Brown and MacShaughnassy came down
together on the Saturday afternoon; and, as soon as
they had dried themselves, and had had some tea, we
settled down to work.
Jephson had written that he would
not be able to be with us until late in the evening,
and Brown proposed that we should occupy ourselves
until his arrival with plots.
“Let each of us,” said
he, “sketch out a plot. Afterwards we can
compare them, and select the best.”
This we proceeded to do. The
plots themselves I forget, but I remember that at
the subsequent judging each man selected his own, and
became so indignant at the bitter criticism to which
it was subjected by the other two, that he tore it
up; and, for the next half-hour, we sat and smoked
in silence.
When I was very young I yearned to
know other people’s opinion of me and all my
works; now, my chief aim is to avoid hearing it.
In those days, had any one told me there was half
a line about myself in a newspaper, I should have
tramped London to obtain that publication. Now,
when I see a column headed with my name, I hurriedly
fold up the paper and put it away from me, subduing
my natural curiosity to read it by saying to myself,
“Why should you? It will only upset you
for the day.”
In my cubhood I possessed a friend.
Other friends have come into my life since very
dear and precious friends but they have
none of them been to me quite what this friend was.
Because he was my first friend, and we lived together
in a world that was much bigger than this world more
full of joy and of grief; and, in that world, we loved
and hated deeper than we love and hate in this smaller
world that I have come to dwell in since.
He also had the very young man’s
craving to be criticised, and we made it our custom
to oblige each other. We did not know then that
what we meant, when we asked for “criticism,”
was encouragement. We thought that we were strong one
does at the beginning of the battle, and that we could
bear to hear the truth.
Accordingly, each one pointed out
to the other one his errors, and this task kept us
both so busy that we had never time to say a word of
praise to one another. That we each had a high
opinion of the other’s talents I am convinced,
but our heads were full of silly saws. We said
to ourselves: “There are many who will
praise a man; it is only his friend who will tell
him of his faults.” Also, we said:
“No man sees his own shortcomings, but when
these are pointed out to him by another he is grateful,
and proceeds to mend them.”
As we came to know the world better,
we learnt the fallacy of these ideas. But then
it was too late, for the mischief had been done.
When one of us had written anything,
he would read it to the other, and when he had finished
he would say, “Now, tell me what you think of
it frankly and as a friend.”
Those were his words. But his
thoughts, though he may not have known them, were:
“Tell me it is clever and good,
my friend, even if you do not think so. The world
is very cruel to those that have not yet conquered
it, and, though we keep a careless face, our young
hearts are scored with wrinkles. Often we grow
weary and faint-hearted. Is it not so, my friend?
No one has faith in us, and in our dark hours we doubt
ourselves. You are my comrade. You know
what of myself I have put into this thing that to
others will be but an idle half-hour’s reading.
Tell me it is good, my friend. Put a little
heart into me, I pray you.”
But the other, full of the lust of
criticism, which is civilisation’s substitute
for cruelty, would answer more in frankness than in
friendship. Then he who had written would flush
angrily, and scornful words would pass.
One evening, he read me a play he
had written. There was much that was good in
it, but there were also faults (there are in some plays),
and these I seized upon and made merry over.
I could hardly have dealt out to the piece more unnecessary
bitterness had I been a professional critic.
As soon as I paused from my sport
he rose, and, taking his manuscript from the table,
tore it in two, and flung it in the fire he
was but a very young man, you must remember and
then, standing before me with a white face, told me,
unsolicited, his opinion of me and of my art.
After which double event, it is perhaps needless
to say that we parted in hot anger.
I did not see him again for years.
The streets of life are very crowded, and if we loose
each other’s hands we are soon hustled far apart.
When I did next meet him it was by accident.
I had left the Whitehall Rooms after
a public dinner, and, glad of the cool night air,
was strolling home by the Embankment. A man,
slouching along under the trees, paused as I overtook
him.
“You couldn’t oblige me
with a light, could you, guv’nor?” he said.
The voice sounded strange, coming from the figure
that it did.
I struck a match, and held it out
to him, shaded by my hands. As the faint light
illumined his face, I started back, and let the match
fall:
“Harry!”
He answered with a short dry laugh.
“I didn’t know it was you,” he said,
“or I shouldn’t have stopped you.”
“How has it come to this, old
fellow?” I asked, laying my hand upon his shoulder.
His coat was unpleasantly greasy, and I drew my hand
away again as quickly as I could, and tried to wipe
it covertly upon my handkerchief.
“Oh, it’s a long, story,”
he answered carelessly, “and too conventional
to be worth telling. Some of us go up, you know.
Some of us go down. You’re doing pretty
well, I hear.”
“I suppose so,” I replied;
“I’ve climbed a few feet up a greasy pole,
and am trying to stick there. But it is of you
I want to talk. Can’t I do anything for
you?”
We were passing under a gas-lamp at
the moment. He thrust his face forward close
to mine, and the light fell full and pitilessly upon
it.
“Do I look like a man you could do anything
for?” he said.
We walked on in silence side by side,
I casting about for words that might seize hold of
him.
“You needn’t worry about
me,” he continued after a while, “I’m
comfortable enough. We take life easily down
here where I am. We’ve no disappointments.”
“Why did you give up like a
weak coward?” I burst out angrily. “You
had talent. You would have won with ordinary
perseverance.”
“Maybe,” he replied, in
the same even tone of indifference. “I
suppose I hadn’t the grit. I think if
somebody had believed in me it might have helped me.
But nobody did, and at last I lost belief in myself.
And when a man loses that, he’s like a balloon
with the gas let out.”
I listened to his words in indignation
and astonishment. “Nobody believed in
you!” I repeated. “Why, I
always believed in you, you know that I ”
Then I paused, remembering our “candid
criticism” of one another.
“Did you?” he replied
quietly, “I never heard you say so. Good-night.”
In the course of our Strandward walking
we had come to the neighbourhood of the Savoy, and,
as he spoke, he disappeared down one of the dark turnings
thereabouts.
I hastened after him, calling him
by name, but though I heard his quick steps before
me for a little way, they were soon swallowed up in
the sound of other steps, and, when I reached the
square in which the chapel stands, I had lost all
trace of him.
A policeman was standing by the churchyard
railings, and of him I made inquiries.
“What sort of a gent was he, sir?” questioned
the man.
“A tall thin gentleman, very
shabbily dressed might be mistaken for a
tramp.”
“Ah, there’s a good many
of that sort living in this town,” replied the
man. “I’m afraid you’ll have
some difficulty in finding him.”
Thus for a second time had I heard
his footsteps die away, knowing I should never listen
for their drawing near again.
I wondered as I walked on I
have wondered before and since whether Art,
even with a capital A, is quite worth all the suffering
that is inflicted in her behalf whether
she and we are better for all the scorning and the
sneering, all the envying and the hating, that is done
in her name.
Jephson arrived about nine o’clock
in the ferry-boat. We were made acquainted with
this fact by having our heads bumped against the sides
of the saloon.
Somebody or other always had their
head bumped whenever the ferry-boat arrived.
It was a heavy and cumbersome machine, and the ferry-boy
was not a good punter. He admitted this frankly,
which was creditable of him. But he made no
attempt to improve himself; that is, where he was
wrong. His method was to arrange the punt before
starting in a line with the point towards which he
wished to proceed, and then to push hard, without
ever looking behind him, until something suddenly stopped
him. This was sometimes the bank, sometimes another
boat, occasionally a steamer, from six to a dozen
times a day our riparian dwelling. That he never
succeeded in staving the houseboat in speaks highly
for the man who built her.
One day he came down upon us with
a tremendous crash. Amenda was walking along
the passage at the moment, and the result to her was
that she received a violent blow first on the left
side of her head and then on the right.
She was accustomed to accept one bump
as a matter of course, and to regard it as an intimation
from the boy that he had come; but this double knock
annoyed her: so much “style” was out
of place in a mere ferry-boy. Accordingly she
went out to him in a state of high indignation.
“What do you think you are?”
she cried, balancing accounts by boxing his ears first
on one side and then on the other, “a torpedo!
What are you doing here at all? What do you
want?”
“I don’t want nothin’,”
explained the boy, rubbing his head; “I’ve
brought a gent down.”
“A gent?” said Amenda,
looking round, but seeing no one. “What
gent?”
“A stout gent in a straw ’at,”
answered the boy, staring round him bewilderedly.
“Well, where is he?” asked Amenda.
“I dunno,” replied the
boy, in an awed voice; “‘e was a-standin’
there, at the other end of the punt, a-smokin’
a cigar.”
Just then a head appeared above the
water, and a spent but infuriated swimmer struggled
up between the houseboat and the bank.
“Oh, there ’e is!”
cried the boy delightedly, evidently much relieved
at this satisfactory solution of the mystery; “‘e
must ha’ tumbled off the punt.”
“You’re quite right, my
lad, that’s just what he did do, and there’s
your fee for assisting him to do it.”
Saying which, my dripping friend, who had now scrambled
upon deck, leant over, and following Amenda’s
excellent example, expressed his feelings upon the
boy’s head.
There was one comforting reflection
about the transaction as a whole, and that was that
the ferry-boy had at last received a fit and proper
reward for his services. I had often felt inclined
to give him something myself. I think he was,
without exception, the most clumsy and stupid boy
I have ever come across; and that is saying a good
deal.
His mother undertook that for three-and-sixpence
a week he should “make himself generally useful”
to us for a couple of hours every morning.
Those were the old lady’s very
words, and I repeated them to Amenda when I introduced
the boy to her.
“This is James, Amenda,”
I said; “he will come down here every morning
at seven, and bring us our milk and the letters, and
from then till nine he will make himself generally
useful.”
Amenda took stock of him.
“It will be a change of occupation
for him, sir, I should say, by the look of him,”
she remarked.
After that, whenever some more than
usually stirring crash or blood-curdling bump would
cause us to leap from our seats and cry: “What
on earth has happened?” Amenda would reply:
“Oh, it’s only James, mum, making himself
generally useful.”
Whatever he lifted he let fall; whatever
he touched he upset; whatever he came near that
was not a fixture he knocked over; if it
was a fixture, it knocked him over. This
was not carelessness: it seemed to be a natural
gift. Never in his life, I am convinced, had
he carried a bucketful of anything anywhere without
tumbling over it before he got there. One of
his duties was to water the flowers on the roof.
Fortunately for the flowers Nature,
that summer, stood drinks with a lavishness sufficient
to satisfy the most confirmed vegetable toper:
otherwise every plant on our boat would have died from
drought. Never one drop of water did they receive
from him. He was for ever taking them water,
but he never arrived there with it. As a rule
he upset the pail before he got it on to the boat
at all, and this was the best thing that could happen,
because then the water simply went back into the river,
and did no harm to any one. Sometimes, however,
he would succeed in landing it, and then the chances
were he would spill it over the deck or into the passage.
Now and again, he would get half-way up the ladder
before the accident occurred. Twice he nearly
reached the top; and once he actually did gain the
roof. What happened there on that memorable occasion
will never be known. The boy himself, when picked
up, could explain nothing. It is supposed that
he lost his head with the pride of the achievement,
and essayed feats that neither his previous training
nor his natural abilities justified him in attempting.
However that may be, the fact remains that the main
body of the water came down the kitchen chimney; and
that the boy and the empty pail arrived together on
deck before they knew they had started.
When he could find nothing else to
damage, he would go out of his way to upset himself.
He could not be sure of stepping from his own punt
on to the boat with safety. As often as not,
he would catch his foot in the chain or the punt-pole,
and arrive on his chest.
Amenda used to condole with him.
“Your mother ought to be ashamed of herself,”
I heard her telling him one morning; “she could
never have taught you to walk. What you want
is a go-cart.”
He was a willing lad, but his stupidity
was super-natural. A comet appeared in the sky
that year, and everybody was talking about it.
One day he said to me:
“There’s a comet coming,
ain’t there, sir?” He talked about it
as though it were a circus.
“Coming!” I answered, “it’s
come. Haven’t you seen it?”
“No, sir.”
“Oh, well, you have a look for it to-night.
It’s worth seeing.”
“Yees, sir, I should like to see it. It’s
got a tail, ain’t it, sir?”
“Yes, a very fine tail.”
“Yees, sir, they said it ’ad a tail.
Where do you go to see it, sir?”
“Go! You don’t want
to go anywhere. You’ll see it in your own
garden at ten o’clock.”
He thanked me, and, tumbling over
a sack of potatoes, plunged head foremost into his
punt and departed.
Next morning, I asked him if he had seen the comet.
“No, sir, I couldn’t see it anywhere.”
“Did you look?”
“Yees, sir. I looked a long time.”
“How on earth did you manage
to miss it then?” I exclaimed. “It
was a clear enough night. Where did you look?”
“In our garden, sir. Where you told me.”
“Whereabouts in the garden?”
chimed in Amenda, who happened to be standing by;
“under the gooseberry bushes?”
“Yees everywhere.”
That is what he had done: he
had taken the stable lantern and searched the garden
for it.
But the day when he broke even his
own record for foolishness happened about three weeks
later. MacShaughnassy was staying with us at
the time, and on the Friday evening he mixed us a
salad, according to a recipe given him by his aunt.
On the Saturday morning, everybody was, of course,
very ill. Everybody always is very ill after
partaking of any dish prepared by MacShaughnassy.
Some people attempt to explain this fact by talking
glibly of “cause and effect.” MacShaughnassy
maintains that it is simply coincidence.
“How do you know,” he
says, “that you wouldn’t have been ill
if you hadn’t eaten any? You’re
queer enough now, any one can see, and I’m very
sorry for you; but, for all that you can tell, if you
hadn’t eaten any of that stuff you might have
been very much worse perhaps dead.
In all probability, it has saved your life.”
And for the rest of the day, he assumes towards you
the attitude of a man who has dragged you from the
grave.
The moment Jimmy arrived I seized hold of him.
“Jimmy,” I said, “you
must rush off to the chemist’s immediately.
Don’t stop for anything. Tell him to
give you something for colic the result
of vegetable poisoning. It must be something
very strong, and enough for four. Don’t
forget, something to counteract the effects of vegetable
poisoning. Hurry up, or it may be too late.”
My excitement communicated itself
to the boy. He tumbled back into his punt, and
pushed off vigorously. I watched him land, and
disappear in the direction of the village.
Half an hour passed, but Jimmy did
not return. No one felt sufficiently energetic
to go after him. We had only just strength enough
to sit still and feebly abuse him. At the end
of an hour we were all feeling very much better.
At the end of an hour and a half we were glad he had
not returned when he ought to have, and were only
curious as to what had become of him.
In the evening, strolling through
the village, we saw him sitting by the open door of
his mother’s cottage, with a shawl wrapped round
him. He was looking worn and ill.
“Why, Jimmy,” I said,
“what’s the matter? Why didn’t
you come back this morning?”
“I couldn’t, sir,”
Jimmy answered, “I was so queer. Mother
made me go to bed.”
“You seemed all right in the
morning,” I said; “what’s made you
queer?”
“What Mr. Jones give me, sir: it upset
me awful.”
A light broke in upon me.
“What did you say, Jimmy, when you got to Mr.
Jones’s shop?” I asked.
“I told ’im what you said,
sir, that ’e was to give me something to counteract
the effects of vegetable poisoning. And that
it was to be very strong, and enough for four.”
“And what did he say?”
“’E said that was only
your nonsense, sir, and that I’d better have
enough for one to begin with; and then ’e asked
me if I’d been eating green apples again.”
“And you told him?”
“Yees, sir, I told ’im
I’d ’ad a few, and ’e said it served
me right, and that ’e ’oped it would be
a warning to me. And then ’e put something
fizzy in a glass and told me to drink it.”
“And you drank it?”
“Yees, sir.”
“It never occurred to you, Jimmy,
that there was nothing the matter with you that
you were never feeling better in your life, and that
you did not require any medicine?”
“No, sir.”
“Did one single scintilla of
thought of any kind occur to you in connection with
the matter, Jimmy, from beginning to end?”
“No, sir.”
People who never met Jimmy disbelieve
this story. They argue that its premises are
in disaccord with the known laws governing human nature,
that its details do not square with the average of
probability. People who have seen and conversed
with Jimmy accept it with simple faith.
The advent of Jephson which
I trust the reader has not entirely forgotten cheered
us up considerably. Jephson was always at his
best when all other things were at their worst.
It was not that he struggled in Mark Tapley fashion
to appear most cheerful when most depressed; it was
that petty misfortunes and mishaps genuinely amused
and inspirited him. Most of us can recall our
unpleasant experiences with amused affection; Jephson
possessed the robuster philosophy that enabled him
to enjoy his during their actual progress. He
arrived drenched to the skin, chuckling hugely at
the idea of having come down on a visit to a houseboat
in such weather.
Under his warming influence, the hard
lines on our faces thawed, and by supper time we were,
as all Englishmen and women who wish to enjoy life
should be, independent of the weather.
Later on, as if disheartened by our
indifference, the rain ceased, and we took our chairs
out on the deck, and sat watching the lightning, which
still played incessantly. Then, not unnaturally,
the talk drifted into a sombre channel, and we began
recounting stories, dealing with the gloomy and mysterious
side of life.
Some of these were worth remembering,
and some were not. The one that left the strongest
impression on my mind was a tale that Jephson told
us.
I had been relating a somewhat curious
experience of my own. I met a man in the Strand
one day that I knew very well, as I thought, though
I had not seen him for years. We walked together
to Charing Cross, and there we shook hands and parted.
Next morning, I spoke of this meeting to a mutual
friend, and then I learnt, for the first time, that
the man had died six months before.
The natural inference was that I had
mistaken one man for another, an error that, not having
a good memory for faces, I frequently fall into.
What was remarkable about the matter, however, was
that throughout our walk I had conversed with the
man under the impression that he was that other dead
man, and, whether by coincidence or not, his replies
had never once suggested to me my mistake.
As soon as I finished, Jephson, who
had been listening very thoughtfully, asked me if
I believed in spiritualism “to its fullest extent.”
“That is rather a large question,”
I answered. “What do you mean by ’spiritualism
to its fullest extent’?”
“Well, do you believe that the
spirits of the dead have not only the power of revisiting
this earth at their will, but that, when here, they
have the power of action, or rather, of exciting to
action? Let me put a definite case. A
spiritualist friend of mine, a sensible and by no means
imaginative man, once told me that a table, through
the medium of which the spirit of a friend had been
in the habit of communicating with him, came slowly
across the room towards him, of its own accord, one
night as he sat alone, and pinioned him against the
wall. Now can any of you believe that, or can’t
you?”
“I could,” Brown took
it upon himself to reply; “but, before doing
so, I should wish for an introduction to the friend
who told you the story. Speaking generally,”
he continued, “it seems to me that the difference
between what we call the natural and the supernatural
is merely the difference between frequency and rarity
of occurrence. Having regard to the phenomena
we are compelled to admit, I think it illogical to
disbelieve anything we are unable to disprove.”
“For my part,” remarked
MacShaughnassy, “I can believe in the ability
of our spirit friends to give the quaint entertainments
credited to them much easier than I can in their desire
to do so.”
“You mean,” added Jephson,
“that you cannot understand why a spirit, not
compelled as we are by the exigencies of society, should
care to spend its evenings carrying on a laboured
and childish conversation with a room full of abnormally
uninteresting people.”
“That is precisely what I cannot
understand,” MacShaughnassy agreed.
“Nor I, either,” said
Jephson. “But I was thinking of something
very different altogether. Suppose a man died
with the dearest wish of his heart unfulfilled, do
you believe that his spirit might have power to return
to earth and complete the interrupted work?”
“Well,” answered MacShaughnassy,
“if one admits the possibility of spirits retaining
any interest in the affairs of this world at all, it
is certainly more reasonable to imagine them engaged
upon a task such as you suggest, than to believe that
they occupy themselves with the performance of mere
drawing-room tricks. But what are you leading
up to?”
“Why, to this,” replied
Jephson, seating himself straddle-legged across his
chair, and leaning his arms upon the back. “I
was told a story this morning at the hospital by an
old French doctor. The actual facts are few
and simple; all that is known can be read in the Paris
police records of sixty-two years ago.
“The most important part of
the case, however, is the part that is not known,
and that never will be known.
“The story begins with a great
wrong done by one man unto another man. What
the wrong was I do not know. I am inclined to
think, however, it was connected with a woman.
I think that, because he who had been wronged hated
him who had wronged him with a hate such as does not
often burn in a man’s brain, unless it be fanned
by the memory of a woman’s breath.
“Still that is only conjecture,
and the point is immaterial. The man who had
done the wrong fled, and the other man followed him.
It became a point-to-point race, the first man having
the advantage of a day’s start. The course
was the whole world, and the stakes were the first
man’s life.
“Travellers were few and far
between in those days, and this made the trail easy
to follow. The first man, never knowing how far
or how near the other was behind him, and hoping now
and again that he might have baffled him, would rest
for a while. The second man, knowing always just
how far the first one was before him, never paused,
and thus each day the man who was spurred by Hate
drew nearer to the man who was spurred by Fear.
“At this town the answer to
the never-varied question would be:
“‘At seven o’clock last evening,
M’sieur.’
“’Seven ah;
eighteen hours. Give me something to eat, quick,
while the horses are being put to.’
“At the next the calculation would be sixteen
hours.
“Passing a lonely chalet, Monsieur puts his
head out of the window:
“’How long since a carriage
passed this way, with a tall, fair man inside?’
“‘Such a one passed early this morning,
M’sieur.’
“’Thanks, drive on, a
hundred francs apiece if you are through the pass
before daybreak.’
“‘And what for dead horses, M’sieur?’
“‘Twice their value when living.’
“One day the man who was ridden
by Fear looked up, and saw before him the open door
of a cathedral, and, passing in, knelt down and prayed.
He prayed long and fervently, for men, when they
are in sore straits, clutch eagerly at the straws
of faith. He prayed that he might be forgiven
his sin, and, more important still, that he might
be pardoned the consequences of his sin, and be delivered
from his adversary; and a few chairs from him, facing
him, knelt his enemy, praying also.
“But the second man’s
prayer, being a thanksgiving merely, was short, so
that when the first man raised his eyes, he saw the
face of his enemy gazing at him across the chair-tops,
with a mocking smile upon it.
“He made no attempt to rise,
but remained kneeling, fascinated by the look of joy
that shone out of the other man’s eyes.
And the other man moved the high-backed chairs one
by one, and came towards him softly.
“Then, just as the man who had
been wronged stood beside the man who had wronged
him, full of gladness that his opportunity had come,
there burst from the cathedral tower a sudden clash
of bells, and the man, whose opportunity had come,
broke his heart and fell back dead, with that mocking
smile still playing round his mouth.
“And so he lay there.
“Then the man who had done the
wrong rose up and passed out, praising God.
“What became of the body of
the other man is not known. It was the body
of a stranger who had died suddenly in the cathedral.
There was none to identify it, none to claim it.
“Years passed away, and the
survivor in the tragedy became a worthy and useful
citizen, and a noted man of science.
“In his laboratory were many
objects necessary to him in his researches, and, prominent
among them, stood in a certain corner a human skeleton.
It was a very old and much-mended skeleton, and one
day the long-expected end arrived, and it tumbled
to pieces.
“Thus it became necessary to purchase another.
“The man of science visited
a dealer he well knew a little parchment-faced
old man who kept a dingy shop, where nothing was ever
sold, within the shadow of the towers of Notre Dame.
“The little parchment-faced
old man had just the very thing that Monsieur wanted a
singularly fine and well-proportioned ‘study.’
It should be sent round and set up in Monsieur’s
laboratory that very afternoon.
“The dealer was as good as his
word. When Monsieur entered his laboratory that
evening, the thing was in its place.
“Monsieur seated himself in
his high-backed chair, and tried to collect his thoughts.
But Monsieur’s thoughts were unruly, and inclined
to wander, and to wander always in one direction.
“Monsieur opened a large volume
and commenced to read. He read of a man who
had wronged another and fled from him, the other man
following. Finding himself reading this, he closed
the book angrily, and went and stood by the window
and looked out. He saw before him the sun-pierced
nave of a great cathedral, and on the stones lay a
dead man with a mocking smile upon his face.
“Cursing himself for a fool,
he turned away with a laugh. But his laugh was
short-lived, for it seemed to him that something else
in the room was laughing also. Struck suddenly
still, with his feet glued to the ground, he stood
listening for a while: then sought with starting
eyes the corner from where the sound had seemed to
come. But the white thing standing there was
only grinning.
“Monsieur wiped the damp sweat
from his head and hands, and stole out.
“For a couple of days he did
not enter the room again. On the third, telling
himself that his fears were those of a hysterical girl,
he opened the door and went in. To shame himself,
he took his lamp in his hand, and crossing over to
the far corner where the skeleton stood, examined
it. A set of bones bought for three hundred francs.
Was he a child, to be scared by such a bogey!
“He held his lamp up in front
of the thing’s grinning head. The flame
of the lamp flickered as though a faint breath had
passed over it.
“The man explained this to himself
by saying that the walls of the house were old and
cracked, and that the wind might creep in anywhere.
He repeated this explanation to himself as he recrossed
the room, walking backwards, with his eyes fixed on
the thing. When he reached his desk, he sat
down and gripped the arms of his chair till his fingers
turned white.
“He tried to work, but the empty
sockets in that grinning head seemed to be drawing
him towards them. He rose and battled with his
inclination to fly screaming from the room.
Glancing fearfully about him, his eye fell upon a
high screen, standing before the door. He dragged
it forward, and placed it between himself and the
thing, so that he could not see it nor
it see him. Then he sat down again to his work.
For a while he forced himself to look at the book
in front of him, but at last, unable to control himself
any longer, he suffered his eyes to follow their own
bent.
“It may have been an hallucination.
He may have accidentally placed the screen so as
to favour such an illusion. But what he saw was
a bony hand coming round the corner of the screen,
and, with a cry, he fell to the floor in a swoon.
“The people of the house came
running in, and lifting him up, carried him out, and
laid him upon his bed. As soon as he recovered,
his first question was, where had they found the thing where
was it when they entered the room? and when they told
him they had seen it standing where it always stood,
and had gone down into the room to look again, because
of his frenzied entreaties, and returned trying to
hide their smiles, he listened to their talk about
overwork, and the necessity for change and rest, and
said they might do with him as they would.
“So for many months the laboratory
door remained locked. Then there came a chill
autumn evening when the man of science opened it again,
and closed it behind him.
“He lighted his lamp, and gathered
his instruments and books around him, and sat down
before them in his high-backed chair. And the
old terror returned to him.
“But this time he meant to conquer
himself. His nerves were stronger now, and his
brain clearer; he would fight his unreasoning fear.
He crossed to the door and locked himself in, and
flung the key to the other end of the room, where
it fell among jars and bottles with an echoing clatter.
“Later on, his old housekeeper,
going her final round, tapped at his door and wished
him good-night, as was her custom. She received
no response, at first, and, growing nervous, tapped
louder and called again; and at length an answering
‘good-night’ came back to her.
“She thought little about it
at the time, but afterwards she remembered that the
voice that had replied to her had been strangely grating
and mechanical. Trying to describe it, she likened
it to such a voice as she would imagine coming from
a statue.
“Next morning his door remained
still locked. It was no unusual thing for him
to work all night and far into the next day, so no
one thought to be surprised. When, however,
evening came, and yet he did not appear, his servants
gathered outside the room and whispered, remembering
what had happened once before.
“They listened, but could hear
no sound. They shook the door and called to
him, then beat with their fists upon the wooden panels.
But still no sound came from the room.
“Becoming alarmed, they decided
to burst open the door, and, after many blows, it
gave way, and they crowded in.
“He sat bolt upright in his
high-backed chair. They thought at first he
had died in his sleep. But when they drew nearer
and the light fell upon him, they saw the livid marks
of bony fingers round his throat; and in his eyes
there was a terror such as is not often seen in human
eyes.”
Brown was the first to break the silence
that followed. He asked me if I had any brandy
on board. He said he felt he should like just
a nip of brandy before going to bed. That is
one of the chief charms of Jephson’s stories:
they always make you feel you want a little brandy.