The next morning my health and strength
were entirely restored to me, but my brother, on the
contrary, seemed weak and exhausted from his efforts
of the previous night. Our return journey to the
Villa de Angelis had passed in complete silence.
I had been too much perturbed to question him on the
many points relating to the strange events as to which
I was still completely in the dark, and he on his side
had shown no desire to afford me any further information.
When I saw him the next morning he exhibited signs
of great weakness, and in response to an effort on
my part to obtain some explanation of the discovery
of Adrian Temple’s body, avoided an immediate
reply, promising to tell me all he knew after our
return to Worth Maltravers.
I pondered over the last terrifying
episode very frequently in my own mind, and as I thought
more deeply of it all, it seemed to me that the outlines
of some evil history were piece by piece developing
themselves, that I had almost within my grasp the
clue that would make all plain, and that had eluded
me so long. In that dim story Adrian Temple, the
music of the Gagliarda, my brother’s fatal
passion for the violin, all seemed to have some mysterious
connection, and to have conspired in working John’s
mental and physical ruin. Even the Stradivarius
violin bore a part in the tragedy, becoming, as it
were, an actively malignant spirit, though I could
not explain how, and was yet entirely unaware of the
manner in which it had come into my brother’s
possession.
I found that John was still resolved
on an immediate return to England. His weakness,
it is true, led me to entertain doubts as to how he
would support so long a journey; but at the same time
I did not feel justified in using any strong efforts
to dissuade him from his purpose. I reflected
that the more wholesome air and associations of England
would certainly re-invigorate both body and mind,
and that any extra strain brought about by the journey
would soon be repaired by the comforts and watchful
care with which we could surround him at Worth Maltravers.
So the first week in October saw us
once more with our faces set towards England.
A very comfortable swinging-bed or hammock had been
arranged for John in the travelling carriage, and
we determined to avoid fatigue as much as possible
by dividing our journey into very short stages.
My brother seemed to have no intention of giving up
the Villa de Angelis. It was left complete with
its luxurious furniture, and with all his servants,
under the care of an Italian maggior-duomo.
I felt that as John’s state of health forbade
his entertaining any hope of an immediate return thither,
it would have been much better to close entirely his
Italian house. But his great weakness made it
impossible for him to undertake the effort such a
course would involve, and even if my own ignorance
of the Italian tongue had not stood in the way, I was
far too eager to get my invalid back to Worth to feel
inclined to import any further delay, while I should
myself adjust matters which were after all comparatively
trifling. As Parnham was now ready to discharge
his usual duties of valet, and as my brother seemed
quite content that he should do so, Raffaelle was
of course to be left behind. The boy had quite
won my heart by his sweet manners, combined with his
evident affection to his master, and in making him
understand that he was now to leave us, I offered
him a present of a few pounds as a token of my esteem.
He refused, however, to touch this money, and shed
tears when he learnt that he was to be left in Italy,
and begged with many protestations of devotion that
he might be allowed to accompany us to England.
My heart was not proof against his entreaties, supported
by so many signs of attachment, and it was agreed,
therefore, that he should at least attend us as far
as Worth Maltravers. John showed no surprise at
the boy being with us; indeed I never thought it necessary
to explain that I had originally purposed to leave
him behind.
Our journey, though necessarily prolonged
by the shortness of its stages, was safely accomplished.
John bore it as well as I could have hoped, and though
his body showed no signs of increased vigour, his
mind, I think, improved in tone, at any rate for a
time. From the evening on which he had shown
me the terrible discovery in the Via del
Giardino he seemed to have laid aside something
of his care and depression. He now exhibited
little trace of the moroseness and selfishness which
had of late so marred his character; and though he
naturally felt severely at times the fatigue of travel,
yet we had no longer to dread any relapse into that
state of lethargy or stupor which had so often baffled
every effort to counteract it at Posilipo. Some
feeling of superstitious aversion had prompted me to
give orders that the Stradivarius violin should be
left behind at Posilipo. But before parting my
brother asked for it, and insisted that it should be
brought with him, though I had never heard him play
a note on it for many weeks. He took an interest
in all the petty episodes of travel, and certainly
appeared to derive more entertainment from the journey
than was to have been anticipated in his feeble state
of health.
To the incidents of the evening spent
in the Via del Giardino he made no
allusion of any kind, nor did I for my part wish to
renew memories of so unpleasant a nature. His
only reference occurred one Sunday evening as we were
passing a small graveyard near Genoa. The scene
apparently turned his thoughts to that subject, and
he told me that he had taken measures before leaving
Naples to ensure that the remains of Adrian Temple
should be decently interred in the cemetery of Santa
Bibiana. His words set me thinking again, and
unsatisfied curiosity prompted me strongly to inquire
of him how he had convinced himself that the skeleton
at the foot of the stairs was indeed that of Adrian
Temple. But I restrained myself, partly from
a reliance on his promise that he would one day explain
the whole story to me, and partly being very reluctant
to mar the enjoyment of the peaceful scenes through
which we were passing, by the introduction of any
subjects so jarring and painful as those to which
I have alluded.
We reached London at last, and here
we stopped a few days to make some necessary arrangements
before going down to Worth Maltravers. I had
urged upon John during the journey that immediately
on his arrival in London he should obtain the best
English medical advice as to his own health.
Though he at first demurred, saying that nothing more
was to be done, and that he was perfectly satisfied
with the medicine given him by Dr. Baravelli, which
he continued to take, yet by constant entreaty I prevailed
upon him to accede to so reasonable a request.
Dr. Frobisher, considered at that time the first living
authority on diseases of the brain and nerves, saw
him on the morning after our arrival. He was good
enough to speak with me at some length after seeing
my brother, and to give me many hints and recipes
whereby I might be better enabled to nurse the invalid.
Sir John’s condition, he said,
was such as to excite serious anxiety. There
was, indeed, no brain mischief of any kind to be discovered,
but his lungs were in a state of advanced disease,
and there were signs of grave heart affection.
Yet he did not bid me to despair, but said that with
careful nursing life might certainly be prolonged,
and even some measure of health in time restored.
He asked me more than once if I knew of any trouble
or worry that preyed upon Sir John’s mind.
Were there financial difficulties; had he been subjected
to any mental shock; had he received any severe fright?
To all this I could only reply in the negative.
At the same time I told Dr. Frobisher as much of John’s
history as I considered pertinent to the question.
He shook his head gravely, and recommended that Sir
John should remain for the present in London, under
his own constant supervision. To this course my
brother would by no means consent. He was eager
to proceed at once to his own house, saying that if
necessary we could return again to London for Christmas.
It was therefore agreed that we should go down to Worth
Maltravers at the end of the week.
Parnham had already left us for Worth
in order that he might have everything ready against
his master’s return, and when we arrived we
found all in perfect order for our reception.
A small morning-room next to the library, with a pleasant
south aspect and opening on to the terrace, had been
prepared for my brother’s use, so that he might
avoid the fatigue of mounting stairs, which Dr. Frobisher
considered very prejudicial in his present condition.
We had also purchased in London a chair fitted with
wheels, which enabled him to be moved, or, if he were
feeling equal to the exertion, to move himself, without
difficulty, from room to room.
His health, I think, improved; very
gradually, it is true, but still sufficiently to inspire
me with hope that he might yet be spared to us.
Of the state of his mind or thoughts I knew little,
but I could see that he was at times a prey to nervous
anxiety. This showed itself in the harassed look
which his pale face often wore, and in his marked dislike
to being left alone. He derived, I think, a certain
pleasure from the quietude and monotony of his life
at Worth, and perhaps also from the consciousness
that he had about him loving and devoted hearts.
I say hearts, for every servant at Worth was attached
to him, remembering the great consideration and courtesy
of his earlier years, and grieving to see his youthful
and once vigorous frame reduced to so sad a strait.
Books he never read himself, and even the charm of
Raffaelle’s reading seemed to have lost its
power; though he never tired of hearing the boy sing,
and liked to have him sit by his chair even when his
eyes were shut and he was apparently asleep.
His general health seemed to me to change but little
either for better or worse. Dr. Frobisher had
led me to expect some such a sequel. I had not
concealed from him that I had at times entertained
suspicions as to my brother’s sanity; but he
had assured me that they were totally unfounded, that
Sir John’s brain was as clear as his own.
At the same time he confessed that he could not account
for the exhausted vitality of his patient,a
condition which he would under ordinary circumstances
have attributed to excessive study or severe trouble.
He had urged upon me the pressing necessity for complete
rest, and for much sleep. My brother never even
incidentally referred to his wife, his child, or to
Mrs. Temple, who constantly wrote to me from Royston,
sending kind messages to John, and asking how he did.
These messages I never dared to give him, fearing
to agitate him, or retard his recovery by diverting
his thoughts into channels which must necessarily
be of a painful character. That he should never
even mention her name, or that of Lady Maltravers,
led me to wonder sometimes if one of those curious
freaks of memory which occasionally accompany a severe
illness had not entirely blotted out from his mind
the recollection of his marriage and of his wife’s
death. He was unable to consider any affairs
of business, and the management of the estate remained
as it had done for the last two years in the hands
of our excellent agent, Mr. Baker.
But one evening in the early part
of December he sent Raffaelle about nine o’clock,
saying he wished to speak to me. I went to his
room, and without any warning he began at once, “You
never show me my boy now, Sophy; he must be grown
a big child, and I should like to see him.”
Much startled by so unexpected a remark, I replied
that the child was at Royston under the care of Mrs.
Temple, but that I knew that if it pleased him to
see Edward she would be glad to bring him down to Worth.
He seemed gratified with this idea, and begged me to
ask her to do so, desiring that his respects should
be at the same time conveyed to her. I almost
ventured at that moment to recall his lost wife to
his thoughts, by saying that his child resembled her
strongly; for your likeness at that time, and even
now, my dear Edward, to your poor mother was very
marked. But my courage failed me, and his talk
soon reverted to an earlier period, comparing the
mildness of the month to that of the first winter
which he spent at Eton. His thoughts, however,
must, I fancy, have returned for a moment to the days
when he first met your mother, for he suddenly asked,
“Where is Gaskell? Why does he never come
to see me?” This brought quite a new idea to
my mind. I fancied it might do my brother much
good to have by him so sensible and true a friend as
I knew Mr. Gaskell to be. The latter’s
address had fortunately not slipped from my memory,
and I put all scruples aside and wrote by the next
mail to him, setting forth my brother’s sad
condition, saying that I had heard John mention his
name, and begging him on my own account to be so good
as to help us if possible and come to us in this hour
of trial. Though he was so far off as Westmorland,
Mr. Gaskell’s generosity brought him at once
to our aid, and within a week he was installed at Worth
Maltravers, sleeping, in the library, where we had
arranged a bed at his own desire, so that he might
be near his sick friend.
His presence was of the utmost assistance
to us all. He treated John at once with the tenderness
of a woman and the firmness of a clever and strong
man. They sat constantly together in the mornings,
and Mr. Gaskell told me John had not shown with him
the same reluctance to talk freely of his married
life as he had discovered with me. The tenor of
his communications I cannot guess, nor did I ever ask;
but I knew that Mr. Gaskell was much affected by them.
John even amused himself now at times
by having Mr. Baker into his rooms of a morning, that
the management of the estate might be discussed with
his friend; and he also expressed his wish to see the
family solicitor, as he desired to draw his will.
Thinking that any diversion of this nature could not
but be beneficial to him, we sent to Dorchester for
our solicitor, Mr. Jeffreys, who together with his
clerk spent three nights at Worth, and drew up a testament
for my brother.
So time went on, and the year was drawing to a close.
It was Christmas Eve, and I had gone
to bed shortly after twelve o’clock, having
an hour earlier bid good night to John and Mr. Gaskell.
The long habit of watching with, or being in charge
of an invalid at night, had made my ears extraordinarily
quick to apprehend even the slightest murmur.
It must have been, I think, near three in the morning
when I found myself awake and conscious of some unusual
sound. It was low and far off, but I knew instantly
what it was, and felt a choking sensation of fear
and horror, as if an icy hand had gripped my throat,
on recognising the air of the Gagliarda.
It was being played on the violin, and a long way
off, but I knew that tune too well to permit of my
having any doubt on the subject.
Any trouble or fear becomes, as you
will some day learn, my dear nephew, immensely intensified
and exaggerated at night. It is so, I suppose,
because our nerves are in an excited condition, and
our brain not sufficiently awake to give a due account
of our foolish imaginations. I have myself many
times lain awake wrestling in thought with difficulties
which in the hours of darkness seemed insurmountable,
but with the dawn resolved themselves into merely
trivial inconveniences. So on this night, as
I sat up in bed looking into the dark, with the sound
of that melody in my ears, it seemed as if something
too terrible for words had happened; as though the
evil spirit, which we had hoped was exorcised, had
returned with others sevenfold more wicked than himself,
and taken up his abode again with my lost brother.
The memory of another night rushed to my mind when
Constance had called me from my bed at Royston, and
we had stolen together down the moonlit passages with
the lilt of that wicked music vibrating on the still
summer air. Poor Constance! She was in her
grave now; yet her troubles at least were over,
but here, as by some bitter irony, instead of carol
or sweet symphony, it was the Gagliarda that
woke me from my sleep on Christmas morning.
I flung my dressing-gown about me,
and hurried through the corridor and down the stairs
which led to the lower storey and my brother’s
room. As I opened my bedroom door the violin
ceased suddenly in the middle of a bar. Its last
sound was not a musical note, but rather a horrible
scream, such as I pray I may never hear again.
It was a sound such as a wounded beast might utter.
There is a picture I have seen of Blake’s, showing
the soul of a strong wicked man leaving his body at
death. The spirit is flying out through the window
with awful staring eyes, aghast at the desolation
into which it is going. If in the agony of dissolution
such a lost soul could utter a cry, it would, I think,
sound like the wail which I heard from the violin
that night.
Instantly all was in absolute stillness.
The passages were silent and ghostly in the faint
light of my candle; but as I reached the bottom of
the stairs I heard the sound of other footsteps, and
Mr. Gaskell met me. He was fully dressed, and
had evidently not been to bed. He took me kindly
by the hand and said, “I feared you might be
alarmed by the sound of music. John has been
walking in his sleep; he had taken out his violin
and was playing on it in a trance. Just as I reached
him something in it gave way, and the discord caused
by the slackened strings roused him at once.
He is awake now and has returned to bed. Control
your alarm for his sake and your own. It is better
that he should not know you have been awakened.”
He pressed my hand and spoke a few
more reassuring words, and I went back to my room
still much agitated, and yet feeling half ashamed for
having shown so much anxiety with so little reason.
That Christmas morning was one of
the most beautiful that I ever remember. It seemed
as though summer was so loath to leave our sunny Dorset
coast that she came back on this day to bid us adieu
before her final departure. I had risen early
and had partaken of the Sacrament at our little church.
Dr. Butler had recently introduced this early service,
and though any alteration of time-honoured customs
in such matters might not otherwise have met with
my approval, I was glad to avail myself of the privilege
on this occasion, as I wished in any case to spend
the later morning with my brother. The singular
beauty of the early hours, and the tranquillising
effect of the solemn service brought back serenity
to my mind, and effectually banished from it all memories
of the preceding night. Mr. Gaskell met me in
the hall on my return, and after greeting me kindly
with the established compliments of the day, inquired
after my health, and hoped that the disturbance of
my slumber on the previous night had not affected
me injuriously. He had good news for me:
John seemed decidedly better, was already dressed,
and desired, as it was Christmas morning, that we
would take our breakfast with him in his room.
To this, as you may imagine, I readily
assented. Our breakfast party passed off with
much content, and even with some quiet humour, John
sitting in his easy-chair at the head of the table
and wishing us the compliments of the season.
I found laid in my place a letter from Mrs. Temple
greeting us all (for she knew Mr. Gaskell was at Worth),
and saying that she hoped to bring little Edward to
us at the New Year. My brother seemed much pleased
at the prospect of seeing his son, and though perhaps
it was only imagination, I fancied he was particularly
gratified that Mrs. Temple herself was to pay us a
visit. She had not been to Worth since the death
of Lady Maltravers.
Before we had finished breakfast the
sun beat on the panes with an unusual strength and
brightness. His rays cheered us all, and it was
so warm that John first opened the windows, and then
wheeled his chair on to the walk outside. Mr.
Gaskell brought him a hat and mufflers, and we sat
with him on the terrace basking in the sun. The
sea was still and glassy as a mirror, and the Channel
lay stretched before us like a floor of moving gold.
A rose or two still hung against the house, and the
sun’s rays reflected from the red sandstone gave
us a December morning more mild and genial than many
June days that I have known in the north. We
sat for some minutes without speaking, immersed in
our own reflections and in the exquisite beauty of
the scene.
The stillness was broken by the bells
of the parish church ringing for the morning service.
There were two of them, and their sound, familiar
to us from childhood, seemed like the voices of old
friends. John looked at me and said with a sigh,
“I should like to go to church. It is long
since I was there. You and I have always been
on Christmas mornings, Sophy, and Constance would
have wished it had she been with us.”
His words, so unexpected and tender,
filled my eyes with tears; not tears of grief, but
of deep thankfulness to see my loved one turning once
more to the old ways. It was the first time I
had heard him speak of Constance, and that sweet name,
with the infinite pathos of her death, and of the
spectacle of my brother’s weakness, so overcame
me that I could not speak. I only pressed his
hand and nodded. Mr. Gaskell, who had turned
away for a minute, said he thought John would take
no harm in attending the morning service provided
the church were warm. On this point I could reassure
him, having found it properly heated even in the early
morning.
Mr. Gaskell was to push John’s
chair, and I ran off to put on my cloak, with my heart
full of profound thankfulness for the signs of returning
grace so mercifully vouchsafed to our dear sufferer
on this happy day. I was ready dressed and had
just entered the library when Mr. Gaskell stepped
hurriedly through the window from the terrace.
“John has fainted!” he said. “Run
for some smelling salts and call Parnham!”
There was a scene of hurried alarm,
giving place ere long to terrified despair. Parnham
mounted a horse and set off at a wild gallop to Swanage
to fetch Dr. Bruton; but an hour before he returned
we knew the worst. My brother was beyond the
aid of the physician: his wrecked life had reached
a sudden term!
I have now, dear Edward, completed
the brief narrative of some of the facts attending
the latter years of your father’s life.
The motive which has induced me to commit them to
writing has been a double one. I am anxious to
give effect as far as may be to the desire expressed
most strongly to Mr. Gaskell by your father, that
you should be put in possession of these facts on
your coming of age. And for my. own part I think
it better that you should thus hear the plain truth
from me, lest you should be at the mercy of haphazard
reports, which might at any time reach you from ignorant
or interested sources. Some of the circumstances
were so remarkable that it is scarcely possible to
suppose that they were not known, and most probably
frequently discussed, in so large an establishment
as that of Worth Maltravers. I even have reason
to believe that exaggerated and absurd stories were
current at the time of Sir John’s death, and
I should be grieved to think that such foolish tales
might by any chance reach your ear without your having
any sure means of discovering where the truth lay.
God knows how grievous it has been to me to set down
on paper some of the facts that I have here narrated.
You as a dutiful son will reverence the name even
of a father whom you never knew; but you must remember
that his sister did more; she loved him with a single-hearted
devotion, and it still grieves her to the quick to
write anything which may seem to detract from his memory.
Only, above all things, let us speak the truth.
Much of what I have told you needs, I feel, further
explanation, but this I cannot give, for I do not
understand the circumstances. Mr. Gaskell, your
guardian, will, I believe, add to this account a few
notes of his own, which may tend to elucidate some
points, as he is in possession of certain facts of
which I am still ignorant.