“We are as time moulds us, lacking wherewithal
  To shape out nobler fortunes or contend
  Against all-patient Fates, who may not mend
  The allotted pattern of things temporal
  Or alter it a jot or e’er let fall
  A single stitch thereof, until at last
  The web and its drear weavers be overcast
  And predetermined darkness swallow all.

  “They have ordained for us a time to sing,
  A time to love, a time wherein to tire
  Of all spent songs and kisses; caroling
  Such elegies as buried dreams require,
  Love now departs, and leaves us shivering
  Beside the embers of a burned-out fire.”

PAUL VANDERHOFFEN. Egeria Answers.

I

The doctor’s waiting-room smelt strongly of antiseptics.  That was Patricia’s predominating thought as she wandered aimlessly about the apartment.  She fingered its dusty furniture.  She remembered afterward the steel-engraving of Jefferson Davis and his Cabinet, with General Lee explaining some evidently important matter to those attentive and unhumanly stiff politicians; and she remembered, too, how in depicting one statesman, who unavoidably sat with his back to the spectator, the artist had exceeded anatomical possibilities in order to obtain a recognizable full-faced portrait.  Yet at the time this picture had not roused her conscious attention.

She went presently to the long table austerely decorated with two rows of magazines, each partly covered by its neighbor, just as shingles are placed.  The arrangement irritated her unreasonably.  She wanted to disarrange these dog-eared pamphlets, to throw them on the floor, to destroy them.  She wondered how many other miserable people had tried to read these hateful books while they waited in this abominable room.

She started when the door of the consultation-room opened.  The doctor was patting the silk glove of a harassed-looking woman in black as he escorted her to the outer door, and was assuring her that everything was going very well indeed, and that she was not to worry, and so on.

And presently he spoke with Patricia, for a long while, quite levelly, of matters which it is not suitable to record.  Discreet man that he was, Wendell Pemberton could not entirely conceal his wonder that Patricia should have remained so long in ignorance of her condition.  He spoke concerning malformation and functional weaknesses and, although obscurely because of the bugbear of professional courtesy, voiced his opinion that Patricia had not received the most adroit medical treatment at the time of little Roger’s birth.

She was dividedly conscious of a desire to laugh and of the notion that she must remain outwardly serious, because though this horrible Pemberton man was talking abject nonsense, she would presently be having him as a dinner-guest.

But what if he were not talking nonsense?  The possibility, considered, roused a sensation of falling through infinity.

“Yes, yes,” Patricia civilly assented.  “These young doctors have taken this out of me, and that out of me, as you might take the works out of a watch.  And it has done no good; and they were mistaken in their first diagnoses, because what they took for true osteomalacia was only-- Would you mind telling me again?  Oh, yes; I had only a pseudo-osteomalacic rhachitic pelvis, to begin with.  To think of anybody’s being mistaken about a simple little trouble like that!  And I suppose I was just born with it, like my mother and all those other luckless women with Musgrave blood in them?”

“Fehling and Schliephake at least consider this variety of pelvic anomaly to be congenital in the majority of cases.  But, without going into the question of heredity at all, I think it only, fair to tell you, Mrs. Musgrave--” And Pemberton went on talking.

Neither of the two showed any emotion.

The doctor went on talking.  Patricia did not listen.  The man was talking, she comprehended, but to her his words seemed blurred and indistinguishable.  “Like a talking-machine when it isn’t wound up enough,” she decided.

Subconsciously Patricia was thinking, “You have two big beads of perspiration on your nose, and if I were to allude to the fact you would very probably die of embarrassment.”

Aloud Patricia said:  “You mean, then, that, to cap it all, a functional disorder of my heart has become organic, so that I would inevitably die under another operation? or even at a sudden shock?  And that particular operation is now the solitary chance of saving my life!  The dilemma is neat, isn’t it?  How God must laugh at the jokes He contrives,” said Patricia.  “I wish that I could laugh.  And I will.  I don’t care whether you think me a reprobate or not, Dr. Pemberton, I want a good stiff drink of whiskey-the Musgrave size.”

He gave it to her.

II

Patricia had as yet an hour to spend in Lichfield before her train left.  She passed it in the garden of her own home, where she had first seen Rudolph Musgrave and he had fought with Pevensey.  All that seemed very long ago.

The dahlia leaves, she noticed, were edged with yellow.  She must look to it that the place was more frequently watered; and that the bulbs were dug up in September.  Next year she meant to set the dahlias thinly, like a hedge....

“Oh, yes, I meant to.  Only I won’t be alive next year,” she recollected.

She went about the garden to see if Ned had weeded out the wild-pea vines-a pest which had invaded the trim place lately.  Only a few of the intruders remained, burnt-out and withered as they are annually by the mid-summer sun.  There would be no more fight until next April.

“Oh, and I have prayed to You, I have always tried to do what You wanted, and I never asked You to let me be born locked up in a good-for-nothing Musgrave body!  And You won’t even let me see a wild-pea vine again!  That isn’t much to ask, I think.  But You won’t let me do it.  You really do have rather funny notions about Your jokes.”

She began to laugh.

“Oh, very well!” Patricia said aloud.  “It is none of my affair that You elect to run Your world on an extremely humorous basis.”

She was at Matocton in good time for luncheon.

III

Colonel Musgrave had a brief interview with his wife after luncheon.  He began with quiet remonstrance, and ended with an unheard extenuation of his presumption.  Patricia’s speech on this occasion was of an unfettered and heady nature.

“You ought to be ashamed of yourself,” she said, when she had finally paused for breath, and had wiped away her tears, and had powdered her nose, viciously, “to bully a weak and defenseless woman in this way.  I dare say everybody in the house has heard us-brawling and squabbling just like a hod-carrier and his wife.  What’s that?  You haven’t said a word for fifteen minutes?  Oh, la, la, la! well, I don’t care.  Anyhow, I have, and I am perfectly sure they heard me, and I am sure I don’t care in the least, and it’s all your fault, anyway.  Oh, but you have an abominable nature, Rudolph-a mean and cruel and suspicious nature.  Your bald-headed little Charteris is nothing whatever to me; and I would have been quite willing to give him up if you had spoken to me in a decent manner about it.  You only said--?  I don’t care what you said; and besides, if you did speak to me in a decent manner, it simply shows that your thoughts were so horrid and vulgar that even you weren’t so abandoned as to dare to put them into words.  Very well, then, I won’t be seen so much with him in future.  I realize you are quite capable of beating me if I don’t give way to your absurd prejudices.  Yes, you are, Rudolph; you’re just the sort of man to take pleasure in beating a woman.  After the exhibition of temper you’ve given this afternoon, I believe you are capable of anything.  Hand me that parasol!  Don’t keep on talking to me; for I don’t wish to hear anything you have to say.  You’re simply driving me to my grave with your continual nagging and abuse and fault-finding.  I’m sure I wish I were dead as much as you do.  Is my hat on straight?  How do you expect me to see into that mirror if you stand directly in front of it?  There! not content with robbing me of every pleasure in life, I verily believe you were going to let me go downstairs with my hat cocked over one ear.  And don’t you snort and look at me like that.  I’m not going to meet Mr. Charteris.  I’m going driving with Felix Kennaston; he asked me at luncheon.  I suppose you’ll object to him next; you object to all my friends.  Very well!  Now you’ve made me utterly miserable for the entire afternoon, and I’m sure I hope you are satisfied.”

There was a rustle of skirts, and the door slammed.

IV

Colonel Musgrave went to his own room, where he spent an interval in meditation.  He opened his desk and took out a small packet of papers, some of which he read listlessly.  How curiously life re-echoed itself! he reflected, for here, again, were castby love-letters potent to breed mischief; and his talk with Polly Ashmeade had been peculiarly reminiscent of his more ancient talk with Clarice Pendomer.  Everything that happened seemed to have happened before.

But presently he shook his head, sighing.  Chance had put into his hands a weapon, and a formidable weapon, it seemed to him, but the colonel did not care to use it.  He preferred to strike with some less grimy cudgel.

Then he rang for one of the servants, questioned him, and was informed that Mr. Charteris had gone down to the beach just after luncheon.  A moment later, Colonel Musgrave was walking through the gardens in this direction.

As he came to the thicket which screens the beach, he called Charteris’s name loudly, in order to ascertain his whereabouts.  And the novelist’s voice answered-yet not at once, but after a brief silence.  It chanced that, at this moment, Musgrave had come to a thin place in the thicket, and could plainly see Mr. Charteris; he was concealing some white object in the hollow of a log that lay by the river.  A little later, Musgrave came out upon the beach, and found Charteris seated upon the same log, an open book upon his knees, and looking back over his shoulder wonderingly.

“Oh,” said John Charteris, “so it was you, Rudolph?  I could not imagine who it was that called.”

“Yes-I wanted a word with you, Jack.”

Now, there are five little red-and-white bath-houses upon the beach at Matocton; the nearest of them was some thirty feet from Mr. Charteris.  It might have been either imagination or the prevalent breeze, but Musgrave certainly thought he heard a door closing.  Moreover, as he walked around the end of the log, he glanced downward as in a casual manner, and perceived a protrusion which bore an undeniable resemblance to the handle of a parasol.  Musgrave whistled, though, at the bottom of his heart, he was not surprised; and then, he sat down upon the log, and for a moment was silent.

“A beautiful evening,” said Mr. Charteris.

Musgrave lighted a cigarette.

“Jack, I have something rather difficult to say to you-yes, it is deuced difficult, and the sooner it is over the better.  I-why, confound it all, man!  I want you to stop making love to my wife.”

Mr. Charteris’s eyebrows rose.  “Really, Colonel Musgrave--.” he began, coolly.

“Now, you are about to make a scene, you know,” said Musgrave, raising his hand in protest, “and we are not here for that.  We are not going to tear any passions to tatters; we are not going to rant; we are simply going to have a quiet and sensible talk.  We don’t happen to be characters in a romance; for you aren’t Lancelot, you know, and I am not up to the part of Arthur by a great deal.  I am not angry, I am not jealous, nor do I put the matter on any high moral grounds.  I simply say it won’t do-no, hang it, it won’t do!”

“I dare not question you are an authority in such matters,” said John Charteris, sweetly-“since among many others, Clarice Pendomer is near enough to be an obtainable witness.”

Colonel Musgrave grimaced.  “But what a gesture!” he thought, half-enviously.  Jack Charteris, quite certainly, meant to make the most of the immunity Musgrave had purchased for him.  None the less, Musgrave had now his cue.  Patricia must be listening.

And so what Colonel Musgrave said was:  “Put it that a burnt child dreads the fire-is that a reason he should not warn his friends against it?”

“At least,” said Charteris at length, “you are commendably frank.  I appreciate that, Rudolph.  I honestly appreciate the fact you have come to me, not as the husband of that fiction in which kitchen-maids delight, breathing fire and speaking balderdash, but as one sensible man to another.  Let us be frank, then; let us play with the cards upon the table.  You have charged me with loving your wife; and I answer you frankly-I do.  She does me the honor to return this affection.  What, then, Rudolph?”

Musgrave blew out a puff of smoke.  “I don’t especially mind,” he said, slowly.  “According to tradition, of course, I ought to spring at your throat with a smothered curse.  But, as a matter of fact, I don’t see why I should be irritated.  No, in common reason,” he added, upon consideration, “I am only rather sorry for you both.”

Mr. Charteris sprang to his feet, and walked up and down the beach.  “Ah, you hide your feelings well,” he cried, and his laughter was a trifle unconvincing and a bit angry.  “But it is unavailing with me.  I know!  I know the sick and impotent hatred of me that is seething in your heart; and I feel for you the pity you pretend to entertain toward me.  Yes, I pity you.  But what would you have?  Frankly, while in many ways an estimable man, you are no fit mate for Patricia.  She has the sensitive, artistic temperament, poor girl; and only we who are cursed with it can tell you what its possession implies.  And you-since frankness is the order of the day, you know-well, you impress me as being a trifle inadequate.  It is not your fault, perhaps, but the fact remains that you have never amounted to anything personally.  You have simply traded upon the accident of being born a Musgrave of Matocton.  In consequence you were enabled to marry Patricia’s money, just as the Musgraves of Matocton always marry some woman who is able to support them.  Ah, but it was her money you married, and not Patricia!  Any community of interest between you was impossible, and is radically impossible.  Your marriage was a hideous mistake, just as mine was.  For you are starving her soul, Rudolph, just as Anne has starved mine.  And now, at last, when Patricia and I have seen our single chance of happiness, we cannot-no! we cannot and we will not-defer to any outworn tradition or to fear of Mrs. Grundy’s narrow-minded prattle!”

Charteris swept aside the dogmas of the world with an indignant gesture of somewhat conscious nobility; and he turned to his companion in an attitude of defiance.

Musgrave was smiling.  He smoked and seemed to enjoy his cigarette.

The day was approaching sunset.  The sun, a glowing ball of copper, hung low in the west over a rampart of purple clouds, whose heights were smeared with red.  A slight, almost imperceptible, mist rose from the river, and, where the horizon should have been, a dubious cloudland prevailed.  Far to the west were orange-colored quiverings upon the stream’s surface, but, nearer, the river dimpled with silver-tipped waves; and, at their feet, the water grew transparent, and splashed over the sleek, brown sand, and sucked back, leaving a curved line of bubbles which, one by one, winked, gaped and burst.  There was a drowsy peacefulness in the air; behind them, among the beeches, were many stealthy wood-sounds; and, at long intervals, a sleepy, peevish twittering went about the nested trees.

In Colonel Musgrave’s face, the primal peace was mirrored.

“May I ask,” said he at length, “what you propose doing?”

Mr. Charteris answered promptly.  “I, of course, propose,” said he, “to ask Patricia to share the remainder of my life.”

“A euphemism, as I take it, for an elopement.  I hardly thought you intended going so far.”

“Rudolph!” cried Charteris, drawing himself to his full height-and he was not to blame for the fact that it was but five-feet-six-“I am, I hope, an honorable man!  I cannot eat your salt and steal your honor.  So I loot openly, or not at all.”

The colonel shrugged his shoulders.

“I presuppose you have counted the cost-and estimated the necessary breakage?”

“True love,” the novelist declared, in a hushed, sweet voice, “is above such considerations.”

“I think,” said Musgrave slowly, “that any love worthy of the name will always appraise the cost-to the woman.  It is of Patricia I am thinking.”

“She loves me,” Charteris murmured.  He glanced up and laughed.  “Upon my soul, you know, I cannot help thinking the situation a bit farcical-you and I talking over matters in this fashion.  But I honestly believe the one chance of happiness for any of us hinges on Patricia and me chucking the whole affair, and bolting.”

“No! it won’t do-no, hang it, Jack, it will not do!” Musgrave glanced toward the bath-house, and he lifted his voice.  “I am not considering you in the least-and under the circumstances, you could hardly expect me to.  It is of Patricia I am thinking.  I haven’t made her altogether happy.  Our marriage was a mating of incongruities-and possibly you are justified in calling it a mistake.  Yet, day in and day out, I think we get along as well together as do most couples; and it is wasting time to cry over spilt milk.  Instead, it rests with us, the two men who love her, to decide what is best for Patricia.  It is she and only she we must consider.”

“Ah, you are right!” said Charteris, and his eyes grew tender.  “She must have what she most desires; and all must be sacrificed to that.”  He turned and spoke as simply as a child.  “Of course, you know, I shall be giving up a great deal for love of her, but-I am willing.”

Musgrave looked at him for a moment.  “H’m doubtless,” he assented.  “Why, then, we won’t consider the others.  We will not consider your wife, who-who worships you.  We won’t consider the boy.  I, for my part, think it is a mother’s duty to leave an unsullied name to her child, but, probably, my ideas are bourgeois.  We won’t consider Patricia’s relatives, who, perhaps, will find it rather unpleasant.  In short, we must consider no one save Patricia.”

“Of course, one cannot make an omelet without breaking a few eggs.”

“No; the question is whether it is absolutely necessary to make the omelet.  I say no.”

“And I,” quoth Charteris smiling gently, “say yes.”

“For Patricia,” Musgrave went on, as in meditation, but speaking very clearly, “it means giving up-everything.  It means giving up her friends and the life to which she is accustomed; it means being ashamed to face those who were formerly her friends.  We, the world, our world of Lichfield, I mean-are lax enough as to the divorce question, heaven knows, but we can’t pardon immorality when coupled with poverty.  And you would be poor, you know.  Your books are tremendously clever, Jack, but-as I happen to know-the proceeds from them would not support two people in luxury; and Patricia has nothing.  That is a sordid detail, of course, but it is worth considering.  Patricia would never be happy in a three-pair back.”

Mr. Charteris was frankly surprised.  “Patricia has-nothing?”

“Bless your soul, of course not!  Her father left the greater part of his money to our boy, you know.  Most of it is still held in trust for our boy, who is named after him.  Not a penny of it belongs to Patricia, and even I cannot touch anything but a certain amount of interest.”

Mr. Charteris looked at the colonel with eyes that were sad and hurt and wistful.  “I am perfectly aware of your reason for telling me this,” he said, candidly.  “I know I have always been thought a mercenary man since my marriage.  At that time I fancied myself too much in love with Anne to permit any sordid considerations of fortune to stand in the way of our union.  Poor Anne! she little knows what sacrifices I have made for her!  She, too, would be dreadfully unhappy if I permitted her to realize that our marriage was a mistake.”

“God help her-yes!” groaned Musgrave.

“And as concerns Patricia, you are entirely right.  It would be hideously unfair to condemn her to a life of comparative poverty.  My books sell better than you think, Rudolph, but still an author cannot hope to attain affluence so long as he is handicapped by any reverence for the English language.  Yes, I was about to do Patricia a great wrong.  I rejoice that you have pointed out my selfishness.  For I have been abominably selfish.  I confess it.”

“I think so,” assented Musgrave, calmly.  “But, then, my opinion is, naturally, rather prejudiced.”

“Yes, I can understand what Patricia must mean to you”-Mr. Charteris sighed, and passed his hand over his forehead in a graceful fashion,-“and I, also, love her far too dearly to imperil her happiness.  I think that heaven never made a woman more worthy to be loved.  And I had hoped-ah, well, after all, we cannot utterly defy society!  Its prejudices, however unfounded, must be respected.  What would you have?  This dunderheaded giantess of a Mrs. Grundy condemns me to be miserable, and I am powerless.  The utmost I can do is to refrain from whining over the unavoidable.  And, Rudolph, you have my word of honor that henceforth I shall bear in mind more constantly my duty toward one of my best and oldest friends.  I have not dealt with you quite honestly.  I confess it, and I ask your pardon.”  Mr. Charteris held out his hand to seal the compact.

“Word of honor?” queried Colonel Musgrave, with an odd quizzing sort of fondness for the little novelist, as the colonel took the proffered hand.  “Why, then, that is settled, and I am glad of it.  I told you, you know, it wouldn’t do.  See you at supper, I suppose?”

And Rudolph Musgrave glanced at the bath-house, turned on his heel, and presently plunged into the beech plantation, whistling cheerfully.  The effect of the melody was somewhat impaired by the apparent necessity of breaking off, at intervals, in order to smile.

The comedy had been admirably enacted, he considered, on both sides; and he did not object to Jack Charteris’s retiring with all the honors of war.

V

The colonel had not gone far, however, before he paused, thrust both hands into his trousers’ pockets, and stared down at the ground for a matter of five minutes.

Musgrave shook his head.  “After all,” said he, “I can’t trust them.  Patricia is too erratic and too used to having her own way.  Jack will try to break off with her now, of course; but Jack, where women are concerned, is as weak as water.  It is not a nice thing to do, but-well! one must fight fire with fire.”

Thereupon, he retraced his steps.  When he had come to the thin spot in the thicket, Rudolph Musgrave left the path, and entered the shrubbery.  There he composedly sat down in the shadow of a small cedar.  The sight of his wife upon the beach in converse with Mr. Charteris did not appear to surprise Colonel Musgrave.

Patricia was speaking quickly.  She held a bedraggled parasol in one hand.  Her husband noted, with a faint thrill of wonder, that, at times, and in a rather unwholesome, elfish way, Patricia was actually beautiful.  Her big eyes glowed; they flashed with changing lights as deep waters glitter in the sun; her copper-colored hair seemed luminous, and her cheeks flushed, arbutus-like.  The soft, white stuff that gowned her had the look of foam; against the gray sky she seemed a freakish spirit in the act of vanishing.  For sky and water were all one lambent gray by this.  In the west was a thin smear of orange; but, for the rest, the world was of a uniform and gleaming gray.  She and Charteris stood in the heart of a great pearl.

“Ah, believe me,” she was saying, “Rudolph isn’t an ophthalmic bat.  But God keep us all respectable! is Rudolph’s notion of a sensible morning-prayer.  So he just preferred to see nothing and bleat out edifying axioms.  That is one of his favorite tricks.  No, it was a comedy for my benefit, I tell you.  He will allow a deal for the artistic temperament, no doubt, but he doesn’t suppose you fetch along a white-lace parasol when you go to watch a sunset-especially a parasol he gave me last month.”

“Indeed,” protested Mr. Charteris, “he saw nothing.  I was too quick for him.”

She shrugged her shoulders.  “I saw him looking at it.  Accordingly, I paid no attention to what he said.  But you-ah, Jack, you were splendid!  I suppose we shall have to elope at once now, though?”

Charteris gave her no immediate answer.  “I am not quite sure, Patricia, that your husband is not-to a certain extent-in the right.  Believe me, he did not know you were about.  He approached me in a perfectly sensible manner, and exhibited commendable self-restraint; he has played a difficult part to admiration.  I could not have done it better myself.  And it is not for us who have been endowed with gifts denied to Rudolph, to reproach him for lacking the finer perceptions and sensibilities of life.  Yet, I must admit that, for the time, I was a little hurt by his evident belief that we would allow our feeling for each other-which is rather beyond his comprehension, isn’t it, dear?-to be coerced by mercenary considerations.”

“Oh, Rudolph is just a jackass-fool, anyway.”  She was not particularly interested in the subject.

“He can’t help that, you know,” Charteris reminded her, gently; then, he asked, after a little:  “I suppose it is all true?”

“That what is true?”

“About your having no money of your own?” He laughed, but she could see how deeply he had been pained by Musgrave’s suspicions.  “I ask, because, as your husband has discovered, I am utterly sordid, my lady, and care only for your wealth.”

“Ah, how can you expect a man like that to understand-you?  Why, Jack, how ridiculous in you to be hurt by what the brute thinks!  You’re as solemn as an owl, my dear.  Yes, it’s true enough.  My father was not very well pleased with us-and that horrid will-Ah, Jack, Jack, how grotesque, how characteristic it was, his thinking such things would influence you-you, of all men, who scarcely know what money is!”

“It was even more grotesque I should have been pained by his thinking it,” Charteris said, sadly.  “But what would you have?  I am so abominably in love with you that it seemed a sort of desecration when the man lugged your name into a discussion of money-matters.  It really did.  And then, besides-ah, my lady, you know that I would glory in the thought that I had given up all for you.  You know, I think, that I would willingly work my fingers to the bone just that I might possess you always.  So I had dreamed of love in a cottage-an idyl of blissful poverty, where Cupid contents himself with crusts and kisses, and mocks at the proverbial wolf on the doorstep.  And I give you my word that until to-day I had not suspected how blindly selfish I have been!  For poor old prosaic Rudolph is in the right, after all.  Your delicate, tender beauty must not be dragged down to face the unlovely realities and petty deprivations and squalid makeshifts of such an existence as ours would be.  True, I would glory in them-ah, luxury and riches mean little to me, my dear, and I can conceive of no greater happiness than to starve with you.  But true love knows how to sacrifice itself.  Your husband was right; it would not be fair to you, Patricia.”

“You-you are going to leave me?”

“Yes; and I pray that I may be strong enough to relinquish you forever, because your welfare is more dear to me than my own happiness.  No, I do not pretend that this is easy to do.  But when my misery is earned by serving you I prize my misery.”  Charteris tried to smile.  “What would you have?  I love you,” he said, simply.

“Ah, my dear!” she cried.

Musgrave’s heart was sick within him as he heard the same notes in her voice that echoed in Anne’s voice when she spoke of her husband.  This was a new Patricia; her speech was low and gentle now, and her eyes held a light Rudolph Musgrave had not seen there for a long while.

“Ah, my dear, you are the noblest man I have ever known; I wish we women could be like men.  But, oh, Jack, Jack, don’t be quixotic!  I can’t give you up, my dear-that would never be for my good.  Think how unhappy I have been all these years; think how Rudolph is starving my soul!  I want to be free, Jack; I want to live my own life,-for at least a month or so-”

Patricia shivered here.  “But none of us is sure of living for a month.  You’ve shown me a glimpse of what life might be; don’t let me sink back into the old, humdrum existence from a foolish sense of honor!  I tell you, I should go mad!  I mean to have my fling while I can get it.  And I mean to have it with you, Jack-just you!  I don’t fear poverty.  You could write some more wonderful books.  I could work, too, Jack dear.  I-I could teach music-or take in washing-or something, anyway.  Lots of women support themselves, you know.  Oh, Jack, we would be so happy!  Don’t be honorable and brave and disagreeable, Jack dear!”

For a moment Charteris was silent.  The nostrils of his beak-like nose widened a little, and a curious look came into his face.  He discovered something in the sand that interested him.

“After all,” he demanded, slowly, “is it necessary-to go away-to be happy?”

“I don’t understand.”  Her hand lifted from his arm; then quick remorse smote her, and it fluttered back, confidingly.

Charteris rose to his feet.  “It is, doubtless, a very spectacular and very stirring performance to cast your cap over the wind-mill in the face of the world; but, after all, is it not a bit foolish, Patricia?  Lots of people manage these things-more quietly.”

“Oh, Jack!” Patricia’s face turned red, then white, and stiffened in a sort of sick terror.  She was a frightened Columbine in stone.  “I thought you cared for me-really, not-that way.”

Patricia rose and spoke with composure.  “I think I’ll go back to the house, Mr. Charteris.  It’s a bit chilly here.  You needn’t bother to come.”

Then Mr. Charteris laughed-a choking, sobbing laugh.  He raised his hands impotently toward heaven.  “And to think,” he cried, “to think that a man may love a woman with his whole heart-with all that is best and noblest in him-and she understand him so little!”

“I do not think I have misunderstood you,” Patricia said, in a crisp voice.  “Your proposition was very explicit.  I-am sorry.  I thought I had found one thing in the world which I would regret to leave-”

“And you really believed that I could sully the great love I bear you by stooping to-that!  You really believed that I would sacrifice to you my home life, my honor, my prospects-all that a man can give-without testing the quality of your love!  You did not know that I spoke to try you-you actually did not know!  Eh, but yours is a light nature, Patricia!  I do not reproach you, for you are only as your narrow Philistine life has made you.  Yet I had hoped better things of you, Patricia.  But you, who pretend to care for me, have leaped at your first opportunity to pain me-and, if it be any comfort to you, I confess you have pained me beyond words.”  And he sank down on the log, and buried his face in his hands.

She came to him-it was pitiable to see how she came to him, laughing and sobbing all in one breath-and knelt humbly by his side, and raised a grieved, shamed, penitent face to his.

“Forgive me!” she wailed; “oh, forgive me!”

“You have pained me beyond words, Patricia,” he repeated.  He was not angry-only sorrowful and very much hurt.

“Ah, Jack! dear Jack, forgive me!”

Mr. Charteris sighed.  “But, of course, I forgive you, Patricia,” he said.  “I cannot help it, though, that I am foolishly sensitive where you are concerned.  And I had hoped you knew as much.”

She was happy now.  “Dear boy,” she murmured, “don’t you see it’s just these constant proofs of the greatness and the wonderfulness of your love-Really, though, Jack, wasn’t it too horrid of me to misunderstand you so?  Are you quite sure you’re forgiven me entirely-without any nasty little reservations?”

Mr. Charteris was quite sure.  His face was still sad, but it was benevolent.

“Don’t you see,” she went on, “that it’s just these things that make me care for you so much, and feel sure as eggs is eggs we will be happy?  Ah, Jack, we will be so utterly happy that I am almost afraid to think of it!” Patricia wiped away the last tear, and laughed, and added, in a matter-of-fact fashion:  “There’s a train at six-five in the morning; we can leave by that, before anyone is up.”

Charteris started.  “Your husband loves you,” he said, in gentle reproof.  “And quite candidly, you know, Rudolph is worth ten of me.”

“Bah, I tell you, that was a comedy for my benefit,” she protested, and began to laugh.  Patricia was unutterably happy now, because she, and not John Charteris, had been in the wrong.  “Poor Rudolph!-he has such a smug horror of the divorce-court that he would even go so far as to pretend to be in love with his own wife in order to keep out of it.  Really, Jack, both our better-halves are horribly commonplace and they will be much better off without us.”

“You forget that Rudolph has my word of honor,” said Mr. Charteris, in indignation.

And that instant, with one of his baffling changes of mood, he began to laugh.  “Really, though, Patricia, you are very pretty.  You are April embodied in sweet flesh; your soul is just a wisp of April cloud, and your life an April day, half sun that only seems to warm, and half tempest that only plays at ferocity; but you are very pretty.  That is why I am thinking, light-headedly, it would be a fine and past doubt an agreeable exploit to give up everything for such a woman, and am complacently comparing myself to Antony at Actium.  I am thinking it would be an interesting episode in one’s Life and Letters.  You see, my dear, I honestly believe the world revolves around John Charteris-although of course I would never admit that to you if I thought for a moment you would take me seriously.”

Then presently, sighing, he was grave again.  “But, no!  Rudolph has my word of honor,” Mr. Charteris repeated, and with unconcealed regret.

“Ah, does that matter?” she cried.  “Does anything matter, except that we love each other?  I tell you I have given the best part of my life to that man, but I mean to make the most of what is left.  He has had my youth, my love-there was a time, you know, when I actually fancied I cared for him-and he has only made me unhappy.  I hate him, I loathe him, I detest him, I despise him!  I never intend to speak to him again-oh, yes, I shall have to at supper, I suppose, but that doesn’t count.  And I tell you I mean to be happy in the only way that’s possible.  Everyone has a right to do that.  A woman has an especial right to take her share of happiness in any way she can, because her hour of it is so short.  Sometimes-sometimes the woman knows how short it is and it almost frightens her....  But at best, a woman can be really happy through love alone, Jack dear, and it’s only when we are young and good to look at that men care for us; after that, there is nothing left but to take to either religion or hand-embroidery, so what does it matter, after all?  Yes, they all grow tired after a while.  Jack, I am only a vain and frivolous person of superlative charm, but I love you very much, my dear, and I solemnly swear to commit suicide the moment my first wrinkle arrives.  You shall never grow tired of me, my dear.”

She laughed to think how true this was.

She hurried on:  “Jack, kneel down at once, and swear that you are perfectly sore with loving me, as that ridiculous person says in Dickens, and whose name I never could remember.  Oh, I forgot-Dickens caricatures nature, doesn’t he, and isn’t read by really cultured people?  You will have to educate me up to your level, Jack, and I warn you in advance you will not have time to do it.  Yes, I am quite aware that I am talking nonsense, and am on the verge of hysterics, thank you, but I rather like it.  It is because I am going to have you all to myself for whatever future there is, and the thought makes me quite drunk.  Will you kindly ring for the patrol-wagon, Jack?  Jack, are you quite sure you love me?  Are you perfectly certain you never loved any one else half so much?  No, don’t answer me, for I intend to do all the talking for both of us for the future!  I shall tyrannize over you frightfully, and you will like it.  All I ask in return is that you will be a good boy-by which I mean a naughty boy-and do solemnly swear, promise and affirm that you will meet me at the side-door at half-past five in the morning, with a portmanteau and the intention of never going back to your wife.  You swear it?  Thank you so much!  Now, I think I would like to cry for a few minutes, and, after that, we will go back to the house, before supper is over and my eyes are perfectly crimson.”

In fact, Mr. Charteris had consented.  Patricia was irresistible as she pleaded and mocked and scolded and coaxed and laughed and cried, all in one bewildering breath.  Her plan was simple; it was to slip out of Matocton at dawn, and walk to the near-by station.  There they would take the train, and snap their fingers at convention.  The scheme sounded preposterous in outline, but she demonstrated its practicability in performance.  And Mr. Charteris consented.

Rudolph Musgrave sat in the shadow of the cedar with fierce and confused emotions whirling in his soul.  He certainly had never thought of this contingency.