CHAPTER XXVI - AN EMPTY WORLD
Mile after mile Kazan went on.
For a time he was oppressed by the shivering note
of death that had come to him in Sandy McTrigger’s
cry, and he slipped through the banskians like
a shadow, his ears flattened, his tail trailing, his
hindquarters betraying that curious slinking quality
of the wolf and dog stealing away from danger.
Then he came out upon a plain, and the stillness,
the billion stars in the clear vault of the sky, and
the keen air that carried with it a breath of the
Arctic barrens made him alert and questioning.
He faced the direction of the wind. Somewhere
off there, far to the south and west, was Gray Wolf.
For the first time in many weeks he sat back on his
haunches and gave the deep and vibrant call that echoed
weirdly for miles about him. Back in the banskians
the big Dane heard it, and whined. From over the
still body of Sandy McTrigger the little professor
looked up with a white tense face, and listened for
a second cry. But instinct told Kazan that to
that first call there would be no answer, and now he
struck out swiftly, galloping mile after mile, as
a dog follows the trail of its master home. He
did not turn hack to the lake, nor was his direction
toward Red Gold City. As straight as he might
have followed a road blazed by the hand of man he
cut across the forty miles of plain and swamp and
forest and rocky ridge that lay between him and the
McFarlane. All that night he did not call again
for Gray Wolf. With him reasoning was a process
brought about by habit by precedent and
as Gray Wolf had waited for him many times before
he knew that she would be waiting for him now near
the sand-bar.
By dawn he had reached the river,
within three miles of the sand-bar. Scarcely
was the sun up when he stood on the white strip of
sand where he and Gray Wolf had come down to drink.
Expectantly and confidently he looked about him for
Gray Wolf, whining softly, and wagging his tail.
He began to search for her scent, but rains had washed
even her footprints from the clean sand. All
that day he searched for her along the river and out
on the plain. He went to where they had killed
their last rabbit. He sniffed at the bushes where
the poison baits had hung. Again and again he
sat back on his haunches and sent out his mating cry
to her. And slowly, as he did these things, nature
was working in him that miracle of the wild which
the Crees have named the “spirit call.”
As it had worked in Gray Wolf, so now it stirred the
blood of Kazan. With the going of the sun, and
the sweeping about him of shadowy night, he turned
more and more to the south and east. His whole
world was made up of the trails over which he had
hunted. Beyond those places he did not know that
there was such a thing as existence. And in that
world, small in his understanding of things, was Gray
Wolf. He could not miss her. That world,
in his comprehension of it, ran from the McFarlane
in a narrow trail through the forests and over the
plains to the little valley from which the beavers
had driven them. If Gray Wolf was not here she
was there, and tirelessly he resumed his quest of
her.
Not until the stars were fading out
of the sky again, and gray day was giving place to
night, did exhaustion and hunger stop him. He
killed a rabbit, and for hours after he had feasted
he lay close to his kill, and slept. Then he
went on.
The fourth night he came to the little
valley between the two ridges, and under the stars,
more brilliant now in the chill clearness of the early
autumn nights, he followed the creek down into their
old swamp home. It was broad day when he reached
the edge of the great beaver pond that now completely
surrounded the windfall under which Gray-Wolf’s
second-born had come into the world. Broken Tooth
and the other beavers had wrought a big change in
what had once been his home and Gray Wolf’s,
and for many minutes Kazan stood silent and motionless
at the edge of the pond, sniffing the air heavy with
the unpleasant odor of the usurpers. Until now
his spirit had remained unbroken. Footsore, with
thinned sides and gaunt head, he circled slowly through
the swamp. All that day he searched. And
his crest lay flat now, and there was a hunted look
in the droop of his shoulders and in the shifting look
of his eyes. Gray Wolf was gone.
Slowly nature was impinging that fact
upon him. She had passed out of his world and
out of his life, and he was filled with a loneliness
and a grief so great that the forest seemed strange,
and the stillness of the wild a thing that now oppressed
and frightened him. Once more the dog in him
was mastering the wolf. With Gray Wolf he had
possessed the world of freedom. Without her,
that world was so big and strange and empty that it
appalled him. Late in the afternoon he came upon
a little pile of crushed clamshells on the shore of
the stream. He sniffed at them turned
away went back, and sniffed again.
It was where Gray Wolf had made a last feast in the
swamp before continuing south. But the scent
she had left behind was not strong enough to tell Kazan,
and for a second time he turned away. That night
he slunk under a log, and cried himself to sleep.
Deep in the night he grieved in his uneasy slumber,
like a child. And day after day, and night after
night, Kazan remained a slinking creature of the big
swamp, mourning for the one creature that had brought
him out of chaos into light, who had filled his world
for him, and who, in going from him, had taken from
this world even the things that Gray Wolf had lost
in her blindness.