Robbed once of the joys of parenthood
by the murder on the Sun Rock, both Gray Wolf and
Kazan were different from what they would have been
had the big gray lynx not come into their lives at
that time. As if it were but yesterday they remembered
the moonlit night when the lynx brought blindness
to Gray Wolf and destroyed her young, and when Kazan
had avenged himself and his mate in his terrible fight
to the death with their enemy. And now, with
that soft little handful of life snuggling close up
against her, Gray Wolf saw through her blind eyes the
tragic picture of that night more vividly than ever
and she quivered at every sound, ready to leap in
the face of an unseen foe, to rend all flesh that
was not the flesh of Kazan. And ceaselessly, the
slightest sound bringing him to his feet, Kazan watched
and guarded. He mistrusted the moving shadows.
The snapping of a twig drew back his upper lip.
His fangs gleamed menacingly when the soft air brought
a strange scent. In him, too, the memory of the
Sun Rock, the death of their first young and the blinding
of Gray Wolf, had given birth to a new instinct.
Not for an instant was he off his guard. As surely
as one expects the sun to rise so did he expect that
sooner or later their deadly enemy would creep on
them from out of the forest. In another hour such
as this the lynx had brought death. The lynx
had brought blindness. And so day and night he
waited and watched for the lynx to come again.
And woe unto any other creature of flesh and blood
that dared approach the windfall in these first days
of Gray Wolf’s motherhood!
But peace had spread its wings of
sunshine and plenty over the swamp. There were
no intruders, unless the noisy whisky-jacks, the big-eyed
moose-birds, the chattering bush sparrows, and the
wood-mice and ermine could be called such. After
the first day or two Kazan went more frequently into
the windfall, and though more than once he nosed searchingly
about Gray Wolf he could find only the one little pup.
A little farther west the Dog-Ribs would have called
the pup Ba-ree for two reasons because
he had no brothers or sisters, and because he was a
mixture of dog and wolf. He was a sleek and lively
little fellow from the beginning, for there was no
division of mother strength and attention. He
developed with the true swiftness of the wolf-whelp,
and not with the slowness of the dog-pup.
For three days he was satisfied to
cuddle close against his mother, feeding when he was
hungry, sleeping a great deal and preened and laundered
almost constantly by Gray Wolf’s affectionate
tongue. From the fourth day he grew busier and
more inquisitive with every hour. He found his
mother’s blind face, with tremendous effort he
tumbled over her paws, and once he lost himself completely
and sniffled for help when he rolled fifteen or eighteen
inches away from her. It was not long after this
that he began to recognize Kazan as a part of his mother,
and he was scarcely more than a week old when he rolled
himself up contentedly between Kazan’s forelegs
and went to sleep. Kazan was puzzled. Then
with a deep sigh Gray Wolf laid her head across one
of her mate’s forelegs, with her nose touching
her runaway baby, and seemed vastly contented.
For half an hour Kazan did not move.
When he was ten days old Ba-ree discovered
there was great sport in tussling with a bit of rabbit
fur. It was a little later when he made his second
exciting discovery light and sunshine.
The sun had now reached a point where in the middle
of the afternoon a bright gleam of it found its way
through an overhead opening in the windfall. At
first Ba-ree would only stare at the golden streak.
Then came the time when he tried to play with it as
he played with the rabbit fur. Each day thereafter
he went a little nearer the opening through which Kazan
passed from the windfall into the big world outside.
Finally came the time when he reached the opening
and crouched there, blinking and frightened at what
he saw, and now Gray Wolf no longer tried to hold him
back but went out into the sunshine and tried to call
him to her. It was three days before his weak
eyes had grown strong enough to permit his following
her, and very quickly after that Ba-ree learned to
love the sun, the warm air, and the sweetness of life,
and to dread the darkness of the closed-in den where
he had been born.
That this world was not altogether
so nice as it at first appeared he was very soon to
learn. At the darkening signs of an approaching
storm one day Gray Wolf tried to lure him back under
the windfall. It was her first warning to Ba-ree
and he did not understand. Where Gray Wolf failed,
nature came to teach a first lesson. Ba-ree was
caught in a sudden deluge of rain. It flattened
him out in pure terror and he was drenched and half
drowned before Gray Wolf caught him between her jaws
and carried him into shelter. One by one after
this the first strange experiences of life came to
him, and one by one his instincts received their birth.
Greatest for him of the days to follow was that on
which his inquisitive nose touched the raw flesh of
a freshly killed and bleeding rabbit. It was
his first taste of blood. It was sweet. It
filled him with a strange excitement and thereafter
he knew what it meant when Kazan brought in something
between his jaws. He soon began to battle with
sticks in place of the soft fur and his teeth grew
as hard and as sharp as little needles.
The Great Mystery was bared to him
at last when Kazan brought in between his jaws, a
big rabbit that was still alive but so badly crushed
that it could not run when dropped to the ground.
Ba-ree had learned to know what rabbits and partridges
meant the sweet warm blood that he loved
better even than he had ever loved his mother’s
milk. But they had come to him dead. He
had never seen one of the monsters alive. And
now the rabbit that Kazan dropped to the ground, kicking
and struggling with a broken back, sent Ba-ree back
appalled. For a few moments he wonderingly watched
the dying throes of Kazan’s prey. Both Kazan
and Gray Wolf seemed to understand that this was to
be Ba-ree’s first lesson in his education as
a slaying and flesh-eating creature, and they stood
close over the rabbit, making no effort to end its
struggles. Half a dozen times Gray Wolf sniffed
at the rabbit and then turned her blind face toward
Ba-ree. After the third or fourth time Kazan stretched
himself out on his belly a few feet away and watched
the proceedings attentively. Each time that Gray
Wolf lowered her head to muzzle the rabbit Ba-ree’s
little ears shot up expectantly. When he saw that
nothing happened and that his mother was not hurt he
came a little nearer. Soon he could reach out,
stiff-legged and cautious, and touch the furry thing
that was not yet dead.
In a last spasmodic convulsion the
big rabbit doubled up its rear legs and gave a kick
that sent Ba-ree sprawling back, yelping in terror.
He regained his feet and then, for the first time,
anger and the desire to retaliate took possession
of him. The kick had completed his first education.
He came back with less caution, but stiffer-legged,
and a moment later had dug his tiny teeth in the rabbit’s
neck. He could feel the throb of life in the
soft body, the muscles of the dying rabbit twitched
convulsively under him, and he hung with his teeth
until there was no longer a tremor of life in his
first kill. Gray Wolf was delighted. She
caressed Ba-ree with her tongue, and even Kazan condescended
to sniff approvingly of his son when he returned to
the rabbit. And never before had warm sweet blood
tasted so good to Ba-ree as it did to-day.
Swiftly Ba-ree developed from a blood-tasting
into a flesh-eating animal. One by one the mysteries
of life were unfolded to him the mating-night
chortle of the gray owl, the crash of a falling tree,
the roll of thunder, the rush of running water, the
scream of a fisher-cat, the mooing of the cow moose,
and the distant call of his tribe. But chief
of all these mysteries that were already becoming a
part of his instinct was the mystery of scent.
One day he wandered fifty yards away from the windfall
and his little nose touched the warm scent of a rabbit.
Instantly, without reasoning or further process of
education, he knew that to get at the sweet flesh
and blood which he loved he must follow the scent.
He wriggled slowly along the trail until he came to
a big log, over which the rabbit had vaulted in a
long leap, and from this log he turned back.
Each day after this he went on adventures of his own.
At first he was like an explorer without a compass
in a vast and unknown world. Each day he encountered
something new, always wonderful, frequently terrifying.
But his terrors grew less and less and his confidence
correspondingly greater. As he found that none
of the things he feared did him any harm he became
more and more bold in his investigations. And
his appearance was changing, as well as his view of
things. His round roly-poly body was taking a
different form. He became lithe and quick.
The yellow of his coat darkened, and there was a whitish-gray
streak along his back like that along Kazan’s.
He had his mother’s under-throat and her beautiful
grace of head. Otherwise he was a true son of
Kazan. His limbs gave signs of future strength
and massiveness. He was broad across the chest.
His eyes were wide apart, with a little red in the
lower corners. The forest people know what to
expect of husky pups who early develop that drop of
red. It is a warning that they are born of the
wild and that their mothers, or fathers, are of the
savage hunt-packs. In Ba-ree that tinge of red
was so pronounced that it could mean but one thing.
While he was almost half dog, the wild had claimed
him forever.
Not until the day of his first real
battle with a living creature did Ba-ree come fully
into his inheritance. He had gone farther than
usual from the windfall fully a hundred
yards. Here he found a new wonder. It was
the creek. He had heard it before and he had looked
down on it from afar from a distance of
fifty yards at least. But to-day he ventured
going to the edge of it, and there he stood for a long
time, with the water rippling and singing at his feet,
gazing across it into the new world that he saw.
Then he moved cautiously along the stream. He
had not gone a dozen steps when there was a furious
fluttering close to him, and one of the fierce big-eyed
jays of the Northland was directly in his path.
It could not fly. One of its wings dragged, probably
broken in a struggle with some one of the smaller
preying beasts. But for an instant it was a most
startling and defiant bit of life to Ba-ree.
Then the grayish crest along his back
stiffened and he advanced. The wounded jay remained
motionless until Ba-ree was within three feet of it.
In short quick hops it began to retreat. Instantly
Ba-ree’s indecision had flown to the four winds.
With one sharp excited yelp he flew at the defiant
bird. For a few moments there was a thrilling
race, and Ba-ree’s sharp little teeth buried
themselves in the jay’s feathers. Swift
as a flash the bird’s beak began to strike.
The jay was the king of the smaller birds. In
nesting season it killed the brush sparrows, the mild-eyed
moose-birds, and the tree-sappers. Again and again
it struck Ba-ree with its powerful beak, but the son
of Kazan had now reached the age of battle and the
pain of the blows only made his own teeth sink deeper.
At last he found the flesh; and a puppyish snarl rose
in his throat. Fortunately he had gained a hold
under the wing and after the first dozen blows the
jay’s resistance grew weaker. Five minutes
later Ba-ree loosened his teeth and drew back a step
to look at the crumpled and motionless creature before
him. The jay was dead. He had won his first
battle. And with victory came the wonderful dawning
of that greatest instinct of all, which told him that
no longer was he a drone in the marvelous mechanism
of wilderness life but a part of it from
this time forth. For he had killed.
Half an hour later Gray Wolf came
down over his trail. The jay was torn into bits.
Its feathers were scattered about and Ba-ree’s
little nose was bloody. Ba-ree was lying in triumph
beside his victim. Swiftly Gray Wolf understood
and caressed him joyously. When they returned
to the windfall Ba-ree carried in his jaws what was
left of the jay.
From that hour of his first kill hunting
became the chief passion of Ba-ree’s life.
When he was not sleeping in the sun, or under the
windfall at night, he was seeking life that he could
destroy. He slaughtered an entire family of wood-mice.
Moose-birds were at first the easiest for him to stalk,
and he killed three. Then he encountered an ermine
and the fierce little white outlaw of the forests gave
him his first defeat. Defeat cooled his ardor
for a few days, but taught him the great lesson that
there were other fanged and flesh-eating animals besides
himself and that nature had so schemed things that
fang must not prey upon fang for food.
Many things had been born in him. Instinctively
he shunned the porcupine without experiencing the torture
of its quills. He came face to face with a fisher-cat
one day, a fortnight after his fight with the ermine.
Both were seeking food, and as there was no food between
them to fight over, each went his own way.
Farther and farther Ba-ree ventured
from the windfall, always following the creek.
Sometimes he was gone for hours. At first Gray
Wolf was restless when he was away, but she seldom
went with him and after a time her restlessness left
her. Nature was working swiftly. It was Kazan
who was restless now. Moonlight nights had come
and the wanderlust was growing more and more insistent
in his veins. And Gray Wolf, too, was filled
with the strange longing to roam at large out into
the big world.
Came then the afternoon when Ba-ree
went on his longest hunt. Half a mile away he
killed his first rabbit. He remained beside it
until dusk. The moon rose, big and golden, flooding
the forests and plains and ridges with a light almost
like that of day. It was a glorious night.
And Ba-ree found the moon, and left his kill.
And the direction in which he traveled was away
from the windfall.
All that night Gray Wolf watched and
waited. And when at last the moon was sinking
into the south and west she settled back on her haunches,
turned her blind face to the sky and sent forth her
first howl since the day Ba-ree was born. Nature
had come into her own. Far away Ba-ree heard,
but he did not answer. A new world was his.
He had said good-by to the windfall and
home.