And now you know what our people have
been driving at all the time. I have reported
their talk, and we shall have very little space for
more of it, as the time must shortly come for swift
action. From the moment when Ferrier groaned
with despair, a lightning thought shot into Marion’s
brain and settled there. She had a grand idea,
and she was almost eager to get ashore: one indefinite
attraction alone held her. Ferrier was almost
as eager to return, for his electric nature was chafed
by the limitations that bound him; he knew he could
do nothing without further means and appliances, and,
in the meantime, he was only half doing work of supreme
importance. He wished to glance slightly at the
social and spiritual work of the fleet, but his heart
was in his own trade.
The weather held up nicely, and on
the morning after Ferrier saved the broken-ribbed
youngster, the schooner had a rare crowd on board.
The men tumbled over the side with lumbering abandonment,
and met each other like schoolboys who gather in the
common-room after a holiday. As Blair said, they
were like a lot of Newfoundland puppies. Poor
Tom Betts came up among the roistering crowd-pale,
weary, and with that strange, disquieting smile which
flits over sick men’s faces; he was received
as an interesting infant, and his narratives concerning
the marvellous skill of the doctor were enough to
supply the fleet with gossip for a month. None
of the “weeds” of the fleet were on board,
and the assembly might be taken as representing the
pick of the North Sea population. With every
observant faculty on the stretch Ferrier strolled from
group to group, chatting with man after man; no one
was in the least familiar, but the doctor was struck
with the simple cordiality of all the fellows.
A subtle something was at work, and it gradually dawned
on the young student that these good folk had the
sentiment of brotherhood which is given by a common
cause and a common secret. The early Christians
loved one another, and here, on that grey sea, our
sceptic saw the early Christian movement beginning
all over again, with every essential feature reproduced.
All types were represented; the grave man, the stern
man, the sweet-faced dreamy man-even the
comic man. The last-named here was much beloved
and admired on account of his vein of humour, and he
was decidedly the Sydney Smith of the fleet. His
good-temper was perfect; a large fellow of the Jutish
type lifted him with one huge arm, and hung him over
the side; the humorist treated this experience as a
pleasant form of gentle exercise, and smiled blandly
until he was replaced on deck. When he was presented
with a cigar, he gave an exposition of the walk and
conversation of an extremely haughty aristocrat, and,
on his saying, “Please don’t haddress me
as Bill. Say ‘Hahdeyedoo, Colonel,’”
the burly mob raised such a haw-haw as never was heard
elsewhere, and big fellows doubled themselves up out
of sheer enjoyment, the fun was so exquisite.
Lewis was struck by the men’s
extraordinary isolation of mind; you may not
understand his thought now, but, when you visit the
North Sea, the meaning will flash on you. Isolation-that
is the word; the men know little of the world; they
are infantine without being petty; they have no curiosity
about the passage of events on shore, and their solid
world is represented by an area of 70 feet by 18.
They are always amusing, always suggestive, and always
superhumanly ignorant of the commonest concerns that
affect the lives of ordinary men. When your intellect
first begins to measure theirs, you feel as if you
had been put down in a strange country, and had to
adapt your mind and soul to such a set of conditions
as might come before you in a dream. I, the transcriber
of this history, felt humiliated when a good man,
who had been to sea for thirty-three years on a stretch,
asked me whether “them things is only made up”;
them things being a set of spirited natural history
pictures. I reckon if I took Mr. Herbert Spencer,
or Mr. Grant Allen, or Mr. Lang out to the fleets,
I could give them a few shrewd observations regarding
the infancy of the human mind.
There was a fair amount of room for
a religious service, the men packed themselves into
their places with admirable and silent politeness,
and the yacht was transformed into a mission hall.
As to the fishermen’s singing, one can never
talk of it sufficiently. Ferrier was stirred by
the hoarse thunder of voices; he seemed to hear the
storming of that gale in the cordage once more, and
he forgot the words of the hymn in feeling only the
strong passion and yearning of the music. Then
Fullerton and Blair prayed, and the sceptic heard two
men humbly uttering petitions like children, and,
to his humorous Scotch intellect, there was something
nearly amusing in the naïve language of these two
able, keen men. They seemed to say, “Some
of our poor men cannot do so much as think clearly
yet; we will try to translate their dumb craving.”
Charles Dickens, that good man, that very great man,
should have heard the two evangelists; he would have
altered some of the savage opinions that lacerated
his gallant heart. To me, the talk and the prayers
of such men are entrancing as a merely literary experience;
the balanced simplicity, and the quivering earnestness
are so exactly adapted to the one end desired.
Blair’s sermon was brief and
straightforward; he talked no secondhand formalities
from the textbooks; he met his hearers as men, and
they took every word in with complete understanding.
When I hear a man talking to the fishers about the
symbolism of an ephod, I always want to run away.
What is needed is the human voice, coming right from
the human heart: cut and dried theological terms
only daze the fisherman; he is too polite to look
bored, but he suffers all the same. I fancy Blair’s
little oration might be summed up thus: Fear God
and keep His commandments, for this is the whole duty
of man-and I do not know that you can go
much further. The wild Kurd in the desert will
say to you, “I cannot do that. It is a
shame”; he has no power of reasoning, but he
knows; and I take it that the fishers are much
like him when their minds are cleared alike of formalism
and brutality. Many of the men were strongly
moved as Blair went on, and Lewis saw that our smiling
preacher had learned to cast away subtleties.
Fullerton’s preaching was like Newman’s
prose style; it caught at the nerves of his hearers,
and left them in a state of not unhealthy tension.
It seemed impossible for them to evade the forcible
practical application by the second speaker of points
in the discourse to which they had already listened;
nor could they soon-if ever-forget
the earnest words with which he closed-“Bear
in mind, my friends, that Christianity does not consist
in singing hymns or saying prayers, but in a personal
knowledge of Jesus Christ as your Saviour; and when
you have learned to know Him thus, your one object
in life will be to glorify Him. It is right and
well both to sing and to pray, but let us take care
that these exercises are the expression in words of
the heart’s devotion to its Divine Lord and
Master.”
They were ripe for the “experience”
meeting, and this quaintest of all religious exercises
gave Ferrier data for much confused meditation.
Apparently a man must unbosom himself, or else
his whole nature becomes charged with perilous stuff,
so these smacksmen had, in some instances, substituted
the experience meeting for the confessional. In
Italy you may see the sailors creeping into the box
while the priest crouches inside and listens to whispers;
on the North Sea a sailor places a very different
interpretation upon the Divine command, “Confess
your faults one to another, and pray one for another
that ye may be healed.” He goes first to
his Saviour, and afterwards stands up before all his
mates and makes his confession boldly: every new
confidence nails him to his vows; he knows that the
very worst of his past will never be brought up against
him, and he is supported by the sympathy of the rough
fellows who punctuate his utterances with sighs and
kindly handshaking.
When the penitent sits down his mind
is eased; the mysterious sympathy of numbers cheers
him, the sense of Divine forgiveness has given him
power, and he is ready to face life again with new
heart. Ferrier caught the note of formality again
and again, but he could see that the phrases had not
putrefied into cant.
Just as the soul can only be made
manifest through the body, so a thought can only be
made manifest by means of words. An importunate,
living thought is framed in a perfect phrase which
reflects the life of the thought. Then you have
genuine religious utterance. The conditions change
and the thought is outworn: if the phrase that
clothed the old thought remains and is used glibly
as a verbal counter, then you have Cant, and the longer
the phrase is parrotted by an unbeliever, the more
venomous does the virus of cant become. To the
fishers-childlike men-many of
the old Methodist turns of speech are vital; to a cultured
man the husk of words may be dry and dead, but if he
is clever and indulgent he will see the difference
between his own mental state and that of the poor
fisher to whom he listens.
The experiences were as varied as
possible; some were awe-striking, some were pitiful,
some verged on comedy. The comfortable thing-the
beautiful thing-about the confessions, was
that each man seemed tacitly to imply a piteous prayer,
“My brothers help me to keep near my Saviour.
I may fall unless you keep by me;” while the
steady-going, earnest men took no praise to themselves
for keeping straight, but generally ended with some
such phrase as, “Praise the blessed Lord; it’s
all along o’ His grace as I’ve been walkin’
alongside o’ Him.”
One fine man, with stolid, hard face,
rose and steadied himself against a beam. His
full bass tones were sad, and he showed no sign of
that self-satisfied smirk which sometimes makes the
mind revolt against a convert.
“My friends, I’m no great
speaker, but I can tell you plain how I come to be
where I am. I was a strongish, rough young chap,
and thought about nothing but games. I would
fight, play cards, and a lot of more things that we
don’t want to talk about here. When I married,
I drank and thought of nothing but my own self.
Once I took every penny I had off a voyage to the
public-house, and I stopped there and never had my
boots off till I went to sea again. Every duty
was neglected, my wife went cold in the bad weather,
and my children were barefooted. When you’re
drinking and fooling you can see nothing at all, and
you think you’re a-doing all right, and everybody
else is wrong when they try to help you. Out
at sea I gambled and drunk when I could get the money;
I made rare game of religious men, and lived as if
I had never to die. Then I was persuaded by one
of my mates to visit the Mission ship, the very first
as ever come, and I wish there was twenty. I’d
had a bad time ashore, and my children was frightened
of my ways, though I was kind enough when sober, and
I’d left the wife to pick up a living how she
could. Then I heard what Mr. Fullerton said; God
bless him! And I says to myself, ‘Tom Barling,
you’re no better than a pig you’re not.’
But I was proud, and I needed to be brought low.
I went again and again and talked with old John about
the Mission ship, but, bless you, I couldn’t
see nothing. But some kind of a-what
I may say a voice kept a-saying, ’Tom Barling,
you’re not a good ‘un,’ and at last
I got what I wanted, and I bursts out crying for joy,
for I had learned to trust my blessed Saviour, whose
blood cleanses from all sin. And now by His grace
I’ve dropped the drink, and them fits of bad
temper, and my family looks well, and I’m so
quiet in my breast here like, as I can walk for hours
on deck and pray quiet, and never think of no drink,
nor cards, nor excitement, and I never nags at any
man that’s wrong as I was, but I says ’I
wish you were happy as me, mate, and you may be if
you’ll come to the dear Lord.’ And
that’s all. I bless God for the Mission,
because there’s many a chap like me that would
like to do right but he don’t know how.
I was a bad chap, and I went on doing bad things because
I knew no better; and so, brothers, when you see a
mate going wrong just coax him. And God bless
you, gentlemen and ladies, and all on us.”
Every variety of story was told, and,
in the exaltation of the hour, the men sang rapturously.
Some of the speakers moved the doctor with terrible
pathos. (I, who chronicle these things, have heard
tales which come to me in wild dreams, and make me
tremble with pity and terror.) There was no showing
off, and even those who used the stereotyped phrase,
“When I was in the world,” did it with
a simple modesty which our learned friend found charming.
Apparently not one of those poor fellows felt a single
prompting of conceit, and if their very innermost
feeling had been translated it would come out like
this: “Brothers, through mercy we’ve
all slipped away from an ugly fate; we’re on
safe ground; let’s hang together and help each
other nearer to God, lest we should get adrift and
make shipwreck.”
Lewis was particularly pleased with
their kindly mode of talking about backsliders.
“Come, old lads,” said
one fair-haired Scandinavian, “let’s all
say a word for poor old Joe Banks. He’s
a backslider just now, through that dreadful drink.
Let’s all pray as he may see his sin against
his Saviour, and come right back to Him. He’s
too good to lose, and we won’t let go on him.”
Then the excitement gathered, and
the meeting really developed into what might be fairly
termed a Service of Praise. The men almost roared
their choruses, then they prayed passionately, then
they sang again, and the rush of harmless excitement
went on hour by hour, until the strongest enthusiasts
had to obey the signal given by the darkness.
On deck there were merry partings,
and the Newfoundland puppy business was resumed with
exceeding vigour. Tom Lennard was exalting his
popularity, and he knew the history of the father,
the mother, the wife, the children (down to the last
baby), of every man with whom he talked. The
wind was still, the moon made silver of the air; the
fleet hung like painted ships on painted ocean,-and
the men delayed their partings like affectionate brothers
whom broad seas must soon divide. The distant
adoration paid to the ladies would have amused some
indifferent shoregoers. You know the story of
the miners who filled a Scotch emigrant’s hand
with gold dust and “nuts” on condition
that he let his wife look out from the waggon?
I can believe the tale. Great fourteen-stone
men lifted their extraordinary hats and trembled like
children when our good ladies talked to them; the sweetness
of the educated voice, the quiet naturalness of the
thorough lady, are all understood by those seadogs
in a way which it does one good to remember.
The fellows are gentlemen; that is about the fact.
Their struggles after inward purity are reflected
in their outward manners, and to see one of them help
a lady to a seat on deck is to learn something new
about fine breeding. Marion Dearsley was watched
with a reverence which, never became sheepish, and
Ferrier at last said to himself, “One might
do anything with these men! The noblest raw material
in the world.”
“Good-night; good-night.
God bless you.” One weird sound after another
came from boats that swam in the quivering moonbeams.
Then came the silence, broken only by the multitudinous
whistling of the gaffs, and the gentle moan of the
timbers.
The nightly talk came off as usual;
and also as usual the great mathematician was forced
to take the leading part, while Blair quizzed, and
the ladies, after the fashion of their sex, stimulated
the men to range from topic to topic. Fullerton
was watching Ferrier, just as I have seen a skilful
professor of chemistry watching a tube for the first
appearance of the precipitate. This quiet thinker
knew men, and he knew how to use them; moreover, he
thought he saw in Ferrier a born king, and he strove
to attract him just as he had striven to fascinate
Miss Dearsley. It was for the cause.
“What do you think of our work so far, Ferrier?”
“Good. But I want more.”
Then, of course, Blair must needs
have one of those wonderful jokes of his. “Ha!
I want more! A sort of scientific Oliver.
I want more! What a Bashaw! And what does
his highness of many tails want?”
“Mr. Ferrier mustn’t be
too exorbitant. Science wears the seven-league
boots, but we have to be content with modest lace-ups
and Balmorals,” quietly observed Mrs. Walton.
“Oh! beautiful! A regular
flash of-the real thing, don’t you
know. An epigram. Most fahscinating!
Oh-h!”
Poor Tom’s elephantine delight
over anything like a simile was always emphatic, no
matter whether he saw the exact point or not, and I’m
afraid that brilliant folk would have thought him perilously
like a fool. Happily his companions were ladies
and gentlemen who were too simple to sneer, and they
laughed kindly at all the big man’s floundering
ecstasies.
Ferrier said, “When I have got
what I want, I shall vary your programme if you will
permit me. Do you know, it struck me that those
good souls are very like a live lizard cased in the
dry clay? He fits his mould, but he doesn’t
see out of it. I should like to give the men a
little wider horizon.”
“Isn’t heaven wide enough?”
“But your men are always staring
up at heaven. Could you not give them
a chance of looking round a bit?”
“What are you driving at?”
“Mr. Ferrier means that they
do not employ all their faculties. They are going
cheerfully through a long cave because they see the
sun at the mouth; but they don’t know anything
about the earth on the top of the cave.”
This was a surprisingly long speech for Marion Dearsley.
“You take me exactly. Now,
Fullerton, I’m going to stay the winter out
here.”
“You’re what?” interjected Blair.
“Yes, I’m going to see
the winter through; and I mean to lay some plans before
you.”
“The Bashaw has some glimmerings
of sense. Yes, the scientific creature has.
Go on, oh! many-tailed one.”
“You miss the secular side a
little. You cannot expect those grand, good-humoured
fellows of yours to be always content with devotional
excitement.”
“But we don’t. Our
secular work, our care for the men’s bodies,
is just as great as our care for their souls,”
said Fullerton, warmly. “We simply cannot
do everything; we lack means, and that must be our
plea, no matter how sordid it may seem to you.
But you must clearly understand that for my part,
while I hold tenaciously to the primary duty of ’holding
forth the Word of Life’-for it is
’the entrance of Thy Word giveth light and
understanding to the simple’-yet
I am entirely with you in feeling that we need to
cultivate the intellect of these men. Go on,
Ferrier.”
“Well; I meant to say that you
must let the men know something of the beauty of the
world, and the wonder of it as well. Look here,
Blair: do you mean to say that I couldn’t
make a regular fairy tale out of the geology of these
Banks? Pray, ladies, excuse just a little shop;
I can’t help it. Give me just one tooth
of an elephant, dredged up off Scarborough, and if
I don’t make those men delighted, then I may
leave the Royal Society.”
“But, my good Bashaw,”
said Blair, “if you blindfold one of the skippers,
and tell him the soundings from time to time, he’ll
take you from point to point, and pick up his marks
just as surely as you could touch your bedroom-door
in the dark.”
“Exactly. That’s
empirical knowledge; but when you explain causes,
you give a man a new pleasure. It clinches
his knowledge. Then, again, supposing I were
to tell those men something accurate about the movement
of the stars? Don’t you think that would
be interesting? If I could not make it like a
romance, then all the years I spent in learning were
thrown away.”
“Could you get them to care
for anything of the kind? Do you know that a
seaman is the most absolutely conservative of the human
race?”
“We must begin. You give
the men light, and I’ll be bound that some of
us will make them like sweetness. If Miss Dearsley
were to read ‘Rizpah,’ or ‘Big Tom,’
or any other story of pathos or self-sacrifice, she
would do the men good. Why, if I had the chance,
I’d bring off my friend Tom Gale, and let him
make them laugh till they cried by reading about Mr.
Peggotty of Great Yarmouth and the lobster; or Mrs.
Gummidge and the drown-ded old-’un.”
Mrs. Walton had been very quiet.
She turned to the staid and taciturn Mrs. Hellier
and asked, “How do you find your readings suit
at your mission-room?”
“They please the women, and
I suppose they would please men. Our people are
quite happy when we have a good reader. I’m
a failure, because I always begin to cry at the critical
points; but Lena has no feelings at all, and she can
keep the room hushed for a whole hour.”
Mrs. Walton smiled placidly.
“You see, Mr. Blair, there may
be something in Mr. Ferrier’s idea after all.
I believe that sweet, simple stories, or poetry, or
pictures, would please the men. See how pleased
that Great Grimsby man was with the girl’s picture-book
that you gave him. I’m almost converted.
Besides, now I remember it, I heard a gentleman who
had been public orator at Cambridge make a crowd of
East-End people cry by reading ’Enoch Arden’-of
all the incredible things in the world.”
“Thank you, madam; and when
I have got that hospital for you, I shall insist on
having one room for pleasure, and pleasure alone; and
I’ll take good care my patients are not disturbed
in any way. Fullerton is already on our side,
so you and I will take Blair in hand, and curb that
unruly scepticism of his. He is a most unblushing,
scoffing sceptic, is he not, madam?”
Blair shook his jolly sides and rose,
muttering something about a fahscinating young puppy;-whereby
it may be perceived that he was thinking of mocking
Tom. The night was splendid, and when a sharp
air of wind set all the smacks gliding, our voyagers
had once more an experience that is one of the most
memorable for those to whom it comes seldom.
The seaman tramps smartly; cocks an eye at the topsail,
swings round, and rolls back till he is abreast of
the wheel; then da capo, and so on all night.
But the reflective landsman gathers many sheaves for
the harvest of the soul. Happy is he if he learns
to know what the dense seaman’s life is like.
There are nights when the joy of living
will not let one sleep. Do I not know them?
Ferrier held a little chat with the
girls before the scattered party finally broke up,
and Marion Dearsley pleased him mightily by saying,
“You were quite right about the pleasure-room.
Only wait till we’ve begun our work, and we
shall make that dreadful Mr. Blair ashamed of himself.”
“What’s this? Scandal
and tittle-tattle begun on board? I shall exert
my authority as admiral.”
“I knew you were behind me,
and that is why I reproved you, sir. We think
the same about the matter, and so does Lena.”
Then Ferrier and Blair and Tom talked
until the air of the small hours drove them below,
and they saw the yacht skimming among the quiet fleet.
There was enough wind to move the trawls, but the lonely
procession did not travel as on that tremendous night
when Lewis first learnt what a regular hustler was
like.
All the days that followed went by
pleasantly enough, though Ferrier could not help chafing.
He was constantly busy with lancet, bandages, splints;
he kept a diary of his cases, and after he had cruised
among the fleet for three weeks he came to the conclusion
that, if the average of injuries and ailments were
the same all the year round, every man in the fleet
must be under treatment at least three times a year.
It sounds queer, but I can back it with facts-definite
cases.
November opened finely, and the weather,
except for sharp breezes in the chill of the early
morning, left it possible to visit vessel after vessel
daily. Ferrier never had an uncivil word.
One rough customer whom he asked to board the yacht
grinned and answered, “No, sir; I don’t
hold with Bethel ships. But,” he added
remorsefully, “I’ve heard I reckon fifty
times about you and your ladies and gentlemen, and
if you was capsized out o’ that eer boat, I’d
have mine out and take her arter you my own self if
the seas was a comin’ over that there mast-head.”
Then Lewis shook hands with his frank
opponent, who grinned affably and waved until the
boat was nearly out of sight. When the time for
parting came, Blair told the Admiral, and the bold
fellow said humbly, “Well, you’ve done
us good. If you only knew, sir, what it is for
us-us, you know, to have
people like you among us, why you’d go and give
such a message as would make the gentlemen ashore
feel regular funny. When I first come to sea
we was brutes, and we was treated as brutes. We
know you can’t do everything, but just the thought
of you being about makes a difference. It makes
men prouder and more ready to take care o’ themselves-if
you’ll excuse me saying so.”
“We’ll do far more yet,
Admiral,” interposed Fullerton. “We’re
learning to walk at present. Wait till you see
us in full going order, and none of you will know
yourselves.”
“Well, good-bye, sir. And
I want to ask you particular, sir-very
particular. If the wind suits, don’t run
for home till just about dusk to-morrow evening, and
go through us. The glass is firm, and I think
we shall do well for days to come. Mind you oblige
us, sir.”
And next morning, as the boats met
by the side of the carrier, there was much gossip,
and many mysterious messages passed. Blair told
Skipper Freeman what the Admiral wanted, and the good
man grinned hard. “Right, sir; your time’s
your own. I’ll manage.”
The dusk drooped early; a fair breeze
was blowing, and the swift schooner loitered with
the smacks. Freeman sent up a rocket, the schooner’s
foresail was let over, and she rustled away through
the squadron of brown-sailed craft.
“What’s that, Freeman?”
asked Blair, as a rocket shot up from the Admiral’s
vessel.
“You’ll see, sir, presently.”
The schooner lay hard over when the
big topsails were put on her, and drew past one smack
after another. Then a dingy vessel broke suddenly
into spots of fire; then another, then another.
Flares, torches-every kind of illumination
was set going; the hands turned up, and a roar that
reverberated from ship to ship was carried over the
water. The very canopy of light haze looked fiery;
the faces of the men flashed like pallid or scarlet
phantoms; the russet sails took every tint of crimson
and orange and warm brown, and from point to point
of the horizon a multitude of flames threw shaking
shafts of light that glimmered far down and splendidly
incarnadined the multitudinous sea.
Every ship’s company cheered
vociferously, and the yacht tore on amid clamour that
might have scared timid folk.
“Why, the good fellows, they’re
giving us an illumination,” said Fullerton.
“Hah! very modest, I’m
sure. I should just think they were giving
us an illumination, sir. I should venture to
say that they possibly were doing a little
in that way, sir. Yes, sir. Hah! Oh!
No-o-oble, sir. Picturesque, sir, in extreme!
I’ll write a poem descriptive of this, sir.
And, thank God,” said Tom at last, with real
feeling, “thank God there are some people in
the world who know what gratitude is like. Hah!
I’m glad I lived to see this day.”
The last cheer rattled over the waves.
“That’s the grandest thing I ever saw,
Miss Dearsley,” whispered Lewis.
“I was about to say those very
words.” Still the schooner tore on; still
the light failed more and more; and then once again,
with stars and sea-winds in her raiment, Night sank
on the sea. The yacht was bound for home, and
every one on board had a touch of that sweet fever
that attacks even the most callous of sailors when
the vessel’s head is the right way. We
shall see what came of the trip which I have described
with dogged care.