“C’est enfin que
dans leurs prunelles
Rit et pleure-fastidieux
L’amour des choses
eternelles
Des vieux morts
et des anciens dieux!”
Paul
verlaine.
We were sitting around the camp fire,
some thirty miles north of a place called Taqui, when
Lawson announced his intention of finding a home.
He had spoken little the last day or two, and I had
guessed that he had struck a vein of private reflection.
I thought it might be a new mine or irrigation scheme,
and I was surprised to find that it was a country
house.
“I don’t think I shall
go back to England,” he said, kicking a sputtering
log into place. “I don’t see why
I should. For business purposes I am far more
useful to the firm in South Africa than in Throgmorton
Street. I have no relation left except a third
cousin, and I have never cared a rush for living in
town. That beastly house of mine in Hill Street
will fetch what I gave for it, Isaacson
cabled about it the other day, offering for furniture
and all. I don’t want to go into Parliament,
and I hate shooting little birds and tame deer.
I am one of those fellows who are born Colonial at
heart, and I don’t see why I shouldn’t
arrange my life as I please. Besides, for ten
years I have been falling in love with this country,
and now I am up to the neck.”
He flung himself back in the camp-chair
till the canvas creaked, and looked at me below his
eyelids. I remember glancing at the lines of
him, and thinking what a fine make of a man he was.
In his untanned field-boots, breeches, and grey shirt,
he looked the born wilderness hunter, though less
than two months before he had been driving down to
the City every morning in the sombre regimentals of
his class. Being a fair man, he was gloriously
tanned, and there was a clear line at his shirt-collar
to mark the limits of his sunburn. I had first
known him years ago, when he was a broker’s
clerk working on half-commission. Then he had
gone to South Africa, and soon I heard he was a partner
in a mining house which was doing wonders with some
gold areas in the North. The next step was his
return to London as the new millionaire, young,
good-looking, wholesome in mind and body, and much
sought after by the mothers of marriageable girls.
We played polo together, and hunted a little in the
season, but there were signs that he did not propose
to become the conventional English gentleman.
He refused to buy a place in the country, though
half the Homes of England were at his disposal.
He was a very busy man, he declared, and had not
time to be a squire. Besides, every few months
he used to rush out to South Africa. I saw that
he was restless, for he was always badgering me to
go big-game hunting with him in some remote part of
the earth. There was that in his eyes, too, which
marked him out from the ordinary blond type of our
countrymen. They were large and brown and mysterious,
and the light of another race was in their odd depths.
To hint such a thing would have meant
a breach of friendship, for Lawson was very proud
of his birth. When he first made his fortune
he had gone to the Heralds to discover his family,
and these obliging gentlemen had provided a pedigree.
It appeared that he was a scion of the house of Lowson
or Lowieson, an ancient and rather disreputable clan
on the Scottish side of the Border. He took a
shooting in Teviotdale on the strength of it, and
used to commit lengthy Border ballads to memory.
But I had known his father, a financial journalist
who never quite succeeded, and I had heard of a grandfather
who sold antiques in a back street at Brighton.
The latter, I think, had not changed his name, and
still frequented the synagogue. The father was
a progressive Christian, and the mother had been a
blonde Saxon from the Midlands. In my mind there
was no doubt, as I caught Lawson’s heavy-lidded
eyes fixed on me. My friend was of a more ancient
race than the Lowsons of the Border.
“Where are you thinking of looking
for your house?” I asked. “In Natal
or in the Cape Peninsula? You might get the Fishers’
place if you paid a price.”
“The Fishers’ place be
hanged!” he said crossly. “I don’t
want any stuccoed, over-grown Dutch farm. I
might as well be at Roehampton as in the Cape.”
He got up and walked to the far side
of the fire, where a lane ran down through the thornscrub
to a gully of the hills. The moon was silvering
the bush of the plains, forty miles off and three thousand
feet below us.
“I am going to live somewhere
hereabouts,” he answered at last. I whistled.
“Then you’ve got to put your hand in your
pocket, old man. You’ll have to make everything,
including a map of the countryside.”
“I know,” he said; “that’s
where the fun comes in. Hang it all, why shouldn’t
I indulge my fancy? I’m uncommonly well
off, and I haven’t chick or child to leave it
to. Supposing I’m a hundred miles from
rail-head, what about it? I’ll make a motor-road
and fix up a telephone. I’ll grow most
of my supplies, and start a colony to provide labour.
When you come and stay with me, you’ll get the
best food and drink on earth, and sport that will
make your mouth water. I’ll put Lochleven
trout in these streams, at 6,000 feet you
can do anything. We’ll have a pack of
hounds, too, and we can drive pig in the woods, and
if we want big game there are the Mangwe flats at our
feet. I tell you I’ll make such a country-house
as nobody ever dreamed of. A man will come plumb
out of stark savagery into lawns and rose-gardens.”
Lawson flung himself into his chair again and smiled
dreamily at the fire.
“But why here, of all places?”
I persisted. I was not feeling very well and
did not care for the country.
“I can’t quite explain.
I think it’s the sort of land I have always
been looking for. I always fancied a house on
a green plateau in a decent climate looking down on
the tropics. I like heat and colour, you know,
but I like hills too, and greenery, and the things
that bring back Scotland. Give me a cross between
Teviotdale and the Orinoco, and, by Gad! I think
I’ve got it here.”
I watched my friend curiously, as
with bright eyes and eager voice he talked of his
new fad. The two races were very clear in him the
one desiring gorgeousness, the other athirst for the
soothing spaces of the North. He began to plan
out the house. He would get Adamson to design
it, and it was to grow out of the landscape like a
stone on the hillside. There would be wide verandahs
and cool halls, but great fireplaces against winter
time. It would all be very simple and fresh “clean
as morning” was his odd phrase; but then another
idea supervened, and he talked of bringing the Tintorets
from Hill Street. “I want it to be a civilised
house, you know. No silly luxury, but the best
pictures and china and books. I’ll have
all the furniture made after the old plain English
models out of native woods. I don’t want
second-hand sticks in a new country. Yes, by
Jove, the Tintorets are a great idea, and all those
Ming pots I bought. I had meant to sell them,
but I’ll have them out here.”
He talked for a good hour of what
he would do, and his dream grew richer as he talked,
till by the time we went to bed he had sketched something
more like a palace than a country-house. Lawson
was by no means a luxurious man. At present
he was well content with a Wolseley valise, and shaved
cheerfully out of a tin mug. It struck me as
odd that a man so simple in his habits should have
so sumptuous a taste in bric-a-brac. I
told myself, as I turned in, that the Saxon mother
from the Midlands had done little to dilute the strong
wine of the East.
It drizzled next morning when we inspanned,
and I mounted my horse in a bad temper. I had
some fever on me, I think, and I hated this lush yet
frigid tableland, where all the winds on earth lay
in wait for one’s marrow. Lawson was,
as usual, in great spirits. We were not hunting,
but shifting our hunting-ground, so all morning we
travelled fast to the north along the rim of the uplands.
At midday it cleared, and the afternoon
was a pageant of pure colour. The wind sank to
a low breeze; the sun lit the infinite green spaces,
and kindled the wet forest to a jewelled coronal.
Lawson gaspingly admired it all, as he cantered bareheaded
up a bracken-clad slope. “God’s country,”
he said twenty times. “I’ve found
it.” Take a piece of Sussex downland;
put a stream in every hollow and a patch of wood;
and at the edge, where the cliffs at home would fall
to the sea, put a cloak of forest muffling the scarp
and dropping thousands of feet to the blue plains.
Take the diamond air of the Gornergrat, and the riot
of colour which you get by a West Highland lochside
in late September. Put flowers everywhere, the
things we grow in hothouses, geraniums like sun-shades
and arums like trumpets. That will give
you a notion of the countryside we were in.
I began to see that after all it was out of the common.
And just before sunset we came over
a ridge and found something better. It was a
shallow glen, half a mile wide, down which ran a blue-grey
stream in lings like the Spean, till at the edge of
the plateau it leaped into the dim forest in a snowy
cascade. The opposite side ran up in gentle
slopes to a rocky knell, from which the eye had a noble
prospect of the plains. All down the glen were
little copses, half moons of green edging some silvery
shore of the burn, or delicate clusters of tall trees
nodding on the hill brow. The place so satisfied
the eye that for the sheer wonder of its perfection
we stopped and stared in silence for many minutes.
Then “The House,” I said,
and Lawson replied softly, “The House!”
We rode slowly into the glen in the
mulberry gloaming. Our transport waggons were
half an hour behind, so we had time to explore.
Lawson dismounted and plucked handfuls of flowers
from the water meadows. He was singing to himself
all the time an old French catch about Cadet
Rousselle and his Trois maisons.
“Who owns it?” I asked.
“My firm, as like as not.
We have miles of land about here. But whoever
the man is, he has got to sell. Here I build
my tabernacle, old man. Here, and nowhere else!”
In the very centre of the glen, in
a loop of the stream, was one copse which even in
that half light struck me as different from the others.
It was of tall, slim, fairy-like trees, the kind of
wood the monks painted in old missals. No, I
rejected the thought. It was no Christian wood.
It was not a copse, but a “grove,” one
such as Artemis may have flitted through in the moonlight.
It was small, forty or fifty yards in diameter, and
there was a dark something at the heart of it which
for a second I thought was a house.
We turned between the slender trees,
and was it fancy? an odd tremor
went through me. I felt as if I were penetrating
the temenos of some strange and lovely divinity, the
goddess of this pleasant vale. There was a spell
in the air, it seemed, and an odd dead silence.
Suddenly my horse started at a flutter
of light wings. A flock of doves rose from the
branches, and I saw the burnished green of their plumes
against the opal sky. Lawson did not seem to
notice them. I saw his keen eyes staring at
the centre of the grove and what stood there.
It was a little conical tower, ancient
and lichened, but, so far as I could judge, quite
flawless. You know the famous Conical Temple
at Zimbabwe, of which prints are in every guidebook.
This was of the same type, but a thousandfold more
perfect. It stood about thirty feet high, of
solid masonry, without door or window or cranny, as
shapely as when it first came from the hands of the
old builders. Again I had the sense of breaking
in on a sanctuary. What right had I, a common
vulgar modern, to be looking at this fair thing, among
these delicate trees, which some white goddess had
once taken for her shrine?
Lawson broke in on my absorption.
“Let’s get out of this,” he said
hoarsely and he took my horse’s bridle (he had
left his own beast at the edge) and led him back to
the open. But I noticed that his eyes were always
turning back and that his hand trembled.
“That settles it,” I
said after supper. “What do you want with
your mediaeval Venetians and your Chinese pots now?
You will have the finest antique in the world in
your garden a temple as old as time, and
in a land which they say has no history. You
had the right inspiration this time.”
I think I have said that Lawson had
hungry eyes. In his enthusiasm they used to
glow and brighten; but now, as he sat looking down
at the olive shades of the glen, they seemed ravenous
in their fire. He had hardly spoken a word since
we left the wood.
“Where can I read about these
things?” he asked, and I gave him the names
of books. Then, an hour later, he asked me who
were the builders. I told him the little I knew
about Phoenician and Sabaen wanderings, and the ritual
of Sidon and Tyre. He repeated some names to
himself and went soon to bed.
As I turned in, I had one last look
over the glen, which lay ivory and black in the moon.
I seemed to hear a faint echo of wings, and to see
over the little grove a cloud of light visitants.
“The Doves of Ashtaroth have come back,”
I said to myself. “It is a good omen.
They accept the new tenant.” But as I fell
asleep I had a sudden thought that I was saying something
rather terrible.
II-
Three years later, pretty nearly to
a day, I came back to see what Lawson had made of
his hobby. He had bidden me often to Welgevonden,
as he chose to call it though I do not know
why he should have fixed a Dutch name to a countryside
where Boer never trod. At the last there had
been some confusion about dates, and I wired the time
of my arrival, and set off without an answer.
A motor met me at the queer little wayside station
of Taqui, and after many miles on a doubtful highway
I came to the gates of the park, and a road on which
it was a delight to move. Three years had wrought
little difference in the landscape. Lawson had
done some planting, conifers and flowering
shrubs and suchlike, but wisely he had resolved
that Nature had for the most part forestalled him.
All the same, he must have spent a mint of money.
The drive could not have been beaten in England, and
fringes of mown turf on either hand had been pared
out of the lush meadows. When we came over the
edge of the hill and looked down on the secret glen,
I could not repress a cry of pleasure. The house
stood on the farther ridge, the viewpoint of the whole
neighbourhood; and its brown timbers and white rough-cast
walls melted into the hillside as if it had been there
from the beginning of things. The vale below
was ordered in lawns and gardens. A blue lake
received the rapids of the stream, and its banks were
a maze of green shades and glorious masses of blossom.
I noticed, too, that the little grove we had explored
on our first visit stood alone in a big stretch of
lawn, so that its perfection might be clearly seen.
Lawson had excellent taste, or he had had the best
advice.
The butler told me that his master
was expected home shortly, and took me into the library
for tea. Lawson had left his Tintorets and Ming
pots at home after all. It was a long, low room,
panelled in teak half-way up the walls, and the shelves
held a multitude of fine bindings. There were
good rugs on the parquet door, but no ornaments anywhere,
save three. On the carved mantelpiece stood two
of the old soapstone birds which they used to find
at Zimbabwe, and between, on an ebony stand, a half
moon of alabaster, curiously carved with zodiacal
figures. My host had altered his scheme of furnishing,
but I approved the change.
He came in about half-past six, after
I had consumed two cigars and all but fallen asleep.
Three years make a difference in most men, but I
was not prepared for the change in Lawson. For
one thing, he had grown fat. In place of the
lean young man I had known, I saw a heavy, flaccid
being, who shuffled in his gait, and seemed tired and
listless. His sunburn had gone, and his face
was as pasty as a city clerk’s. He had
been walking, and wore shapeless flannel clothes, which
hung loose even on his enlarged figure. And
the worst of it was, that he did not seem over-pleased
to see me. He murmured something about my journey,
and then flung himself into an arm-chair and looked
out of the window.
I asked him if he had been ill.
“Ill! No!” he said crossly.
“Nothing of the kind. I’m perfectly
well.”
“You don’t look as fit
as this place should make you. What do you do
with yourself? Is the shooting as good as you
hoped?”
He did not answer, but I thought I
heard him mutter something like “shooting be
damned.”
Then I tried the subject of the house.
I praised it extravagantly, but with conviction.
“There can be no place like it in the world,”
I said.
He turned his eyes on me at last,
and I saw that they were as deep and restless as ever.
With his pallid face they made him look curiously
Semitic. I had been right in my theory about
his ancestry.
“Yes,” he said slowly,
“there is no place like it in the
world.”
Then he pulled himself to his feet.
“I’m going to change,” he said.
“Dinner is at eight. Ring for Travers,
and he’ll show you your room.”
I dressed in a noble bedroom, with
an outlook over the garden-vale and the escarpment
to the far line of the plains, now blue and saffron
in the sunset. I dressed in an ill temper, for
I was seriously offended with Lawson, and also seriously
alarmed. He was either very unwell or going
out of his mind, and it was clear, too, that he would
resent any anxiety on his account. I ransacked
my memory for rumours, but found none. I had
heard nothing of him except that he had been extraordinarily
successful in his speculations, and that from his
hill-top he directed his firm’s operations with
uncommon skill. If Lawson was sick or mad, nobody
knew of it.
Dinner was a trying ceremony.
Lawson, who used to be rather particular in his dress,
appeared in a kind of smoking suit with a flannel collar.
He spoke scarcely a word to me, but cursed the servants
with a brutality which left me aghast. A wretched
footman in his nervousness spilt some sauce over his
sleeve. Lawson dashed the dish from his hand
and volleyed abuse with a sort of epileptic fury.
Also he, who had been the most abstemious of men,
swallowed disgusting quantities of champagne and old
brandy.
He had given up smoking, and half
an hour after we left the dining-room he announced
his intention of going to bed. I watched him
as he waddled upstairs with a feeling of angry bewilderment.
Then I went to the library and lit a pipe.
I would leave first thing in the morning on
that I was determined. But as I sat gazing at
the moon of alabaster and the soapstone birds my anger
evaporated, and concern took its place. I remembered
what a fine fellow Lawson had been, what good times
we had had together. I remembered especially
that evening when we had found this valley and given
rein to our fancies. What horrid alchemy in
the place had turned a gentleman into a brute?
I thought of drink and drugs and madness and insomnia,
but I could fit none of them into my conception of
my friend. I did not consciously rescind my
resolve to depart, but I had a notion that I would
not act on it.
The sleepy butler met me as I went
to bed. “Mr. Lawson’s room is at
the end of your corridor, sir,” he said.
“He don’t sleep over well, so you may
hear him stirring in the night. At what hour
would you like breakfast, sir? Mr. Lawson mostly
has his in bed.”
My room opened from the great corridor,
which ran the full length of the front of the house.
So far as I could make out, Lawson was three rooms
off, a vacant bedroom and his servant’s room
being between us. I felt tired and cross, and
tumbled into bed as fast as possible. Usually
I sleep well, but now I was soon conscious that my
drowsiness was wearing off and that I was in for a
restless night. I got up and laved my face,
turned the pillows, thought of sheep coming over a
hill and clouds crossing the sky; but none of the
old devices were of any use. After about an
hour of make-believe I surrendered myself to facts,
and, lying on my back, stared at the white ceiling
and the patches of moonshine on the walls.
It certainly was an amazing night.
I got up, put on a dressing-gown, and drew a chair
to the window. The moon was almost at its full,
and the whole plateau swam in a radiance of ivory
and silver. The banks of the stream were black,
but the lake had a great belt of light athwart it,
which made it seem like a horizon and the rim of land
beyond it like a contorted cloud. Far to the
right I saw the delicate outlines of the little wood
which I had come to think of as the Grove of Ashtaroth.
I listened. There was not a sound in the air.
The land seemed to sleep peacefully beneath the moon,
and yet I had a sense that the peace was an illusion.
The place was feverishly restless.
I could have given no reason for my
impression but there it was. Something was stirring
in the wide moonlit landscape under its deep mask
of silence. I felt as I had felt on the evening
three years ago when I had ridden into the grove.
I did not think that the influence, whatever it was,
was maleficent. I only knew that it was very
strange, and kept me wakeful.
By-and-by I bethought me of a book.
There was no lamp in the corridor save the moon,
but the whole house was bright as I slipped down the
great staircase and across the hall to the library.
I switched on the lights and then switched them off.
They seemed profanation, and I did not need them.
I found a French novel, but the place
held me and I stayed. I sat down in an arm-chair
before the fireplace and the stone birds. Very
odd those gawky things, like prehistoric Great Auks,
looked in the moonlight. I remember that the
alabaster moon shimmered like translucent pearl, and
I fell to wondering about its history. Had the
old Sabaens used such a jewel in their rites in the
Grove of Ashtaroth?
Then I heard footsteps pass the window.
A great house like this would have a watchman, but
these quick shuffling footsteps were surely not the
dull plod of a servant. They passed on to the
grass and died away. I began to think of getting
back to my room.
In the corridor I noticed that Lawson’s
door was ajar, and that a light had been left burning.
I had the unpardonable curiosity to peep in.
The room was empty, and the bed had not been slept
in. Now I knew whose were the footsteps outside
the library window.
I lit a reading-lamp and tried to
interest myself in “La Cruelle Énigme.”
But my wits were restless, and I could not keep my
eyes on the page. I flung the book aside and
sat down again by the window. The feeling came
over me that I was sitting in a box at some play.
The glen was a huge stage, and at any moment the
players might appear on it. My attention was
strung as high as if I had been waiting for the advent
of some world-famous actress. But nothing came.
Only the shadows shifted and lengthened as the moon
moved across the sky.
Then quite suddenly the restlessness
left me and at the same moment the silence was broken
by the crow of a cock and the rustling of trees in
a light wind. I felt very sleepy, and was turning
to bed when again I heard footsteps without.
From the window I could see a figure moving across
the garden towards the house. It was Lawson,
got up in the sort of towel dressing-gown that one
wears on board ship. He was walking slowly and
painfully, as if very weary. I did not see his
face, but the man’s whole air was that of extreme
fatigue and dejection. I tumbled into bed and
slept profoundly till long after daylight.
III-
The man who valeted me was Lawson’s
own servant. As he was laying out my clothes
I asked after the health of his master, and was told
that he had slept ill and would not rise till late.
Then the man, an anxious-faced Englishman, gave me
some information on his own account. Mr. Lawson
was having one of his bad turns. It would pass
away in a day or two, but till it had gone he was
fit for nothing. He advised me to see Mr. Jobson,
the factor, who would look to my entertainment in
his master’s absence.
Jobson arrived before luncheon, and
the sight of him was the first satisfactory thing
about Welgevonden. He was a big, gruff Scot from
Roxburghshire, engaged, no doubt, by Lawson as a duty
to his Border ancestry. He had short grizzled
whiskers, a weatherworn face, and a shrewd, calm blue
eye. I knew now why the place was in such perfect
order.
We began with sport, and Jobson explained
what I could have in the way of fishing and shooting.
His exposition was brief and business-like, and all
the while I could see his eye searching me. It
was clear that he had much to say on other matters
than sport.
I told him that I had come here with
Lawson three years before, when he chose the site.
Jobson continued to regard me curiously. “I’ve
heard tell of ye from Mr. Lawson. Ye’re
an old friend of his, I understand.”
“The oldest,” I said.
“And I am sorry to find that the place does not
agree with him. Why it doesn’t I cannot
imagine, for you look fit enough. Has he been
seedy for long?”
“It comes and it goes,”
said Mr. Jobson. “Maybe once a month he
has a bad turn. But on the whole it agrees with
him badly. He’s no’ the man he was
when I first came here.”
Jobson was looking at me very seriously
and frankly. I risked a question.
“What do you suppose is the matter?”
He did not reply at once, but leaned
forward and tapped my knee. “I think it’s
something that doctors canna cure. Look at me,
sir. I’ve always been counted a sensible
man, but if I told you what was in my head you would
think me daft. But I have one word for you.
Bide till to-night is past and then speir your question.
Maybe you and me will be agreed.”
The factor rose to go. As he
left the room he flung me back a remark over his shoulder “Read
the eleventh chapter of the First Book of Kings.”
After luncheon I went for a walk.
First I mounted to the crown of the hill and feasted
my eyes on the unequalled loveliness of the view.
I saw the far hills in Portuguese territory, a hundred
miles away, lifting up thin blue fingers into the
sky. The wind blew light and fresh, and the
place was fragrant with a thousand delicate scents.
Then I descended to the vale, and followed the stream
up through the garden. Poinsettias and oleanders
were blazing in coverts, and there was a paradise
of tinted water-lilies in the slacker reaches.
I saw good trout rise at the fly, but I did not think
about fishing. I was searching my memory for
a recollection which would not come. By-and-by
I found myself beyond the garden, where the lawns ran
to the fringe of Ashtaroth’s Grove.
It was like something I remembered
in an old Italian picture. Only, as my memory
drew it, it should have been peopled with strange
figures-nymphs dancing on the sward, and a prick-eared
faun peeping from the covert. In the warm afternoon
sunlight it stood, ineffably gracious and beautiful,
tantalising with a sense of some deep hidden loveliness.
Very reverently I walked between the slim trees, to
where the little conical tower stood half in the sun
and half in shadow. Then I noticed something
new. Round the tower ran a narrow path, worn
in the grass by human feet. There had been no
such path on my first visit, for I remembered the
grass growing tall to the edge of the stone.
Had the Kaffirs made a shrine of it, or were there
other and strange votaries?
When I returned to the house I found
Travers with a message for me. Mr. Lawson was
still in bed, but he would like me to go to him.
I found my friend sitting up and drinking strong
tea, a bad thing, I should have thought,
for a man in his condition. I remember that I
looked about the room for some sign of the pernicious
habit of which I believed him a victim. But
the place was fresh and clean, with the windows wide
open, and, though I could not have given my reasons,
I was convinced that drugs or drink had nothing to
do with the sickness.
He received me more civilly, but I
was shocked by his looks. There were great bags
below his eyes, and his skin had the wrinkled puffy
appearance of a man in dropsy. His voice, too,
was reedy and thin. Only his great eyes burned
with some feverish life.
“I am a shocking bad host,”
he said, “but I’m going to be still more
inhospitable. I want you to go away. I
hate anybody here when I’m off colour.”
“Nonsense,” I said; “you
want looking after. I want to know about this
sickness. Have you had a doctor?”
He smiled wearily. “Doctors
are no earthly use to me. There’s nothing
much the matter I tell you. I’ll be all
right in a day or two, and then you can come back.
I want you to go off with Jobson and hunt in the
plains till the end of the week. It will be better
fun for you, and I’ll feel less guilty.”
Of course I pooh-poohed the idea,
and Lawson got angry. “Damn it, man,”
he cried, “why do you force yourself on me when
I don’t want you? I tell you your presence
here makes me worse. In a week I’ll be
as right as the mail and then I’ll be thankful
for you. But get away now; get away, I tell
you.”
I saw that he was fretting himself
into a passion. “All right,” I said
soothingly; “Jobson and I will go off hunting.
But I am horribly anxious about you, old man.”
He lay back on his pillows.
“You needn’t trouble. I only want
a little rest. Jobson will make all arrangements,
and Travers will get you anything you want.
Good-bye.”
I saw it was useless to stay longer,
so I left the room. Outside I found the anxious-faced
servant “Look here,” I said, “Mr.
Lawson thinks I ought to go, but I mean to stay.
Tell him I’m gone if he asks you. And
for Heaven’s sake keep him in bed.”
The man promised, and I thought I
saw some relief in his face.
I went to the library, and on the
way remembered Jobson’s remark about Ist Kings.
With some searching I found a Bible and turned up
the passage. It was a long screed about the
misdeeds of Solomon, and I read it through without
enlightenment. I began to re-read it, and a
word suddenly caught my attention
“For Solomon went after Ashtaroth,
the goddess of the Zidonians.”
That was all, but it was like a key
to a cipher. Instantly there flashed over my
mind all that I had heard or read of that strange
ritual which seduced Israel to sin. I saw a sunburnt
land and a people vowed to the stern service of Jéhovah.
But I saw, too, eyes turning from the austere sacrifice
to lonely hill-top groves and towers and images, where
dwelt some subtle and evil mystery. I saw the
fierce prophets, scourging the votaries with rods,
and a nation Penitent before the Lord; but always
the backsliding again, and the hankering after forbidden
joys. Ashtaroth was the old goddess of the East.
Was it not possible that in all Semitic blood there
remained transmitted through the dim generations,
some craving for her spell? I thought of the
grandfather in the back street at Brighten and of those
burning eyes upstairs.
As I sat and mused my glance fell
on the inscrutable stone birds. They knew all
those old secrets of joy and terror. And that
moon of alabaster! Some dark priest had worn
it on his forehead when he worshipped, like Ahab,
“all the host of Heaven.” And then
I honestly began to be afraid. I, a prosaic,
modern Christian gentleman, a half-believer in casual
faiths, was in the presence of some hoary mystery
of sin far older than creeds or Christendom.
There was fear in my heart a kind of uneasy
disgust, and above all a nervous eerie disquiet.
Now I wanted to go away and yet I was ashamed of the
cowardly thought. I pictured Ashtaroth’s
Grove with sheer horror. What tragedy was in
the air? What secret awaited twilight?
For the night was coming, the night of the Full Moon,
the season of ecstasy and sacrifice.
I do not know how I got through that
evening. I was disinclined for dinner, so I
had a cutlet in the library and sat smoking till my
tongue ached. But as the hours passed a more
manly resolution grew up in my mind. I owed
it to old friendship to stand by Lawson in this extremity.
I could not interfere God knows, his reason
seemed already rocking, but I could be at hand in
case my chance came. I determined not to undress,
but to watch through the night. I had a bath,
and changed into light flannels and slippers.
Then I took up my position in a corner of the library
close to the window, so that I could not fail to hear
Lawson’s footsteps if he passed.
Fortunately I left the lights unlit,
for as I waited I grew drowsy, and fell asleep.
When I woke the moon had risen, and I knew from the
feel of the air that the hour was late. I sat
very still, straining my ears, and as I listened I
caught the sound of steps. They were crossing
the hall stealthily, and nearing the library door.
I huddled into my corner as Lawson entered.
He wore the same towel dressing-gown,
and he moved swiftly and silently as if in a trance.
I watched him take the alabaster moon from the mantelpiece
and drop it in his pocket. A glimpse of white
skin showed that the gown was his only clothing.
Then he moved past me to the window, opened it and
went out.
Without any conscious purpose I rose
and followed, kicking off my slippers that I might
go quietly. He was running, running fast, across
the lawns in the direction of the Grove an
odd shapeless antic in the moonlight. I stopped,
for there was no cover, and I feared for his reason
if he saw me. When I looked again he had disappeared
among the trees.
I saw nothing for it but to crawl,
so on my belly I wormed my way over the dripping sward.
There was a ridiculous suggestion of deer-stalking
about the game which tickled me and dispelled my uneasiness.
Almost I persuaded myself I was tracking an ordinary
sleep-walker. The lawns were broader than I
imagined, and it seemed an age before I reached the
edge of the Grove. The world was so still that
I appeared to be making a most ghastly amount of noise.
I remember that once I heard a rustling in the air,
and looked up to see the green doves circling about
the tree-tops.
There was no sign of Lawson.
On the edge of the Grove I think that all my assurance
vanished. I could see between the trunks to the
little tower, but it was quiet as the grave, save
for the wings above. Once more there came over
me the unbearable sense of anticipation I had felt
the night before. My nerves tingled with mingled
expectation and dread. I did not think that
any harm would come to me, for the powers of the air
seemed not malignant. But I knew them for powers,
and felt awed and abased. I was in the presence
of the “host of Heaven,” and I was no
stern Israelitish prophet to prevail against them.
I must have lain for hours waiting
in that spectral place, my eyes riveted on the tower
and its golden cap of moonshine. I remember that
my head felt void and light, as if my spirit were becoming
disembodied and leaving its dew-drenched sheath far
below. But the most curious sensation was of
something drawing me to the tower, something mild and
kindly and rather feeble, for there was some other
and stronger force keeping me back. I yearned
to move nearer, but I could not drag my limbs an inch.
There was a spell somewhere which I could not break.
I do not think I was in any way frightened now.
The starry influence was playing tricks with me,
but my mind was half asleep. Only I never took
my eyes from the little tower. I think I could
not, if I had wanted to.
Then suddenly from the shadows came
Lawson. He was stark-naked, and he wore, bound
across his brow, the half-moon of alabaster.
He had something, too, in his hand, something
which glittered.
He ran round the tower, crooning to
himself, and flinging wild arms to the skies.
Sometimes the crooning changed to a shrill cry of
passion, such as a manad may have uttered in the train
of Bacchus. I could make out no words, but the
sound told its own tale. He was absorbed in some
infernal ecstasy. And as he ran, he drew his
right hand across his breast and arms, and I saw that
it held a knife.
I grew sick with disgust, not
terror, but honest physical loathing. Lawson,
gashing his fat body, affected me with an overpowering
repugnance. I wanted to go forward and stop him,
and I wanted, too, to be a hundred miles away.
And the result was that I stayed still. I believe
my own will held me there, but I doubt if in any case
I could have moved my legs.
The dance grew swifter and fiercer.
I saw the blood dripping from Lawson’s body,
and his face ghastly white above his scarred breast.
And then suddenly the horror left me; my head swam;
and for one second one brief second I
seemed to peer into a new world. A strange passion
surged up in my heart. I seemed to see the earth
peopled with forms not human, scarcely divine, but
more desirable than man or god. The calm face
of Nature broke up for me into wrinkles of wild knowledge.
I saw the things which brush against the soul in dreams,
and found them lovely. There seemed no cruelty
in the knife or the blood. It was a delicate
mystery of worship, as wholesome as the morning song
of birds. I do not know how the Sémites
found Ashtaroth’s ritual; to them it may well
have been more rapt and passionate than it seemed
to me. For I saw in it only the sweet simplicity
of Nature, and all riddles of lust and terror soothed
away as a child’s nightmares are calmed by a
mother. I found my legs able to move, and I think
I took two steps through the dusk towards the tower.
And then it all ended. A cock
crew, and the homely noises of earth were renewed.
While I stood dazed and shivering, Lawson plunged
through the Grove toward me. The impetus carried
him to the edge, and he fell fainting just outside
the shade.
My wits and common-sense came back
to me with my bodily strength. I got my friend
on my back, and staggered with him towards the house.
I was afraid in real earnest now, and what frightened
me most was the thought that I had not been afraid
sooner. I had come very near the “abomination
of the Zidonians.”
At the door I found the scared valet
waiting. He had apparently done this sort of
thing before.
“Your master has been sleep-walking
and has had a fall,” I said. “We
must get him to bed at once.”
We bathed the wounds as he lay in
a deep stupor, and I dressed them as well as I could.
The only danger lay in his utter exhaustion, for
happily the gashes were not serious, and no artery
had been touched. Sleep and rest would make him
well, for he had the constitution of a strong man.
I was leaving the room when he opened his eyes and
spoke. He did not recognize me, but I noticed
that his face had lost its strangeness, and was once
more that of the friend I had known. Then I
suddenly bethought me of an old hunting remedy which
he and I always carried on our expeditions.
It is a pill made up from an ancient Portuguese prescription.
One is an excellent specific for fever. Two
are invaluable if you are lost in the bush, for they
send a man for many hours into a deep sleep, which
prevents suffering and madness, till help comes.
Three give a painless death. I went to my room
and found the little box in my jewel-case. Lawson
swallowed two, and turned wearily on his side.
I bade his man let him sleep till he woke, and went
off in search of food.
IV-
I had business on hand which would
not wait. By seven, Jobson, who had been sent
for, was waiting for me in the library. I knew
by his grim face that here I had a very good substitute
for a prophet of the Lord.
“You were right,” I said.
“I have read the 11th chapter of Ist Kings,
and I have spent such a night as I pray God I shall
never spend again.
“I thought you would,”
he replied. “I’ve had the same experience
myself.”
“The Grove?” I said.
“Ay, the wud,” was the answer in broad
Scots.
I wanted to see how much he understood.
“Mr. Lawson’s family is from the Scottish
Border?”
“Ay. I understand they
come off Borthwick Water side,” he replied, but
I saw by his eyes that he knew what I meant.
“Mr. Lawson is my oldest friend,”
I went on, “and I am going to take measures
to cure him. For what I am going to do I take
the sole responsibility. I will make that plain
to your master. But if I am to succeed I want
your help. Will you give it me? It sounds
like madness and you are a sensible man and may like
to keep out of it. I leave it to your discretion.”
Jobson looked me straight in the face.
“Have no fear for me,” he said; “there
is an unholy thing in that place, and if I have the
strength in me I will destroy it. He has been
a good master to me, and, forbye I am a believing
Christian. So say on, sir.”
There was no mistaking the air.
I had found my Tishbite.
“I want men,” I said, “ as
many as we can get.”
Jobson mused. “The Kaffirs
will no’ gang near the place, but there’s
some thirty white men on the tobacco farm. They’ll
do your will, if you give them an indemnity in writing.”
“Good,” said I.
“Then we will take our instructions from the
only authority which meets the case. We will
follow the example of King Josiah. I turned
up the 23rd chapter of end Kings, and read
“And the high places that were
before Jerusalem, which were on the right hand of
the Mount of Corruption, which Solomon the king of
Israel had builded for Ashtaroth the abomination of
the Zidonians ... did the king defile.
“And he brake in Pieces the
images, and cut down the groves, and filled their
places with the bones of men....’
“Moreover the altar that was
at Beth-el, and the high place which Jeroboam the
son of Nebat, who made Israel to sin, had made, both
that altar and the high place he brake down, and burned
the high place, and stamped it small to powder, and
burned the grove.”
Jobson nodded. “It’ll
need dinnymite. But I’ve plenty of yon
down at the workshops. I’ll be off to
collect the lads.”
Before nine the men had assembled
at Jobson’s house. They were a hardy lot
of young farmers from home, who took their instructions
docilely from the masterful factor. On my orders
they had brought their shotguns. We armed them
with spades and woodmen’s axes, and one man
wheeled some coils of rope in a handcart.
In the clear, windless air of morning
the Grove, set amid its lawns, looked too innocent
and exquisite for ill. I had a pang of regret
that a thing so fair should suffer; nay, if I had
come alone, I think I might have repented. But
the men were there, and the grim-faced Jobson was
waiting for orders. I placed the guns, and sent
beaters to the far side. I told them that every
dove must be shot.
It was only a small flock, and we
killed fifteen at the first drive. The poor birds
flew over the glen to another spinney, but we brought
them back over the guns and seven fell. Four
more were got in the trees, and the last I killed
myself with a long shot. In half an hour there
was a pile of little green bodies on the sward.
Then we went to work to cut down the
trees. The slim stems were an easy task to a
good woodman, and one after another they toppled to
the ground. And meantime, as I watched, I became
conscious of a strange emotion.
It was as if someone were pleading
with me. A gentle voice, not threatening, but
pleading something too fine for the sensual
ear, but touching inner chords of the spirit.
So tenuous it was and distant that I could think
of no personality behind it. Rather it was the
viewless, bodiless grace of this delectable vale, some
old exquisite divinity of the groves. There
was the heart of all sorrow in it, and the soul of
all loveliness. It seemed a woman’s voice,
some lost lady who had brought nothing but goodness
unrepaid to the world. And what the voice told
me was that I was destroying her last shelter.
That was the pathos of it the
voice was homeless. As the axes flashed in the
sunlight and the wood grew thin, that gentle spirit
was pleading with me for mercy and a brief respite.
It seemed to be telling of a world for centuries
grown coarse and pitiless, of long sad wanderings,
of hardly-won shelter, and a peace which was the little
all she sought from men. There was nothing terrible
in it. No thought of wrong-doing. The
spell, which to Semitic blood held the mystery of
evil, was to me, of the Northern race, only delicate
and rare and beautiful. Jobson and the rest
did not feel it, I with my finer senses caught nothing
but the hopeless sadness of it. That which had
stirred the passion in Lawson was only wringing my
heart. It was almost too pitiful to bear.
As the trees crashed down and the men wiped the sweat
from their brows, I seemed to myself like the murderer
of fair women and innocent children. I remember
that the tears were running over my cheeks.
More than once I opened my mouth to countermand the
work, but the face of Jobson, that grim Tishbite,
held me back.
I knew now what gave the Prophets
of the Lord their mastery, and I knew also why the
people sometimes stoned them.
The last tree fell, and the little
tower stood like a ravished shrine, stripped of all
defence against the world. I heard Jobson’s
voice speaking. “We’d better blast
that stane thing now. We’ll trench on
four sides and lay the dinnymite. Ye’re
no’ looking weel, sir. Ye’d better
go and sit down on the braeface.”
I went up the hillside and lay down.
Below me, in the waste of shorn trunks, men were
running about, and I saw the mining begin. It
all seemed like an aimless dream in which I had no
part. The voice of that homeless goddess was
still pleading. It was the innocence of it that
tortured me Even so must a merciful Inquisitor have
suffered from the plea of some fair girl with the
aureole of death on her hair. I knew I was killing
rare and unrecoverable beauty. As I sat dazed
and heartsick, the whole loveliness of Nature seemed
to plead for its divinity. The sun in the heavens,
the mellow lines of upland, the blue mystery of the
far plains, were all part of that soft voice.
I felt bitter scorn for myself. I was guilty
of blood; nay, I was guilty of the sin against light
which knows no forgiveness. I was murdering
innocent gentleness and there would be no
peace on earth for me. Yet I sat helpless.
The power of a sterner will constrained me.
And all the while the voice was growing fainter and
dying away into unutterable sorrow.
Suddenly a great flame sprang to heaven,
and a pall of smoke. I heard men crying out,
and fragments of stone fell around the ruins of the
grove. When the air cleared, the little tower
had gone out of sight.
The voice had ceased and there seemed
to me to be a bereaved silence in the world.
The shock moved me to my feet, and I ran down the
slope to where Jobson stood rubbing his eyes.
“That’s done the job.
Now we maun get up the tree roots. We’ve
no time to howk. We’ll just blast the
feck o’ them.”
The work of destruction went on, but
I was coming back to my senses. I forced myself
to be practical and reasonable. I thought of
the night’s experience and Lawson’s haggard
eyes, and I screwed myself into a determination to
see the thing through. I had done the deed; it
was my business to make it complete. A text
in Jeremiah came into my head:
“Their children remember their
altars and their groves by the green trees upon the
high hills.”
I would see to it that this grove
should be utterly forgotten.
We blasted the tree-roots, and, yolking
oxen, dragged the debris into a great heap.
Then the men set to work with their spades, and roughly
levelled the ground. I was getting back to my
old self, and Jobson’s spirit was becoming mine.
“There is one thing more,”
I told him “Get ready a couple of ploughs.
We will improve upon King Josiah.” My
brain was a medley of Scripture precedents, and I
was determined that no safeguard should be wanting.
We yoked the oxen again and drove
the ploughs over the site of the grove. It was
rough ploughing, for the place was thick with bits
of stone from the tower, but the slow Afrikaner oxen
plodded on, and sometime in the afternoon the work
was finished. Then I sent down to the farm for
bags of rock-salt, such as they use for cattle.
Jobson and I took a sack apiece, and walked up and
down the furrows, sowing them with salt.
The last act was to set fire to the
pile of tree trunks. They burned well, and on
the top we flung the bodies of the green doves.
The birds of Ashtaroth had an honourable pyre.
Then I dismissed the much-perplexed
men, and gravely shook hands with Jobson. Black
with dust and smoke I went back to the house, where
I bade Travers pack my bags and order the motor.
I found Lawson’s servant, and heard from him
that his master was sleeping peacefully. I gave
him some directions, and then went to wash and change.
Before I left I wrote a line to Lawson.
I began by transcribing the verses from the 23rd
chapter of 2nd Kings. I told him what I had done,
and my reason. “I take the whole responsibility
upon myself,” I wrote. “No man
in the place had anything to do with it but me.
I acted as I did for the sake of our old friendship,
and you will believe it was no easy task for me.
I hope you will understand. Whenever you are
able to see me send me word, and I will come back and
settle with you. But I think you will realise
that I have saved your soul.”
The afternoon was merging into twilight
as I left the house on the road to Taqui. The
great fire, where the Grove had been, was still blazing
fiercely, and the smoke made a cloud over the upper
glen, and filled all the air with a soft violet haze.
I knew that I had done well for my friend, and that
he would come to his senses and be grateful.
My mind was at ease on that score, and in something
like comfort I faced the future. But as the
car reached the ridge I looked back to the vale I
had outraged. The moon was rising and silvering
the smoke, and through the gaps I could see the tongues
of fire. Somehow, I know not why, the lake,
the stream, the garden-coverts, even the green slopes
of hill, wore an air of loneliness and desecration.
And then my heartache returned, and I knew that I
had driven something lovely and adorable from its
last refuge on earth.
Wood magic.
(9Th century.)
I will walk warily in the wise woods on
the fringes of eventide,
For the covert is full of noises and the
stir of nameless things.
I have seen in the dusk of the beeches
the shapes of the lords
that ride,
And down in the marish hollow I have heard
the lady who sings.
And once in an April gleaming I met a
maid on the sward,
All marble-white and gleaming and tender
and wild of eye;
I, Jehan the hunter, who speak am a grown
man, middling hard,
But I dreamt a month of the maid, and
wept I knew not why.
Down by the edge of the firs, in a coppice
of heath and vine,
Is an old moss-grown altar, shaded by
briar and bloom,
Denys, the priest, hath told me ’twas
the lord Apollo’s shrine
In the days ere Christ came down from
God to the Virgin’s womb.
I never go past but I doff my cap and
avert my eyes
(Were Denys to catch me I trow I’d
do penance for half a year)
For once I saw a flame there and the smoke
of a sacrifice,
And a voice spake out of the thicket that
froze my soul with fear.
Wherefore to God the Father, the Son,
and the Holy Ghost,
Mary the Blessed Mother, and the kindly
Saints as well,
I will give glory and praise, and them
I cherish the most,
For they have the keys of Heaven, and
save the soul from Hell.
But likewise I will spare for the Lord
Apollo a grace,
And a bow for the lady Venus-as a friend
but not as a thrall.
’Tis true they are out of Heaven,
but some day they may win the
place;
For gods are kittle cattle, and a wise
man honours them all.