THE LODGING HOUSE
Jan Tingloff, not wishing to get too
far away from the dry dock, turned up a side street
near the water-front, and there, in a basement window
of a narrow four-story brick building, he saw the sign
“Furnished Room to Rent.”
A second look showed Jan that the
basement also afforded an entrance to a not too well
lit pool-room and that a not overclean alley ran up
one side of the building. Jan, with no prejudices
against alleys or pool-rooms, entered the pool-room
to inquire. “Yeh,” said the man behind
the cigar-case-“second floor-a
week in advance-ring the front-door bell-a
woman will come and show you.”
A woman who preceded him like a discouraged
shadow showed him the room, but it was to the man
in the basement that she told Jan to pay the week’s
rent when he said he would take the room. “Yes;
I take the rent-always,” this man
said; and his eyes brightened as Jan pushed the money
across the cigar-case at him. And he wore finger-rings
out of all keeping with the dark little place; but
he had a pleasant smile for Jan and Jan smiled back
at him; for Jan was one of those friendly natures
who prefer to be pleasant, even to men whose looks
they do not like.
Jan Tingloff slept in his new quarters
that night. He saw nobody connected with the
house as he passed out in the morning; but that evening
as he entered the front-door he heard a cough.
It was a woman’s cough and dimly he saw a woman’s
form-a rather slender form. Jan’s
senses were the kind which see a thing large at first
and then go back for details. He hurried to close
the door so that the cold November wind would not
endanger the poor creature further. As he closed
the door she said:
“Good evening.”
Jan hurried to take off his hat.
“Good evening, ma’am.”
“You go off early mornings, captain?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
He peered into the twilight of the hall and saw a hand
lighting the suspension lamp. “But I’m
not a captain, ma’am. I was a seafaring
man one time; but I am a ship-carpenter now in a repairing
job on a big coaster in the dry dock, and I have to
be over there early to get my gang started.”
She was turning the wick of the lamp
high and then low, and high again, and Jan was vexed
to think he had not offered to light the lamp for her
in the first place, especially as he now recognized
in her the same sad-eyed woman who had showed him
his room the evening before. It was twilight
then, too, but she had lit no lamp in the hall or in
the room, and Jan guessed why and did not blame her
for it. The furnishings here, as in his room,
were shabby.
Jan began to feel a pity for her.
There was that in the curve of her back which caused
him to address her with unwonted gentleness-and
ordinarily Jan was gentle enough for anybody’s
taste. Yes, she was the same woman; but if he
had met her anywhere else he would not have known
her. She was now all tidied up. Her clothes
were fresh, her shoulders had lost their droop.
Her face was less pale and a glow was coming into
her eyes.
Jan’s room was on the second
floor and now he ascended the stairs to go there.
At the top of the stairs he glanced back; but catching
her looking at him he looked quickly away. From
the darkness of the second-floor hallway, however,
he could peer down and she could not see him.
She was still there, standing under the lamp which
was now at full blaze. One arm had been raised
high in regulation of the wick and now she raised
the other to steady the lamp, which was swinging.
Her figure was in the shadow from the waist down,
but her bust, her neck, face and long, slim hands
were in full light.
“I’d never took her for
the same woman-never!” thought Jan.
Next evening Jan saw her again, this
time in the narrow second-floor hallway near the stairs.
She shrank against the stair-rail to let him pass.
Jan drew up against the wall. She mutely indicated
that he should pass.
“After you, ma’am,” said Jan, and
resolutely waited.
“Thank you,” she said,
and passed on. At the head of the flight of stairs
she turned her head. Jan was still there.
“Is your room all right?”
She asked the question hurriedly, awkwardly.
“All right, ma’am.”
“And not too noisy for you here?-the
basement noise, I mean.”
“A ship-carpenter, ma’am-he
soon gets used to noise.”
“Of course.” She
glanced furtively at him. “Good-night.”
She hurried downstairs.
That night when Jan, who read romantic
fiction to relieve his loneliness, laid down his stirring
mediaeval tale to go to bed, he did not follow up
the intention with immediate action, as usual.
By and by he raised the window-sash,
and the cool, damp sea-air feeling good, he leaned
out to enjoy it. It was a cloudy night, with a
touch of coming snow in the air; but for all that
a night to enjoy, only for the racket ascending from
the pool-room.
“I don’t think much of
those people down there,” thought Jan as he
lowered the sash to all but six or eight inches for
fresh air and picked up the alarm clock from the rickety
dresser. “I wonder if she’s one of
that crowd?” And he began to wind the clock.
“But sure she ain’t-sure not.”
Jan had been holding the clock absently
in his hand. Suddenly he set it down and scolded
himself-“Jan Tingloff, remember you
has to be up at six in the morning!”-and
undressed, blew out the light and slid into bed, and
tried to go to sleep. And he did after a while;
but his last thought before he fell into slumber was:
“Who’d ever think one day a woman could
grow so young-looking the next day?”
Many an evening after that Jan met
the landlady on the stairs or in the hall, and always
she stopped to ask him how he was coming on with his
ship; but never any more than that or a brief word
as to the weather and his comfort, though there were
times when Jan felt he would like to become better
acquainted-times when he even had a feeling
that if he had asked her to sit down somewhere for
a talk she would be willing. Jan had learned,
however, that she was married. It had been a shock
to learn that. It had come about by his noticing
after three or four days the plain gold ring on the
wedding finger. He had kept staring at it until
she could not help remarking it; and by and by, in
a casual sort of way, she had told him she was married.
“And is your husband living, ma’am?”
asked Jan.
“He’s living-yes,” she
answered slowly.
That made a difference. Even
though a man didn’t know anybody in the city
except the men he worked with and it was terribly lonesome
of evenings-even so, her being married
made all the difference. And she must have been
a wonderfully pretty girl once-and was pretty
yet, now he had a chance to look good at her.
Pretty-yes; but-well, Jan didn’t
know what it was, except that she was all right.
Jan knew he didn’t know much about women, especially
strange women-and he knew, too, that he
never would; but he would never believe she wasn’t
all right-never!
Yes, it was pretty lonesome at times;
and there was the girl who roomed on the top floor.
Jan was thrilled by alluring glimpses of her in the
half-dark recesses of the back halls, but the glimpses
remained only glimpses after he saw her one Sunday
by daylight. Only then was Jan convinced that
she painted. She was a little too much and he
took to dodging her. Yet it was a pity-oh,
a pity! and Jan, still thinking what a pity, was going
out for a lonesome walk one night, when who should
meet him on the front stoop but that same top-floor
girl! And no sliding by her this time. She
nipped the lapel of his coat with a dexterous thumb
and forefinger.
“Why, hello, cap! Where yuh goin’?”
“Nowheres.”
“Then you got time, ain’t
you, to buy a girl a glass o’-”
She stopped and winked sportively.
“Glass o’ what?”
“Why, ginger ale!” She
laughed at his surprise. “You thought I
was goin’ to say beer, or maybe somethin’
stronger, didn’t yuh? But I don’t
drink no hard stuff. No. An’ I was
dyin’ for a drink o’ somethin’ when
yuh pops out that door. An’ I know yuh
ain’t any hinge.”
“How do you know I ain’t a hinge?”
“Oh, don’t I? Leave it to me to pick
a sport from a piker.”
“But I’m no sport either.”
“You could if yuh wanted ter.
An’ yuh ain’t any hinge, even if they do
say you’re a square-head. Come on an’
let’s go in back an’ have a couple o’
bottles o’ ginger ale in Hen’s place.”
And Jan followed her into the private
room beyond the pool-room-the room to which,
as he had gathered before this, the street girls of
that section steered drunken sailors. The ginger
ale was brought in by the proprietor himself.
Jan threw down a ten-dollar bill. Jan had a good
many bills with him that evening-his month’s
wages; and seeing it was the fashion round there to
show your money when you paid for anything, why, he’d
show them-even if he was a square-head-that
he could carry a wad too.
“Say, cap, but yuh must be drawin’ down
good coin?”
“Oh, a boss ship-carpenter gets
pretty good wages.” And with one splendid
sweep Jan emptied his glass.
“I should say yes. An’
there’s tinhorners round here that if they had
half your wad Hen’d have to ring in the fire
alarm to put ’em out-they’d
feel themselves such warm rags. But what d’yuh
say to another ginger ale?”
“Sure,” said Jan, and
called aloud for them. And again Hen brought in
the ginger ale in two long glasses, but also with two
empty bottles to show Jan by the labels that it was
the real imported and no phony stuff; and Jan said,
“I know! I know!” as he paid and waved
Hen away.
A door led from this back room into
the lower back hall of the house, and in the shadow
of the back hall Jan thought for an instant that he
saw the landlady’s figure; but he wasn’t
sure. Two minutes-or it may have been
five minutes-later, a boy whom Jan had noticed
round the house came into the room by way of that
same door and said to the girl:
“Mrs. Goles wants to see you a minute.”
“Tell her I got no minute to spare-not
now.”
The boy went out and quickly came back.
“Mrs. Goles says for you to
come out and see her or she’ll have the policeman
in off the beat. He’s at the corner now.”
The girl went out.
“Who’s Mrs. Goles?” asked Jan of
the boy.
“Why, she’s the landlady.”
“Oh!” said Jan. So
that was her husband, the handsome proprietor with
the evil eyes. “Poor woman!” muttered
Jan, and absent-mindedly drank his ginger ale.
The boy was still there. “Where is Mrs.
Goles now?” asked Jan.
The boy jerked his head. “Out there on
the back stairs.”
Jan stood up. “Here!”
He handed the boy a quarter. “A wonder a
boy like you hangs out round here!”
“I run Mrs. Goles’s errands.
I been runnin’ ’em since I was a kid.
My mother used to work for her mother. She was
a lady.”
Jan was heading for the side door, the door which
led into the alley.
“Will I tell her you’re comin’ back,
mister?”
“Tell who?”
“Why, that girl you was with.”
“Tell her nothing. Nor”-Jan
nodded his head toward the pool-room-“him.
Better go home. This is no place for a good boy
like you.”
Jan went out by the alley; and from
there, after peeking to see that nobody was looking
out of the pool-room windows, he stepped quickly up
the front steps of the house.
Cautiously he unlocked the door.
He could hear voices, but not distinctly. Quietly
he tiptoed toward the head of the back stairs.
It was Mrs. Goles who was talking.
“Didn’t I warn you again
and again never to bother him?” Jan heard.
“An’ why not?”
“Why? He’s a lodger-that’s
why.”
“Is that why? Say, but
ain’t you takin’ an awful sudden interest
in yer lodgers though! Are yuh sure you don’t
want him for yerself? Are yuh sure he ain’t
something more than a lodger?”
“You-you-”
“Me-me! Yes,
me. D’yuh think I ain’t been onto
yuh? D’yuh think I ain’t seen any
o’ that billy-dooin’-you an’
him upstairs in the entryway-huh?
An’ d’yuh think Hen ain’t wise too?
D’yuh think he gave me the top-floor room for
nothin’-huh? Oh, yes; we’re
a couple o’ come-ons-Hen an’
me-oh, yes! Run along now, Salomey-he’s
there, waitin’ for me. D’yuh hear-waitin’
for me! They all fall when yuh play ’em
right. All of ’em. Thought yuh had’m
to yerself-huh? Well, guess different
next time; for he’s out there waitin’ for
me-the soft-headed Dutchman! Beat
it! Beat it when yer gettin’ the worst of
it. An’ talk any more about a policeman-an’
see what Hen says to it!”
Jan could hear Mrs. Goles ascending
the stairs behind him. He hurried up, intending
to get to his room and hide away before she knew, but
it was the last key of the bunch which fitted the
lock, and before he had the door opened she was up
with him.
She turned the hall light up to see him better.
“Weren’t you downstairs
in the back room a minute ago?” she asked at
last.
“I was; but-”
Jan reached up a heavy hand and rubbed his forehead.
“I was-I know I was; but-”
somehow he was feeling bewildered.
She drew nearer to him.
“Come nearer the light.
Stand where the light will be on your face. Let
me see your eyes. There-you can’t
keep them open. Did you drink that second glass
of ginger ale-after it was brought in all
opened up? Never mind trying to speak-just
bow your head. You did? Oh, you poor innocent
boy! Here-go into your room. And
wait there. I’ll be right back. Light
the lamp if you can while you’re waiting.”
Jan managed to light the lamp.
She was soon back with a bowl of something
hot which she held to Jan’s lips-a
nasty-tasting stuff. While he stopped once to
get his breath she stepped to the door, took the key
from the outside and set it on the inside. She
stepped to Jan’s side again. “Finish
it!” she ordered. “Every drop.
There-but sh-h!-hear’em?”
“Hear what, ma’am?”
“The footsteps-coming
upstairs. Creeping up. Hear ’em?”
She stepped to the light and blew it out. She
stepped to the door and turned the key.
“Oh-h!” Jan had fallen
backward on the bed and now was rolling from side
to side. His stomach was griping him like a burning
hand.
“Hold in for a minute if you can!” she
whispered
Nausea uncontrollable, as it seemed
to Jan, was taking hold of him when a knock came on
the door. “Sh-h!” she warned,
and Jan controlled himself. He wanted more than
ever to vomit, but there came another knock on the
door-and another. And then the knob
was turned.
A silence then; and then a voice-a
man’s voice: “I told you you were
crazy. He felt dizzy and went out into the street
for some fresh air. You shouldn’t ’ve
left him once he got the stuff into him. Take
a look round the block. He’s probably laying
in the gutter somewhere with that load into him.”
The voice stopped, footsteps followed,
the stairs creaked. And Jan’s tortured
stomach was allowed its relief. And while he retched
in the dark Mrs. Goles held his head and, soaking
a towel in the water jar, bathed his forehead and
face and neck, and kept wetting the towel and bathing
his head with the cold water until at last, with a
grateful sigh, Jan stood up and said:
“I think it’s all gone now.”
“That’s good. So
I’ll be leaving you. And you-”
They had been talking in whispers, but at this point
her voice broke into a cough. When she spoke
again her voice was husky and pitched in a higher key.
“But you-listen! You must leave
this house!”
“Why must I leave?”
“It’s no place for you.”
“And is it for you, ma’am?” he asked
her.
“For me? No-nor
for any woman. But I’m talking about you.
To-morrow-don’t say a word to him
downstairs-but to-morrow, when your week’s
up, take your grip and walk out.”
“The day after to-morrow,”
amended Jan. “Tomorrow’s Saturday
and I has to be at the dry dock. But what will
become of you?”
“There’ll nothing become of me-no
more than before.”
“He will beat you?”
“Beat me! If he don’t
any more than beat me!” Jan fancied she was
smiling at him in the dark. “But I’d
better go. Good-night.”
“Good-night,” said Jan. “And
I’ll see you to-morrow to say good-by.”
“Yes,” she said. “I’ll
be about. Good-night.”
“Good-night,” said Jan
again, and found himself standing at the door after
it had opened and closed behind her.
“I wonder,” thought Jan,
“if he will beat her!” And he stooped to
lock the door. His hand was on the key, but he
did not turn it. Who was that? Jan had keen
hearing. He jammed his ear against the crack.
It was the sound of breathing, heavy breathing, of
breathing and tramping, and now-Jan had
been listening for perhaps a minute-of suppressed
voices.
Jan stepped back to the washstand
and poured out a glass of water. He took it at
a gulp. He had another. It was cold and bracing
to his fevered stomach. He stepped to the door,
cautiously turned the knob and slowly drew the door
to him. He peeped out.
Under the hall light he saw them-she
jammed back against the stair-rail and he with his
hands at her throat. His back was to Jan.
“Where is it? Come-give
up!” he was saying. Jan could not hear what
she said; but the man took a fresh grip and shook
her. “Don’t tell me anything like
that! You gave in at last and got the money off
him. Give it up!”
“I did not! I’m not
that kind of a woman-not yet. I may
be yet if you keep on-but I’m not
yet. And he’s not that kind of a man.”
“You’re not? And
he’s not? And you an hour in his room with
the door locked! You got money off him!
Give it to me!”
“N-no-no!”
“You lie, you-”
He shifted his grip to her hair and started to drag
her along the hall.
Jan stepped softly out, reached his
arms round Goles’s shoulders, drew them tight
against his own chest; and then, holding him safe with
his elbows, he ran his fingers down until they felt
the knuckles of the other’s hands. And
then he squeezed. With thumb and forefinger of
each hand he squeezed. Jan could pick up a keg
of copper rivets with one thumb and forefinger and
toss it across the deck of a ship. And now he
squeezed. Goles hung on. Jan squeezed.
The knuckles began to crack. “G-g-g-”
snarled the other and loosed his grip.
Jan relaxed the grip of his thumb
and forefinger, swung the man round, walked to the
head of the stairs, raised his left knee, pressed it
against the small of Goles’s back, shifted his
right hand to behind the man’s shoulders and
suddenly let knee and arm shoot out together.
In one magnificent curve, and without touching a step
on the way, Goles fetched up on the lower hall floor.
He stood up after a while and made
as if to come back upstairs. As he did so Jan
made as if to go down.
Goles glared up at him.
“So it is you!”
“Yes, it’s me,” said Jan. “Come!”
“Come? No! But you
wait there, will you? Just wait there and see
what happens to you! Wait!” And even as
he called that last “Wait!” he was running
for the back stairs.
Jan turned to her. She was sitting
on the floor with her back against the stair-rail.
Her knees were drawn up, and with elbows on knees she
was supporting her head in her hands.
“Where is he gone to?” asked Jan.
“I don’t know-to get his revolver
probably.”
Jan bent over to see her face.
A great listlessness was all he could read there.
“Would he shoot? Did he ever shoot anybody?”
“Yes-two. But
the police never found out. You’d better
get out while there’s time.”
“And won’t he shoot you?”
She raised her head to look at him.
“No,” she answered presently-“not
just now. He will some day-that’s
sure. He promised me that more than once, and
he means it; but I don’t think he will to-night.”
“Then, if ever he meant it,
he will to-night,” said Jan. “I don’t
want to get shot; and I’m going. You better
come too.” She shook her head. “Yes,”
He put an arm under her shoulder. “Come.”
“No, no. I mustn’t.”
“But you must.” Jan
put his other arm under her and lifted her to her
feet; but yet she lay heavy, half-resisting. “Come,”
said Jan. “I’ll take you out of here-to
my mother.”
“Your mother?” she repeated,
and straightened up; but almost instantly fell back.
“But we can’t now!” she whispered.
“Why?” whispered Jan.
“It’s too late. Hear
him?” Jan heard steps on the landing below; and
as he listened and looked the light in the hall below
went out. “You can’t get out the
front door in time now,” she said hopelessly.
“There’s more ways than
front doors to get out of a house. And there’s
lights to put out up here too.” He reached
up and turned down the lamp-wick, then blew out the
flame. “Come,” he whispered, and led
her into his room and locked the door.
He groped for the bed, tore off the
sheets, twisted them tightly and knotted them together.
“There!” he said, and, taking a turn of
it under her arms, let her down from the window into
the alley. Then he swept into his suit-case a
few things from the dresser and snapped it, and dropped
it out the window.
He was about to fasten one end of
the twisted sheets about the bedpost, to let himself
down; but hearing the door-knob slowly turning he did
not finish the job. He dropped the sheet, lowered
himself by his hands from the window-sill and let
go. He landed without damage.
“Come,” he said, and led
the way to the street. At the first corner he
turned. At the next corner he turned. At
the third corner a cab was in sight. He helped
her in.
“Do you know,” Jan whispered
to her, “a good hotel I could tell him to drive
to?”
“With me looking as I am?
Why, no. Tell him any hotel we can get into.”
Jan addressed the cabman.
“I want”-he
said it very distinctly, so that there could be no
mistake-“a good hotel to take a lady
to.”
“A lady? An’ a good hotel?
Sure thing. Jump in.”
Jan got in and sat opposite to her. She was restoring
order to her hair.
“Did the cabby laugh?” she asked.
“No. Why should he?”
“Why?” Jan saw that she
was staring at him. Suddenly her stare was transformed
to a soft smile. “Oh-h-sometimes
these cabbies think they’re funny.”
Presently the cab stopped. Jan
looked out. It was a hotel, with a wide door
and a narrow one. The narrow door was marked “Ladies’
Entrance,” and through the transom a red light
shone.
“Wait,” said Jan.
He went through the wide door to the
desk. “I want a room for a lady,”
he said to the clerk.
“Lady? Sure. Four dollars.”
Jan paid the four dollars and registered.
The clerk touched a bell. A boy bobbed up.
“I will bring her in by the
ladies’ entrance,” said Jan; but in passing
out to the street he caught a glimpse of a room across
the hall-a room with tables, and men and
women at the tables, and drinks on the tables.
He halted for a longer look and went out to the cab
finally with a troubled look.
“There’s a room for you,
but”-he took off his hat and ran his
fingers through his hair-“I don’t
think you ought to stay here.” He had put
his head inside the cab and was speaking low, so that
the cabman should not hear. “I don’t
think it’s a nice place for a lady.”
“But”-she almost
smiled-“I’m afraid we’ll
have to put up with it. Look!” She spread
wide her rumpled skirt. Her eyes rolled down to
indicate her torn bodice. With her fingertips
she touched the bruises on her face and the marks
on her neck. “And I haven’t even a
hat on,” she concluded with an undoubted smile.
Jan gave in. He paid the cabman,
and led her through the ladies’ entrance to
where the bell-boy was waiting. The boy led the
way upstairs, opened a door and turned on the light.
“You wait out in the hall,”
Jan said to the bell-boy. “The lady may
want hot water and things to clean up. You know?
The lady”-Jan tapped the boy on the
shoulder-“fell out of a buggy and
lost her hat.” He handed the boy a dollar
bill. “You understand now?”
The boy tucked the bill away.
“I’m wise! I’m wise!”
He winked at Jan and left the room.
Jan turned to her. “I’ll
have a few things sent up in the morning.”
She was standing straight and motionless
in the middle of the room.
“You’re good,” she said, but without
looking at him.
“And-oh, my mother!
I most forgot her. She lives in Port Rock.
To-morrow night I’ll put you aboard the boat
for Port Rock. And I won’t be able to see
you till then.”
“Not till to-morrow night?”
“I has to be at the dry dock
early in the morning or they can’t start work.
Good-night.” He was holding his hat very
stiffly in one hand. The other hand he extended
to her.
“Good-night,” the woman
said, and took his hand and clung to it. Suddenly
she lifted it to her lips and sobbed.
A woman crying and kissing his hand,
and all done so suddenly he couldn’t stop it-Jan
was shocked at himself. “Sh-h!”
said Jan. “Sh-h! You mustn’t.”
“I will. You’re the
first man ever came to the house who didn’t look
at me as if I was a streetwalker. And he tried
his best to make me one. And I fought him-and
fought him; but not a soul to help me. And a woman
can’t hold out forever. I’d ‘a’
killed myself, but I was afraid to die that way.
I was beginning to weaken when you came. And if
you had been the wrong kind of a man-”
“Sh-h! Don’t say things like
that.”
“But it’s so. And
you helped me to get over it. Before I was married
I used to dream of a man like you. But what chance
had I in the dance-halls along the water-front and
my people dead? And he was a dance-hall hero,
the kind girls used to write notes to. I was never
as bad as that-believe me I wasn’t,-but
I married him just the same-at seventeen,
and what does a girl know of life at seventeen?
And him! Almost on my wedding-day he began to
abuse me.”
“No, no!”
“It’s true. And when
you told me you’d take me to your mother-that
was the first message I’d got in five years
from a man except what was meant for my harm.
But a good mother-I’ll tell her so
she’ll understand.”
“She’ll understand without
you telling her. She’s brought up a dozen
of us and has grand-children-lots of ’em.
Sunday morning you’ll be in my mother’s
house in Port Rock.”
She stooped to kiss his hand again.
“Here! Here-you mustn’t!”
“I will-I will! And there!
And there! And now good-night.”
“Good-night,” mumbled
Jan. He hurried out of the room and all but fell
over the bell-boy in the hall. “What you
hanging round for?” Jan almost hissed.
“Go below.”
The bell-boy hurried downstairs and
“Say, but that’s a new kind of an elopement
for this shack!” he exploded to the clerk, and
repeated what he had heard.
The clerk took a look at the register
and read: “’Mrs. H.G. Goles,
City.’ Now I didn’t notice that before.
‘Mrs. Goles’ he registered, and not himself.
Goles? I wonder if that’s Hen’s woman?
Well, if it is he’ll get his good and plenty
before Hen’s done with him.”
“Yes, and the police’ll
get Hen. And, say, that Swede ain’t such
a gink when yuh get a second look at him.”
“I don’t know. I
didn’t get a second look at him; but the way
he pulled out that wad-I charged him four
bucks for a dollar-’n’-a-half room.
And-”
“S-st!” warned the boy.
It was Jan re-entering the office.
“What’s wrong?” demanded the clerk.
“Paper and envelope, please,” said Jan.
“Oh!” The clerk looked
relieved and passed them over. Jan took out a
carpenter’s thick-leaded pencil and wrote on
the sheet of paper: “You must buy some
things for the trip on the boat.” He looked
at the clerk and then at the boy, and went out into
the hall, folded one ten-dollar bill and two twenty-dollar
bills inside the sheet, sealed and addressed the envelope,
and brought it in to the boy.
“You take this up to the lady.
Give it to her and hurry away before she can open
it. And if you are back in two minutes-”
The boy was back in less time.
Jan gave him half a dollar and passed out into the
street.
THE PORT ROCK BOAT
The Port Rock boat was due to
leave her dock. The first mate made his way to
the upper deck. He found his captain in the pilot-house,
studying the barometer.
“Freight all aboard, sir.”
“All right,” nodded the
captain; “but did you hear about the storm flags
being up?”
“So I heard, sir.”
“M-m! Close that door.
It’s cold.” The mate closed the door;
but almost immediately the captain raised a window
and gazed down the harbor. “It looks bad
to me,” he said after a while.
“It is a bad-looking night,” assented
the mate.
“A wicked night!” barked
the captain; and gathering one end of his moustache
between his teeth, began to chew on it.
The mate pursed his lips. “What will I
do, sir?”
The captain stopped chewing his moustache.
“It all comes down to dollars and cents.
Use our judgment and stay tied up to the dock here
and it’s go hunt another berth. Do you
want to hunt another job?”
“Not me. I got a family to look after.”
“N’ me. We’ll put out.”
“All right, sir.”
The mate descended to the wharf. “In with
that freight runway and plank!” he called out
to the waiting longshoremen. “And you”-a
colored steward was at his elbow-“tell
’em all aboard on the dock and all ashore on
the boat that’s goin’ ashore.”
The steward voiced the mate’s
instructions; the last passenger came aboard and the
last friend went ashore. The gangplank was hauled
in, the lines cast off and the Port Rock steamer slid
out from her slip.
She was well down the harbor before
Jan took a piece of paper from his pocket. “Number
two hundred and seventy-six,” he read. “That’s
it-two hundred and seventy-six.”
And seeking out the number he knocked on the door.
It opened slightly and Jan saw peeking out at him the
lips, chin and half an eye each side of the nose of
a pretty and well-dressed girl. Jan looked up
at the number over the door again to see if he had
made a mistake. Then the door opened more widely-and
it was she, smiling out at him; but so rosy and terribly
pretty that Jan felt afraid and drew back.
“I thought maybe you would like
to get out for some fresh air soon,” he stammered.
“I was just trying on the new
hat I bought with the money you sent up last night-and
a shirtwaist and a lovely long coat. How did you
get through the night?”
“Fine! I went over to the
dry dock and turned into a bunk on the schooner.”
She made a mouth at the mirror.
“That was no place to sleep. You should
have taken a comfortable room at the hotel.”
Jan was silent.
“Yes, you should. I’ll be right out.”
She came out, but with her face veiled,
and clung close to him as they walked the deck.
Jan sniffed the air.
“Snow, I think,” he said.
“Meaning a storm? I was never in a storm.
Are they terrible?”
“A storm is nothing,”
said Jan, “when you get used to them. But
will we go in to supper?”
They went in. The boat was now outside the harbor
and pitching slightly.
She did not eat much and at length laid down her knife
and fork.”
“Sea-sick?” asked Jan.
“No. I must be too frightened to be sea-sick.”
“Frightened of what?”
“Of him.” She leaned
across the table. “I’m sure I saw
him. Yes-spying through the window
of my room just before I left it just now.”
Jan tranquilly went on eating. “He can’t
hurt you aboard a boat.”
“I don’t mind that, so he won’t
hurt you.”
Jan shook his head. “He
won’t because he can’t on here without
getting caught.”
They stepped outside at last.
Cozy enough in the dining-room; but outside the snow
was now thick enough to show white on deck where the
passengers had not tramped it down. They sought
the open space in the bow-Jan to see how
it looked ahead and Mrs. Goles to feel the fresh gale
blowing in her face.
“It’s a north-east snow-storm,”
said Jan, “and coming thicker. But no danger.
No-no danger,” he repeated quickly,
with a glance at her.
“It’s not danger of a
storm I fear,” she said simply. She was
peering, not ahead at the darkening, rising sea but
at the form and face of every muffled-up passenger
who came near them.
Not many passengers were venturing
onto the open deck; and those who did were wrapped
high and close, with hardly more than their eyes showing
out. “If he comes on us he will come like
that-coat collar to his ears and hat over
his eyes,” she thought as one after another so
wrapped appeared and passed; and almost with the thought,
catching sight of a lurking man’s figure in
the passageway between the paddle-box and the outside
row of state-rooms, she added aloud: “Let
us go up on the top deck.”
“It will be pretty cold and
rough for you up there,” suggested Jan.
“Never mind; let us go there.”
A man could not very well hide on the more open top
deck, was what she had in mind.
They could hardly keep their feet
on the top deck. An officer in passing warned
them sharply to be careful. She looked after him
scornfully. “As if you weren’t more
at home on the sea than any of them!” she said
proudly.
The wind on the top deck was blowing
a gale. The snow was pouring down. Another
officer bumped into them. “This is no place
for passengers!” he yelled. “Better
go below and inside the house!” And he hurried
on.
“Excited, ain’t he?”
said Jan. “But maybe we better go below
too. But let’s go round by the lee side-this
way.”
In passing the pilot-house a window
above them was thrown open and a man’s face
thrust through, and a man’s voice said:
“We’ll never make Port
Rock to-night, not against this gale and snow.
And no use trying to see anything ahead.”
Jan peered up through the dark and
the snow to see who it might be. Against the
light in the pilot-house he could distinguish the head
and shoulders of the captain.
“Then we’d better put
in somewhere for the night, hadn’t we?”
Jan knew that for the mate’s voice.
“Put in where?”
“I don’t know-Gloucester, maybe?”
“Gloucester? And how does
Gloucester bear now?-tell me that.
And how does any port bear now?-tell me
that, too. Suppose we did know, would you try
to take her into Gloucester harbor on a night like
this? Gloucester!”
“Sh-h! There’s something,”
said the other voice.
The voices were hushed. Two long moans came over
the sea.
“Wait for them again. And time ’em.”
The captain’s voice that.
Mrs. Goles stepped closer to Jan.
“Does it mean there’s danger to the ship?”
she asked in a low voice in Jan’s ear.
“No, no. But listen!”
One long moan and one short moan came fitfully over
the sea.
“Thatcher’s Island steam-whistle,”
said the captain’s voice. “An’
bearing so.” So thick was the night with
snow that Jan had to strain his sight to make out
the mittened hand and coatsleeve stretching out through
the window over his head.
Jan felt the wind whipping him on
the other side, and with that there came from the
pilot-house: “Well, if that ain’t
the devil’s own luck! Here’s the
wind makin’ into the north-west and the chief
whistlin’ up half-steam’s all he can keep
on her!”
“Ain’t it always something
wrong! I told ’em about them boilers-that
they been leakin’ right along. What will
we do?”
“Only one thing to do now.
Run her before it. Besides, she’ll be blown
offshore soon now. Run her across the bay.
South-south-east. She ought to fetch Provincetown.”
“Yes, sir. But when we
get out from under the lee of the land what’ll
happen?”
“I don’t know; but I do
know what’ll happen to her bumpin’ over
the rocks of this shore on a night like this!”
Jan touched Mrs. Goles’s arm.
“We better go below now, I think. And you
better go to your room and wrap up in any warm clothes
you have-two pairs of stockings, if you
have them, and things like that. To be ready
for accidents, you know. And wait for me in the
saloon.”
“So there is danger?”
“You must not be thinking of
that; but it is foolish not to be ready for accidents.
And while you are dressing up I will take a look round.”
“Oh, suppose he is aboard! Won’t
you watch out for him?”
“It’s him has to watch
out for me on a night like this,” said Jan-“and
maybe watch out for more than me.”
Jan went to his room and put on his
extra suit of underwear, and over his vest he drew
his sweater. From his suit-case he took his mother’s
photograph and tucked it in his inside pocket.
Then he went up again to the top deck and located
a life-raft-made the rounds of the boat-deck
and located the life-boats.
It was time now to study the storm.
The snow was not so thick, but the sea was making
and the wind colder and stronger. A gale from
the northwest it would be when they were out in the
open bay; and, besides the wind getting stronger the
sea would be higher. And it was as high now as
was good for this old-fashioned side-wheeler with her
old-time single engine.
Jan shook his head and, still shaking
his head, once more made the rounds of the boat-deck.
Eight boats; and each boat might hold twenty-five
people-that is, if it was in a mill-pond.
But a night like this-how many-even
if the running gear were sound? “No, no,”
said Jan to himself, and reinspected the lone life-raft
on the top deck. Two cigar-shaped steel air-cylinders
with a thin connecting deck was the life-raft.
Jan had seen better ones; but a raft, at least, would
not capsize.
He descended to the main deck, to
where, in the gangway between house and rail, he could
find a little quiet and think things over. While
there, amidships, a sea swept up under the paddle-wheel
casing. It boomed like a gun. With it went
some crackling. Again a booming-again
a crackling. The boat broached to. Sea-water
was running the length of her deck.
From out of the snow and night another
sea came; and this one came straight aboard, roaring
as it came. Jan knew what it meant-there
is always the first sea by itself. Not long now
before there would be another.
And not long before there was another.
And soon there would be a hundred
of them, one racing after the other. And a thousand
more of them-only this rust-eaten hull,
with her scrollwork topsides, would not hold together
long enough to see a thousand of them.
Jan tried to figure out how far they
were from the Cape Cod shore. Ten, fifteen, twenty
miles. Call it twenty. Jan doubted if she
would live to get there, even with the gale behind
her.
He walked round the house to look
into the lighted saloon. She was there-the
poor girl-sitting patiently by herself.
Long before this the orchestra had given up playing
and only a dozen passengers or so were there; but
she was the only lone one-in a red plush
chair under a cluster of wall-lights. Besides
the passengers, there was one steward and a colored
maid, both staring together through the lighted window.
Jan’s feet were wet. He
went down to the bar, where he called for a drink
of ginger ale and a pint flask of brandy. “Of
your best,” he added.
Leaning against the bar he listened
to the loungers there. Four of them were at a
table under a window which looked out on the open deck.
One was struggling in a loud voice with what should
have been a funny story. His companions neglected
no chance to laugh, but after each laugh they hastily
sipped their drinks. At intervals the wind would
shriek and at each shriek they would look past each
other with exaggerated calmness; but when the sea
pounded the hull, and the spray splashed thickly against
the window over their heads, they would look up at
the window or across at the door. And when the
boat would roll down and, rolling, threaten to dump
them all on the floor, they would grab the table and
yell “Whoa!” or “Wait a second!”
with just a suggestion of hysteria in their throats;
and somebody would call out, “Go on with the
story, Joe!” and the story-teller would hasten
to resume.
Jan turned to the bartender, who was
filling waiting stewards’ hurried orders calmly
if not impassively. After every heavy sea he would
stop pouring or mixing to glance with unaffected interest
at the beams above him or the door opening onto the
deck. He was an undersized man with lean, pale
cheeks, a hard chin, and a bright, cold eye. Once
he looked fairly at Jan and Jan looked fairly at him.
It was like an introduction.
“You a sea-going man?” he asked.
“I used to go to sea,” admitted Jan.
“I thought so. But those
there,”-he lowered his voice and leaned
across the bar to Jan,-“they don’t
know whether this is a real bad gale or just the reg’lar
thing. One of ’em says a while ago:
’This is the kind of weather I like!’
I bet it’s his first trip. But most of the
passengers, the stewards tell me, are turned in, trying
to forget it.”
“Better for ’em,” said Jan.
“Maybe so, too; but what do you think of it?”
Jan shook his head. “I will be glad when
morning comes.”
“Same here. I’ve
seen it as bad as this a couple of times before.”
He picked up Jan’s bill. “But this
old shoe box ain’t getting any younger.
Here’s your brandy. It’s good stuff-don’t
be afraid of it. Seventy-five and fifteen-ninety.”
“Have a cigar,” said Jan, “and finish
the dollar.”
“Thanks. I will. But
I’ll smoke it later, when it’s quieter,
if it’s all the same to you.” He
rang up a dollar on the cash register and turned to
a new-comer who had ranged up beside Jan.
“Brandy,” said the new-comer.
As Jan thrust his flask in his inside
coat-pocket he flashed a sidewise glance at the man
drinking. The man was buttoned up to his eyes,
but Jan thought he knew the voice. Jan buttoned
up his own coat, said “Good-night” to
the bartender and went out on deck, from where, through
the window, he could view the customer at the bar.
Jan saw him empty his glass and motion
for another drink. He drank that, paid, and turned
to go. Jan caught a front glimpse of his face.
It was Goles. Jan also saw that the bartender
was looking curiously after him.
Jan waited for him outside. As
he came almost abreast, the ship heaved and the two
men fell against each other, while a great splash of
sea-water drenched them. Again a roll and jump,
and Goles would have fallen had not Jan held him upright.
Goles gave him no thanks, but he said huskily:
“I heard one of the sailors say she’s a
goner.” With Jan holding on to Goles, the
two men were swaying and stumbling to the boat’s
heavy rolling and heaving.
“I don’t know about that,”
said Jan; “but she’s in a bad way.
And it’s going to be worse, I think.”
“That’s what the sailor said,” muttered
Goles.
“So if you want to shoot anybody
you better wait till we’re safe-to-morrow
maybe. And your wife-But watch out!”
The sea washed fairly over them both.
With the wave went a broken rail and part of the splintered
house. Following the crashing of the wood and
glass came the frightened questions and the patter
of excited people running out of their rooms.
The story-telling group from the barroom came as one
man. The glass of the window over their heads
had been showered on to their table. The bartender
stopped only to empty his cash register, stuff the
money in his pocket, and get into a great coat; then
he came running out too. Bottles and glasses were
breaking behind him as he ran.
“Come,” said Jan.
Goles followed. Jan went up and looked into the
saloon. There she was, still waiting. “You
stay here and I will bring her out,” said Jan
to Goles-“and don’t you open
your mouth when you see her.”
Goles made no sign. He was gripping
the house railing and his face was to the sea.
“Thank God for the sight of
you!” she said to Jan as he came in. “Is
the ship going down?”
“Not yet. But your husband
is outside. He won’t say anything.
Don’t you either. And when-Hold
hard!”
The deck bounded up under them.
She gripped Jan’s coat and Jan gripped a chair
that was screwed to the floor; and then the deck rolled
far down and Jan’s chair came loose, and both
were thrown across the saloon. “She is
breaking up!” thought Jan. A moment later
it seemed to Jan as if all the passengers in the ship
had suddenly awakened and were trying to crowd into
the place. A ship’s officer and some stewards
also came running in. The stewards had life-preservers,
which they were buckling on to themselves. They
remained; but the officer, after a look around, ran
out again.
The boat rolled back on her keel.
Jan led Mrs. Goles to the outer deck. Goles was
there. “Come!” ordered Jan, and led
the way to an iron ladder. The boat rolled far
to one side and again far to the other. Mrs. Goles
felt as if she were clinging to the tail of a kite,
but still she clung to Jan; and Jan at last made the
upper deck with her. He had forgotten her husband;
but when he turned to look back the muffled form was
there at his heels.
Jan groped his way to where the life-raft
was lashed to the deck. He ordered Mrs. Goles
to sit down on the raft. Goles sat down beside
her. Goles seemed bereft of all volition.
“You wait here till I come back,”
Jan said to him and turning to go below, bumped into
another man.
“Hello! Is this you?”
said the other man. “I thought I saw you
come up here. ‘And there’s the man,’
I says to myself, ‘to tie to to-night!’”
Jan recognized the bartender.
“You’re just the man I want, too,”
said Jan. He dove into his pocket and drew out
a revolver. “Here, take this.”
“A gun!”
“Yes-and loaded.
Watch that man on the raft. And if he tries to
hurt that woman or not let her on that raft if the
boat goes down, shoot him!”
“You mean it?”
“Yes. He’s bad!
He’s the man who was drinking in your place a
few minutes ago-after me.”
“Oh, him! Yes; he’s
bad, all right. He’s been drinking raw brandy
since seven o’clock. I was noticin’
him.”
“Don’t shoot him unless
you have to. And don’t let him see me passing
it to you. I’m going to get a few more
people up to the raft.”
“All right-but-Wow!
I never shot a man in my life.”
Jan had hardly reached the saloon
when the great crash came. He was swept away
before it. Boom! it was-and again,
crash! Now he heard the smothered appeals of
people being swept overboard! Crackling wood was
following the crash of every sea, and each sea receded
only to let the next one strike even more heavily.
It was now nothing but solid water that was coming
aboard.
Her buoyancy had left her. Her
roll had become a wallow. She was settling.
“The water’s in her hold!” thought
Jan, and took a quick look about. All kinds and
all ages-but there was one girl with an
expression on her face that startled him.
In fine but sodden clothes she was
sitting, heedless of every person but the young man
standing dumbly beside her. “And I told
them I was going to stay with a girl friend out of
town over Sunday,” she was saying. “And
now they’ll know. Whether we’re drowned
or not they’ll know. Everybody will know
and what will they say?”
Near the girl were a young man and
a woman locked in each other’s arms. Jan
judged them to be a bridal couple. They were saying
nothing-just holding each other and waiting.
He hesitated an instant and then he saw a woman with
a baby. She was leaning heavily against a stanchion
crooning to the baby. He now saw that she was
almost a middle-aged woman, a poorly dressed and toil-worn
woman-a Finnish woman probably. Jan’s
doubt was gone. He jumped to her side. “Want
to save your baby?” The woman looked up at him
and down at the baby. “Baby!” she
said, and held it toward Jan. “Yes, save
baby,” she said. “Come!” said
Jan, and grasped her hand. Then the lights went
out.
Jan had marked the ladder in his mind,
and in the dark he made his way toward it; but before
he could get to it there were many adventures.
He went floundering this way and that, but holding
the baby in one arm and dragging the mother with the
other, he held on until he bumped into a stanchion
in the dark. “It’s near here,”
he thought; and, reaching out with his feet, he found
the bottom step of the ladder.
He had two decks to surmount.
On the boat-deck, as he passed up, he could hear the
ship’s men shouting wildly and foolishly to each
other. On the top deck he found the three just
as he had left them. He gave the woman and baby
into the care of the bartender and felt about until
he found a coil of rope. He cut it loose and,
carrying it back to the raft, lashed Mrs. Goles to
a ring. Then, taking off his ulster, he wrapped
it round the mother and baby, and lashed her.
Then he lashed the bartender and Goles, and took a
loose turn about a ring for himself. Then he
waited.
It came soon enough. A large
section of the top deck floated clear of the upper
works. Jan stayed by the floating deck until he
felt that the steamer was surely sunk beneath them.
Then he cut the raft clear of everything and let her
drift.
The raft was swirled from wave to
wave. The spray broke over them. “We’ll
get wet,” said Jan; “but one thing-she
won’t capsize!”
The seas curled and boomed about them;
but no solid seas rolled over them. The raft
mounted every roaring white crest as if it were swinging
from an aeroplane. The spray never failed to drench
them and with every heaving sea came bits of wreckage
that threatened them; but at least they were living,
and not a living soul besides themselves had come
away.
THE RAFT
The clouds raced low above them; but
by and by the clouds passed away and clear and cold
shone a moon on a terrifying sea. And so for
hours-until the moon had gone and the struggling
daylight revealed a surf breaking high on a sandy
shore. They could not land there; so Jan took
the long oar and wielded it over one end of the raft
and held her parallel to the beach until he descried
a point reaching out into the bay. On the other
side of that point would be a lee and safety; but he
said nothing of that to his companions yet.
In the middle of the raft lay Goles,
huddled and silent as ever. Mrs. Goles, at the
farther end of the raft, was mostly watching Jan as
he heaved on the oar; but sometimes she seemed to
be studying her husband. The Finn woman, nearest
to Jan, was hugging her baby to her under Jan’s
great coat. She, too, when she was not watching
her baby, was looking at Jan. The bartender,
between Jan and Goles, was looking out for marks ashore.
The bartender was also thinking that
the two other men were about the same age, and yet
the man in the middle of the raft, when he let his
face be seen, looked the older by ten years. All
night long he had not spoken and he seldom raised
his head-when he did it was to gaze at the
land. He seemed to be taking but small notice
of anybody. Toward the bartender, who was behind
him, he had not once turned his head.
Jan worked on the long oar. The
point of land was coming nearer. “A hard
drag yet; but we’ll be there by sunrise!”
said Jan in a low voice to the bartender; at which
Goles looked round suddenly-but said nothing.
At last they were under the lee of
the point. The sea was beautifully smooth.
Jan stopped sculling and went forward to Mrs. Goles.
“The tide has her,” he said. “Soon
she will be in and we will all be safe!” She
looked back at her husband.
The bartender stood up and shouted
aloud. “Safe-hah! Say, but
ain’t it like looking at something in a moving
picture though?” He stuck a hand into his coat
pocket and pulled out Jan’s revolver. He
stared at it; then, with a low whistle and a glance
at Goles’s back, he returned it to his pocket.
Only the Finn woman had seen the action.
The bartender shoved a hand into his
trousers pocket. He pulled out a handful of bills
and silver. “Well, what do you know?
And I came near putting that into the safe last night!”
He unbuttoned his coat and from his vest pocket he
pulled out a cigar. “Well, what do you know?”
He next drew out a metallic match-case. “Well,
well-dry too!” He lit his cigar,
took three or four puffs, contentedly sat down, and
began smoothing out and counting the damp bills.
“Well, well!-forty-five, fifty-five,
sixty, seventy-the only time in my life
I ever beat a cash register! Seventy-two-four-and
on a good night there’d a been three times the
business-eight-four-six-eight.
Eighty-eight dollars.”
Goles looked over his shoulder at
the bartender. He wet his lips and stood up.
After a time he threw off his overcoat. “How
about a drink from that flask?” he asked suddenly.
Jan, without looking around, drew
the flask from his pocket and handed it to him.
He had already given the two men a drink each-and
the Finn woman and Mrs. Goles two swallows of it during
the night; and almost half the brandy was now gone.
Goles put the flask to his lips. The bartender
stopped counting his silver to watch him; and, seeing
it go, he called out: “Say there, Bill,
just leave a taste of that, will you?” Goles
drank it to the last drop. When he had finished
he threw the empty flask overboard. “Well,
if you ain’t one fine gentleman!” exploded
the bartender.
Goles paid no attention to him.
“How long before we’ll be ashore now?”
he asked.
“Only a few minutes now,”
said Jan. He was still standing with his back
to Goles.
“A few minutes?” repeated
Goles. At the words his wife turned sharply.
Husband and wife stared at each other.
“There’s the sun coming
over the sand-hill now,” said Jan. She turned
to look shoreward.
The bartender, counting and chuckling
over his money, felt a hand shaking the tip of his
sleeve. It was the Finn woman. She pointed
a finger toward Goles. The bartender saw Goles’s
hand come out of his bosom with a revolver.
“So long as we’re safe,”
said Goles slowly, “you’re going to get
yours-and get it now, you-”
Jan was looking at the shore, but
Mrs. Goles had turned with the first word and thrown
herself toward Goles as he fired. Mrs. Goles fell
before the bullet. “I was going to get
her anyway,” said Goles evenly, and leveled
his revolver at Jan, who had jumped to save her from
falling overboard and was now holding her away from
Goles.
“I got you where there’s
no comeback!” gritted Goles, and took careful
aim at Jan!-but did not fire. He felt
a ring of cold metal pressed against his neck and
half turned to see what it was. “Don’t
shoot! Don’t!” he begged.
“You-” The
word the bartender gritted out could not be heard,
because he pulled the trigger as he said it.
Goles sagged down until his knees
rested on the deck. Then he fell forward and
over the side of the raft. There was the gentlest
of splashes, a patch of red-a cluster of
bubbles which burst like sighs.
“Well!” said the bartender,
and held up the revolver in wonder. “I never
thought I’d live to kill a man!” He looked
to see how the others had taken it, but they were
paying no attention to him. He saw Jan holding
the baby and trying to hush its little cries for its
mother, while the baby’s mother was pressing
the tips of her fingers gently against the upper part
of the injured woman’s right breast.
“You mustn’t die!
You mustn’t die!” Jan said when the baby
would let him.
“I don’t want to die-not now!”
she answered.
The Finn woman looked up and smiled at Jan. “Not
die. No, no-not die.”
The raft grounded gently on the beach.
Jan took the wounded girl and set out for the top
of the sand-hill with her. The bartender took
the baby and toiled behind with its mother.
“Say,” said the bartender,
“you’re all right! How many more children
to home?”
“Home?” She held up seven
fingers. “And him,” pointing to the
baby.
“Great Stork! Here!”
He set down the baby, drew out the bar-money and offered
it to her. “When a ship goes down, I heard
a sea-lawyer say once, all debts go with her.
And that must mean all credits go too. Anyhow
we’ll make it so now. Here-for
you.”
“Me? No, no. I have husband.
Fine job-dollar-half day.”
“Dollar an’ a half!
It’s too much for the father of eight children
for one day! But this-see. For
baby. And the Lord knows a baby who came through
last night and never a yip out of him, he oughter get
a million. Here-put in bank-for
baby.”
“Ah-h! For baby. Tenk
you.” She beamed and took the money.
“You brave man! Him”-pointing
to Jan’s back-“brave man too.”
“Him, brave-yes.
But me? No, no. Me scared blue. He’d
‘a’ shot me next only I beat him to it.”
“Kill baby too.” She kissed the baby.
The sun was well up when they reached
the top of the hill-a pale, frightened-looking
sun, but nevertheless a sun. The bartender took
off his cap and saluted it gravely. Below them
lay the town.
“We’ll go down there,”
said Jan to Mrs. Goles, “and from there, when
you’re well, we’ll go home-to
my mother. But,” he added gravely, “we
will go by train.”
She smiled weakly at him. “I
could go without a train-on my hands and
knees I could crawl to the mother of you! You
don’t know it, but when I was growing up it
was a man like you I always used to dream about.
And I’m not sure I’m not dreaming now!”
“Don’t worry,” said
the bartender. “We’re all awake-and
alive. And you bet it’s great to be alive
again! Ain’t it,”-he turned
to the Finn woman,-“you mother of
eight?”
The Finn woman made no answer. She was nursing
her baby.