AN OLD SWEETHEART OF MINE! Is this
her presence here with me,
Or but a vain creation of
a lover’s memory?

A fair, illusive vision
that would vanish into air
Dared I even touch the silence
with the whisper of a prayer?

Nay, let me then believe in all
the blended false and true
The semblance of the old love
and the substance of the new,

The then of changeless sunny days
the now of shower and shine
But Love forever smiling,
as that old sweetheart of mine.

This ever-restful sense of home,
though shouts ring in the hall.
The easy-chair the old bookshelves
and prints along the wall;

The rare Habanas in their box,
or gaunt churchwarden-stem
That often wags, above the jar,
derisively at them.

As one who cons at evening
o’er an album, all alone,
And muses on the faces
of the friends that he has known,

So I turn the leaves of Fancy,
till, in shadowy design,
I find the smiling features of
an old sweetheart of mine.

The lamplight seems to glimmer
with a flicker of surprise,
As I turn it low to rest me
of the dazzle in my eyes,

And light my pipe in silence,
save a sigh that seems to yoke
Its fate with my tobacco
and to vanish with the smoke.

’Tis a fragrant retrospection,
for the loving thoughts that start
Into being are like perfume
from the blossom of the heart;

And to dream the old dreams over
is a luxury divine
When my truant fancies wander
with that old sweetheart of mine.

Though I hear beneath my study,
like a fluttering of wings,
The voices of my children
and the mother as she sings

I feel no twinge of conscience
to deny me any theme
When Care has cast her anchor
In the harbor of a dream

In fact, to speak in earnest,
I believe it adds a charm
To spice the good a trifle
with a little dust of harm,

For I find an extra flavor
in Memory’s mellow wine
That makes me drink the deeper
to that old sweetheart of mine.

O Childhood-days enchanted!
O the magic of the Spring!
With all green boughs to blossom white,
and all bluebirds to sing!

When all the air, to toss and quaff,
made life a jubilee
And changed the children’s song and
laugh to shrieks of ecstasy.

With eyes half closed in clouds that ooze
from lips that taste, as well,
The peppermint and cinnamon,
I hear the old School-bell,

And from “Recess” romp in again
from “Blackman’s” broken line,
To smile, behind my “lesson”,
at that old sweetheart of mine.

A face of lily-beauty,
with a form of airy grace,
Floats out of my tobacco
as the “Genii” from the vase

And I thrill beneath the glances
of a pair of azure eyes
As glowing as the summer
and as tender as the skies.

I can see the pink sunbonnet
and the little, checkered dress
She wore when first I kissed her
and she answered the caress

With the written declaration that,
“As surely as the vine
Grew ’round the stump,” she loved me
that old sweetheart of mine.

Again I make her presents,
in a really helpless way,
The big “Rhode Island Greening”
(I was hungry too, that day!)

But I follow her from Spelling,
with her hand behind her so
And I slip the apple in it
and the Teacher doesn’t know!

I give my treasures to her all,
my pencil blue-and-red;
And, if little girls played marbles,
mine should all be hers, instead!

But she gave me her photograph,
and printed “Ever Thine”
Across the back in blue-and-red
that old sweetheart of mine!

And again I feel the pressure
of her slender little hand,
As we used to talk together
of the future we had planned,

When I should be a poet,
and with nothing else to do
But write the tender verses
that she set the music to....

When we should live together
in a cozy little cot
Hid in a nest of roses,
with a fairy garden-spot,

Where the vines were ever fruited
and the weather ever fine,
And the birds were ever singing
for that old sweetheart of mine....

When I should be her lover
forever and a day,
And she my faithful sweetheart
till the golden hair was gray;

And we should be so happy
that when either’s lips were dumb
They would not smile in Heaven
till the other’s kiss had come.

But, ah! my dream is broken
by a step upon the stair,
And the door is softly opened,
and my wife is standing there:

Yet with eagerness and rapture
all my visions I resign,
To greet the living presence
of that old sweetheart of mine.