“Well, a few months after that,
I managed to get into trouble with the authorities
at Cologne, along with a few other comrades. We
heard that we were to be arrested and knew that we
could expect no mercy. So Barbara and I talked
things over and we decided to clear out at once, and
go to London. We sold our few things to a good
comrade, and with the money made our way at once to
join Barbara’s sister in Dean street. I
never dreamed that we should find Karl living next
door to us.
“But we did. Nobody told
me about him I suppose that nobody in our
house knew who he was but a few days after
we arrived I saw him pass and ran out and called to
him. My, he looked so thin and worn out that
my heart ached! But he was glad to see me and
grasped my hand with both of his. Karl could
shake hands in a way that made you feel he loved you
more than anybody else in all the world.
“In a little while he had told
me enough for me to understand why he was so pale
and thin. If it were not for hurting his feelings,
I could have cried at the things he told me.
He and the beautiful Jenny without food sometimes,
and no bed to lie upon! And it seemed all the
worse to me because I knew how well they had been reared,
how they had been used to solid comfort and even luxury.
“But it was not from Karl that
I learned the worst. He was always trying to
hide the worst. Never did I hear of such a man
as he was for turning things bright side upwards.
But Conrad Schramm, who was related to Barbara a
sort of second cousin, I think lodged in
the same house with us. Schramm was the closest
friend Karl and Jenny had in London then, and he told
me things that made my heart bleed. Why, when
a little baby was born to them, soon after they came
to London, there was no money for a doctor, nor even
to buy a cheap cradle for the little thing.
“For years that poverty continued.
I used to see Karl pretty near every day until I fell
and hurt my head and broke my leg in two places and
was kept in the hospital many months. Barbara
had to go out to work then, washing clothes for richer
folks, and we couldn’t offer to help dear old
Karl as we would. So we just pretended that we
didn’t know anything about the poverty that
was making him look so haggard and old. Karl
would have died from the worry, I believe, if it had
not been for the children. They kept him young
and cheered him up. He might not have had anything
but dry bread to eat for days, but he would come down
the street laughing like a great big boy, a crowd of
children tugging at his coat and crying ’Daddy
Marx! Daddy Marx! Daddy Marx!’ at
the top of their little voices.
“He used to come and see me
at the hospital sometimes. No matter how tired
and worried he might be and I could tell
that pretty well by looking at his face when he didn’t
know that I was looking he always was cheerful
with me. He wanted to cheer me up, you see, so
he told me all the encouraging news about the movement though
there wasn’t very much that was encouraging and
then he would crack jokes and tell stories that made
me laugh so loud that all the other patients in the
room would get to laughing too.
“I told him one day about a
little German lad in a bed at the lower end of the
ward. Poor little chap, he had been operated on
several times, but there was no hope. He was
bound to die, the nurse told me. When I told
Karl the tears came into his eyes and he kept on moaning,
‘Poor little chap! So young! Poor little
chap!’ He went down and talked with him for
an hour or more, and I could hear the boy’s
laughter ring through the long hospital ward.
We’d never heard him laugh before, for no one
ever came to see him, poor lonesome little fellow.
“Karl always used to spend some
of his time with the little chap after that.
He would bring books and read to him in his mother
tongue, or tell him wonderful stories. The poor
little chap was so happy to see him and always used
to kiss ‘Uncle Nick,’ as Karl taught the
boy to call him. And when the little fellow died,
Karl wept just as though the lad had been his own
kin, and insisted upon following him to the grave.”
“Ah, that was great and noble,
Hans! How he must have felt the great universal
heart-ache!”
“I used to go to the German
Communist Club to hear Karl lecture. That was
years later, in the winter of 1856, I think. Karl
had been staying away from the club for three or four
years. He was sick of their faction fights, and
disgusted with the hot-heads who were always crying
for violent revolution. I saw him very often during
the time that he kept away from the club, when Kinkel
and Willich and other romantic middle-class men held
sway there. Karl would say to me: ’Bah!
It’s all froth, Hans, every bit of it is froth.
They cry out for revolution because the words seem
big and impressive, but they mustn’t be regarded
seriously. Pop-gun revolutionists they are!’
“Well, as I was saying, I heard
the lectures on political economy which Karl gave
at the club along in fifty-six and fifty-seven.
He lectured to us just as he talked to the juries,
quietly and slowly like a teacher.
Then he would ask us questions to find out how much
we knew, and the man who showed that he had not been
listening carefully got a scolding. Karl would
look right at him and say: ’And did you
really listen to the lecture, Comrade So-and-So?’
A fine teacher he was.
“I think that Karl’s affairs
improved a bit just them. Engels used to help
him, too. At any rate, he and his family moved
out into the suburbs and I did not see him so often.
My family had grown large by that time, and I had
to drop agitation for a few years to feed and clothe
my little ones. But I used to visit Karl sometimes
on Sundays, and then we’d talk over all that
had happened in connection with the movement.
I used to take him the best cigars I could get, and
he always relished them.
“For Karl was a great smoker.
Nearly always he had a cigar in his mouth, and, ugh! what
nasty things he had to smoke. We used to call
his cigars ‘Marx’s rope-ends,’ and
they were as bad as their name. That the terrible
things he had to smoke, because they were cheap, injured
his health there can be no doubt at all. I used
to say that it was helping the movement to take him
a box of decent cigars, for it was surely saving him
from smoking old rope-ends.’
“Poor Jenny! She was so
grateful whenever I brought Karl a box of cigars.
’So long as he must smoke, friend Fritzsche,
it is better that he should have something decent
to smoke. The cheap trash he smokes is bad for
him, I’m sure.’ She knew, poor thing,
that the poverty he endured for the great Cause was
killing Karl by inches, as you might say. And
I knew it, too, laddie, and it made my heart bleed.”
“Ah, he was a martyr, Hans a
martyr to the cause of liberty. And ’the
blood of the martyrs is the seed of the Church,’
always and everywhere,” said the Young Comrade.