My father and mother were gone out
for the day, and had left me charge of the children.
It was very hot, and they kept up a continual fidget.
I bore it patiently for some time, for children will
be restless in hot weather, but at length I requested
that they would get something to do.
“Why don’t you work, or
paint, or read, Hatty?” I demanded of my little
sister.
“I’m tired of always grounding
those swans,” said Harriet, “and my crochet
is so difficult; I seem to do it quite right, and yet
it comes wrong.”
“Then why don’t you write your diary?”
“Oh, because Charlie won’t write his.”
“A very bad reason; his not
writing leaves you the more to say; besides, I thought
you promised mamma you would persevere if she would
give you a book.”
“And so we did for a long time,”
said Charlie; “why, I wrote pages and pages
of mine. Look here!”
So saying, he produced a copy-book
with a marbled cover, and showed me that it was about
half-full of writing in large text.
“If you wrote all that yourself,
I should think you might write more.”
“Oh, but I am so tired of it,
and besides, this is such a very hot day.”
“I know that, and to have you
leaning on my knee makes me no cooler; but I have
something for you to do just now, which I think you
will like.”
“Oh, what is it, sister? May we both do
it?”
“Yes, if you like. You
may go into the field to gardener, and ask him to
get me a water-lily out of the stream; I want one to
finish my sketch with.”
“You really do want one? you
are not pretending, just to give us something to do?”
“No, I really want one; you
see these in the glass begin to wither."’
“Make haste then, Hatty.
Sister, you shall have the very best lily we can find.”
Thereupon they ran off, leaving me
to inspect the diary. Its first page was garnished
with the resemblance of a large swan with curly wings;
from his beak proceeded the owner’s name in full,
and underneath were his lucubrations. The first
few pages ran as follows:
“Wednesday. To-day mamma
said, as all the others were writing diaries, I might
do one too if I liked, so I said I should, and I shall
write it every day till I am grown up. I did
a long division sum, a very hard one. We dined
early to-day, and we had a boiled leg of mutton and
an apple pudding, but I shall not say another time
what we had for dinner, because I shall have plenty
of other things to say.”
“Friday. Gardener has
been mending the palings; he gave me five nails; they
were very good ones, such as I like. He said if
any boy that he knew was to pull nails out of his
wall trees when he’d done them, he should
certainly tell their papa of them. Aunt Fanny
came and took away Sophy to spend a fortnight.
Uncle Tom came too; he said I was a fine boy, and
gave me a shilling.”
“Saturday. My half-holiday.
Hurrah! I went and bought two hoop-sticks for
me and Hatty; they cost fourpence each.”
“Sunday. On Sunday I went to church.”
“Monday. To-day I had
a cold, and after school I was just going to bowl
my hoop when Orris said to mamma it rained, and ma
said she couldn’t think of my going out in the
rain, and so I couldn’t go. After that
Orris called me to come into her room, and gave me
a fourpenny piece and two pictures, so now I’ve
got eightpence. Orris is very kind, but sometimes
she thinks she ought to command, because she is the
eldest.”
“Tuesday. I shall not
write my diary every day, unless I like.”
“Wednesday. I dined late
with papa and mamma and the elder ones: it rained.
If the others won’t tell me what to say, of course
I don’t know.”
“Friday. I went to the
shop and bought some tin tax. I don’t
like writing diaries particularly. It will be
a good thing to leave off till the holidays.”
I had only got so far when the children
ran in with a beautiful water-lily. They had
scarcely deposited it in my hand when they both exclaimed
in a breath:
“And what are we to do now?”
“You may bring me a glass of water to put it
in.”
This was soon done, and then the question
was repeated. I saw there was but one chance
of quiet, so I resolved to make a virtue of necessity,
and say that if they would each immediately begin some
ordinary occupation, I would tell them a story.
What child was ever proof against a story?
“But we are to choose what it shall be about?”
said one of them.
“Why?”
“Oh, never mind why. Shall
we tell her, Harriet? Well, it’s because
you tell cheating stories: you say, ’I’ll
tell you a story about a girl, or a cottage, or a
thimble, or anything you like,’ and it really
is something about us.”
“You may choose, then.”
“Then it shall be about the lily we got for
you.”
“Give me ten minutes to think
about it, and collect your needles and pencils.”
Upon this they brought together a
heap of articles which they were not at all likely
to want, and after altering the position of their stools
and discussing what they would do, and changing their
minds many times, declared at length that they were
quite ready.
“Now begin, please. There
was once ” So I accordingly began.
“There was once a boy who was very fond of pictures.
There were not many pictures for him to look at, for
his mother, who was a widow, lived on the borders
of one of the great American forests. She had
come out from England with her husband, and now that
he was dead, the few pictures hanging on her walls
were almost the only luxuries she possessed.
“Her son would often spend his
holidays in trying to copy them, but as he had very
little application, he often threw his half-finished
drawings away, and once he was heard to say that he
wished some kind-hearted fairy would take it in hand
and finish it for him.
“‘Child,’ said the
mother, ’for my part I don’t believe there
are any such things as fairies. I never saw one,
and your father never did; but by all accounts, if
fairies there be, they are a jealous and revengeful
race. Mind your books, my child, and never mind
the fairies.’
“‘Very well, mother,’ said the boy.
“‘It makes me sad to see
you stand gazing at the pictures,’ said his
mother, coming up to him and laying her hand on his
curly head; ’why, child, pictures can’t
feed a body, pictures can’t clothe a body, and
a log of wood is far better to burn and warm a body.’
“‘All that is quite true, mother,’
said the boy.
“‘Then why do you keep looking at them,
child?’
“The boy hesitated, and then answered, ‘I
don’t know, mother.’
“’You don’t know!
nor I neither. Why, child, you look at the dumb
things as if you loved them. Put on your cap
and run out to play.’
“So the boy went out, and wandered
toward the forest till he came to the brink of a sheet
of water. It was too small to be called a lake,
but it was deep, clear, and overhung with crowds of
trees. It was evening, and the sun was getting
low. There was a narrow strip of land stretching
out into the water. Pine-trees grew upon it;
and here and there a plane-tree or a sumach dipped
its large leaves over, and seemed intent on watching
its own clear reflection.
“The boy stood still, and thought
how delightful it was to see the sun red and glorious
between the black trunks of the pine-trees. Then
he looked up into the abyss of clear sky overhead,
and thought how beautiful it was to see the little
frail clouds folded over one another like a belt of
rose-colored waves. Then he drew still nearer
to the water, and saw how they were all reflected
down there among the leaves and flowers of the lilies;
and he wished he were a painter, for he said to himself,
’I am sure there are no trees in the world with
such beautiful leaves as these pines; I am sure there
are no other clouds in the world so lovely as these;
I know this is the sweetest piece of water in the
world, and, if I could paint it, every one else would
know it too.’ He stood still for awhile,
watching the water-lilies as they closed their leaves
for the night, and listening to the slight sound they
made when they dipped their heads under water.
’The sun has been playing tricks with these
lilies as well as with the clouds,’ he said to
himself, ’for when I passed by in the morning
they swayed about like floating snowballs, and now
there is not a bud of them that has not got a rosy
side. I must gather one, and see if I cannot make
a drawing of it.’ So he gathered a lily,
sat down with it in his hand, and tried very hard
to make a correct sketch of it in a blank leaf of his
copy-book. He was far more patient than usual,
but he succeeded so little to his own satisfaction,
that at length he threw down the book, and, looking
into the cup of his lily, said to it, in a sorrowful
voice, ’Ah, what use is it my trying to copy
anything so beautiful as you are? How much I wish
I were a painter!’
“As he said these words he felt
a slight quivering in the flower; and, while he looked,
the cluster of stamens at the bottom of the cup floated
upward, and glittered like a crown of gold; the dewdrops
which hung upon them changed into diamonds before
his eyes; the white petals flowed together; the tall
pistil was a golden wand; and the next moment a beautiful
little creature stood upon his hand, clad in a robe
of the purest white, and scarcely taller than the
flower from which she sprung.
“Struck with astonishment, the
boy kept silence. She lifted up her face, and
opened her lips more than once. He expected her
to say some wonderful thing; but, when at length she
did speak, she only said, ‘Child, are you happy?’
“‘No,’ said the
boy, in a low voice, ’because I want to paint,
and I cannot.’
“‘How do you know that you cannot?’
asked the fairy.
“‘Oh, fairy,’ replied
the boy, ’because I have tried a great many times.
It is of no use trying any longer.’
“‘What if I were to help you?’ said
the fairy.
“’There would then indeed
be some pleasure in the work and some chance of success,’
said the boy.
“‘I was just closing my
leaves for the night,’ answered the fairy, ’when
you drew me out of the water; and I should have made
you feel the effects of my resentment if it had not
happened that you are the favorite of our race.
Under the water, at the bottom of this lake, are our
palaces and castles; and when, after visiting the upper
world, we wish to return to them, we close one of
these lilies over us, and sink in it to our home.
The wish that I heard you utter just now induced me
to appear to you. I know a powerful charm which
will ensure your success and the accomplishment of
your highest wishes; but it is one which requires
a great deal of care and patience in the working, and
I cannot put you in possession of it unless you will
promise the most implicit obedience to my directions.’
“‘Spirit of a water-lily!’
said the boy, ‘I promise with all my heart.’
“‘Go home, then,’
continued the fairy, ’and you will find lying
on the threshold a little key: take it up.’
“‘I will,’ answered the boy; ‘and
what then shall I do?’
“‘Carry it to the nearest
pine-tree,’ said the fairy, ’strike the
trunk with it, and a keyhole will appear. Do
not be afraid to unlock that magic door. Slip
in your hand, and you will bring out a wonderful palette.
I have not time now to tell you half its virtues, but
they will soon unfold themselves. You must be
very careful to paint with colors from that palette
every day. On this depends the success of the
charm. You will find that it will soon give grace
to your figures and beauty to your coloring; and I
promise you that, if you do not break the spell, you
shall not only in a few years be able to produce as
beautiful a copy of these flowers as can be wished,
but your name shall become known to fame, and your
genius shall be honored, and your pictures admired
on both sides the Atlantic.’
“‘Can it be possible?’
said the boy; and the hand trembled on which stood
the fairy.
“‘It shall be so, if only
you do not break the charm,’ said the fairy;
’but lest, like the rest of your ungrateful race,
you should forget what you owe to me, and even when
you grow older begin to doubt whether you have ever
seen me, the Lily you gathered will never fade till
my promise is accomplished.’
“So saying, she gathered around
her the folds of her robe, crossed her arms, and dropping
her head on her breast, trembled slightly; and, before
the boy could remark the change, he had nothing in
his hand but a flower.
“He looked up. All the
beautiful rosy flowers were faded to a shady gray.
The gold had disappeared from the water, and the forest
was dense and gloomy. He arose with the lily
in his hand, went slowly home, laid it in a casket
to protect it from injury, and then proceeded to search
for the palette, which he shortly found; and, lest
he should break the spell, he began to use it that
very night.
“Who would not like to have
a fairy friend? Who would not like to work with
a magic palette? Every day its virtues become
more apparent. He worked very hard, and it was
astonishing how soon he improved. His deep, heavy
outlines soon became light and clear; and his coloring
began to assume a transparent delicacy. He was
so delighted with the fairy present that he even did
more than was required of him. He spent nearly
all his leisure time in using it, and often passed
whole days beside the sheet of water in the forest.
He painted it when the sun shone, and it was spotted
all over with the reflection of fleeting white clouds;
he painted it covered with water-lilies rocking on
the ripples; by moonlight, when two or three stars
in the empty sky shone down upon it; and at sunset,
when it lay trembling like liquid gold.
“But the fairy never came to
look at his work. He often called to her when
he had been more than usually successful; but she never
made him any answer, nor took the least notice of
his entreaties that he might see her again.
“So a long time several
years passed away. He was grown up
to be a man, and he had never broken the charm; he
still worked every day with his magic palette.
“No one in these parts cared
at all for his pictures. His mother’s friends
told him he would never get his bread by painting;
his mother herself was sorry that he chose to waste
his leisure so; and the more because the pictures
on her walls were brighter far than his, and had clouds
and trees of far clearer color, not like the common
clouds and misty hills that he was so fond of painting,
and his faintly colored distant forest, with uncertain
and variable hues, such as she could see any day when
she looked out at her window.
“It made the young man unhappy
to hear all this fault found with his proceedings,
but it never made him leave off using the fairy’s
palette, though about this time he himself began to
doubt whether he should ever be a painter. One
evening he sat at his easel, trying in vain to give
the expression he wished to an angel’s face,
which seemed to get less and less like the face in
his heart with every touch he gave it. On a sudden
he threw down his brush, and with a feeling of bitter
disappointment upbraided himself for what he now thought
his folly in listening to the fairy, and accepting
her delusive gift. What had he got by it hitherto?
Nothing but his mother’s regrets and the ridicule
of his companions. He threw himself on his bed.
It grew dark; he could no longer be vexed with the
sight of his unfinished angel; and presently he fell
asleep and forgot his sorrow.
“In the middle of the night
he suddenly awoke. His chamber was full of moonlight.
The lid of the casket where he kept the lily had sprung
open, and his fairy friend stood near it.
“‘American painter,’
she said, in a reproachful voice, ’since you
think I have been rather a foe than a friend to you,
I am ready to take back my gift.’
“But sleep had now cooled the
young painter’s mind, and softened his feelings
of vexation, so that he did not find himself at all
willing to part with the palette. While he hesitated
how to excuse himself, she further said, ’But
if you still wish to try what it can do for you, take
this ring which my sister sends you; wear it,
and it will greatly assist the charm.’
“The youth held out his hand
and took the ring. As he cast his eyes upon it,
the fairy vanished. He turned it to the moonlight,
and saw that it was set with a stone of a transparent
blue color. It had the property of reflecting
everything bright that came near it; and there was
a word engraven upon it. He thought he
could not be sure but he thought the word
was ‘Hope.’
“After this, and during a long
time, I can tell you no more about him: whether
he finished the angel’s face, and whether it
pleased him at last, I do not know. I only know
that, in process of time, his mother died that
he came to Europe and that he was quite
unknown and very poor.
“The next thing recorded of
him is this, that on a sudden he became famous.
The world began to admire his works, and to seek his
company. He was considered a great man, and wealth
and honors flowed in upon him. It happened to
him that one day in travelling he came to a great city,
where there was a large collection of pictures.
He went to see them, and among them he saw many of
his own pictures; some of them he had painted before
he had left his forest home; others were of more recent
date. All the people and all the painters praised
them. But there was one that they liked better
than the others; and when he heard them call it his
masterpiece, he went and sat down opposite to it, that
he might think over again some of the thoughts that
he had had when he painted it.
“It was a picture of a little
child, holding in its hands several beautiful water-lilies;
and the crowd that gathered round it praised the lightness
of the drapery, the beauty of the infant form, the
soft light shed down upon it, and, above all, the
innocent expression of the baby features.
“He was pleased, but not elated.
He called to mind the words of his fairy benefactress,
and acknowledged to himself that at length they were
certainly fulfilled.
“And then it drew toward evening,
and the people one by one disappeared, till he was
left alone with his masterpiece. The excitement
of the day had made him anxious for repose. He
was thinking of leaving the place, when suddenly he
fell asleep, and dreamed that he was standing behind
the sheet of water in his native country, and lingering,
as of old, to watch the rays of the setting sun as
they melted away from its surface. He thought,
too, that his beautiful lily was in his hand, and that
while he looked at it the leaves withered and fell
at his feet. Then followed a confused recollection
of his conversation with the fairy; and after that
his thoughts became clearer, and, though still asleep,
he remembered where he was, and in what place he was
sitting. His impressions became more vivid.
He dreamed that something lightly touched his hand.
He looked up, and his fairy benefactress was at his
side, standing on the arm of his chair.
“‘O wonderful enchantress!’
said the dreaming painter, ’do not vanish before
I have had time to thank you for your magic gift.
I have nothing to offer you but my gratitude in return;
for the diamonds of this world are too heavy for such
an ethereal being, and the gold of this world is useless
to you who have no wants that it can supply. The
fame I have acquired I cannot impart to you, for few
of my race believe in the existence of yours.
What, then, can I do? I can only thank you for
your goodness. But tell me at least your name,
if you have a name, that I may cut it on a ring, and
wear it always on my finger.’
“‘My name,’ replied the fairy, ‘is
Perseverance.’”
“Well!” said the children,
looking at each other, “she has cheated us after
all!”