During this walk Toby learned many
things that were of importance to him, so far as his
plan for running away was concerned. In the first
place, he gleaned from the railroad posters that were
stuck up in the hotel to which they went that he could
buy a ticket for Guilford for seven dollars, and also
that, by going back to the town from which they had
just come, he could go to Guilford by steamer for five
dollars.
By returning to this last town - and
Toby calculated that the fare on the stage back there
could not be more than a dollar - he would
have ten dollars left, and that surely ought to be
sufficient to buy food enough for two days for the
most hungry boy that ever lived.
When they returned to the circus grounds
the performance was over, and Mr. Lord in the midst
of the brisk trade which he usually had after the
afternoon performance, and yet, so far from scolding
Toby for going away, he actually smiled and bowed
at him as he saw him go by with Ben.
“See there, Toby,” said
the old driver to the boy, as he gave him a vigorous
poke in the ribs and then went off into one of his
dreadful laughing spells - “see what
it is to be a performer, an’ not workin’
for such an old fossil as Job is! He’ll
be so sweet to you now that sugar won’t melt
in his mouth, an’ there’s no chance of
his ever attemptin’ to whip you again.”
Toby made no reply, for he was too
busily engaged thinking of something which had just
come into his mind to know that his friend had spoken.
But as Old Ben hardly knew whether
the boy had answered him or not, owing to his being
obliged to struggle with his breath lest he should
lose it in the second laughing spell that attacked
him, the boy’s thoughtfulness was not particularly
noticed.
Toby walked around the show-grounds
for a little while with his old friend, and then the
two went to supper, where Toby performed quite as
great wonders in the way of eating as he had in the
afternoon by riding.
As soon as the supper was over he
quietly slipped away from Old Ben, and at once paid
a visit to Mr. and Mrs. Treat, whom he found cosily
engaged with their supper behind the screen.
They welcomed Toby most cordially,
and, despite his assertions that he had just finished
a very hearty meal, the fat lady made him sit down
to the box which served as table, and insisted on
his trying some of her doughnuts.
Under all these pressing attentions
it was some time before Toby found a chance to say
that which he had come to say, and when he did he was
almost at a loss how to proceed; but at last he commenced
by starting abruptly on his subject with the words,
“I’ve made up my mind to leave to-night.”
“Leave to-night?” repeated
the skeleton, inquiringly, not for a moment believing
that Toby could think of running away after the brilliant
success he had just made. “What do you mean,
Toby?”
“Why, you know that I’ve
been wantin’ to get away from the circus,”
said Toby, a little impatient that his friend should
be so wonderfully stupid, “an’ I think
that I’ll have as good a chance now as ever I
shall, so I’m goin’ to try it.”
“Bless us!” exclaimed
the fat lady, in a gasping way. “You don’t
mean to say that you’re goin’ off just
when you’ve started in the business so well?
I thought you’d want to stay after you’d
been so well received this afternoon.”
“No,” said Toby - and
one quick little sob popped right up from his heart
and out before he was aware of it - “I
learned to ride because I had to, but I never give
up runnin’ away. I must see Uncle Dan’l,
an’ tell him how sorry I am for what I did;
an’ if he won’t have anything to say to
me then I’ll come back; but if he’ll let
me I’ll stay there, an’ I’ll be
so good that by-’n’-by he’ll
forget that I run off an’ left him without sayin’
a word.”
There was such a touch of sorrow in
his tones, so much pathos in his way of speaking,
that good Mrs. Treat’s heart was touched at once;
and putting her arms around the little fellow, as
if to shield him from some harm, she said, tenderly,
“And so you shall go, Toby, my boy; but if you
ever want a home or anybody to love you come right
here to us, and you’ll never be sorry.
So long as Sam keeps thin and I fat enough to draw
the public, you never need say that you’re homeless,
for nothing would please us better than to have you
come to live with us.”
For reply Toby raised his head and
kissed her on the cheek, a proceeding which caused
her to squeeze him harder than ever.
During this conversation the skeleton
had remained very thoughtful. After a moment
or two he got up from his seat, went outside the tent,
and presently returned with a quantity of silver ten-cent
pieces in his hand.
“Here, Toby,” he said - and
it was to be seen that he was really too much affected
even to attempt one of his speeches - “it’s
right that you should go, for I’ve known what
it is to feel just as you do. What Lilly said
about your having a home with us I say, an’ here’s
five dollars that I want you to take to help you along.”
At first Toby stoutly refused to take
the money; but they both insisted to such a degree
that he was actually forced to, and then he stood up
to go.
“I’m goin’ to try
to slip off after Job packs up the outside booth if
I can,” he said, “an’ it was to
say good-bye that I come around here.”
Again Mrs. Treat took the boy in her
arms, as if it were one of her own children who was
leaving her, and as she stroked his hair back from
his forehead she said, “Don’t forget us,
Toby, even if you never do see us again; try an’
remember how much we cared for you, an’ how much
comfort you’re taking away from us when you
go; for it was a comfort to see you around, even if
you wasn’t with us very much. Don’t
forget us, Toby, an’ if you ever get the chance
come an’ see us. Good-bye, Toby, good-bye.”
And the kind-hearted woman kissed him again and again,
and then turned her back resolutely upon him, lest
it should be bad luck to him if she again saw him
after saying good-bye.
The skeleton’s parting was not
quite so demonstrative. He clasped Toby’s
hand with one set of his fleshless fingers, while with
the other he wiped one or two suspicious-looking drops
of moisture from his eyes, as he said, “I hope
you’ll get along all right, my boy, and I believe
you will. You will get home to Uncle Daniel,
and be happier than ever, for now you know what it
is to be entirely without a home. Be a good boy,
mind your uncle, go to school, and one of these days
you’ll make a good man. Good-bye, my boy.”
The tears were now streaming down
Toby’s face very rapidly; he had not known,
in his anxiety to get home, how very much he cared
for this strangely assorted couple, and now it made
him feel very miserable and wretched that he was going
to leave them. He tried to say something more,
but the tears choked his utterance, and he left the
tent quickly to prevent himself from breaking down
entirely.
In order that his grief might not
be noticed, and the cause of it suspected, Toby went
out behind the tent, and, sitting there on a stone,
he gave way to the tears which he could no longer control.
While he was thus engaged, heeding
nothing which passed around him, he was startled by
a cheery voice which cried, “Halloo! down in
the dumps again? What is the matter now, my bold
equestrian?”
Looking up, he saw Ben standing before
him, and he wiped his eyes hastily, for here was another
from whom he must part, and to whom a good-bye must
be spoken.
Looking around to make sure that no
one was within hearing, he went up very close to the
old driver, and said, in almost a whisper, “I
was feelin’ bad ‘cause I just come from
Mr. and Mrs. Treat, an’ I’ve been say
in’ good-bye to them. I’m goin’
to run away to-night.”
Ben looked at him for a moment, as
if he doubted whether the boy knew exactly what he
was talking about, and then said, “So you still
want to go home, do you?”
“Oh yes, Ben, so much,”
was the reply, in a tone which expressed how dear
to him was the thought of being in his old home once
more.
“All right, my boy; I won’t
say one word agin it, though it do seem too bad, after
you’ve turned out to be such a good rider,”
said the old man, thoughtfully. “It’s
better for you, I know; for a circus hain’t no
place for a boy, even if he wants to stay, an’
I can’t say but I’m glad you’re
still determined to go.”
Toby felt relieved at the tone of
this leave-taking. He had feared that Old Ben,
who thought a circus-rider was almost on the topmost
round of Fortune’s ladder, would have urged
him to stay, since he had made his debut in
the ring, and he was almost afraid that he might take
some steps to prevent his going.
“I wanted to say good-bye now,”
said Toby, in a choking voice, “’cause
perhaps I sha’n’t see you again.”
“Good-bye, my boy,” said
Ben as he took the boy’s hand in his. “Don’t
forget this experience you’ve had in runnin’
away; an’ if ever the time comes that you feel
as if you wanted to know that you had a friend, think
of Old Ben, an’ remember that his heart beats
just as warm for you as if he was your father.
Good-bye, my boy, good-bye, an’ may the good
God bless you!”
“Good-bye, Ben,” said
Toby; and then, as the old driver turned and walked
away, wiping something from his eye with the cuff of
his sleeve, Toby gave full vent to his tears, and
wondered why it was that he was such a miserable little
wretch.
There was one more good-bye to be
said, and that Toby dreaded more than all the others.
It was to Ella. He knew that she would feel badly
to have him go, because she liked to ride the act
with him that gave them such applause, and he felt
certain that she would urge him to stay.
Just then the thought of another of
his friends - one who had not yet been warned
of what very important matter was to occur - came
into his mind, and he hastened toward the old monkey’s
cage. His pet was busily engaged in playing with
some of the younger members of his family, and for
some moments could not be induced to come to the bars
of the cage.
At last, however, Toby did succeed
in coaxing him forward, and then, taking him by the
paw, and drawing him as near as possible, Toby whispered,
“We’re goin’ to run away to night,
Mr. Stubbs, an’ I want you to be all ready to
go the minute I come for you.”
The old monkey winked both eyes violently,
and then showed his teeth to such an extent that Toby
thought he was laughing at the prospect, and he said,
a little severely, “If you had as many friends
as I have got in this circus you wouldn’t laugh
when you was goin’ to leave them. Of course
I’ve got to go, an’ I want to go; but it
makes me feel bad to leave the skeleton, an’
the fat woman, an’ Old Ben, an’ little
Ella. But I mustn’t stand here. You
be ready when I come for you, an’ by mornin’
we’ll be so far off that Mr. Lord nor Mr. Castle
can’t catch us.”
The old monkey went toward his companions,
as if he were in high glee at the trip before him,
and Toby went into the dressing tent to prepare for
the evening’s performance - which was
about to commence.
It appeared to the boy as if every
one was unusually kind to him that night, and, feeling
sad at leaving those in the circus who had befriended
him, Toby was unusually attentive to every one around
him. He ran on some trifling errand for one,
helped another in his dressing, and in a dozen kind
ways seemed as if trying to atone for leaving them
secretly.
When the time came for him to go into
the ring and he met Ella, bright and happy at the
thought of riding with him and repeating her triumphs
of the afternoon, nothing save the thought of how wicked
he had been to run away from good old Uncle Daniel,
and a desire to right that wrong in some way, prevented
him from giving up his plan of going back.
The little girl observed his sadness,
and she whispered, “Has any one been whipping
you, Toby?”
Toby shook his head. He had thought
that he would tell her what he was about to do just
before they went into the ring, but her kind words
seemed to make that impossible, and he had said nothing,
when the blare of the trumpets, the noisy demonstrations
of the audience, and the announcement of the clown
that the wonderful children riders were now about
to appear, ushered them into the ring.
If Toby had performed well in the
afternoon, he accomplished wonders on this evening,
and they were called back into the ring, not once,
but twice; and when finally they were allowed to retire,
every one behind the curtain overwhelmed them with
praise.
Ella was so profuse with her kind
words, her admiration for what Toby had done, and
so delighted at the idea that they were to ride together,
that even then the boy could not tell her what he was
going to do, but went into his dressing-room, resolving
that he would tell her all when they both had finished
dressing.
Toby made as small a parcel as possible
of the costume which Mr. and Mrs. Treat had given
him - for he determined that he would take
it with him - and, putting it under his coat,
went out to wait for Ella. As she did not come
out as soon as he expected he asked some one to tell
her that he wanted to see her, and he thought to himself
that when she did come she would be in a hurry, and
could not stop long enough to make any very lengthy
objections to his leaving.
But she did not come at all - her
mother sent out word that Toby could not see her until
after the performance was over, owing to the fact that
it was now nearly time for her to go into the ring,
and she was not dressed yet.
Toby was terribly disappointed.
He knew that it would not be safe for him to wait
until the close of the performance if he were intending
to run away that night, and he felt that he could
not go until he had said a few last words to her.
He was in a great perplexity, until
the thought came to him that he could write a good-bye
to her, and by this means any unpleasant discussion
would be avoided.
After some little difficulty he procured
a small piece of not very clean paper and a very short
bit of lead-pencil, and using the top of one of the
wagons, as he sat on the seat, for a desk, he indited
the following epistle:
“deaR ella I Am goin to
Run away two night, & i want two say good by
to yu & your mother. i am Small & unkle Danil says
i dont mount two much, but i am old enuf
two know that you have bin good two me, & when
i Am a man i will buy you a whole cirkus, and
we Will ride together. dont forgit me & I wont
yu in haste TOBY TYLER.”
Toby had no envelope in which to seal
this precious letter, but he felt that it would not
be seen by prying eyes, and would safely reach its
destination, if he intrusted it to Old Ben.
It did not take him many moments to
find the old driver, and he said, as he handed him
the letter, “I didn’t see Ella to tell
her I was goin’, so I wrote this letter, an’
I want to know if you will give it to her?”
“Of course I will. But
see here, Toby” - and Ben caught him
by the sleeve and led him aside where he would not
be overheard - “have you got money
enough to take you home? for if you haven’t I
can let you have some.” And Ben plunged
his hand into his capacious pocket, as if he was about
to withdraw from there the entire United States Treasury.
Toby assured him that he had sufficient
for all his wants; but the old man would not be satisfied
until he had seen for himself, and then, taking Toby’s
hand again, he said, “Now, my boy, it won’t
do for you to stay around here any longer. Buy
something to eat before you start, an’ go into
the woods for a day or two before you take the train
or steamboat. You’re too big a prize for
Job or Castle to let you go without a word, an’
they’ll try their level best to find you.
Be careful, now, for if they should catch you, good-bye
any more chances to get away. There” - and
here Ben suddenly lifted him high from the ground
and kissed him - “now get away as fast
as you can.”
Toby pressed the old man’s hand
affectionately, and then, without trusting himself
to speak, walked swiftly out toward the entrance.
He resolved to take Ben’s advice
and go into the woods for a short time, and therefore
he must buy some provisions before he started.
As he passed the monkeys’ cage
he saw his pet sitting near the bars, and he stopped
long enough to whisper, “I’ll be back in
ten minutes, Mr. Stubbs, an’ you be all ready
then.”
Then he went on, and just as he got
near the entrance one of the men told him that Mrs.
Treat wished to see him.
Toby could hardly afford to spare
the time just then, but he would probably have obeyed
the summons, if he had known that by so doing he would
be caught, and he ran as fast as his little legs would
carry him toward the skeleton’s tent.
The exhibition was open, and both
the skeleton and his wife were on the platform when
Toby entered; but he crept around at the back and up
behind Mrs. Treat’s chair, telling her as he
did so that he had just received her message, and
that he must hurry right back, for every moment was
important then to him.
“I put up a nice lunch for you,”
she said as she kissed him, “and you’ll
find it on the top of the biggest trunk. Now go;
and if my wishes are of any good to you, you will
get to your uncle Daniel’s house without any
trouble. Good-bye again, little one.”
Toby did not dare to trust himself
any longer where every one was so kind to him.
He slipped down from the platform as quickly as possible,
found the bundle - and a good-sized one it
was too - without any difficulty, and went
back to the monkeys’ cage.
As orders had been given by the proprietor
of the circus that the boy should do as he had a mind
to with the monkey, he called Mr. Stubbs; and as he
was in the custom of taking him with him at night,
no one thought that it was anything strange that he
should take him from the cage now.
Mr. Lord or Mr. Castle might possibly
have thought it queer had either of them seen the
two bundles which Toby carried, but, fortunately for
the boy’s scheme, they both believed that he
was in the dressing-tent, and consequently thought
that he was perfectly safe.
Toby’s hand shook so that he
could hardly undo the fastening of the cage, and when
he attempted to call the monkey to him his voice sounded
so strange and husky that it startled him.
The old monkey seemed to prefer sleeping
with Toby rather than with those of his kind in the
cage; and as the boy took him with him almost every
night, he came on this particular occasion as soon
as Toby called, regardless of the strange sound of
his master’s voice.
With his bundles under his arm, and
the monkey on his shoulder, with both paws tightly
clasped around his neck, Toby made his way out of the
tent with beating heart and bated breath.
Neither Mr. Lord, Castle, nor Jacobs
were in sight, and everything seemed favorable for
his flight. During the afternoon he had carefully
noted the direction of the woods, and he started swiftly
toward them now, stopping only long enough, as he
was well clear of the tents, to say, in a whisper,
“Good-bye, Mr. Treat, an’
Mrs. Treat, an’ Ella, an’ Ben. Some
time, when I’m a man, I’ll come back,
an’ bring you lots of nice things, an’
I’ll never forget you - never.
When I have a chance to be good to some little boy
that felt as bad as I did I’ll do it, an’
tell him that it was you did it. Good-bye.”
Then, turning around, he ran toward
the woods as swiftly as if his escape had been discovered
and the entire company were in pursuit.