I had made my confession, for
a confession I had felt it was, involving
for my own share no small amount of carelessness, and
some little pride and self-will; all of which “little
foxes” had opened the way to the commission
of actual crime in another.
It was the day after that on which
my uncle and aunt had arrived at the Point, mild,
soft, and sunny; only the September haze upon sea and
sky to tell that the lingering summer was near its
end.
We sat upon the piazza, these
two dear newcomers, my sister Milly, and I. Father
off upon some business; mother in the house attending
to Norman, who had come home with a sprained wrist;
the children at play upon the beach with Mammy, and
their faithful pages, Bill and Jim, in attendance.
I had stipulated, with a fanciful idea that I was making
some righteous atonement, that I should be the one
to relate the sad story of my diamond earrings; and
hence no one had until now mentioned the subject in
the hearing of my uncle and aunt.
The opportunity was propitious, the
audience lenient and sympathetic; and seated on the
piazza-step, with my head resting against aunt Emily’s
knee, and, as the tale proceeded, her dear hand tenderly
stroking my hair and cheek, I had told the story to
its minutest particular, taking, as the sober sight
of after days has shown me, more than the necessary
amount of blame upon myself.
So my uncle and aunt now said; and,
while inexpressibly shocked at such heartless wickedness
in one so young as the guilty girl, they would not
allow that their “own Amy” was at all blameworthy
in the matter, and only congratulated themselves and
me upon the recovery of the earrings. My name,
and the likeness I bore to the Amy Rutherford in heaven,
would have pleaded for and won me absolution in a
far worse case than this; and they at once set themselves
to work to demolish my almost morbid fancies in connection
with the theft of the jewels. The very fact that
I had now told them all was a relief, and my elastic
spirits at once began to rise from the weight which
had burdened them during the last few weeks.
“So that is the hero of your
tale?” said uncle Rutherford, looking thoughtfully
down upon the beach where the little ones were enjoying
themselves to the utmost, and having matters all their
own way, as usual. Jim was lying prone upon the
beach, while Allie and Daisy were industriously covering
him with sand; Bill assisting by filling their pails
for them. This was a daily amusement, and never
palled.
“So that is your hero?”
he repeated. “And what do you mean to do
with him, Milly?” he asked, turning to my sister.
“Such a fellow should have a chance in life.”
“He thinks he has it since he
has been here,” answered Milly; “since
he has been among respectable people and surroundings,
provided and cared for, and taught. He and Bill
both talk as if they needed no greater advantages
than those they possess already. As to what I
mean to do with him, dear uncle, well,
it is less what I mean to do with him, than what he
means to do with himself. His own ambitions are
soaring, and quite beyond any plans that I could form
for him; his aim being the head of the government
of our country, with the powers of an autocrat, and
no responsibility to any one. Nor is his mind
disturbed with any doubts that he will be able to
achieve this dignity, provided that he continues to
‘have his chance.’ At present he is
content with learning his duties as a house and table
servant, believing those to be but stepping-stones
towards his goal.”
“To say nothing of his ambitious
views regarding Milly herself,” I interrupted.
But my remark was ignored as unworthy of the gravity
of the subject.
“But he should have some schooling,
a boy such as he is, do not you think so?”
asked uncle Rutherford; adding, “Whatever his
aims and ambitions may be, he can achieve nothing
without some education.”
Milly hesitated for a moment, unwilling
to make mention of all that she was doing for Jim
and his confrere; and I spoke for her.
“Milly is spending a goodly
portion of her worldly substance in that way,”
I said. “The boys go to a teacher for two
hours every evening, and are both making quite remarkable
progress in the three R’s; and Bill had singing-lessons
all last winter, and I believe Milly intends that
he shall continue them when we go back to the city.”
“H’m’m,” said
uncle Rutherford. “Very good, so far as
it goes; but I mean something more thorough and far-reaching
than this.” And Milly’s eyes lighted,
for she knew that uncle was already planning some means
of substantial advancement for her protege.
“If you are going to give him
any further ‘chance,’” I said, “Columbia
itself will not bound his ambition. He, too, will
sigh because there is but one world for him to conquer.”
“H’m’m,” said
uncle Rutherford again, with his eyes still fixed
thoughtfully upon the incipient candidate for presidential
honors, who, having shaken himself free from the sand,
and risen to his feet, was now tumbling rapidly over
in a series of “cart-wheels;” another
performance in which the souls of our children delighted,
and in which he was an expert. But he uncle
Rutherford said nothing more at present;
and we were all left in ignorance as to what benevolent
plan tending Jim-wise he might be pondering.
For a man otherwise so charming and
considerate, uncle Rutherford had the most exasperating
way of exciting one’s curiosity and interest
to the verge of distraction, and then calmly ignoring
them.
But now I suddenly bethought myself
of Jim’s “peanut plan,” which, truth
to tell, had passed entirely from my mind since the
day I had first heard of it; and, with an eye to further
prepossessing uncle Rutherford in the boy’s
favor, I forthwith unfolded his scheme for the benefit
of the helpless young Blairs. My uncle was amused,
but, as I could see, was pleased, too, with Jim’s
gratitude and appreciation of the good which had fallen
to his own lot.
“Amy,” said uncle Rutherford
presently, apropos of some further
allusion which was made to my tale, and to Captain
Yorke’s share in it, “Amy,
I am going to invite Captain and Mrs. Yorke to visit
New York this winter, and,” with a twinkle in
his eye, “shall depend upon you and Milly to
escort them hither and thither to see the city lions.”
“Invite them to your house?”
I inquired, in not altogether approving surprise,
for the idea of Captain and Mrs. Yorke as visitors
in uncle Rutherford’s house was somewhat incongruous;
while the vision of Milly and myself escorting them
about was not attractive in my eyes, fond though I
was, in a certain way, of the old man and his dear
motherly wife.
“Not to my own house, no,”
answered uncle Rutherford, with an assumption of gravity
which by no means imposed upon me, “for I do
not expect to have any house of my own this coming
winter, or, I should say, not to occupy
my own house; for, Amy, as my boys will pass the winter
abroad, and your aunt and I would feel lonely without
them, we have been persuaded by some kind friends,
with a whole houseful of troublesome young people,
to make our home with them, and help to keep their
flock in order. So Captain Yorke and ”
But he was interrupted, as I fell
upon him in an ecstasy of delight, worthy
of Allie or Daisy, enchanted to learn that
we were to have the inexpressible pleasure of having
him and aunt Emily to spend the winter with us; a
pleasure which I would willingly have earned by any
amount of ciceroneship to the old sailor and his wife.
The subject had not been mooted before the younger
portion of the family, but had been discussed and
settled in private conclave among our elders; so it
was a most agreeable surprise to each one and all of
us.
“But about Captain and Mrs.
Yorke?” I said, at length, when my transports
had somewhat subsided, and calmness was once more restored.
“You do not really mean that you are going to
bring them to the city, and to our
house?”
And all manner of domestic and social
complications presented themselves to my mind’s
eye, in view of such an arrangement. For uncle
Rutherford, in his far-reaching desire to benefit and
make others happy, was given to ways and plans which,
at times, were too much even for his ever-charitable,
generous wife; and which now and then would sorely
try the souls of those less interested, but who, nolens
volens, became the victims of his benevolent schemes.
No one was better aware of uncle Rutherford’s
proclivities in this way, or more in dread of them,
than my young brother Norman, who had just joined
our circle, fresh from mother’s surgery, and
with his arm in a sling. For Norman’s bump
of benevolence was not as large as that of some other
members of the family, and he was inclined to look
askance upon uncle Rutherford’s demands upon
his heart and his purse. These, to tell the truth,
were not infrequent; for our uncle, believing that
young people should be led to the exercise of active
and unselfish charity, and seeing that Norman was
inclined to shirk such claims, was constantly presenting
them to the boy, with a view to training him in the
way he should go in such matters.
“Uncle Rutherford gives with
one hand, and takes away with the other,” Norman
had said, grumblingly, only this same morning, in my
hearing.
“You had better say he takes
with one hand, and gives seven-fold with the other,”
said Douglas, resentfully; for he inherited, to the
fullest extent, the family generosity. “Nor,
I saw the skins of your flints hanging out to dry
this morning.”
Whereupon Douglas dodged a book aimed
at his head, and left his shot to work what execution
it might.
Norman had caught my last words, and
taken in their meaning, and his delight at the prospect
of a visit from Captain Yorke was almost as great
as Milly’s and mine in view of the stay of our
uncle and aunt at our home; being incited, probably,
by the thought of the “jolly fun” which
he and Douglas could extract from the old man while
piloting him about the city.
“I certainly do not intend to
bring the old people to your house, Amy,” said
uncle Rutherford; “but your aunt is anxious that
Mrs. Yorke should see some good physician, who may
be able to relieve her from her lameness before she
is entirely crippled; and we shall therefore propose
that they come to the city after we are fairly settled
there, when we will provide comfortable quarters for
them, and put Mrs. Yorke under proper treatment.
There is a fitness to all things, my child; and Captain
and Mrs. Yorke would probably feel as much embarrassed
as your guests, as we should be in having them with
us.”
“I was only thinking ”
I began, then stopped.
“You were only thinking that
your quixotic old uncle was about to inflict a somewhat
trying experience upon you,” said uncle Rutherford,
in answer to the unspoken thought. “But
he has a modicum of sense left yet, Amy.”
Truth would not allow me to enter
a disclaimer, for this had been my very thought.
Any slight embarrassment which I might have felt,
however, was relieved by a little diversion in my favor,
as uncle Rutherford said,
“Here is Fred Winston coming over from the hotel.”
“Yes, he is generally coming
over, and never going back,” said Norman, with
what I chose to consider a saucy glance in my direction;
but I ignored both speech and glance, as I welcomed
the new-comer.
Now be it understood, that this young
man was neither a gossip nor news-monger; but, being
at present a resident of the largest hotel in the
place, he was, from the force of circumstances, apt
to be the hearer of various items of interest, and
these, for reasons which seemed good to himself, he
usually considered it necessary to bring over to the
homestead as soon as possible after they came to his
knowledge. Indeed, our boys basely slandered him,
by crediting him with the invention of sundry small
fictions as an excuse for coming over to our house.
Nevertheless, he was always a welcome guest with each
one and all of the family, and with none more than
with these saucy boys.
“Mr. Rutherford,” he said
now, when he had settled himself in such comfort as
he might upon the next lowest step to that on which
I was seated, and addressing himself to my uncle,
who, by virtue of his interest in, and proprietorship
of, a great portion of the Point, was regarded by
most people as a sort of lord of the manor, “Mr.
Rutherford, have you heard what has befallen Captain
Yorke?”
“I have heard nothing,”
answered uncle Rutherford. “No misfortune,
I hope.”
Mr. Winston slightly raised his eyebrows,
as he answered, laughingly, “I do not know whether
he considers it in the light of a misfortune or a
blessing; but I know very well how I should feel had
such an affliction fallen to my lot, that
it was an unmitigated calamity; while Miss Milly,
again, would probably consider it as the choicest of
blessings. It seems that the old man had a reprobate
son, who, many years since, went off to parts unknown;
and his parents have heard nothing of him since, that
is, until to-day, when a woman, claiming to be his
widow, appeared with five children. She had his
“marriage lines,” as she called them,
a letter from the prodigal himself to his father,
and other papers, which appear to substantiate her
claim; and the old couple have admitted it, and received
the whole crowd. ’Matildy Jane’ is
sceptical, derisive, and not amiable. Nor
can one be surprised that she is not pleased at this
addition to her household cares and labors, for I
have not told the worst. The woman is apparently
in the last stages of consumption; one of the children
is blind; another has hip-disease; and a third looks
as if it would go the way its mother is going.
There is a sturdy boy of fourteen or so, the eldest
of the family, and another chubby, healthy rogue,
in the lot; but they really looked like a hospital
turned loose. Brayton and I had gone down for
bait, and were talking to the captain, when they arrived.”
“Don’t, don’t, Mr.
Winston!” exclaimed Norman. “Milly
will adopt the crowd, and have them here amongst us.
That is her way, you know.”
“And what did the captain say?”
I asked, fully agreeing with Mr. Winston, that this
must be, for the old seaman, an appalling misfortune.
“Imagine, if the thing is true, and these people
dependent upon him, the utter up-turning of the even
tenor of his way, of all their ways.
I sympathize with ‘Matildy Jane.’
What did the captain say?”
“He asked me to read his son’s
letter to him, for he is not apt, it would
appear, in deciphering writing; and, indeed, it was
more or less hieroglyphical, then gazed
for a few moments at the dilapidated crew, dilapidated
as to health, I mean; for they are clean and decent,
and fairly respectable looking, and said,
’Well, ye do all seem to be enj’yin’
a powerful lot of poor health among ye.’
Then he turned into the house, saying that he must
‘see what mother said,’ giving neither
word of welcome nor refusal to admit the claim of the
strangers; and presently Mrs. Yorke appeared, in a
state of overwhelming excitement, and, nothing doubting,
straightway fell upon the new arrivals with an attempt
to take the whole quintette into her ample embrace.
No need of proofs for her; and, seeing this, the captain’s
doubts were dispersed, and he began a vigorous hand-shaking
with each and every one of those present, including
Brayton and myself, and repeating the process, until
Brayton and I, feeling ourselves to be intruders in
the midst of this family scene, made good our escape.
Not, however, before ‘Matildy Jane’ had
appeared, with tone, look, and manner, which you who
know ’Matildy Jane’ do not need to have
described, denouncing the woman and children as ‘ampostors,’
and bidding them begone.”
“And you do not think that the
woman is a fraud?” asked aunt Emily.
“I do not, Mrs. Rutherford;
and neither did Brayton,” answered Fred Winston.
“And, besides the letter and marriage certificate
which were in her possession, making good her pretensions,
she had an honest face, and appeared respectable, far
too much so for the wife of such a scallywag as old
Yorke’s son is said to have been.”
“If the Yorkes allow her claim,
and take in this numerous family, it will interfere
with your plans for Mrs. Yorke, uncle,” I said.
“Not at all,” said uncle
Rutherford, who, when he had once made up his mind
to a thing, would move heaven and earth to carry it
out, and who often insisted upon benefiting people
against their will. “Not at all. The
new family can be left here to keep Matilda Jane company
while her father and mother are away. There is
all the more reason now that Mrs. Yorke should be
cured of her lameness; and I believe that it can be
done.”
Blessed with the most sanguine of
dispositions, as well as with the kindest and most
generous of hearts, he always believed, until it was
proved otherwise, that the thing he wished could be
done.
“Milly,” said aunt Emily,
suddenly turning to my sister, “will you come
down to the Yorkes’ with me?”
Milly assented readily; and the two
kindred spirits set forth together.
“The blessed creatures!”
said Fred Winston. “What unlimited possibilities
the arrival of this infirmary opens up to them.
I knew that they would be off at once to inquire into
the condition of the sick and wounded.”
“And to find out how many candidates
there may be for the hospital cottage and other refuges,”
I added.
But the two good Samaritans, as they
afterwards reported, were not so appalled by the state
of things at the Yorkes’ cottage, as Mr. Winston’s
tale had prepared them to be. Perhaps matters
had improved since he had left two hours since, or
the stricken family had at once accommodated themselves
to the change in their circumstances. Certain
it is that aunt Emily and Milly found peace and serenity
reigning: Mrs. Yorke with the little cripple
in her capacious lap, coddling and petting her as
the good soul well knew how to do; the captain piloting
the blind child about the house and garden, familiarizing
him with different objects, by which he might learn
his own way about by his acute sense of touch; the
youngest a teething, not consumptive, baby fast
asleep; and even the recalcitrant “Matildy Jane”
tolerably pleasant and good-natured beneath the fascinations
of a handsome, sturdy urchin four years old, who,
undaunted by her hard face and snappish voice, insisted
upon following her around, and “helping”
her in her manifold occupations. He was a boy
who did not know how to be snubbed, and had fairly
won his way with his ungracious aunt, by sheer persistence
in his unwelcome attentions. To all her hospitable
intimations that he and his family had brought an immense
addition to her cares and labors, which
certainly was true, he opposed smiles and
caresses, and assurances that so long as he was there
he would share and lighten all these; appearing to
think that she complained and scolded only to draw
forth his sympathy and aid.
Who could stand out against such a
fellow? Not even “Matildy Jane.”
And she had succumbed; at least, so far as he was
concerned.
The mother of the helpless group,
pale, feeble, and careworn though she was, had already
shown herself eager to lessen, so far as possible,
the burden she had brought upon the family of her
husband, and sat peeling potatoes from a huge basket
on the one side, while a pan of apples, duly pared
and quartered, stood awaiting the oven upon the other.
Plainly Matilda Jane had had no scruples of delicacy
in availing herself of the services of her newly arrived
sister-in-law.
“What are you going to
do with them all, Captain Yorke?” asked Milly,
pityingly, as she stood beside the old sailor in the
porch, while aunt Emily interviewed Mrs. Yorke and
the widow. “This is such a care for you.”
“Do with ’em?” repeated
the veteran, apparently quite undismayed by the prospect
before him. “Waal, I reckon we’ve
got to be eyes an’ backs an’ lungs to
’em, for they’ve run mighty short of them
conveniences. Let alone Theodore, an’ that
feller over there,” nodding towards
the kitchen-door, within which Matilda Jane was to
be seen mixing biscuit, with the boy beside her, his
round, fat arms up to the elbows in the dough, with
which he was bedaubing himself and every thing about
him, unrestrained by his subdued aunt, “let
alone that feller over there, there ain’t the
makin’ of a hull one among ’em. I
guess they’ve got to be took care of; an’,
if the Almighty hadn’t a meant us to do it, he
wouldn’t a sent ’em here. Them’s
my opinions, an’ me an’ Mis’ Yorke
we ain’t the ones to throw back his orderin’s
an’ purposin’s in his face. They
do seem a bit like a hospital full, though, don’t
they?” he added, unconsciously expressing Mr.
Winston’s view of the situation. “Me
an’ Mis’ Yorke, we foun’ out the
truth of the Scriptur’ sayin’, how sharper
than an achin’ tooth it is to have a thankless
child, an’ Tom, I don’t min’
sayin’ it to you, he was thankless
enough, though he’s dead an’ gone, an’
his old father ain’t the one to cast stones at
him now. But me an’ Mis’ Yorke, we
don’t want to make out the truth of that other
Scriptur’, that the sins of the father shall
be visited on the children, leastways,
not Tom’s children; they ain’t to blame
for his short-comin’s; an’, meanin’
no disrespec’ nor onbelief, that Scriptur’
do always seem to me a little hard on the children.
Maybe who knows them youngsters
will ha’ brought a blessin’ with ’em;
an’ my opinions is they has, when I see Mis’
Yorke a cuddlin’ an’ croonin’ over
that little hunchback. Now she’s awful contented
an’ easy-minded like to have somethin’
to pet, for she’s allers a hankerin’
after babies an’ them sort of critters.
We was kinder took aback, for sartain, when Maria, her
name’s Maria, Tom’s widder’s is, when
she come right in with the hull crowd followin’,
an’ John Waters’ wagon, what they come
from the station in, standin’ at the gate, an’
all the luggage in it; an’ them gentlemen was
here gettin’ bait an’ askin’ about
the fishin’, an’ Matildy Jane she kinder
flew out, an’ one of the little ones was hollerin’, an’
it was all kinder Bedlamy. But it’s all
come right now; an’ Maria, she’s a willin’
soul, an’ if Jabez,” the old man’s
son-in-law, and a power in the household, “if
Jabez an’ Charlotte don’t be grumpy over
it, we’ll all get along as pretty as a psalm-book.
Jabez, he an’ Charlotte has gone to Millville
for the day, an’ all this is unbeknownst to
them.”
Clearly, the captain was somewhat
in dread of Jabez and Jabez’s opinions; but
Milly had no fear that the strangers would be sent
adrift in deference to these.
But something must be done to help
the old people with the burden which had so suddenly
fallen upon them. The gray-haired seaman was
comparatively vigorous still, but his sea-faring days
were over; and while he had put by a sum sufficient
to keep him, his good wife, and “Matildy Jane”
in comfort, this unlooked for addition to the family,
helpless and crippled as the grandchildren were, would
be too great a drain upon his little fund. As
this had been placed in father’s hands for investment,
we knew to a fraction what he had to depend upon, and
that it was not enough to provide for all. The
sturdy independence of the captain would no doubt
revolt against the idea of receiving any actual pecuniary
assistance, as would that of his wife; but some way
must be contrived of lessening their responsibilities
and cares. Jabez Strong and his wife must share
these, although he might and probably would be “grumpy;”
but even then it would be hard to meet all demands,
without depriving the old couple of their accustomed
comforts. The cheerful, it-will-all-come-right
spirit in which they had received the intruders, I
could not look upon them in any other light, made
us all the more anxious to do this; and, before night,
Milly and I were exercising our brains with all manner
of expedients for accomplishing it without hurting
their pride and their feelings.
Meanwhile, our elders, with less of
enthusiasm perhaps, but in a more practical spirit,
were considering the same matter; and the little ones,
our Allie and Daisy, having also heard of the influx
of children at the Yorkes’ cottage, had laden
themselves with toys and picture-books, and persuaded
mammy to escort them thither. Our little sisters
had so burdened themselves, that they needed assistance
to transport all these gifts to Captain Yorke’s
house; and they could not look for any great amount
of this from mammy, who had all she could do to convey
her own portly person, and the enormous umbrella without
which she never stirred, as a possibly needed protection
against sun or rain, as the case might be. So
they begged that Bill and Jim might act as carriers,
coaxing Thomas to spare them from pantry duty, a
matter not attended with much difficulty, as the old
butler was only too willing to indulge them on all
occasions, even to the length of taking double work
on his own shoulders.
They all set forth on their errand
of charity in high glee; but Jim returned from the
expedition with a face and air of such portentous
gravity, so different from his usual happy-go-lucky
bearing, that Milly was moved to ask if any thing
unpleasant had occurred.
“Captain Yorke nor his folks
didn’t do nothin’, Miss Milly,” answered
Jim.
“Who, then?” asked Milly.
“Well, no one, Miss Milly,”
he replied. “I was on’y thinkin’
what a lot of ’em there was, an’ it bothers
me.”
“So many Yorkes, do you mean?”
queried Milly, rather wondering at his evident perturbation.
“Such a many blind an’
hunchback an’ sick folks,” he said; “an’
how are they all goin’ to be done for.
The more you try to do for some of ’em, the
more of ’em seem to come up. There’s
Matty and Tony Blair, who me an Bill has took into
our keepin’ soon as we get to the city; an’
now here comes a Yorke hunchback, an’ a Yorke
blind, an’ a Yorke sick baby, all sudden like;
an’ I say that’s pretty hard on the olé
captain. I like the captain firstrate, I do,
Miss Milly; an’ I don’t like to see him
put upon that way. Some of us ought to see to
’em for him, but you can’t do for all.”
“No, Jim,” Milly said,
soothingly, to the young philanthropist, “we
cannot do for all who need; but, if each one does his
or her mite, we can among us greatly lighten the load
of human suffering; and that is what we must all try
to do, without making ourselves unhappy over that
which is beyond our reach or means.”
“You did a mighty big
mite, when you did for Bill an’ me, Miss Milly,”
said her pupil and protege, looking gratefully
at her. “There ain’t no halfway ’bout
you, Miss Milly. But I would like to help Captain
Yorke, if I could; an’ I was thinkin’,
could I do up them sums again ‘bout the peanuts,
an’ get out a share for the Yorkes.”
Milly laughed, for she had heard of
Jim’s plans, and of the various objects which
were to be benefited by the “peanut-undertaking;”
and, as frequent new claims and claimants appeared
to share in the profits, she argued that the proportion
of each would be small.
“Jim,” she said, “I
think I would not undertake to help the Yorkes as
well as all the other people you have upon your list.
They shall not be allowed to suffer, you may be sure;
Mr. Rutherford and Mr. Livingstone will see to that.”
“Miss Milly,” he answered,
reproachfully, “I on’y didn’t reckon
up Captain Yorke an’ his folks before, ’cause
they hadn’t need of it. Now they will,
with all that raft of broke-up children on ’em;
an’ do you think I’d go to passin’
’em over when they was so good to me? No,
that I wouldn’t; I ain’t never goin’
to forget how Mis’ Yorke nussed me, an’
made much of me, when I was sick there in her house;
an’ they were good to me, too, when I was a
little chap, an’ got shipwrecked on to the shore.
Miss Milly, do you know,” hesitatingly, “I’d
liever take some out of the ’lection expenses
share, than to pass over the Yorkes. I would,
really, Miss Milly.”
Truly, our Milly was reaping a rich
fruit of generosity, loyalty, and earnest endeavor,
from the seed of self-sacrifice and charity which she
herself had shown in faith and hope. And this,
too, in ground which the on-lookers had judged to
be so hardened and stony that no harvest was to be
gathered therefrom. Oh, my Milly, sweet soul,
“Great feelings hath
she of her own,
Which lesser souls may never
know.”