A bitter morning, with light, powdery
snow spotting here and there a livid background; grey
seas travelling fast, and a looming snow-cloud gradually
drooping down. The gulls are mad with hunger,
and a cloud of them skirl harshly over the taffrail
of a stout smack that forges fast through the bleak
sea. The smack is coated with ice from the mast-head
to the water’s edge; there is not much of a sea,
but when a wave does throw a jet of water over the
craft it freezes like magic, and adds yet another
layer to a heap which is making the deck resemble a
miniature glacier.
The smack has a flag hoisted, but
alas! the signal that should float bravely is twisted
into a shabby icicle, and it would be lowered but for
the fact that the halliards will not run through the
lump of ice that gathers from the truck to the mast-head.
All round to the near horizon a scattered fleet of
snow-white smacks are lingering, and they look like
a weird squadron from a land of chilly death.
On the deck of the smack that has the flag a powerful
young man is standing, and by his side-by
all that is astounding-is an enormous man
with an enormous beard and a voice that booms through
the Arctic stillness. That is our new scene.
I am not going to play at mystery,
for you know as well as I do that the young man named
in that gloomy overture was Lewis Ferrier, and that
his companion was good Tom Lennard;-though
what brought the giant out into the frozen desolation
I shall not say just yet.
Yes, Lewis kept his word, and at the
time of which we are speaking he had been three weeks
at work on the Bank. He had now three cloth coats
on over his under-wear, and, over all, a leather coat
made at Cronstadt, and redolent of Russia even after
weeks of hard wear. With all this he could not
do much more than keep warm. Tom was equipped
in similar fashion, and both men wore that air of
stoical cheerfulness which marks our maligned race,
and which tells of the spirit that has sent our people
as masters over all the earth.
“Let’s come down and have
coffee with the men, Tom. I’m going to have
a try at that Lowestoft smack if the snow only keeps
away.”
“Right, my adventurer; I’m
with you. But I’m not going to let you run
any more risks of that life of yours, my bold mariner.
Hah! I’m here to take care of you, and
you’ve got to be very meek, or I’ll set
up an opposition shop. Don’t you think
I can? Didn’t I do up that skipper’s
arm in his sling after you took off his finger?
Eh! Beware of a rival. Ah-h!”
“Yes, Thomas, but if you administer
turpentine for pleurisy, as you did to the big Yarmouth
fellow, we shall have to turn on a special coroner
to attend on you.”
“My good what’s-his-name?-Admirable
Hitchin-ah-h Admirable Crichton! that child
of Nature took the turpentine of his own accord.
I left it with orders that the application should
be external, and it was to be rubbed in until we got
back with the emulsion and the proper liniment; he
tastes it, and finds it hot; he swallows the lot by
degrees, and he doesn’t die-he gets
well. How am I to blame! I take credit for
a magnificent cure, sir. If you say two words,
I’ll advertise Lennard’s miraculous emulsion
in every journal in town when we get back.”
“Coffee, skipper, coffee.
The shipwrecked mariners demand refreshment,”
boomed Thomas.
Ah! that coffee! Thick, bitter-sweet,
greasy with long stewing! What a fluid it is-or
rather what a solid! Its insolent stodginess has
only a surface resemblance to a fluid; yet it is a
comfort on snowy mornings, and our wanderers took
to it kindly.
Lewis had laid himself out to be merry,
and several grinning faces peered from the bunks with
kindly welcome as he took his seat on a rickety fish-box.
The skipper asked, “Shall the steward fetch your
bread in here, sir? You can’t manage ours.”
“All right. How are the men aft?”
“The young fellow from the Achilles
was jabbering a bit again. By the way, you knew
Tom Betts had come away in the old Achilles,
didn’t you, sir?”
“What Tom Betts? Oh yes.
Man with concussion of the brain, wasn’t it?”
“So I heerd, sir. He told
everybody at home how you saved him, and when he said
how he thought he’d gone to heaven he set all
the women in the Mission Hall a-pipin’ of their
eye. He’s on the Lord’s side now,
sir. You done that.” “Well,
I’m a queer customer to do anything of the kind,
skipper. I’m only glad I got him sewed up
soon enough, but my business ends there.”
“You’re jest as good as
some as makes a frap about bein’ good. I
think, sir, you put’s on some of that light-come-go-away
kind of a game.”
“Never mind; we’ll only
hope we’ll have no more cases like that exactly.
I don’t know how we should have managed if there
had been such another last week.”
“That was a strongish sea, and we’re sure
of more.”
You never can get a North Sea man
to own that any weather is very bad. Years after
a really bad gale he may give the wind credit for being
in earnest, but usually he talks in a patronizing
way of the elements, using diminutives, and trying
to make light of the trouble so long as it lasts.
There had been hard weather since Lewis came out, and,
though he had ample stores and appliances now, he
found that he was hampered by the limitations of space
as he was on board the schooner. Life had been
very rough for the young fellow and his burly worshipper
since they came out, and they only kept each other
up by a mutual sham of the most elaborate character.
After breakfast, Lewis gave orders to run as close
as might be safe to the thick of the fleet; the smack
was practically under his command, and he took her
where he thought he might be most needed. One
of his patients in the after-cabin was muttering uneasily,
for there was some feverishness; the other man had
come down with a crash on the icy deck, and the shock
had apparently caused concussion of the spine, for
he could not move, and he was fed as if he were a child.
Lewis bent over the helpless seaman, and spoke kindly.
The man sighed, “Thank God I am where I am,
sir. That long plaister begins to burn a bit,
but I a’most like it. There’s little
funny feelings runs down my arms and legs.”
“All right! You’ll
soon be better. Did you work all through the gale?”
“We was about for two nights
and a day, sir, and every one of us with the ulcers
right up the arms. It was warm business, I can
tell you, sir. My ulcers are all going away now,
with this warm cabin, but they were throbbing all
night before. When I come down such a crack I
was makin’ a run for the taickle, for fear we
might let the gear drop, and I saw a flash in my eyes,
and nothing more till I was aboard here.”
“You were trawling when that breeze started?”
“Yes. We mustn’t
mind weather when the market’s to be considered.
Tell me now, sir-you’ve got time,
haven’t you, sir? Talkin’ of the market,
and I’ve been nearly dead, and not out o’
the muck yet-does the people know what
us chaps gets for fish?”
“They never think. The
fish comes, and the milk comes, and they pay the fishmonger’s
bill and the milkman’s, and they think one’s
the same as the other, my man.”
“Eh! I was thinkin’
about a gentleman as came from this Mission vessel
aboard of us. He saw our twelve o’clock
haul, and he says, ’Bad breeze last night, my
man. Did you work through it?’ Well, there
was nothing much of a wind-just enough
to make us reef her; so I answers, and he says, ‘I
suppose this is your night’s work. Now,
what is your share?’ So I said my share would
likely be tenpence. Well, he gives a reg’lar
screech; and then I reckoned up the price of all the
lot as well as I could guess, and he screeched again.
‘Why,’ says he, ’old Mother Baubo,
that keeps the shop in my district at home, would charge
me eight shillings for that turbot, four-and-six for
that, eightpence for each of those sixty haddocks,
and nobody knows what for the rest.’ Now,
I’ve thought of that gentleman and his screech
many a time since, and when I felt the light a-comin’
to my eyes here, I thought again. Do you think
I shall die, sir? Excuse me.”
“Die! No. Fact is,
I’m too good-natured a doctor. I shall have
to stop you from talking. Die! We’ll
make a man of you, and send you on board soon.
Go on, I can stay another five minutes.”
“Well, sir, when I thought of death, I thought
what people would say if they knew how much I got
for risking this smash. That night I was over
the rail on to the trawl-beam twice; I was at the
pumps an hour; I pulled and hauled with both arms
raw, and the snow freezing with the salt as soon as
it came on my ulcers, and then I got the smash.
And all for about eightpence. And that screeching
gentleman told me as how his Mother Baubo, as he calls
her, drives a broom and two horses, or a horse and
two brooms-I’m mixed. No, ’twas
a land-oh and two horses, and a broom and one horse.
And I gets eightpence for a-many hours and a smash.
I never mind the fellows that tells us on Sundays
when we’re ashore to rise and assirk our rights
or something, but there’s a bit wrong somewhere,
sir. It don’t seem the thing.”
“Well, you see people would
say you needn’t be a fisherman; you weren’t
forced to come.”
“But I was, sir. I knew
no more what I was coming to than a babe, and once
you’re here, you stays here.” “Well,
never mind for the present, my man. Why, you’re
a regular lawyer, you rascal; I shall have to mind
my p’s and q’s with you. Now don’t
talk any more, or you’ll fidget, and that won’t
do your back any good. Will you have bread and
milk, or beef-tea and toast, you luxurious person?
And I must be your valet.”
“I don’t know about vally,
sir. It’s vally enough for me. To think
as I should have a gentleman waitin’ on me as
if he was a cabin-boy! Anything you like,
sir. The sight of you makes me better.”
The man’s tears were flowing;
he was weak, poor fellow, and wanting in the item
of well-bred reticence. Lewis fed one patient,
trimmed the other’s bed, put on a woollen helmet,
sou’-wester, two pairs of gloves, and the trusty
Russian coat; then he was slung into the boat like
a bundle of clothes; landed springily on a thole,
and departed over seas not much bigger than an ordinary
two-storey house. It was quite moderate weather,
and the sprightly young savant had lost that feeling
which makes you try to double yourself into knots
when you watch a wave gradually shutting away the
outer world and preparing to fold its livid gloom
about you. “What would the Cowes fellows
say to this, I wonder?” thought the irreverent
young pioneer. Then he chuckled over the thought
of the reckless Seadogs who march in nautical raiment
on the pier. Those wild, rollicking Seadogs!
How the North Sea men would envy them and their dower
of dauntlessness! The Seadog takes his frugal
lunch at the club; he begins with a sole, and no doubt
he casts a patronizing thought towards the other Seadogs
who trawled for the delicate fish. They are not
so like seamen in appearance as is the Cowes Seadog;
they do not wear shiny buttons; the polish on their
boots is scarcely brilliant; they wear unclean jumpers,
and flannel trousers fit to make an aesthetic Seadog
faint with emotion of various sorts. No! they
are not pattern Seadogs at all-those North
Sea workers. Would that they could learn a lesson
from the hardy Cowes Rover. Well, the Rover tries
a cutlet after his fish, then he has cheese and a
grape or two, and he tops up his frugal meal with
a pint of British Imperial. A shilling cigar brings
his lunch up to just sixteen shillings-as
much as a North Sea amateur could earn in a week of
luck-and then he prepares to face the terrors
of the Deep. Does he tremble? Do the thoughts
of the Past arise in his soul? Nay, the Seadog
of Cowes is no man to be the prey of womanish tremors;
he goes gaily like a true Mariner to confront the elements.
The boat is ready, and four gallant salts are resting
on their oars; the Seadog steps recklessly on board
and looks at the weather. Ha! there is a sea
of at least two inches high running, and that frail
boat must traverse that wild space. No matter!
The man who would blench at even two hundred yards
of water, with waves even three inches high is totally,
unworthy of the name of a British Seadog! One
thought of friends and mother dear; one last look
at the Club where that sole was served, and then, with
all the ferocious determination of his conquering
race, the Seadog bids the men give way. It is
an awful sight! Four strokes, and the bow man
receives as nearly as possible half a pint of water
on his jersey! Steady! No shirking, my sons
of the sea-kings. Twenty strokes more-the
peril is past; and the Seadog bounds on to the deck
of his stout vessel. He is saved. A basket
with a turbot is in the stern-sheets; that turbot
will form part of the Seadog’s humble evening
meal. It cost a guinea, and the North Sea amateurs,
who received two shillings of that amount, would doubtless
rejoice could they know that they risked their lives
in a tearing August gale to provide for the wants
of a brother Seadog.
By the time Lewis had finished his
heroic reverie, he was nicely sheeted with ice, for
the spray froze as it fell, and he was alongside of
the smack that he wanted-which was more
to the purpose. In a few minutes he was engaged
in dealing with a prosaic, crushed foot. A heavy
boat had jammed his patient against the iron side
of the steam-carrier. The man was stoical, like
the rest of his mates, but he was in torture, for the
bones were all huddled into a twisted mass-a
gruesome thing, ladies, and a common thing, too, if
you would but think it. Ferrier had to use the
knife first, for the accident was not so recent as
he could have wished; then for near half an hour he
was working like some clever conjurer, while the vessel
heaved slowly, and the reek of the cabin coiled rankly
round him. What a picture! That man, the
pride of his university, the rising hope of the Royal
Society, the professor whom students would have idolized,
was bending his superb head over a poor, groaning
sailorman, and performing a hard operation amid air
that was merely volatile sewage! A few men looked
on; they are kind, but they all suffer so much that
the suffering of others is watched with passive callousness.
“Brandy now, my man. This
is your first and last drink, and you may make it
a good one. Don’t give him any more, skipper,
even if you have it on board. You know why?
Ah! the colour’s coming back again. Now,
my lad, we’re going to make your bed up on the
cabin floor. Hand me a flannel; and you, my man,
some water out of the kettle. Now for a clean
place. I’ll set up as a housemaid when
I go ashore.”
“Excuse me, sir, but
if you thinks you’re goin’ to be let to
scrub that ar plank, sir, you’re mistaken.
I’m skipper here, and I’ll do that jest
to show you how we thinks of your politeness, mister.
Hand over that scrubber.”
“All right, you obstinate mule;
of course you’ll have your own way. Let
me see his mattress, then. Won’t do!
Which of you durst come with the boat, and I’ll
send a cocoanut-fibre one for him?”
“We never talks about durst
here, sir. Not many on us doesn’t.
We’ll go, when you goes.”
So Lewis cheerily ended his task,
and when his man was laid out, with a dry bundle of
netting under his head, the doctor bent over him only
to smile in his face quietly. He never looked
at himself in a glass excepting to part his hair;
but he had learned that something in his look tended
to hearten his patients, so he gazed merrily at the
cripple and said, “Now, when you’re better,
tell your friends Professor Ferrier said you were
the pluckiest fellow he ever saw. I couldn’t
have borne what you did. You are a real good,
game bit of stuff! and don’t let any one tell
me otherwise.”
This unconscionable young doctor was
picking up the proper tone for the North Sea; he had
no airs, and, when his boat was reeling away to his
own vessel again over the powdery crests of the sea,
an Aldeburgh fisherman said, “Well, Joe, be
sewer, he’s a wunnerful fine gent, that is!
He’s the wunnerfullest, finest gent ever I
fared for to see. And that he is-solid.”
“Yes, Jimmy,” said the
skipper. “It’s my belief, in a way
o’ speakin’, that if that theer mizen-boom
catched you and knocked your head off, that theer
wunnerful young gent ’ud come, and he’d
have his laugh, and he’d up and he’d mend
you, same as if you’d never come adrift, not
one little bit. What a thing is larnin’,
to be sewer. Yes, sir, he’d mend
you. Nobody knows what he can dew, and nobody
knows what he can’t dew. If we puts to
this night-and I don’t know why not,
for we’re sailin’-if we gets
a turbot I’ll pay for it, and he’ll have
that theer fish if I swims for it.”
“You’ve always got a good
way o’ puttin’ things, skipper, and I says
I holds ‘long o’ you.”
The patient slumbered blissfully in
the dreary cabin, which could only be likened to a
bewitched laundry in which things were always being
washed and never cleaned; the men awaited the Admiral’s
signal; the snow thickened into ponderous falling
masses;-and the professor jumped on deck,
to be met with a loud boom of gratification by Tom,
who had begun to dread the snow.
I like to think of that young gentleman
faring over the treacherous lulls of sad water amid
the sinister eddies of the snowstorm. I wonder
if any other country could produce a gently-nurtured
young scholar who would make a similar journey.
It seems doubtful, and more than doubtful.
Tom had been reading to the paralyzed
fisherman, and, although his ordinary tones had too
much of the minute-gun about them to suit small apartments,
he could lower his voice to a quiet deep bass which
was anything but unpleasant, and he had completely
charmed the poor helpless one by reading-or
rather intoning-“Evangeline.”
Seafaring folk will have sentiment in their
literature and music; humour must be of the most obvious
sort to suit them-in fact they usually care
only for the horseplay of literature-but
pathos of any sort they accept at once, and Tom had
tears of pride in his eyes when he told Lewis how the
man had understood the first part of the poem, and
how he had talked for a good half-hour about the eviction
of the Acadians, and its resemblance to the fate of
various fishermen’s wives who had got behind
with their rents. The evening closed in a troublous
horror of great darkness, and the anxious night began.
Ferrier always made up his mind to stay below at night,
and he amused himself either by snatching a chat with
the skipper, or by reading one or two good novels
which he had brought. But imagine the desolation,
the sombre surroundings, the risks to be run every
hour-every second-and you will
understand that those two English gentlemen had something
in them passing self-interest, passing all that the
world has to offer. Ferrier never dreamed of becoming
a nautical recluse; he was too full of the joy of
life for that: but he had a purpose, and he went
right at his mark like a bullet from a rifle.
Once that evening he went on deck and tried to peer
through the wall of trembling darkness that surrounded
him; the view made him feel like the victim in Poe’s
awful Inquisition story-the walls seemed
to be closing in. Faintly the starboard light
shone, so that the snowflakes crossed its path like
dropping emeralds that shone a little in glory and
then fell dark; on the other side a fitful stream
of rubies seemed to be pouring; the lurid gleam from
the cabin shone up the hatchway;-and, for
the rest, there was cold, darkness, the shadow of dread,
and yet the lookout-men were singing a duet as if
death were not. The freezing drift was enough
to stop one’s breath, but the lads were quite
at ease, and, to the air of a wicked old shanty, they
sang about weathering the storm and anchoring by and
by. Ferrier was not a conscious poet;-alas!
had he the fearful facility which this sinful writer
once possessed, I shudder to think of the sufferings
of his friends when he described the brooding weariness
of this night in verse. He bottled up his verses
and turned them all into central fire; but he had
poetry in every fibre all the same.
Tom remarked, “This is very
much like being iced for market. I wonder what
we could possibly do, if anything came into us as that
barque did? Let’s talk about home.”
“Pleasant indoors now; I can
see the fire on the edges of the furniture. The
very thought of a hearthrug seems like a heathen luxury.
What will you do first when you get home, Tom?”
“Turkish bath.”
“And then?”
“Oysters.”
“Then?”
“Dinner.”
“And after?”
“I’ll spend the whole
evening in pretending to myself I’m on the North
Sea again, and waking up to find that I’ve got
my armchair under me.”
“Can you see anything, Jim, just a point or
so abaft the beam.”
This was an ugly interruption to the
Barmecides, who had begun to set forth shadowy feasts.
That is the way in thick weather; you are no sooner
out of one scrape than you blunder into another.
“Yes, sir, she’ll go clear,” sang
out the man.
“She won’t, I’m
afraid,” said Lewis, under his breath. It
was most puzzling; there was no guide; the snow made
distances ridiculous, and the black shadow came nearer.
“Up, all of you, and set your fenders.
Doctor, show him a flare.”
It was a smack, and her lights had
gone wrong somehow; she was moving but slowly, and
she let the Mission vessel off with a hole in the mizen.
The scrimmage would have meant death had any breeze
been blowing; but the men took it coolly after the
one dread minute of anxiety was over. If we were
all able to imagine our own deaths as possible-to
really imagine it, I mean-then one
snowy night on the banks would drive any man mad;
no brain could stand it. We all know we shall
die, but none of us seem to believe it, or else no
one would ever go to sea a second time in winter.
A steady opiate is at work in each man’s being-blurring
his vision of extinction, and thus our seamen go through
a certain performance a dozen times over in a winter,
and this performance is much like that of a blindfold
man driving a Hansom cab from Cornhill to Marble Arch
on a Saturday evening during a November fog.
The man who shoved the cork fender
over the side had received a graze which sent a big
flap of skin over his eye and blinded him with blood.
He laughed when Lewis dressed him, and said, “That
was near enough for most people, sir. I’ve
seen two or three like that in a night.”
“Well, I like to see you laugh,
but I thought all was over when I saw he was going
to give us the stem.”
“So did I, sir; but fishermen
has to git used to being drowned.”
As Lennard and the doctor sat filling
the crew’s cabin with billows of smoke, the
former said-“There’s a kind
of frolicsome humour about these men that truly pleases
me. Frolicsome! isn’t it?”
“Well, we’ve stood another
dreary day out; but think of those poor beggars aft,
lying in pain and loneliness. Tom, let’s
say our prayers; I don’t know that there’s
much good in it, but when I think of twelve thousand
men bearing such a life as we’ve had, I think
there must-there must be some Power that
won’t let it last for ever. Mind, when
we’ve done praying, no more sentiment; we’ll
smoke and laugh after we’ve put in a word for
the fishermen-and ourselves.”
“And somebody else.”
“Who?”
“I’ll write and ask Mr. Cassall.
That’s Miss Dearsley’s uncle.”
I have seen our Englishmen fool on
in that aimless way during all sorts of peril and
trouble. I want you to understand that the evangelist
and the sceptic both were prepared to hear the scraunch
of the collision on that deadly night; they had seen
two entire ships’ companies lost since they
came out, yet they would not give in or look serious
altogether. They had come to found a hospital
for the mangled hundreds of fishermen, and they were
going through with their task in the steady, dogged,
light-hearted British way. Foreigners and foreigneering
Englishmen say it is blockheaded denseness. Is
it?