When on this evening Edi and Ritz
were lying in their bed and Mother had finished saying
evening prayer with them and had closed the door after
her, Edi began: “Have you noticed, Ritz,
that Father is almost like God? He already knows
the thing before one has told half of it.”
“No, I have never noticed that,”
Ritz replied. “But it is all right, for
then he can do everything he wants to and also make
fine weather.”
“Oh, Ritz, you only look at
the profit! but just look at the other side.”
Here Edi rose up in bed from pure zeal and continued:
“Do you remember, not long ago I recited our
songs, which we made about the others, to Papa; then
he knew at once that we were preparing a big fight
and has forbidden us to take part in it. And this
evening they all have talked it over that I should
lead the boys of Upper Wood into battle, and I have
thought it all over and prepared ahead. Then I
would be Fabius Cunctator, and would lead
my troops above on the hill round and round it and
would not attack, for you must know that is much safer,
and so Hannibal could do nothing and could not attack
me.”
“Is Hannibal still living then?” asked
Ritz serenely.
“Oh, Ritz, how indescribably
ignorant you are!” Edi remarked compassionately.
“He died more than a thousand years ago.
But big Churi, the leader of the Middle Lotters, our
enemies, is Hannibal. But you see, I just remember
something: Churi is not a real Hannibal, for he
was a great and noble general, and Churi cannot represent
him; but do you know what, we can take the strange
boy Erick, for Hannibal!-he looks quite
different from Churi,-shall we?”
“That is all the same to me
since we cannot be in the fight,” remarked Ritz.
“That is true, we dare not,
I had quite forgotten that,” lamented Edi.
“If I only knew what we could do to be in this
fight and yet not do anything that is forbidden.”
“Don’t you know an example
in the world’s history?” asked Ritz, to
whom his brother presented so often, in cases of need,
examples out of this rich fountain.
“No. If we only lived like
the old Greeks,” Edi answered with a deep sigh.
“When they wanted to know anything of which no
one knew the answer, they quickly drove to Delphi
to the oracle and asked advice. Then there was
an answer at once and they knew what was to be done.
But now there are no more oracles, not even in Greece.
Isn’t that too bad?”
“Yes, that is too bad,”
said Ritz rather sleepily, “but I am sure you
will think of another example.”
Edi began at once to think, but however
much he thought, and groped in his memory and upheaved
what he had stored away in his brain, he could not
find in the whole history of the world one single case
where some one had carried out something that the
father had forbidden, and yet stood afterwards with
honor before him. For that was what Edi was trying
to find; and he was sitting straight up in his bed
in the dark, and in spite of all his endeavors he
could find no way out. And when he now heard
the deep breathing of the sweetly sleeping Ritz, he
became too discouraged to try any more. He lay
down on his pillow and was soon dreaming about the
uniform of Fabius Cunctator.
Soon after this Marianne too lay down
on her couch, but for a long time sleep would not
come. The singing of the lady downstairs had made
her very, very sad; this voice had never before touched
her so deeply as it had done this evening, and she
still heard the sound of weeping and rejoicing in
confusion. So Marianne heard the old clock on
the wall strike eleven, then twelve, and yet she could
not go to sleep. Now it seemed to her as if she
heard a gentle knocking below in the house. Who
could want anything of her so late in the night?
She must be mistaken, she said to herself. But
no, she now heard it quite plainly, somebody was knocking
somewhere. She quickly dressed herself and hastened
down to the kitchen. She opened the front door-no
one was there. But the knocking came again and
now Marianne thought that it came from the sleeping
room of her boarders. Softly she opened the door
of the room. Within the pale lady sat on her
bed, but she was much paler than usual, so that Marianne
stepped quickly into the room, and much frightened,
she exclaimed: “Dear me! What is the
matter? Oh how bad you do look!”
“Yes, I feel very ill, my good
Marianne,” the lady answered with her friendly
voice. “I am so sorry that I frightened
you so in the middle of the night; but I had no rest,
I was obliged to call you. I have a few things
to tell you and it might have been too late.”
“Dear, dear! what do you mean?”
lamented Marianne. “I will get the doctor
at once from Lower Wood,-he is the nearest.”
“No, Marianne, I thank you,
I know my condition,” said the sick woman soothingly,
“it is a cramp in my heart, which often comes
and this time more terribly than usual, and so, my
good Marianne, I wanted to tell you that if I am no
longer here tomorrow, will you give this,” (and
she gave a small paper to Marianne), “to him
who has to prepare for my last resting-place.
It is the only thing that I leave, and which I have
saved for a long time, so that I need not be buried
in a pauper’s grave. That must not be,
for my father’s sake,” she added, very
softly.
“Dear, dear Lord!” Marianne
lamented, “grant that it may not be that!
Do think of the dear little boy! Dear Mrs. Dorn,
do not take it amiss, I have never before asked anything
at all, but if you leave nothing, what have I to do
with the dear boy? Has he no relatives? Has
he no father?”
The mother looked at the sleeping
Erick, who, with his golden curls encircling his rosy
face, lay there so peacefully and so carefree.
She put her hand on his forehead-for his
narrow bed stood quite close to hers-and
said softly: “On earth you have no father
any more, my child, but above in heaven there lives
a Father who will not forsake you. I have given
you long since to Him. I know He will care for
you and protect you, so I can go quietly and joyfully.
Yes, my good Marianne,” she turned again to
the latter, “I have done a great wrong; I have
hurt deeply the best of fathers through disobedience
and selfishness. For that I have suffered much;
but in my suffering it was permitted me to learn how
great the love and compassion of our Father in heaven
is for His children, and since then a song of deepest
gratitude sounds ever and ever in my heart:
“’I lay in heaviest
fetters,
Thou com’st and
set’st me free;
I stood in shame and
sorrow,
Thou callest me to Thee;
And lift’st me
up to honor
And giv’st me
heavenly joys
Which cannot be diminished
By earthly scorn and
noise.’”
The sick woman had folded her hands
while she spoke, and in her eyes there was a wonderful
light; but now she sank back on her pillows, exhausted
and pale. Marianne stood there quietly and now
and then had to wipe her eyes.
“But now I must run to the doctor,-it
is high time,” she said, frightened. “Mrs.
Dorn, can I give you anything?”
“No, I thank you,” the
sick woman answered softly. “I thank you
for everything, my good Marianne.”
The latter now hastily left the house
and ran as fast as she could through the silent night
toward Lower Wood. From time to time she had to
stop to get her breath. Then she looked up to
the bright star-covered sky and prayed: “Dear
God, help us all.” She had great difficulty
in awakening the doctor in Lower Wood at two o’clock
in the night; but at last he heard her knocking and
followed her soon after on the road to her house.
When they entered together the room of the sick woman,
the light had burned down and threw a faint light
on the quiet, pale face. The mother had stretched
out her arm upon the bed of her child. The boy
had encircled her slender, white hand with both his
plump hands, and held it firmly. The doctor approached
and looked closer at the sleeper; he bent over her
for some moments.
“Marianne,” he said, “loosen
the hand out of the little boy’s. The woman
is sleeping her eternal sleep, she will nevermore awaken
on this earth. She must have died suddenly from
heart failure, while you were away to fetch me.”
The doctor left the quiet house at
once, and Marianne did as he had told her. She
folded the hands of the departed one on her breast,
then she sat down on Erick’s bed, looking now
at the serious face of the dead mother, now at the
care-free sleeping boy, and wept quietly, until the
rays of the morning sun fell into the quiet room and
roused Marianne to the consciousness that a new, sad
day had begun-a day on which Erick had
to be told that he never again on this earth could
take hold of the loving hand of his mother.