I Become a Combatant Once More
I returned to France on 13 September,
and took over my old brigade on the 19th of the same
month. We were shoved in at the Polygon Wood on
the 26th, and after four days got so badly mauled that
we were brought out to refit. On 7 October, very
much to my surprise, I was given command of a division
and was on the fringes of the Ypres fighting during
the first days of November. From that front we
were hurried down to Cambrai in support, but came
in only for the last backwash of that singular battle.
We held a bit of the St Quentin sector till just before
Christmas, when we had a spell of rest in billets,
which endured, so far as I was concerned, till the
beginning of January, when I was sent off on the errand
which I shall presently relate.
That is a brief summary of my military
record in the latter part of 1917. I am not going
to enlarge on the fighting. Except for the days
of the Polygon Wood it was neither very severe nor
very distinguished, and you will find it in the history
books. What I have to tell of here is my own
personal quest, for all the time I was living with
my mind turned two ways. In the morasses of the
Haanebeek flats, in the slimy support lines at Zonnebeke,
in the tortured uplands about Flesquieres, and in
many other odd places I kept worrying at my private
conundrum. At night I would lie awake thinking
of it, and many a toss I took into shell-holes and
many a time I stepped off the duckboards, because my
eyes were on a different landscape. Nobody ever
chewed a few wretched clues into such a pulp as I
did during those bleak months in Flanders and Picardy.
For I had an instinct that the thing
was desperately grave, graver even than the battle
before me. Russia had gone headlong to the devil,
Italy had taken it between the eyes and was still
dizzy, and our own prospects were none too bright.
The Boche was getting uppish and with some cause,
and I foresaw a rocky time ahead till America could
line up with us in the field. It was the chance
for the Wild Birds, and I used to wake in a sweat
to think what devilry Ivery might be engineering.
I believe I did my proper job reasonably well, but
I put in my most savage thinking over the other.
I remember how I used to go over every hour of every
day from that June night in the Cotswolds till my last
meeting with Bullivant in London, trying to find a
new bearing. I should probably have got brain-fever,
if I hadn’t had to spend most of my days and
nights fighting a stiffish battle with a very watchful
Hun. That kept my mind balanced, and I dare say
it gave an edge to it; for during those months I was
lucky enough to hit on a better scent than Bullivant
and Macgillivray and Blenkiron, pulling a thousand
wires in their London offices.
I will set down in order of time the
various incidents in this private quest of mine.
The first was my meeting with Geordie Hamilton.
It happened just after I rejoined the brigade, when
I went down to have a look at our Scots Fusilier battalion.
The old brigade had been roughly handled on 31st July,
and had had to get heavy drafts to come anywhere near
strength. The Fusiliers especially were almost
a new lot, formed by joining our remnants to the remains
of a battalion in another division and bringing about
a dozen officers from the training unit at home.
I inspected the men and my eyes caught
sight of a familiar face. I asked his name and
the colonel got it from the sergeant-major. It
was Lance-Corporal George Hamilton.
Now I wanted a new batman, and I resolved
then and there to have my old antagonist. That
afternoon he reported to me at brigade headquarters.
As I looked at that solid bandy-legged figure, standing
as stiff to attention as a tobacconist’s sign,
his ugly face hewn out of brown oak, his honest, sullen
mouth, and his blue eyes staring into vacancy, I knew
I had got the man I wanted.
‘Hamilton,’ I said, ‘you and I have
met before.’
‘Sirr?’ came the mystified answer.
‘Look at me, man, and tell me if you don’t
recognize me.’
He moved his eyes a fraction, in a respectful glance.
‘Sirr, I don’t mind of you.’
’Well, I’ll refresh your
memory. Do you remember the hall in Newmilns
Street and the meeting there? You had a fight
with a man outside, and got knocked down.’
He made no answer, but his colour deepened.
’And a fortnight later in a
public-house in Muirtown you saw the same man, and
gave him the chase of his life.’
I could see his mouth set, for visions
of the penalties laid down by the King’s Regulations
for striking an officer must have crossed his mind.
But he never budged.
‘Look me in the face, man,’
I said. ‘Do you remember me now?’
He did as he was bid.
‘Sirr, I mind of you.’
‘Have you nothing more to say?’
He cleared his throat. ‘Sirr, I did not
ken I was hittin’ an officer.’
’Of course you didn’t.
You did perfectly right, and if the war was over and
we were both free men, I would give you a chance of
knocking me down here and now. That’s got
to wait. When you saw me last I was serving my
country, though you didn’t know it. We’re
serving together now, and you must get your revenge
out of the Boche. I’m going to make you
my servant, for you and I have a pretty close bond
between us. What do you say to that?’
This time he looked me full in the
face. His troubled eye appraised me and was satisfied.
‘I’m proud to be servant to ye, sirr,’
he said. Then out of his chest came a strangled
chuckle, and he forgot his discipline. ‘Losh,
but ye’re the great lad!’ He recovered
himself promptly, saluted, and marched off.
The second episode befell during our
brief rest after the Polygon Wood, when I had ridden
down the line one afternoon to see a friend in the
Heavy Artillery. I was returning in the drizzle
of evening, clanking along the greasy path between
the sad poplars, when I struck a Labour company repairing
the ravages of a Boche strafe that morning. I
wasn’t very certain of my road and asked one
of the workers. He straightened himself and saluted,
and I saw beneath a disreputable cap the features
of the man who had been with me in the Coolin crevice.
I spoke a word to his sergeant, who
fell him out, and he walked a bit of the way with
me.
‘Great Scot, Wake, what brought you here?’
I asked.
‘Same thing as brought you. This rotten
war.’
I had dismounted and was walking beside
him, and I noticed that his lean face had lost its
pallor and that his eyes were less hot than they used
to be.
‘You seem to thrive on it,’
I said, for I did not know what to say. A sudden
shyness possessed me. Wake must have gone through
some violent cyclones of feeling before it came to
this. He saw what I was thinking and laughed
in his sharp, ironical way.
’Don’t flatter yourself
you’ve made a convert. I think as I always
thought. But I came to the conclusion that since
the fates had made me a Government servant I might
as well do my work somewhere less cushioned than a
chair in the Home Office ... Oh, no, it wasn’t
a matter of principle. One kind of work’s
as good as another, and I’m a better clerk than
a navvy. With me it was self-indulgence:
I wanted fresh air and exercise.’
I looked at him mud to
the waist, and his hands all blistered and cut with
unaccustomed labour. I could realize what his
associates must mean to him, and how he would relish
the rough tonguing of non-coms.
‘You’re a confounded humbug,’
I said. ’Why on earth didn’t you go
into an O.T.C. and come out with a commission?
They’re easy enough to get.’
‘You mistake my case,’
he said bitterly. ’I experienced no sudden
conviction about the justice of the war. I stand
where I always stood. I’m a non-combatant,
and I wanted a change of civilian work ... No,
it wasn’t any idiotic tribunal sent me here.
I came of my own free will, and I’m really rather
enjoying myself.’
‘It’s a rough job for a man like you,’
I said.
’Not so rough as the fellows
get in the trenches. I watched a battalion marching
back today and they looked like ghosts who had been
years in muddy graves. White faces and dazed
eyes and leaden feet. Mine’s a cushy job.
I like it best when the weather’s foul.
It cheats me into thinking I’m doing my duty.’
I nodded towards a recent shell-hole.
‘Much of that sort of thing?’
’Now and then. We had a
good dusting this morning. I can’t say I
liked it at the time, but I like to look back on it.
A sort of moral anodyne.’
‘I wonder what on earth the
rest of your lot make of you?’
’They don’t make anything.
I’m not remarkable for my bonhomie.
They think I’m a prig which I am.
It doesn’t amuse me to talk about beer and women
or listen to a gramophone or grouse about my last meal.
But I’m quite content, thank you. Sometimes
I get a seat in a corner of a Y.M.C.A. hut, and I’ve
a book or two. My chief affliction is the padre.
He was up at Keble in my time, and, as one of my colleagues
puts it, wants to be “too bloody helpful"....
What are you doing, Hannay? I see you’re
some kind of general. They’re pretty thick
on the ground here.’
’I’m a sort of general.
Soldiering in the Salient isn’t the softest of
jobs, but I don’t believe it’s as tough
as yours is for you. D’you know, Wake,
I wish I had you in my brigade. Trained or untrained,
you’re a dashed stout-hearted fellow.’
He laughed with a trifle less acidity
than usual. ’Almost thou persuadest me
to be combatant. No, thank you. I haven’t
the courage, and besides there’s my jolly old
principles. All the same I’d like to be
near you. You’re a good chap, and I’ve
had the honour to assist in your education ...
I must be getting back, or the sergeant will think
I’ve bolted.’
We shook hands, and the last I saw
of him was a figure saluting stiffly in the wet twilight.
The third incident was trivial enough,
though momentous in its results. Just before
I got the division I had a bout of malaria. We
were in support in the Salient, in very uncomfortable
trenches behind Wieltje, and I spent three days on
my back in a dug-out. Outside was a blizzard
of rain, and the water now and then came down the stairs
through the gas curtain and stood in pools at my bed
foot. It wasn’t the merriest place to convalesce
in, but I was as hard as nails at the time and by
the third day I was beginning to sit up and be bored.
I read all my English papers twice
and a big stack of German ones which I used to have
sent up by a friend in the G.H.Q. Intelligence,
who knew I liked to follow what the Boche was saying.
As I dozed and ruminated in the way a man does after
fever, I was struck by the tremendous display of one
advertisement in the English press. It was a thing
called ‘Gussiter’s Deep-breathing System,’
which, according to its promoter, was a cure for every
ill, mental, moral, or physical, that man can suffer.
Politicians, generals, admirals, and music-hall artists
all testified to the new life it had opened up for
them. I remember wondering what these sportsmen
got for their testimonies, and thinking I would write
a spoof letter myself to old Gussiter.
Then I picked up the German papers,
and suddenly my eye caught an advertisement of the
same kind in the Frankfurter Zeitung. It
was not Gussiter this time, but one Weissmann, but
his game was identical ’deep breathing’.
The Hun style was different from the English all
about the Goddess of Health, and the Nymphs of the
Mountains, and two quotations from Schiller. But
the principle was the same.
That made me ponder a little, and
I went carefully through the whole batch. I found
the advertisement in the Frankfurter and in
one or two rather obscure Volkstimmes and Volkszeitungs.
I found it too in Der Grosse Krieg, the official
German propagandist picture-paper. They were
the same all but one, and that one had a bold variation,
for it contained four of the sentences used in the
ordinary English advertisement.
This struck me as fishy, and I started
to write a letter to Macgillivray pointing out what
seemed to be a case of trading with the enemy, and
advising him to get on to Mr Gussiter’s financial
backing. I thought he might find a Hun syndicate
behind him. And then I had another notion, which
made me rewrite my letter.
I went through the papers again.
The English ones which contained the advertisement
were all good, solid, bellicose organs; the kind of
thing no censorship would object to leaving the country.
I had before me a small sheaf of pacifist prints,
and they had not the advertisement. That might
be for reasons of circulation, or it might not.
The German papers were either Radical or Socialist
publications, just the opposite of the English lot,
except the Grosse Krieg. Now we have a
free press, and Germany has, strictly speaking, none.
All her journalistic indiscretions are calculated.
Therefore the Boche has no objection to his rags getting
to enemy countries. He wants it. He likes
to see them quoted in columns headed ‘Through
German Glasses’, and made the text of articles
showing what a good democrat he is becoming.
As I puzzled over the subject, certain
conclusions began to form in my mind. The four
identical sentences seemed to hint that ‘Deep
Breathing’ had Boche affiliations. Here
was a chance of communicating with the enemy which
would defy the argus-eyed gentlemen who examine
the mails. What was to hinder Mr A at one end
writing an advertisement with a good cipher in it,
and the paper containing it getting into Germany by
Holland in three days? Herr B at the other end
replied in the Frankfurter, and a few days
later shrewd editors and acute Intelligence officers and
Mr A were reading it in London, though only
Mr A knew what it really meant.
It struck me as a bright idea, the
sort of simple thing that doesn’t occur to clever
people, and very rarely to the Boche. I wished
I was not in the middle of a battle, for I would have
had a try at investigating the cipher myself.
I wrote a long letter to Macgillivray putting my case,
and then went to sleep. When I awoke I reflected
that it was a pretty thin argument, and would have
stopped the letter, if it hadn’t gone off early
by a ration party.
After that things began very slowly
to happen. The first was when Hamilton, having
gone to Boulogne to fetch some mess-stores, returned
with the startling news that he had seen Gresson.
He had not heard his name, but described him dramatically
to me as the wee red-headed devil that kicked Ecky
Brockie’s knee yon time in Glesca, sirr,’
I recognized the description.
Gresson, it appeared, was joy-riding.
He was with a party of Labour delegates who had been
met by two officers and carried off in chars-a-bancs.
Hamilton reported from inquiries among his friends
that this kind of visitor came weekly. I thought
it a very sensible notion on the Government’s
part, but I wondered how Gresson had been selected.
I had hoped that Macgillivray had weeks ago made a
long arm and quodded him. Perhaps they had too
little evidence to hang him, but he was the blackest
sort of suspect and should have been interned.
A week later I had occasion to be
at G.H.Q. on business connected with my new division.
My friends in the Intelligence allowed me to use the
direct line to London, and I called up Macgillivray.
For ten minutes I had an exciting talk, for I had
had no news from that quarter since I left England.
I heard that the Portuguese Jew had escaped had
vanished from his native heather when they went to
get him. They had identified him as a German
professor of Celtic languages, who had held a chair
in a Welsh college a dangerous fellow,
for he was an upright, high-minded, raging fanatic.
Against Gresson they had no evidence at all, but he
was kept under strict observation. When I asked
about his crossing to France, Macgillivray replied
that that was part of their scheme. I inquired
if the visit had given them any clues, but I never
got an answer, for the line had to be cleared at that
moment for the War Office. I hunted up the man
who had charge of these Labour visits, and made friends
with him. Gresson, he said, had been a quiet,
well-mannered, and most appreciative guest. He
had wept tears on Vimy Ridge, and strictly
against orders had made a speech to some
troops he met on the Arras road about how British
Labour was remembering the Army in its prayers and
sweating blood to make guns. On the last day he
had had a misadventure, for he got very sick on the
road some kidney trouble that couldn’t
stand the jolting of the car and had to
be left at a village and picked up by the party on
its way back. They found him better, but still
shaky. I cross-examined the particular officer
in charge about that halt, and learned that Gresson
had been left alone in a peasant’s cottage,
for he said he only needed to lie down. The place
was the hamlet of Eaucourt Sainte-Anne.
For several weeks that name stuck
in my head. It had a pleasant, quaint sound,
and I wondered how Gresson had spent his hours there.
I hunted it up on the map, and promised myself to
have a look at it the next time we came out to rest.
And then I forgot about it till I heard the name mentioned
again.
On 23rd October I had the bad luck,
during a tour of my first-line trenches, to stop a
small shell-fragment with my head. It was a close,
misty day and I had taken off my tin hat to wipe my
brow when the thing happened. I got a long, shallow
scalp wound which meant nothing but bled a lot, and,
as we were not in for any big move, the M.O. sent me
back to a clearing station to have it seen to.
I was three days in the place and, being perfectly
well, had leisure to look about me and reflect, so
that I recall that time as a queer, restful interlude
in the infernal racket of war. I remember yet
how on my last night there a gale made the lamps swing
and flicker, and turned the grey-green canvas walls
into a mass of mottled shadows. The floor canvas
was muddy from the tramping of many feet bringing
in the constant dribble of casualties from the line.
In my tent there was no one very bad at the time,
except a boy with his shoulder half-blown off by a
whizz-bang, who lay in a drugged sleep at the far
end. The majority were influenza, bronchitis,
and trench-fever waiting to be moved to
the base, or convalescent and about to return to their
units.
A small group of us dined off tinned
chicken, stewed fruit, and radon cheese round the
smoky stove, where two screens manufactured from packing
cases gave some protection against the draughts which
swept like young tornadoes down the tent. One
man had been reading a book called the Ghost Stories
of an Antiquary, and the talk turned on the unexplainable
things that happen to everybody once or twice in a
lifetime. I contributed a yarn about the men who
went to look for Kruger’s treasure in the bushveld
and got scared by a green wildebeeste. It is
a good yarn and I’ll write it down some day.
A tall Highlander, who kept his slippered feet on
the top of the stove, and whose costume consisted
of a kilt, a British warm, a grey hospital dressing-gown,
and four pairs of socks, told the story of the Camerons
at First Ypres, and of the Lowland subaltern who knew
no Gaelic and suddenly found himself encouraging his
men with some ancient Highland rigmarole. The
poor chap had a racking bronchial cough, which suggested
that his country might well use him on some warmer
battle-ground than Flanders. He seemed a bit
of a scholar and explained the Cameron business in
a lot of long words.
I remember how the talk meandered
on as talk does when men are idle and thinking about
the next day. I didn’t pay much attention,
for I was reflecting on a change I meant to make in
one of my battalion commands, when a fresh voice broke
in. It belonged to a Canadian captain from Winnipeg,
a very silent fellow who smoked shag tobacco.
‘There’s a lot of ghosts
in this darned country,’ he said.
Then he started to tell about what
happened to him when his division was last back in
rest billets. He had a staff job and put up with
the divisional command at an old French chateau.
They had only a little bit of the house; the rest
was shut up, but the passages were so tortuous that
it was difficult to keep from wandering into the unoccupied
part. One night, he said, he woke with a mighty
thirst, and, since he wasn’t going to get cholera
by drinking the local water in his bedroom, he started
out for the room they messed in to try to pick up a
whisky-and-soda. He couldn’t find it, though
he knew the road like his own name. He admitted
he might have taken a wrong turning, but he didn’t
think so. Anyway he landed in a passage which
he had never seen before, and, since he had no candle,
he tried to retrace his steps. Again he went
wrong, and groped on till he saw a faint light which
he thought must be the room of the G.S.O., a good
fellow and a friend of his. So he barged in,
and found a big, dim salon with two figures in it
and a lamp burning between them, and a queer, unpleasant
smell about. He took a step forward, and then
he saw that the figures had no faces. That fairly
loosened his joints with fear, and he gave a cry.
One of the two ran towards him, the lamp went out,
and the sickly scent caught suddenly at his throat.
After that he knew nothing till he awoke in his own
bed next morning with a splitting headache. He
said he got the General’s permission and went
over all the unoccupied part of the house, but he
couldn’t find the room. Dust lay thick on
everything, and there was no sign of recent human
presence.
I give the story as he told it in
his drawling voice. ’I reckon that was
the genuine article in ghosts. You don’t
believe me and conclude I was drunk? I wasn’t.
There isn’t any drink concocted yet that could
lay me out like that. I just struck a crack in
the old universe and pushed my head outside.
It may happen to you boys any day.’
The Highlander began to argue with
him, and I lost interest in the talk. But one
phrase brought me to attention. ’I’ll
give you the name of the darned place, and next time
you’re around you can do a bit of prospecting
for yourself. It’s called the Chateau of
Eaucourt Sainte-Anne, about seven kilometres from
Douvecourt. If I was purchasing real estate in
this country I guess I’d give that location a
miss.’
After that I had a grim month, what
with the finish of Third Ypres and the hustles to
Cambrai. By the middle of December we had shaken
down a bit, but the line my division held was not
of our choosing, and we had to keep a wary eye on
the Boche doings. It was a weary job, and I had
no time to think of anything but the military kind
of intelligence fixing the units against
us from prisoners’ stories, organizing small
raids, and keeping the Royal Flying Corps busy.
I was keen about the last, and I made several trips
myself over the lines with Archie Roylance, who had
got his heart’s desire and by good luck belonged
to the squadron just behind me. I said as little
as possible about this, for G.H.Q. did not encourage
divisional generals to practise such methods, though
there was one famous army commander who made a hobby
of them. It was on one of these trips that an
incident occurred which brought my spell of waiting
on the bigger game to an end.
One dull December day, just after
luncheon, Archie and I set out to reconnoitre.
You know the way that fogs in Picardy seem suddenly
to reek out of the ground and envelop the slopes like
a shawl. That was our luck this time. We
had crossed the lines, flying very high, and received
the usual salute of Hun Archies. After a mile
or two the ground seemed to climb up to us, though
we hadn’t descended, and presently we were in
the heart of a cold, clinging mist. We dived for
several thousand feet, but the confounded thing grew
thicker and no sort of landmark could be found anywhere.
I thought if we went on at this rate we should hit
a tree or a church steeple and be easy fruit for the
enemy.
The same thought must have been in
Archie’s mind, for he climbed again. We
got into a mortally cold zone, but the air was no clearer.
Thereupon he decided to head for home, and passed
me word to work out a compass course on the map.
That was easier said than done, but I had a rough
notion of the rate we had travelled since we had crossed
the lines and I knew our original direction, so I
did the best I could. On we went for a bit, and
then I began to get doubtful. So did Archie.
We dropped low down, but we could hear none of the
row that’s always going on for a mile on each
side of the lines. The world was very eerie and
deadly still, so still that Archie and I could talk
through the speaking-tube.
’We’ve mislaid this blamed battle,’he
shouted.
‘I think your rotten old compass has soured
on us,’ I replied.
We decided that it wouldn’t
do to change direction, so we held on the same course.
I was getting as nervous as a kitten, chiefly owing
to the silence. It’s not what you expect
in the middle of a battle-field ... I looked
at the compass carefully and saw that it was really
crocked. Archie must have damaged it on a former
flight and forgotten to have it changed.
He had a very scared face when I pointed this out.
‘Great God!’ he croaked for
he had a fearsome cold ’we’re
either about Calais or near Paris or miles the wrong
side of the Boche line. What the devil are we
to do?’
And then to put the lid on it his
engine went wrong. It was the same performance
as on the Yorkshire moors, and seemed to be a speciality
of the Shark-Gladas type. But this time the end
came quick. We dived steeply, and I could see
by Archie’s grip on the stick that he was going
to have his work cut out to save our necks. Save
them he did, but not by much for we jolted down on
the edge of a ploughed field with a series of bumps
that shook the teeth in my head. It was the same
dense, dripping fog, and we crawled out of the old
bus and bolted for cover like two ferreted rabbits.
Our refuge was the lee of a small copse.
‘It’s my opinion,’
said Archie solemnly, ’that we’re somewhere
about La Cateau. Tim Wilbraham got left there
in the Retreat, and it took him nine months to make
the Dutch frontier. It’s a giddy prospect,
sir.’
I sallied out to reconnoitre.
At the other side of the wood was a highway, and the
fog so blanketed sound that I could not hear a man
on it till I saw his face. The first one I saw
made me lie flat in the covert ... For he was
a German soldier, field-grey, forage cap, red band
and all, and he had a pick on his shoulder.
A second’s reflection showed
me that this was not final proof. He might be
one of our prisoners. But it was no place to take
chances. I went back to Archie, and the pair
of us crossed the ploughed field and struck the road
farther on. There we saw a farmer’s cart
with a woman and child in it. They looked French,
but melancholy, just what you would expect from the
inhabitants of a countryside in enemy occupation.
Then we came to the park wall of a
great house, and saw dimly the outlines of a cottage.
Here sooner or later we would get proof of our whereabouts,
so we lay and shivered among the poplars of the roadside.
No one seemed abroad that afternoon. For a quarter
of an hour it was as quiet as the grave. Then
came a sound of whistling, and muffled steps.
‘That’s an Englishman,’
said Archie joyfully. ’No Boche could make
such a beastly noise.’
He was right. The form of an
Army Service Corps private emerged from the mist,
his cap on the back of his head, his hands in his pockets,
and his walk the walk of a free man. I never saw
a welcomer sight than that jam-merchant.
We stood up and greeted him.
‘What’s this place?’ I shouted.
He raised a grubby hand to his forelock.
‘’Ockott Saint Anny, sir,’ he said.
‘Beg pardon, sir, but you ain’t whurt,
sir?’
Ten minutes later I was having tea
in the mess of an M.T. workshop while Archie had gone
to the nearest Signals to telephone for a car and
give instructions about his precious bus. It was
almost dark, but I gulped my tea and hastened out
into the thick dusk. For I wanted to have a look
at the Chateau.
I found a big entrance with high stone
pillars, but the iron gates were locked and looked
as if they had not been opened in the memory of man.
Knowing the way of such places, I hunted for the side
entrance and found a muddy road which led to the back
of the house. The front was evidently towards
a kind of park; at the back was a nest of outbuildings
and a section of moat which looked very deep and black
in the winter twilight. This was crossed by a
stone bridge with a door at the end of it.
Clearly the Chateau was not being
used for billets. There was no sign of the British
soldier; there was no sign of anything human.
I crept through the fog as noiselessly as if I trod
on velvet, and I hadn’t even the company of
my own footsteps. I remembered the Canadian’s
ghost story, and concluded I would be imagining the
same sort of thing if I lived in such a place.
The door was bolted and padlocked.
I turned along the side of the moat, hoping to reach
the house front, which was probably modern and boasted
a civilized entrance. There must be somebody in
the place, for one chimney was smoking. Presently
the moat petered out, and gave place to a cobbled
causeway, but a wall, running at right angles with
the house, blocked my way. I had half a mind
to go back and hammer at the door, but I reflected
that major-generals don’t pay visits to deserted
chateaux at night without a reasonable errand.
I should look a fool in the eyes of some old concierge.
The daylight was almost gone, and I didn’t wish
to go groping about the house with a candle.
But I wanted to see what was beyond
the wall one of those whims that beset
the soberest men. I rolled a dissolute water-butt
to the foot of it, and gingerly balanced myself on
its rotten staves. This gave me a grip on the
flat brick top, and I pulled myself up.
I looked down on a little courtyard
with another wall beyond it, which shut off any view
of the park. On the right was the Chateau, on
the left more outbuildings; the whole place was not
more than twenty yards each way. I was just about
to retire by the road I had come, for in spite of
my fur coat it was uncommon chilly on that perch, when
I heard a key turn in the door in the Chateau wall
beneath me.
A lantern made a blur of light in
the misty darkness. I saw that the bearer was
a woman, an oldish woman, round-shouldered like most
French peasants. In one hand she carried a leather
bag, and she moved so silently that she must have
worn rubber boots. The light was held level with
her head and illumined her face. It was the evillest
thing I have ever beheld, for a horrible scar had
puckered the skin of the forehead and drawn up the
eyebrows so that it looked like some diabolical Chinese
mask.
Slowly she padded across the yard,
carrying the bag as gingerly as if it had been an
infant. She stopped at the door of one of the
outhouses and set down the lantern and her burden
on the ground. From her apron she drew something
which looked like a gas-mask, and put it over her
head. She also put on a pair of long gauntlets.
Then she unlocked the door, picked up the lantern
and went in. I heard the key turn behind her.
Crouching on that wall, I felt a very
ugly tremor run down my spine. I had a glimpse
of what the Canadian’s ghost might have been.
That hag, hooded like some venomous snake, was too
much for my stomach. I dropped off the wall and
ran yes, ran till I reached the highroad
and saw the cheery headlights of a transport wagon,
and heard the honest speech of the British soldier.
That restored me to my senses, and made me feel every
kind of a fool.
As I drove back to the line with Archie,
I was black ashamed of my funk. I told myself
that I had seen only an old countrywoman going to
feed her hens. I convinced my reason, but I did
not convince the whole of me. An insensate dread
of the place hung around me, and I could only retrieve
my self-respect by resolving to return and explore
every nook of it.