“Listen, then,” said Wendy,
settling down to her story, with Michael at her feet
and seven boys in the bed. “There was once
a gentleman ”
“I had rather he had been a lady,” Curly
said.
“I wish he had been a white rat,” said
Nibs.
“Quiet,” their mother
admonished [cautioned] them. “There was
a lady also, and ”
“Oh, mummy,” cried the
first twin, “you mean that there is a lady also,
don’t you? She is not dead, is she?”
“Oh, no.”
“I am awfully glad she isn’t dead,”
said Tootles. “Are you glad, John?”
“Of course I am.”
“Are you glad, Nibs?”
“Rather.”
“Are you glad, Twins?”
“We are glad.”
“Oh dear,” sighed Wendy.
“Little less noise there,”
Peter called out, determined that she should have
fair play, however beastly a story it might be in his
opinion.
“The gentleman’s name,”
Wendy continued, “was Mr. Darling, and her name
was Mrs. Darling.”
“I knew them,” John said, to annoy the
others.
“I think I knew them,” said Michael rather
doubtfully.
“They were married, you know,”
explained Wendy, “and what do you think they
had?”
“White rats,” cried Nibs, inspired.
“No.”
“It’s awfully puzzling,” said Tootles,
who knew the story by heart.
“Quiet, Tootles. They had three descendants.”
“What is descendants?”
“Well, you are one, Twin.”
“Did you hear that, John? I am a descendant.”
“Descendants are only children,” said
John.
“Oh dear, oh dear,” sighed
Wendy. “Now these three children had a
faithful nurse called Nana; but Mr. Darling was angry
with her and chained her up in the yard, and so all
the children flew away.”
“It’s an awfully good story,” said
Nibs.
“They flew away,” Wendy
continued, “to the Neverland, where the lost
children are.”
“I just thought they did,”
Curly broke in excitedly. “I don’t
know how it is, but I just thought they did!”
“O Wendy,” cried Tootles, “was one
of the lost children called Tootles?”
“Yes, he was.”
“I am in a story. Hurrah, I am in a story,
Nibs.”
“Hush. Now I want you to
consider the feelings of the unhappy parents with
all their children flown away.”
“Oo!” they all moaned,
though they were not really considering the feelings
of the unhappy parents one jot.
“Think of the empty beds!”
“Oo!”
“It’s awfully sad,” the first twin
said cheerfully.
“I don’t see how it can
have a happy ending,” said the second twin.
“Do you, Nibs?”
“I’m frightfully anxious.”
“If you knew how great is a
mother’s love,” Wendy told them triumphantly,
“you would have no fear.” She had
now come to the part that Peter hated.
“I do like a mother’s
love,” said Tootles, hitting Nibs with a pillow.
“Do you like a mother’s love, Nibs?”
“I do just,” said Nibs, hitting back.
“You see,” Wendy said
complacently, “our heroine knew that the mother
would always leave the window open for her children
to fly back by; so they stayed away for years and
had a lovely time.”
“Did they ever go back?”
“Let us now,” said Wendy,
bracing herself up for her finest effort, “take
a peep into the future;” and they all gave themselves
the twist that makes peeps into the future easier.
“Years have rolled by, and who is this elegant
lady of uncertain age alighting at London Station?”
“O Wendy, who is she?”
cried Nibs, every bit as excited as if he didn’t
know.
“Can it be yes no it
is the fair Wendy!”
“Oh!”
“And who are the two noble portly
figures accompanying her, now grown to man’s
estate? Can they be John and Michael? They
are!”
“Oh!”
“‘See, dear brothers,’
says Wendy pointing upwards, ’there is the window
still standing open. Ah, now we are rewarded for
our sublime faith in a mother’s love.’
So up they flew to their mummy and daddy, and pen cannot
describe the happy scene, over which we draw a veil.”
That was the story, and they were
as pleased with it as the fair narrator herself.
Everything just as it should be, you see. Off
we skip like the most heartless things in the world,
which is what children are, but so attractive; and
we have an entirely selfish time, and then when we
have need of special attention we nobly return for
it, confident that we shall be rewarded instead of
smacked.
So great indeed was their faith in
a mother’s love that they felt they could afford
to be callous for a bit longer.
But there was one there who knew better,
and when Wendy finished he uttered a hollow groan.
“What is it, Peter?” she
cried, running to him, thinking he was ill. She
felt him solicitously, lower down than his chest.
“Where is it, Peter?”
“It isn’t that kind of pain,” Peter
replied darkly.
“Then what kind is it?”
“Wendy, you are wrong about mothers.”
They all gathered round him in affright,
so alarming was his agitation; and with a fine candour
he told them what he had hitherto concealed.
“Long ago,” he said, “I
thought like you that my mother would always keep
the window open for me, so I stayed away for moons
and moons and moons, and then flew back; but the window
was barred, for mother had forgotten all about me,
and there was another little boy sleeping in my bed.”
I am not sure that this was true,
but Peter thought it was true; and it scared them.
“Are you sure mothers are like that?”
“Yes.”
So this was the truth about mothers. The toads!
Still it is best to be careful; and
no one knows so quickly as a child when he should
give in. “Wendy, let us [let’s] go
home,” cried John and Michael together.
“Yes,” she said, clutching them.
“Not to-night?” asked
the lost boys bewildered. They knew in what they
called their hearts that one can get on quite well
without a mother, and that it is only the mothers
who think you can’t.
“At once,” Wendy replied
resolutely, for the horrible thought had come to her:
“Perhaps mother is in half mourning by this time.”
This dread made her forgetful of what
must be Peter’s feelings, and she said to him
rather sharply, “Peter, will you make the necessary
arrangements?”
“If you wish it,” he replied,
as coolly as if she had asked him to pass the nuts.
Not so much as a sorry-to-lose-you
between them! If she did not mind the parting,
he was going to show her, was Peter, that neither did
he.
But of course he cared very much;
and he was so full of wrath against grown-ups, who,
as usual, were spoiling everything, that as soon as
he got inside his tree he breathed intentionally quick
short breaths at the rate of about five to a second.
He did this because there is a saying in the Neverland
that, every time you breathe, a grown-up dies; and
Peter was killing them off vindictively as fast as
possible.
Then having given the necessary instructions
to the redskins he returned to the home, where an
unworthy scene had been enacted in his absence.
Panic-stricken at the thought of losing Wendy the lost
boys had advanced upon her threateningly.
“It will be worse than before she came,”
they cried.
“We shan’t let her go.”
“Let’s keep her prisoner.”
“Ay, chain her up.”
In her extremity an instinct told her to which of
them to turn.
“Tootles,” she cried, “I appeal
to you.”
Was it not strange? She appealed to Tootles,
quite the silliest one.
Grandly, however, did Tootles respond.
For that one moment he dropped his silliness and spoke
with dignity.
“I am just Tootles,” he
said, “and nobody minds me. But the first
who does not behave to Wendy like an English gentleman
I will blood him severely.”
He drew back his hanger; and for that
instant his sun was at noon. The others held
back uneasily. Then Peter returned, and they saw
at once that they would get no support from him.
He would keep no girl in the Neverland against her
will.
“Wendy,” he said, striding
up and down, “I have asked the redskins to guide
you through the wood, as flying tires you so.”
“Thank you, Peter.”
“Then,” he continued,
in the short sharp voice of one accustomed to be obeyed,
“Tinker Bell will take you across the sea.
Wake her, Nibs.”
Nibs had to knock twice before he
got an answer, though Tink had really been sitting
up in bed listening for some time.
“Who are you? How dare you? Go away,”
she cried.
“You are to get up, Tink,” Nibs called,
“and take Wendy on a journey.”
Of course Tink had been delighted
to hear that Wendy was going; but she was jolly well
determined not to be her courier, and she said so in
still more offensive language. Then she pretended
to be asleep again.
“She says she won’t!”
Nibs exclaimed, aghast at such insubordination, whereupon
Peter went sternly toward the young lady’s chamber.
“Tink,” he rapped out,
“if you don’t get up and dress at once
I will open the curtains, and then we shall all see
you in your negligee [nightgown].”
This made her leap to the floor.
“Who said I wasn’t getting up?” she
cried.
In the meantime the boys were gazing
very forlornly at Wendy, now equipped with John and
Michael for the journey. By this time they were
dejected, not merely because they were about to lose
her, but also because they felt that she was going
off to something nice to which they had not been invited.
Novelty was beckoning to them as usual.
Crediting them with a nobler feeling Wendy melted.
“Dear ones,” she said,
“if you will all come with me I feel almost sure
I can get my father and mother to adopt you.”
The invitation was meant specially
for Peter, but each of the boys was thinking exclusively
of himself, and at once they jumped with joy.
“But won’t they think
us rather a handful?” Nibs asked in the middle
of his jump.
“Oh no,” said Wendy, rapidly
thinking it out, “it will only mean having a
few beds in the drawing-room; they can be hidden behind
the screens on first Thursdays.”
“Peter, can we go?” they
all cried imploringly. They took it for granted
that if they went he would go also, but really they
scarcely cared. Thus children are ever ready,
when novelty knocks, to desert their dearest ones.
“All right,” Peter replied
with a bitter smile, and immediately they rushed to
get their things.
“And now, Peter,” Wendy
said, thinking she had put everything right, “I
am going to give you your medicine before you go.”
She loved to give them medicine, and undoubtedly gave
them too much. Of course it was only water, but
it was out of a bottle, and she always shook the bottle
and counted the drops, which gave it a certain medicinal
quality. On this occasion, however, she did not
give Peter his draught [portion], for just as she
had prepared it, she saw a look on his face that made
her heart sink.
“Get your things, Peter,” she cried, shaking.
“No,” he answered, pretending
indifference, “I am not going with you, Wendy.”
“Yes, Peter.”
“No.”
To show that her departure would leave
him unmoved, he skipped up and down the room, playing
gaily on his heartless pipes. She had to run
about after him, though it was rather undignified.
“To find your mother,” she coaxed.
Now, if Peter had ever quite had a
mother, he no longer missed her. He could do
very well without one. He had thought them out,
and remembered only their bad points.
“No, no,” he told Wendy
decisively; “perhaps she would say I was old,
and I just want always to be a little boy and to have
fun.”
“But, Peter ”
“No.”
And so the others had to be told.
“Peter isn’t coming.”
Peter not coming! They gazed
blankly at him, their sticks over their backs, and
on each stick a bundle. Their first thought was
that if Peter was not going he had probably changed
his mind about letting them go.
But he was far too proud for that.
“If you find your mothers,” he said darkly,
“I hope you will like them.”
The awful cynicism of this made an
uncomfortable impression, and most of them began to
look rather doubtful. After all, their faces said,
were they not noodles to want to go?
“Now then,” cried Peter,
“no fuss, no blubbering; good-bye, Wendy;”
and he held out his hand cheerily, quite as if they
must really go now, for he had something important
to do.
She had to take his hand, and there
was no indication that he would prefer a thimble.
“You will remember about changing
your flannels, Peter?” she said, lingering over
him. She was always so particular about their
flannels.
“Yes.”
“And you will take your medicine?”
“Yes.”
That seemed to be everything, and
an awkward pause followed. Peter, however, was
not the kind that breaks down before other people.
“Are you ready, Tinker Bell?” he called
out.
“Ay, ay.”
“Then lead the way.”
Tink darted up the nearest tree; but
no one followed her, for it was at this moment that
the pirates made their dreadful attack upon the redskins.
Above, where all had been so still, the air was rent
with shrieks and the clash of steel. Below, there
was dead silence. Mouths opened and remained
open. Wendy fell on her knees, but her arms were
extended toward Peter. All arms were extended
to him, as if suddenly blown in his direction; they
were beseeching him mutely not to desert them.
As for Peter, he seized his sword, the same he thought
he had slain Barbecue with, and the lust of battle
was in his eye.