and set hope and fear a-drumming in his breast.  Obviously, she did not know; and it angered him that she did not.

“She would have laughed at me,” he said, with a snarl; “how she would have laughed!”

“She wouldn’t have laughed, Olaf.”  And, indeed, she did not look as if she would.

“But much you know of her!” said Rudolph Musgrave, morosely.  “She was just like the rest of them, I tell you!  She knew how to stare a man out of countenance with big purple eyes that were like violets with the dew on them, and keep her paltry pink-and-white baby face all pensive and sober, till the poor devil went stark, staring mad, and would have pawned his very soul to tell her that he loved her!  She knew!  She did it on purpose.  She would look pensive just to make an ass of you!  She-”

And here the colonel set his teeth for a moment, and resolutely drew back from the abyss.

“She would not have cared for me,” he said, with a shrug.  “I was not exactly the sort of fool she cared for.  What she really cared for was a young fool who could dance with her in this silly new-fangled gliding style, and send her flowers and sweet-meats, and make love to her glibly-and a petticoated fool who would envy her fine feathers,-and, at last, a knavish fool who would barter his title for her money.  She preferred fools, you see, but she would never have cared for a middle-aged penniless fool like me.  And so,” he ended, with a vicious outburst of mendacity, “I never told her, and she married a title and lived unhappily in gilded splendor ever afterwards.”

“You should have told her, Olaf,” Miss Stapylton persisted; and then she asked, in a voice that came very near being inaudible:  “Is it too late to tell her now, Olaf?”

The stupid man opened his lips a little, and stood staring at her with hungry eyes, wondering if it were really possible that she did not hear the pounding of his heart; and then his teeth clicked, and he gave a despondent gesture.

“Yes,” he said, wearily, “it is too late now.”

Thereupon Miss Stapylton tossed her head.  “Oh, very well!” said she; “only, for my part, I think you acted very foolishly, and I don’t see that you have the least right to complain.  I quite fail to see how you could have expected her to marry you-or, in fact, how you can expect any woman to marry you,-if you won’t, at least, go to the trouble of asking her to do so!”

Then Miss Stapylton went into the house, and slammed the door after her.

III

Nor was that the worst of it.  For when Rudolph Musgrave followed her-as he presently did, in a state of considerable amaze,-his sister informed him that Miss Stapylton had retired to her room with an unaccountable headache.

And there she remained for the rest of the evening.  It was an unusually long evening.

Yet, somehow, in spite of its notable length-affording, as it did, an excellent opportunity for undisturbed work,-Colonel Musgrave found, with a pricking conscience, that he made astonishingly slight progress in an exhaustive monograph upon the fragmentary Orderly Book of an obscure captain in a long-forgotten regiment, which if it had not actually served in the Revolution, had at least been demonstrably granted money “for services,” and so entitled hundreds of aspirants to become the Sons (or Daughters) of various international disagreements.

Nor did he see her at breakfast-nor at dinner.

IV

A curious little heartache accompanied Colonel Musgrave on his way home that afternoon.  He had not seen Patricia Stapylton for twenty-four hours, and he was just beginning to comprehend what life would be like without her.  He did not find the prospect exhilarating.

Then, as he came up the orderly graveled walk, he heard, issuing from the little vine-covered summer-house, a loud voice.  It was a man’s voice, and its tones were angry.

“No! no!” the man was saying; “I’ll agree to no such nonsense, I tell you!  What do you think I am?”

“I think you are a jackass-fool,” Miss Stapylton said, crisply, “and a fortune-hunter, and a sot, and a travesty, and a whole heap of other things I haven’t, as yet had time to look up in the dictionary.  And I think-I think you call yourself an English gentleman?  Well, all I have to say is God pity England if her gentlemen are of your stamp!  There isn’t a costermonger in all Whitechapel who would dare talk to me as you’ve done!  I would like to snatch you bald-headed, I would like to kill you-And do you think, now, if you were the very last man left in all the world that I would-No, don’t you try to answer me, for I don’t wish to hear a single word you have to say.  Oh, oh! how dare you!”

“Well, I’ve had provocation enough,” the man’s voice retorted, sullenly.  “Perhaps, I have cut up a bit rough, Patricia, but, then, you’ve been talkin’ like a fool, you know.  But what’s the odds?  Let’s kiss and make up, old girl.”

“Don’t touch me!” she panted; “ah, don’t you dare!”

“You little devil! you infernal little vixen?  You’ll jilt me, will you?”

“Let me go!” the girl cried, sharply.  Rudolph Musgrave went into the summer-house.

The man Colonel Musgrave found there was big and loose-jointed, with traces of puffiness about his face.  He had wheat-colored hair and weakish-looking, pale blue eyes.  One of his arms was about Miss Stapylton, but he released her now, and blinked at Rudolph Musgrave.

“And who are you, pray?” he demanded, querulously.  “What do you want, anyhow?  What do you mean by sneakin’ in here and tappin’ on a fellow’s shoulder-like a damn’ woodpecker, by Jove!  I don’t know you.”

There was in Colonel Musgrave’s voice a curious tremor, when he spoke; but to the eye he was unruffled, even faintly amused.

“I am the owner of this garden,” he enunciated, with leisurely distinctness, “and it is not my custom to permit gentlewomen to be insulted in it.  So I am afraid I must ask you to leave it.”

“Now, see here,” the man blustered, weakly, “we don’t want any heroics, you know.  See here, you’re her cousin, ain’t you?  By God, I’ll leave it to you, you know!  She’s treated me badly, don’t you understand.  She’s a jilt, you know.  She’s playin’ fast and loose--”

He never got any further, for at this point Rudolph Musgrave took him by the coat-collar and half-dragged, half-pushed him through the garden, shaking him occasionally with a quiet emphasis.  The colonel was angry, and it was a matter of utter indifference to him that they were trampling over flower-beds, and leaving havoc in their rear.

But when they had reached the side-entrance, he paused and opened it, and then shoved his companion into an open field, where a number of cows, fresh from the evening milking, regarded them with incurious eyes.  It was very quiet here, save for the occasional jangle of the cow-bells and the far-off fifing of frogs in the marsh below.

“It would have been impossible, of course,” said Colonel Musgrave, “for me to have offered you any personal violence as long as you were, in a manner, a guest of mine.  This field, however, is the property of Judge Willoughby, and here I feel at liberty to thrash you.”

Then he thrashed the man who had annoyed Patricia Stapylton.

That thrashing was, in its way, a masterpiece.  There was a certain conscientiousness about it, a certain thoroughness of execution-a certain plodding and painstaking carefulness, in a word, such as is possible only to those who have spent years in guiding fat-witted tourists among the antiquities of the Lichfield Historical Association.

“You ought to exercise more,” Rudolph Musgrave admonished his victim, when he had ended.  “You are entirely too flabby now, you know.  That path yonder will take you to the hotel, where, I imagine, you are staying.  There is a train leaving Lichfield at six-fifteen, and if I were you, I would be very careful not to miss that train.  Good-evening.  I am sorry to have been compelled to thrash you, but I must admit I have enjoyed it exceedingly.”

Then he went back into the garden.

V

In the shadow of a white lilac-bush, Colonel Musgrave paused with an awed face.

“Good Lord!” said he, aghast at the notion; “what would Agatha say if she knew I had been fighting like a drunken truck-driver!  Or, rather, what would she refrain from saying!  Only, she wouldn’t believe it of me.  And, for the matter of that,” Rudolph Musgrave continued, after a moment’s reflection, “I wouldn’t have believed it of myself a week ago.  I think I am changing, somehow.  A week ago I would have fetched in the police and sworn out a warrant; and, if the weather had been as damp as it is, I would have waited to put on my rubbers before I would have done that much.”

VI

He found her still in the summer-house, expectant of him, it seemed, her lips parted, her eyes glowing.  Rudolph Musgrave, looking down into twin vivid depths, for a breathing-space, found time to rejoice that he had refused to liken them to stars.  Stars, forsooth!-and, pray, what paltry sun, what irresponsible comet, what pallid, clinkered satellite, might boast a purple splendor such as this?  For all asterial scintillations, at best, had but a clap-trap glitter; whereas the glow of Patricia’s eyes was a matter worthy of really serious attention.

“What have you done with him, Olaf?” the girl breathed, quickly.

“I reasoned with him,” said Colonel Musgrave.  “Oh, I found him quite amenable to logic.  He is leaving Lichfield this evening, I think.”

Thereupon Miss Stapylton began to laugh.  “Yes,” said she, “you must have remonstrated very feelingly.  Your tie’s all crooked, Olaf dear, and your hair’s all rumpled, and there’s dust all over your coat.  You would disgrace a rag-bag.  Oh, I’m glad you reasoned-that way!  It wasn’t dignified, but it was dear of you, Olaf.  Pevensey’s a beast.”

He caught his breath at this.  “Pevensey!” he stammered; “the Earl of Pevensey!-the man you are going to marry!”

“Dear me, no!” Miss Stapylton answered, with utmost unconcern; “I would sooner marry a toad.  Why, didn’t you know, Olaf?  I thought, of course, you knew you had been introducing athletics and better manners among the peerage!  That sounds like a bill in the House of Commons, doesn’t it?” Then Miss Stapylton laughed again, and appeared to be in a state of agreeable, though somewhat nervous, elation.  “I wrote to him two days ago,” she afterward explained, “breaking off the engagement.  So he came down at once and was very nasty about it.”

“You-you have broken your engagement,” he echoed, dully; and continued, with a certain deficiency of finesse, “But I thought you wanted to be a countess?”

“Oh, you boor, you vulgarian!” the girl cried, “Oh, you do put things so crudely, Olaf!  You are hopeless.”

She shook an admonitory forefinger in his direction, and pouted in the most dangerous fashion.

“But he always seemed so nice,” she reflected, with puckered brows, “until to-day, you know.  I thought he would be eminently suitable.  I liked him tremendously until-” and here, a wonderful, tender change came into her face, a wistful quaver woke in her voice-“until I found there was some one else I liked better.”

“Ah!” said Rudolph Musgrave.

So, that was it-yes, that was it!  Her head was bowed now-her glorious, proud little head,-and she sat silent, an abashed heap of fluffy frills and ruffles, a tiny bundle of vaporous ruchings and filmy tucks and suchlike vanities, in the green dusk of the summer-house.

But he knew.  He had seen her face grave and tender in the twilight, and he knew.

She loved some man-some lucky devil!  Ah, yes, that was it!  And he knew the love he had unwittingly spied upon to be august; the shamed exultance of her face and her illumined eyes, the crimson banners her cheeks had flaunted,-these were to Colonel Musgrave as a piece of sacred pageantry; and before it his misery was awed, his envy went posting to extinction.

Thus the stupid man reflected, and made himself very unhappy over it.

Then, after a little, the girl threw back her head and drew a deep breath, and flashed a tremulous smile at him.

“Ah, yes,” said she; “there are better things in life than coronets, aren’t there, Olaf?”

You should have seen how he caught up the word!

“Life!” he cried, with a bitter thrill of speech; “ah, what do I know of life?  I am only a recluse, a dreamer, a visionary!  You must learn of life from the men who have lived, Patricia.  I haven’t ever lived.  I have always chosen the coward’s part.  I have chosen to shut myself off from the world, to posture in a village all my days, and to consider its trifles as of supreme importance.  I have affected to scorn that brave world yonder where a man is proven.  And, all the while, I was afraid of it, I think.  I was afraid of you before you came.”

At the thought of this Rudolph Musgrave laughed as he fell to pacing up and down before her.

“Life!” he cried, again, with a helpless gesture; and then smiled at her, very sadly. “’Didn’t I know there was something better in life than grubbing after musty tribes and customs and folk-songs?’” he quoted.  “Why, what a question to ask of a professional genealogist!  Don’t you realize, Patricia, that the very bread I eat is, actually, earned by the achievements of people who have been dead for centuries? and in part, of course, by tickling the vanity of living snobs?  That constitutes a nice trade for an able-bodied person as long as men are paid for emptying garbage-barrels-now, doesn’t it?  And yet it is not altogether for the pay’s sake I do it,” he added, haltingly.  “There really is a fascination about the work.  You are really working out a puzzle,-like a fellow solving a chess-problem.  It isn’t really work, it is amusement.  And when you are establishing a royal descent, and tracing back to czars and Plantagenets and Merovingians, and making it all seem perfectly plausible, the thing is sheer impudent, flagrant art, and you are the artist-” He broke off here and shrugged.  “No, I could hardly make you understand.  It doesn’t matter.  It is enough that I have bartered youth and happiness and the very power of living for the privilege of grubbing in old county records.”

He paused.  It is debatable if he had spoken wisely, or had spoken even in consonance with fact, but his outburst had, at least, the saving grace of sincerity.  He was pallid now, shaking in every limb, and in his heart was a dull aching.  She seemed so incredibly soft and little and childlike, as she looked up at him with troubled eyes.

“I-I don’t quite understand,” she murmured.  “It isn’t as if you were an old man, Olaf.  It isn’t as if-”

But he had scarcely heard her.  “Ah, child, child!” he cried, “why did you come to waken me?  I was content in my smug vanities.  I was content in my ignorance.  I could have gone on contentedly grubbing through my musty, sleepy life here, till death had taken me, if only you had not shown me what life might mean!  Ah, child, child, why did you waken me?”

“I?” she breathed; and now the flush of her cheeks had widened, wondrously.

“You! you!” he cried, and gave a wringing motion of his hands, for the self-esteem of a complacent man is not torn away without agony.  “Who else but you?  I had thought myself brave enough to be silent, but still I must play the coward’s part!  That woman I told you of-that woman I loved-was you!  Yes, you, you!” he cried, again and again, in a sort of frenzy.

And then, on a sudden, Colonel Musgrave began to laugh.

“It is very ridiculous, isn’t it?” he demanded of her.  “Yes, it is very-very funny.  Now comes the time to laugh at me!  Now comes the time to lift your brows, and to make keen arrows of your eyes, and of your tongue a little red dagger!  I have dreamed of this moment many and many a time.  So laugh, I say!  Laugh, for I have told you that I love you.  You are rich, and I am a pauper-you are young, and I am old, remember,-and I love you, who love another man!  For the love of God, laugh at me and have done-laugh! for, as God lives, it is the bravest jest I have ever known!”

But she came to him, with a wonderful gesture of compassion, and caught his great, shapely hands in hers.

“I-I knew you cared,” she breathed.  “I have always known you cared.  I would have been an idiot if I hadn’t.  But, oh, Olaf, I didn’t know you cared so much.  You frighten me, Olaf,” she pleaded, and raised a tearful face to his.  “I am very fond of you, Olaf dear.  Oh, don’t think I am not fond of you.”  And the girl paused for a breathless moment.  “I think I might have married you, Olaf,” she said, half-wistfully, “if-if it hadn’t been for one thing.”

Rudolph Musgrave smiled now, though he found it a difficult business.  “Yes,” he assented, gravely, “I know, dear.  If it were not for the other man-that lucky devil!  Yes, he is a very, very lucky devil, child, and he constitutes rather a big ‘if,’ doesn’t he?”

Miss Stapylton, too, smiled a little.  “No,” said she, “that isn’t quite the reason.  The real reason is, as I told you yesterday, that I quite fail to see how you can expect any woman to marry you, you jay-bird, if you won’t go to the trouble of asking her to do so.”

And, this time, Miss Stapylton did not go into the house.

VII

When they went in to supper, they had planned to tell Miss Agatha of their earth-staggering secret at once.  But the colonel comprehended, at the first glimpse of his sister, that the opportunity would be ill-chosen.

The meal was an awkward half-hour.  Miss Agatha, from the head of the table, did very little talking, save occasionally to evince views of life that were both lachrymose and pugnacious.  And the lovers talked with desperate cheerfulness, so that there might be no outbreak so long as Pilkins-preeminently ceremonious among butlers, and as yet inclined to scoff at the notion that the Musgraves of Matocton were not divinely entrusted to his guardianship,-was in the room.

Coming so close upon the heels of his high hour, this contretemps of Agatha’s having one of her “attacks,” seemed more to Rudolph Musgrave than a man need rationally bear with equanimity.  Perhaps it was a trifle stiffly that he said he did not care for any raspberries.

His sister burst into tears.

“That’s all the thanks I get.  I slave my life out, and what thanks do I get for it?  I never have any pleasure, I never put my foot out of the house except to go to market,-and what thanks do I get for it?  That’s what I want you to tell me with the first raspberries of the season.  That’s what I want!  Oh, I don’t wonder you can’t look me in the eye.  And I wish I was dead! that’s what I wish!”

Colonel Musgrave did not turn at once toward Patricia, when his sister had stumbled, weeping, from the dining-room.

“I-I am so sorry, Olaf,” said a remote and tiny voice.

Then he touched her hand with his finger-tips, ever so lightly.  “You must not worry about it, dear.  I daresay I was unpardonably brusque.  And Agatha’s health is not good, so that she is a trifle irritable at times.  Why, good Lord, we have these little set-to’s ever so often, and never give them a thought afterwards.  That is one of the many things the future Mrs. Musgrave will have to get accustomed to, eh?  Or does that appalling prospect frighten you too much?”

And Patricia brazenly confessed that it did not.  She also made a face at him, and accused Rudolph Musgrave of trying to crawl out of marrying her, which proceeding led to frivolities unnecessary to record, but found delectable by the participants.

VIII

Colonel Musgrave was alone.  He had lifted his emptied coffee-cup and he swished the lees gently to and fro.  He was curiously intent upon these lees, considered them in the light of a symbol....

Then a comfortable, pleasant-faced mulattress came to clear the supper-table.  Virginia they called her.  Virginia had been nurse in turn to all the children of Rudolph Musgrave’s parents; and to the end of her life she appeared to regard the emancipation of the South’s negroes as an irrelevant vagary of certain “low-down” and probably “ornery” Yankees -as an, in short, quite eminently “tacky” proceeding which very certainly in no way affected her vested right to tyrannize over the Musgrave household.

“Virginia,” said Colonel Musgrave, “don’t forget to make up a fire in the kitchen-stove before you go to bed.  And please fill the kettle before you go upstairs, and leave it on the stove.  Miss Agatha is not well to-night.”

“Yaas, suh.  I unnerstan’, suh,” Virginia said, sedately.

Virginia filled her tray, and went away quietly, her pleasant yellow face as imperturbable as an idol’s.