Ici il fallut que
j’en divinasse plus qu’on
ne m’en disoit.
Mémoires de Sully.
A week after the events narrated in
the preceding chapters, a small company was collected
in a parlor of one of the houses of Hillsdale.
It consisted of a gentleman, of some fifty years of
age; his wife, a fine-looking matron, some years his
junior; their daughter, a bright blue-eyed flaxen-haired
girl, rounding into the most graceful form of womanhood,
and a young man, who is not entirely a stranger to
us.
The judgment of the doctor, respecting
the wound of Pownal for it is he had
proved to be correct, and, on the second day after
the hurt, he had returned to the village, with his
friend William Bernard, in the house of whose father
he was, for the present, domiciliated. The young
men had been acquainted before, and the accident seemed
to have established a sort of intimacy between them.
It was, therefore, with no feeling of reluctance,
that Pownal accepted an invitation to desert his boarding-house
for a while, for the hospitality of his friend.
Perhaps, his decision was a little influenced by the
remembrance of the blue eyes of Miss Bernard, and
of the pleasant effect which, from their first acquaintance,
they had exerted upon him. However that may be,
it is certain, that, although somewhat paler than usual,
he appeared to be quite contented with his condition.
It was evening, and candles were lighted,
and Mr. Bernard, or as he was more commonly, or, indeed,
almost universally, called, Judge Bernard, from having
been one of the judges of the Superior Court, was
sitting in an arm-chair, reading a newspaper; Mrs.
Bernard was busy with her knitting; the young lady
employed upon one of those pieces of needle-work,
which, in those days, were seldom out of female hands,
and Pownal looking at her all he dared, and listening
to an occasional paragraph read by the Judge from
his newspaper.
“You are the cause of quite
a sensation in our little community, Thomas,”
said the Judge, laying down his spectacles and newspaper
at the same time. “Mr. Editor Peters and
the gossips ought to be infinitely obliged to you
for wounding yourself, and affording him an opportunity
to display his inventive genius and the brilliancy
of his imagination, and giving them something to talk
about. Here, Anne, read the article aloud for
our edification.”
The young lady ran her eye hastily
down the column, and could not restrain her laughter.
“Excuse me, papa,” she
said, “it is too much for my poor nerves.
Only think of it; Mr. Peters loads Mr. Pownal’s
gun with sixteen buck-shot, topples him off a precipice
twenty feet high, breaks three of his ribs, and makes
a considerable incision in his skull. Never was
there such a wonderful escape. It is too horrible.”
“How the newspapers are given
to big stories!” said Mrs. Bernard.
“I dare say,” cried Anne,
“the editor has authority for what he says,
for now that my attention is drawn to it, I think there
must be something in the incision. Have you not
remarked, mamma, that Mr. Pownal is at times light-headed?”
“Anne!” exclaimed her
mother, smiling, “I am ashamed to hear a young
girl rattle on so.”
“I am not aware of being more
light-headed than usual,” said Pownal, “but
I am certain no one can be in Miss Bernard’s
company, and not be light-hearted.”
“Very prettily spoken!
Mr. Thomas Pownal is practising his wit upon a country
maiden, in order to be in training when he returns
to open the campaign among the New York ladies.”
“I am too happy here,”
said Pownal, in a low tone, “to wish to return
to the city.”
An almost imperceptible blush suffused
the cheeks of Miss Bernard. She looked up from
the newspaper, but her eyes encountering those of the
young man, instantly fell.
“What fine speeches are you
making to one another?” broke in the Judge.
“My dear, do not hold down your head. It
throws the blood into your face.”
“Papa,” cried his daughter,
desirous to divert attention from herself, “can
you find nothing instructing in the paper to read to
us? Is there no report of any speech?”
“Speeches, indeed! Thank
Heaven, there is no speech in this paper. The
session of Congress has not commenced, and the deluge
of words, in comparison with which Noah’s flood
was a summer’s shower, therefore, not begun.
Why, my dear little daughter, do you remind me of the
national calamity?”
“To atone for the offence, papa,
let me tell you that Mr. Armstrong and Faith promised
to come to see us this evening, and from the sound
of the opening of the front gate, I suspect they are
close at hand.”
Anne’s conjecture proved true,
for shortly after the expected visitors were announced,
and the usual greetings having passed, they were all
soon seated.
But before proceeding further, it
may not be amiss to give some description of persons
destined to play a not unimportant part in our story.
Mr. Armstrong was of middle age, of
the ordinary stature, and with a face which still
possessed great beauty. A noble brow, hair originally
black, but prematurely grey, large dark eyes, a straight
nose, and a well-formed mouth, over which played an
expression of benevolence, made an exterior of exceeding
attractiveness, and it would have been an unmixed
pleasure to gaze upon his gracious presence, but for
an air of dejection amounting to suffering, which
had of late been increasing upon him. He seldom
smiled, and when he did the smile was often succeeded
by a dark shadow, as if he felt compunction for trespassing
on the precints of gaiety.
Faith strongly resembled her father,
as well in externals as in the character of her mind.
Her figure was slender, approaching even to delicacy,
though without any appearance of sickliness. Her
face, pale and thoughtful usually, was sometimes lighted
up with an enthusiasm more angelic than human.
Her mother having died when she was too young to appreciate
the loss, she had concentrated upon her father all
that love which is generally divided between two parents.
Nor was it with a feeling of love only she regarded
him. With it was mixed a sentiment of reverence
amounting almost to idolatry. No opinion, no thought,
no word, no look of his but had for her a value.
And richly was the affection of the child returned
by the father, and proud was he of her, notwithstanding
his struggles against the feeling as something sinful.
It was the first time since the accident
to Pownal that Mr. Armstrong or his daughter had seen
him, and the conversation naturally turned upon the
danger he had incurred.
“It was a providential escape,”
said Mr. Armstrong. “It is astonishing
how many dangers we run into, and our escapes may be
considered as so many daily miracles to prove the
interposition of a controlling Providence. There
are few persons who cannot look back upon several
such in the course of their lives.”
“You are right, my friend,”
said the Judge. “I can recall half a dozen
in my own experience; and if some have had fewer, some,
doubtless, have had more.”
“These accidents are, I suspect,
the consequences of our own carelessness in nine cases
out of ten,” said Pownal. “At any
rate, I am sure it was my carelessness that occasioned
mine.”
“You speak as if it could have
been avoided,” said Mr. Armstrong.
“Certainly. Do you not think so?”
“I am not sure of it,”
said Mr. Armstrong. “There appears to be
a chain which links events together in an inevitable
union. The very carelessness of which you accuse
yourself may be the means purposely used to bring
about important events.”
“It has brought about very agreeable
events for me,” said Pownal. “I am
only afraid, from the care lavished upon me, I shall
be tempted to think too much of myself.”
“It has scattered pleasure all
around, then,” said Mrs. Bernard, kindly.
“Yes,” said the Judge;
“any attention we can render is more than repaid
by the pleasure Mr. Pownal’s presence imparts.
If he should ever think more highly of himself than
we do, he will be a very vain person.”
The young man could only bow, and
with a gratified countenance return his thanks for
their kindness.
“Your adventure was also the
means,” said Mr. Armstrong, “of making
you acquainted with our anchorite. Did you not
find him an interesting person?”
“More than interesting,”
replied Pownal. “From the moment he took
me into his arms as if I had been a child, and with
all the tenderness of a mother, I felt strangely attracted
to him. I shall always remember with pleasure
the two days I spent in his cabin, and mean to cultivate
his acquaintance if he will permit me.”
“He is evidently a man of refinement
and education,” said Armstrong, “who,
for reasons of his own, has adopted his peculiar mode
of life. It was a long time before I could be
said to be acquainted with him, but the more I know
him, the better I like him. He and Faith are great
friends.”
“I value his friendship highly
and am glad he made so favorable an impression on
you, Mr. Pownal,” said Faith.
“I do believe,” cried
Anne, “Faith could not reverence him more if
he were one of the old prophets.”
“If not a prophet,” said
Faith, “he is at least a noble and good man,
and that is the highest title to respect. He takes
an interest in you, too, Mr. Pownal, for Anne tells
me he has been to see you.”
“My preserver has been here
several times to make inquiries after my health,”
answered Pownal. “He was here this morning.”
“And preaching about the kingdom,”
said Judge Bernard. “What a strange infatuation
to look for the end of the world each day.”
“He errs in the interpretation
of the prophecies,” said Mr. Armstrong, “when
he finds in them prognostics of the speedy destruction
of the world, but does he mistake the personal application?
Who knows when he may be called to face his judge?
Youth, and health, and strength, furnish no immunity
against death.”
“But what a gloom this daily
expectation of an event which the wisest and stoutest
hearted are unable to contemplate without trepidation,
casts over life,” said the Judge.
“Not in his case,” replied
Armstrong. “On the contrary, I am satisfied
he would hail it with a song of thanksgiving, and I
think I have observed he is sometimes impatient of
the delay.”
“It is well his notions are
only crazy fancies as absurd as his beard. His
appearance is very heathenish,” said Mrs. Bernard.
“Taste, my dear,” exclaimed
the Judge, “all taste. Why, I have a great
mind to wear a beard myself. It would be a prodigious
comfort to dispense with the razor in cold winter
mornings, to say nothing of the ornament. And
now that I think of it, it is just the season to begin.”
“You would look like a bear,
Mr. Bernard,” said his wife.
“It would be too near an imitation
of the old Puritans for you, Judge,” said Faith.
“You, at least, my little Puritan,”
cried the Judge, “would not object. But
do not fancy that in avoiding Scylla I must
run upon Charybdis. Be sure I would not imitate
the trim moustaches and peaked chins of those old
dandies, Winthrop and Endicott. I prefer the full
flowing style of Wykliffe and Cranmer.”
“We should then have two Holdens,”
exclaimed Mrs. Bernard, “and that would be more
than our little village could live through.”
“Fancy papa running an opposition
beard against Mr. Holden!” said Anne.
The idea was sufficiently ludicrous
to occasion a general laugh, and even Armstrong smiled.
“I am a happy man,” said
the Judge; “not only mirthful, myself, but the
cause of mirth in others. What a beam of light
is a smile, what a glory like a sunrise is a laugh!”
“That will do, Judge Bernard,
that will do,” said his wife; “do not
try again, for you cannot jump so high twice.”
“Tut, tut, Mary; what do you
know about the higher poetics? I defy you to
find such sublimities either in Milton or Dante.”
“I can easily believe it,” said Mrs. Bernard.
At this moment some other visitors
entering the room, the conversation took another turn;
and Mr. Armstrong and his daughter having remained
a short time longer, took leave and returned home.
Let us follow the departing visitors.
Upon his return, Mr. Armstrong sank
upon a seat with an air of weariness.
“Come, Faith,” he said,
“and sit by me and hold my hand. I have
been thinking this evening of the insensibility of
the world to their condition. How few perceive
the precipice on the edge of which they stand!”
His daughter, who was accustomed to
these sombre reflections, bent over, and bringing
his hand to her lips, kissed it without saying anything,
knowing that he would soon explain himself more perfectly.
“Which,” continued Armstrong,
“is wiser, the thoughtless frivolity of Judge
Bernard, or the sad watchfulness of Holden?”
“I am not competent to judge,
dear father; but if they both act according to their
convictions of right, are they not doing their duty?”
“You ask a difficult question.
To be sure men must act according to their ideas of
right, but let them beware how they get them, and what
they are. Yet, can one choose his ideas?
These things puzzle me?”
“What else can we do,”
inquired his daughter, “than live by the light
we have? Surely I cannot be responsible for my
involuntary ignorance.”
“How far we may be the cause
of the ignorance we call involuntary, it is impossible
to determine. A wrong act, an improper thought,
belonging to years ago and even repented of since,
may project its dark shadow into the present, and
pervert the judgment. We are fearfully made.”
“Why pain yourself, dearest
father, with speculations of this character?
Our Maker knows our weakness and will pardon our infirmities.”
“I am an illustration of the
subject of our conversation,” continued Armstrong,
after a pause of a few minutes, during which he had
remained meditating, with his head resting on his hand.
“I know I would not, willingly, harshly judge
another for who authorized me to pass sentence?
Yet these ideas would force themselves into my mind;
and how have I spoken of our kind and excellent neighbor!
There is something wrong in myself which I must struggle
to correct.”
We communicate only enough of the
conversation to give an idea of the state of Mr. Armstrong’s
mind at the time. At the usual family devotions
that night he prayed fervently for forgiveness of his
error, repeatedly upbraiding himself with presumption
and uncharitableness, and entreating that he might
not be left to his own vain imaginations.