“But why must you go,
Tom?” Grace’s tones rang with nervous dread.
“Can’t some one else adjust matters satisfactorily?”
“No.” Tom’s
reply was freighted with gloom. “I understand
those men up there and can get along better with them
than a new superintendent could. It wouldn’t
be worth while hiring one. Mr. Mackenzie isn’t
dangerously ill. He’ll be about again in
two or three weeks. But it needs some one who
understands Aunt Rose’s affairs to look after
them properly, even for that short period of time.
If it weren’t almost tragic, it would be funny.
Here I am bound heart and soul to the work of preserving
forests. Now duty calls me to handle a crowd of
men whose business it is to cut down forests.
It isn’t very pleasant to contemplate.
To me trees are almost as much alive as human beings.
Worse still, I hate to leave you, Grace. It’s
not so very long until the tenth of September, either,
and we’ve so many plans to carry out yet at Haven
Home.”
“I know it.” Grace’s
admission contained resignation. With duty thus
obstinately confronting Tom, she felt that she had
no right to discourage the performance of it.
“I don’t wish you to go,” she faltered,
“but I can’t help knowing that you are
right. You owe it to your aunt. She comes
first. She’s been both father and mother
to you, and I’m glad you are the one to help
her now.”
“Aunt Rose doesn’t want
me to go,” returned Tom quickly. “She’s
afraid something dreadful may happen to me. I
don’t anticipate any such thing. I’m
too good a woodsman to feel concerned about myself.
After that strenuous expedition to South America,
this will be child’s play. It’s leaving
you that I don’t like.”
Grace did not reply for a moment.
Secretly she, too, was echoing Mrs. Gray’s fears.
With the day of their marriage so near, she could not
bear even to dwell on the dire possibility of any
occurrence which might wreck her Golden Summer.
Bravely thrusting aside such a contingency she said
with grave sweetness: “I should be a pretty
poor sort of comrade if I were to fly in the face
of your duty. It’s hard, of course, Tom,
but I can say truthfully that I wish you to go.
I shall try not to be sad over it, or worry.
After all, it’s only for two or three weeks.
One week of that time I shall be at Elfreda’s
attending the Semper’s reunion. As for
Haven Home, you attended to the really important things
to be done there while I was in New York City.
Most of the furniture is there now. Ever so many
of the smaller things yet to be done, I can do or have
done. My trousseau is attended to, so I’ll
have time to make daily pilgrimages to our forest
retreat.”
“I’ve thought of all that,
too. I knew you’d wish to finish the work
at Haven Home. The touring car or my roadster
are always at your service to take you there.
You know you love to drive the roadster. It’s
already as much yours as mine. You can always
take one of your girl friends with you. It’s
bully in you to be so brave about it. It helps
me more than I can say.” Tom caught Grace’s
hands in a loving, steadfast clasp.
For an hour or more they sat side
by side on the davenport, each sturdily trying to
conceal the blow which the unlooked-for swing in Mrs.
Gray’s business affairs had dealt them.
Tom’s chief cause for sorrow was in the fact
that he must leave the girl he adored, even for so
brief an interval of time. Grace’s sadness,
which she sternly concealed from him, lay far deeper.
Though Tom was scarcely concerned for his own welfare,
she was filled with a thousand vague alarms as to the
disasters which might perhaps overtake him. Not
so long since, in speaking of the vast lumber region
in a northern state where his aunt possessed important
holdings, he had told her of the troubles that frequently
ensued by reason of lawless timber thieves. Then,
too, the camp for which he was bound was large and
comprised a rough element of men. From Tom himself
she had learned that the Scotch superintendent, Alec
Mackenzie, was obliged to rule them with an iron hand.
During his enforced absence from them, discipline
was sure to grow lax. She wondered whether even
resolute Tom Gray could ably contend with the difficult
situation.
Yet she kept all this to herself.
It was her place to encourage, not discourage.
If unbounded faith in Tom could help work the wonder
of carrying him safely through his mission and home
again to her, then she would bestow that faith ungrudgingly.
Hers was too fine and steadfast a nature to quail
at the first obstacle that rose to impede her highway
of happiness. “Loyalheart” she had
been christened and “Loyalheart” she would
remain to the end of her days.
“When must you go, Tom?”
she questioned at last. Both had thus far been
sedulously side-stepping direct reference to their
moment of parting.
“I ought to go this afternoon.”
Tom’s voice registered his hearty regret as
he made this response. “I can wait until
to-morrow if you say so, Grace. I’d
rather you’d decide it. Of course, you know
I’d prefer to put over going until to-morrow.
It’s only ”
“I understand,” came faintly
from Grace. “You’d better go to-day.
Tom. It will be even harder for both of us to
wait another day before saying good-bye. Besides,”
she added, making a valiant effort to be cheerful,
“the sooner you go, the sooner you will return.
You may find that you won’t have to stay there
as long as you imagine.”
“You’re a true comrade,
Loyalheart.” Since the day when Grace had
named their future residence Haven Home, at the same
time telling Tom of the college play in which she
had taken part, he had fallen into the habit of calling
her Loyalheart. “That Miss West had the
right idea about you,” had been his tender criticism.
“There isn’t another name in the whole
world that could possibly suit you so well.”
“I hope always to be a good
comrade,” returned Grace, a faint color stealing
into her lately-paling cheeks. “It’s
a pretty hard contract always to live up to, though.
While everything is lovely, it’s not hard.
When things go wrong, it is. It reminds me of
a poem I once read that began, ‘It’s easy
enough to be pleasant when life flows by like a song.’
I can’t remember any more of it, except that
it conveyed the thought that the only persons who
are really worth while are the ones who can keep on
being pleasant even when everything in their lives
goes wrong. So we ought to try to smile over
this little hardship and look at it as being just
one of the vicissitudes that life is bound to bring
us.”
“But I don’t like to see
hardship and vicissitudes creeping into our Golden
Summer,” protested Tom, not quite satisfied to
adjust himself to Grace’s more optimistic view
of the situation. “I’m selfish about
it, I’m afraid. When, after a long dark
winter, a man is suddenly turned loose in the sunshine,
he is naturally anxious to stay there. Just because
I’m saying that, I don’t mean that I would
dream of failing Aunt Rose. I’d go even
if it meant we’d have to put off our marriage
a few weeks longer.”
“And I would wish you to go,”
agreed Grace earnestly. “I am glad you
said that. If, when you get to the camp, you find
that you will have to stay quite a while, we can put
off our wedding until the last of September.
Only a few of our closest friends know that we have
set the date for the tenth of September, so we needn’t
feel in the least embarrassed if we find it necessary
to change it.”
“Oh, I’ll be back before
the last of August,” was Tom’s confident
prediction. “That will give us plenty of
time to make all our arrangements. And now I
must go, Grace. I have a good deal to do before
train time. I’ll leave Oakdale on that 4.30
express. I’ll drive over here for you in
the roadster. I’d like just you to see me
off on my journey. Aunt Rose will understand
when I tell her. Then if you will, you can drive
the roadster back to our garage.”
“I will,” acquiesced Grace
briefly. A swift rush of unbidden emotion brought
her very near to tears. Accompanying Tom to the
door, she watched him wistfully down the walk.
She was forcibly reminded of a day, belonging to the
past, when she had seen him go down that same walk,
and, as she then believed, out of her life. On
that dark rainy afternoon of the long ago she had
felt only pity as she gazed after his retreating form.
She had gone into the house and cried bitterly, out
of sheer sorrow of the hurt which she had inflicted
upon her childhood’s friend. Now all was
changed. Devoted love shone through the windows
of the clear gray eyes that followed Tom Gray’s
tall, broad-shouldered figure, as he swung through
the gate and down the street. And, as she stood
there in the doorway, the triumphant knowledge that
she loved and was loved in return swept away her inclination
to tears. Even the shadow of separation could
not dim the glory of the summer that lived in her
heart.