The great river was flowing peacefully
down to the sea, opening its blue tides at the silver
fretting of the bar into a shallow expanse some miles
in width, a part of which on either side overlay stretches
where the submerged eel-grass lent a tint of chrysoprase
to the sheathing flow, and into which one gazed, half
expecting to see so ideal a depth peopled by something
other than the long ribbons of the weed streaming out
on the slow current the only cool sight,
albeit, beneath the withering heat of the day across
all that shining extent.Far down the shores,
on the right, a line of low sand-hills rose, protecting
the placid harbor from sea and storm with the bulwark
of their dunes, whose yellow drifts were ranged by
the winds in all fantastic shapes, and bound together
by ropes of the wild poison-ivy and long tangles of
beach-grass and the blossoming purple pea, and which
to-day cast back the rays of the sun as though they
were of beaten brass.Above these hills the white
lighthouse loomed, the heated air trembling around
it, and giving it so vague and misty a guise that,
being by itself a thing of night and storm and darkness,
it looked now as unreal as a ghost by daylight.
On the other side of the harbor lay the marshes, threaded
by steaming creeks, up which here and there the pointed
sails of the hidden hay-barges crept, the sunshine
turning them to white flames:farther off stood
a screen of woods, and from brim to brim between swelled
the broad, smooth sheet of the river, coming from the
great mountains that gave it birth, washing clean
a score of towns on its way, and loitering just here
by the pleasant old fishing-town, whose wharves, once
doing a mighty business with the Antilles and the farther
Indies, now, in the absence of their half dozen foreign-going
craft, lay at the mercy of any sand-droger that chose
to fling her cable round their capstans.A few
idle masts swayed there, belonging to small fishers
and fruiters, a solid dew of pitch oozing from their
sides in the sun, but not a sail set:a lonely
watchman went the rounds among them, a ragged urchin
bobbed for flounders in the dock, but otherwise wharves
and craft were alike forsaken, and the sun glared
down on them as though his rays had made them a desert.
The harbor-water lay like glass:now and then
the tide stirred it, and all the brown and golden
reflections of masts and spars with it, into the likeness
of a rippled agate.Not one of the boats that
were ordinarily to be seen darting hither and yon,
like so many water-bugs, were in motion now; none
of the white sails of the gay sea-parties were running
up and swelling with the breeze; none of the usual
naked and natatory cherubs were diving off the wharves
into that deep, warm water; the windows on the seaward
side of the town were closed; the countless children,
that were wont to infest the lower streets as if they
grew with no more cost or trouble than the grass between
the bricks, had disappeared in the mysterious way
in which swarms of flies will disappear, as if an
east wind had blown them; but no east wind was blowing
here.In all the scene there was hardly any other
sign of life than the fervent sunbeams shedding their
cruel lustre overhead:the river flowed silent
and lonely from shore to shore; the whole hot summer
sky stretched just as silent and lonely from horizon
to horizon; only the old ferryman, edging along the
bank till he was far up stream, crossed the narrower
tide and drifted down effortless on the other side;
only an old black brig lay at anchor, with furled
sail and silent deck, in the middle channel down below
the piers, and from her festering and blistering hull
it was that all the heat and loneliness and silence
of the scene seemed to exude for it was
the fever-ship.
It was a different picture on the
bright river when that brig entered the harbor on
the return of her last voyage, to receive how different
a welcome!But pestilence raged abroad in the
country now, and the people of the port, who had so
far escaped the evil, were loth to let it enter among
them at last, and had not yet recovered from the recoil
of their first shock and shiver at thought of it in
their waters waters than which none could
have fostered it more kindly, full as they were in
their shallow breadth of rotting weeds and the slime
of sewers.Perhaps the owner of some pale face
looked through the pane and thought of brother or father,
or, it may be, of lover, and grew paler with pity,
and longed to do kind offices for those who suffered;
but the greater part of all the people hived upon
the shores would have scouted the thought of going
out with aid to those hot pillows rocking there upon
the tide, and of bringing back infection to the town,
as much as though the act had been piracy on the high
seas.And they stayed at home, and watched their
vanes and longed for an east wind an east
wind whose wings would shake out healing, whose breath
would lay the destroying fever low; but the east wind
refused to seek their shores, and chose rather to
keep up its wild salt play far out on the bosom of
its mid-sea billows.
Yes, on that return of the last voyage
of the brig the stream had swarmed with boats, flags
had fluttered from housetops and staffs, piers and
quays had been lined with cheering people, all flocking
forth to see the broken, battered little craft; for
the brig had been spoken by a tug, and word had been
brought to the wharves, and had spread like wild-fire
through the town, that, wrecked in a tempest and deserted
by the panic-stricken crew, the steadfast master and
a boy who stood by him had remained with her, had
refitted her as best they might when the storm abated,
and had brought her into port at last through fortunate
days of fair weather and slow sailing.The town
was ringing with the exploit, with praise of the noble
faithfulness of master and boy; and now the river rang
again, and no conquering galley of naval hero ever
moved through a gladder, gayer welcome than that through
which the little black brig lumbered on her clumsy
way to her moorings.
But though all the rest of the populace
of the seaport had turned out with their greetings
that day, there was one little body there who, so far
from hurrying down to shore or sea-wall with a waving
handkerchief, ran crying into a corner; and it was
there that Andrew Traverse, the person of only secondary
importance in the river scene, rated as a boy on the
brig’s books, but grown into a man since the
long voyage began, it was there he found
her when the crowd had let him alone and left him free
to follow his own devices.
“It’s the best part of
all the welcome, I declare it is!” said he,
standing in the doorway and enjoying the sight before
him a moment.
“Oh, Andrew,” cried the
little body with a sob, but crouching farther away
into the corner, “it was so splendid of you!”
“What was so splendid of me?”
said he, still in the doorway, tall and erect in the
sunshine that lay around him, and that glanced along
his red shirt and his bronzed cheek to light a flame
in the black eyes that surveyed her.
“Standing by him so,”
she sobbed “standing by the captain
when the others left bringing home the
ship!”
“It’s not a ship it’s
a brig,” said Andrew, possibly too conscious
of his merit to listen to the praise of it.“Well,
is this all?Ain’t you going to shake hands
with me?Ain’t you glad to see me?”
“Oh, Andrew!So glad!”
and she turned and let him see the blushing, rosy
face one moment, the large, dark, liquid eyes, the
tangled, tawny curls; and then overcome once more,
as a sudden shower overcomes the landscape, the lips
quivered again, the long-lashed eyelids fell, and the
face was hidden in another storm of tears.And
then, perhaps because he was a sailor, and perhaps
because he was a man, his arms were round her and he
was kissing off those tears, and the little happy body
was clinging to him and trembling with excitement
and with joy like a leaf in the wind.
Certainly no two happier, prouder
beings walked along the sea-wall that night, greeted
with hearty hands at every step, followed by all eyes
till the shelter of deepening dusk obscured them,
and with impish urchins, awe-struck for once, crying
mysteriously under their breath to each other, “That’s
him!That’s the feller saved the Sabrina!
That’s him and her!” How proud the little
body was! how her heart beat with pleasure at thought
of the way in which all men were ready to do him honor!
how timidly she turned her eyes upon him and saw the
tint deepen on his cheek, the shadow flash into light
in his eye, the smile kindle on his lips, as he looked
down on her glad with her pride and pleasure,
strong, confident, content himself till
step by step they had left the town behind, wandering
down the sandy island road, through the wayside hedge
of blossoming wild roses and rustling young birches,
till they leaned upon the parapet of the old island
bridge and heard the water lap and saw the stars come
out, and only felt each other and their love in all
the wide, sweet summer universe.
Poor Louie!She had always been
as shy and wary as any little brown bird of the woods.
It was Andrew’s sudden and glorious coming that
had surprised her into such expression of a feeling
that had grown up with her until it was a part of
every thought and memory.And as for Andrew certainly
he had not known that he cared for her so much until
she turned that tearful, rosy face upon him in welcome;
but now it seemed to him that she had been his and
he hers since time began:he could neither imagine
nor remember any other state than this:he said
to himself, and then repeated it to her, that he had
loved her always, that it was thought of her that
had kept him firm and faithful to his duty, that she
had been the lodestar toward which he steered on that
slow homeward way; and he thanked Heaven, no doubt
devoutly enough, that had saved him from such distress
and brought him back to such bliss.And Louie
listened and clung closer, more joyful and more blest
with every pulse of her bounding heart.
After all, sudden as the slipping
into so divine a dream had been, it had need to be
full as intense and deep, for it was only for a little
while it lasted.A week’s rapt walking
in these mid-heavens, where earth and care and each
to-morrow was forgotten, and there broke in upon them
the voice of the Sabrina’s owner seeking for
Andrew Traverse.
Of course such conduct as that of
one who preferred to do his utmost to save a sinking
ship rather than seek safety with her flying crew,
was something too unusual to go unrewarded:it
must be signalized into such a shining light that
all other mariners must needs follow it.And if
the sky had fallen, Andrew declared, he could have
been no more surprised than he was when he found himself
invited with great ceremony to a stately tea-drinking
at the house of the owner of the Sabrina.“Now
we shall catch larks,” said he; and dressed
in a new suit, whose gray tint set off the smoothness
of his tanned cheek with the color sometimes mantling
through the brown, he entered the house with all the
composure of a gentleman used to nothing but high
days and holidays.Not that either the state or
ceremony at Mr. Maurice’s required great effort
to encounter with composure trivial enough
at its best, wonderful though it was to the townsfolk,
unused to anything beyond.But Andrew had seen
the world in foreign parts, and neither Mr. Maurice’s
mansion-house and gardens, nor his gay upholstery,
nor his silver tea-service, nor his condescending
manners, struck the least spark of’ surprise
from Andrew’s eyes, or gave them the least shadow
of awe.
“This is some mistake,”
said the owner graciously, after preliminary compliment
had been duly observed.“How is it that
you are rated on the books as a boy you
as much a man as you will ever be?”
“A long voyage, sir, slow sailing
and delays over so many disasters as befell us, three
years out in the stead of a year and a half all
that brings one to man’s estate before his reckoning.”
“But the last part of the time
you must have done able seaman’s service?”
“The captain and I together,”
said Andrew with his bright laugh.“We were
officers and crew and passengers, cox’n and cook,
as they say.”
“A hard experience,” said Mr. Maurice.
“Oh, not at all, but worth its
weight in gold to me, at least.Why,
sir, it taught me how to handle a ship as six years
before the mast couldn’t have done.”
“Good!We shall see to
what purpose one of these days.And you have had
your share of schooling, they tell me?”
“All that the academy had to give, sir.”
“And that’s enough for
any one who has the world to tussel with.How
should you like to have gone through such hard lines,
Frarnie?” turning to his daughter, a pale, moon-faced
girl, her father’s darling.
“Were you never afraid?”
she asked in her pretty simpering way.
“Not to say afraid,” answered
Andrew, deferentially.“We knew our danger two
men alone in the leaky, broken brig but
then we could be no worse off than we were before;
and as for the others ”
“They got their deserts,” said Mr. Maurice.
“The poor fellows left us in
such a hurry that they took hardly any water or biscuit;
and at the worst our fate could not be so bad as theirs,
under the hot sun in those salt seas.”
“Well, well!” said Mr.
Maurice, who loved his own ease too much to like to
hear of others’ dis-ease.And to turn
the conversation from the possible horrors into which
it might lapse, he invited his guest out into his
gardens, among his grapehouses, his poultry and his
dogs.It was a long hour’s ramble that
they took there, well improved on both sides, for
Andrew of course knew it to be for his interest to
please the brig’s owner; and Mr. Maurice, who
prided himself on having a singularly keen insight
into character, studied the young man’s every
word and gesture, for it was not often that he came
across such material as this out of which to make
his captains; and to what farther effect in this instance
be pursued his studies might have been told, by any
one keener than himself, through the tone of satisfaction
with which, on re-entering the parlor, he bade his
daughter take Andrew down the rooms and tell him the
histories of the surprising pictures there.For
Mr. Maurice, one of the great fortunes of the seaport,
being possessed by a mania of belief that every youth
who cast tender eyes upon his daughter cast them not
on her, but on her future havings and holdings, had
long since determined to select a husband for her
himself one who evinced no servile reverence
for wealth, one whom he could trust to make her happy.
“And here,” he said, “I am not sure
but that I have him.”
When Andrew went in to see Louie a
moment on his way home that night, he was in great
spirits over the success of his visit, and, dark as
it was, made her blush the color of the rose over
the low doorway where they stood when he asked how
she would like to go captain’s wife next voyage.
And then he told her of Mr. Maurice’s scrutiny
and questioning, and the half hint of a ship of his
own to sail some day, and of the pale-faced Miss Frarnie’s
interest, and of the long stroll down the parlors among
the pictures, the original of one of which he had
seen somewhere in the Mediterranean, when he and a
parcel of sailors went ashore and rambled through
the port, and looked in at a church, where, in the
midst of music and incense and a kneeling crowd, they
were shearing the golden locks off of young girls
and making nuns of them.And Andrew forgot to
tell of the way in which Miss Frarnie listened to
him and hung upon his words:indeed, how could
he?Perhaps he did not notice it himself; but
if he had had a trifle more personal vanity, and had
seen how this pale young girl forbidden
by a suspicious father much companionship with gallants had
forgotten all difference of station and purse, and
had looked upon him, nobly made, handsome, gay, knowing
far more than she did, much as upon a young god just
alighted by her side a moment, if Andrew
had been aware of this, and had found any words in
which to repeat it, then Louie might have had something
to startle her out of her blessedness, and pain might
have come to her all the sooner.But since the
pain would have been as sharp then as at any future
time, it was a pitying, pleasant Fate that let her
have her happiness as long as might be.For Louie’s
love was a different thing from the selfish passion
that any clown may feel:she had been happy enough
in her little round of commonplace satisfactions and
tasks before Andrew came and shed over her this great
cloud of delight happy then just in the
enjoyment of that secret love of hers that went out
and sought him every night sailing over foreign sunlit
waters, and hovered like a blessing round his head;
and now that he had come and folded her about and
about with such warm devotion, it was not for the new
happiness he gave her that she loved him, but in order
to make his own happiness a perfect thing; and if
her heart’s blood had been needed for that,
it would have been poured out like water.The
pale-faced Frarnie if question could be
of her might never know such love as that:
love with her could be a sentiment, a lover one who
added to her pleasure, but a sacrifice on her part
for that lover would have been something to tell and
sing for ever, if indeed it were possible that such
a thing should be made at all.
So day by day the spell deepened with
Louie, and for another week there was delightful loneliness
with this lover of hers strolls down through
the swampy woods hunting for moss to frame the prints
he had brought home uninjured, and which were to be
part of the furnishing of their future home; others
across the salt meadows for the little red samphire
stems to pickle; sails in the float down river and
in the creeks, where the tall thatch parted by the
prow rustled almost overhead, and the gulls came flying
and piping around them:here and there, they two
alone, pouring out thought and soul to each other,
and every now and then glancing shyly at those days,
that did not seem so very far away, when they should
be sailing together through foreign parts; for Louie’s
father, the old fisherman, was all her household,
and a maiden aunt, who earned her livelihood in nursing
the sick and attending the dead, would be glad to
come any day and take Louie’s place in the cottage.
At the end of the week, Mr. Maurice
sent for Andrew to his counting-room; and after that,
on one device or another, he had him there the greater
part of every day, employing him in a score of pleasant
ways asking his advice as to the repairs
of the Sabrina, taking him with him in his chaise
jogging through the shipyard, where a new barque was
getting ready for her launching, examining him the
while carefully from time to time after his wont;
at last taking him casually home to dinner with him
one day, keeping him to tea the next, and finally,
fully satisfied with the result of his studies in
that edition of human nature, giving him the freedom
of the family as much as if he had been the son of
the house.
“I’ve some plans ahead
for you, my boy,” said he one day with a knowing
shake of the head; and Andrew’s innocent brain
began to swim straightway between the new barque and
the Sabrina.
“Look at him!” said Mr.
Maurice to his wife one evening as Andrew walked in
the garden with Miss Frarnie.“My mind’s
made up about him.He’s the stuff for a
sea-captain, afraid neither of wind nor weather nor
the face of clay can sail a ship and choose
her cargo.He’s none of your coxcombs that
go courting across the way:he’s a man into
the core of his heart, and as well bred as any gentleman
that walks; though Goodness knows how he came by it.”
“These sea-coast people,”
said his wife, reflectively (she was inland-born herself),
“see the world and learn.”
“Well, what do you say to it?
I don’t find the flaw in him.If Heaven
had given me a son, I’d have had him be like
this one; and since it didn’t, why here’s
my way to circumvent Heaven.”
“Oh, my dear,” said the
wife, “I can’t hear you talk so.And
besides ”
“Well?Besides what?”
“I think it is always best to
let such things take their own course.We did.”
“Of course we did,” laughed
Mr. Maurice.“But how about our fathers
and mothers?”
“I mean,” said Mrs. Maurice, “not
to force things.”
“And who intends to force them?
It’s plain enough the young fellow took a fancy
to our Frarnie the first time he laid eyes on her,
isn’t it?”
“I mean,” said Mrs. Maurice
again, “that if Frarnie should have the same
fancy for him, I don’t know that there’d
be any objection.He is quite uncommon quite
uncommon when you consider all things but
I don’t know why you want to lead her to like
any one in particular, when she has such a nice home
and is all we have.”
“Girls will marry, Mrs. Maurice.
If it isn’t one, it will be another.So
I had rather it should, be one, and that one of my
own choosing one who, will use her well,
and not make ducks and drakes of her money as soon
as we are gone where there’s no returning, and
without a ‘thank you’ for your pains.
Look at them now!Should you imagine they thought
there was any one else on earth but each other at
this moment?They’re fond of each other,
that’s plain.They’d be a remarkable-looking
couple.What do you think of it?”
“Frarnie might have that India
shawl that I never undid, to appear out in,”
said Mrs. Maurice, pensively, continuing her own reflections
rather than directly replying.“And I suppose
we needn’t lose her really, for she could make
her home with us.”
And so the conspiracy advanced, its
simple victims undreaming of its approach Louie
sighing faintly to think she saw so little of Andrew
now, but content, since she was sure it was for his
best interest to make the friendship of the Sabrina’s
owner; Andrew fretting to see how all this necessary
submission to superiors kept him from Louie, but more
than half compensated with the dazzling visions that
danced before his eyes of the Sabrina in her new rig of
the barque coming down for her masts and sails from
her launching.
The Sabrina had been so badly injured
by her disasters that it took much more time to repair
her than had at first been thought.“I’m
going to stand by the old brig,” said Andrew
to some one by accident it was in Mr. Maurice’s
hearing.“But if I’d known it was
going to take so long to have her whole again, I should
have made a penny in taking a run down the bay, for
I had an offer to go second mate on the Tartar.”
“I’ll go one better than
that,” said Mr. Maurice then.“Here’s
the Frarnie, nearly ready to clear for New Orleans
and Liverpool, with your old captain.You shall
go mate of her.That’ll show if you can
handle a ship.The Sabrina won’t be at
the wharf till the round voyage is over and the Frarnie
coming up the stream again.What say you?”
Of course what Andrew said was modest
thanks what he felt was a rhapsody of delight;
and when he told Louie that night, what she said was
a sob, and what she felt was a blank of fright and
foreboding.Oh what should she do? cried the
selfish little thing what should she do
in the long, long, weary days with Andrew gone?
But then in a moment she remembered that this was
the first step toward going master of that craft in
which her bridal voyage was to be taken.“And
what a long step it is, Andrew!” she cried.
“Was the like of it ever known before?What
a long, long step it would be but for that bitter
apprenticeship when you and the captain brought the
wreck home!”
“Ay,” said Andrew, proudly:
“I served my time before the mast then, if ever
any did.”
“And I suppose with the next
step you will be master of the Sabrina?Oh, I
should so like it!”
“I don’t know,”
said Andrew, more doubtfully than he had used to speak.
“I’m afraid the owners will think this
is enough.This is a great lift.I’ll
do my best to satisfy them, though; for I’d rather
sail master of the Sabrina than of the biggest man-of-war
afloat.”
“We used to play round her when
we were children,” said Louie, encouragingly.
“Don’t you remember leading me down once
to admire the lady on her stern? like a
water-witch just gilded in the rays of some sunrise
she had come up to see, you said.”
“Yes; and we used to climb her
shrouds, we boys, and get through the lubber-hole,
before we could spell her name out.She’s
made of heart of oak:she’ll float still
when the Frarnie is nothing but sawdust.We used
to watch for her in the newspapers we used
to know just as much about her goings and comings
as the owner did.Somehow I don’t
know why I’ve always felt as if my
fate and fortune hung upon her.It used to be
the top of my ambition to go master of her.It
is now.I couldn’t make up my mind to leave
her when the others did that cruel morning after the
wreck; and when the captain said he should stay by
her, my heart sprang up as if she had been a living
thing, and I stayed too.And I’d rather
sail her than a European steamer to-day that
I would, by George!”
“Oh, of course you will,”
said the sympathizing voice beside him.
“I don’t know,”
said Andrew again, more slowly and reflectively.
“I’ve the idea and I can’t
say how I got it that there’s some
condition or other attached to my promotion that
there’s something Mr. Maurice means that I shall
do, and if I don’t do it I don’t get my
lift.It can’t be anything about wages:
I don’t know what it is!”
“Perhaps,” said Louie,
innocently, and without a glimpse of the train her
thoughtless words fired “perhaps he
means for you to marry Frarnie!” laughing a
little laugh at the absurd impossibility.
And Andrew started as if a bee had
stung him, and saw it all.But in a moment he
only drew Louie closer, and kissed her more passionately,
and sat there caressing her the more tenderly while
they listened to a thrush that had built in the garden
thicket, mistaking it for the wood, so near the town’s
edge was it, and so still and sunny was the garden
all day long with its odors of southernwood and mint
and balm; and he delayed there longer, holding her
as if now at least she was his own, whatever she might
be thereafter.
As he walked home that night, and
went and sat upon the wharf and watched the starlit
tide come in, he saw it all again, but with thoughts
like a procession of phantoms, as if they had no part
even in the possible things of life, and were indeed
nothing to him.How could they have any meaning
to him to him, Louie’s lover?
What would the whole world be to him, what the sailing
of the Sabrina, without Louie?And then a shiver
ran across him:what would Louie be to him without
the sailing of the Sabrina! for that, indeed, as he
had said, was the top of his ambition, and that being
his ambition, perhaps ambition, was as strong with
him as love.
But with this new discovery on Andrew’s
part of Mr. Maurice’s desires, Andrew could
only recall circumstances, words, looks, hints:
he could not shape to himself any line of duty or
its consequences:enough to see that Mr. Maurice
fancied his simple and thoughtless attentions to Frarnie
to be lover-like, and, approving him, looked kindly
on them and made his plans accordingly; enough to
see that if he should reject this tacit proffer of
the daughter’s hand, then the Sabrina was scarcely
likely to be his; and that in spite of such probability,
the first and requisite thing in honor for him to
do was to tell Mr. Maurice of his marriage engagement
with Louie, and then, if the man had neither gratitude
nor sense enough to reward him for his assistance
in saving the brig, to trust to fortune and to time,
that at last makes all things even.As he sat
there listening to the lapping of the water and idly
watching the reflected stars peer up and shatter in
a hundred splinters with every wash of the dark tide,
he could not so instantaneously decide as to whether
he should make this confession or not.“What
business is it of Maurice’s?” he said to
himself.“Does he think every one that
looks at his scarecrow of a daughter ”
But there he had need to acknowledge to himself his
injustice to Miss Frarnie, a modest maiden who had
more cause to complain of him than he of her, since
he had done his best to please her, and her only fault
lay in being pleased so easily.She was pleased
with him:he understood that now, though his
endeavors to enlist her had been for a very different
manifestation of interest.Perhaps it flattered
him a little:he paused long enough to consider
what sort of a lot it would be if he really had been
plighted to Frarnie instead of Louie.Love and
all that nonsense, he had heard say, changed presently
into a quiet sort of contentment; and if that were
so, it would be all the same at the end of a few years
which one he took.He felt that Frarnie was not
very sympathetic, that her large white face seldom
sparkled with much intelligence, that she would make
but a dull companion; but, for all that, she would
be, he knew, an excellent housewife:she would
bring a house with her too; and when a man is married,
and has half a dozen children tumbling round him, there
is entertainment enough for him, and it is another
bond between him and the wife he did not love too
well at first; and if she were his, his would be the
Sabrina also, and when the Sabrina’s days were
over perhaps a great East Indiaman, and with that
the respect and deference of all his townsmen:
court would be paid to him, his words would be words
of weight, he would have a voice in the selection
of town-officers, he would roll up money in the bank,
and some day he should be master of the great Maurice
mansion and the gardens and grapehouses.It was
a brilliant picture to him, doubtless, but in some
way the recollection of two barelegged little children
digging clams down on the flats when the tide was out,
with the great white lighthouse watching them across
the deserted stretches of the long bent eel-grass,
rose suddenly and wiped the other picture out, and
he saw the wind blowing in Louie’s brown and
silken hair and kissing the color on her cheeks; he
saw the shy sparkle of her downcast eyes, lovely and
brown then as they were now; and as he stood erect
at last, snapping his fingers defiantly, he felt that
he had bidden Mr. Maurice’s ships and stocks
and houses and daughter go hang, and had made his choice
rather to walk with Louie on his arm than as master
of the Sabrina.
It was a good resolution; and if he
had but sealed it by speaking next day to Mr. Maurice
of his engagement, there would not have been a word
to say.But, though he valiantly meant to do
it, it was not so easy, after all, as he had thought,
and so he put it off for a more convenient season,
and the season did not come, and the day of sailing
did.And the outfit that went on board the Frarnie
was made and packed by the hands of Mrs. Maurice and
her daughter such an outfit as he had never
dreamed of; such warm woolens for the storms, such
soft linens for the heats, such finery for port, such
dainties and delicacies as only the first mate of the
Frarnie could think to have.And as for Louie,
it was no outfit, no costly gift of gold or trouble
either, that she could give him:she had nothing
for him but a long, fine chain woven of her own hair,
and she hung it round his neck with tears and embraces
and words that could not be uttered and sighs that
changed to sobs, and then came lingering delay upon
delay, and passionate parting at the last.But
when the crew had weighed anchor and the sails were
swelling and the waves beyond the bar crying out for
them, Miss Frarnie and her mother could still be seen
waving their handkerchiefs from an upper window; and
half blind with the sorrow and the pain he choked
away from sight, and mad with shame to think he had
found no way but to accept their favors, Andrew felt
that their signal must be answered, and sullenly waved
his own in reply; and then the pilot was leaving the
barque, and presently the shore and all its complications,
and Louie crying herself sick, were forgotten in the
excitement of the moment and its new duties.
“Didn’t say a word of
love to Frarnie, eh?” remarked Mr. Maurice in
answer to his wife’s communications that evening.
“A noble lad, then!I like him all the
better for it.He shall have her all the sooner.
He won’t abuse our confidence:that’s
it.He’ll wait till he’s bridged over
the gap between them.The first mate of a successful
voyage is a better match for my daughter than the
boy who stayed by the Sabrina, brave as he was.
He’s fond of her?Don’t you think
so?There’s no doubt about that?None
at all!All in good time all in good
time.I’ll speak to him myself.They’re
going to write to each other?I thought so.”
Short as the trip was that the Frarnie
made in that favorable season, it seemed to Louie
an interminable period; but from the cheerful, hopeful
smile upon her lips no one would ever have known how
her heart was longing for her lover as she went about
her work; for the little housekeeper had quite too
much to do in keeping the cottage clean, the garden
weedless, the nets mended, to be able to neglect one
duty for any love-sick fancies it might be pleasant
to indulge.From morning till night her days were
full in bringing happiness to others:there was
her father to make comfortable; there were the sick
old women, of whom her aunt brought word, to concoct
some delicacy for a cup of custard, to wit,
a dish of the water-jelly she had learned how to make
from the sea-moss she gathered on the beach, a broiled
and buttered mushroom from the garden; there were the
canaries and the cat to be cared for, and the dog that
Andrew left with her to feed and shower caresses on;
and there was the parrot’s toilet to be made
and her lesson to be taught, and the single jars of
preserves and pickles and ketchups to be put
up for winter, and the herbs to be dried:there
were not, you may see, many minutes to be wasted out
of that busy little life in castle-building or in
crying.One day there came a letter with Victoria’s
head and the Liverpool stamp upon it:she knew
it by heart presently, and wore it next her heart
by night and day; and even if she had known that Miss
Frarnie Maurice received one in the same handwriting
by the same mail, it would hardly have made much difference
to her; and one day the Sabrina, all freshly coppered
and painted and repaired, with new masts and sails,
and so much else that it was not easy to say what
part of her now represented the old brig, came round
to her old wharf and began to take in cargo.
Louie ran down one evening with her father, and went
all over her from stem to stern, only one old sailor
being aboard; and she could have told you then every
rope from clew to ear-ring; and, as if it were all
the realization of a dream, a thousand happy, daring
thoughts of herself and Andrew then filled her fancy
like birds in a nest; and so swiftly after that did
one day flow into another for Louie that the Frarnie
lay in the mid-stream once more before she had more
than begun to count the days to that on which her
Liverpool letter had promised that she should see
its writer come walking into her father’s cottage
again.
But she never did see him come walking
into her father’s cottage again.That promised
day passed and the night, and another a
long, long day that seemed as if it would never quench
its flame in sunset, and a night that seemed as if
it would never know the dawning; but the threshold
of the fisherman’s cottage Andrew Traverse crossed
no more.
For Mr. Maurice, on his notable errand
of circumventing Heaven, had been ahead of Fate, and
had gone down on the pilot-boat to meet the Frarnie with
no settled designs of course, but in his own impatient
pleasure; and, delighted with the shipmaster’s
report and with the financial promise of the voyage,
the cargo, the freights, and ventures and all, had
greeted Andrew with a large-hearted warmth and after
a manner that no churl could withstand; and unwilling
to listen to any refusal, had taken Andrew up to the
mansion-house with him the moment the ship had touched
the wharf.
“You don’t ask after her?”
said Mr. Maurice when they were alone in the chaise
together.And knowing well enough what he meant,
Andrew blushed through all his bronze knowing
well enough, for had he not gone below in a mighty
hurry and tricked himself out in his best toggery so
soon as he understood there was no escape from the
visit?Louie would have been glad enough to see
him in his red shirt and tarpaulin!
“Oh, you scamp!” said
Mr. Maurice, quickly then detecting the blush.
“Don’t say a word!I’ve been
there myself:I know how you’re longing
to see her; and she’s been at the window looking
through the glass every half hour, the puss!”
“Mr. Maurice,” began Andrew,
half trembling, but wholly resolved, he thought although
it must be confessed that with time, and distance,
and Frarnie’s effusive letters and flattering
prospects on the other hand, Louie’s image was
not so bright at that moment as it had been at others,
and for that very reason Andrew was taking great credit
to himself for his upright intentions credit
enough to tide him over a good deal of baseness if
need were, “Mr. Maurice ”
he began; and there he paused to frame his sentence
more suitably, for it was no easy thing to tell a man
that he was throwing his child at one who did not
care for her, and that man the disposer of his fortunes.
But Mr. Maurice saved him any such
trouble.“I know all you’re going
to say,” he exclaimed.“I understand
your hesitation, and I honor you for it.But
I’m no fool, and there’s no need to have
you tell me that you want my Frarnie, for I’ve
known that long ago.”
“Mr. Maurice!”
“Yes, I have,” answered
the impulsive gentleman.“Mrs. Maurice and
I talked it over as soon as we saw which way the wind
lay; but of course we decided to say nothing till
we were sure, quite sure, that it was Frarnie and
not her prospects ”
“Oh, sir, you ”
“Tush, tush!I know all
about it now.But it becomes a father to be wary,”
continued the other, taking the words from Andrew’s
lips in spite of himself, and quite wary enough not
to mention that in Frarnie’s easily-excited
favor a young scapegrace was very likely to supplant
Mr. Andrew if things were not brought to a point at
once.“It was my duty to look at all sides,”
he said, without stopping for breath.“Now
I know you, and I see you’d rather give the
girl the go-by for ever than have her think you wanted
her because she was her father’s daughter, and
not some poor fisherman’s.”
“Indeed, indeed ”
began Andrew again, leaning forward, his cheeks crimson,
his very hands shaking.
“Of course, my boy,” interrupted
his companion as before “of course.
Don’t say a word:you’re welcome to
her at last.I never thought I’d surrender
her to any one so freely; but if I were choosing from
all the world, Andrew, I don’t know any one
I’d choose sooner for my son.She’s
a sensible girl, my Frarnie is, at bottom.We
know her heart:it’s a good heart only
the froth of all young girls’ fancies to be blown
off.And the Sabrina always was a pet of mine,
and, though I’ve said nothing of it, I’ve
meant her for Frarnie’s husband this many a day.”
And before Andrew, in his flurry and embarrassment
and bewilderment, could enunciate any distinct denial
of anything or avowal of anything else, the chaise
was at the door, and Mrs. Maurice was waiting for
him with extended hands, and Frarnie was standing
and smiling behind, half turned to run away.And
Mr. Maurice cried out:“Captain Traverse
of the Sabrina, my dear!Here, Frarnie, Frarnie!
none of your airs and graces!Come and give your
sweetheart an honest kiss!” And Andrew, doubting
if the minister were not behind the door and he should
not find himself married out of hand, irresolute,
cowardly, too weak to give up the Sabrina and that
sweet new title just ringing in his ears, was pushed
along by Mr. Maurice’s foolish, hearty hand
till he found himself bending over Frarnie with his
arm around her waist, his lips upon her cheek, and
without, as it seemed to him, either choice or volition
on his part.But as he looked up and saw the
portraits of the girl’s grandfathers, where they
appeared to be looking down at him stern and questioning,
a guilty shame over the wrong he was doing their child
smote him sorely:he saw that he had allowed the
one instant of choice to slip away; the sense came
over him that he had sealed his own doom, while a
vision of Louie’s face, full of desolation and
horror, was scorching in upon his soul; and there,
in the moment of betrothal, his punishment began.
He stole down to the Sabrina’s wharf that evening,
after the moon had set, and looking round to see that
it was quite forsaken at that hour, he took from his
neck a long, slender hair-chain to drop over into
the deep water there; but as he held the thing it
seemed suddenly to coil round his hand with a caress,
as if it were still a part of Louie’s self.
He stamped his foot and ground his heel into the earth
there with a cry and an oath, and put the chain back
again whence he had taken it, and swore he would wear
it till they laid his bones under ground.And
he looked up at the dark lines of the brig looming
like the black skeleton of an evil thing against the
darkness of the night, and he cursed himself for a
traitor to both women for a hypocrite,
a craven, a man sold to the highest bidder.Well,
well, Captain Traverse, there are curses that cling!
And Louie sat in the gloom at the window of the fisherman’s
cottage down below the town, and sighed and wondered
and longed and waited, but Captain Traverse went back
to the Maurices’ mansion.
It is one of the enigmas of this
existence how women forgive the wrong of such hours
as came to Louie now hours of suspense and
suffering hours of a misery worse than
the worm’s misery in blindness and pain before
it finds its wings.
At first she expected her lover, and
speculated as to his delay, and fretted to think anything
might detain him from her; and now she was amazed,
and now vexed, and now she was forgiving the neglect,
accusing herself and making countless excuses for
him; and now imagining a thousand dire mishaps.
But as the third day came and he was still away he
who had been always wont to seek her as soon as the
craft was made fast to wharf then she felt
her worst forebodings taking bodily shape:he
was ill, he had fallen overboard, he had left the
vessel at Liverpool and shipped upon another, and
a letter would come directly to say so; or else he
had been waylaid and robbed and made away with:
not once did she dream that he was false to her to
her, a portion of his own life!
How it was with him there were numberless
ways in which she might have discovered, for every
soul of her acquaintance knew Andrew, and must be
aware of the fact if he were missing or ailing, or
if any other ill chance had befallen him.But
as often as she tried to address one or another passing
by the window, her voice failed her and her heart,
and she asked no questions, and only waited on.
A life of suspense, exclaims some one, a life of a
spider!And when we are in suspense, says another,
all our aids are in suspense with us.Day after
day she stayed continually in the house, looking for
him to come, never stirring out even into the garden,
lest coming she might miss him.Night after night
she sat alone at her window till the distant town-clocks
struck midnight now picturing to herself
the glad minute of his coming, the quick explaining
words, the bursting tears of relief, the joy of that
warm embrace, the touch of those strong arms now
convinced that he would never come, and her heart sinking
into a bitter loneliness of despair.
It grew worse with her when she knew
that he was really in the town, alive and well; for,
from the scuttle in the roof, by the aid of her father’s
glass, she could see the Sabrina, and one day she was
sure that a form whose familiar outlines made her
pulses leap was Andrew himself giving orders on the
deck there; and after that she tortured herself with
conjectures till her brain was wild chained
hand and foot, unable to write him or to seek him
in any maidenly modesty, heart and soul in a ferment.
Still she waited in that shuddering suspense, with
every nerve so tightly strung, that voice or footfall
vibrated on them into pain.If Andrew, in the
midst of the gayeties by which he found himself accepted
of the Maurices’ friends, was never haunted
by any thought of all this, his heart had grown stouter
in one year’s time than twenty years had found
and left it previously.
But Louie’s suspense was of
no long duration, as time goes, though to her it was
a lifetime.A week covered it a week
full of stings and fevered restlessness when
her father came in one day and said bitterly, thinking
it best to make an end of all at once:“So
I hear that a friend of ours has been paid off at
last.Captain Andrew Traverse of the Sabrina is
going to marry his owner’s daughter Frarnie.
Luck will take passage on that brig!” And when
Louie rose from the bed on which she lay down that
night, the Sabrina had been a fortnight gone on her
long voyage a voyage where the captain
had sailed alone, postponing the evil day perhaps,
and at any rate pleading too much inexperience, for
all his dazzling promotion, to be trusted with so
precious thing as a wife on board during the first
trip.He had not felt that hesitation once when
portraying the possibilities of the voyage to another.
It was not a long illness, Louie’s,
though it had been severe enough to destroy for her
consciousness both of pain and pleasure.Her aunt
had left other work and had nursed her through it;
but when, strong and well once more, she went about
her old duties, it seemed to her that that consciousness
had never returned:she took up life with utter
listlessness and indifference, and she fancied that
her love for Andrew was as dead as all the rest.
The poor little thing, laying this flattering unction
to heart, did not call much reason to her aid, or
she would have known that there was some meaning in
it when she cried all day on coming across an old
daguerreotype of Andrew.“It isn’t
for love of him,” she sobbed.“It’s
for the loss of all that love out of my life that was
heaven to me.Oh no, no!I love him no longer:
I can’t, I can’t love him:he is all
the same as another woman’s husband.”
But, despite this stout assertion, she could not bring
herself to part with that picture:he was not
in reality quite the husband of another woman, and
till he was indeed she meant to keep it.“He
is only promised to her yet, and he was promised first
to me,” she said for salve to conscience; and
meanwhile the picture grew so blurred with conscious
tears, and perhaps with unconscious kisses, that it
might have been his or another’s:Miss
Frarnie herself, had she seen it, could not have told
whose it was.
Notwithstanding all the elasticity
of youth, life became an inexpressibly dull thing
to Louie as the year wore into the next dull,
with neither aim nor object, the past a pain to remember,
the future a blank to consider.She could live
only from day to day, one day like another, till they
grew so wearisome she wondered her hair was not gray the
pretty hair that, shorn from her head in her illness,
had grown again in a short fleece of silky curls for
it seemed to her that she had lived a hundred years.
And because troubles never come alone, and one perhaps
makes the other seem lighter and better to be borne,
in the thick of a long winter’s storm they brought
home her father, the old fisherman, drowned and dead.
Captain Traverse knew of the old fisherman’s
death through the newspapers that found him in his
foreign ports not through Miss Frarnie’s
letters, for she knew almost nothing of the existence
or non-existence of such low people; and therefore,
conjecture as he needs must concerning Louie’s
means of livelihood now, there was no intelligence
to relieve any anxiety he might have felt, or to inform
him of the sale of the cottage to pay the debt of
the mortgage under which it was bought, or of the support
that Louie earned in helping her aunt watch with the
sick and lay out the dead:he could only be pricked
with knowledge of the fact that he had no right to
his anxiety, or to the mention of her name even in
his prayers if he said them.
Poor little Louie!A sad end
to such a joyous youth as hers had been, you would
have said; but, in truth, her new work was soothing
to her:her heart was simply in harmony with
suffering, with death and desolation, and by degrees
she found that comfort from her double sorrows in doing
her best to bring comfort to others which it may be
she could never have found had she been the pampered
darling of some wealthy house.Often, when she
forgot what she was doing, Louie made surmises concerning
Frarnie Maurice, wondering if she were the noble thing
that Andrew needed to ennoble him if she
were really so strong and beautiful that the mere sight
of her had killed all thought or memory of an older
love; trying to believe her all that his guardian
angel might wish his wife to be, and to acknowledge
that she herself was so low and small and ignorant
that she could only have injured him to
be convinced that it was neither weakness, nor covetousness,
nor perjury in Andrew, having met the sun, to forget
the shadows; wondering then if Frarnie cared for him
as she herself had done, and crying out aloud that
that could never be, until the sound of her own sobs
woke her from her forbidden dream.But at other
times a calm came to Louie that was more pathetic
than her wildest grief:it was the acquiescence
in what Providence had chosen for Andrew, cost herself
what it might it was the submission of
the atom beneath the wheels of the great engine.
It is true that as, late in the night,
when all the town was asleep and only silence and
she abroad, she walked home by herself from some deathbed
whose occupant she had composed decently for the last
sleep, she used to wish it were herself lying there
on that moveless pillow, and soon to be sheltered
from the cruel light by the bosom of the kindly earth.
For now, as she passed the birches softly rustling
in the night wind, and hurried by, she remembered
other times when she had passed them, and had stopped
to listen, cared for, protected, with Andrew’s
arm about her; and now, as the clocks, one after another,
remotely chimed the hour, the sound smote her with
a familiar sweetness full of pain; and now, as she
came along the sea-wall and saw the dark river glimmering
widely and ever the same, while its mysterious tide
flowed to meet the far-off spark of the lighthouse
lantern, she recalled a hundred happy hours when she
and Andrew in the boat together had rocked there in
soft summer nights, with sunset melting in the stream
and wrapping them about with rosy twilight; or those
when whispers of the September gales swelled the sail,
and the boat flew like a gull from crest to crest
of the bar; or those when misty sea-turns crept up
stream and folded them, and drowned the sparkle of
the lighthouse and the emerald and ruby ray of the
channel lights, and left them shut away from the world,
alone with each other on the great gray current silently
sweeping to the sea times when she knew
no fear, trusting in the strong arm and stout heart
beside her, before the river had brought death to her
door; when the whole of life seemed radiant and rich times
that made this solitary night walk trodden now seem
colder and drearier and darker than the grave that
made her wish it ended in a grave.
And so at length the year slipped
by, and spring had come again, and the sap had leaped
up the bough and burst into blossom there, and the
blood had bubbled freshly in the veins of youth, and
hope had once more gladdened all the world but Louie.
With her only a dull patience stayed that tried to
call itself content, until she heard it rumored among
the harbor-people that the Sabrina was nearly due
again, and with that her heart beat so turbulently
that she had to crush it down again with the thought
that, though Andrew every day drew nearer, came up
the happy climates of southern latitudes and spread
his sails on favoring gales for home, he only hastened
to his wedding-day.And one day, at last, she
rose to see a craft anchored in the middle channel
down below the piers, unpainted and uncleaned by any
crew eager to show their best to shore a
black and blistered brig, with furled sails and silent
deck; and some men called it the fever-ship, and some
men called it the Sabrina.
As the news of the brig’s return
and of her terrible companion spread through the town,
a panic followed it, and the feeling with which she
was regarded all along the shore during that day and
the next would hardly be believed by any but those
who have once been in the neighborhood of a pestilence
themselves.Exaggerated accounts of a swift, strange
illness, by many believed to be the ancient plague
revived again and cast loose through the land from
Asiatic ships had reached the old port; and aware
that they were peculiarly exposed by reason of their
trade, small as it was, the people there had already
died a thousand deaths through expectation of the
present coming of the fever already raging in other
parts.Hitherto, the health-officers, boarding
everything that appeared, had found no occasion to
give anything but clean papers, and the town had breathed
again.But now, when at last it spread from lip
to lip that the fever lay at anchor in mid-channel,
knees shook and cheeks grew white, and health-officer
and port-physician, in spite of the almost instantaneous
brevity of their visit to the infected vessel, were
avoided as though they were the pestilence themselves,
and not a soul in all the town was found to carry
a cup of cold water to the gasping, burning men cared
for only by those in less desperate strait than themselves,
and who, having buried two-thirds of their number
in deep-sea soundings, were likely to be denied as
much as a grave on shore themselves; while to Mr. Maurice,
half wild with perplexity and foreboding and amazement
at Miss Frarnie’s yet wilder terror, to
him the red lantern hung out by the brig at nightfall
magnified itself in the mist into a crimson cloud where
with wide wings lurked the very demon of Fever himself.
Not a soul to carry the cup of cold
water, did I say?Yes, one timid little soul
there was, waiting in a fever of longing herself waiting
that those who had a right to go might do so if they
would waiting till assured that neither
Frarnie Maurice nor her parents had the first intention
of going, though affianced husband and chosen son lay
dying there waiting in agony of impatience,
since every delay might possibly mean death, one
little brave and timid soul there was who ventured
forth on her errand of mercy alone.The fisherman’s
old boat still lay rocking in the cove, and the oars
stood in the shed:Louie knew how to use them
well, and making her preparations by daylight, and
leaving the rest till nightfall, lest she should be
hindered by the authorities, she found means to impress
the little cow-boy into her service; and after dark
a keg of sweet water was trundled down and stored
amidships of the boat, with an enormous block of ice
rolled in an old blanket; a basket of lemons and oranges
was added, a roll of fresh bed-linen, a little box
of such medicines as her last year’s practice
had taught her might be of use; and extorting a promise
from the boy that he would leave another block of ice
on the bank every night after dark for her to come
and fetch, Louie quickly stepped into the boat, lifted
the oars, and slipt away into the darkness of the
great and quiet river.
When, three days afterward, Captain
Traverse unclosed his eyes from a dream of Gehenna
and the place the smoke of whose torment goes up for
ever, a strange confusion crept like a haze across
his mind, tired out and tortured with delirium, and
he dropped the aching lids and fell away into slumber
again; for he had thought himself vexed with the creak
of cordage and noise of feet, stived in his dark and
narrow cabin, on a filthy bed in a foul air, if any
air at all were in that noisome place, reeking with
heat and the ferment of bilge-water and fever-smell;
and here, unless a new delirium chained him, a mattress
lay upon the deck with the awning of an old sail stretched
above it and making soft shadow out of searching sun,
a gentle wind was blowing over him, a land-breeze full
of sweet scents from the gardens on the shore, from
the meadows and the marshes.Silence broken only
by a soft wash of water surrounded him; a flake of
ice lay between his lips, that had lately been parched
and withering, and delicious coolness swathed his
head, that had seemed to be a ball of burning fire.
The last that he remembered had been a hot, dry, aching
agony, and this was bliss:the sleep into which
he fell when waking from the stupor that had benumbed
his power of suffering a power that had
rioted till no more could be suffered lasted
during all the spell of that fervid noon sun that
hung above the harbor and the town like the unbroken
seal of the expected pestilence.A strange still
town, fear and heat keeping its streets deserted,
its people longing for an east wind that should kill
the fever, yet dreading lest it should blow the fever
in on them; a strange still harbor, its great peaceful
river darkened only by that blot where the sun-soaked
craft swung at her anchor; a strange still craft,
where nothing stirred but one slender form, one little
being that went about laying wet cloths upon this
rude sailor’s head, broken ice between the lips
of that one, moistening dry palms, measuring out cooling
draughts, and only resting now and then to watch one
sleeper sleep, to hang and hear if in that deep dream
there were any breathing and it were not the last
sleep of all.And in Louie’s heart there
was something just as strange and still as in all
other things throughout that wearing, blinding day;
but with her the calm was not of fear, only of unspeakable
joy; for if Andrew lived it was she that had saved
him, and though he died, his delirium had told her
that his heart was hers.“If he dies, he
is mine!” she cried triumphantly, forgetting
all the long struggle of scruple and doubt, “and
if he lives, he shall never be hers!” she cried
softly and with that inner voice that no one hears.
And so the heat slipped down with
the sun to other horizons, coolness crept in upon
the running river’s breast with the dusk, dew
gathered and lay darkly glittering on rail and spar
and shroud as star by star stole out to sparkle in
it; and Andrew raised his eyes at length, and they
rested long and unwaveringly on the little figure sitting
not far away with hands crossed about the knees and
eyes looking out into the last light the
tranquil, happy face from which a white handkerchief
kept back the flying hair while giving it the likeness
of a nun’s.Was it a dream?Was it
Louie?Or was it only some one of the tormenting
phantoms that for so many burning days had haunted
him?He tried in vain to ask:his tongue
clove to the roof of his mouth; he seemed to be in
the power of one of those fierce nightmares where
life depends on a word and the word is not to be spoken.
Only a vision, then:he closed his lids thinking
it would be gone when he lifted them, but he did not
want it to be gone, and looked again to find it as
before.And by and by it seemed to him that long
since, in a far-off dream, he had gathered strength
and uttered the one thought of his fever, “Louie,
what do you do now?” and she had answered him,
as though she thought aloud, “I stroke the dead;”
and he had cried out, “Then presently me too,
me too!And let the shroud be shotted heavily
to bury me out of your sight!” And he was crying
it out again, but while he spoke a mouth was laid
on his a warm, sweet mouth that seemed to
breathe fresh spirit through his frame his
head was lifted and pillowed on a breast where he
could hear the heart beneath flutter like a happy
bird, and he was wrapped once more in slumber, but
this time slumber sweet as it was deep.
Morning was dawning over the vessel’s
side, a dream of rosy lustre sifting through the purple
and pearly mist, behind which the stars grew large
and lost while it moved away to the west in one great
cloud, and out of which the river gleamed as if just
newly rolled from its everlasting fountains, morning
was dawning with the sweet freshness of its fragrant
airs stealing from warm low fields, when Andrew once
more lifted his eyes only to find that tranquil face
above him still, that happy heart still beating beneath
his pillowed head.“Oh, Louie,” he
sighed, “speak to me say have
I died? am I forgiven? is this
heaven?”
“To me, dear oh to
me!” answered she with the old radiant smile
that used to make his pulse quicken, and that, ill
as he yet was, reassured him as to his earthly latitude
and longitude.
“And it was all a dream, then?”
he murmured.“And I have not lost you?”
He raised his wasted hand and drew from his breast
the little hair chain that he had hidden there so
long ago.“It was a fetter I could not break,”
he whispered.“I wrote her all about it
long ago.I wrote her father that he should have
his vessel back again and I would take my
freedom and not a dollar’s wages
for the voyage would I ever draw of him.But I
should never have dared see you for oh,
Louie how can you ever ”
“Hush, hush, dear!” she
breathed.“What odds is all that now?
We have our life before us.”
“Only just help me live it, Louie.”
“God will help us,” she
answered.And as she spoke a sudden rainbow leaped
into the western heaven as if to seal her promise,
and as it slowly faded there came a wild salt smell,
an air that tingled like a tonic through the veins:
the east wind was singing in from sea, bringing the
music of breaker and shore, and the fever was blasted
by its breath throughout the little Sabrina.
HARRIET PRESCOTT SPOFFORD.