Eight bells had gone, the morning
watch was done, it was almost time to eat, and so
Kieran, the pump-man, laid aside the tools of his berth
and came strolling aft; and swinging down the long
gangway he sang:
“There was a girl,-I
knew her well,-a girl in Zanzibar-
A bulgeous man of science said you bet
her avatar
Was Egypt’s Cleopatra-and
from off a man-o’-war
I met her first-and O, her
eyes! A blazing polar star!
From which you couldn’t head away
no more than you could fly-
Gypsy one of Zanzy! For you who wouldn’t
die!”
It was one of those fine days in the
Gulf of Mexico. Abreast of the ship the Florida
reefs, low-crested, ragged, and white, loomed above
the smooth sea.
Kieran contemplated the line of reefs;
presently he leaned over the taffrail and stared down
at the whirling propeller; from the screws his gaze
shifted to the whirling water above and about them,
and thence to the tow in their wake. He put his
head to one side, studied the spectacle of the straining
hawser and the wallowing barge on the end of it, as
if it were a mysterious problem.
“Oh-h, shucks!” He sighed
and came suddenly out of his reverie, looked up at
the sky, turned wearily inboard, and sat himself on
one of the towing bitts.
The passenger, from the other towing
bitt, asked what it was.
“I was just thinking that some
of us are tied to the end of a string, just like that
barge, and we don’t know it any more than she
does, and no more able to help ourselves than she
can-sometimes.”
“I never looked at a towing
barge in that light before,” said the passenger,
and lit a cigar. He made no offer of one to Kieran,
because he had before this learned that Kieran never
smoked.
The ship rolled, the barge yawed,
the reefs kept sliding by. The passenger stole
a look at the pump-man, and ventured: “Kieran,
there used to be, a few years ago, a sprinter, pole-vaulter,
and jumper, competing under the name of Campbell in
the Hibernian and Caledonian games up north, and you’re
a ringer for him.”
Kieran glanced sidewise at the passenger.
“You must have been in athletics yourself-seems
to me I’ve seen you somewhere too.”
“Maybe. My name’s Benson.”
“I remember-a sprinter. And
a good one, too.”
“Good enough-with
no Wefers or Duffey, or somebody like yourself around,”
protested the passenger, but immensely pleased nevertheless
to be identified after so many years. And they
were both pleased and exchanged rapid comment on a
dozen incidents of athletic days; and when two ex-athletes
get together they run on interminably.
By and by, but not prematurely, the
passenger asked, “But was there a girl
at Zanzibar?”
Kieran made no reply. He seemed
to be considering the matter of the barge. After
a time he went to the quarter-rail and gazed forward.
He came back to his bitt. “I thought so.
There’s one of those wreckers up ahead.
They’re always along here-standing
by or cruising for any loose wreckage.”
He waved his hand toward the reefs. “Look.
Where their crests don’t pierce the surface
you know they’re there by the surf playing over
’em. Where they lie a little deeper the
paler green of the sea shows ’em up. In
the deep pockets in between-see?-the
sea’s of a beautiful deep blue. That’s
all easy enough, isn’t it, but where the drifting
clouds shut out the sunlight, where the shadows fall
it’s all of a color, isn’t it? No
saying then where it’s deep water and where it
is shoal. It’s the clouds. If the
light was always good, there’d be few wrecks
along here. And”-he waved toward
the barge astern-“there she is tied
to us. If this ship piles up on the reefs, she
piles up behind us.”
“Couldn’t they cut her adrift?”
“H-m-m-a drifting
barge and the Florida Keys tide-water, where would
she fetch up?” And, after a pause, “no
fault of hers either, and that seems hard, too.
But there’s that wrecker-listen.”
A hailing voice came floating aft
to them. “Ain’t seen nothing ’long
de way-nothin’ to th’ east’ard,
has you, capt’n?”
“No, I didn’t see nothin’.
And if I did, d’y’ s’pose I’d
tell you, you green-sided, patch-sailed whelp’s
loafer of a black pirate, do you?”
Without turning their heads Kieran
and the passenger could hear their captain’s
voice from the bridge, and also without turning their
heads they shortly saw the wrecking schooner slide
past their quarter. She was green-painted
and her sails were a scandal, and it was
a very black and big negro who was standing in her
waist to catch the reply, and it was very like their
captain to answer as he did.
The big negro only flashed his teeth
and waved his arm. His little vessel went drifting
astern.
“Pirates and wreckers-look
pretty much like honest people, don’t they?”
commented Kieran. “And they are mostly.
At least I’ve bunked with ’em-white
ones, though-and I found ’em pretty
much like you and me-except for their ideas
in that and maybe one or two other lines. And
most people, when you come to know them, aren’t
so different, except in one way-or maybe
two or three ways in some cases. Don’t you
think so?”
The passenger countered with another
question. “You’ve met a good many
different kinds of people in your time, haven’t
you?”
The pump-man nodded. After a
pause he added, “A few,” in an absent
manner.
The low-lying reefs sank out of sight,
and far astern the green-painted schooner merged into
the mists. It was a warm, pleasant day.
Kieran roused himself. “No,
there wasn’t any girl in Zanzibar. If there
had been, a fellow couldn’t be advertising her
to the crew of an oil-tanker at high-noon, could he?
No! But there was a girl, and there was
a friend of mine-call him Cogan. Oh,
not a bad fellow-no worse, maybe no better,
than you or I, or most any of the old crowd we used
to know, and he happened to drift down the Isthmus
way-into Colon-during the Revolution.
Ever there?”
“Once, just after the Revolution.”
“And what did you think of it-the
Revolution?”
“M-m-it surely did happen most opportunely
for our interests.”
“Didn’t it, though?
And did you ever notice that quite a few of the revolutions
in those Central American latitudes happen most opportunely
for some northern interest or other? Well, Cogan
was there during the Revolution. He told me of
a saloon there, about a minute’s walk up from
the big steamship dock on the street next the water-side-remember
that street?”
“Where the railroad starts to cross the Isthmus
to Panama?”
“That’s it. And this
saloon was on that street-it may be there
yet-the Fourth of July saloon with its
big American ensign painted on the wall opposite the
bar. Remember it?”
“M-m-h-h.”
“Well, it was run by a Brooklyn
Irishman named Martin Jackson, and Cogan said he remembered
the shock he got when he first heard him talk.
His Irish brogue had a Spanish accent-do
you get that? Well, he has nothing to do with
the story, only this-Cogan used to have
great ideas about revolutions, and Martin, he knocked
most of them out of him. He’d seen twenty
of them in his time, Martin had, and when he saw one
of them coming now, he just ran up his iron shutters
and let it roll by. Business was generally pretty
good after a revolution. An easy-going sort of
a man, Martin. He didn’t even get mad with
Cogan when he’d used up hours of his time and
then only order ginger ale.
“Cogan saw the Panamanian army
at dress parade one day-after the Revolution
that was. About two hundred darkies, mostly boys
of thirteen or fourteen, barefooted with high-water
pants on. Cogan’s notion of it was that
a dozen good huskies with baseball bats could’ve
landed on their peninsula any fine, sunny afternoon
and in ten minutes rushed the whole Panamanian army
into the Pacific Ocean-that is, if our warships
would let them. If we’d only let the Colombians
alone they’d soon’ve wound up the Revolution-so
Cogan thought, and told Martin so. ’But
I s’pose they’ve had hundreds of revolutions
in South America?’ he says to Martin.
“‘Hundreds,’ says
Martin, and blows more smoke toward the sky. Out
in front of the saloon they were sitting, both of
’em balancing between the sidewalk and the wall
on the hind legs of their chairs.
“‘Anybody ever killed?’
“’Oh, not more than maybe
a few hundred to a time-sometimes a few
thousand-’
“‘Hundreds? Thousands?’
says Cogan. ’We hadn’t any more than
three hundred killed-that is, killed fighting-in
the whole Santiago campaign.’ Cogan had
been there.
“‘And you have written
a library of books about it,’ says Martin.
’But of course when a few hundred are killed
down this way-’tis a great joke.
And those little black and tan lads of thirteen or
fourteen having to go off shouldering a rifle and
kill or get killed-they’re jokes,
too. But if a grown man up in your country does
it-the band plays when he goes and comes,
and he makes speeches about it at banquets-and
sometimes he will draw a pension for the next sixty
years after it-’ says Martin and
said it in his easy way, as if he didn’t care
much about it one way or the other; and maybe he didn’t.
“Cogan didn’t find much
doing on the streets of Colon after the Revolution
was over, so he got in the way of dropping into a place
just around the corner from Martin’s, a joint
where they sold you drinks to tables in the front
room and ran faro layouts in two rooms in back-one
for whites and one for blacks.
“Cogan drifted in there with
a man who looked like the pictures of grand dukes
he’d seen-tall, fine broad shoulders,
and dressed in white ducks, and wore a long, well-trimmed
dark beard, and swung a gold-headed cane, and had
a big ring on one finger. Cogan heard him on the
wharf that day-he talked pretty good English-helping
out a Chinese merchant who was kicking about the freight
charges on some cases he wanted to ship across the
peninsula. The American gang running the railroad
down there used to charge what they pleased in those
days, and Cogan had a sympathy for anybody that bucked
them-he’d had to pay eight dollars
gold for a run to Panama and back himself-and
he and the grand duke got chummy and looked the town
over together; but not much to look at, and this evening
they drifted into this place-the Russian
taking a high-ball and Cogan another ginger ale-to
have an excuse to hang around and see what was doing.
“There wasn’t much doing.
Half a dozen discouraged looking girls were sitting
to tables in the place. From California, Mexico,
Jamaica they were, and had come on just as soon as
they could when they heard about the Revolution, thinking
that with the crowd of Americans who were sure to
rush down to the peninsula, there ought to be a living
for a few clever ladies like themselves. But
up to this time the rush hadn’t got beyond war
correspondents and navy people, and now the poor things
were sitting to tables and looking as if they wished
somebody would loosen up and buy a drink-even
if it was no more than a glass of moxie.
“Cogan’s grand duke turned
out to be a Peruvian, a dealer in Panama hats from
Lima, and he told Cogan a lot about Panama hats, which
weren’t Panama hats at all, and other interesting
things-South America politics and bull
fighting especially. He had a brother Juan, who
was a famous mounted capeador, he said-that’s
the man who sits with a red cloak on a horse in the
first part of the bull fight and Cogan could see that
he was very proud of him.
“Cogan and his Peruvian friend
were getting on fine, when a tremendous old Indian
woman filled up the doorway, and said something in
Spanish to the Peruvian, and he got up, explaining
to Cogan that his daughter Valera, who had come with
him on this trip to see the strange peoples, had sent
to say that he must not forget his good-night before
she fell asleep. ‘She never allows me to
forget that,’ said the Peruvian. ’Also
possibly she knows,’ he smiled, ’that if
I am at home I shall not be in mis-cheef,’
and he said he hoped they’d meet again next day
and bowed himself out.
“Cogan went off later to his
hotel. That’s the same hotel which had been
the George Washington Hotel, later the Cleveland House,
and at this time was the Hotel McKinley, but with
an intention soon to call it the Roosevelt House.
If it’s there now, it must be the Hotel Taft.
“Cogan had the end room of the
lower floor of the hotel wing which ran down toward
the beach. The ocean rolled almost up to the window
of his room. It was a calm night with no sea
on, and lying there, listening, Cogan could just catch
the low swish of the surf.
“It was a hot, close night,
and Cogan’s bed no cooler for being wrapped
four times around with mosquito netting, so after he
had tossed around an hour or two, he guessed he might
as well get up and have a swim. He had only to
step through a window, take a hop, step, and jump,
and he would be at the edge of the surf; but as he
opened up his shutters softly, so as not to disturb
anybody else in that wing of the house, he saw that
it was already near dawn, and then wh-s-s-t, quick
as that, the top edge of the sun popped up.
“Cogan looking out saw a young
girl of maybe fourteen years with long black hair
hanging loose behind her. It was a smooth, silver-like
sea, with hardly surf enough to raise a white edge
on the beach, and the girl, ankle deep in the water,
was kicking her feet ahead of her, making a great
splashing as she marched along. Her legs below
her knees were bare, and she was gurgling with joy.
By the time she was abreast of Cogan’s window,
it was full dawn.
“Suddenly she turned, ran in
waist deep, and plunged seaward. Cogan, seeing
her over her head and alone, began to worry; but he
might have saved himself the worry-she
came tumbling back like a young dolphin, found her
feet on the beach, and flew to where was a cloak and
a pair of Chinese slippers piled on the sand.
The long rays of the just rising sun were now flashing
level atop of the sea, and the sea-water clinging to
her in a million twinkling drops as she ran. Cogan
remembered a marble nymph he had once seen under a
fountain in a square on a sunny morning in Rome, only
the figure in Rome was a couple of hundred, or perhaps
a couple of thousand, years old and needed washing,
and being marble the water didn’t cling so lingeringly.
“Her bare young legs, as they
twinkled on the beach, were like a pair of moving
poems to Cogan, and then the long cloak enveloped her.
An instant later the little feet slipped out from
beneath the cloak and into the sandals, and then a
big woman came running down the beach. Cogan
recognized her-the same big Indian who had
come after his Peruvian friend the night before.
He decided she must be a descendant of the old Incas
that Pizarro conquered, and of course that didn’t
make it any less interesting. She began to scold
the girl, peering distressfully around while she was
talking as if to see if any early hotel riser had seen
them. But the girl only made a face up at her,
and that gave Cogan his first sight of her teeth.
He thought her the most delightful looking creature
he had ever seen. They disappeared between a row
of trees further up the beach-a row of
palms which guarded a line of cottages from the wash
of the surf.
“‘That,’ said Cogan
to himself, when his eyes couldn’t make out the
fluttering of her cloak any more-’that
must be Valera.’ And he sat down to the
hotel breakfast with a great appetite, thinking happily
that by and by he would see her father again.
“But Cogan, who was off a cruiser
in Colon harbor, had to be back aboard for quarters
that morning; and after quarters it was up the coast
to Chiriqui Lagoon to coal ship, and it was three
days more before he was back in Colon. His Peruvian
friend he could not find, but he looked up the Chinese
trader that he’d first seen him with and who
had a shop on the corner between Martin Jackson’s
and the faro joint.
“The Chinaman could tell him.
Senor Roca had taken the choo-choo back to Callao-si,
si-Oh, yes, for Lima.
“Cogan asked for the name and
address and got it. ‘Senor Luis Roca,’
he repeated. ’I’ll remember that-and
the street and number. And some day I’ll
take a run down to Peru-to Lima.’
“‘Si, si-fine
cit-ee. And bull fight-granda, senor,’
said the Chinaman, who, like Martin Jackson, had also
a Spanish accent.”
The pump-man had come to a full stop.
The third officer was standing near. A regurgitating
and ruminating little animal was the third officer,
who always after a meal came up on deck to lean over
the after-rail, and spend a few enjoyable minutes
in picking his teeth, and rechewing the lumps of food
as they welled regularly into his throat; but otherwise
a polite little man, plainly waiting for a chance to
say a word to Kieran, but too well-bred to break in
on any intimate conversation. However, Kieran
remained silent so very long that the third officer
turned and ventured: “’Adn’t
you better go below and have your bit o’ dinner
afore it’s gone, mate?” And Kieran came
out of his dream and said perhaps he’d better
and stood up to go below; but on the top step of the
ladder he paused and over his shoulder threw back to
the passenger: “It was a long time, though,
before Cogan saw Peru.”
II
When Kieran came on deck again the
third officer had gone forward, but the passenger
was still on one of the towing bitts and still smoking.
Kieran, strolling to the taffrail, resumed his study
of the tossing ship’s wake and the cavorting
barge in tow. When he seemed to have settled
the matter to his satisfaction, he seated himself on
the other towing bitt.
“You can get an idea into your
head and sometimes it’ll swing you around like
that barge on the end of that hawser, won’t it?
Or perhaps your mind don’t run that way?”
“I don’t see,” retorted
the passenger, “that that barge has to stick
there forever. What’s to prevent her from
making a leap and fetching up suddenly, and if she
did she’d part that hawser like a piece of twine.”
“Yes, but she won’t make
the leap-not till something outside of herself
drives her to it. If a sea should rise, or a gale
of wind, she might. But it would take something
like that. In the meantime she points this way
and that, slewing now to this side-see-and
now to the other-but never getting away
from this ship which has her in tow. Our course
must be her course.”
“Yes, I suppose that is so.”
“Well, then, Cogan that I’ve
been telling you about was nearly always in tow of
a force that seemed to be outside of himself.
A storm, a high sea, or a gale of wind in his case
would be an upheaval of his soul like. But in
those days he hadn’t come to that. Maybe
he was still only half awake. Martin Jackson,
sitting out on the sidewalk of his Fourth of July
saloon, came nearer to making him think than all of
the school teachers he’d ever seen. Maybe,
too, life was too smooth in those days. However,
he was always in tow of some fancy or other. And
one day, being free of the navy, he went to Peru.”
’"Twas love at first sight then
with that young Peruvian girl on the beach?”
“No, I don’t think so-not
quite that. Even at that age Cogan could not
fall in love with curves and color alone. At any
rate, he put out to sea; and the beauty of the little
Peruvian girl was with him in many a night-watch.
Under the stars he could shut his eyes and see her-the
flashing teeth as she grimaced up at the horrified
nurse, and the eyes still rioting after the curved
lips were closed. And yet it was not her beauty.
A hundred rosy-marbled nymphs could have paraded the
beach in a thousand silvery dawns and, once out of
sight, his heart never quicken whatever it was-the
innocence, the breathing innocence of her, it may
have been that. And yet there was something more.
There must have been. He gave it up, but he knew
that if he had been born a girl he, too, would want
to paddle in the sea at dawn.”
“A sort of poet?” suggested the passenger.
Kieran shot a side glance at the passenger.
“H-m-m-a good thing he didn’t
know it if he was. He was irresponsible enough
without having that excuse. If he thought then
that it was poetry in him which kept him hopping about
the world, he’d have been no good at all.
He did enough dreaming as it was. It was probably
only the discipline of a warship, of having to do
a daily stint, that kept him from loafing all his time
away, for, as maybe I’ve said, a power used to
take hold of him at times and swing him. An idea
would come to him and he’d follow it like a guide
to heaven.
“He wondered what had become
of her, and one day, being now free of the navy, he
took a bald-headed schooner out of Portland, Oregon,
with a load of lumber for Callao. Between watches
he studied a Spanish-Without-A-Master for one dollar.
The lumber schooner never reached Callao, but she
did make one of those volcanic islands to the south
side of the harbor-piled up there and began
to fill, which forced the crew to leave in a hurry
and row into Callao harbor in their quarter-boat.
From Callao the crew took a trolley to Lima to see
the American consul. In Lima they became scattered,
and Cogan and an old fellow named Tommie Jones found
themselves together. Cogan had met Tommie in
a restaurant in Portland at about the time Tommie was
taking notice of a tall, well-nourished, red-headed
lass waiting on table there. Tommie was a hearty
lad of fifty-four or so, and Cogan had helped the
little romance along, and because of his interest in
the case was how Cogan and Tommie came to ship together.
Well, here was Tommie adrift in Lima after five weeks
to sea, and in all that time he hadn’t had a
drink, and he wanted one now. He had no money,
but Cogan had a half-dollar, and American silver is
good money in Peru; so Cogan bought Tommie three drinks
of some kind of Spanish wine and himself one lemonade
for the half-dollar.
“It couldn’t have been
the wine-he hadn’t had enough of that.
Maybe it was the reaction from the excitement of the
wreck that made Tommie sleepy. He wanted to turn
in, and it being now night-time they went into a park
where a fine band was playing. It was a beautiful
night, with a moon; and under the moon, while the
music rolled out, dark-eyed senoritas with their mothers
strolled up and down, and the young fellows hung around
and got in a word when they could. On the edges
the police kept an eye on the loafers.
“The night breeze which made
the trees almost talk, the water of the fountain arching
under the colored lights, the scent of the flowering
bushes-Tommie and Cogan after their five
weeks at sea just sat there till long after the music
had stopped and everybody gone home. Then Tommie
fell asleep, full length under a tree. Cogan tried
to stand watch but he was tired, too, and after a
while, with his back against the same tree, and the
water-play of the fountain still tinkling in his ears,
he fell asleep alongside Tommie.
“Cogan had a dream of somebody
trying to pull his leg off and it woke him. He
looked down and saw that the lace of one of his shoes
was untied. He retied it and looked at his chum.
He was still asleep, snoring, but there was something
missing. In half a minute, his brain clearing,
he saw that Tommie’s shoes were gone, and also
his hat, and his pockets turned inside out. Cogan
then noticed that his own trousers pockets were turned
inside out. He stood up and caught sight of two
fellows just dropping over the tall iron fence surrounding
the park. The gates of the park were closed,
and locked, too, or so Cogan guessed, and wasted no
time in trying them. The fence was pretty high
and had iron spikes on top, and he felt somewhat stiff
in his joints, but a hot temper is good as a bath
and a rub-down any time-Cogan vaulted the
fence, and the two natives just then turned and saw
him. He was coming on pretty fast and they threw
up their hands, dropped the shoes and hat, and went
tearing away. Cogan had only to stoop down and
pick up the stuff, but it wasn’t property he
was after. To steal the shoes off of a shipwrecked
sailor! Even if they weren’t told he was
shipwrecked, they ought to have guessed, or so he
thought, and he held on after them, and Cogan could
run pretty well in those days. But so could one
of those fellows. Cogan could soon have caught
the slow one, but he kept always after the fast fellow
and was feeling sure of his man when he took to turning
corners. They had come to a part of the city where
the streets were narrow and the blocks short.
It seemed to Cogan there was a corner every twenty
feet, and it was up hill. His man turned one corner
and four seconds later Cogan turned it, and, his man
not being in sight, Cogan kept on and turned the next
corner. Another twenty yards and he ran up against
a high wall. ‘Wow,’ says Cogan, but
with a running high jump, he got his fingers on top
of the wall and hauled himself up. There was
nobody in sight on the other side. ‘Trimmed!’
says Cogan, and, sitting on the wall, began to fan
himself.
“It was bright light now and
the city beginning to come awake. People came
out and took down the shutters of shops. Indian
women went by with loaded baskets of fruit, and other
people drove little burros in carts filled with eggs,
chickens, and green stuff; and men and women, with
fish to sell in big dishes on their heads, came sliding
by, and all yelled loud enough to wake a watch below.
Girls with baskets of flowers went by, and one, looking
up, spied Cogan and stopped and held her basket up
and made a motion for him to buy. He turned his
pockets inside out and threw his hands apart.
That made her laugh, and she took a flower from the
basket, touched her lips to it and threw it up to him.
She was a pretty girl,-all the girls were
pretty this morning,-but she was prettiest
of all, and the flower was of a big blue kind which
Cogan had never seen before. He blew a kiss after
her and she went singing on her way. Cogan sang
a little himself. He was beginning to feel pretty
good.
“Boys came and gazed up at Cogan,
and sometimes men, and some of them laughed, but mostly
they paid no attention to him. He heard a bell
tolling and he saw people below him filing toward a
gate. They all carried tin cups. He looked
further and saw that it was a monastery they were
heading for, and that at the gate of the monastery
two monks in brown habits were passing out bread and
filling the tin cups with coffee. Cogan dropped
over the wall, and when he saw that one man had finished
with his tin cup he asked him for it. He knew
Spanish enough for that. The man smiled and handed
it over. Cogan went up to the grating and a monk
filled his tin cup with coffee. Another handed
him three slices of dark bread. Cogan thanked
them, but the monks seemed not to hear. He thanked
them again, at which one monk, looking up, set a finger
to his lips and motioned him to step aside for the
next.
“Cogan finished his breakfast,
thanked the native for the loan of the cup, and started
to look around. He first tried to find the park
where he had left Tommie, but there were so many parks
with trees and flowers and fountains in them!
He crossed a bridge over a river that must have come
tumbling all the way from the top of the Andes, it
had such a head of speed on. He patrolled he
did not know how many streets, and at last gave up
hunting for Tommie, on whose account, anyway, he wasn’t
worrying, for he knew that Tommie, an experienced old
sailor man, had by this time laid his course for the
Consul’s and been taken care of. He sat
on a bench at the curbstone in front of a fruit store
to think things over. It was a comfortable seat,
except that every time a trolley passed he had to
lift his feet high so he wouldn’t be swept off
his perch.
“As he sat there, a group of
well-muscled, well-set-up young fellows passed him.
It was a cool, cheerful morning, and they appeared
to be full of play. Everybody did that morning
in Lima. Cogan knew these at once for some sort
of athletes. They seemed to be well known to the
store-keepers and the small boys along the street.
Their hair, or what he could see of it, was clipped
close. Not handsome men all, but all in high
favor. Girls flung back light words at them, or
tapped them on the arm in passing. Two girls
pinned roses on the coats of two of them, who took
it all as though they were used to it. ‘Big
leaguers of some kind,’ thinks Cogan, and asked
the fruit-stand keeper who they were, and the fruit-seller
said ‘Torero.’
“’Torero? Torero?-Ah-h-h’-Cogan
recalled his ’Spanish Without A Master’-’Ah-h-h,
of course, Toreros-Toreadors’-he
remembered the opera ’Carmen’-bull-fighters.
Cogan got up and followed them.
“If Cogan had never seen a bull-ring,
he would right away have known this in Lima for one.
It was a perfect circle, about two hundred feet across,
packed with what looked like hard sand and surrounded
by a stout stockade, and with seats enough for eight
or ten thousand people. The bull-fighters had
not minded when he followed them in, and now he took
a seat on the empty benches and watched them at practice.
They had a bull, a lively one, but a well trained
one, too, for when he knocked one of them over he
would stand still and not try to trample anybody.
He would reach down and prod with his horns, but,
as he had a brass knob on each horn, he couldn’t
hurt them much that way. The fellows with the
red capes practised all their tricks, the men with
wooden stakes all covered with paper streamers practised
theirs, and Cogan’s blood was racing in his
veins before they were through. These were great
athletes-he saw that at once-and
with a savage bull with sharp-pointed hoofs and horns
in place of that trained manicured one-well,
these men would be taking chances which no athlete
at home ever had to take, unless they were aerial-bar
men in the circus or loop-the-loopers or something
like that.
“A few of these men, as Cogan
looked on, stood out from the others; and after a
time from among those few stood one by himself.
From the first Cogan had noticed that he was very
fast and clever-and strong, yes. It
was his quickness and skill, even more than his strength,
which counted. He used the bull’s strength
against the bull himself. He wasn’t much
more than medium height or weight, but beautifully
developed-they were all finely developed
men-and behind his muscular power was all
kinds of nervous energy. And a great way of doing
things, not an extra motion of any kind-no
wasteful flourishes or posings. Not that he didn’t
have style. Style!-he had so much
of it that he didn’t seem to be half trying.
Everything and everybody seemed to be playing into
his hands-even the bull. And he was
such a human kind, laughing and joking as he bounded
and ran about! And he must have said many funny
things, they all laughed so; and he took a lot of
trouble to coach some of them in their practice.
“Cogan later saw him in the
dressing-room. He came off the field before the
others, and while they were yet practising he had had
his bath. He was now dressing and Cogan saw that
he wore fine linen and fashionably-cut clothes.
He had a room to himself off the main dressing-room,
and two attendants jumped to serve him. From time
to time, standing at the door of his dressing-room
putting on a collar or adjusting his tie, he would
sweep a glance at Cogan. His eyes were friendly.
They were also of good size and deep-set, Cogan now
had a chance to see; but they had also an absent,
wistful expression which made Cogan wonder, for at
this young fellow’s age, and he the star of
the troupe, it’s little in life should have been
bothering him.
“By and by the others came in,
and with their coming Cogan’s favorite was again
lively and laughing. Soon he was ready for the
street. And all dressed up he was a great swell.
As he passed out those in his way skipped to one side,
while those in the corners ran forward to catch his
eye and smile at him. ‘Torellas, Torellas,’
Cogan heard again and again in the most admiring and
affectionate tones.
“After he had gone out the door,
Cogan asked one of the bull-fighters who he was.
But his ‘Spanish Without A Master’ didn’t
seem to be working very well, and the man he questioned
called out ‘Ferrero-Oh, Ferrero!’
saying to Cogan ‘Ferrero spik the Ingliss-O
fine-a-good-a Ingliss.’
“A man that Cogan recognized
as one of the liveliest performers in the ring, though
somewhat older than the others, came over and bowed
politely.
“‘Senor, if you will tell
me-who is Torellas?’ asked Cogan in
English.
“’Torellas’-Ferrero
pointed toward the door-’he departed
only one moment ago.’
“‘Senor, I saw, and thank you. But
who is he?’
“‘Torellas? Who ees
Torellas?’ Not only Ferrero, but every bull-fighter
in the place took a peek at Cogan. Ferrero looked
around the room to make sure the others had heard.
’He asks me’-or so Cogan guessed
he said, for now he was speaking Spanish-’he
asks me who is Torellas!’ at which they all
craned their necks to get another peek at Cogan, and
there was a lot of sputtering talk among them.
Cogan guessed that they were saying many very funny
things about the man who did not know who Torellas
was. Ferrero turned to Cogan, now in English,
’Sir, a stranger?’ And Cogan said, ’Si,
senor, a stranger-from the United States.’
“And Ferrero said, ‘Ah-h-Americano-cer-tain-ly,’
in the most charitable tone. ’Senor, I
speak your language a leetla bit. It is true
I lived one time in your contry-a fine contry
is U-ni-ted Stat-es-two years-yes,
sir, surely. Listen, please. Torellas, sir,
he ees born here, in thees very city, a Peruvian.
We are proud of him. The prodeegious skill, the
strength, the light foot, the stroke of the espada,
the sword of Torellas-a descending thunderbolt
it ees-but oh, he ees not to be descripsheeoned.
Some day you shall see-you shall not depart
until you have seen. Even now he ees in Peru-yes,
sir-in all South America the supreme matador.
Soon-we have the assurance of it, senor-he
shall go to Spain, to Madrid, and in the great bull-ring
there he shall kill his bulls before the king and
queen, and, have no fear, senor, Spain shall also
proclaim his superiority. Already, if he so desires,
fifty, seventy-five thousand-truly, sir-dollars
gold in the year-shall be his for his splendid
genius. Yes, sir-and renown without
death. We are proud of him. Even now he ees
with us-how shall I say it?-ah,
senor, even now, but at twenty years of age he ees
with us as the great John L. Sullivano was in United
Stat-es when I lived there a leetle boy-in
New Yorrik-twenty years ago.’
“And Cogan said to himself-’This
Torellas person must surely be some class.’
“’And, senor-surely’-Ferrero
had only stopped to get his breath-’it
would be criminal not to view Torellas in all his splendor-not
as you have viewed him this mor-rn-ing-that
was play-but in the full strength of his
science, his art-deliverin-g, senor, the
final stroke to the ferocious bull.’
“Cogan also began to see that
it would be a crime not to view the great man in action,
and he was also told that even more than Torellas the
matador they loved Torellas the man, the good comrade.
“Cogan became quite friendly
with the bull-fighters. He inquired further of
Ferrero, who in the ring was a banderillo-that
is, one of the people who stick the decorated stakes
in the bull’s neck-possibly Senor
Ferrero knew of a mounted capeador by the name
of Juan Roca.
“‘Juan? Who does
not? Yes, sir. Very much, sir,’ and
went on to tell Cogan that Juan, the best mounted
capeador in all South America, was that very
morning breaking in a new horse on the ranch of Don
Vicente Guillen outside the city.
“Ferrero was a most friendly
person, and invited Cogan to eat with him, and Cogan
went. Ten or a dozen bull-fighters boarded in
one place near the bull-ring-a large, square,
two-story adobe house; a grand house, with walls painted
in colors and splendid high rooms arranged around a
patio inside.
“It was now high noon, and warm
enough in the sunny streets outside, but in the patio
it was cool, with a breeze from the Pacific, and after
lunch the bull-fighters sat around there and smoked
cigarettes and played stringed instruments, all but
a few wild ones who went leaping and springing about
the garden walks. Cogan could not hide his interest
in this jumping exercise, and Ferrero, seeing it, invited
him to join in, which Cogan did, and beat everybody
there jumping. He did so well that Ferrero asked
him if he could jump over a horse, and he said he’d
try it. So they went out and got a horse, and
Cogan jumped over it. And then they brought in
another and placed the two side by side, and Cogan
jumped over the pair of them, at which they all shouted
’Bueno, bueno, Americano!’ and
Ferrero slapped him on the back and told him he must
stay with them and practice bull-fighting.
“Cogan had another question.
Was not the mounted capeador Juan Roca
a brother of Luis Roca, the hat dealer? And he
was told that he was, and that Luis Roca was now engaged
in an enormous hat business with the United States,
and had grown very wealthy, thanks to the increase
of trade since the American occupation of the Isthmus.
And Cogan inquired further-was there a
daughter who would be now about eighteen? ’A
daughter? Blood of a bull-surely.’
And beautiful? Beautee-full! the Senorita Roca
beautee-full? Mother of God!’ If he wished,
he could post himself on the Pasada that very afternoon-any
afternoon-and see her driving with her
jolly good father or her proud mother, or it might
be with Senor Lorenzo de Guavera. ‘And,’
added Ferrero, ’you will meet Juan there also-if
he ees returned from the ranch.’
“In the cool of the afternoon
they went to the Pasada, which is where everybody
in Lima who has a pair of horses and a coachman goes
driving of an afternoon. They pace up one side
and down the other. Cogan never saw so many fine
horses and beautiful women in such a short time.
And he saw the hat dealer-the same lively,
good-humored Grand Duke man to look at, dressed in
the same style of white ducks and big Panama hat, with
the same great beard down on his chest. Beside
him was a stately, beautiful girl. Cogan stared.
He could see the resemblance right away. ‘That
must be an elder sister,’ he thought, ’and
that must be her mother.’ The mother was
beautiful, too; but also she knew it. There was
also a well-set-up, well-dressed, well-groomed, distinguished
looking man.
“Cogan was staring after the
carriage, when he heard a voice in his ear. Ferrero
was speaking to him. ’Ah-h, you know heem,
Luis, Juan’s brother, yes? And the senora?-and
the Senorita Valera?’
“‘Valera? But that is not the little
girl-’
“‘Leetle girl?’
“‘Has she not-the senorita-a
younger sister?’
“‘Sister? There ees no sister-only
herself.’
“And so his little Valera had
grown into that stately, self-possessed young lady.
Cogan felt sad.
“’And some say he ees
to be betrothed to her, yes. Senor-Mister
Guavera, yes-that ees heem. A splendid
man. Poor Torellas. Ah-h, but here ees Juan
coming. He speaks the most beautee-full English.
Behold-Juan!’
“Ferrero was pointing out a
square-shouldered, compactly built, bronzed man of
five feet seven or so, who was carving curved shapes
out of the air with his hands and pointing to one
horse and then another in the parade to illustrate
his words. To further illustrate, he carved beautiful
figures with his cane and raised one knee after the
other violently to depict the animal’s action.
A man full of gimp, Juan seemed to be. ‘It
is his new horse,’ explained Ferrero. ’He
will tell us of it, too.’ And he did-went
over it all again after he had been introduced to
Cogan. ‘Oh, a marvel of a horse,’
he wound up, ’and I shall ride him in the next
fiesta.’
“Ferrero reintroduced Cogan
to Juan as one who knew his brother Luis.
“‘But I met him only once,’ added
Cogan.
“‘Once? It is sufficient,’
assured Juan. ’Fully sufficient. To
meet Luis once is to meet him forever. He is
always the same. But some others-not
so. You have been shipwrecked, yes? You lost
everything? Ah-h, that is most hard luck, but
do not despair. I, too, was a sailor-one
time. One time only, gracias a Dios!
My ancestors, I think, were of the land entirely.
The sea-sickness-pir-r-h-no,
no, not for me. But do not mind. But pardon,
senor’-he turned to Ferrero-’attend
to me, Ferrero. I am grieved to-day. It is
the senora again. What matters it whether a man
is a muletero, gaucho, toreador, or
what? Torellas, now, has been all-so
have I, her brother-in-law-or a seller
of hats or a member of the cabinet? What, I ask
you’-he turned to Cogan-’are
we senor? We are men or we are not? So?
Very well, let us say no more, but find a cafe and
have our coffee. It has been very dusty to-day-very.’
“Two cups of coffee, and Juan
was talking to Cogan like a brother. And he could
talk like a highspeed dynamo. ’A man-can
he be no greater than a man, I ask you, sir?
Luis, he will be glad to see you, if you came in rags-no
matter-he is always the same, always.
But the senora-pir-r-h. That is it-you
have it-Proud! A good woman, mind’-Juan
leaned over and tapped Cogan’s arm to let him
know there must be no mistake on that point-’the
best of women, but’-he sighed-’Luis,
he is from home six months in the year, and she it
is who has the training of Valera. And once she
was as like her father as-oh, and such a
heart! But she will become-I fear
it now-like her mother. And her mother
does not want Torellas.
“’And Torellas! A
torero, yes. But whether a man is muletero,
vaquero, or torero, what matters it? Torellas
has been all three, and I, too-I, her brother-in-law,
but what matters it? Luis, my brother, was, oh,
so poor when they married, but, my friend, I who say
it-I, his brother-a scamp possibly,
yes, but we had family. A handsome boy was Luis,
and she-I admit it-very beautiful
and good. But Luis-Luis becomes wealthy.
At once the senora must have a grand son-in-law.
Torellas is a toreador,-yes,-but
also Torellas is something more than that. The
strong arm, the quick eye, the’-Juan
slapped himself on the left breast-’the
brave heart, yes. But more than that. I know,
senor, I who have been’-he touched
them off on succeeding finger-tips-’gaucho
in Argentina, cowboy in your country, a soldier in
the Chilean war, horse-breaker-but I have
not fingers sufficient-I who have roamed
far, I know men. And Torellas-but
you have seen him, senor? Ah-h-then
you, too, know. Is he not a man? Ah-h-and
surely a man can be but a man. And Torellas,’-Juan
pounded the table,-’he is a man-Pir-r’-Juan
whirled in his chair-’Pedro, cafe-al
instante. Très, si, si-très.’
“‘But, Juan,’ asks
Ferrero when the coffee came, ’a few months ago
we thought-’
“’Exactly-we
all thought. It is the senora. Listen, Mr.
Cogan. You have the warm heart, the friendly
eye, you, too, shall know. Torellas and my niece
they have regard for each other, and she, the senora,
sees no harm until this Guavera, the politician, comes.
Oh, a great man-he is to be in the next
cabinet-possibly. I repeat-possibly.
The senora waits for a chance to terminate with Torellas.
Very well. Torellas receives many letters from
foolish girls. So do I, and Ferrero. Pir-r-h-what
torero of fame does not? And the senora, she
points to me-as an example. It is
true that I am a weak man and I have no wife-no
family-’
“Ferrero began to laugh.
’Mr. Cogan, there was a lady’-begins
Ferrero.
“’T-t-t, Ferrero allow
me. If we shall have old woman’s gossip,
allow it also to be the truth. I was riding,
senor, one fine, splendid Argentine horse-such
a horse!-when a carriage approached and
a lady-such a lady!-veiled,
you understand, stands before me and a voice says-“Is
this not Senor Juan Roca?” It is true that I
had received a note that day-and why not,
senor? What heart would not beat-but
that is nothing. I had no more than kissed the
tips of her fingers this beautiful evening, when a
giant of a man leaps out. I did not even know
that she had a husband. I do not know yet that
he is her husband. I did not even know who she
was, and he-he was as one sweeping down
from a balloon, an aeroplane; but, senor, I who can
be gentle, as you can without doubt understand, I
can also be as the sea storm which wrecks great ships.
I beat this interloper-ah-h-beau-tifully-’
“’The whole city knew
of it-such a scandal’-concluded
Ferrero for him.
“’Ferrero, enough.
I am no destroyer of homes. But the senora, Mr.
Cogan, takes occasion to point the finger at me.
“There is your mounted capeador, your brave
toreador,” she says to Luis, “and they
are all alike.” But Torellas is not so.
My heart withers for him. You must understand,
senor’-Juan turned anew to Cogan-’that
Torellas is as my own son. He tells me all.
I have seen him burn in one day ten letters-yes,
his own heart burning for love, you understand.
Such a boy! He should be a Seminarian. But
her mother, she says it is scandalous! As if
he could stop them from writing! He must give
up bull-fighting! Torellas give up bull-fighting!
Our matador, the nation’s hero, give up-pir-r-h-if
I were Torellas-No matter, I tell him to
come to the house as before. Luis favors him.
I favor him. Old Tina favors him, and, I think-I
think-Valera herself-but she
is too proud to say. She, also, considers it-beseeched
him to give up bull-fighting! That was the senora’s
influence. If he were an ordinary matador-but
the great Torellas! Pir-r-h-but a
moment.’ Juan whirled to the waiter, ‘Pedro,
mas cafe!’
“Juan downed his coffee in a
gulp. ’And you shall come with us to see
Luis,’ he goes on. ’Come in your shipwreck
clothes, it shall not matter to Luis. I recollect
now, sir, you are the American sailor he saw one time
in Colon. He has conversed many times of you.
The senora will not like it, you understand, you a
sailor, but with the senorita, it is but to charm
the more. She loves me, her hard dog of an uncle,
because I, who have adventured, can tell her a thousand
tales. You have adventured also and she is yet
her father’s child. Do not mind that I speak
frankly, but come. If I speak thus to you, it
is because I know that you, senor, are one to understand
and to trust. We shall be glad to see you.
You go with Ferrero now? Ver-ry good.’
Juan stood up and with his cane he saluted profoundly.
‘Good-by, sir. Ferrero, a Dios.’
He went as he came, with a rush.
“Stirred up by Juan, Cogan thought
of calling that very night on Luis Roca and his family.
But he did not go, nor next day, nor that week.
He saw Juan regularly in the bull-ring, and always
Juan urged him afresh, but Cogan did not go to see
the Rocas. ‘Later,’ perhaps,
he said to Juan, who stared wonderingly at him but
did not ask why.
“And so things went for several
weeks, until that morning when the American battle
fleet came steaming into Callao harbor. Cogan
was one of twenty or thirty thousand who crowded to
the stone pier that day, and when the beautiful white
ships came rounding in, he felt very proud. And
the yellow tongues of flame flashing and the white
sides of the great war-ships gleaming through the
smoke-it made a tremendous impression on
everybody; but to Cogan’s eyes the tears came.
People near him said, ‘Americano?’ inquiringly,
to which Cogan’s bull-fighting friends replied-’Si,
si, Americano,’ and added a ‘Heep, heep,
hoo-raw!’ to make Cogan feel more at home.
“That was the morning that Torellas
told Cogan that if he wished he could go into the
ring on the occasion of the festival which Peru was
to hold in honor of the American fleet. And such
an occasion it was to be! A welcome from a younger
to the older republic. There was to be a great
bull-fight, at which Torellas was to make his last
appearance before going to Spain.
“Spain! Madrid! The
highest of honors! Cogan looked at Torellas, but
the matador didn’t seem to be so very glad.”
The pump-man seemed to be listening
to something. “Hear ’em?” he
asked.
The passenger cocked up his ears,
and heard them-several voices from the
depths of one of the tanks.
“It’s N,” explained
the pump-man, and hurried away. The passenger
saw him disappear into a hatchway. Almost immediately
the voices ceased and shortly four deck-hands hurriedly
emerged. Kieran followed. “Beat it!”
he ordered, and they somewhat sheepishly went forward.
Kieran came aft. “What
was the trouble?” asked the passenger.
“That bunch of bone-heads,”-Kieran
was talking. He was also pinching the crust from
the wick of a candle he held-“they
sneaked down there to have a little game. And
brought this candle with them-for light.
Three weeks ago, up to the dock in Bayonne, a bunch
lit a candle to look for something in the corner of
an oil ship’s tank, and the coroner couldn’t
tell the buttons of one from the other. Gas, yes.
Another half minute and these chaps would’ve
got the surprise of their lives. But maybe I’d
better go for’ard and give ’em a few chemical
explanations, or some day, meaning no harm, they’ll
be blowing out the side of the ship. So long.”
III
The pump-man roomed with Jenkins,
the third officer, in the superstructure, amidships.
The passenger sometimes, as on this night, looked
in there.
Jenkins was an Englishman, and of
him they told the story that when he first came to
the country half the space in his yellow tin trunk
was taken up with cakes of Pears’ soap.
Somebody had told him that he couldn’t buy any
in the United States. He still had some of his
original load of soap, and now hauled the tin trunk
out from under his bunk, took out a cake and made
a lather, with which he slicked down his thin, sandy
hair, smoothing it, the while he gossiped cheerfully
with Kieran and the passenger, on each side of the
middle parting until it made a straight line between
the bottom of his ears to his eyebrows. His ears
were stuck high up on the side of his head-a
sign of high intelligence, he used to say.
Jenkins had to go on watch at midnight,
and so now he was getting ready to turn in. The
third officer had a minute way of telling his little
experiences, to which Kieran always listened patiently.
If Kieran had not, Jenkins would have had no audience
at all, for the second officer, a Norwegian, and the
first officer, a Vermont Yankee, had no use for any
Englishman whatever; and besides that he was only the
third officer.
The pump-man had sympathy for Jenkins,
but not so much that he would sit and listen while
Jenkins talked himself to sleep; so, once he saw Jenkins
into his bunk, Kieran used to fly for the open deck.
And here it was the passenger joined
him, pacing the long gangway. The passenger turned
and they paced together.
The sound of the captain’s voice
floated down from the bridge. The passenger,
who had small use for the captain, suggested that they
go forward; and so they made for the bow of the ship
and ascended the ladder to the forec’s’le
head, and here, after a decent interval, to allow
Kieran to absorb the beauty of the tropic night, the
passenger said, “How about that bull-fight in
Peru?”
“Oh-h-” said Kieran, and after
a silence went on to say:
“Well, the day of the bull-fight
came, and that afternoon the bull-fighters marched
into the ring; and in their smooth-fitting tights-black,
white, green, pink, blue, purple, all colors-their
short jackets, puffed-out shirts, with the queer little
hats and the neat black slippers, well-built fellows,
all of them-they made a great showing.
“They marched once around the
ring, and then Torellas, who was leading them, halted
in front of the Mayor’s box and asked permission
to kill the bull, and the Mayor, of course, said yes.
Then, marching to the opposite side of the ring, to
where was the President of Peru in the biggest box
of all, with hangings of red and gold, and two American
rear-admirals of the fleet on either side of him, Torellas
saluted, and tossed up his hat, then his cloak, to
the President. And as he did so, around the ring
the less famous bull-fighters were picking out friends
or great people and to them tossing their hats, by
way of doing them honor. Cogan tossed his up
among the American blue-jackets, and they, not knowing
he wasn’t a Peruvian, didn’t know what
to make of it, but they scuffled for it just the same.
“Torellas was in white tights
with black slippers. A small gold cross was pinned
to the breast of his fine white shirt. As he stepped
back from the President’s box he touched a white
silk handkerchief to his lips, almost like a woman,
but those graceful little movements were as much a
part of him as were his strength and nerve. Cogan
could hear women in the seats behind him whispering
of the beauty of him. Until then it had never
occurred to Cogan that the matador was any professional
beauty. He surely was a finely developed fellow,
a good deal of a man to look at, but for the beauty!
No, he wasn’t handsome-Cogan took
another look-but any man would say a great
looking one.
“The ring was now clear, with
the bull-fighters hidden behind the stockade, or tucked
away in the little places of refuge built against
the inside of the stockade. These places of refuge
were for the bull-fighters to run into when chased
by a bull; and there were half a dozen of them, of
heavy planking and about as high as a man’s chest,
with an entrance wide enough for a man, but not for
a bull’s horns. Cogan picked out his particular
refuge because just above it, in front seats, were
the Rocas and Guavera.
“It was now time for the bull-fight
to begin, but this was such an extraordinary occasion
that a compliment had first to be paid to the visiting
fleet, so the Peruvian band played our national hymn,
and at the first note every American blue-jacket there
stood to attention. Cogan felt as proud as could
be of them, in their fresh-washed suits of muster
white with the beautiful blue collars and cuffs.
Section after section was piled solid with them, and
here and there Cogan saw an old shipmate. Just
to look at them made Cogan homesick. Four thousand
strong they stood stiff as statues to attention, right
arms across body and caps held to their left breasts,
while the ‘Star-Spangled Banner’ was played.
“It was all fine; and the ‘Star-Spangled
Banner’ made such a hit that the Peruvian band
played it again. And fine musicians they were,
too, only as they played it, trying to be terribly
respectful, it sounded like a funeral march.
But, through it all, our blue-jackets, four thousand
strong, stood frozen to attention in their beautiful
suits of white with the blue trimmings and their caps
held respectfully to their breasts.
“Great! Cogan could hear
them all about him saying how noble and affecting.
And it was-believe me, it was. And
again that fine band arose to play the ‘Star-Spangled
Banner,’ but this time our brave blue-jackets
also arose, four thousand strong, in the beautiful
muster white suits, and yelled as one-’Oh,
cut it out, cut out any more music and bring on the
bull.’ And they brought on the bull.
“But first a bugle call rang
out, and into the ring came the mounted capeador.
And it was Juan, and he was riding his Argentine roan.
And he took his station in the middle of the ring,
and there he waited, in his left hand the reins, and
in his right, drooping below his stirrup, a scarlet
cape. Great cheers greeted him; and all around
the ring Cogan could hear the residents from the high
one in the box with the American admirals, from the
President down, explaining that this was their famous
mounted capeador, Juan Roca, and to
have an eye out for Juan’s unparalleled skill
and his bravery-and did they notice that
Juan wore no iron, nor even leather protection to
his legs? Everyone called him Juan, as though
he was an old friend. Cogan remembered how, on
that night in Colon, the hat dealer was as proud as
could be of his brother; but no more proud, he now
saw, than was everybody here in Lima.
“A barrier of light boarding
was raised, and there was the bull, a big, chocolate
colored fellow, with heavy shoulders and horns that
must have spread three feet. Again Cogan could
hear the residents explaining to their American guests
that this was one of a famous lot of bulls bred especially
for the ring, from the ranch of Don Vicente Guillen,
and for this afternoon’s sport the government
had provided six of these bulls, paying fifteen hundred
pesos-about fifteen hundred dollars-in
gold for them, and also that the bulls had been fed
on half rations for the past forty-eight hours to
make them of a high eagerness for this most widely
advertised combat.
“Back there in the half light
under the shed, Cogan could see the big bull weaving
his head from side to side and swaying on his forelegs
as he looked out on the ring. The sudden light
probably blinded him, for he didn’t seem to
see, not for a few seconds at least, the scarlet cape
Juan was holding up. But when he did! Out
he came, head on, for Juan. And Juan stayed there
with not a move, until Cogan thought the bull surely
had him hooked. But no. At arm’s length,
and in front of the flaming eyes, Juan flirted the
cape, and still in front of the blazing eyes he held
it, and behind him, past his horse’s withers,
he whipped it, and with that, with but a single word,
and drawing in on his reins, he seemed to lift his
horse off the ground, to whirl him on his hind heels,
almost without moving from his tracks; and the bull
rushed on by.
“Juan spurred his horse, waved
the scarlet cape aloft, took up a new position, and
the people cheered. And again cheered as the bull
charged, for once more Juan was safe away. Oh,
Juan was the brave one! And Juan looked toward
the other bull-fighters, as if to say: ’And
now is not this Argentine a horse to talk about?’
And that horse Juan patted and whispered to, and laughed
and sang to him; and with the reins taut in the left
hand and the flaming cape always in his right, he did
as he pleased with that bull. He talked to the
bull, too, but differently-he knew how-to
make him angry, and the bull frothed and tore up the
sand to get at him, and a dozen times it looked as
if the bull would bowl over and gore both the horse
and Juan, but always just in time Juan flashed the
red cape, and always he and the wonderful horse would
come safe away. Juan was certainly the champion
horseman of all that Cogan had ever seen. And
when Juan rode out of the ring and the bull stood
there and looked after him, bewildered like, Cogan
didn’t half blame him, for the pair of them,
Juan and his horse, certainly made a tough combination.
“And then into the ring came
the capeadors on foot. Cogan took part with these.
They were to play the bull on foot as Juan had been
playing him on horseback, but instead of one there
were eight of them in the ring together. And
one after the other, five, ten, or a dozen paces away,
they waved a red cape in front of the bull, at which
he glared and lowered his head and charged; but always
he charged in one way, head down and eyes only for
the red cape, and there was the way the man beat the
brute. The bull had his speed, strength, endurance,
but nothing else. Once he put his head down he
had eyes only for the red cape, and so long as the
capeador handled his cape and himself with speed
and skill, and no accident happened, he might count
on getting safe away.
“Cogan only tried to repeat
in the ring this day what he had been doing for weeks
in practice. As the bull came charging, he used
the cape to lead him to one side, allowing just room
enough for the horns to pass. If he waited too
long before he turned the bull, of course it would
mean trouble; but if he turned the bull too soon,
it would be clumsy. Whatever else he did the
bull-fighter must not be clumsy. The first time
he tried it, Cogan didn’t do a good job-the
bull was faster than he realized, and he had to run
for one of the little places of refuge with the bull
after him. Then the crowd roared, or they yelled
‘Malo, malo,’ which is the same
as if a crowd of baseball fans yelled ’Rotten,
rotten!’ Next time Cogan did better, and then
it was ‘Bueno, bueno!’ from
everybody. Possibly the applause was all the louder
because by this time the rumor had spread that he
was not only a new-comer, a stranger, an American,
but also a sailor, and these four thousand American
sailors were this day the guests of the nation.
Cogan could not help looking up to Valera and her
father after he had done his good turn, and was thrilled
to see them both cheering and smiling at him.
“So far it was clever, neat
work on the part of the capeadors, but nothing wonderful,
nothing to match Juan’s work on the horse.
The crowd wanted livelier action, and there were cries
of ‘Torellas! Torellas!’ The bugle
sounded, and Torellas came. ‘Ah-h,’
sighed they-you could hear them-’now
we shall see something.’ Torellas, holding
the red cape before him, lured the bull, turned him
skilfully, and, spinning on his heel, tempted the
bull to wheel and charge again, and when the bull did
so, and yet again and again, Torellas, holding him
always at arm’s length, swung him back and forth,
himself retreating a step at a time, and with every
step the bull plunging on after him. It was just
as if he were snapping the bull on the end of the
cape, snapping him back and forth across his path,
as he made his way backward. Torellas was never
so far away but what the bull, with one unexpected
lunge, would get him. But Torellas kept the bull
too well in hand for any accidental lunge. At
short range he kept him going, drawing him half way
across the ring at one time, until at last the bull
himself, seeming to understand that he was being fooled,
stopped short, and Torellas pulled up, too, and let
his cape hang loosely by his side; but as he did so,
instantly and at full tilt at Torellas went the bull
again; but that seeming carelessness on the part of
Torellas was part of his play. With a light upward
bound, as the bull lowered his head to gore him, Torellas
stepped between the horns, and when the great head
came up, with the spring of his leap to the toss of
the bull’s head, away he went sailing, twenty
feet beyond the bull and landing like a breath of
air on his feet.
“While the people were still
making the air explode with their applause, Cogan
saw Torellas look wistfully up to where Valera and
her people sat. Cogan looked too. She, leaning
back between her mother and Senor Guavera, with her
face cloaked, was almost hidden. Her mother and
Guavera were talking across her as if all this bull-fighting
was of all in the world the thing least interesting
to them. Cogan looked back to the matador.
He was bowing, even smiling, to the audience, but Cogan,
who was close enough to mark every line of his face,
saw that he was getting no great joy of his triumph.
“Torellas left the ring, and
the banderilleros took possession. These
were the men with the wooden stakes of the length of
a man’s arm and the thickness of a thumb, and
wrapped around in gay colored paper ribbon streamers,
and at one end a thin iron spike about as long as a
man’s little finger. The banderilleros
had to stand in front of the bull, with a stake in
each hand, and, as he charged, to step in between
his horns and reach over and plant a stake on each
side of his neck. ‘It is most simple,’
explained Ferrero, as he left Cogan to do his part-’only-surely-we
must not make mistake.’ And Cogan could
not help thinking that bull-fighting was like a thousand
other games, a man mustn’t make mistakes.
“Ferrero, who was rated the
best banderillero in Peru, first faced the bull.
He held his stakes up near the end furthest from the
bull, to get as much distance at the start as possible,
though it wasn’t that alone which saved him
from the bull’s rush. That helped, but the
bull stopping up short when he felt the spikes going
into his neck, was what Ferrero reckoned on, when
it wasn’t done too late. An instant after
the stakes were planted in his neck, the bull continued
his charge, but by then Ferrero was out of the way.
“Cogan, watching Ferrero and
his companions from his retreat, began to get the
bull-fighting fever. He thought he would like
to try the banderillero’s game-that
is, after he’d had a few weeks’ training
at it. These were fine athletes-and
something more. They were risking their lives
every minute.
“They leaped like panthers.
The jabbing in of the stakes and the wiggling aside
to escape the bull’s plunge, it was like one
movement. Soon the bull was going round the ring,
with five or six pairs of banderillas decorating
his neck. Of these Ferrero had planted the first
and last pair. When he came back to his place
in the refuge beside Cogan, the air was quivering
with buenos. ‘Buenos!’ said Cogan
also to him. ‘Not bad-no.’
said Ferrero very well pleased.
“But the great thing was to
come. ’El matador, el matador! Torellas,
Torellas,’ they were shouting. And again
Torellas came. He crossed the ring, with his
even, unhurried walk to Cogan’s place of refuge,
and asked for his cape-’You will
allow me-please-yes? Gracias,
senor,’ and, with the one word ‘Americano,’
and a nod of his head toward Cogan, Torellas held
the cape to the nearest section of American blue-jackets
who had been wondering, ever since the word had been
passed, which was the American among the bull-fighters.
Cogan, of course, was dressed like any other bull-fighter,
and being dark-haired and pretty well tanned wasn’t
to be picked out easily, especially as he buried himself
to the eyes in his place of refuge. He didn’t
want to be recognized-not then, and so
he stayed hid away, and so it was Ferrero, in the same
refuge with Cogan, but looming above him, who was
cheered by the many blue-jackets for their countryman.
And Ferrero gleefully bowed and bowed again to their
applause.
“Torellas wrapped the cape around
his left forearm. He then took from an attendant
and gripped in his right hand the espada, the
short sword, with which he was to give the bull the
finishing stroke.
“Now, to Cogan’s way of
thinking, Ferrero and the other banderilleros
took a chance when they placed their beribboned stakes,
but they had the length of their stakes the start
of the bull, and they did not have to linger over
doing it. A light touch, the stakes were in, and
they were off. But to drive a knife through twelve
or fourteen inches of bull gristle! Cogan pictured
himself walking into a butcher’s shop, picking
out twelve or fourteen inches of tough gristle and
driving a knife through it. He could do it, of
course he could, or any man, but he would have to
brace legs and back to get enough power in the stroke.
But to stop to brace for that stroke and a rampant
seventeen-hundred-pound bull piling down on top of
you, and to pick out a spot on his neck no bigger
than a fifty-cent piece! And if you missed your
spot! Or were a little bit slow! Even in
being too soon there was danger, if you could imagine
a man being too quick.
“That was how Cogan looked at
it, and he felt himself worrying for Torellas.
He looked toward the Rocas. The mother and
Guavera were no longer talking, and Valera was again
drawn back between them, but her father was leaning
well forward with eyes fixed on Torellas.
“There was great shouting when
Torellas faced the bull-and then a great
silence. Torellas moved his cape-draped forearm-up,
down, coaxingly. The bull headed for him.
Torellas stepped aside. The bull passed on and
wheeled. Torellas took half a dozen dancing steps.
The bull followed. Torellas waved his arm, the
bull charged. Torellas leaped easily to one side.
The bull passed on. More light play, a charge,
another charge, yet another, all beautiful athletic
play, and Torellas had worked his way across the ring
to near the place of refuge where Cogan and Ferrero
were. This also brought the bull under the seats
of the Rocas. Cogan, studying the matador’s
face, had a feeling that he had drawn the bull there
purposely. It was as if he had said to her up
there on the seats: ’Here-here
is the product of my highest skill. To do this
well I have dedicated my abounding youth. I offer
them a sacrifice to you.’ So Cogan viewed
it. Cogan, to be sure, had a sympathy for Torellas,
had liked him from the first. Torellas-he
was one who adventured to give the spirit play as
now; and Cogan would have liked just then to be in
the shoes of Torellas.
“The bull was at last properly
worked up. Torellas took his final stand.
His feet were well apart, but not too far apart, body
and legs set so that he could have leaped instantly
forward, backward, sideways. Cogan, watching,
thought what a painting, or better, what a bit of sculpture
could have been made of him so. He was standing
on the balls of his feet, with his torso canted slightly
forward from the waist. His head was forward,
too, but inclining a little to one side, toward his
right shoulder. His eyes were so narrowed that
they could hardly be seen, but the glitter of them
was plain enough. The sword up to this time he
held loose in his right hand, palm up and shoulder-high,
with the blade horizontal, the point toward the bull.
His left arm held forward, well clear of the body,
was the final effect in the miracle of his balance.
Standing like that, he was planted solidly enough on
the earth, but he gave out, too, such an impression
of energy, force, power bottled up, that he made you
feel that he could fly if he tried.
“Standing so, he didn’t
seem to breathe. But the crowd were breathing
for him. From the seats behind him Cogan could
hear, almost feel, their hot breaths.
“The bull now stopped and studied
this last enemy. The others had come at him in
groups, but here was one all alone.
“The bull stood with half-lowered
head, weaving it from side to side, like when from
behind the barrier he first appeared to the crowd.
He eyed the red cape. It must have flamed like
blood in the sun to him. His nostrils, his eyes,
were flaming like blood, too. He ceased his weaving,
raised, lowered his head, and bounded toward Torellas.
And everybody there knew that it was the bull or the
matador this time. The red cape of the matador
seemed to leap forward, no loose ends now for a flying
horn to catch, but a tight roll around the matador’s
left forearm. Standing now four feet away Torellas,
to blind the charging bull as the capeadors had done,
had to step close in. And now he was close in
and his forearm was across the bull’s forehead.
It was hard to follow, the action was so fast, but
Cogan saw that Torellas was already between his horns.
Cogan looked for the flash of the heavy blade, but
already Torellas’ right arm had gone forward,
that eye of his had marked the little vital spot,
and, as the bull lowered his head and lunged to gore
him, the blade was driven forward, and onto the point
of it rushed the bull. The blade went home-clear
to the hilt-eighteen inches or so.
Before the people could clear their choked-up throats
to applaud, before many could realize what had happened,
the bull was stumbling to his knees and Torellas was
unwrapping the cape from his left forearm. One
long, thundering in-and-out breath and they were mobbing
Torellas with applause.
“The bull rolled from side to
side on his knees, tried to balance himself there
for four, five, six seconds, and then rolled over.
He half lifted his head from the sand, he kicked,
once, twice, again, and then the head fell back, a
quiver, and he lay limp. It was sad in a way.
“A bugle rang out. Two
Peruvian boys came galloping in on horses. The
bugle sounded again, they took a bridle hitch on the
bull and went galloping out of the ring, bugles going
and the bull dragging behind. The noise and whirl
of it made Cogan think of a fire-engine coming down
the middle of a street up home.
“As the bull was hauled out,
Cogan felt a new sorrow for him. Up to that last
stroke there was a chance that he would hurt somebody,
but he hadn’t killed or hurt anybody, and now,
when he was dragged out dead, Cogan felt half sad.
And he said as much to Ferrero.
“Ferrero looked at him puzzled.
’Such ideas you have in your country? Why?
Leesen now, my friend, I also have a sadness, but consider
if you was a bull, or I was a bull. Would you
prefair to go to your death in a bull-ring or to be
led to a man who demolished you on the temple with
an axe, or cut your throat with a long knife-a
man in a white garment? Which?’
“Cogan said that if he was a
bull, no doubt he’d prefer the bull-ring, but
would the bull?
“‘Of a certainty, yes-if
he was a blooded bull-yes,’ said Ferrero.
’A high class bull always. He should be
keeled no other way. No. And in the ring
there was always a hope to make man pay-but
in a slaughter-house-p-ff-f.
And some day, my friend, the bull will obtain his
revenge. Have no doubt of it. Bull-fighters
die one way-all matadors surely.
Let them attend to it long enough and no fear-some
day the bull shall get heem. View Torellas now.
He is strong, brave, agile, superb, triumphant as
he stands there, let him continue and some day a slip
shall come and he shall go.’
“Cogan said no doubt, at the
same time wishing he were in the place of Torellas.
The matador-he had had his supreme moment.
“Cogan looked up to the Roca’s
party. Her father was still wildly cheering Torellas.
Her mother and Guavera were applauding, too, but their
applause did not have the quality of Senor Roca’s.
Valera’s face was still hidden by her fan.
Cogan looked to the matador. He seemed to be
limp, apathetic. ‘The reaction,’ Cogan
thought, and Torellas, being so young and such a high-strung
fellow, maybe it was only natural, and yet, thinking
a moment later, it had come rather soon for an athlete
in his fine condition.
“In the sand lay the sword with
which he had killed the bull, and while the people
were cheering, stamping, hurling words of applause,
endearment, love, at Torellas, he picked it up.
Already the President of the Republic was standing
up in his box with the cloak and hat of the master,
to hand them back to him with words of appreciation,
and to him and the crowd Torellas was bowing.
“Cogan, with eyes only for Torellas
and the Rocas, did not see the beginning of what
happened next. He first heard a cry, then a loud
voice or two, then a hundred, a thousand voices.
He turned. The gate which held the next bull
in confinement had been opened or else it had burst
out. The gateman was there, but with despairing
hands on high, and across the ring the fresh bull
was coming. Torellas was standing with his back
to the gate, and not twenty feet from it, almost in
the spot where he had killed his bull, and wiping
the sword blade in a fold of Cogan’s cape, which
he was now holding loosely. He was looking up
at the Rocas and seemed at first not to hear
the cries. He turned-slowly, with
horrible slowness, Cogan thought, when he recalled
how fast he could move when he wanted to.
“He turned too slowly.
The bull caught him sideways, and when he came down,
it was astraddle of the bull’s back, from which
he fell to the sand beside the bull, who had wheeled
and was waiting. He must have been stunned when
he landed, for the sword and cape had fallen from him,
and he lay motionless. The bull lunged like lightning.
The horn went into the left thigh, just above the
knee, and, not done then, the bull ripped on upward
with that same horn until it came out under the matador’s
left breast.
“The white tights turned red.
The bull was lowering his head to gore him again,
but Ferrero had leaped from his place of refuge.
Cogan was with him. Ferrero picked up the cape
and flouted it in the bull’s eyes. The
bull lifted his head from Torellas, looked at the cape,
and charged. And as he did, Cogan snatched up
the matador’s sword and waited. The bull
charged past Ferrero, then, wheeling quickly, made
again for Torellas, and his head was lowered to gore
again. Ferrero got desperate and threw the cape
from him, and it caught on the horns, and while the
bull was entangled and enraged afresh, Cogan stepped
close, picked out the little spot the size of a fifty-cent
piece at the head of the spine, stood on his toes
and came down with all his force. It wasn’t
any approved matador’s stroke, for Cogan, standing
behind instead of in front of the bull’s horns,
drove home in just the reverse fashion, but it wasn’t
a bad stroke at that. The knife went home.
The bull rolled over, and Cogan stood there and looked
and looked. Nobody was more surprised than he.
Not once in ten times he was saying to himself could
he have done it in cold blood. Only when Ferrero
pulled him by the arm did he think to turn and bow
with the banderillero to the cheering audience, especially
to some blue-jackets who had now recognized him as
an old shipmate and were calling him by name-hundreds
of them.
“In the middle of the excitement
he looked up to see how Valera was taking it.
She and her father were both leaning far over the rail
toward him-he with both arms extended and
yelling, she with her handkerchief pressed to her
lips. Her eyes met Cogan’s, and Cogan was
satisfied. His little Valera of the beach was
on deck again. No matter about the rest.
That must have been a full minute after it happened
and after the surgeon had called out ‘It is
well. Torellas will live!’
“But the bull-fighters in the
ring did not believe that all was well. ‘Torellas!
Oh, Torellas!’ they were saying, and some were
shedding tears, as they carried him to the dressing-room.
Torellas was now conscious. He smiled at Ferrero,
and he was smiling while they were undressing him,
and he took Cogan’s hand and held it while the
others were telling him how it was. Not until
the surgeon said, ’You will live, but your bull-fighting
days are done,’ did he lose his nerve. He
had been pale, but he went paler then. The globes
of sweat collected on his forehead. ‘Oh,
no, no, doctor!’ he cried and fainted.
“That night Cogan slipped away
from a party of American blue-jackets who wanted to
paint Lima in high colors for him, and went down to
see Torellas, who had been taken to his home, a fine,
large house on a wide street. A crowd was in
the street, waiting for word of his condition.
“Ferrero met him at the door.
‘They wait for you, good friend.’
“‘They? Who?’
“‘Oh, you shall see.’
And he led Cogan to the second floor, to where a fine
suite of rooms opened from the wide hall. Her
father and Juan were in the outer room.
“These two clasped him to their
bosoms. ‘You brave one,’ said her
father-and ’Bueno Americano!’-said
Uncle Juan, and patted him on the head as if he were
a son. ’He will live-Oh, be sure
of that. But never will he fight bulls again.
Never, never. And that is sad. But we have
him. Let us not mourn. And you’-Juan
raised both hands high-’you and Torellas-I
love you both.’
“Cogan thought he heard her
voice, the voice which never in his life he had heard,
and hesitated. ‘Proceed,’ said her
father, and pushed him toward the door of the middle
room. ’She is there. And Tina-you
remember Tina-that night in Colon?
She is also there. The senora’-he
looked at Juan and Juan smiled back at him-’she
is too fatigued to come, but Tina came.’
“Cogan softly crossed the second
room, but paused on the threshold of the inner room.
He saw a great, stout woman back to. He knew her-Tina.
He looked further, and under the half light saw the
face of the matador. She was beside the bed.
He could not see her face, but he heard her voice,
and it was over her shoulder that he saw the matador’s
face.
“There were murmured words in
Spanish which he did not understand, and then a phrase
at which he could guess, then words which there was
no mistaking, and which were not for him or any other
man to hear. He backed out.
“Juan, Ferrero, and her father
were still at the outer door of the outer room.
They were not looking. He saw that from this middle
room a window led on to a balcony. He stepped
through the window, found a post, dropped to the ground,
made his way through the garden in the rear, and so
on to a back street. He ran on-one
street, another, a dozen, and then uphill to a wall
which he seemed to know. He looked about, and
saw that near by was the monastery where he had been
given his first breakfast in Lima. It was the
same old wall.
“He climbed the wall and sat
there. He had been sitting so that morning when
the pretty flower girl had tossed him the blue flower-blue
as the sky. Only now it was night and no one
to see and smile. He looked up to the sky, the
night sky of the tropics. The twisted Southern
Cross shone on him. He turned and faced the north.
“Somewhere he could hear a band
playing. In one of the parks probably, and there
would be leaves rustling there, and the scent of flowers,
and the senoritas walking with their mothers, while
the young men hung around the edges, striving to get
a word, a look. And there would be the arched
jets of a fountain playing under colored lights, and
back in Portland, Oregon, by this time was perhaps
Tommie Jones married to his plump waitress.
“It was a good band-playing
something he had never heard before, but something
very soothing. He looked toward the Pacific.
He knew where the harbor of Callao should lie, and
in the middle of the harbor he could see them, one
great cluster of lights, the lights of the battle fleet.
And there were the fleet’s search-lights playing
on the great stone pier.
“The band was playing again-something
fine.
“And then the monastery bell
tolled. And presently he heard a chanting-a
slow sad chanting! And then the chanting also
died away.
“He had been lying on the wall
with his hat in his hand and staring up at the sky.
Now he sat up, put on his hat, took another look to
the lights in the harbor, and hummed softly the Philippine
service song-
“It’s home, boy, home, it’s
home you ought to be.”
“And you’ve no kick coming.
Dreams dreams, always dreams, but you’ve had
your hour, too.’ He took another look at
the lights of the fleet-another to the
lights of the city below him-’Good
night, Lima,’ he whispered, and dropped off
the wall.”
The pump-man had begun his story this
evening while sitting with back to the rail and feet
stretched out on the deck before him. He finished
while lying on his back, hands clasped under the back
of his head, and wide eyes on the sky.
The passenger leaned on the rail,
studied the stem of the ship, and listened to the
surge of back wash against the ship’s bow as
she drove on. Abeam, the young moon drooped.
Kieran said nothing more. The
passenger nothing for a long time. Then it was:
“And they were married?”
“I don’t know-Cogan didn’t
wait to see-but of course.”
“Of course,” echoed the
passenger, and in silence resumed his study of the
ship’s bow cutting through the little seas.
The passenger turned inboard. “But Cogan-where
is he?”
“There was no Cogan.”
“No Cogan.”
“No, no Cogan.”
“And no bull-fight, and no Valera,
and no Torellas, nor Juan, and it never happened?”
“Why, of course it happened,
and just as I’ve told it. But not to anybody
named Cogan. There was no Cogan, or rather”-Kieran
rolled over on his side and rested his head on his
elbow-“I’m Cogan.”
“Oh-h-h. Oh-h-h. And you’re
Campbell, the old champion athlete?”
“Yes, I’m Campbell.
And I’m Cogan. And I’m Kieran, pump-man
on this wall-sided oil-tanker at fifty-five per month.”
“But why?”
“Why, why?” He sat up.
The passenger could see the thick, dark eyebrows draw
together. “Why? Why anything?
What would you do?”
“Forget it.”
“Forget it. But can you?-everything?
No-you betcher you can’t. And
it’s every man to his own cure. Some I know
get drunk and fight. And some I know who get
drunk and cry. Some worry their friends to death,
and some others beat their wives. Every man to
his way. I have no wife”-he
laughed softly-“and I want to keep
my friends. So I run my heart out in races and
beat up bully bosons, and fight bulls-when
I can.”
“But when you can’t?”
“When I can’t? Why,
when I can’t, I lay out on the fo’c’s’le
head and bay up at a two-horned moon.”
The passenger turned and looked down.
“Thank your God, Kieran,” he said, “you
can laugh when you say that.”
The pump-man’s smile died away.
“Maybe I’m thanking God,” he said
softly, “for more than that.”